Xuefeng

Once one gets married and forms a family, he or she will be plunged in a life of misery. He or she will lose the fundamental freedom of being a man, not to mention the chance of attaining immortality or Buddhahood.
Anyone with a family is selfish. They cannot help being selfish, because they are controlled, encumbered, and dominated by the programme of family.
How much pressure a person must bear if he or she does not get married and form a family? The pressure of parents, the persuasion of relatives and friends, the care of neighbors and colleagues, the criticism from the society all bear down on our spirit and soul like huge mountains. The physiological demand, the desire for a home, the worry for illness and death, and the difficulty to relieve loneliness all make us desire instinctively to get married and form a family.
If the above problems are not resolved, we will feel pain and suffering all the same, and we may even have greater pain and suffering if we do not get married and form a family, because getting married and forming a family is a matter of course and as easy as sailing downstream, while not getting married and forming a family is as difficult as sailing upstream. The problem is that sailing downstream leads to no other than pain and suffering, which history of mankind has proved to be unavoidable. Then we have no choice but to sail upstream.
Let's discuss and resolve these problems one by one.
First, the pressure of parents. We should be filial to our parents, but we cannot give in to our parents in the matter of life and LIFE. We know about the road taken by our ancestors all too clearly, it is a road of misery, which we should not repeat. If our parents force us to get married and form family, we must raise some conditions to them: 1. Ask our parents to tell us the significance and value of life, 2.ask our parents to tell us the nature and meaning of LIFE, 3, ask our parents to provide good housing conditions, 4. ask our parents to guarantee our happiness all our life. If our parents cannot meet these conditions, then we can tell them in definite terms that we can not get married and form a family.
As for the persuasion of relatives, friends, neighbors and colleagues, we can also respond with the above four conditions. Or we can simply respond with one question: can you help me through if I encounter plight and pain after getting married and forming a family? Please give me a written pledge. As for the criticism from the society, we can just ignore it. If pigs say something is wrong with man's life, then just let them squabble.
How can we solve the problem of physiological need? "The need for food and beauty is our inherent character. The need for sexual life is but a matter of course, otherwise the Greatest Creator would not have designed those organs and senses for us. A life without sex would be one with abnormal spirit and psychology. We will not only have sex, but also have sex of high quality and happiness. Why don't we? Only a fool would not have sex.
Without marriage, with whom do we have sex? It is impossible to do this with chicken and ducks. Contracting disease is only a small matter when compared with the loneliness and solitude of spirit and soul that can't be relieved even after the acts. One can not afford it economically, and no one would care for your living, old age, illness and death.
Can we find someone randomly to live with us? This may temporarily meet our urgent need, but does not provide long-term solution. What is worse is that we have to bear a lot of liabilities. We may commit irremediable mistakes and cause a series of chain reactions, and suffering and mystery may be endless.
My advice is to become Chanyuan celestials and have the sex life with Chanyuan celestials. On the condition that you don't go against the ethics, you can make love with whichever Chanyuan celestial you want to be with, as long as the two of you are willing to do so. You can choose the way that you like. Because we have the same belief, we share the same frequency and resonance, we are a whole, we have the same life values, we are not bound together, we don't hurt each other, we are willing to pay everything for each other, including life.
Here is the trouble!
Once people, especially our relatives, friend, neighbors, and colleagues, know that we are Chanyuan celestials and are so casual and free, we will be drowned by condemnation, insult, revile, and grief, and we will be the helpless lambs surrounded by packs of wolves, torn, bitten, trampled, and swallowed. And this will be the price we have to pay for the pursuit of freedom.
However, “one would rather die than lose the freedom". Without freedom, what do we live for? You live a life, but for whom do you live?
Therefore, to get freedom, one must be prepared to remold himself thoroughly, and to be reviled by the so-called gentlemen, “kind-hearted people", moralists, and defenders of traditional moral principles. One must be prepared to completely break with the secular world. In one word, one be prepared to die. When I am writing these heretical remarks, when I say that the god preached by the Bible is not the real god, when I reprimand family, religion, political party, and state, I have been prepared to die anytime. I have said that every day might be my last day. However, I can speak the truth for myself, I am satisfied with my magnanimity and openness. Even if I am dead now, I have no regret, because I have lived a real life.
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This thought has stuck with me within these past 2 months. I’ve written on my notebook of my wants after I’m gone. And to spend time with my family. Have good moments and eventually leaving to do what I need to do. I don’t want to continue being a burden. My life was just a mistake. I was never intended to thrive. There was no chance of me ever having a happy life. My life has been transitioning to more independency. Such as going out and doing things alone. But my emotional wounds and physical scars inhibit my true potential. There’s no way to recover from this excruciating pain. Every day that passes i feel more hurt than ever before. People may say that i am strong, it bothers me because i don’t want to carry through all this forever. I am not strong. I’ll break down and cry over the stupidest things. I am a shell of a person. I’ve always felt empty and hollow. Wanting things that I’ll never have and don’t deserve to have.
I’m always hurting others. With my crude black and white thinking. My lack of awareness and desire to isolate myself. I’m so traumatized to the point of not being able to verbally speak. My real goal in life has always been euthanasia. Because i know that even when good things happen. I continue to wallow in my own misery and self hate. I can’t continue any longer. I’ll always be the princess that everyone humiliates. Having a soft heart and worrying about everything will be a slow and painful death. I’ll always get hurt. I carry everything inside me and this burden rots inside me infecting everything inside out. The evil that rapes has enchanted a spell. I was given bad milk and all i can do is cry. It has consumed and taken control of me. I’ll always be powerless, weak and insignificant.
To the ones who know me as Pig, Princess Ect… I will return to the water, where i bled and belong forever.

Today I took my guinea pig to the ER animal hospital and he either has his heart failing him or pneumonia. Since he's in shock I took him to be with me and comfortable, but also since the potential pneumonia can be treated with antibiotics.
My question is that can my reptile (blue tongued skink) whom i have in the room as my piggy get pneumonia as well? They have never made any physical contact. I did hold the both of them today but at different time. Im sure that I cleaned my hands before and after touching either of them.

My LIfe Is Worth More Than 36 Apples I was am a sole from this point on. The moths of darkness just began a fetus in the woumb. Both mother and father have litle knolige of my existance my begening is heare hethy with nknone emosion untill I was sliced from my mother. My parents fell in love with me from the begening little did they know that tere was somthing wrong. It was not there falt I think that I loved them at that point to. I was dieing. My heart broken by imprefection that only flesh offers to the potentialy imortal relm of God placed soil named Earth. Spoler alert I servive otherwise you would not be reading this. One day out of my life I fely horible sick beyond what the doctors had already fixed I was dieing still alive but dieing why they “forgot” ( neglected) to tell my parents that I have a paralised vocla chord is beond even my ant’s comprehencion and she is a sergical nerce. What made them fear my parents? What made them fear so much that they could not tell my perents what hppened? I ask these questions so often that I wonder why I servived. That is when one day out of my life I felt amasing like God was truly there to witness me changing to somthing worth more than any dimond in the world. My parents kept me alive by questining the doctors did so little. My grandmother prayed so much I wonder how I survived. One day of my life I felt horible Thank the lord that I was not dieing my great gradfather was putt to sleap in his grave I now have a feading tube one year old no birthday cake for me. I gess that there is where my life chages yet again. I wonder how I survived. One day out of my life I felt Exuberant I am two years old ,Birthday cake ;-) Yay, my first ever the tube is gone. My parrents still wotty but they realy don’t have to any more until laiter. Gram is there. So is most of my family. I love my gram so much at this point I would taher be at her houce than at home there is so much I still have to live for. One day out of my life I feal loved I am at home having fun with my gram telling her stories that I make up as I go along. She loves me I know it in my heart. There are not enugh words, colors, and sounds to describe what I felt in this world at that moment for my little mind to wrap its gentle fingers around I am less than five years old so the only resion that I remember is a home movie. It is a wonder that I survived. One day out of my life it is near cristmass I could be five but I am not certan I thaught tis memory a dream until my mother told me the story. I was sick enugh that my parents thaught that I was dieing. I had an ear infection, pnumonya, and somthing elce my mother can not remenber. I wonder why I survived. One day out of my life I am still five and going to kindergaden I love to run around and hide out undeneath the slides if only I knew what the world was than I probabley whould not have kissed a boy on the lips so soon. I shold have knone that such an act as this was for the day of prom or highscool. I was definatly not ready for being in love, nor was I ready to kiss boys impishly under the that particular Emitsberg Elimentery slide. The boy’s confusion was so great that I belive he ither liked me or he did not know who I was to tell the teacher what had happened. Ither way I grew up way to quikly and at the same time to slowly for my mothers liking. I would barly clean my room thak the lord for her patince at this poit in my life, other wise I woder how I did survive. One day out of my life I was in first grade imaging what life would be like on the moon. I was listening to the teacher but I could not for the life of me was i being sent to lern how to read and wright when I already knew how to do both of those things. What where they thinking I neaded more help with math than with reading and spelling I could study those wordes and sentance structures. Why did they chose to give me exta practice in my faverite subject the only problem I had was telling lowecace B’s from lowercace D’s until a nice teacher taught me a trick invalving the word bed. Putt your fingers on your left hand so that it resembles a lowecace B than have your fongers on your right hand resemble a lowercace D place coth hannds together and make a bed B.E.D. that was somthing that realy helped it was so ingraind in my nogin that after just that one clarifacaition I had the difrence betwean D and D down pat. I read Juny B. Jones boks up the wasoo after that and most of my class was reading picture books that where to easy so I stoped reading them. I didn’t check out books from the scool library because I had books at home to read if I remember corectly. My parents sau that it was the comprehensin part I gess that I understood the book’s meaning but not the questin of “ How did the caractar change throughout the story?” silly me I putt ( this is acording to my mother) “The carictar did nit change throuout the story. There is no mension of her getting dresset,” I wonder how I survived. One day out of my life i am repeating first grade. I thaught that there where only two years of school I thaught that if i passed this year that i would not have to go to school any more nobosy told me otherwise because i kept the thaught to myself because i was so sure that I was corect that I did not tell a sole nor, angel, not even God, but I gess he knew that anyway even without me telling him. I gess that if God dose laph that he might have been lafing at me and I would laph with him once I came to realise my childish ignerance at the age of seven and a half. I realy do not know why I relised that particalar fanticy was falce but I gess that visiters from the fith grade shook that idea right past my young lips and took me from that faticy I was somhow living in at the time. As I wright this I am sitiosly remided of that anoying yet cachy toon of the Caillou theme song whn it said “ Growing up is not so tuff…” I would like to add to that paticular snippit by saying that being or fealing grown up is the hard part. Thank the lord I was still just growing up at this point otherwise I have no clue of how i would have survived. One day out of my life I learn that Gram is moving to West Bend I was so confused because I remember saying to her that “ we will live togther forever.” than she aked me with such a look upon her face that surly I had no anser to this “what if I move?” my anser to this of corce was “we will move to” I loved my grandmother so much at that point that I thaught that my parents not looking for a new houce was a betrayel of what was going on until... One day out of my life I find out that we are moving at first I thaught that this would remidy the we will live togerhher forever situaiton, but it just only remidied the if you move we move situaiton. This was just after I found out that we where moving from Airshire to Ankeny instad of to West Bend this is in ither late may or early june we are looking for a place to live we looked at some two story houces but we came upon this nice single story ranch it is a nice place to be but I wish that I did not tell the reliter that I “ felt at home here” honestly there where less pressing matters of where we would be going to school and how long it would take to move all of our stuff to the new place that I would have to call home but I never realy did in my heart Gram’s houce was my true home from that point on. It is a wonder that we suvived. One day out of my life it is june 16th my birthday I have just terned egiht years old and this is just the begening of when I have started to really pray and recognise what prayer is to me I don’t realy expect God to answer me at this point in my life becase I reay did not know that God could truly anser quite directly or even ask of you things. I just thaught that God knows everything so he realy should no have to ask but I gess that even God has set rules for himself in promisess and fofilment of priofficy. The idea is that we have free will and he wants to ask and not tell us to be with him in spirit and in mannor. Our actions not telling us yes or no but how we feal about those actins threw God tells us these things. Concince and temptaition those little caton figures angel and demon with that tridant ( not the chewing gum brand) and tail. Oh how I have survived. One day out of my life the start of second grade a new school and a new life I wish that there where more interesting things to take apart than a phone with an already broken circut bord smashed by a bou in my class if not for the surcut bord I probubly would have figured out how to putt it back together. How I wondered every day when I would get to take somthing apart and putt it back together, but everthing was altready taken apart and I neaded a more than a philups haid screwdriver to fix that phone what I neaded was somthing I had no ideah existed littlelone the fact that I was way to youn to even use a sodering iorn. The teachers still thaught that I was still to young to hold a pair of sisors even though I started using them in preschool. It is a wonder I survived. One day out of my life I am exited I get to learn how to use chopstickes in class wile eating popcorn we where not aloud to use our fingers. We where at the end of our china unit coloring the great wall with lopsided bricks that where supost to be a little lopsided. I was exalent at using the two sticks to pick up the popcorn the only problem was that I was holding them wrong but at least i did not nead a rubberband atached to the se sticklike utencels. Using my middle finger as a fulcrum and my pionter and ring to manipulate the top stick even until I saw the diagram and did so the proper way. How did I survive? One day out of my life it is nearing first comumyon this is my fist time tasting the wine so that Iwont makew a face if I did not like the way it tates. I thaught that it tasted horible even though I took a small sip as instructed. I did not make a face. How did I survive? Oneday out of my life it is first comunyon I take both the host and the wine this time I like it so much I take a big gulp and make a face. When my mother asked me why I took such a big gulp I told my mother that the whine “ tates better with Jesus in it.” my mother laphed so quietly only her ears and a few others herd her. I wonder how we survived. One day of my life I am now about 9 or 10 years old Great grandma took me fishing and taught me how to imbroider that night i could not sleap for some reason or another so I got out the cloth that I was working on and started stichin gI was so quiet that I thaught that I would sutly not wake her than again the light in the livingroom of her apartment could have given me away. She found me awake and unable to sleap soundly I was not homsich and usualy did not complain but the couch was a tad to cushey so I slept on the floor instad she thaught that I was crazy for sleaping on the floor instad of on the couch. It is a wonder that I survived. One summer out of my life I felt human I can not remember what summer this was but I taught my sister how to swim she wanted to jump into the pool and each time that se jumped I would take just a single step back evedently she lernd to jump quite far also because when she went to her first formal swimming lesson she kept taking off the floaty until she threw it so that the instructher could no longer reach it than when it was her turn to jum into the water she abot flatenes the instructer ling sory short she skiped a few levils. I wonder how the poor swim instructor is doing. It is a wonder that he survived my syster. One day of my life I rode my first rolercoster I was so exited that I could barly wate in line when we finaly got to the front of the lighn the rolercoster took us up and down I could barily understand why all the other peaple on bord where screaming eve mu unkle. When the ride was over I aslked him so tentitivly why where the other peaple skreaming? Than he told me “Because they where having fun” I still had no ideah

N.B.: I'm mainly looking for the games listed in the title and at the bottom of the thread. Feel free to post other offers, but if I haven't responded to your comment(s) by my next posting, I likely wasn't able to find a trade that interested me.
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For sale (for Steam Gift Cards or gifted Steam Wallet balance):
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• Dark Souls™: Prepare To Die™ Edition (removed from Steam Store; $350 $400 or best offer)
• Fall Guys (removed from Steam Store)
• Fall Guys - Dragon Hugger Pack (removed from Steam Store)
• Fall Guys - Icy Adventure Pack (removed from Steam Store)
• Marvel's Avengers - The Definitive Edition (removed from Steam Store)
• Spec Ops: The Line (removed from Steam Store)

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• Humble Hunie Sakura Bundle (can also trade for a full "charity" bundle (Australia Fire Relief Bundle or similar))
• Humble Sekai Project Bundle (can also trade for a full "charity" bundle (Stand with Ukraine Bundle or similar))

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For trade:
*signifies that a game is tentatively up for trade, assuming I buy the bundle
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• Nioh 2 – The Complete Edition
• Soulstice
• Warhammer Age of Sigmar: Realms of Ruin – Ultimate Edition

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• A Little to the Left
• Black Book

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• Superliminal
• The Talos Principle Gold Edition
• The Witness

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• Destroy All Humans! 2 - Reprobed
• Life is Strange: True Colors
• Scorn
• There Is No Light: Enhanced Edition

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• Hellpoint
• Remnant: From the Ashes
• Tails of Iron

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• Hell Pie
• OTXO
• The Red Lantern
• Twin Mirror

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• Arkham Horror: Mother's Embrace
• Blood Rage: Digital Edition
• Gloomhaven - Solo Scenarios: Mercenary Challenges
• Small World
• Small World - A Spider's Web
• Small World - Be not Afraid...
• Small World - Cursed!
• Small World - Grand Dames
• Small World - Royal Bonus
• Splendor
• Splendor - The Cities
• Splendor - The Strongholds
• Splendor - The Trading Posts
• Terraforming Mars

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• A Short Hike(?)
• A Story Beside(?)
• Aces & Adventures(?)
• Arcade Spirits(?)
• Battlestar Galactica Deadlock(?)
• Beyond Blue(?)
• Cat Quest(?)
• Cook, Serve, Delicious! 3?!(?)
• EARTHLOCK(?)
• Harmony's Odyssey(?)
• Homeworld Remastered Collection(?)
• Lacuna – A Sci-Fi Noir Adventure(?)
• Minecraft: Java Edition - MCC Island Jingle Jam Rewards Pack(?)
• Monster Prom(?)
• Sifu Deluxe Cosmetic Pack(?)
• Spirit of the Island(?)
• SUPERHOT(?)
• Tinytopia(?)
• Toodee and Topdee(?)
• Train Valley 2(?)
• Turbo Golf Racing(?)
• Valthirian Arc: Hero School Story(?)
• Xenonauts(?)

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• Angry Birds VR: Isle of Pigs

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• Dark Deity
• Edge Of Eternity
• Eiyuden Chronicle: Rising

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• CRYPTARK
• Dead Estate
• Paint the Town Red

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• Lost Castle
• My Time At Portia

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• Toodee and Topdee

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• WWE 2K23

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• Chivalry 2
• Disco Elysium - The Final Cut
• The Forgotten City
• GRIME
• Spiritfarer®: Farewell Edition

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• Back 4 Blood
• Batman: Arkham Asylum Game of the Year Edition
• Batman: Arkham City - Game of the Year Edition
• Batman: Arkham Knight Premium Edition
• Batman™: Arkham Origins
• Injustice 2 Legendary Edition
• Mad Max
• Middle-earth: Shadow of Mordor Game of the Year Edition
• Middle-earth: Shadow of War Definitive Edition
• Mortal Kombat 11
• Mortal Kombat 11 Ultimate Add-On Bundle
• Mortal Kombat XL

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• Alan Wake Collector's Edition
• Bendy and the Dark Revival
• Pathologic 2

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• CODE VEIN
• .hack//G.U. Last Recode
• Katamari Damacy REROLL
• TEKKEN 7

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• A Juggler's Tale
• Spirit of the Island

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• Boomerang Fu
• PlateUp!
• ROUNDS
• Stick Fight: The Game
• Ultimate Chicken Horse

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• Fae Tactics
• Flynn: Son of Crimson
• Ikenfell
• Ring of Pain
• Void Bastards

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• After the Fall® - Deluxe Edition
• Zero Caliber VR

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• Patch Quest

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• Five Dates
• Late Shift

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• Demon Turf
• Pumpkin Jack

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• Trover Saves the Universe

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• Coromon
• The Dungeon Of Naheulbeuk: The Amulet Of Chaos
• Jack Move

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• Road 96
• SuchArt: Genius Artist Simulator

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• A Short Hike

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• Cloudpunk
• Ghostrunner
• Severed Steel

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• Eternal Threads
• Turbo Golf Racing

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• Lethal League Blaze
• OlliOlli World
• WWE 2K BATTLEGROUNDS

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• Dragon Fist: VR Kung Fu
• The Walking Dead: Saints & Sinners

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• Celeste

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• Blasphemous
• Bloodstained: Ritual of the Night
• Hollow Knight

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• Behind the Frame: The Finest Scenery

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• Bionic Commando: Rearmed
• Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen
• Lost Planet 3 - Complete
• Mega Man Legacy Collection
• STRIDER™ / ストライダー飛竜®

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• Aground
• Calico
• Evan's Remains
• StarCrossed
• Teacup

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• Into the Radius VR

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• Aliens: Fireteam Elite
• Founders' Fortune
• Monster Prom 2: Monster Camp

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• Nomad Survival
• Scarlet Tower

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• The Citadel
• Viscerafest
• WRATH: Aeon of Ruin

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• The Blackout Club

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• BIOMUTANT
• Edge Of Eternity
• Golden Light

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• Call of the Sea
• Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice

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• 112 Operator
• 911 Operator
• The Amazing American Circus
• Armello
• Backbone
• Calico
• Euro Truck Simulator 2
• Farming Simulator 17
• Ghostrunner
• Guilty Gear X2 #Reload
• Lust from Beyond: M Edition
• Monaco: What's Yours Is Mine
• Orbital Racer
• Pathfinder: Kingmaker - Enhanced Plus Edition
• PAYDAY 2
• Pilgrims
• Soulblight
• Space Crew: Legendary Edition
• Starfinder Core Rulebook (Paizo key) and Starfinder Adventure: Junker's Delight (Paizo key)
• Strange Brigade
• Stygian: Reign of the Old Ones
• System Shock 2
• System Shock: Enhanced Edition
• Ticket to Ride
• XCOM® 2
• X-Morph: Defense Complete Pack

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• Fallout: A Post Nuclear Role Playing Game
• Fobia - St. Dinfna Hotel
• Othercide
• Shady Part of Me

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• The Last Campfire

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• Sakura Swim Club

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• Summer in Mara
• Townscaper

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• The Long Dark: Survival Edition

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• Stranded Sails - Explorers of the Cursed Islands

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• Conan Chop Chop
• Grow: Song of the Evertree

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• Styx: Shards of Darkness

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• Hard West
• John Wick Hex
• Phantom Doctrine
• Red Solstice 2: Survivors

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• Arizona Sunshine

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• Backbone
• Blade Assault
• First Class Trouble
• Super Magbot

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• Golf Gang
• Maid of Sker

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• Vampire: The Masquerade - Coteries of New York
• Vampire: The Masquerade - Shadows of New York
• Werewolf: The Apocalypse — Heart of the Forest

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• Nickelodeon All-Star Brawl

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• Crown Trick

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• Guts and Glory
• Hello Neighbor

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• Day of the Tentacle Remastered
• Grim Fandango Remastered
• Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic
• STAR WARS®: Knights of the Old Republic™ II

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• Duke Nukem Forever
• PGA TOUR 2K21
• WWE 2K Battlegrounds

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• In Sound Mind

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• Little Big Workshop
• Not Tonight

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• Brigador Deluxe Edition
• Verdun

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• Resident Evil 0
• Resident Evil 6
• Resident Evil

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• EVERSPACE™

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• Cultist Simulator
• GWENT: The Witcher Card Game - Ultimate Starter Pack (GOG key)

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• The LEGO® NINJAGO® Movie Video Game

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• Legend of Keepers: Career of a Dungeon Manager
• Legion TD 2 - Multiplayer Tower Defense

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• STAR WARS™: Squadrons (Origin key)(?)

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• Bionic Commando
• Street Fighter V

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• As Far As The Eye
• Impulsion

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• Orcs Must Die! 2 - Complete Pack

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• Bartlow's Dread Machine

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• Blaston

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• White Day: A Labyrinth Named School

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• The Walking Dead

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• Total Tank Simulator

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• Archangel: Hellfire - Fully Loaded

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• XCOM® 2

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• Black The Fall
• Goetia

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• Among the Sleep - Enhanced Edition

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• Dear Esther: Landmark Edition
• This War of Mine

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• Tom Clancy's The Division™ (Uplay key)
• Tom Clancy's The Division™ - Survival (Uplay key)

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• Highway Blossoms
• HunieCam Studio
• KARAKARA
• Sunrider Academy
• Sunrider: Liberation Day - Captain's Edition

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• A Kiss For the Petals - Remembering How We Met

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• Hacknet
• Satellite Reign

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• The Incredible Adventures of Van Helsing: Final Cut

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• The Elder Scrolls: Legends: 2 Card Packs (Skyrim) 1 Event Ticket 100 Gold 100 Souls
• ESO Vanity Pet: Bristlegut Piglet and 15 Days of ESO Plus

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• Ame no Marginal -Rain Marginal-
• KARAKARA
• Memory's Dogma CODE:01
• Narcissu 10th Anniversary Anthology Project
• Narcissu 10th Anniversary Anthology Project - Season Pass

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• A Kiss For the Petals - Remembering How We Met
• Sakura Angels
• Beach Bounce
• Beach Bounce - Soundtrack
• Blue Rose

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• Lionessy Story
• My Personal Angel
• Natural - Beyond Nature -
• Postmen Of Horizon (removed from Steam Store)

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• The Reject Demon: Toko Chapter 0 — Prelude

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• Koi-Koi Japan [Hanafuda playing cards]
• Mahjong Pretty Girls Battle
• Mahjong Pretty Girls Battle : School Girls Edition
• Poker Pretty Girls Battle: Texas Hold'em
• Pretty Girls Mahjong Solitaire

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• Guns of Icarus Alliance
• Guns of Icarus Online
• Impossible Creatures Steam Edition
• Lethal League
• Tempest: Pirate Action RPG
• Tempest - Treasure Lands
• Tempest - Original Soundtrack
• Warhammer 40,000: Space Wolf
• Warhammer: End Times - Vermintide

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• Tenta Shooter
• Gun Gun Pixies
• DUSK
• For The King
• Book of Demons
• PlateUp!
• Kingdom Two Crowns
• White Day: A Labyrinth Named School
• Warhammer 40,000: Gladius - Relics of War
• Chivalry: Medieval Warfare
• Steel Rats™
• Hue
• Sifu Deluxe Edition Upgrade Bundle (Epic key)
• Gal*Gun: Double Peace
• The Invisible Hours
• Synergia
• ROCKETRON
• Project Nimbus: Complete Edition
• Dead Age
• Spirit Hunter: NG
• Slain: Back from Hell(?)
• Cook, Serve, Delicious!
• Tower of Time
• Danger Scavenger
• Survive the Nights
• Valfaris
• Nongunz: Doppelganger Edition
• This War of Mine

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• Knights of Pen and Paper +1 Edition
• Knights of Pen and Paper 2 - Here Be Dragons

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• 112 Operator
• 911 Operator
• Book of Demons
• Broken Age
• Brothers - A Tale of Two Sons
• Crying Suns
• Crying Suns
• Dear Esther: Landmark Edition
• Driftland: The Magic Revival
• Liberated (GOG key)
• Moon Hunters
• Out of Reach: Treasure Royale
• Wanderlust: Travel Stories (GOG key)
• WARSAW
• X-Morph: Defense + European Assault, Survival of the Fittest, and Last Bastion DLC (I believe this redeems as the linked Complete Pack, minus the soundtrack)
• ΔV: Rings of Saturn(?)

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• Arcade Paradise
• Calico
• Say No! More
• Fallout: A Post Nuclear Role Playing Game
• Fobia - St. Dinfna Hotel
• Phoenix Point: Year One Edition
• Deliver Us The Moon
• Morkredd
• Rogue Heroes: Ruins of Tasos
• Spirit Hunter: NG
• Survivalist: Invisible Strain
• Warhammer: Vermintide 2
• ENDLESS™ Space 2
• Surviving the Aftermath
• The Long Dark

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• Duck Game
• SCP: Secret Files
• WWE 2K23
• The Jackbox Party Pack
• Outward (redeems as the base game only, not the linked Definitive Edition)
• Outward - The Soroboreans
• Outward Soundtrack
• Blade Assault
• Founders' Fortune
• Hokko Life
• Monster Crown
• Othercide
• Pathfinder: Wrath of the Righteous - Enhanced Edition
• ScourgeBringer
• Ancestors: The Humankind Odyssey
• HOT WHEELS UNLEASHED™
• Middle-earth: Shadow of Mordor Game of the Year Edition
• Sonic CD (removed from Steam Store)
• LEGO® Harry Potter: Years 1-4
• LEGO® Harry Potter: Years 5-7
• STRIDER™ / ストライダー飛竜®
• Bionic Commando
• Full Metal Furies
• Ultra Street Fighter® IV
• Starbound
• Mafia III: Sign of the Times
• BioShock 2
• Middle-earth: Shadow of Mordor Game of the Year Edition
• Sherlock Holmes: The Devil's Daughter
• The Mean Greens - Plastic Warfare
• Crusaders of the Lost Idols Legendary Starter Pack
• Project CARS (removed from Steam Store)

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WANT:
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• 5D Chess With Multiverse Time Travel
• Astebreed: Definitive Edition
• Avernum: Escape from the Pit
• BlazBlue: Calamity Trigger
• CrossCode
• Dead Rising 4
• Dungreed
• Mega Man X Legacy Collection 2
• Mega Man Zero/ZX Legacy Collection
• Mortal Kombat Komplete Edition
• Myst (2021)
• NBA 2K23
• NECROPOLIS: BRUTAL EDITION
• Omensight: Definitive Edition
• OPUS: Echo of Starsong - Full Bloom Edition
• OPUS: Rocket of Whispers
• OPUS: The Day We Found Earth
• Power Rangers: Battle for the Grid
• RAGE
• Resident Evil Village
• The Jackbox Party Pack 5
• The Jackbox Party Pack 6
• The Jackbox Party Pack 7
• Wonder Boy: The Dragon's Trap
• Zombie Army 4: Dead War

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• any extra copies of WWE 2K23

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ok so a bit of an incoherent rant because i just came up with this but you guys know how basically every single fallout game has used particularly specific music relating to the core theme of the game.
Fallout 3 and 4 use stereotypical 30s-50s music with an emphasis on themes of heartbreak, lost love, community and atomic energy/end of the world, this runs parallel to the games themes of searching for a loved one in a world that has lost all its sense of humanity and civility
meanwhile fallout New Vegas, which is noticibly more light-hearted than than 3 and 4 fully exploits the history and personality of the Las Vegas/Nevada area through the creation of a bizarre "Wild West" identity, this is also shown in the music chosen, which tells themes of life and death in the Wild West, the frontier and the energetic fun of Las Vegas
While several songs are routinely chosen for their "legacy" association to the franchise (i dont want to set the world on fire, dear hearts and gentle people, civiliation, etc) these too -STRICTLY- adhere to the themes mentioned previously (end of the world and human relations respectively)
We have now established that the music in these games is carefully chosen according to said games central themes, even if this means employing lesser known less iconic songs from the same time period instead of more iconic "retro" pieces like Sh-Boom, La Bamba and Elvis
Even the wackier songs have been specifically chosen due to their relation, even if ironic, to some aspect of the franchise, for example "Keep Knocking" as a reference to the Vaults and "Butcher Pete" as a general commentary on the nature of the wasteland
So now we can ask ourselves, ¿what about Fallout 76?
At first glance most of these songs might seem quite disconnected from the central themes of the game, which is something which -certain people- can just chalk up to "Bethesda/76 bad >:("
however, one thing anyone who has played this game can tell you is that the actual artistic designers did an amazing job on the stories and environment which we find in Appalachia, i see no reason why this shouldnt be the same for the Music
"Two left hands", "Pig foot pete" and "mister five by five" all surprisingly relate to a description of the human body, which is expected for a game which employs the body horror of the Scorched plague as a major driving point for its story
"Jumping at the woodside", "i cant dance", "in a shanty an old shanty", "happy days are here again", "wouldnt it be nicee" convey the energy and optimism of celebrating in community and rebuilding Appalachia (canonically, we all probably live in shanty towns instead of crazy sky bases) even under difficult circumstances, whether this be dealing with the proverbial "woodside" (the forest, mire etc) or fighting the "ants in my pants" (local fauna, ghouls, scorched, raiders, actual ants etc)
Bridging the gap between the pre-war labor struggle and day-today life in Appalachia are songs like "Sixteen tons", "Company store" and "dark as a dungeon", which also invoke the unique identity of the state of West Virginia, especially when coupled with "Country roads", "Salt pork WV" and "Shenandoah"
however, as we advance through the game and leave the forest for the more hostile regions of Appalachia we encounter more violent groups and more dangerous threats to Appalachia, namely the Nuke silos, but also the mire GECK, the scorched plague and whatever the hell the Interloper is supposed to be
"Nobodies fault but mine", "a good man is hard to find", "aint misbehavin", etc all DIRECTLY reference the moral character and DECISIONS of individuals, a KEY point in a game that DIRECTLY DEPENDS ON THE CHOICES OF THE PLAYERBASE (regarding both other players and the nuke silos), of special importance is "driving nails in your coffin" which might be hinting the impending doom of Appalachia -due to our own actions- with the nukes, which will end up destroying the region in the pyroclastic storm (the "ring of fire") seen in Nuclear Winter
Even those songs unrelated to the Appalachian identity reflect core elements of the Fallout franchise!
in conclusion, though the songs heard throughout West Virginia may at first seem like a random assortment of 50s musical slop, a careful analysis reveals, what i personally believe to be the most thoughtful delection of music in any Fallout game
The future of Appalachia is now more uncertain than ever, the nukes, the pyroclastic storm, the scorched plague, the enclave, the BoS, the GECK, the mysterious guidestones, the interloper and the storm hinted at in the upcoming Shenandoah expansion will all surely come to influence the region we know and love, and i hope to see the music in this game evolve with it too
at the end of the day this is just my own opinion, if you guys disagree feel free to leave a comment, and at the very least i hope this was -somewhat- entertaining to read

Tell me why this is the go to for parents whenever I deny a live animal sale.. I had a couple and their 2 kids come in, they wanted a guinea pig. I came over with my normal spiel about how guinea pigs are social animals and how they need a big cage. The dad shuts me down immediately and goes “no we just want the one guinea pig.” Ok.. I look at the cage they were planning on purchasing, it’s tiny, I wouldn’t even put a hamster in that thing. I then ask if he only wanted one small animal then what about a hamster. He says “No, hamsters die within a week, we want the guinea pig.” (Also.. wtf you mean they die within a week??) I eventually just denied the sale, the wife got upset about the policy, said I was breaking their little girl’s heart, I requested my manager, my manager tells her the same shit, they leave.
TL;DR Pet parents get upset that I denied a guinea pig sale and say I’m braking their little girl’s heart.

For context it was spring 1 and I wanted to make space in my silo for more hay, so I used a cherry bomb in my coop to destroy the placed hay (so i could take all the hay from the silo). It destroyed 3 mayo machines in the coop, which I was fine with replacing, and I did, but I didn’t notice it destroyed my autopetter too. The next day, I’m doing farm stuff as usual; letting my pigs out, collecting roe from fish ponds, getting my daily statue stuff and blessings, etc. when I get to my coop and collect the eggs from the autocollector. As I’m loading the eggs into the mayo machines I accidentally pet my duck, which is standard, but notice a heart bubble pop up instead of the usual ":3". The sheer horror in that fraction of a second where I realized what had happened omg. I'm still not over it send help

Wanting to try out the Life Series myself, but not being interested in any of the community servers, I came up with my own ruleset for how to play your own Single Player Adventure inspired by the Life Series. As there aren't any other players, the objective obviously isn't to be the last survivor, instead the goal of this challenge is to survive as many sessions as possible with a ruleset you set for yourself at the start. I haven't tried this out yet, but I might soon. However feel free to try this out yourself.
General rules, that define the Challenge:

• Play alone on a Minecraft Survival World and choose a difficult. Hard Mode is the suggested choice here
• You have 3 Lifes. If you die 3 times the challenge is over and you are only allowed to view your world in spectator mode
• Every play session has a fixed length. For the Life series they use 3 hours plus a break. You can choose the amount of time yourself, but you have to make sure every time you play you are (roughly) playing for the same amount of time.
• Set aside a fixed time every week or every other week where you play a session. The Life Series does this on Fridays, choose which ever weekday is best for you.
• Alternatively or in addition to a fixed day you can also play sessions irregularly, but you have to make sure to still make them the same amount of time. Playing irregularly might take away from your immersion and enjoyment, but I understand that for some people it might be the only way to play at all, if they aren’t able to find a regular date.
• Give yourself a task every session. If you fail your task you loose a life. This will keep you engaged and give you a stream of constant goals to work on in your limited playtime each session.
• You task should be chosen at random from a list you or a friend specifically prepared for this challenge. At the end of this post is a list of tasks I thought up for myself. As I haven’t really played Minecraft in a long time, many of these tasks may sound relatively easy. I encourage you to make your own list. Each task should be doable, but still provide a challenge. Tasks might include things you always wanted to do in Minecraft, but never got around to.

Optional Rules, that you can add if you want:

• Set the World border to 700 Blocks (which is what it was in 3rd Life) or another limit of your choice. This can be done with the Command "/worldborder set 700". Note that this only works if you open your Single player world to Lan and enable commands
• Don’t use Helmets (like they do in the series)
• Use three different Skins for each Life
• Give yourself 30 hearts with no regeneration like in Secret life (see my comment below for the commands). Instead of loosing a life, you loose 10 hearts if you fail your challenge, unless you have 10 or less hearts then you still loose a life.
• Make a backup up your World after every Session. This way you can save your progress and take a look back at how your world developed session after session
• If you loose a life during a session, you don’t have to do your task anymore, preventing yourself from potentially loosing another life from failing your task
• In a Session with a hard task your play time is increased to give you a a better chance of succeeding e.g. by 50% or by 30 mins.
• You must end the session after you finish your task

Difficulties

• Easy: Only do easy Tasks
• Medium: Do easy tasks by default, but do a hard task every third session (or another interval you choose for yourself)
• Hard: Do hard tasks by default, but do an easy task every third session (or another interval you choose for yourself)
• Very Hard: Only do hard Tasks

Example Easy Tasks

1. Build a House following Grian’s instructions laid out in this Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUzggMjVze8
2. Find a Diamond Vein
3. Build an Enchanting Table
4. Kill one of every hostile Mob in the Overworld
5. Build a Pillar at all corners of the world or at each of these 4 XZ Values, if you don't have a custom world border: 350/350, -350/350, -350/350, -350/-350
6. Dig down to Bedrock
7. Own atleast 5 each of the following animals: Sheep, Cows, Pigs, Chickens
8. Get Netherward from a Fortress
9. Kill 3 different Mobs with 3 different Red Stone Traps

Example Hard Tasks:

1. Open the Endportal. If you have already done that, kill the Enderdragon instead
2. Collect 3 Wither Skulls. If you have already done that, summon and kill the Wither instead
3. Find an ancient City. If you have already done that, spawn and kill a Warden instead
4. Convince a Friend to join you for atleast 30 mins of today’s challenge. You cannot ask your friends in advance, you can only start asking them during the session
5. Choose a random easy task. You must complete that tasks, but you cannot use your base until you finish the task.
6. Choose a random easy task. You must complete that tasks, but you cannot wear any armor or use a shield until you finish the task.
7. Find and cure a Zombie villager
8. Acquire a full set of enchanted Diamond Gear, but don’t use it. Instead set it aside. You cannot use it until you go down to your last life. (This task is only for if you aren’t on your last life)
9. Go down to half a heart three different times with three different methods
10. Trigger and clear a Pillager Raid (This task is only for if there is a village in your border)
11. Get a Monopoly. You must collect all of one of the following resources on your world: Sand, Cacti, Sugar Cane, Dead Bushes or another resource of your choice (This task is only for if you have custom World Border)

CADDY

Scaling: [Spons RT]() [Scott Wozniak RT]()

STRENGH

• Hangs himself out of spite for the Kinect (Kinect games)
• Uses a golf cart as a club (goofy funhouse)
• Throws his kid out of a window (crash 4 scene)
• Breaks a door (crash 4 scene)
• One shots Momo (haloween)
• Launches a Crash Bandicoot plushie through his roof, which then turns into a another crash plushie (crash merch)
• Pushes a transition screen away (?)
• Throws a phone, breaking it (bootleg)
• Throws a PS1 accessory across the world (ps1 accessories)
• Blows up an old phone (portable crash games)
• Breaks boxes with Crash Bandicoot (bandicoot month)
• Jumps to heaven (I'm bitter)

PUNCHING

• Punches the narrator hard enough to break a camera
• Punches Olly in the face
• Punches himself in the no-no's, causing agrippa to come out his mouth

DURABILITY

• Gets melted by the sun
• Survives in space
• Can survive without his head
• Survives after Spons rips through his chest
• Hammers a screwdriver into his ear
• As he is consistently in the Scott the Woz universe, to the point Caddy talks to him from the window of his house, Scott caused the universe to collapse which Caddy survived, since he's in the universe
• Gets flattened by the bricks
• Gets eaten by a crocodile
• Flies out the living room on a skateboard
• Falls off a roof
• Gets ran over
• Stabs himself, however he is hurt by this
• Goes inside toxic waste
• Covers himself in gasoline, and lights himself on fire off screen
• Fine after the sun spits a game at him
• Gets squished by Daddy Pig
• Impales himself with a sword
• Gets his eyes eaten
• Bleeds out his eyes
• Survives getting shot in the head
• Breaks his spine
• Gets inhaled by a Playstation
• Falls onto a couch hard enough to shake a room

GETTING SHOT

• Incapable of killing himself, blowing his his head off with a shotgun
• Fine after shooting himself in the cock
• Survives being shot in the head by a box of Rice Krispies
• Shoots himself in the head (skateboard)

TRANSMUTATION RESISTANCE

• Comes back after being turned into metal
• Gets tubacolosis and literally turns into a tuba.
• Gets turned into a youtooz vinyl figure

BLUNT FORCE ANG GETTING PUNCHED

• Takes a kick from Goku, however it's debatable if he's the actual one.
• Takes a hit from a giant hammer
• Knocked out by a baseball bat
• Gets punched by Big the Cat hard enough to swat away the entire screen

SPEED

• Surprises Scott the Woz
• Flies into a holiday inn, blowing it up
• Flies into space
• Dodges a sword swing
• Duplicates himself to catch a disc thrown by himself, in his mouth
• Runs fast enough to create after-images
• Turns into a rocket
• Takes a bouns round platform to America
• Jumpscares you (halloween)
• Dodges bullets from Spy Caddy

EXPLOSIONS

• Survives an explosion that kills Crash Bandicoot
• Survives this random explosion
• Gets nuked
• Survives a car being launched at him, creating an explosion
• Ok after his head blows up
• Gets his head blown off, launched onto a breakout paddle, then back onto his body
• Survives an explosion caused by a ps5 that fills a room
• Has a bunch of Crash Bandicoot merchandise fall from space, onto him
• Survives an unexpected explosion #ABILITIES
• Can turn a Cartridge into a PS1 game
• Kills a woman by mentioning the fifth element game
• Can use the force
• Can use the force lightning
• Can summon things by simply mentioning them
• Reverses pouring Pepsi in a cup
• Turns into the sun
• Toxic tunnels made him so toxic that people who came near him died
• Gives life to a teddy bear
• Can respawn at his house if he dies or gets KO'd
• Can stretch his neck
• whatever the duck this is (halloween special start)
• Can teleport
• Can multiply himself
• Can just say bad things to make them happen

TELEPORTATION

• Uses his "Bitch powers" to teleport
• Teleports to catch a game in his mouth

SIZE MANIPULATION

• Seemingly becomes this big (poster)
• Shrinks to a mini size to demonstrate a Crash TNT crate light

STUFF

• Pulls out a baseball bat, which he hits his cousin Mug with
• Has a lightsaber
• gun.
• A wand that's capable of blowing people up
• a mini TNT crate, which he throws at Olly
• Has a gun which evolves people
• Has robot feet, which he uses to kick his children
• Has a dragon (with no practical use whatsoever apart from flying, which he can already do.) (httyd segment)
• Bouns platform, which as mentioned before can go to places like america in seconds. For context, Caddy is in the UK
• Big thruster- A rocket that's shaped like a cock
• Oujia board
• Presumably wears groin guard
• Can be protected by his PS1 memory card, which catches him after he falls from a plane
• Ready access to nuclear weapons (eyetoy)
• A knife, which he uses to threaten Matt rose (eyetoy)

SLAUGHTERER

• Can remove memories
• Functions as a normal gun

INTELLIGENCE

• Could get away with treason
• Hacks into Brutalmoose's laptop
• Knows where you live. This not a joke. Hide. Now.
• Replaces his own spine
• Is a Spy in his spare time

OTHER

• [Salvages the computer screen](The creepy doll)
• [Freezes time, however he might not be immune](commercials)
• [Teleports to his couch in a flash of lightning, since he's wearing new clothes, this may be time travel](commercials)
• Used to have 540 thousand teeth.
• Interacts with his past self, presumably kills him off screen
• Drinks a game
• Flies through a chimney using balloons (UP game)
• Makes his eyes come off his face
• Can jump unreasonably high (bad ps4 store games)
• Creates fire using the coronation street game
• Removes the text from a magazine (psq magazines)
• Turns a cartridge into a disc
• Has eyes on the back of his head
• His mum stopped a freight train by frowning at it
• Can lay an egg containing Spons, however this can only happen once a month
• Turns into the "Jim Nebula"

WEAKNESSES

• Is shit at riding hoverboards
• Has chronic heart pain sometimes.
• Has a drinking problem
• Suicidal
• Needs pills so he doesn't murder you

Yeah, I think I hate my husband. He just can be biggest jerk ever. So, we are planning a trip to the beach for my birthday (we do have an agreement that for our birthday we can ask anything and we will use our money to get it, I said since the beginning what I want is a trip) we are taking advantage of some flights he is getting for free because he is going to the same place for work. So, we booked our Airbnb tonight and I wanted to go eat to this restaurant for my birthday but he told me 2 weeks ago he will have to work on my birthday until 2-2:30pm. I said ok, it’s fine. Then today when I wanted to make the reservation for the restaurant I was thinking out loud and said “I wonder if it’s smart to make the reservation at the restaurant since you compromised to work on my birthday, I’m worried we will not make it on time”… dude got up and got so so mad and starting saying shit and walked away. I stayed there thinking what the heck? Then I got up and I asked him to take the trash out. He ignored me, I called him and asked him again to take the trash out he started saying stuff “why? How is that going to make anything difference on taking it tonight and tomorrow…” I said it was smelling funny and I didn’t want that smell in the house. I was about to take it but he came mad and took the trash out. Then came back inside and started acting upset and I got upset bc I was “what’s the problem?” I brushed my teeth and did all my night routine, dude got in bed and “went to sleep” and I asked him… “what are you so mad about?” He didn’t respond and I said so “you’re just gonna act like that?” “What did I do for you to be mad?” The argument started, he said I told him he “compromised to work on My birthday” bc I was mad, I was trying to make him feel bad, and I was upset about it. I wasn’t upset about it. I was just thinking out loud about the restaurant reservations, so I said, how was I mad when I said that you compromised to work on my birthday? He said then why would you say it? My response was im just thinking out loud, and then he said no you were not. You were saying it because you were mad about it … and we just kept arguing because I really didn’t understand why he is so mad about… Take into consideration that English is not my first language, and I am not from here, so he looked up on Google what compromise means and then he told me that compromise means you doing something that you don’t want to do, even though the understanding for me in my native language means that you agreed to work on that day or do something bc you’re being responsible. He always thinks the worse of me so I wasn’t impressed…and I am here still not understanding what I did wrong. He said that nothing is never enough for me, he started “crying” and mocking me saying “oh poor girl she is going to the beach for her birthday, poor her poor her” and I got very offended at the fact he was mocking me because I never said that going to the beach was not enough and I was not mad about him working but he just kept being upset about it and I was trying to understand and I asked him to explain how me telling him that I was worried about the restaurant and if I should make a reservation was bad. Anyways, he is a jerk. He is always a jerk and he always makes fun of me. He always uses adjectives about me. He told me many many times that he is done and he wants a divorce and I honestly don’t feel heard in this relationship, I don’t feel loved. I don’t feel happy and I am very very miserable. I cry a lot because I hate his jerk comments and I hate the way that he is sometimes, he can be very cocky, have smart ass comments about me and about what I do, he also makes fun of me and my accent in front of people, he also uses me like his little guinea pig to make jokes of me with his friends or with new people, and then he says he loves my culture, and he loves me. I’ve been thinking about divorcing him, I’ve been contemplating the idea on moving out and just going to live by myself, but I feel lonely and I feel scared because I’m alone in this country. I am not worried about being alone and being responsible for myself because believe it or not me as an immigrant make more money that he makes, I have two jobs, I am a very hard-working person, I am a good wife, I keep the house clean, do the laundry, make sure he always has food and I don’t do this because I think it’s my obligation as a woman but because I really care about him, so the fact that he just treated me the way that he does it just breaks my heart because I think i still love him. I am also embarrassed and scared of calling my family and my mother…Tell them all the truth because I always told them that he is a good man and he loves me very well, but they don’t know that he is an asshole a lot of times, and it’s funny that I heard from his high school friends that they told me many times “why did you marry him?” “ What did you see in him” they even told him “what did you do to get someone so good like her, what did you do to get so lucky” His friends like me, I have a great relationship with most of his friends. I am just now thinking he’s always being a jerk. He’s never going to change that’s just the way that he is. Do you guys have any advice? Should I leave him? I know I am not perfect, but he hates the fact that I want to cuddle, he hates the fact that I want to be Sweet, he hates the fact that I want to be cheesy, he is not at all detailist, he never gives me flowers, presents, surprises, anything that is cheesy for him is always a no-no, we don’t do anything that Married couples do, anniversaries,surprises, etc… I don’t think he loves me, even though he sometimes says he loves me, but he loves me only when I agree with everything that he says or has to do or don’t get close to Him, don’t ask him anything, don’t expect Anything… How do I get a divorce? how do I make sure that, I get all my money and everything that is mine like my car and he doesn’t take it away from me? I don’t want to Spend all my savings in lawyers. I hate being with him and hate his personality, I love how creative and smart he can be sometimes but I hate him as a person.

I'm just going to vomit all of my thoughts from this past week onto this thread. If this makes zero sense, I'm sorry. Also, this is long. I don't blame you if you don't read it. It's not like I deserve the time of day.
I just can't wait for the school year to be over. I don't dislike school, just everyone in it. Actually, I don't dislike them, i envy them. Thats a better word. I envy them because they dont have to be me. I dont have it hard or anything. Not to them. I try to be nice, i want to be nice. but it feels like my peers don't. they just have a good time using me as a punching bag. at least starting this Friday I'll have a solid 2 months of being able to work on impressing them before I come back. this year and last, I've been a court jester. this next year is my last year at this school before high school. I want to have a good last year. but i would also like to be more social, and that's hard enough.
I honestly don't understand how I've even got this many friends. I don't understand what they gain from being friends with me. If they don't enjoy being friends with me, they'd just tell me, right? I don't think I do them any favors being around them. but i feel annoying around anyone else. I do feel like the worst of my peers. they do all act and look better than me. and I'm not even me during school. I'd be quite the downer if I was. I try to be happy, but it feels forced. being social feels forced and stressful. if I don't know the person, I can legitimately not talk to them. not unless they're a teacher, or they talk to me first. but even if they do, I probably will only talk the bare minimum. I feel uncomfortable just being around anyone in general. I think I feel uncomfortable because I'm lowering other's perspective of them by being near them. Like a dump yard next to a mansion.
It doesn't help that I look roughly 3 years older than I actually am. I've had people tell me I look 16 before. That doesn't look good being surrounded by 12–14-year-olds. I remember specifically last year I was leaving the locker room, and someone said to me "You look like everything bad was made into one person." That stuck with me. Maybe I shouldn't have taken it to heart. But how can I not? Maybe I should focus more on what I think and less what others think. But I just can't do that. Even right now, I'm going to work on myself so that I fit in more. So that other people are nicer to me. I wish I wasn't fat. I really do. I work on it. I try and remember that if I don't need it to live, I shouldn't eat it. But I've gotten so used to eating when I was bored. When I was sad. As a reward. I would go to the fridge. I would get a haircut, but if it's bad, it's only going to provoke more. I'm getting one as soon as possible once school ends. at least if it's bad, it'll grow back a little by the time school lets back in. Nothing will fit with my face though. It's dumb, fatty, and I think it's one of the worse parts of my body. I've got glasses, though. They help round out my face a bit. I still don't look good, but at least I don't look as bad as I could. I also don't look at good as I could, but that's because I can't keep my mouth shut.
Maybe I should have a doctor sew my mouth shut. Maybe I should put my bed in front of my door so I can't take a break from scrolling to go eat. Managing my calories is hard. It shouldn't be, I'm just stupid. I'm also immature. I swear too much, I have a baby voice, and I always have spit in my mouth. I'm gross. I sweat too much and spit too much. Can I control it? No. but I'm not the victim here. I make everyone else the victim by being there. I'm only there because I'm forced to be there. I'd skip daily if I wasn't. I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable by going up and talking to them. I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable by sitting next to them on the bus when its full. I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable by sharing a class with them. I don't want to be a discomforting person. Maybe isolation would be the best course of action. They'd make a classroom just for me to do online lessons in, alone. Probably an old janitor's closet. But I don't think I would be worth the effort. They'd label me unteachable and let me rot in bed at home.
I don't want to be negative. But I did it to myself, really, why didn't I just choose the good genetics? Why didn't I choose to never hunger? To digest food as fast as I bleed? To not sweat? To mature at the same rate as a normal 13-year-old? To be able to disregard any VERY helpful criticism I get? To smell like a field of roses? To be charming? To be attractive? To be normal?
To be honest, self-care doesn't make much sense to me. I don't deserve care to myself. I am to be treated the same as every other pig in the barn yard. If nobody would see it, what's the point? Genuinely. I need validation from my peers. Not that I've ever gotten it. It's human, right? That doesn't mean I need validation though. I'm lucky, though. They could've kicked my skull in the minute I walked through the door. I wouldn't blame them. Not like I could fight back. I'm about as weak as possible.
And that's what I've always been and will always be. The big, weak, ugly, loser that is to be hated. Because ignoring the abnormal will make them think they deserve to be near the fines. The best. The normal. I pity those that look like me, but not worse than me. Nobody could look worse than me. I don't deserve pity though. I deserve the pain that's come to me. I deserve worse, honestly. I'm lucky.

UPDATE

GROUP NOTE ,

In order to strengthen the consensus, count positions
Example Nickname + Number of shares
1k represents 1,000 shares, 1w represents 10,000 shares
1.aki 4.5w shares

1. Shen Yan 1.151W
   
2. FM 17w
   
3. Xiaoyao Aqiang 0.9w
   
4. When the Want Want Snow Cake feels hot, it will turn into a Want Want Cover. 0.9w
   
5. PCF 3900
   
6. Rwen 20w
   
7. Sun 1w
   
8. Don’t want to talk 5000
   
9. Velociraptor 2.8W
   
10. Working hard to move bricks on the construction site dog 0.18w
    
11. Jason 0.83W
    
12. xxx5 1w
    
13. T.S. 0.9w
    
14. Tuyile 4000
    
15. Potato 22.7w
    
16. Simple life 2.3w
    
17. xxx4 8.5w
    
18. Youyou My Heart 24,800
    
19. clouds 1k
    
20. Blue Nebula 1w
    
21. Jasper 0.5w
    
22. Stud ok 4k
    
23. Super super super funny 5k
    
24. Perseus 104 shares
    
25. Bobby Yu 1w shares
    
26. Ten years 2.5W
    
27. ʟɪᴀɴɢ 8w
    
28. Kunjie 6.5k
    
29. wen_bf 1.3w
    
30. UFO 1w
    
31. 2.5k
    
32. yume 722
    
33. Brother Chun 4.2w
    
34. Going around in circles 3W
    
35. Kun 3w
    
36. Jiang Ming 1.1
    
37. alexwong 6.45W
    
38. Cao Yongjin 4w
    
39. zwj 0.9w
    
40. Vast sea and sky 6.2 W
    
41. Jia Wei 1.8w
    
42. Y. 3.75w
    

44.yhs 12.6W

1. Youny J' 0.3W
   
2. ​​Cedric 5k
   
3. Youfeng 5k
   
4. The Long Season 1k
   

49.hong 1.33k

1. FF small shareholder 1.5w
   
2. Tai Zai returns to the mainland 1k
   
3. Hebaodan 10w+1w
   
4. . 5K
   
5. Reveal 1k
   
6. Ny 41000
   
7. FF go 5k
   
8. Consideration 0.85W
   
9. sun 3k
   
10. Rambling 3k
    
11. Melanie 1K
    

61.monkey 1.21W

1. singjingli 1.23w
   
2. Liu Ziwei 5,000
   
3. Cricket 10W
   
4. Looking into the distance 1w
   
5. stone 6w
   
6. Designer Tenney 30w
   

68.Jing 1w

1. Dalin 1.3w
   
2. Jane Fan 3.5w
   
3. Dream 6w
   
4. Demon clip 1k
   
5. JASON 2W
   
6. Away.L 1k
   

75.yisi12138 0.42w

1. Time 1.5W

77.wtcivanwong 0.5k

1. Qi Huan 26w
   
2. Hello Hello 10k
   

80.xxx3 31,000

1. Chen Yidi 4.4w
   
2. XXX2 2000
   
3. J 9k
   
4. C 2.7k
   
5. Wheat 2k
   
6. Qin 4293
   
7. a0 Yangzhou 2k
   
8. Clear Night 0.65K
   
9. Andy 3k
   
10. fish 2.5w
    
11. Diamond hands 1.5w
    
12. R. 2.5W. Continue to add 1W on Monday.
    
13. Vi 10w
    
14. Text 5,000
    
15. Incredible 3100
    
16. Value Investor-KrisW 1000
    
17. SHUYUSHU 2000
    
18. Peter Pan 1K
    
19. Wyman 2w
    
20. Brush Xiaoxin 3414
    
21. Dragon and tiger leap 4w
    
22. Asia 65
    
23. Spock 2500
    

104.Joan 2w

1. Dong 1.5W
   
2. wave 0.5k
   
3. Jason 0.0001w
   
4. c 1000
   
5. Anson 600
   
6. One interpretation of Zhengxi 4700
   
7. joker 2000
   
8. F 2150
   
9. Ai Zi pig 5k
   
10. Rampant class 1.3W
    
11. Alena, 1w
    
12. Shengchuang Trading 0.3W
    
13. Eighteen,6.5W
    
14. Li Qi 0.3W
    
15. Lanling joins the battle 1w
    

120.xxx6 7.5w

1. Xiaoyuer Zhihang 0.215w
   
2. Top 49
   
3. Walter 3k
   
4. XXX 3k
   
5. Lao Zhou in the United States 100W
   
6. Xiaoqi 1k
   
7. The world is full of love 2070
   
8. Andrei 2000
   
9. East 1w
   
10. cry 2000
    
11. liumai 1000
    
12. Miss Muzi whom no one knows. 6w
    
13. A.I 3W
    
14. qyh 2320
    
15. Xiansen 1k
    
16. Xiaoxiao 1.5k
    

137.Tiger 6k

1. Woo 1W
   
2. Wenger 6k
   
3. Totas 8W
   
4. Eagles Zhao 1.2k
   

142.cker 5k
A total of approximately 7.0359 million shares
Data from a Chinese WeChat group, HOLD! We will not sell until Wall Street shorts capitulate! If you don’t sell, Wall Street shorts won’t be able to close their positions, and a short squeeze will occur! FFIE stock price will fly to the moon!
remember! Stick together! Don't panic! Definitely not selling it! Close investment income plan! (Brokerages and investment banks borrow securities from you and then give you a small profit)
Wall Street's despicable methods of pulling out network cables, making false claims in the east and attacking in the west, and conducting ladder attacks have run out of tricks!
Victory will definitely belong to us, HOOOOOOOLD! FFIE to the moon!

The challenge is to come up with Artist(s) of your choosing and also come up with any 10 songs for them. The catch to this challenge is that, there cant be more than 10 songs for the Artists of your choosing. These songs are songs that u would love to have in Fortnite Festival, there also cant be any copying what someone has already come up with, so if someone already picked it or its already in Fortnite than u have to pick something else. U can pick as many Artists u want and it doesnt have to be 10 songs exactly but it cant be more than 10.
Template Song-Artist Here's an example of songs I've come up with ⬇️⬇️⬇️
The Final Countdown-Europe
Scatman(Ski-ba-bop-ba-dop-bop)-Scatman John
Blue(Da Be Dee)-Eiffel 65, Gabry Ponte
Ring Ring-Chase B, Travis Scott, Don Toliver, Quavo & Ty Dolla $ign
Link Up-Metro Boomin, Don Toliver & Wizkid (feat. BEAM & Toian)
Too Many Nights-Metro Boomin (feat. Don Toliver & Future)
Die For Me-Post Malone (feat. Future & Halsey)
Mourning-Post Malone
My House-Flo Rida
Wild Stallions-Stallion
Fight with the Devil-Hollow Ground
Miss You To Death-Cauldron
Sex Type Thing-Stone Temple Pilots
Kryptonite-3 Doors Down
Breakfast In America-Supertramp
Run To You-Bryan Adams
Dirty Laundry-Don Henley
Southstreet Brotherhood-Ambush
Ace Of Spades-Motorhead
Assault Attack-Michael Schenker Group
(I Just) Died In Your Arms Tonight- Cutting Crew
Running In The 90s-Max Coveri
Angels Don't Kill- Children Of Bodom
Angel Witch-Angel Witch
Airborne-Too Much, Too Young, Too Fast
Rusty Cage-Soundgarden
Friction-B'z
Going Though Changes-Army Of Me
Stand and Deliver-Adam & The Ants
Closer-Lacuna Coil
Until You Leave- Permanent ME
Road Racin-Riot
Thunderstruck-AC/DC
Back In Black-AC/DC
Shoot to Thrill-AC/DC
You Shook Me All Night-AC/DC
Sharp Dressed Man-ZZ TOP
Gimme All Your Lovin-ZZ TOP
La Grange-ZZ TOP
Gaps In The Armoire-Ghost Atlas
Lesser Gods-Ghost Atlas
In The House Of Leaves-Ghost Atlas
Seeker-Ghost Atlas
Cry Wolf-Ghost Atlas
Legs-Ghost Atlas
Badlands-Ghost Atlas
Memories-Dreamwake
Midnight Rain-Dreamwake
Luna-Dreamwake
Paradise-Dreamwake
Kaizen-Dreamwake
Master Of Puppets-Metallica
Enter Sandman-Metallica
Rock of Ages-Def Leppard
Photograph-Def Leppard
Looks That Kill-Motley Crue
Live Wire-Motley Crue
Kickstart My Heart-Motley Crue
Dr Feelgood-Motley Crue
Crazy Babies-Ozzy Osbourne
Believer-Ozzy Osbourne
Bark At The Moon-Ozzy Osbourne
Take What You Want-Ozzy Osbourne, Travis Scott, Post Malone
Your Love-The Outfield
Bad Case Of Loving You-Robert Palmer
Let Me Be Your Superhero-Smash Into Pieces
Higher-Smash Into Pieces
The Tide-Smash Into Pieces
Freight Train-Smash Into Pieces
Throne-Smash Into Pieces
Wake Up-Smash Into Pieces
Adieu-Rammstein
Engel-Rammstein
Sonne-Rammstein
Radio-Rammstein
Du Hast-Rammstein
That's All-Genesis
Last Jedi Knight-Star Wars parody song
Dark Side Light Side-Star Wars song
Ari Ari-Bloodywood
Machi Bhasad-Bloodywood
Gaddaar-Bloodywood
Yaad-Bloodywood
Jee Veerey-Bloodywood
Endurant-Bloodywood
The Eagle Flies Alone-ARCH ENEMY
War Enemy-ARCH ENEMY
War Pigs-Black Sabbath
Iron Man-Black Sabbath
Paranoid-Black Sabbath
Powerless-Linkin Park
What I've Done-Linkin Park
Ruby-Kaiser Chiefs
Welcome to the Jungle-Guns N Roses
Paradise City-Guns N Roses
Ritual-Ghost
Mary On A Cross-Ghost
Elizabeth-Ghost
Show me the way-Black Tide
Don't believe-Seether
Walk Away from the Sun-Seether
6 Gun Quota-Seether
Fake It-Seether
Eyes of the Devil-Seether
Show me the way-Seether
Train kept a rollin'-Aerosmith
Sweet Emotion-Aerosmith
Love in an Elevator-Aerosmith
Mama Kin-Aerosmith
Walk this way-Aerosmith(feat. DMC)
Pink Shoe Laces-The Chordettes
Children Of Heaven-Sword
Flawed Design-ALESTI
Anomaly-I See Stars
If Hatsune Miku ever comes to the Festival these are songs I expect to see

1. Senbonzakura-Hatsune Miku
2. Sadistic Music Factory-Hatsune Miku
3. Online Game Addicts-Hatsune Miku
4. Sweet Devil-Hatsune Miku
5. 39Music!-Hatsune Miku
6. Yellow-Hatsune Miku
7. Clover Club-Hatsune Miku
8. Two Sided Lovers-Hatsune Miku
9. World is Mine-Hatsune Miku
10. Miku Night Fever-Hatsune Miku

The article will show analogies between Domain-Driven Design and mathematical modeling

Mathematical modeling

Students are introduced to mathematical modeling in a school. Roughly speaking, it is the translation of a problem from informal human language into the language of mathematics for subsequent solution.
(1)
John and Bob ate three apples at dinner. John ate twice as many as Bob. How much did each eat?
(2)
Let x be the number of apples that John ate Let y is the number of apples that Bob ate.
Then:
(3)
x + y = 3 x = 2 * y
Solving the system of linear equations:
x = 2, y = 1
(1) - problem statement in the domain area
(2) - mathematical modeling
(3) - mathematical model
Another example from the world of physics - we need to calculate how much fuel is needed to fly to the Moon and back. There are Newton's Laws of motion of celestial bodies, there are data on fuel, the vehicle, the mass of the Earth, the Moon, the Sun, the calculated trajectory and other information.
The whole power of the mathematical apparatus is the absence of semantics. It doesn't care whether it's counting apples or the trajectory of a rocket. It is a formalized system that operates with soulless symbols according to established rules. Arithmetic has its own rules, algebra has its own rules, Euclidean geometry has its own rules.
The achievements of the natural sciences depend on how accurately and completely they construct mathematical models for their problems. If the mass of the moon is not specified, it will be impossible to give an answer to the above problem. On the other hand, if the proposed trajectory is mathematically unattainable, physicists will have to change it.
A mathematical model is a general projection of the problem to be solved from the physics side and the math side into some "common" space.

Domain-driven design

This methodology was proposed 20 years ago by Eric Evans in his famous “big blue book”: Domain-Driven Design: Tackling Complexity in the Heart of Software
For many, DDD is when if you are, for example, making an online store, you must have Product, ShoppingCart, etc. classes, i.e., entities in the code must correspond to business entities. This is not really about DDD.
The main goal that Eric Evans set when creating his methodology was to enable you to create a program architecture in such a way that you can satisfy the client's requirements with maximum probability and build a clear, maintainable and extensible system. Get a quality and successful program product.

Comparison of design methods

DDD is mainly aimed at complex non-typical tasks with vague/varying requirements, to minimize the risks of spending a lot of time and money and not getting something usable in the end.
In cascade development (waterfall), the client gives clear requirements to the business analyst, the system architecture is built according to them, and programmers make code according to it.
In agile development (agile, XP, iterative) the client gives general requirements, a prototype of the system architecture is built on them, programmers make code on it, the system is shown to the client, corrections are made, the next version is released, etc. in a circle.
In case of DDD the joint work between domain area specialists and programmers goes all the time of development. The link between them is the domain model and ubiquitous language. For the first few chapters of the book, Eric Evans talks only about them and their importance.
The main point of the domain model is to be a constant projection of the problem being solved from the client side and the developer side into some common space. Everything in the domain model should be reflected in the program architecture. And vice versa - if a programmer discovers that some business rule cannot be applied or it is better to do it differently, he is obliged to open a discussion about it and initiate changes in the domain model, without making attempts to simply code it in “the right way”.
The domain model itself lacks semantics, it is written using UML diagrams and formal documentation. Semantics is given to it by a ubiquitous language in which the whole team (including the client) communicates. Each term of the domain model must be understood equally by all participants.

Parallels

Analogy to the space flight example above: - math model = domain model - physics = ubiquitous language - mathematical apparatus = software development - mathematical modeling = domain model development process
From this we can draw the corollary that just as in the first case, mathematicians' deviation from the supplied mathematical model will easily lead to wrong/unnecessary results, so in the second case, developers' deviation from the domain model can lead to failure in the end.

In his book, Eric Evans gives the following real-life example. Internet Explorer used to save “Favorites” as files with names corresponding to page names. When the user tried to specify his name, he sometimes got an error “Invalid file name”, although it was not obvious what files had to do with it. This was because the developers were using their own model and the client wanted something different.

Summary

Thus, there is a strong idea of mathematical modeling behind DDD

Hi guys! I’m making a character named Phontus and in the history of my world, a bunch of characters have tried to take him down. I want to know if you guys have any characters that you think could defeat him
Sorry if I sound a bit narcissistic, I’m mainly just curious and I want to know what kind of characters could beat. Also, if one of your characters can’t beat Phontus, please include which phase they’d be at.

Description:

Appearance: Phontus is a 4-5 meter tall golem with a similar appearance to an overgrown orc. His bones are made out of incassarite, an unbreakable metal that can only be melted by magic. His skin is made from the hides of multiple Enkoupins, animals with uncuttable skin that can only be pierced.
The insides of his body are filled with distilled liquid magic and catonite. The distilled liquid magic makes it easier for his body to process magic and it also acts as his bodily functions and as his muscles. The catonite gives him other functions that the liquid magic wouldn’t give him. His “heart” is a tatarium (a relic that can seal souls, spirits and even gods) that is filled with hundreds of souls. It is located near his belly.
First Phase: War Pig

Abilities:

• Enhanced durability: Near-invulnerability due to incassarite bones and uncuttable skin.
• Versatile functions from catonite: Enhanced energy regulation and potential abilities like strength, speed, and temporary invisibility.

Strengths:

• Near-invulnerability: Extremely resistant to physical damage.
• Self-sustaining: Souls in the tatarium provide a continuous energy source.
• Versatile combat capabilities: Adaptable in different combat scenarios.

Weaknesses:

• Magic dependency: Vulnerable to anti-magic fields or disruptions.
• Vulnerability to piercing attacks: Critical points like the tatarium can be targeted.
• Soul overload/disruption: Internal chaos if souls within the tatarium are disturbed.
• Low intellect: Since he is a golem and has a tatarium filled with hundreds of souls, his mind is similar to an animal’s.

Second Phase: Elemental Powerhouse
By utilizing the catonite and distilled liquid magic within, he is able to activate the elemental effects of catonite.

Abilities:

• Enhanced elemental manipulation: Mastery over fire, water, wind, and air, creating powerful elemental effects.
• Enhanced physical capabilities: Increased strength and durability.
• Regeneration and self-repair: Rapid healing and absorption of elemental attacks for self-repair.

Strengths:

• Mastery over elements: Dominance in elemental manipulation.
• Regenerative capabilities: Quick recovery from damage.

Weaknesses:

• Tatarium vulnerability: Critical point that can be targeted for disruption.
• Internal chaos: Potential instability from excessive soul energy use.
• Overload risk: Risk of self-damage from overcharging abilities.

Third Phase: True Ignition
By activating the tatarium within his body, he is able to utilize 100% of his inner power.

Abilities:

• Full tatarium activation: Unleashes the full power of the souls, massively boosting all abilities.
• Automatic golem creation: Surrounding area generates autonomous golems that fight for him.
• Enhanced elemental manipulation: Ultimate control over elements, creating large-scale natural disasters.
• Supreme regeneration and resilience: Instantaneous healing and near-total damage resistance.

Strengths:

• Overwhelming presence: Constant generation of golems and elemental domination.
• Ultimate power and resilience: Peak physical and magical prowess.
• Enhanced tactical versatility: Autonomous golems provide strategic advantages.

Weaknesses:

• Over-reliance on the tatarium: Critical vulnerability remains.
• Magic disruption: Anti-magic fields can significantly weaken him.
• Soul instability: Risk of internal conflict from the souls.
• Environmental dependence: Resource depletion could limit sustainability.
• Overload risk: Potential self-damage from using 100% of tatarium's power.

Btw, I’d like for the character to not be a character who can destroy planets whenever they want to. I’d want to hear about characters who are equal to Phontus is strength
Feel free to ask anything about Phontus that I haven’t included!