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2024.05.20 00:32 EmptyPlankton7744 My mom's acting nuts

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Me and my sister don't know what to do about our mom .
Backstory: My mom and dad have been married for 50 years. I'm 25 my sister is 35 we all live under the same roof. During pandemic COVID my mom lost her Mom (aka my grandma). She lost her brother due to liver failure. , lost our grand aunt and also our grand uncle all in the span of 2020-2021. ... Everything was ok my mom was grieving and seemed more torn over the loss of her brother. My mom's a social worker and has a high stress job .
Now 2024. She had reconnected with an old friend after finding out she had breast cancer , (let's call her Lena) who is from back in our country of origin . That old friend used to have a similar family like us. Lena was married , and had 2 sons and 1 daughter who grew up with me and my sister, Lena's Husband at the time worked with my dad at university.Lena divorced her husband after finding out he was dating his student. Lena for single for a while after divorce , and now she has a boyfriend and she is living her life so happily and tells my mom all the details. Especially being happy and a new chapter. Lenas husband was a horrible man and was mean , and horrible to his kids at times. He was a player.
My family moved to this country I'm 2010 .my parents left their friends and family behind for us to be here. My parents are lonely here tbh , they don't have a social circle here , just like a handful of people but not a circle at all. They are bored, work , home , gym, groceries. That's life been for them lately
My dad majority of my childhood for decades was an alcoholic. At home He used to drink everyday and gets drunk on weekends. To the point where in 2023 my mom told my dad if he doesn't stop she and Us (children) are going to leave him because we tried everything for him to stop. My dad has been sober for the last 10 months. He's a bit depressed and is quieter but he's doing much better imo since he quit . Apart from the drinking he is the best dad I could ask for . I'm happy he has stopped.i hope he gets out of his funk.
A few weeks ago of April 2024. my mom got tragic news that her sister who has been sick for a while died of a heart attack at home. It was very hard for my parents to hear this news. The following weekend she started telling my sister strange things, while I was away. She said she's not surprised our ex aunt cheated on her brother , she said shes burnt out from her job , she said she wants to go away for a short while to have time to herself. Saying she wants to go hotel and stay in separate rooms from my sister ( my sis was like ???) she told her that she feels stuck .Whatever it is. She's lonely. She wants to go out. She wants to 'meet new people'. It's all just nuts. Like I get it. Fine u can. But like you're hanging at the gym for hours everyday. Talking to our friends and seeking out for attention. She said alot of stuff to my sister while I was away and she panicked
Me and my sister pulled her aside a week ago and said what the hell are you doing. You dumped all this info on my sister , You're being inappropriate with our friends saying stuff like ( people's preferences for older even if they're younger doesn't matter even if they approach you) she mentioned this to one of my friends....So we confronted her and she said . Look me and your father haven't been happy for a while since the last 8 years. She said her and my dad talked about it in 2020 and wait and see....So we said okay that's fine but are you doing stuff behind him because that's not ok. She said before it even gets there she will definitely talk about it with my dad. So then we're like.....ok if you say you're okay we will not mind . We told her if she needs to go on a vacation or time off ( cuz my parents never go anywhere ) all they do is just see family ones in a while overseas. Never an actual vacatjon. So we said , hey u should try doing things together with dad. Go places, do things. She's like he never wants to . We said it's not easy since he stopped drinking so try at least with him before anything else..... We told her to talk to a therapist , she said she's talking to one of her coworkers who is one. We had our sisters birthday and she came to the club with me and our friends (first time she evercame to the club with us) it was odd but like she had fun?.
My mom also said (hey I don't wanna end up like my sister because she was in a bad marriage and loved somebody else ) and Lena was happy and had a boyfriend. Me and my sister said , dad isn't even that bad compared to these others she tried to use his drinking as an excuse. But we're like he STOPPED.
In 2023 While they went to Europe to see my cousin my mom was telling some guy hit on her while she was waiting for bus. And he asked my mom to go out for coffee. And she said yes sure but it was raining. And then he was talking to my mom . And my dad answered a question he asked. And the guy said "I'm talking to the lady" or something. And my mom just let it happen. And my dad didn't say anything. I'm like okkk????
She's been painting her nails. Doing her hair , spending hours at the gym just talking to people , my friends etc. it's just so weird. Until the point now my dad doesn't go anymore cuz she spends time there so much and just talks to others. She latches on to some of my new friends. .
Today she went to the gym at 1 o clock. It's literally 6 o clock she's not even back. What the hell do me and my sister do. It's causing me and my sister so much anxiety
It's definitely grief + mid life crisis + boring Rut marriage
What do we do .
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2024.05.20 00:30 trollfromtn Praise for the G7

There's a ton of really bad feedback about the G7 on this sub which is really surprising to me. I realize that everyones situation is different and ymmv but I've felt incredibly lucky to have the G7.
I've been wearing my G7 100% of the time since September '23. My rough math says I've had 25 sensors. In that time I've had only one sensor with a catastrophic issue which was immediately replaced by Dexcom.
I lived with rampant type 2 completely uncontrolled for a few years. A big reason I didn't do anything was because I just didn't want to prick my finger all the time. I would do it from time to time maybe 1-3 times a month but not enough to get usable data. Dexcom G7 was the very first thing in did to start taking care of myself.
Some of the things I love about the G7:
• I don't even feel the insertion • getting data every 5 minutes really helped me navigate how my lifestyle correlated with my blood glucose • Once I calibrate a sensor it's generally pretty reliable through the rest of that session • I actually prick more regularly now if nothing more than to keep it calibrated well • The G7 has taught me that every tired spell, light headed spell and generally unwell feeling isn't usually tied to a spike or fall in my BG levels • The data has really simplified my visits with my GP, Endo and Nutritionist. They were quickly able to dial in a reduction in the number of pills going down my throat every day. In addition I was having insulin pushed on me pretty hard but I resisted and was able to prove quickly that I didn't need it to get control
I could go on but I think I've made my point.
I really feel like devices of this class are only going to get better and the fact that I'm not having to prick my fingers 5x a day or more is a real godsend.
Anyone reading this sub and getting nervous if G7 is right for you should consider that there's a lot of us less vocal that absolutely love it.
All that being said... The OEM overpatch is horrible.. do yourself a favor and pick up the Lexcam or SkinGrip on Amazon.
Thanks for hearing me out.
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2024.05.20 00:20 thiccinvestments Considering undertaking a degree in education and becoming primary school teacher.

As per the title, but I have a few queries some of you might be able to help out with. Thanks in advance to anyone I dont reply directly back to.
I'm not trying to be negative about anything I might view as a hurdle, just realistic. I've considered university a few times, excelled when I was in highscool, but due to personal reasons and lack of interest until now, I never went down any particular path. Now with starting a family soon in the next few years, teaching seems like a good safe profession, good work-life balance, family time and something I will be able to do into older age (most of my jobs have involved physical work which while good, I know wont last when I start getting too old to keep it up). If anyone disagrees with that, I'm happy to hear your views but at the end of the day I'm after practical advice on how to make it happen, whether it's realistic to start now etc.
  1. What's the demand like now and in the next few years looking like? And what types of teachers are needed? Some suggestions I've had so far are maths and special Ed. Neither would be my strong suit but I'm willing to learn them if they're truly good areas to focus on.
  2. How do my current circumstances help or hinder me? I am a 35 year old male, I have worked a lot ofcourse but nothing really relevant to teaching, or even anything you would called a professional. If I studied now I would be ending my studies as a 40yr old with no teaching experience, other than any teacher's aid/assistant/OHSC work I hopefully got during those 4 years or so studying. Would a school see that as a positive in anyway? I imagine not.
Again, I appreciate any advice or comments.
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2024.05.20 00:18 ChickenNuggetsM0m House of contention

I finally did it. I announced that I want a divorce. My last straw, the event that solidified that I need to do this, he got verbally aggressive, threw and broke stuff in our home, forced the room door open with a butter knife when I was trying to get away from him and called the cops on me trying to get me arrested in front of my child. We’re in NC which means you cannot file for a divorce until you’ve been separated for a year. You’re not legally considered separated unless you reside in different homes. The thing is I have a child (not his but he’s raised her since she was a baby) who is established in the area and in her school. I told my STBX that I think that we should get to remain in the home since my daughter is still in school AND all of the family pets (2 dogs and 1 cat) are all the sudden mine (he threatened to take them to the pound if I leave and informed me he hates them all). He’s flat out refusing to leave. He makes more than me and because he keeps his finances 100% separate (has since he ran off with the entire savings account in 2021 when I first tried to leave) and has made me pay for his taxes (and more than my fair share of the bills) since he somehow doesn’t get enough taken out. For reference I am the one who has an additional $410 in taxes taken out biweekly since I did the worksheet based on dual income. He refused to do it because he wants to keep as much of his check as possible (I on once caught him claiming 7 dependents) which caused us to owe almost $7k one year which he also won’t pay for. Threatened to quit his job so he wouldn’t have to pay taxes... he has way more in savings than me. I’ve done the math and I can afford the home. I can even afford another home but would need to get my name off the current loan. I worry if I leave before I get my name off that he’ll maliciously tank my credit by refusing to make the payment. I suggested if he was refusing to leave, he could buy me out (we have a considerable amount of equity). He tells me that his lawyer told him that’s not a thing... Mine said otherwise. If he buys me out I can actually afford a decent house vs one that needs a lot of work. He’s refusing to do anything around the house and everything now falls to me (including picking up after him). He stays holed up in our room while I have had to move to the guest room which is downstairs and away from my daughter’s room. I’ve tried to remain amicable so that my daughter has some sense of normalcy but he’s making it so hard!! Last night he didn’t come home until 1:45am reeking of cigarettes (daughter and I both have asthma) and stumbling up the stairs. He woke the dogs up which subsequently woke me up so I got no sleep. He is making me so uncomfortable. I don’t know when he’s coming or going. He’s refusing to talk about anything and just seems to want to try to punish me and make life hell. I just want away from him… he’s being so childish and unreasonable. I can’t afford a lawyer and paying for everything else. I don’t know what to do… I feel stuck all over again.
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2024.05.20 00:09 EmptyPlankton7744 Please Help Us: grief + mid life crisis + boring Rut marriage

Me and my sister don't know what to do about our mom .
Backstory: My mom and dad have been married for 50 years. I'm 25 my sister is 35 we all live under the same roof. During pandemic COVID my mom lost her Mom (aka my grandma). She lost her brother due to liver failure. , lost our grand aunt and also our grand uncle all in the span of 2020-2021. ... Everything was ok my mom was grieving and seemed more torn over the loss of her brother. My mom's a social worker and has a high stress job .
Now 2024. She had reconnected with an old friend after finding out she had breast cancer , (let's call her Lena) who is from back in our country of origin . That old friend used to have a similar family like us. Lena was married , and had 2 sons and 1 daughter who grew up with me and my sister, Lena's Husband at the time worked with my dad at university.Lena divorced her husband after finding out he was dating his student. Lena for single for a while after divorce , and now she has a boyfriend and she is living her life so happily and tells my mom all the details. Especially being happy and a new chapter. Lenas husband was a horrible man and was mean , and horrible to his kids at times. He was a player.
My family moved to this country I'm 2010 .my parents left their friends and family behind for us to be here. My parents are lonely here tbh , they don't have a social circle here , just like a handful of people but not a circle at all. They are bored, work , home , gym, groceries. That's life been for them lately
My dad majority of my childhood for decades was an alcoholic. At home He used to drink everyday and gets drunk on weekends. To the point where in 2023 my mom told my dad if he doesn't stop she and Us (children) are going to leave him because we tried everything for him to stop. My dad has been sober for the last 10 months. He's a bit depressed and is quieter but he's doing much better imo since he quit . Apart from the drinking he is the best dad I could ask for . I'm happy he has stopped.i hope he gets out of his funk.
A few weeks ago of April 2024. my mom got tragic news that her sister who has been sick for a while died of a heart attack at home. It was very hard for my parents to hear this news. The following weekend she started telling my sister strange things, while I was away. She said she's not surprised our ex aunt cheated on her brother , she said shes burnt out from her job , she said she wants to go away for a short while to have time to herself. Saying she wants to go hotel and stay in separate rooms from my sister ( my sis was like ???) she told her that she feels stuck .Whatever it is. She's lonely. She wants to go out. She wants to 'meet new people'. It's all just nuts. Like I get it. Fine u can. But like you're hanging at the gym for hours everyday. Talking to our friends and seeking out for attention. She said alot of stuff to my sister while I was away and she panicked
Me and my sister pulled her aside a week ago and said what the hell are you doing. You dumped all this info on my sister , You're being inappropriate with our friends saying stuff like ( people's preferences for older even if they're younger doesn't matter even if they approach you) she mentioned this to one of my friends....So we confronted her and she said . Look me and your father haven't been happy for a while since the last 8 years. She said her and my dad talked about it in 2020 and wait and see....So we said okay that's fine but are you doing stuff behind him because that's not ok. She said before it even gets there she will definitely talk about it with my dad. So then we're like.....ok if you say you're okay we will not mind . We told her if she needs to go on a vacation or time off ( cuz my parents never go anywhere ) all they do is just see family ones in a while overseas. Never an actual vacatjon. So we said , hey u should try doing things together with dad. Go places, do things. She's like he never wants to . We said it's not easy since he stopped drinking so try at least with him before anything else..... We told her to talk to a therapist , she said she's talking to one of her coworkers who is one. We had our sisters birthday and she came to the club with me and our friends (first time she evercame to the club with us) it was odd but like she had fun?.
My mom also said (hey I don't wanna end up like my sister because she was in a bad marriage and loved somebody else ) and Lena was happy and had a boyfriend. Me and my sister said , dad isn't even that bad compared to these others she tried to use his drinking as an excuse. But we're like he STOPPED.
In 2023 While they went to Europe to see my cousin my mom was telling some guy hit on her while she was waiting for bus. And he asked my mom to go out for coffee. And she said yes sure but it was raining. And then he was talking to my mom . And my dad answered a question he asked. And the guy said "I'm talking to the lady" or something. And my mom just let it happen. And my dad didn't say anything. I'm like okkk????
She's been painting her nails. Doing her hair , spending hours at the gym just talking to people , my friends etc. it's just so weird. Until the point now my dad doesn't go anymore cuz she spends time there so much and just talks to others. She latches on to some of my new friends. .
Today she went to the gym at 1 o clock. It's literally 6 o clock she's not even back. What the hell do me and my sister do. It's causing me and my sister so much anxiety
It's definitely grief + mid life crisis + boring Rut marriage
What do we do .
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2024.05.19 23:57 Cautious_Security_68 A mix of mine and my late sisters visions circa 2010

mine my latest dream
I had a very vivid dream that I was in a partially wrecked building, weapons and gear were stored and we were suffering bombardment from small explosive rounds.
I geared up with a rocket launcher and went to the front; from a distance I could see dark figures firing at us they seemed middle eastern but the appearance seemed just that, an appearance. Their energy connected to a central source and the feeling I got was they were connected to the elite .
I shot off a few rounds with the launcher and then started launching some kind of bladed projectile which I envisioned impaling several of the offenders; I was running out of ammo and reached for the small nuclear warheads at which point the enemy dispersed. They were too close to fire on for it to have spared our lives.
My vision then shifted to a battle of two skys
the upper sky which I felt was the creator or god was sending massive energy pulses to the lower sky, I observed from between them and after around ten bursts I was asked if it had removed the cold from the earth, I answered yes, it had.
that one was a trip.
sis/ rip
Another dire warning in dream state
Last night as usual in my dream state I wandered into an area which was full of underlying religious context I was fighting the unseen dark influences and warding off demonic possession by repeating over and over the lords prayer, while surrounded by all the evils of the world, but very curiously I never got passed “thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven,” until about the fifth time of chanting, for those of you who are unfamiliar with this prayer it is as follows.
Our father which art in heaven Hallowed be thy name
Thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil
For thine is the power and the glory forever and ever
Amen.
After then I awoke abruptly at “give us this day our daily bread forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us”
This to me meant that we are about to be forced into a time when this prophecy called the book of revelations is about to become a reality meaning Gods will is upon us, and God is at hand in the works of the people and in these the last days this prayer to me is all about humbly thanking God for every small blessing and asking for his help and guidance in every aspect of our lives great and small but keeping humble requests and having gratitude for anything more that he bestows on our lives and so this is the message I send out to you for now is the time of repentance.
BE WARNED, and be READY!
I may seem to you to be a bible thumping quack don’t say you were not forewarned in the end when you come face to face with your own judgments in the presence of your maker you have 2 and 1/2 years before you will see for yourself that sooner was most definitely better than later in this case all hell is about to break lose and later is just too late!
In that same dream I had a personal warning that a man and woman would enter my life asking for a personal favor and as I submitted to their request in the end I was betrayed and left in utter disarray in my life possibly facing legal hardship from them. //
Are we headed for drought and famine?
How many years has it been since we as a society believed the end was eminant? Since the great depression? since world war1, or worldwar2? and each time we are very pleasantly and ecstaticly relieved when the end is never in sight, and each time we feel foolish don’t we? What if all of that were to change, would we see it or know it? Maybe there is that one person who told us it was coming and we disregarded their words as the rantings of a mentally ill person You never truly know it is over until you are facing the ugliness of those final moments but we can all agree that we as a whole are working up to it each and every generation and we can feel our own mortality as we slip into unknown territory full of terrorism and nuclear bomb threaghts. What if the answer was as simple as finding our footing in the spiritual realm becoming more harmonious with the earth and with human beings around us in other words what if their were a guarantee that if we prayed or at least became spiritually aware we would be saved? would we do this very simple task, would others around us follow our lead? What if I told you all it takes to save the town you’re in is 20 people who were connected in mind and soul to the what society calls THE GODHEAD? I had a dream a few nights ago where I stood in a foreign country I felt it was europe and many different people were around with accents that to me seemed as though they were from multiple tongues and nations and they were mulling around and drinking and living just everyday lives full of materialism and wickedness in other words what has become the norm all around the world and in the midst of them I was trying to tell them of an impending event that was about to happen that they needed to prepare for. But to no avail I was completely ignored by all still I kept trying telling them there was going to be a great drought and a food shortage that would effect the whole world and would move from country to country like a great domino effect but it seemed as though even upon hearing numerous lives would be lost they continued in their faithful disobedience over and over I repeated myself and it seemed to me they were in great disbelief that this was at all possible and in the end of the dream I finally said God has told me to tell you their will be a great drought and famine and that if you do not want your countries to fall into starvation you should prepare for it then I awoke. When I woke up I was in shock for God was never in my dream, and not once have I spoken with him personally and yet still it felt as though I had the authority to say these exact words that they were ordained directly from God! A few days later I had yet another dream I was in a place after the bombs settled and saw the oceans and seas the land had radiation through out and the water was greatly poisoned by this radiation and the sharks and fish were changing over a period of time I saw multiple generations of grotesquely mutated life and was in great fear then I saw multiple babies being created in a scientific way in order to carry on the human lineage and a very dark in nature group moving to seek out and destroy these babies that were close to reaching full gestation, I had the distinct feeling we humans were becoming less and less able to procreate in the conventienal way. And lastnight I dreamt I was traveling accrossed the sea, in specific the medateranian sea having a very beautiful feeling great things were going to happen when I came accrossed a small family that seemed very important for some reason, they lived in a very small area in simple surroundings and their was a birthday taking place it was the 5th or 6th birthday of a boy I felt I needed to attend the birthday of, and they were happy to see me allowing my prescence with open arms, but when I wanted to bring others they weren’t very accomodating feeling towards the Idea when I awoke I felt as though that young boy was very important somehow to a significant event that will take place futuristically. At first I wasn’t sure the significance of the information I am about to disclose but I decided that it just may be pertinent, I was definately in an area that boating seemed a pass time and my brain hit on Ionian sea and the young boy was in a sea cavern with smoke coming from his ears as his parents did also, it was an area where Manta Rays were most prevalent, along with a moderate amount of dolphins near by very few deadly sharks in comparrison to the other aquatic life and an occassional whale perhaps this boy is not an actual boy but a smaller volcano alongside two larger ones, whic is why I saw smoke coming from the ears meaning it was about to come to an eruptive head, in which the boys age was five maybe perhaps pin pointing the time it is to going to erupt. There are alot of different meanings we can take from this dream. //
Do we really think we are safe?
What happens if America is right in the fact that President Obama is the fated Anti-Christ? What then? Is there anything we can truly do about it? At best this proves the struggle between good and evil does exists and there is a God, a messiah, and A Lucifer (devil), or Satan however you were raised to call him. Ok now imagine we can stop him from his achieving full power, just pretend somehow we could, or that we do and off sounds the trumpet? Christians save the day yeehaa yippy kiyay Do we think for an instant oh the struggle is over whew, we can finally breathe easy, boy that was close, I’m so glad we passed the test, ding dong the witch is dead! Or do we wait for the next Anti-Christ, and the next, and the next, how many times can we thwart his full power inevitably he will rise in the end no matter how hard we fight to keep him away right? So why not let him come and turn over in the end the rule of the earth to the second coming of our messiah, the lord of lords, and king of kings Are we that afraid of facing God Almighty? Understandably we are all afraid we are not in the book of life,for only the sainted, and virginal, and truly Godly are written in the book of life those, who are hand picked from the start by God himself to exist the last days before the second coming, only the handicapped, truly compassionate right? Well guess how many of us that describes, not me and if you are able to read and understand this not you probably, oh just because there are priests and bishops and preachers and popes in the world most likely non of them qualify, and our Jewish population I’m pretty certain absolutely none of them are in the book of life! After all the Jews needlessly slaughtered the saints and their own King to boot if anything the Jews should rue the day they ever meet wit their maker! Mayhap it’s better to allow this time to pass and hope that gods mercy be upon us or even do one better change our greedy, hateful, unforgiving ways, pray constantly for direction and guidance, repent, and seek counsel in the holy ghost, and give whole heartedly our penance to the lord our lamb, to present a case on our behalf to the almighty heavenly father this is the only way we can be of light heart, and easy mind and maybe find worthiness in Gods eyes, then let the Antichrist come as we Christians ban together to survive in the latter days in other words prepare for the worst and hope for the best. If God finds us worthy worst case scenario we are killed right away or perhaps we are not bothered at all because we have repented, remember that to repent is to ask forgiveness with a broken heart, and humble nature never to do what we are repenting of again! This may sound hard and maybe we are all waiting for definitive proof of Gods existence before we do this but seriously it will be too late the tribulation for you will be too great and you most likely need to take the side that gives you instantaneous relief from your misery.
We know who will rise victoriously why not allow it? And in the end all of the secrets and deceptions that were created will be revealed and all of our own perversions of the true church will be done away with I say let it come about, Let the saints finally taste revenge for all that man has spoiled, perverted, and destroyed, and let god fill his cup with the grapes of wrath. //
Governmental knockdown?
This last dream I’m very uncertain if it was tied into anything or not but warned of a big fight between two male entities that one of which was very large in stature and appeared to me like the archangel Michael who I felt was my fiercest and personal protector he seemed very close spiritually to me I’m not sure why but the warring was going on with a very dark and much smaller male figure and completely evil it was very disturbing as I saw a great blow to the head taken by Michael but only after he delivered one to his foe which was not very damaging, and Michael who was standing in front of me in position and mind to protect me, fell to the ground but I waited around to see whether he raised again and I remember thinking it was impossible for him to be dead so I stayed and kept waiting for his rising thinking it would be any second then I awoke was it real if so what does it mean? Is it a possibility God will allow Satan and his dominion such power over even his own archangels to be defeated for a short time and leave his children completely at the mercy of the devil? In the dream I remember feeling vulnerable to the will of the dark force before me but also strangely feeling as though I wasn’t going to be gone after as I stayed vigilant in my loyalty to my protector bidding his rising fervently and in complete disbelief that he was dead.
Upon further reflection of this dream I came to the possible conclusion that the male entities were symbolic of the government we could all depend on protecting us and the smaller figure was a darker change in our government infrastructure knocking down our protective defenses and leaving our government vulnerable to darker government influences which intended the country harm. And that if we stay loyal and vigil we can avoid the harmful effects and changes about to be a possible driving force in our country.
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2024.05.19 23:14 No-Illustrator-3753 advice on taking am math career

I am an MD who, during my PhD studies, decided to pivot and pursue a bachelor's degree in computer science and mathematics after being introduced to linear algebra. Long story short, while completing my clinical clerkship, I am now in the last semester of my bachelor's degree. I have excelled in my studies and developed a deep love for math (especially algebra/group theory) and complexity theory. I am now at a point where I need to make a decision about my career. Here are my main concerns:
  1. Self-Doubt: I am not a genius. There is much debate about this topic, but nothing can fully alleviate my anxiety about pursuing a degree in math or computer science while acknowledging that I am not exceptionally gifted.
  2. Dislike for Medicine: I hate medicine. I started studying medicine due to difficult family circumstances (long story). If World War III were to start, I might consider becoming a doctor, but currently, the thought of returning to a hospital is horrifying for me. (To any doctors reading this, your job is most probably much more important than mine, and I wish I could enjoy the subject. Unfortunately, it makes my brain melt).
  3. Passion for Math: I really enjoy math, and my bachelor's degree wasn't enough for me. I want to continue in academia but am unsure about the specific field. I am very interested in theoretical subjects and feel I have more talent in them, but I also know they require exceptional ability. Additionally, I feel it might be a waste not to apply my knowledge to impact medicine, perhaps by starting a company or working on relevant projects. However, I believe that many significant areas (like imaging and NLP) are already being explored by talented groups, and these areas might not intrigue me.
In summary, I would love to hear your thoughts and advice based on your experience and knowledge. I plan to discuss this with some professors as well, but I really wanted to hear you guys to. Please let me know the basis for your suggestions, as I am in a very uncertain position, and every piece of advice could significantly influence my decision.
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2024.05.19 22:34 691411435 Chatgpt-4 Failing To Generate Minecraft Skins

Chatgpt-4 Failing To Generate Minecraft Skins
Hi everyone,
I'm trying to create some custom Minecraft skins and thought it would be fun to get some inspiration from ChatGPT-4. However, I'm running into some issues getting the AI to generate exactly what I'm looking for.
Has anyone here successfully used ChatGPT-4 to create Minecraft skins? If so, I'd love to hear your tips and tricks! Specifically, I'm looking for:
  1. Prompts: What kind of prompts work best for generating detailed and creative skin ideas?
  2. Description Details: How detailed do the descriptions need to be for the AI to understand and produce useful results?
  3. Tools and Resources: Are there any specific tools or resources that work well in conjunction with ChatGPT-4 for skin creation?
  4. Examples: If you have any examples of skins you've created with the help of ChatGPT-4, I'd love to see them for inspiration!
Here is the ones, chatgpt managed to create sor far, It is crazy that most advance ai model can solve PhD level math problems, write essays and do advanced art but not Minecraft skins
https://preview.redd.it/yg9vku182g1d1.png?width=291&format=png&auto=webp&s=56148705d2d4b92b05b25fc18195701b226a5113
https://preview.redd.it/bbv63ozy1g1d1.png?width=64&format=png&auto=webp&s=f165d085f782f7af524b8496ff9cc5bd96c18f89
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2024.05.19 22:25 FlowSilver Cmv: I don‘t think regular schools should teach so many life skills

Ok, I am in the education area, for a while it was teens and adults
Now im retraining to teach kindergarten kids
And I hear often in the medias or social platforms on how things like finances, mental health etc. should be taught in school, as in middle or high school (grades 6-12/13)
And while I do 100% agree with this ideology that these skills are important, I just don‘t see it happening in regular schools and therefore I don‘t think this should be attempted as it is just a waste of time
Because, lets say taxes and finances are taught in regular schools. Its no easy topic, this would eat up so much classtime for other topics. And I don‘t think, the way schools are run now, that they are ready/built for that
Instead, I believe there should be an extra school building/type called something about life skills that includes these many vital topics
I think this kinda school should be open for all above like 15 years old maybe? Not sure on the exact min. Age yet but defintely no max age limit
And I think regular schools should make time for this. So what I mean is students should actually have time after school to attend this different kind of school. Imo its already insane how much homework some students get where they don’t even have time to live life, but thats a different topic
Also, because putting this in regular schools opens them up to a ton of critical opinions, especially when touchy subjects like mental health are brought into play, because there are many different ways at going about it. And sure by making learning these topics be a choice, some may not go, those would also probably not listen in regular schools.
And Unlike subjects like math where the amount of correct answers/thinking styles is limited, for these touchy subjects not everyone will be ok with just learning how to manage it using one or two methods
I also don‘t see many students actually being enthusiastic about these topics, even if its important because the stress of grades will tank it all
But if a separate entity where to offer these lessons (free of charge like regular school) with no tests just optional work for input from teachers, it creates a more positive atmosphere where people are willingly going there and they don‘t have to stress about tests and grades. They can fully focus on just learning for their own benefit. Because thats what so important about these skills, students should want to learn this and not be forced into a cold environment.
I also believe this is more feasible to try, cause its easier to just create a new school type system for these subjects, rather than force regular schools to conform to these new subjects
Btw by regular schools I mean grades pre-k to 12 or 13th grade, I don‘t mean college/Uni because I think these skills should be taught as soon as students are the mental development stage where they can understand these topics and when it becomes relevant, which is younger than college age
And for me life skills are finances, mental health, home ed (so like cooking,repairing etc), sex ed (the more in depth kind, so not just basic sexual education where ppl learn where babies come from). I do know regular schools in some countries have managed to implement some of these subjects, but due to the stress of also having to teach math, science etc. not much funding or time is given for these topics. And I don‘t think sex ed for instance should be removed from regular schools (if they have it), I just think there should be the opportunity to delve into it more
Another reason why I stand by this is bc some do argue that family/friends or even the internet should teach this. The problem is, we tend to ( not always) but tend to surround ourselves with like minded people, and the beauty abt schools, especially public city schools, is you are in a room with diverse people, you are confronted with different thought patterns and beliefs. And also, parents can only teach what they know which usually comes from their own childhood. I just saw a sad documentary abt a woman with over 25k euros in debt in Germany bc in her childhood debt was a normal thing, and her mother knew nothing about finances so she couldnt teach her kid that. And its just a pattern that, while breakable, is much harder. And researching anything alone on the internet is so hard ad tiresome. Its so easy to be lied to misinformed, and while schools can‘t 100% avoid this, they do provide a room for debate and discussions (sensible schools ofc).
I do hope my ideas are understandable, and I like forward to hearing other viewpoints or ideas or even clear counter arguments :)
Also btw, while I do live in Germany now, I grew up in the US (ny) so I subconsciously probably only brought up these kinda school systems, feel free to bring up other ones^
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2024.05.19 22:03 Ok-Guide-7329 Clueminati Interview Notes, Chris calls in at 3:14:00

Clueminati Interview Notes, Chris calls in at 3:14:00
-Chris says Seth and them were up at the school but they did not stop or interact with them and he doesn't know what they were doing
-Chris says he didn't do anything directly to Sebastian and he doesn't have knowledge of who could've on the 26th
-Chris says Katie went with him to the campground instead of staying at the home bc of the threats they were getting, he says they do turn all threats into LE
-Chris confirms 13-18 different dogs have been in the home several times in the first 8 days
-Chris says if he could tell people to search any areas, he said they should search: North, North West, and North East
-Chris thinks the 5 mile radius has been thoroughly checked and he's not saying nothing is in the 5 mile radius but he thinks they should start moving outside of that radius
-Chris says with the relationship between Seth and Katie, he would not let his daughter have a form of a relationship in that magnitude with a man. He says from what he understands as a fathers standpoint it was an inappropriate relationship. He says he has what they've both said and it is what it is and it sucks that the tragedy of Sebastian going missing has dug up a lot of dirt and it had nothing to do with Sebastian missing. He said he understands the digging but he doesn't
-Chris says he thinks all of the theories and assumptions out there are hogwash. He says maybe it's so simple it's complicated, a 15 yr old child walked out of the house and disappeared
-Chris says Seth has worked with LE and so have they to try to get answers and theories and get things debunked that needs to be debunked
-Chris says he doesn't know if Seth would listen to him for advice about his team, but he'd have a conversation in private with him, no cell phone or anyone around. If Katie was present it'd be the 3 of them.
-Chris says Seth has been hurting since the minute he got the phone call. He said Katie is hurting equally and Chris is hurting too.
-Chris says kids who are products of divorces get 4 parents, more family. He doesn't think him being a step dad is unequal to being a dad
-Chris says Katie is hurting and she's emotional
-Chris says there are therapists out there who've offered their time to Chris and Katie and they're gonna take advantage of that
-You can hear the dogs in the background, Chris calls it an ankle biter (Sebastians dogs are still there it seems or different ones)
  • Chris says he's not happy with Seth but it doesn't mean he isn't willing to sit down and have a discussion with him. He says there will be words that will be said bc they are human, but his issue is when people run and say things they know nothing about. He mentions websluthes and says that was a set up, and Seth went on there and said some things that have been debunked once or twice over and he said Seth was just feeding the rage. He said they could talk offline and have the conversation.
-Chris says some comments on the video of Seth going off said it'll make people stop supporting Sebastian, he didn't like that and he said please don't do that and please put the drama aside and don't forget about their son -Chris said it's doubtful they'll be at the vigil. He said he doesn't think the vigil will be 100% what it's supposed to be about. He said if was people who didn't have the intentions that they have they'd consider it. He said he'd like to get the community together and he doesn't know how to plan it, talk to all the churches and hold a massive vigil like a cohesive unit but he's not a planner
-Chris says he can't disclose information about the cameras inside and outside his house but it's been talked about by LE
-Chris says he is kind of a joker, he likes to joke around to relieve some of his tension
-Chris says he was not making fun of Sebastian and if they saw him and Sebastians interactions together they liked to joke around and do goofy things
-Host says he's not disrespecting Chris and Chris is answering his questions with respect and you can't pull honey out of vinegar
-Chris isn't gonna speak for Stephen Crabtrees false information but he said he respects him owning his mistake but he says there is nothing the public knows that all the parents know. He said LE will talk to them before anyone out there about the case.
-Chris said they aren't supposed to divulge information and they've been asked not to talk about the case information.
-Chris says LE has been wonderful anytime they've had questions
-Chris says he did not start the Chris Proudfoot is Innocent Facebook Page
-Chris says he's not in everyone's YouTube commenting and trolling and he doesn't think Seth is doing it either
-Chris says he hasnt played online with Sebastian and Seth. He's tried to play online with Sebastian but he doesn't have a tag so he can't go online and play. He said he's never played online with Sebastian at his dad's house
-Chris said personally he prefers Sebastian not play online at all
-Chris said Sebastian would never sleep in the garage and he did not pressure wash him. There's no room to lay a mattress to sleep on on his garage he said. He said that's false
-Chris says Sebastian did not text Katie's mom before he went missing
-Chris said everything him and Katie have told him has been checked out down to the T. The phone call, Katie's route that morning, the alibis, etc. He said it's all been vetted and checked by LE
-Chris says his wife was a mess and Katie called him bc she was highly stressed and talked and Chris said hold on and he got ahold of the sheriffs office and within 10 minutes of the call the police were there
-Chris says he does not believe Seth was involved with Sebastians disappearance, he said he was at work. Chris said he will never forget the conversation they had when he told Seth
-Chris admits he called and asked his mom Cathy to go to his house that morning to be with Katie until he could get home, that's why Cathy was there
-Chris says his family all track each other with life360 on their phones
-Chris says that Seth knows that Cathy was already interviewed
-Chris said this case is so simple if you take the drama away from it and the best part about it, the most unique part, is Sebastian managed to leave without leaving any evidence behind him
-Chris and Katie went to a restaurant that had flyers up before but didn't anymore. He says you just have to give them another flyer and ask them to put it back up
-Chris says let's say the avg person could walk a certain distance like 2 miles in a hour. From 12-6am he could have got that far, do the math and he could be further than everyone thinks
-Chris says he truly feels deep down Sebastian would seek help if he could
-Chris says if you found Sebastian and he is by himself and you see him, call 911, offer him food or a drink just not soda bc he doesn't like carbonation. Chris says call 911 immediately and let them tell you what to do
-Chris said if you find him to make him comfortable just talk about his family and his parents
-Chris said Sebastian is funny and very unique
-Chris said the double malt joke thing is something Sebastian and Terri loved to get together at Culver's
-Sebastian loves Debbie cakes, chocolate milk, steamed tofu not fried, Sebastian isn't a huge steak eater but he loves smoked salmon and he likes his burgers
-Chris says he's one way at Seth's house and one way and their house
-Tony had called and said his job was to control Seth and control the narrative and Seth got on an interview and said some nonfactual things and what he said opened another avenue up for more speculation. Chris said the call was a little heated but he doesn't care about his end game or his role, he would rather have a conversation with Tony offline -Chris said there are organizations that want to get involved but they without a doubt should be vetted through LE before Katie and Chris consider them being involved
-Chris says he had a conversation with Jules and he said unless LE comes to the house and says she can do it and they are there or if she brings something new he doesn't want more people coming in and out of their house. He does not discredit Jules and TBI has called and said she is legit but he says there's nothing that he knows of that her dogs are gonna do that the others didnt. He said dogs that came already came from across the states across districts even federal dogs so what will Jules dogs do that the others didn't
-Chris said he doesn't know if had a secret phone but if he did it was probably at his dad's house
-Chris says Sebastian didn't ever leave the house alone. Once he was caught crossed the street at his neighbors yards when Chris and Katie got home, once he went to the bus stop in their driveway way too early. Chris says he probably didn't run off at Seth's house
-Chris said let's not go down the road of what he felt about Seth leaving Sebastian home alone while he was at work, Seth does what he does while he's there
-Katie says for the record she does have a voice and she refuses to speak on panels and her husband doesn't abuse her
-Chris says some of the memes are funny
-Chris says this is not a hoax
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2024.05.19 21:01 ramdytis3c Unposted Tracks - Part6 [Out 2024-05-17] [Hypnotic Soul]



1111 MUSICA - Musica - What's Good for Me (Extended Mix) / Key Am, BPM 122, 4:14, MP3 10.32 Mb
21 ROOM - Superstructure (Dub mix) / Key Am, BPM 130, 6:24, MP3 15.48 Mb
21 ROOM - Superstructure (Techno Red Dub Remix) / Key Am, BPM 132, 6:18, MP3 15.25 Mb
2livemafia - All Black Party (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 126, 3:49, MP3 9.42 Mb
34th Floor Experience - Close To Home (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 126, 5:55, MP3 14.52 Mb
34th Floor Experience - In The Morning (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 123, 5:31, MP3 13.59 Mb
34th Floor Experience - Moments Of Truth (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 121, 6:23, MP3 15.65 Mb
34th Floor Experience - Obsessed (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 6:15, MP3 15.31 Mb
3rd Collective - Better (Bonfarado Remix) / Key Am, BPM 125, 5:44, MP3 14.15 Mb
3rd Collective - Better (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 120, 5:05, MP3 12.59 Mb
3rd Collective - Don't Deny (James Chang Remix) / Key Abm, BPM 120, 4:52, MP3 12.07 Mb
3rd Collective - Don't Deny (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 120, 5:08, MP3 12.71 Mb
4 Da People - Escape the Shadows (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 119, 6:06, MP3 14.97 Mb
4 Da People - Fly Free (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 121, 4:32, MP3 11.24 Mb
4UALWAYS - Flashing Lights (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 127, 4:36, MP3 11.32 Mb
6del - UNTITLED1 (Mat-R remix) / Key Gm, BPM 150, 6:56, MP3 17.06 Mb
6del - UNTITLED1 (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 135, 5:13, MP3 12.94 Mb
6del - UNTITLED2 (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 135, 5:52, MP3 14.50 Mb
7KY - Raindrop (Stoto Remix) / Key Bm, BPM 120, 2:00, MP3 5.17 Mb
A Tigers Blood, Supah - Pray For Me (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 145, 3:24, MP3 8.42 Mb
A.P.(84Bit) - Live Now (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 124, 6:01, MP3 14.49 Mb
AIZZO - Can't Feel My Face (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 150, 2:11, MP3 5.75 Mb
AIZZO - Can't Feel My Face (Slowed & Reverbed) / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 2:33, MP3 6.63 Mb
AIZZO - Can't Feel My Face (Sped Up) / Key Em, BPM 160, 2:02, MP3 5.40 Mb
AKURI, XAVO (BR) - Funky Heroes (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 130, 3:27, MP3 8.52 Mb
AZHARI - My Destiny (Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 125, 4:41, MP3 11.57 Mb
Aaron Martin - Hot Spot (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 129, 5:50, MP3 14.37 Mb
Aaron Martin - Soundklub (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 131, 5:59, MP3 14.74 Mb
Abel (MZ) - Gimmicks (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 125, 4:37, MP3 11.57 Mb
Abel Di Catarina - Dreamer (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 126, 6:36, MP3 15.95 Mb
Abnormal Load - 30303 (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 115, 6:42, MP3 16.48 Mb
Abnormal Load - Anfang (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 140, 9:04, MP3 22.16 Mb
Abnormal Load - Escape The Island (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 98, 4:02, MP3 10.07 Mb
Abnormal Load - Trippin With The Rest (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 154, 4:10, MP3 10.41 Mb
Abnormal Load, Hjertman, Køpman - Shakar featuring Hjertman & Køpman (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 146, 7:37, MP3 18.67 Mb
Abnormal Load, Winding River - Neben Der Spur featuring Winding River (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 148, 6:46, MP3 16.64 Mb
Ackermann - My Dub (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 141, 6:01, MP3 14.54 Mb
Ackermann - My House (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 133, 4:54, MP3 11.88 Mb
Ackermann - No Vacancy (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 129, 5:01, MP3 12.15 Mb
Ackermann - No Vacancy (Skudge Remix) / Key Dbm, BPM 137, 5:34, MP3 13.47 Mb
Adel Khan - Kuala Lumpur (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 125, 8:38, MP3 20.82 Mb
Ademir - You Take Me High (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 124, 5:28, MP3 13.66 Mb
Adham Zahran - Crash & Burn (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 115, 8:22, MP3 20.35 Mb
Adham Zahran - Flight of the Phoenix (Original Mix) / Key Bb, BPM 123, 9:40, MP3 23.44 Mb
Adoo - This This (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 138, 6:37, MP3 16.04 Mb
Adri G., Rødder - Another Level (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 139, 5:37, MP3 13.61 Mb
Adri G., Rødder - Deafening Silence (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 139, 5:19, MP3 12.91 Mb
Adri G., Rødder - Midnight Rumors (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 136, 5:21, MP3 12.98 Mb
Adri G., Rødder - Tales of Mystery (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 139, 5:36, MP3 13.59 Mb
Aegean - Tied Up (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 125, 3:03, MP3 7.55 Mb
Aiden Francis - Ultrasonic (Original Mix) / Key Ab, BPM 133, 6:05, MP3 14.73 Mb
Aiden Jonah, Stephanie Chloris - Summer Loving (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 100, 3:18, MP3 8.26 Mb
Al-Faris - Deep in Your Soul (Extended Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 123, 8:00, MP3 19.29 Mb
Alain Rine - Turkiye (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 105, 2:47, MP3 7.07 Mb
Alan CM, Tatia - Acapulco Vibes (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 6:00, MP3 14.70 Mb
Alberto Santana - Liberation (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 138, 6:09, MP3 14.82 Mb
Alejandro Deep - 2024 Tech (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 124, 6:08, MP3 14.80 Mb
Alejandro Deep - Bailar Contigo (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 125, 5:15, MP3 12.69 Mb
Alejandro Deep - Love for Music (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 126, 4:27, MP3 10.76 Mb
Alejandro Deep - Vamos al Dembow (Original Mix) / Key G, BPM 125, 5:18, MP3 12.81 Mb
Aleks Born - Tell me a fairy tale (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 110, 3:34, MP3 8.77 Mb
Aleksey Kraft - Moon Fight (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 125, 6:46, MP3 16.51 Mb
Alessandro Pintus, Gianmarco Limenta, Ruska Beats - Vibe with Me (feat. Ruska Beats) (Extended Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 130, 5:48, MP3 14.03 Mb
Alessio Modrian, samor dj - INFINITE (Original Mix) / Key C, BPM 120, 5:35, MP3 13.83 Mb
Alev Tav - 27 (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 130, 5:29, MP3 13.35 Mb
Alev Tav - 28 (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 127, 5:36, MP3 13.66 Mb
Alex Aleman - Fantasia (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 3:53, MP3 9.42 Mb
Alex Atenciano - Ibiza (Original mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 5:30, MP3 13.59 Mb
Alex Atenciano - Pa Lante (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 128, 4:30, MP3 11.19 Mb
Alex Dark - AMOR (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 5:30, MP3 13.37 Mb
Alex Deeper - Lunar (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 123, 4:27, MP3 10.96 Mb
Alex Di Stefano - Glow (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 136, 6:11, MP3 15.15 Mb
Alex Kunnari - Stay or Move (Extended Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 124, 5:35, MP3 14.01 Mb
Alex Phillipp - Me 2 (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 6:09, MP3 15.06 Mb
Alex Schneider, B'Bach - French Riviera (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 120, 2:11, MP3 5.52 Mb
Alexander Bollinger - Dance With You (Original Mix) / Key A, BPM 127, 5:05, MP3 12.51 Mb
Alexis Morales (PE) - Hear my Beat (DVPT Remix) / Key Cm, BPM 128, 5:30, MP3 13.73 Mb
Alexis Morales (PE) - Hear my Beat (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 127, 6:50, MP3 16.93 Mb
Alexis Morales (PE) - Nobody Else (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 129, 6:29, MP3 16.08 Mb
Aliana - Bloom (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 129, 6:00, MP3 14.75 Mb
Aliana - Nebula (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 132, 6:24, MP3 15.71 Mb
Allain Espino - Naked (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 125, 5:23, MP3 13.16 Mb
Allenza - Bad (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 6:02, MP3 14.91 Mb
Alonso - Prophecy (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 127, 6:36, MP3 15.87 Mb
Alosoul - Lux (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 138, 5:36, MP3 13.72 Mb
Alvaro Vergara - Amazing (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 115, 5:05, MP3 12.50 Mb
Alvaro Vergara - Amazing (Supperclub Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 122, 5:54, MP3 14.45 Mb
Amadeo Esteche - Kippen (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 129, 7:06, MP3 17.30 Mb
Amal Nemer - Leyenda (Monserratt Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 125, 6:43, MP3 16.43 Mb
Amaral Borges - Eternal Journey (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 120, 6:35, MP3 16.25 Mb
Amaral Borges - Lion Temple (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 120, 7:13, MP3 17.76 Mb
Amaral Borges - North Sea (Faserklang Remix) / Key Fm, BPM 120, 5:33, MP3 13.75 Mb
Amaral Borges - North Sea (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 120, 6:26, MP3 15.87 Mb
Amaral Borges - Think Twice (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 120, 7:33, MP3 18.55 Mb
Amethy - Going Blind (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 5:33, MP3 13.50 Mb
Anastasia Zems, Mike Sacchetti - Enter the Wild (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 122, 5:10, MP3 12.68 Mb
Anastasia Zems, Mike Sacchetti - The World's a Dream (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 125, 5:13, MP3 12.77 Mb
Anastasia Zems, Mike Sacchetti - The World's a Dream (Radial Gaze Remix) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 5:55, MP3 14.46 Mb
Anastasia Zems, Mike Sacchetti - The World's a Dream (Zaatar Remix) / Key D, BPM 125, 5:30, MP3 13.47 Mb
Ascion - Violent Delights (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 140, 5:40, MP3 14.02 Mb
Audaks - You (Original Mix) / Key F, BPM 122, 6:51, MP3 16.60 Mb
Aviera, MARAE - Sirens (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 125, 5:56, MP3 14.56 Mb
Aviera, MARAE - Sirens (Radio Edit) / Key Am, BPM 125, 4:42, MP3 11.60 Mb
Avision - Close Control (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 132, 5:45, MP3 14.30 Mb
Axbla - Goat (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 142, 5:56, MP3 14.33 Mb
AxeeD - Lies (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 124, 2:45, MP3 6.87 Mb
Axel Johansson - Save A Prayer (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 2:43, MP3 6.72 Mb
Ayaz Yolchuyev - Dark Side (Original Mix) / Key A, BPM 130, 3:14, MP3 7.87 Mb
Aztekan - Huehuetl (Original Mix) / Key G, BPM 108, 5:53, MP3 14.39 Mb
Aztekan - Nuevo Rituales (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 138, 6:02, MP3 14.74 Mb
Aztekan - Tototl (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 135, 6:56, MP3 16.91 Mb
B/AN/K - Feel the Rush (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 129, 5:13, MP3 12.82 Mb
B.Visible - Rubber Legs (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 85, 1:45, MP3 4.31 Mb
B.Visible, Anda Reverie - Bad Karma (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 95, 4:00, MP3 9.73 Mb
BAPP - Calle (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 127, 6:33, MP3 15.93 Mb
BAPP - Eazy Go (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 130, 5:55, MP3 14.39 Mb
BAPP - La Batera (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 130, 5:40, MP3 13.79 Mb
BARBUTO - Acid Attack (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 140, 5:33, MP3 13.46 Mb
BAY90 - Wait for Me (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 126, 3:27, MP3 8.57 Mb
BIIG Charlie - Por la Cara (Extended Mix) / Key Em, BPM 125, 4:31, MP3 11.09 Mb
BL.CK - 11.59 (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 128, 7:01, MP3 17.41 Mb
BL.CK - Combustion (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 142, 6:52, MP3 16.86 Mb
Baby Rollen - Psychology (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 127, 7:02, MP3 17.11 Mb
Baby Rollen - Voodo (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 7:55, MP3 19.22 Mb
Band&dos, DJ 13 (VE) - Sexxxy 2.0 (Extended Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 130, 5:43, MP3 13.91 Mb
Basement Jaxx, Siouxsie Sioux - Cish Cash (Superchumbo Sticky Licky Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 130, 5:38, MP3 13.65 Mb
Basement Jaxx, Siouxsie Sioux - Cish Cash (Superchumbo Yummy Yummy Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 130, 5:38, MP3 13.66 Mb
Baustaff - Cool Runnings (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 126, 5:09, MP3 12.63 Mb
Bee Collen - Fade (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 114, 5:57, MP3 14.47 Mb
Bee Collen - Nkanyane (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 115, 6:30, MP3 15.77 Mb
Bee Collen - Sensational (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 118, 6:45, MP3 16.38 Mb
Bee Lincoln - Cookin (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 133, 6:05, MP3 14.96 Mb
Being Sarah - Oceanic Dream (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 122, 4:45, MP3 11.85 Mb
Ben Claw - One Seed to Grow (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 143, 5:22, MP3 13.04 Mb
Ben Graves - Do It Like That (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 128, 7:05, MP3 17.34 Mb
Benales - Flux (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 140, 5:20, MP3 13.04 Mb
Benales - Kinetic (Jancen Remix) (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 140, 6:02, MP3 14.70 Mb
Benales - Kinetic (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 139, 5:06, MP3 12.47 Mb
Benales - Sorrow (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 140, 5:19, MP3 13.00 Mb
Benales - Sorrow (Utroit & K.O.S Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 142, 5:53, MP3 14.37 Mb
Benan - Just Be (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 130, 5:25, MP3 13.20 Mb
Benatti - Say It Right (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 4:09, MP3 10.33 Mb
Bench Press - Precepts (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 127, 6:37, MP3 16.44 Mb
Benny Benassi, Dubdogz, Mairee - La Musica (Extended Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 3:05, MP3 7.58 Mb
Berny, Light (UA) - What About You (Extended Mix) / Key Eb, BPM 123, 6:22, MP3 15.47 Mb
Bessey - I Feel Like (Extended Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 127, 5:21, MP3 13.01 Mb
Besso - Mi Amor (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 100, 4:29, MP3 10.90 Mb
Bettelli, Erick Sierra - Lick My (Extended Mix) / Key Am, BPM 129, 4:40, MP3 11.36 Mb
Bexxie - Feels Good (Extended Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 128, 5:06, MP3 12.78 Mb
Bhm - Make That Shake (Extended Mix) / Key Em, BPM 128, 3:02, MP3 7.72 Mb
Bhm - Make That Shake (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 128, 2:34, MP3 6.61 Mb
Big Bunny - Atom (Format Groove Dub Remix) / Key Em, BPM 124, 6:27, MP3 15.60 Mb
Big Bunny - Ecstasy From Ibiza (Minimal Dub Remix) / Key Abm, BPM 127, 7:03, MP3 17.05 Mb
Big Bunny - Prise (Format Groove Dub Remix) / Key F#m, BPM 127, 6:48, MP3 16.45 Mb
Big Bunny - Strength (Tech House Dub Remix) / Key Fm, BPM 128, 6:15, MP3 15.12 Mb
Big Bunny - Take It To The Top (Techno Red Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 132, 6:04, MP3 14.66 Mb
Bisou (DE) - Devotion (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 140, 5:17, MP3 12.89 Mb
Bitwake - How You Feel (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 113, 3:30, MP3 8.69 Mb
Bizayas - Green Bassement (Edit Mix) / Key E, BPM 126, 2:37, MP3 6.31 Mb
Black Eyes - Groovin Deeper (Original Mix) / Key Db, BPM 120, 6:10, MP3 14.98 Mb
Black Eyes - Jazzin Deeper (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 120, 6:58, MP3 16.89 Mb
Black Eyes - Movin Deeper (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 121, 6:56, MP3 16.83 Mb
Blackwax - Skyward Satalites (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 122, 8:37, MP3 21.03 Mb
Blackwax - Why U Licking My Painting (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 123, 5:38, MP3 13.85 Mb
Blackwax - Wok Gwan (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 123, 5:25, MP3 13.33 Mb
Blank & Jones - Nos E O Mar (Original Mix) / Key G, BPM 87, 3:18, MP3 8.02 Mb
Blank Sense - Diluvio (Extended Mix) / Key Em, BPM 130, 4:28, MP3 11.31 Mb
Blaze - Lovelee Dae (Franck Roger Extended Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 124, 8:34, MP3 20.71 Mb
Blue Cell - Salzwasser (Intro for Mixes (Dmin-120bpm)) / Key D, BPM 120, 1:46, MP3 4.36 Mb
Bogy, Lucky Choice - Shadows (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 123, 5:20, MP3 13.10 Mb
Bohemian (ESP) - Revolution (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 128, 4:47, MP3 11.74 Mb
Bongomann - Teck Ee (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 125, 7:49, MP3 18.88 Mb
Boogie Hill Faders - Get Personal (Extended Instrumental) / Key Gm, BPM 122, 3:29, MP3 8.67 Mb
Boogie Hill Faders - Get Personal (Extended Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 122, 3:29, MP3 8.67 Mb
Boogie Hill Faders - Get Personal (Instrumental) / Key Gm, BPM 122, 2:43, MP3 6.86 Mb
Boogie Hill Faders - Get Personal (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 122, 2:45, MP3 6.94 Mb
Bor - TIME FOR LOVE (Extended Mix) / Key Bb, BPM 126, 4:08, MP3 10.38 Mb
Boris Werner - L.S.D. (Love Saves the Day) (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 8:21, MP3 20.20 Mb
Boris Werner - Ochtend Glunderen @ Wildeburg (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 8:12, MP3 19.82 Mb
Boris Werner, MC Pryme - No Tantrums (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 126, 6:53, MP3 16.66 Mb
Bosco Loco - Night in Naples (Acid Mix) / Key C, BPM 127, 5:48, MP3 14.13 Mb
Botle MusiiQue - Chilling with My Son (Nostalgic Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 112, 7:59, MP3 19.31 Mb
Breezy, Charlie Boulala, summer sax - Lemonee (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 118, 1:58, MP3 5.12 Mb
Brno, SicTric, Mingo Marrero - Teteo feat. BRNO (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 127, 4:09, MP3 10.39 Mb
Broosnica - Don't U Know Me (Original Mix) / Key C, BPM 125, 6:11, MP3 14.87 Mb
Bruce Zalcer - Cameo (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 145, 5:21, MP3 12.95 Mb
Bruno Caro - Doesn't Fit (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 139, 4:57, MP3 12.24 Mb
Bruno Caro - Microtransactions (Le Martz Remix) / Key Dm, BPM 136, 6:38, MP3 16.29 Mb
Bruno Caro - Microtransactions (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 138, 5:06, MP3 12.63 Mb
Bust-R, PRINSH - Party All Night (Extended Mix) / Key Am, BPM 125, 3:22, MP3 8.29 Mb
C Nellie - One Day (Extended Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 128, 4:34, MP3 11.33 Mb
C Nellie - One Day (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 128, 3:42, MP3 9.26 Mb
C37 - Watching Snow Settle (Original Mix) / Key C, BPM 110, 3:37, MP3 8.83 Mb
CC Luna - Rebirth (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 143, 5:36, MP3 13.58 Mb
CDTRAX - Bohemian (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 138, 5:24, MP3 13.67 Mb
CDTRAX - Furcht Einflössend (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 140, 5:17, MP3 13.39 Mb
CDTRAX - Truculent (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 111, 4:51, MP3 12.37 Mb
Calicko - Speaker Tweakerz (Extended Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 124, 6:21, MP3 15.62 Mb
Calipso Lapso, The Watermelon Summer Crew - Little Trip (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 124, 3:58, MP3 9.54 Mb
Calm Boy - Hi-Tech (Original Mix) / Key C, BPM 140, 3:09, MP3 7.75 Mb
Cam Lasky - The Algorithms for Love (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 140, 5:02, MP3 12.32 Mb
Cam Lasky - The Reborn (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 140, 5:29, MP3 13.42 Mb
Cam Lasky - The Waves (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 140, 5:15, MP3 12.87 Mb
Cammora - Flutter (Extended Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 130, 4:58, MP3 12.15 Mb
Caputi - Quanthral (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 131, 8:35, MP3 20.83 Mb
Cardozo - Alive (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 126, 5:38, MP3 13.70 Mb
Cardozo - Sax House (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 126, 4:35, MP3 11.18 Mb
Carla Schmitt - Black Hole (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 145, 5:25, MP3 13.15 Mb
Carlos Nilmmns - True People (Original Mix) / Key G, BPM 125, 4:39, MP3 11.41 Mb
Carlos Pineda - Asere (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 4:56, MP3 12.03 Mb
Carlos Pineda - Asere (Radio Edit) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 3:30, MP3 8.59 Mb
Carol Fávero - Make You Groove (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 4:37, MP3 11.43 Mb
Castion - Higher Place (Extended Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 5:47, MP3 14.07 Mb
Castion - Loose & Dance (Extended Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 127, 5:51, MP3 14.22 Mb
Cedric Flux - White Room (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 127, 6:06, MP3 14.91 Mb
Cekay Pellegrini - Love Hurts (Instrumental) / Key F#m, BPM 135, 6:52, MP3 16.66 Mb
Cekay Pellegrini - Love Hurts (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 135, 6:44, MP3 16.34 Mb
Cekay Pellegrini - Love Hurts (Short Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 135, 4:06, MP3 10.02 Mb
Cesare vs Disorder - Erro (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 130, 6:47, MP3 16.58 Mb
Cesare vs Disorder - Sonhando Acordado (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 130, 7:01, MP3 17.16 Mb
Chaz (IN) - White Matter (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 145, 5:58, MP3 14.36 Mb
Chesnokovskii - Beach Acdc (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 128, 4:30, MP3 11.15 Mb
Chesnokovskii - Dai (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 128, 5:32, MP3 13.63 Mb
Chesnokovskii - Dancing Vampire Club (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 133, 4:34, MP3 11.32 Mb
Chesnokovskii - Nagoya 89' (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 124, 6:04, MP3 14.91 Mb
Chester Fields, Jon Alfaro - Back to You (Jon Alfaro Remix) / Key Em, BPM 126, 3:43, MP3 9.12 Mb
Chewy Rubs - Boogie Down (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 120, 8:08, MP3 19.97 Mb
Chillelektro - Amrum (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 118, 7:07, MP3 17.33 Mb
Chmi - Bad Bitch (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 126, 5:07, MP3 12.45 Mb
Chmi - This I'm Not Afraid (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 124, 5:11, MP3 12.61 Mb
Chmi - What Do You Know About That (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 124, 5:27, MP3 13.26 Mb
Chmi - Your Story (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 5:45, MP3 13.97 Mb
Chris Diaz, Fama (US) - On Me (Extended Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 5:17, MP3 13.04 Mb
Chris Diaz, Fama (US) - On Me (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 3:52, MP3 9.63 Mb
Chris Loud - Crazy Stuff (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 144, 5:10, MP3 12.70 Mb
ad.lib & silvision - Collide (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 128, 7:11, MP3 17.34 Mb

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2024.05.19 20:48 ramdytis3c Unposted Tracks - Part5 [Out 2024-05-17] [Flashmob Records]



ANT Mifsud - What Is This Place (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 122, 5:34, MP3 13.66 Mb
ARIINA - Decision (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 130, 6:20, MP3 15.44 Mb
Andrea Ricci - I Want To Dream (Extended Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 135, 4:58, MP3 12.13 Mb
Andrea Ricci - I Want To Dream (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 135, 3:03, MP3 7.55 Mb
Andrew Wooden - Nennihnwieduwillst (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 141, 6:14, MP3 15.04 Mb
Andromo, Jared Love - Crows Nest (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 127, 6:07, MP3 14.74 Mb
Andryx - Next Station (Club Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 130, 3:58, MP3 9.87 Mb
André Rech - Synthlant (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 98, 7:56, MP3 19.22 Mb
André Rech - The Rain (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 123, 5:57, MP3 14.46 Mb
Angel Bernal - Ron Coca (Freddy Flores Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 5:38, MP3 13.92 Mb
Angel Bernal - Ron Coca (Irwin Romero Remix) / Key Cm, BPM 129, 7:19, MP3 17.98 Mb
Angel Bernal - Ron Coca (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 125, 3:41, MP3 9.27 Mb
Angel Bernal - Ron Coca (Twodosis & Solorzano Remix) / Key Bm, BPM 125, 7:48, MP3 19.14 Mb
Angioma - One More Lap (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 137, 5:38, MP3 13.65 Mb
Animal Friend - Fantasy (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 121, 6:29, MP3 15.91 Mb
Animal Friend - Glorious (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 122, 6:20, MP3 15.56 Mb
Animal Friend - Joan Fire (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 110, 4:21, MP3 10.81 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Curiosity (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.15 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Curiosity (Radio Edit) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:09, MP3 5.29 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Intruder (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.18 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Intruder (Radio Edit) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:09, MP3 5.33 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Mindcontroller (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.18 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Mindcontroller (Radio Edit) / Key Abm, BPM 135, 2:09, MP3 5.33 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Screaming (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.46 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Screaming (Radio Edit) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:09, MP3 5.60 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Trepidation (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:55, MP3 7.20 Mb
Anonymus Tech - Trepidation (Radio Edit) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:09, MP3 5.34 Mb
Antes Que - Viaje Eterno (Electronico Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 122, 5:52, MP3 14.55 Mb
Antes Que - Viaje Eterno (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 116, 5:37, MP3 13.96 Mb
Antientertainers - Some Things Will Never Change (Okersounds Remix) / Key F#m, BPM 126, 8:21, MP3 20.27 Mb
Antigone - Beat The Grüv (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 147, 4:44, MP3 11.61 Mb
Antonio Gaudini - Ready Go (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 5:45, MP3 13.91 Mb
Antonio Gaudini - Techno Gaudio (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 132, 5:20, MP3 12.91 Mb
Antony Colanardi - Face Progression (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 121, 6:41, MP3 16.19 Mb
Apollo51 - Smoke (Original Mix) / Key G, BPM 128, 3:23, MP3 8.27 Mb
Ardalan - Lost Angles (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 132, 5:53, MP3 14.46 Mb
Ardalan - Love Hexagon (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 5:47, MP3 14.21 Mb
Aria Des - Mystical (Original Mix) / Key D, BPM 132, 6:24, MP3 15.64 Mb
Aria Des - Next Step (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 131, 6:34, MP3 16.07 Mb
Aria Des - Prophecy (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 131, 6:36, MP3 16.15 Mb
Arjun Vagale, Skeef Menezes - Subconscious Mind (Arjun Vagale ReWork) / Key Abm, BPM 143, 5:26, MP3 13.10 Mb
Armonica, Zamna Soundsystem, ROZYO - Summertime Sadness feat. Blu (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 124, 5:32, MP3 13.40 Mb
Arnaud Is Dancing - Shady Matrix (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 136, 7:38, MP3 18.62 Mb
Arnaud Le Texier - Temptation (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 128, 5:39, MP3 13.69 Mb
Arnold Tempo - Prana (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 115, 7:33, MP3 18.52 Mb
Arta Fact - Mystique (Original Mix) / Key Db, BPM 139, 5:07, MP3 12.53 Mb
Arthur Freedom - East (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 105, 2:12, MP3 5.51 Mb
ArthurGwo - Thinking About You (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 2:41, MP3 6.68 Mb
Ascion - Hurry (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 148, 4:18, MP3 10.74 Mb
CHRIS MØRGAN - Careless (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 143, 5:34, MP3 13.66 Mb
CID, BURNR - Turn it Up (Extended Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 130, 5:26, MP3 13.46 Mb
Chris Mantanz - Reality (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 135, 6:10, MP3 14.97 Mb
Chris Page - Used (Mattias Fridell Remix) / Key Am, BPM 127, 6:56, MP3 16.76 Mb
Christian Quast - Yeah Yeah! (Original Mix) / Key D, BPM 120, 7:12, MP3 17.56 Mb
Christian Schenck - Bold (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 6:02, MP3 14.63 Mb
Christina Novelli, Klassy Project - You're All I Want (LTN Extended Remix) / Key Fm, BPM 124, 6:28, MP3 15.68 Mb
Chukiess & Whackboi - Outta Control (Extended Mix) / Key Am, BPM 140, 3:26, MP3 8.73 Mb
Chuksie, Nusoka - Boat (Original Mix) / Key B, BPM 115, 2:41, MP3 6.56 Mb
Chuwe - Rewind (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 127, 3:20, MP3 8.22 Mb
Claas Herrmann - The Beat (Original Mix) / Key A, BPM 132, 7:16, MP3 18.02 Mb
Clara Moreno, Dong Long - Uluru (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 125, 5:32, MP3 13.57 Mb
Clara Moreno, Dong Long - Uluru (Radio Edit) / Key Em, BPM 125, 4:17, MP3 10.55 Mb
Claudio PRC - Axial (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 130, 6:35, MP3 16.04 Mb
Claudio PRC - Elliptic (Original Mix) / Key Eb, BPM 131, 7:36, MP3 18.49 Mb
Claudio PRC - Focal Zone (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 135, 5:43, MP3 13.97 Mb
Claudio PRC - Focal Zone (Oscar Mulero Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 135, 5:52, MP3 14.31 Mb
Claudio PRC - Nadir (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 142, 4:21, MP3 10.67 Mb
Claudio PRC - Zenith (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 129, 7:47, MP3 18.94 Mb
Claudio Polizzotto, Stevie Rain - Hell Raiser (BAN NOTICE Remix) / Key Em, BPM 155, 5:53, MP3 14.32 Mb
Clüb De Combat - Exciter (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 127, 4:59, MP3 12.19 Mb
Coast 2 Coast, Discovery - Home feat. Discovery (Just Frank Extended Remix) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 7:32, MP3 18.28 Mb
Cole Vassallo - Dope Deal (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 126, 6:25, MP3 15.76 Mb
Cole Vassallo - The DJ Booth (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 127, 6:10, MP3 15.19 Mb
Cole Vassallo - The Drums (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 6:13, MP3 15.31 Mb
ColorJaxx - Here For You (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 123, 5:20, MP3 13.08 Mb
ColorJaxx - Night After Night (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 123, 5:06, MP3 12.49 Mb
ColorJaxx - Tales Of Never (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 124, 5:14, MP3 12.81 Mb
ColorJaxx - There Is Something (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 124, 5:49, MP3 14.21 Mb
Conrado, MichaelBM, Timport - Pam Pam (Extended Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 5:31, MP3 13.65 Mb
Conrado, MichaelBM, Timport - Pam Pam (Radio Edit) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 3:16, MP3 8.26 Mb
Conservators - Vector 137 (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 135, 6:38, MP3 16.07 Mb
Conspiranoik - Spin Around (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 140, 5:45, MP3 14.12 Mb
Cortex Thrill - The Legacy (Lift Off Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 135, 4:36, MP3 11.70 Mb
Cortex Thrill - The Legacy (The Essence Mix) / Key G, BPM 140, 7:05, MP3 17.68 Mb
Cosmo, Leandro Da Silva - Candela (Extended Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 128, 4:31, MP3 11.13 Mb
Cosmo, Leandro Da Silva - Candela (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 128, 2:17, MP3 5.81 Mb
Cream House, Gangdoolz - All on Board (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 127, 3:35, MP3 8.85 Mb
Cressida - Cat's Claw (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 142, 4:35, MP3 11.24 Mb
Cressida - Do I Stay (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 140, 4:41, MP3 11.49 Mb
Cressida - Let The Devil In (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 147, 4:38, MP3 11.36 Mb
Cressida - Medusa (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 140, 4:48, MP3 11.76 Mb
Cressida - Radiate (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 68, 8:01, MP3 19.47 Mb
Crushted - Pulso Magnético (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 134, 5:42, MP3 13.96 Mb
Crystal Сall - Singularity (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 152, 4:52, MP3 12.06 Mb
Cubanism - Relate (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 122, 7:23, MP3 17.89 Mb
D-Push - Stereo Love (Techno Version) / Key E, BPM 160, 2:45, MP3 7.00 Mb
D-tip - 33 Traces (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 118, 4:42, MP3 11.46 Mb
D-tip - Closure (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 115, 6:45, MP3 16.38 Mb
D-tip - Dlala Wena (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 114, 5:24, MP3 13.14 Mb
D-tip - House Family (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 117, 6:10, MP3 14.99 Mb
D-tip - Mama Said (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 115, 7:43, MP3 18.70 Mb
D. Carbone - Not A Business (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 145, 5:34, MP3 13.77 Mb
D33pSoul - Alf Leila We Leila (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 124, 2:50, MP3 7.01 Mb
DAN:ROS - Do What You Want (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 128, 4:32, MP3 11.08 Mb
DARK RED - Vortex (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 124, 5:23, MP3 13.20 Mb
DEEPSTELL - On A Drift (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 124, 6:43, MP3 16.35 Mb
DHertz - Techno - Space (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 140, 3:02, MP3 7.44 Mb
DIB - Winmx 001.1 (Original Mix) / Key A, BPM 93, 5:22, MP3 13.16 Mb
DIB - Winmx 001.2 (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 93, 6:03, MP3 14.80 Mb
DIB - Winmx 001.3 (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 140, 5:36, MP3 13.71 Mb
DIB - Winmx 001.4 (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 93, 5:36, MP3 13.71 Mb
DIB - Winmx 001.5 (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 135, 5:45, MP3 14.06 Mb
DJ Baloo - Planet Namek (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 128, 6:45, MP3 16.29 Mb
DJ Baloo - Supercern (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 134, 6:27, MP3 15.57 Mb
DJ Daka - A New Order (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 136, 4:35, MP3 11.09 Mb
DJ Daka - Can't Stop (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 138, 4:45, MP3 11.49 Mb
DJ Daka - Glow (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 134, 4:14, MP3 10.25 Mb
DJ Daka - Life Without You (Original Mix) / Key B, BPM 130, 4:33, MP3 11.01 Mb
DJ Daka - Make It Happen (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 133, 4:42, MP3 11.34 Mb
DJ Daka - The Last to Leave (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 131, 5:01, MP3 12.10 Mb
DJ Focus - Another World (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 114, 5:24, MP3 13.14 Mb
DJ Hakuei - Grace (Extended Mix) / Key Em, BPM 125, 7:58, MP3 19.36 Mb
DJ Ibanez - No Stressing (Extended Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 123, 6:03, MP3 14.97 Mb
DJ Ibanez - No Stressing (Sebb Junior Extended Remix) / Key Dm, BPM 124, 5:45, MP3 14.25 Mb
DJ Juanito - Sometimes (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 3:19, MP3 8.43 Mb
DJ LC, DJ Huguito - Que Lindo (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 4:10, MP3 10.28 Mb
DJ Leoni, Deep Surr - Vertigo (MeckaMacke Remix) / Key Am, BPM 120, 6:08, MP3 14.94 Mb
DJ MELTED - The Question (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 130, 5:34, MP3 13.52 Mb
DJ Mosh, Just Roi - Telephona (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 128, 3:41, MP3 8.98 Mb
DJ NaGrim - Perfect Climax (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 140, 3:46, MP3 9.30 Mb
DJ Nanni - Keyboard Strong (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 136, 7:42, MP3 18.57 Mb
DJ PP, Jack Mood - Revolver (Rework 2024) / Key Em, BPM 124, 5:33, MP3 13.70 Mb
DJ Phantom 7 - In Love (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 138, 3:10, MP3 7.89 Mb
DJ Phantom 7 - Klangraum 9 (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 131, 3:38, MP3 9.25 Mb
DJ Phantom 7 - Love Play (Original Mix) / Key A, BPM 138, 3:17, MP3 8.25 Mb
DJ Phantom 7 - Space on Ship (Original Mix) / Key D, BPM 138, 3:32, MP3 9.12 Mb
DJ Phantom 7 - The Tone Rider (Original Mix) / Key C, BPM 131, 3:13, MP3 8.11 Mb
DJ Pondy - Feel Good (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 125, 5:07, MP3 12.85 Mb
DJ Prophet - The Edge (Extended Mix) / Key Eb, BPM 130, 3:27, MP3 8.57 Mb
DJ S.K.T, Leo Leone - Losing My Mind (Extended Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 127, 5:02, MP3 12.26 Mb
DJ SETT - Take A Step Back (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 128, 4:45, MP3 11.63 Mb
DJ Shinsuke ! - World Wireless System (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 140, 4:50, MP3 11.82 Mb
DJ Steaw - Don't Care (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 125, 7:12, MP3 17.58 Mb
DJ Steaw - Northern Line (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 126, 7:24, MP3 18.05 Mb
DJ Tragik, MM2BE - Berlin - Mitte (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 5:22, MP3 13.07 Mb
DJ Wawa - Zaha (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 133, 5:00, MP3 12.44 Mb
DJ93 - No Words (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 125, 2:20, MP3 5.98 Mb
DJMarz - I Need You (Halley Seidel Remix) / Key Bm, BPM 138, 6:13, MP3 15.17 Mb
DJMarz - I Need You (Keith Forrester Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 122, 7:03, MP3 17.17 Mb
Dabincicode - Togheter One Time (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 113, 5:44, MP3 14.00 Mb
Dalex (MX) - Ella Quiere (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 126, 6:44, MP3 16.57 Mb
Dalex (MX) - We Like To Party (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 6:04, MP3 14.97 Mb
Dalle - No Rules (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 127, 6:35, MP3 16.26 Mb
Dalle - Want Some (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 6:15, MP3 15.48 Mb
Dalva - Crush (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 130, 6:58, MP3 16.94 Mb
Dalva - Like Dat (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 5:38, MP3 13.74 Mb
Damekuta, Kymaera Hybrid Orchestra - ÆQUINOX (Tali Freaks Remix) / Key Em, BPM 123, 7:20, MP3 17.86 Mb
Dan Bay - In Love With Julie (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 120, 7:26, MP3 18.20 Mb
Dana Tronic - Mischkonsum (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 135, 4:48, MP3 11.71 Mb
Dani Labb - I Saw U (Sociedad Anónima Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 150, 4:50, MP3 12.02 Mb
Dani Sbert - Alchemy (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 140, 5:46, MP3 14.24 Mb
Dani Sbert - Chrome (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 136, 6:09, MP3 15.14 Mb
Daniel Aguilar (ES) - Rise Me High (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 129, 5:30, MP3 13.33 Mb
Daniel Bigler - Dub Vibes (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 123, 5:25, MP3 13.13 Mb
Daniel Natola - Give It Up (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:12, MP3 15.31 Mb
Daniel Orpi - Get Some (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 128, 6:02, MP3 14.70 Mb
Daniele Busciala - Touch Me (Deep House Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 124, 6:23, MP3 15.55 Mb
Daniele Busciala - Touch Me (Soulful Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 124, 6:27, MP3 15.73 Mb
Daniele Busciala - Vibes Of Life (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 125, 6:38, MP3 16.07 Mb
Danny Gilligan - Scarface (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 132, 6:22, MP3 15.58 Mb
Danny Kush - My Heart (Original Mix) / Key Eb, BPM 126, 5:40, MP3 13.86 Mb
Danny Samaei - Wheaties (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 129, 5:27, MP3 13.38 Mb
Danny Serrano - Feelings (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 125, 6:11, MP3 15.07 Mb
Dario Nunez, Javi Palmero - That's It (Original mix) / Key Gm, BPM 125, 5:05, MP3 12.57 Mb
Dark Room Robot - Hands up Drop Thing (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 136, 5:27, MP3 13.20 Mb
Darkskye - War Cry (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 130, 6:17, MP3 15.43 Mb
Dave Wincent - The Tip Of My Tongue (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 138, 5:11, MP3 12.49 Mb
David Graves - Touch Blurred (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 125, 3:35, MP3 8.97 Mb
David Moleon - Soma (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 142, 7:04, MP3 17.01 Mb
David Moleon - Tribal Hunt (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 140, 6:57, MP3 16.70 Mb
David Zylberman - Everybody Loves The Sunshine (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 123, 4:32, MP3 11.01 Mb
Davide Mentesana - Kinder (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 129, 6:57, MP3 17.11 Mb
Davide Mentesana - Watch Me Dance (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 127, 6:48, MP3 16.77 Mb
Davix Project, Thalatta Alternaif - Arabian Phoenix feat. Thalatta Alternaif (Extended Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 124, 6:28, MP3 15.75 Mb
Deep Silencio - Only Now (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 104, 5:21, MP3 13.15 Mb
DeepX, Moostafa - 21 (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 100, 3:04, MP3 7.62 Mb
Deepbass - Tempest (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 129, 6:12, MP3 14.99 Mb
Deepchild - Darker Arts (Original Mix) / Key A, BPM 130, 5:14, MP3 12.58 Mb
Deepchild - To The Sea (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 140, 5:56, MP3 14.24 Mb
Dekcr - We Live (Original Mix) / Key G, BPM 135, 5:41, MP3 13.91 Mb
Demarkus Lewis - Finger Roll (Carlo Caldareri Groovin Remix) / Key Bm, BPM 126, 5:35, MP3 13.79 Mb
Denis Ago - Keep Move (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 129, 5:57, MP3 14.63 Mb
Dennis Engelhardt - You Take Me Back (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 132, 5:50, MP3 14.12 Mb
Denny Emile - Afterdusk (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 142, 6:10, MP3 15.19 Mb
Denny Emile - Frequency (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 130, 5:43, MP3 14.13 Mb
Denny Emile - Hivemind (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 142, 5:27, MP3 13.49 Mb
Denny Kay - Sibilant April (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 126, 7:49, MP3 19.21 Mb
Derizion - The Rules (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 150, 2:27, MP3 6.12 Mb
Dersu, Gercek Dorman - Out of Control (Original Mix) / Key E, BPM 123, 3:54, MP3 9.62 Mb
Destro 187 - We Always Got Guns (El Brujo Remix) / Key Am, BPM 134, 6:20, MP3 15.30 Mb
Destro 187 - We Always Got Guns (Miss Mana Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 140, 5:33, MP3 13.40 Mb
Destro 187 - We Always Got Guns (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 134, 5:31, MP3 13.32 Mb
Destro 187 - We Always Got Guns (Tom DM Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 134, 5:17, MP3 12.78 Mb
Destro 187 - We Always Got Guns (Waffensupermarkt Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 142, 7:37, MP3 18.38 Mb
Deton-8 - Armageddon (Original New Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 135, 5:52, MP3 14.43 Mb
Detroit 95 Project - Bring Me the Horizon (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 132, 3:56, MP3 9.75 Mb
Devin, Emi Navarro - next to you (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 136, 2:10, MP3 5.51 Mb
Dhuss - Frequency (Extended Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 125, 6:55, MP3 16.97 Mb
Diego Burroni - No way to be happy (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 125, 8:15, MP3 20.01 Mb
Diego Burroni - So many ideas (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 122, 6:20, MP3 15.39 Mb
Diego Burroni - Thin melody (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 124, 6:15, MP3 15.18 Mb
Dinamite - Nebel (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 128, 6:27, MP3 15.60 Mb
Dinia, Lynnic, ItsArius - Why Don't You Stay (Extended Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 128, 3:31, MP3 8.65 Mb
Dinia, Lynnic, ItsArius - Why Don't You Stay (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 128, 2:38, MP3 6.52 Mb
Dis&dat - I See You Dancing (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 121, 7:24, MP3 17.93 Mb
Disastronaut - Bossa Nova Twins (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 125, 11:01, MP3 26.71 Mb
Disco Service - Dreams (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 130, 5:28, MP3 13.33 Mb
Disco Service - Frequency (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 128, 6:02, MP3 14.70 Mb
Disco Service - Speed It Up (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 136, 5:25, MP3 13.22 Mb
Discuji - It's All You (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 118, 6:47, MP3 16.70 Mb
Discuji - PR Girl (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 120, 6:27, MP3 15.91 Mb
Discuji - Simulacra (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 120, 5:10, MP3 12.83 Mb
Discuji - Starscape '01 (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 118, 5:22, MP3 13.30 Mb
Discuji - The Internet is a Virus (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 5:47, MP3 14.30 Mb
Discuji - Worrell Park (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 120, 7:12, MP3 17.71 Mb
Discuji - Yellow Swan (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 122, 6:37, MP3 16.29 Mb
Distant People, Elisha Jay - Sweet Talk feat. Elisha Jay (Tony Deledda Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 5:26, MP3 13.22 Mb
Dj DIHNO - You Got The Move (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 116, 6:21, MP3 15.41 Mb
Dj Jedy - The Beautiful Summer (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 124, 3:28, MP3 8.62 Mb
Dj Taco - Droid 3000 (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 120, 6:45, MP3 16.40 Mb
Dj.Fili - New Wave (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 135, 6:27, MP3 15.64 Mb
Djedjotronic, Anna Lann - Consequence (Club Mix) / Key Em, BPM 140, 6:00, MP3 14.79 Mb
Djedjotronic, Anna Lann - Consequence (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 145, 4:07, MP3 10.26 Mb
FREEWILL (CA) - For You (For Me) (Club Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 4:27, MP3 11.28 Mb
FREYA (CH) - FKNG BLIND (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 146, 4:53, MP3 12.08 Mb
FTRXPRS - Clara (Original Mix) / Key C, BPM 120, 7:08, MP3 17.39 Mb
FTRXPRS - Wieso (Original Mix) / Key C, BPM 120, 8:08, MP3 19.79 Mb
Francesco Bonora, DJ Rame - Passenger 17 (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 126, 8:07, MP3 19.93 Mb
Francesco Bonora, DJ Rame - Passenger 17 (Rolando Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 84, 6:13, MP3 15.38 Mb
Francesco Bonora, DJ Rame - Passenger 17 (Terrence Parker Remix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 6:55, MP3 17.05 Mb
Frank Storm, Francis De Simone - Quarterback (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 130, 6:25, MP3 15.67 Mb
Frankyeffe, Nina De Koning - The Drums feat. Nina De Koning (Original) / Key Fm, BPM 140, 5:15, MP3 12.74 Mb
Frankys - Don't Forget (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 2:48, MP3 6.94 Mb
Fraser Rix - Aspirations (Extended Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 121, 7:59, MP3 19.33 Mb
Fraser Rix - Sapphire (Extended Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 121, 7:28, MP3 18.10 Mb
Fraser Rix - We Are Connected (Extended Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 120, 8:20, MP3 20.17 Mb
Freak The Disco - Mr. Funk (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 123, 5:20, MP3 13.24 Mb
Freak The Disco - Show Pony (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 128, 6:32, MP3 16.12 Mb
Freak The Disco - Telapathic Grafitti (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 129, 7:28, MP3 18.36 Mb
Freenzy Music - Back2Me (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 129, 5:57, MP3 14.57 Mb
Freestyle Man - Imelä Limppu (Deep Mix) / Key C, BPM 120, 6:22, MP3 15.40 Mb
Freestyle Man - Let It Roll (Helsinki 1995 Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 116, 6:55, MP3 16.74 Mb
Freestyle Man - Step Right Into To My Life (Kerma Mix) / Key Am, BPM 122, 5:29, MP3 13.30 Mb
Freydel - Mongolian Princess (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 121, 5:23, MP3 13.17 Mb
Freydel - New Pics On The Wall (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 124, 4:26, MP3 10.91 Mb
Freydel - New Thoughts (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 126, 6:24, MP3 15.60 Mb
Freydel - Summer Heat (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 126, 5:57, MP3 14.55 Mb
Frhad, Kanako - Tell Me Why (Nightcore) / Key Dbm, BPM 176, 1:53, MP3 4.84 Mb
Furkan Sert, KARNASER - Don't Be Afraid (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 115, 3:08, MP3 7.77 Mb
G. Felix, Dead Space - Good Time (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 128, 5:38, MP3 13.86 Mb
GEN33 - Dream (Original Mix) / Key Abm, BPM 129, 5:46, MP3 14.16 Mb
GOVION - The Art of Noticing (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 132, 2:57, MP3 7.31 Mb
Gallelli - Taking Off (Original Mix) / Key Em, BPM 126, 4:50, MP3 11.84 Mb
Gallelli - To The Top (Original Mix) / Key F, BPM 127, 4:21, MP3 10.69 Mb
Gama, MichaelBM, El Shick - Prendelo (FeelGood, Lucci Minati Extended Remix) / Key Bbm, BPM 130, 5:47, MP3 14.27 Mb
Gama, MichaelBM, El Shick - Prendelo (Lucas Bahr Extended Remix) / Key F#m, BPM 131, 5:52, MP3 14.46 Mb
Gama, MichaelBM, El Shick - Prendelo (Vale Extended Remix) / Key Ebm, BPM 127, 5:03, MP3 12.52 Mb
Garabal - Bom Bom (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 125, 3:02, MP3 7.63 Mb
Gaston Lopez - Intelligent Lifeforms (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 120, 6:32, MP3 15.92 Mb
Gazdabolt - Wild Foxes (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 114, 4:25, MP3 10.73 Mb
Gege - Nasty (AnDrew DeXx Remix) / Key Abm, BPM 128, 4:02, MP3 10.13 Mb
Gen2.7 - Border Crosser (Rework) / Key Cm, BPM 130, 9:01, MP3 21.79 Mb
Gen2.7 - Keep an Ey on It (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 128, 6:36, MP3 15.96 Mb
Gen2.7 - Rampage (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 130, 6:26, MP3 15.57 Mb
Gen2.7 - Sweet Darkness (Rework) / Key Abm, BPM 127, 7:20, MP3 17.76 Mb
Gerald Sanchez - Oshipa (Extended Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 124, 5:12, MP3 12.70 Mb
Gerardo - Some Of This (Mutual Dub Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 128, 7:23, MP3 18.07 Mb
Get Red - Twisted Thing (Extended Instrumental) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 4:23, MP3 11.12 Mb
Get Red - Twisted Thing (Extended) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 4:23, MP3 11.12 Mb
Get Red - Twisted Thing (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 126, 3:37, MP3 9.29 Mb
Geto Mark - Shake That (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 130, 3:57, MP3 9.83 Mb
Ghalia, Matt Steep - Hear You In Every Sound (Extended Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 123, 3:13, MP3 7.93 Mb
Ghalia, Matt Steep - Hear You In Every Sound (Original Mix) / Key Ebm, BPM 123, 2:28, MP3 6.13 Mb
GhostCode - Don't Want to Fall (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 135, 2:42, MP3 6.66 Mb
Gianni Blu, The Play, Shantal Vella - Bonita (Extended Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 128, 4:17, MP3 10.53 Mb
Gianni Junior - Shake Your Head (2024 Reload) / Key Bm, BPM 123, 5:47, MP3 14.10 Mb
Giannis Nicou - Money Bag (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 130, 2:46, MP3 6.84 Mb
Gigg Cosco, D-tip - For Granted (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 110, 6:25, MP3 15.64 Mb
Gigg Cosco, D-tip - Music Affairs (Original Mix) / Key Gm, BPM 110, 5:32, MP3 13.52 Mb
Giusepperino, Roof Rats - All About You (Original Mix) / Key Dm, BPM 128, 3:46, MP3 9.34 Mb
Goncalo M - Violent Rhythm (Original Mix) / Key Dbm, BPM 130, 7:07, MP3 17.62 Mb
Gone Rogue - Pum Pum (Original Mix) / Key Cm, BPM 134, 6:30, MP3 15.73 Mb
Gonzor - Xinyco (Original Mix) / Key F#m, BPM 126, 2:36, MP3 6.41 Mb
Grace Dahl - I'll Give You More (Original Mix) / Key Am, BPM 145, 5:07, MP3 12.51 Mb
Grandez - Mad Art (Original Mix) / Key Bm, BPM 122, 5:53, MP3 14.25 Mb
Greb Levah, HIGHTKK - Loud Enough (Techno Remix) / Key Ebm, BPM 148, 2:41, MP3 6.55 Mb
Grothers, Tansel - No One (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 120, 4:01, MP3 9.71 Mb
Ground Work - One More (Original Mix) / Key Fm, BPM 127, 6:09, MP3 14.93 Mb
apaull - Dogma(x) (Abe Duque Dog House Remix) / Key Ebm, BPM 127, 7:32, MP3 18.75 Mb
ddp - Waves, Waves (Original Mix) / Key Bbm, BPM 124, 3:14, MP3 8.17 Mb

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2024.05.19 19:06 saintgeorgette Revenge Never Smelled So Sweet

I apologize, the reason this is so long is because 1.) I suck at summarizing 2.) backstory of some sort is needed to understand this excuse of a man and/or human being. 3.) I’m not a good storyteller, but you are, Charlotte, and I know you can take this mess of info and turn it into a beautiful, long-time-coming, petty revenge story for your channel. Because what is more petty than an herbal, flowery Trojan horse no one knows about?
Cast: OP-me Swister- my older sister Mom - mine and my sister’s mom, grandmother to Trish/Patty BIL- exactly who it says, and a huge butthole. Patty/Trish - the same person, a four year old little girl, product of union between BIL and Swister.
Some (bit rambling to explain some stuff) backstory:
Last winter, to get out of the horrible, freezing, painfully striking sleet (it would not pass over our town, was just there, stuck in a vortex, for what seemed like eternity) of January in our hometown (we were always just a couple degrees away from it being snow, and quite a few times we got lots of hail, some as big as softballs, and could damage cars and punch through windshields, etc. I know this sounds like ‘The Long Winter’ by Laura Ingalls Wilder, but both me and my mom (I’m disabled and have to live with someone to help in every day life, I’m not a high school dropout living in mommy’s basement playing fortnight or assassin’s creed and have memorized cheat codes. The only video games I’ve ever played were duck hunt, which my grandpa actually got for himself bc he loved to hunt, so I only got to play it in turns with my five other cousins when we visited him); and N64’s Zelda:Ocarina of Time. I hope those titles illustrate for you the last time I played a video game. Oh! And the Oregon Trail, but I always died of some disease that doesn’t happen today or is curable with fluids, rest, and maybe some penicillin. But I digress.) but both me and my mom and my older sister (who was pregnant at the time) and BIL moved about 15 minutes down a little used two lane highway. And when my niece was born late 2019, we named her Patricia after my grandmother. (Patty or Trish for short).
My BIL claims he can smell everything ten times better than any other human, ‘probably because I’m an Alpha Male, and I need heightened senses to protect my pack, my family.’ Okay, I won’t deny he is sensitive to scent, but if his food doesn’t come out smelling right (almost always made special order bc of his ‘allergies’ (that’s what he tells the waitress; in reality, he just doesn’t want stuff he doesn’t like on his plate, and is too fucking lazy to just take the single pickle chip off the McDonald’s cheeseburger. If half of America can do it, why not him? ‘I might smell and taste it with my superhuman olfactory senses.’ He said with a very sincere, serious tone and face, like I was in special education and couldn’t understand it was 1,2,3, not 1,3,2. He is an arrogant misogynistic asshole. My sister could have done sooooooo much better. Idk y she chose him to marry (for a general idea of all what he looks like, speaks like, and sounds like (minus the slight lisp) is the video of the ‘dating coach’ who took the video in his car, opening it with ‘you do not have to accept her rejection, say things like I’m the best, why wouldn’t you want me, you should see my basement with ropes and pulleys and hooks, and do you know what a did with her that night? Well, it’s not appropriate to talk about on this platform”… yeah, that guy, except for the lisp, could be my BIL IDENTICAL twin. Anyway, now you know BIL is a creepy, asshole, bastard with no sense of boundaries or personal space, who think women are lesser than him. Moving on.
I also suffer from anxiety, insomnia, and a few other things that require me to take meds that can slow down your breathing, so if I can take care of my pain, anxiety, and insomnia without having to take a narcotic or benzo, and it works, I choose that path first. Some of these ways are ice packs, heating pads, a special herbal tea, aromatherapy, yoga, sleeping surrounded by pillows like I were in a nest, making sure to do a little bit of some exercise and always taking my daily walks (I don’t want the pain to get so bad from being sedentary I will require a wheelchair before I absolutely have to) and don’t always want to be popping clonapen or oxy or morphine all day and falling asleep, especially around my niece. I don’t want her to ever believe pills fix problems.
So to escape the horrible winter in our new home environment, my mom decided to use her saved-up reward points and book us all a ten day trip to Disney Aulani Hawaii, specifically Disney bc of my niece. My mom and I had been there before, in 2020, right when resorts opened back up at much less than capacity because of COVID rules, and we had gone for a week, so I knew they had an awesome spa I could spend my saved vacation money on.
The minute we step into our two bedroom, two full bath (each with both a shower and separate tubs!), an ok sized but capable kitchen, and a nice, big, comfy furniture filled common room/living room. All of my stuff I put in the room I’d be sharing with my mom, then took my niece to go and get her first Shirley Temple (they are a virgin cocktail I have loved as a kid, still do, that are super easy to make the ghetto way - diet 7up (diet taste better in the cocktail, idk why, it just the way the Gods have decreed it so), grenadine, and maraschino cherries (as many as you want, but kids usually get two and adults one. I think this is unfair) and tada! You have a Shirley Temple.
So I’m walking back to the room, both of us holding our reusable drink cups for our stay (if you bring the cup with you, you get any non alcoholic drink for free during your stay. Coolcool.) And I open the door and hear my mom and sister begging BIL to just stop it, let it go, just enjoy the ten days here. BIL is in MY room, going through MY things, yelling at mom and sis to leave him alone, he has to find it, it reeks, etc. I’m like, GTFO of my stuff, this is extremely violating, sister, are you not concerned and pissed he is pawing through my bra and panties right now, ‘looking for hidden pockets’?
Finally, he grabs this 15 or 20 mL vial I have, a pain relieving roll on I use for my migraines and tension headaches, about $55 after tax, not including S&H. I had left my almost empty one at home, and this was a brand new vial, safety wrapping still on. He blames me, said I was trying to ruin ‘his hard earned vacation’ (he has no job, only looks after my niece enough to feed her (most of the time) and my sister had to find a high -enough paying job so she could work from home so she could do every job like she were a single mother. The only chore he does, and only like 65% of the time (they love to eat out and/or order in) is cooking, and as much as I hate him, sometimes his dishes are good. Not phenomenal, like he practically requires everyone to praise it as, even if he just added sage basil and oregano to a frozen pizza.
So I ask, “how the hell can you smell that? There is the outer plastic seal and the inner lid seal?” And he goes off on being an Alpha Males and olfactory nonsense. Then he takes the vial and runs out of the room with it. He takes it to a housekeeping services cart several doors down and spikes I into her trash can, which by the thunk sound the vial made told me not only was her trash nearly or almost nearly empty, and that he had broken and wasted a valuable medical tool because he is batshit crazy and doesn’t see me as a person outside of how I interact with his everyday life, like I’m a NPC who doesn’t exist or say anything until a real person player comes into my field of awareness. He pawed through every item I owned, including underwear and opening my tampons one to sniff (I especially bought no scented for this trip, and he went and ruined a whole box of them (I’m not putting a previously opened and practically stuck up my BIL’s nose tampons! It’s not just unsanitary, it’s gross on so many levels! I also save up what little money I have leftover from my SSDI monthly checks, so over several months, I had saved up to buy that, bc it worked where others just smelled good but didn’t take the tension headache or migraine away. He has never had to pay for things with his own money, so has no concept of it, of saving money, of worth.
I stewed and stewed and I knew I had to be as petty as possible and still not get caught. I was still thinking these thoughts on our third to last day while I got an unusual massage at the Aulani spa. First is usual deep tissue massage, but then they rub your back and skin with tingly oils and take what looks like the contents of a bag of tea (very heady and fragrant in that small room) and rub it all over you, wrap you up for 15 min, scrape it off you, also taking excess body oil and dead skin cells with it as it goes. And then, smelling all those wonderful scents, I had a genius thought. As she scraped the herbs and stuff off my skin into a bowl, I asked for a to go bag for the herbs, and pretended I wanted to put them in a foot bath I was giving myself tonight in my room. Shockingly, they agreed, and gave me all the scrapings, herbs, essential &body oils, and dead skin cells, in a linen drawstring bag they said I could just toss the whole bag into the hot water.
Now, when I travel, I always pack duct tape in my checked baggage. To make sure shampoo, conditioner, lotion, stuff like that, wet and messy? So it will stay in the bottle with the top duct taped both on shut and to the top of the bottle. Nobody was in the room; they were taking a hike my physical disabilities made very challenging (like an 7-8/10 for me, and a 3.4.5/10 for them) over broken terrain and off trail a bit to climb to a waterfall, so I had said ‘I’m going to the spa. Peace!’ So nobody was back from the hike yet, but I had no idea when they would be, so I acted fast. I grabbed my duct tape and went into sister and BIL’s room and squished and squiggled my way as far under the bed as I could, an duct taped the linen bag of herbs and scrapings right under where he would lay his head to rest at night (according to his ‘Alpha Wolf’ status, he was always on the side of the bed between the door and the rest of his collectables in his room.
We had that day, two more days, and three nights left. BIL did not sleep a wink during that entire time - he had housekeeping change the bedding (including duvets and their covers) several times in that small frame of time, and demanded of my mom to rent him (on my moms dime, not this 40 y o mans money, the mooching leach, but her carefully budgeted money and visa card points hoarded over years.) his own, just perfectly sanitized room, obviously something had been left here by a former guest that was rotting. Finally, FINALLY my mom and sister had HAD IT. He whined and moaned more than my four yo niece. They finally ripped him a new one, saying he had been acting like an entitled baby man with delusions he is more important than he is, that we as women should fawn over him, and that he had already ruined all of ours, but especially my vacation by tossing my personal property and screaming at me for wearing perfume when I didn't even pack any. At one point I even piped up, ‘I didn’t put up with my father treating me like this, what makes you think I’m gonna take it from you?’ (AN/OP: my father abused me and mom and sister our whole lives. Lots of verbal, emotional, psychological abuse. Sister had it pretty literally; mom had it worst. But when my dad had 100% custody of me at beginning of divorce, my sister went away to college and moved out within the following two weeks, and I was his sole remaining target. For three years straight. Other, even more horrible disgusting things he did to me I’ve only just started to talk about, and don’t want my whole life blasted online while I deal.
So i got my silent, sweet-smelling revenge. For those 3 days and 3 nights, he didn't sleep a wink, which meant he couldn't keep his 'good guy' image up, and everyone saw how he treats me, and I'm no longer a liaexaggerating. I hope some act of God, or him driving around while completely wasted, as he does every single freaking day. He a waste of space, a waste of oxygen.
Again, the reason this is so long is because 1.) I suck at summarizing 2.) backstory of some sort was needed 3.) I’m not a good storyteller, but you are, Charlotte, and I know you can take this mess of info and turn it into a beautiful, long-time-coming, petty revenge story for your channel. Because what is more petty than an herbal, flowery Trojan horse type thing?
PS: he never did repay me for the OVER $300 worth of MY STUFF he upped and just tossed, or first broke then tossed, because it either offended his nose or him, personally, even though he begrudgingly promised to do so, and my sister promised he would. I only had like a 10% belief he would, but he has no money of his own, how was he gonna do that? Yes, I admit, I keep a record of anything I hear about him doing something negative, so one day if my sister even starts to consider divorce, I can whip out journal/notebook and show her his patterns, and he has always been this way, and he won’t ever change.
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2024.05.19 18:16 zeeloo99 Yakuza 5: A Mega Big Ole Review/Summary for a Big Ole Game! Part 2.

If you're curious about my thoughts on previous Yakuza games, here are my much shorter (except for 4, thats pretty long too) reviews for Kiwami 1, Kiwami 2, Yakuza 3 (Remastered), and Yakuza 4 (Remastered).
This is a Part 2 to my Mega big Yakuza 5 review. In the first part I covered the plot and it was absurdly long because I am psychotic. If you want to read that you can read it here: https://www.reddit.com/yakuzagames/comments/1cvry2x/yakuza_5_a_mega_big_ole_reviewsummary_for_a_big/
Combat and Gameplay: I generally felt Y5 was a bit of a step down in gameplay compared to Y4 sometimes. I think Saejima was way more bearable to use in Y5 but I generally found the combat to just be less? fun? it felt a little bland. Kiryu felt much slower for some reason. Akiyama still felt great to use and at times a little better. Shinada's combat style was not my cup of tea. I can respect a characters combat relying on weapons but his felt repetitve and honestly the weapon to bare handed combat for him didn't feel good either way. Haruka's was great though obviously. I never felt such joy or excitement then when I first started the dancing gameplay in Y5.
The upgrade system was lame I did not enjoy it, I ended up just keeping on auto upgrade so I didnt have to bother. It felt like a downgrade back to Y3.
This game was mostly really easy, granted I do play on easy because I happen to be a shame to the video game community, but I very nearly turned it to normal many times. Haruka's dance stuff was so fun I actually did try it on every difficulty mode, hard mode was so fun!
As sure as random combat encounters are in the streets of Yakuza, my complaining about these encounters after every review is just as, if not more expected. Yeah obviously the mugging in this game was excessive for me. I went everywhere by taxi just to avoid getting attacked a billion times on one street. And it is kind of at it's worst in this game not just because of how often you're getting attacked but also because of the battle fields. At first I was pretty excited because the space you can fight was so large I incorrectly assumed you could just leave the fight, wrong. While a bigger battle space sounds better on paper, it's actually a horrible idea. I cant tell you how many times I would have finished fighting three of the goons but the fight wouldnt finish because there was two more hiding AROUND THE DAMN BLOCK. It was so irritating. They did take a step in the right direction by letting Kiryu have a ward off bracelet that kept the attacks mostly at bay, it was so nice I wish other games did that in case you want to just walk around for a change or better yet the rest of this one! Because as far as I could tell none of the others had similar items, and the mugging was at it's worse with Saejima in his city enviroment. It HAD to be bugged with the amount of times i'd get attacked in that area, I probably fought more people there in the brief stint I was there compared to all of Shinada's area. So basically yeah I hate the random fight encounters and it is always one of my main complaints with these games.
I liked the tower sweeps in this game, but the one you do as Kiryu near the end of his section had a horrible situation that I have to complain about, mostly because i'm an idiot. There's an area midway through the sweep where the doorway is lit on fire. Me being the genius I am, I grab the fire extinguisher, point it at the fire, and simply throw the whole thing into the flames. Cue the next 20 mintues being me panic running and collapsing into the fire trying to get the extinguisher :(.
Side Stories
Yeah so this game on top of its massive plot and its many new areas, also added on entire side stories for each character! I'll go through and talk about my experience with each one.
Kiryu: The Taxi Driver
Oh My God. This did NOT have to be as fun as it was. I was amazed that Kiryu even knew how to drive let alone was this good of a driver. So there are three types of missions you can get with this, Racing, Taxi driving where you drive, and taxi driving where you talk. I did literally every possible thing you could in this side story. The racing is a ton of fun, there is a bit of a plot to it that basically consists of batting a rival gang of street racers and leads into your taxi boss's trauma and whatever, I didn't really care for the plot but all the gameplay was stellar. I found the missions with just the conversations to be a bit boring, but my favorite was actually doing my job and driving people to their destinations. What a blast.
Saejima: The Hunter
Okay now I can talk about the bear plot. Saejima's side story is massive and I did love it. I wont go through and summarize the whole thing but Saejima basically stays in the village with the old man who saved him from that big bear he beat up and dedicates himself to finding the bear and hunting it to help the old man and the village. There's lots of ups and downs and twists and turns and I really enjoyed it! I liked the twist that the old man was an escaped convict/former hitman as well.
As for how the gameplay of this sidestory works, basically you go to the mountain and do hunting. You lay traps, shoot animals, etc. As you work through the plot you have more acess to higher parts of the mountain. I can definitely see this gameplay not being it for some people, but I actually really enjoyed it! I do have some complaints tho, I really wish you didn't have to start all the way at the bottom of the mountain everytime, or ESPECIALLY have to walk all the way back down when you're ready to leave. I had hoped those shacks you built would serve as fast travel spots but nope. Also the gameplay is a bit clunky here, I love clunkiness so it isn't a big deal but the male deer charging at me no matter what everytime got hella irritating. Also I was stupid during one of the evil bear encounters and when I was supposed to run I stayed and thought I was supposed to fight him and I sat there fighting for my life for literally thirty minutes before I was like "hmmm whats taking so long?" Anyways I did like it and did literally every mission I could except one lousy mushroom quest because I rage quit it.
Haruka: She's an idol or whatever
Yeah this is the best one. There's not much of a seperate plot here as it basically directly ties into her main plot but it mostly consists of her doing idol activities in preperation for each level of the Princess League competition and eventually her debut.
There are lots of different types of games here. There are actual performances which duh they're amazing. There's dance battles or solo battles where you basically do a dance battle...alone? those are also always fun. There are handshake events which took awhile for me to get the hang of, I think they needed way better directions to be honest but once I figured it out it was alot of fun. There are interviews, these are fine except I hate that they make me answer under a time limit STRESS. There's TV appearances, these range from going on a comedian interview show where you have to answer questions then do quick time events, to running ?, to doing various yakuza mini games like pool or air hockey and more. The running show was so weird, the producer was always like creepy as hell and I really dont get what the point of that show was. The minigame shows varied on fun depending on if I liked the minigame.
Now dear reader, I know what you've been wondering this whole time, youve been BEGGING to hear. What is Alex's Haruka song ranking? Im so glad you asked.
So not including the dance battle songs cuz duh she doenst even sing them but I do like "Like a Arabesque" the most out of those.
  1. So Much More: Like obviously right? This is the greatest song of all time! I should be studied next to Bohemian Rhapsody, Nessun Dorma, and Moonlight Sonata.
  2. Dream: Technically a dreamline song but who cares. This shit made me CRY. The lyrics are ssoooooooooooo goddamn.
  3. Because I Have You: This might be a hot take because I do think's it's less well made then Lonliness Loop, but I still would just rather listen to this. It's a jam, SUE ME.
  4. Lonliness Loop: Honestly not a bad song either, I just find it to be thematically the weakest as well as feeling a little awkward execution wise. Still a jam tho!
What are YOUR song rankings?
I also like that the songs some what reflect Haruka's state of mind at the time of her performing them. At the time of So Much More she is just really excited for her career and incredibly optimistic. Then during Lonliness Loop she's generally dealing with the heaviness of her career and isolation of it and if I remember correctly, Park had just died when she went on to perform it. Then Because I Have You is building up to the eventual decision Haruka will end up making at the end, she's realizing how much she misses her family but her dream is still ahead of her, just super duper close. Lastly Dream, the tear jerker, and tragically not on the OST, is about Haruka's dream finally cultivating. She is in this moment achieving her dream, but she's thinking of her family and is grateful to them for supporting her this way. THIS SONG IS FOR KIRYU. Like bro, amazing.
Shinada: Baseball
Anyways lets talk about baseball. I didn't love it. At first I kind of did because I was like omg thank god baseball is way easier in this game if I'm going to be expected to do it way more often. But omg bro its TOO easy. It's just boring man. There's no room for anything interesting or diverging about it. Kiryu's could be pretty repetitive as it's just driving but they offer three different types of driving games within it, Shinada's is just a bunch of the same hitting the baseball game. Granted I liked the little story with him helping the little boy be a good pitcher. I found the main story within it really boring? I struggled to pay attention but the ending to it was cute. Yeah I guess I just dont have as much to say with this side story. I did most of it too, I think I missed one baseball mission? I did enjoy the coach missions that he sends you on for training. Well most of them...THAT UFO ONE WAS EVIL. I've never seen a machine make you get a stick in a tiny hole (thats what she sai-) before as the goal to get your prize like WHAT?
Side stories final thoughts: And thats the side stories! They were alot of fun (mostly) I wish Akiyama got a side story :(. I can't think of what they'd give him to do but I would take literally anything. Any potential side story ideas for him?
Substories
My god I did like 95% of the substories. I did SO many.
Kiryu had a really good lineup of substories. My favorite was EASILY "From a far-off land" I cried so hard doing it bro. Basically Kiryu thinks of his kids during Christmas time and he sends money to each of them so they can get what they want for Christmas. Thing is he thought alot about each of them, it wasnt him just throwing twenty bucks per kid at them through the ATM, no, he sat there and was like "Well Shiro would really like this book, I think it costs about this much so I'll send around this much to cover it" But he does it with ALL OF THEM and its so stinkin cute I disintigrated. My second favorite goes to "The other Haruka" as you can imagine anything reminding me of the kids will be my favorite. This one is good for obvious reasons. As for a weaker substory, I really didnt care for "A knock on the door" Honorable mention to the series of substories with Yuya in them! This game was tragically the only one that didn't have Kazuki in it at all.
Saejima's were the weakest and here's why. Because you only get one chapter in his city area, all of them are incredibly fast. One of them is literally just briefly talking to a guy like ???. He does also have several substories on the mountain but they're more related to his side story so I dont really count them. Anyways, my favorite of his was easily "The Little Match Girl" I CRIED, listen im a sucker for the little match girl story and this was just really adorable. I also loved the substory where he dressed as Santa and had to escape a bunch of kids. His worst is probably that one where he just talks to that guy called "Snow Festival Performer". Mostly to set up the revelation.
Haruka wise, I liked any of her substories where she hung out with Akari, but my favorite overall was probably the one where she does the Okinawa magazine interview it was so cute and it made me wanna cri. Least favorite wise, I hated "starbound" it just felt meanspirited. Haha she's fat, grow up.
Akiyama had alot of fun ones. The best probably being either of the two where he DOES A DANCE BATTLE. It was fucking amazing. I also really enjoyed the "Quirky Idol" substory. I did not like "giving up on a dream" Akiyama was once again being mega weird and creepy, I hated that.
Shinada is much better in his substories then he is normally. My favorite's were "Daddy Papa" and "The Scoop Photo", that guy had crazy hair. I did not like the store clerk one because I am incapable of math.
And thats the substories! There's also the Tatsuya quests. Although I like Tatsuya and I made sure to do all of them, I don't think this was well executed. They dont feel very rewarding and taking Tatsuya to the resturaunts is really awkward, I wish they added like mini cutscenes of dialogue where each person got to know Tatsuya with every resturaunt encounter or something. But it wasn't that bad I hope I see him again.
As for the revelations, I am a huge fan of revelations in the Yakuza games. They cut back on them alot in this one sadly but at least we still got some. Also I know there were weapon revelations but I somehow found none of them so Im going to just talk about the normal ones. Well, more like rank them.
Saejima: This was funny in a looney tunes way, I loved it.
Haruka: Okay I hated the substory starbound but this was so stupid I couldn't help but lose it while watching.
Shinada: This was just really cool.
Akiyama: I can respect that performance
Kiryu: Althought I like the guy and respect the situation, the revelation in itself wasn't super memorable.
There you have it!
Lastly, the settings.
Yakuza 5 is wild because every character (except Akiyama) got their own unique area in the game, plus there is also Kamurocho. Saejima actually got TWO if not three if you count the prison. I found Kiryu's to be really lovely, it's probably my favorite honestly, at least out of the new ones. I felt like I really got a good feel of the place and it had such a relaxing atmosphere. Because of the slow nature of this part of the game, it really had time to develop a unique identity especially because Kiryu was so familiar with the locals. The mountain was a better setting for Saejima, I wish they just expanded the mountain rather then have him go to the city. Saejima's city, While I thought this area was my favorite beauty wise. we aren't there long enough and it feels to restrictive on where we can go. Satenbori felt like coming home and it was SO lovely and nice just like I remembered, no notes. Shinada's lacked alot of character. I actually thought it was Kamurocho for way too long because it looks so similar to it. Granted I get Japan can't look too different from well, Japan, it just struggled to stick out in my mind. It's unique feature was the large park area and that was pretty cool but I like never went over there. Lastly, Karmurocho is as lovely as ever, im amazed they still let me go underground even though we barely spend any time in the city, like there was no need for them to let me but they did and I appreciate it. Goodbye intricate rooftop access though, you will be missed. The Kamurocho hills additon made the whole place feel quite unfamiliar honestly. It was a strange feeling walking around it but I still thought it was pretty cool!
Did anyone have a favorite city we visited?
And that concludes my Yakuza 5 ramblings about everything other then the plot. If you read this AND part 1, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. Im excited to discuss this game with people because I loved it alot! Feel free to comment on either post if you want to, otherwise I'll finally shut up.
8/10
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2024.05.19 17:32 Automatic-Cell1244 Ivy chances (specifically Cornell)

Hey all, I've seen a bunch of these posts before and I'd like to see what yall think about my chances at an ivy; in aiming more for Cornell College of Engineering. Stats below :]
GPA: UW 3.922 // W 4.415 SAT: 1370 (650 R&W 720 Math) didn't work for SAT 6 APs (only took ones relevant to my interests including physics, calculus BC, biology, etc)
Awards: ISR NROTC Scholarship recipient- 1 of 4 in MD, VA, D.C. area
Student of the year freshman year
Health Student of the year sophomore year
National Anatomage Tournament qualifier (regional winner on a team)
Recognition from Congresswoman Abigail Spanberger
ECs: President of HOSA; organized a spring leadership conference at local hospital free of charge to any health students in the area (200+ attendance) + first year competition and qualifying through HOSA for a national competition
1st alto sax 4 consecutive years in HS wind ensemble; 1st alto sax in county 3 consecutive years; 2nd alto district 2 consecutive years and state alto
1st alto sax Mid-Atlantic band, JMU honor band, CNU honor band
Head Lifeguard 3 years
CPBLS instructor at Mary Washington Healthcare system
Math/ science tutor (calc, bio, chem) and sax lesson instructor
200+ volunteer hours with Marines/other organizations
Varsity swimming 3 years (district champs 2 consecutive years)
Varsity Cross Country 2 years (individual awards)
Travel baseball regional champs (2 times 1st once 2nd)
LORs: Retired NASA analyst/ mathematical professor Health and Medical Sciences teache HOSA advisor (club) Saxophone professor currently studying in Paris, France
With this info I'd love to hear what yall think my chances are. I'd love to attend Cornell CoE for BME, but I'd also love feedback for T20s such as ivy league universities. If you need anymore info just ask
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2024.05.19 17:16 chrisdub84 Software for making good notes/materials? (Math especially)

I teach high school math and I tend to be pretty picky about my materials, to the point where I like to make my own. But I absolutely hate using most word processors, even with plug-ins, for writing out equations, tables, or graphs (if you even have the option). So I end up making and copying some hand-written notes and materials because I can make them exactly the way I want without spending as much time.
I would like to make some things that are a bit more polished though and don't look so homemade. I have seen what other teachers have created, so I know there must be a way.
Teachers who make great worksheets or notes, how do you do it? Are there software packages or sites you find both efficient to use and look nice? Copying and pasting a graph from Desmos looks very sad, for example. I'm teaching up to Calculus, so I need something that handles all of the math symbols.
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2024.05.19 15:31 Automatic-Cell1244 Chance me for ivies (specifically Cornell)

Hey all, I've seen a bunch of these posts before and I'd like to see what yall think about my chances at an ivy; in aiming more for Cornell College of Engineering. Stats below :]
GPA: UW 3.922 // W 4.415 SAT: 1370 (650 R&W 720 Math) didn't work for SAT 6 APs (only took ones relevant to my interests including physics, calculus BC, biology, etc)
Awards: ISR NROTC Scholarship recipient- 1 of 4 in MD, VA, D.C. area // Student of the year freshman year // Health Student of the year sophomore year // National Anatomage Tournament qualifier (regional winner on a team) // Recognition from Congresswoman Abigail Spanberger //
ECs: President of HOSA; organized a spring leadership conference at local hospital free of charge to any health students in the area (200+ attendance) + first year competition and qualifying through HOSA for a national competition // 1st alto sax 4 consecutive years in HS wind ensemble; 1st alto sax in county 3 consecutive years; 2nd alto district 2 consecutive years and state alto // 1st alto sax Mid-Atlantic band, JMU honor band, CNU honor band // Head Lifeguard 3 years // CPBLS instructor at Mary Washington Healthcare system // Math/ science tutor (calc, bio, chem) and sax lesson instructor // 200+ volunteer hours with Marines/other organizations // Varsity swimming 3 years (district champs 2 consecutive years) // Varsity Cross Country 2 years (individual awards) // Travel baseball regional champs (2 times 1st once 2nd)
LORs: Retired NASA analyst/ mathematical professor Health and Medical Sciences teache HOSA advisor (club) Saxophone professor currently studying in Paris, France
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2024.05.19 15:01 ibid-11962 Writing and Publishing Eragon [Post Murtagh Christopher Paolini Q&A Wrap Up #6]

As discussed in the first post, this is my ongoing compilation of the remaining questions Christopher has answered online between August 1st 2023 and April 30th 2024 which I've not already covered in other compilations.
As always, questions are sorted by topic, and each Q&A is annotated with a bracketed source number. Links to every source used and to the other parts of this compilation will be provided in a comment below.
The previous post focused on details about the writing of Murtagh. This installment will focus on The Writing and Publication of Eragon, including the early abandoned starts and drafts the preceded the self-published version and Christopher's journey towards getting traditionally published. In this post the topics are arranged in almost a chronological order. The next post will focus on the writing of the Fractalverse, and so will be posted on /Fractalverse.

Writing and Publishing Eragon

The Original Idea
[When I start to write a new book] I have an image. There’s always a strong emotional component to the image, and it’s that emotion that I want to convey to readers. Everything I do after that, all of the worldbuilding, plotting, characterization, writing, and editing—all of it—is done with the goal of evoking the desired reaction from readers. In the case of the Inheritance Cycle, the image was that of a young man finding a dragon egg (and later having the dragon as a friend). [10]
Who's your favorite character to write? Well, for me, it's the dragon Saphira. She's the reason I got into writing a dragon. She came first? She came before Eragon? Like she was the catalyst? The relationship came first, her and Eragon. [33]
I was specifically inspired by a YA book called Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher by Bruce Coville, which is a delightful book. I just loved that idea so much of finding a dragon egg, I was like, "Well, what sort of a world would a dragon come from?" And I knew I wanted the sort of bond between rider and dragon that Anne McCaffrey had, but I wanted the intelligence of the dragons that you find elsewhere, and the language and the magic. And I wanted sparkly scales because it just seemed like dragons are fabulous creatures and they ought to have sparkly scales. That's the fun thing about writing your own books. You can make them exactly the way you want to make them, and hopefully then that appeals to the audience as well. [30]
All of that kind of was swirling around in my head, and I wanted to write about dragons in a way that kind of combined a lot of elements in a way that, "I like this", and "I like this piece", and "I like this piece", but I kind of wanted to have all these different pieces in one type of dragon, and no one had quite done it exactly the way I wanted. [30]
I live in Montana, and our library is an old Carnegie or Rockefeller library, and especially back in the 90s, it didn't have that many books. So once I read all the fantasy in the library, I thought I had read all the fantasy there was to read. Because I was not the smartest kid in the world sometimes. And I kind of thought, "Well, it's the library. They have all the books that exist, right? All the books that matter are in the library." And I really had no idea what to read after that. So I decided to start writing myself and to try and write the sort of story that I would enjoy reading. And of course, what I enjoyed reading was books about flying on dragons and fighting monsters and having adventures. [35]
Reading and literature was always important in our family. My father's mother was a professor of comparative literature and wrote books on Dante and all sorts of stuff like that. Was the myths and folklore part of your life at this time? Yes, but I should clarify that it wasn't formally introduced to me. It was in the house. People weren't wandering around talking about. It was just like the Aeneid is sitting on the shelf. I would go read things. I have a great uncle. He's 90 now, my mother's uncle. Guy is still sharp as a tack. It's amazing. But he gave me a set of cassette tapes of Joseph Campbell, who did Hero of a Thousand Faces. So that was my exposure to his theories of the monomyth and the eternal hero and all sorts of things like that. That got me very much interested in and thinking about the origins of the fantasy that I was reading because I was reading Tolkien and David Eddings and Anne McCaffrey and Raymond Feist and Jane Yolan and Andre Norton and Brian Jaques, and all of these you know authors who were popular at the time. I was very curious where does this come from. Tolkien, of course, felt like sort of the origin in a lot of cases but then I was discovering that, there are earlier stories that even Tolkien was drawing from. That was really a revelation to me. I really sort of got enamored with it. A lot of fantasy is nostalgic and that appealed to me because I was homeschooled and my family didn't really have a lot of relatives in the area, so I felt very unmoored from the rest of society. I think I was looking for a sense of tradition or continuity with the past and fantasy helped provide that. That's an incredibly articulate thought for a 15-year-old author. Or has that come with age? No, it was something I was feeling at the time. You were conscious of it at the time? Well, listening to the Joseph Campbell stuff, I was looking: Where are our coming of age traditions? Where is the great quest to go on to prove yourself as a young adult, as a man? Where's the great adventure? What do I do in life? Those are all things that are part of the adolescent experience and always have been which is why so many mythic stories about coming of age deal with those questions. I think it's a universal thing. That's why Harry Potter, Eragon, Twilight, all of these have appealed so much because they deal with adolescence. They deal with finding your place in the world as an adult when you're starting as a young adult or a child. [28]
What games have taught you to be a better writer either in creating characters or worldbuilding or plotting even? All of my gaming experience was computer games, video games. One that had a huge influence on me was the old Myst series. Personally I love solving puzzles, so that's the first thing. And also the concept of the series, especially with the second game, Riven, it's all based around people writing books that create new worlds. And you get to go in them and solve puzzles and understand how that world works. And that just tickled every single part of my brain back in the day. Now, I'm going to be slightly unkind here, and I apologize if the author [David Wingrove] is listening to this, but there were a couple of novels based off of Myst. And I was such a fan of the series that I got the books, and I started reading them. And my first thought was, "I could do better than this." And so I decided to rewrite the first Myst novel. And I created a document in MS Word, and I got exactly three sentences into my rewrite. And I thought to myself, "okay, I think I can do this, but I could never sell it. So I better go write something of my own." And the next thing I did was Eragon. So video games kind of had a direct influence on me writing. But actually reading something that I felt was not particularly successful was such an inspiration. Because it was like, "this got published, I know I can at least get to this level." And it was published. And then maybe I can shoot for a little bit higher. [pause] I think some people have had that experience with Eragon. [26]

Early Abandoned Starts

I had the original idea, the concept of boy finding dragon egg, and I tried writing a couple of very short versions of Eragon when I was fourteen, and none of them panned out so I stopped writing for a while. [28]
Real World Version
What do you remember about the early days of writing “Eragon?” Originally, Eragon was named Kevin and the story was set in the real world. But I only finished around 10 pages. [16]
I wrote three versions of Eragon before I wrote the version that had the unicorn, which was the first major draft. The first version was set in the real world, and that's why he's named Kevin. And the reason it was set in the real world is I was inspired by Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher, which is set in the real world. [32]
I was specifically inspired by a book called Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher by Bruce Coville. By the way, Bruce knows this. If you haven't read it, it's a great book about this young man in the real world who, spoiler, goes into an antique shop and buys a stone that ends up turning out to be a dragon egg. And I really loved that idea of a stone that was actually a dragon egg and the young man becoming joined with the dragon. And so I tried writing the story. And I got exactly five pages or six pages into it and I ran into a brick wall, because a boy finding a dragon egg is a good event, but it is not a good story. And I needed to figure out what was going to happen after that. I didn't know that at first. [36]
Arya Opening Fantasy Version
But then I was going down the rabbit hole of, "Well, if there's a dragon, where did the dragon come from? What if it were an actual fantasy world where the dragons were native?" And then that led me to then write a second beginning--I didn't get very far with this--that was more of a traditional fantasy story, and it opened with Arya and a couple other elves escaping a dungeon with a big battle, and at the very end of the battle, they send the dragon egg away, and Kevin finds it. But I didn't have the rest of the story, so I stopped writing it in that format. [32]
So I tried writing a second version of the story. So the first version of that story I wrote was set in the real world. Second version was more of like a fantasy world. [36]
I had the original idea when I was fourteen. I even wrote an early version of the story where it was set in the real world. But I soon realized that it was a lot more interesting to have a dragon in a fantastical setting. [8]
Research Break
I tried writing before and I always failed because I would only get like four to six pages into a story and then I didn't know what to do next. And that was because I didn't actually have my story. All I really had were the inciting incidents, like a boy finds a dragon egg in the middle of a forest. Great. But that's not a story, that's just one event. What happens as a result? So before starting Eragon, I was very methodical about this. I read a whole bunch of books on how to write, how to plot stories. [35]
I realized I wasn't getting anywhere. And I didn't know how to do what I was trying to do. Now, fortunately for me, my parents had noticed that I was getting interested in writing. And all of a sudden, books appeared in the house. There was no comment, no one forced it, these just magically appeared, and I read them. Some of the books that were incredibly helpful to me were these books that were called The Writer's Handbook, which was a collection of essays published each year by The Writer's Digest magazine. I had one from 1998, and I had one from, I think, 1993, or something like that. And there were essays from Stephen King and John Grisham and I think Ursula Le Guin and all sorts of other authors about what it was like to be an author both professionally and creatively. And that was incredibly helpful to me because again, the internet was not a resource. But the book that really made the difference for me was a book called Story by Robert McKee. It's a book for screenwriters and it's all about the structure of story. And up until that moment, I had never really consciously thought about the fact that stories have structure and that you can control that structure for the effect on the readers. So I devoured that book and I said, okay, I'm going to try this again. [36]
Did you very much sit down and study structure and character development and etc? I did. It wasn't a formal course or anything, it's just that my parents started buying these books and they started showing up. In fact, I still have them here on my shelf. This bookcase to my right is full of research books, technical books, language books. I read a book called Story by Robert McKee, which is a screenwriting book, that was and often has been very popular in Hollywood. It's a fairly technical look at story structure. I would never say do everything he says because of course you shouldn't necessarily follow any one formula, but that book really got me thinking about the fact that stories do have structure, which I hadn't really thought about before that. And that one can control that structure, and that this gives you something to work with. Before Eragon, I tried writing a number of stories and I never got past the first four to six pages, ten pages, because I never had the plot. All I would ever have was the inciting incident which, in the case of Eragon, is a young man finds a dragon egg. Ok, fine, but that's not a story. So when I read that book, then I was like wow, so I can control the structure of this. [28]
The problem with all of my early writing was that I’d get an idea and just start — I didn’t actually have a plot. But I was a pretty methodical kid, so I started reading about how to write. Fortunately, my parents are observant, and these kinds of books magically began appearing in the house. And I read all of them. [16]
Unused Arya Outline
So at this point, I was 15, that's when I graduated from high school and I was very methodical about it because I hate failing. So I said, okay, I'm going to create a fantasy world. And I did that. And then I said, I'm gonna plot out an entire book in this fantasy world. And I did that too. And then I said, but I'm not gonna write this. This is just a thought exercise. I'm gonna do this and I'm gonna stick it in a drawer. And I still have that to this day, that world and that story, I still have it sitting in a drawer somewhere. [36]
Then I spent some time and I created an entire fantasy world and I plotted out an entire fantasy novel in that world and I did not write it. I just stuck it in a drawer and that's where it's been sitting for 25 years now. And then I just did that to prove to myself that I could plot out an entire book. [35]
Before writing Eragon, again I was very methodical even as a teenager, I created an entire fantasy world. Wrote pages and pages about the worldbuilding, and then I plotted out an entire story in that world just to prove to myself that I could plot a story, create a world, and then I didn't write it. I put it aside. I still have it all saved. Put it in a drawer. [28]

Kevin

Writing The First Full Draft
And then I decided okay now I'm going to plot out a trilogy, because all great fantasy stories are trilogies. I'm going to do it as the heroic monomyth, because that is, at least my understanding back then, is this is one of the oldest forms of stories. I know it works on a general sense. It's going to give me a safety net, and then I'm going to write the first book as a practice book just to see if I'm capable of producing something that's three, four, five hundred pages long. And that's what I did. That was about two and a half months of worldbuilding, plotting, creating this. Then I wrote the first book and that was Eragon. That was my practice book. I never actually planned on publishing Eragon. It was only after I'd put so much work into it and my parents read it that then we proceeded with it. I was aware of story structure. I continue to read lots of books on it. [28]
And then version three is the version that everyone generally knows. And that's where I spent the time to plot out the whole series before writing, because having a idea of where you're going seems to help with the writing, at least for me. Usually. [32]
I originally saw Eragon as a practice novel, which is part of why it’s a very typical hero’s story. I knew that structure worked and it gave me the safety net I needed. [16]
The first draft went super fast. It went really fast because I had no idea what I was doing. And I just wrote that sucker. I wrote the first 60 pages by hand with ballpoint pen, cause I didn't know how to type on a computer. And then by the time I typed all that into the computer, I knew how to type. I did the rest in the computer. But this was back in the day when computers were fairly new. We had a Mac classic, which only had two megabytes of RAM. And the problem is that the operating system chewed up some of that memory. And my book file was around two megabytes large. So I actually had to split the book into two because I couldn't open the whole file on the computer or the computer would crash. So I had to open half the book and then close that and then open the other half. [35]
The First Draft
Once I finished the first draft, I was super excited and I thought, "well all of these things on how to write say that you should read your own book and see if there's any tweaks you wanna make." But I was really excited because I was getting to read my own book for the first time, and I thought this is gonna be awesome. And it didn't take very long while reading it to realize that it was awful. It was horrible. And just to give you an idea of just how bad that first draft was, in the very first draft of Eragon, Eragon wasn't named Eragon, Eragon was named Kevin. And there was also a unicorn in that first draft at one point, so you know it wasn't very good. [35]
If I heard correctly as I was reading, Eragon wasn't originally called Eragon? No, in the first draft of the book he was called Kevin. There's a reason! Look I have an explanation for it, okay. The explanation is that my original inspiration was Jeremy Thatcher Dragon Hatcher which is set in the real world. The original version of Eragon that I was developing was set in the real world and when I decided that it would make more sense to have a world where the dragons were native to and switched it over to this fantasy world and began to develop that, I just kept the name that I'd been working with, which was Kevin. Naming a main character is hard, especially when you get used to a certain name. I don't want to say I was lazy. I want to focus on the world building and writing the first draft and I'll worry about the name later. [28]
There is an early version of Eragon that no one's seen, that even my editor at Random House never saw. And that was my first draft. And in that first draft, Eragon encountered a unicorn in the Beor Mountains on the way to the Varden. And the unicorn touches him and essentially affects the transformation that he goes under during the blood oath ceremony with the elves in the second book, in Eldest. And his whole storyline with the Varden once he gets to Farthen Dûr is completely different because now he has these abilities and he and a team of people ends up getting sent on a scouting mission in the dwarven tunnels to go find the Urgal army and then they have to flee back through the tunnels to warn everyone of this huge army and I had a underground cave full of lava, and multiple shades, and a huge Urgal army. There was there was a lot of dramatic stuff. Finding the Ra'zac in Dras-Leona was completely different. This is the draft where Eragon was named Kevin. [32]
I haven't thought about that version in ages. I think Arya was awake all the way from Gil'ead to Farthen Dûr in that version. That's right, I had to completely rewrite that. It's an unpleasant ride for her. No, no, no, she was awake and healed. She was awake. That's right, God, I had to rewrite most of the last chunk of the book now that I think back, it's been a long time. [32]
The worst thing is, I think Kevin would actually take a larger budget [to adapt to film]. No, stop. Why would Kevin take a larger budget? Because the battles were bigger, there was more stuff going on. Seriously, there were more creatures, more travel. Yeah, I think Kevin would actually take more money than Eragon. [32]
You said that Eragon's name was originally Kevin. Was Eragon's name originally Kevin? It was. And I really regret I didn't stick with it because I think that as many books as I've sold, the series would have been at least twice as successful if it had been about the adventures of the great dragon writer Kevin. Especially just seeing Kevin on the front cover. Imagine the appeal to the modern youth. Kevin the dragon writer. I mean Eragon, it's confusing with Aragorn. Oregano. Oregon. But Kevin, Kevin stands out, Kevin's original. That's why I had to move away from it. [31]
Releasing the Kevin Cut
So do you wanna share some of those drafts with us, Christopher? Just kidding. Well, I actually had a fan reach out to me. He's one of the big members of the online fan community on Reddit and elsewhere. And he's kind of interested in some of these early versions from almost an archivist point of view, a scholarly point of view. Which is certainly an interesting idea. I mean, there is an early version of Eragon that no one's seen, that even my editor at Random House never saw. ... I cannot describe how much the Internet absolutely needs for you to put out an edition of Eragon that just says Kevin. Should this be like Mistborn or Way of Kings Prime? This is the Kevin edition of Eragon. The Kevin cut. Oh my god. It's "Eragon: Kevin's Version". ... We absolutely need Kevin's Version of Eragon. That's something we need. It's bad. It's bad. Look, there are certainly people who can look at Eragon, the version we have now, and say, "we can tell this was a younger writer." I look at it and I can tell. I could do so much more now with the material than I could then. But if you think that about the published version of Eragon, man, if you saw the unpublished version, the early version, it really is the raw writing of a homeschooled 15-year-old, who wrote a 500 page book about Kevin. I don't know, the internet is very unhinged these days. They would love this. It needs to exist somewhere on the internet. [32]

Publishing

Editing
So I wrote Eragon, and then I read the first draft and it wasn't particularly good, so I spent a good chunk of a year rewriting it as best as I could. I didn't know what I was doing but I was trying. I've heard it said that being displeased with your own work is actually a good thing because it means you know what is good work, and if you're not happy with your work because it's not good, it means you could at least have a goal to shoot for. If you read your work and you're like this is the best thing that's ever been written, you're never going to get any better. [28]
But I could see that the book needed work, so I decided to try to fix it as best I could, and I spent the better part of that year revising, rewriting, changing Kevin to Eragon. And then I gave the book to my parents and fortunately for me, they actually enjoyed what I had done. And they said, we think you have something, let's try to take it out into the world and see if anyone else wants to read it. [35]
Self-publishing
[We] decided to self-publish the book as a joint venture since we didn't know anyone in the publishing world. That was again a good chunk of a year where we were editing the book as best the three of us could. Preparing it for publication, formatting, I drew the cover. [28]
Now you have to understand, my parents were always self-employed, have always been self-employed and we were always looking for things we could work on together as a family business. And Eragon was like the perfect opportunity for that. They'd had some experience self-publishing a couple of small educational books my mom had worked on. Because she was a trained Montessori teacher, and so she was trying to use that expertise to write some material herself. But I don't even think we sold 100 copies of those. So we spent another good chunk of a year preparing the book for publication with doing more editing, doing the layout, designing the cover. [35]
The first set of 50 books showed up while we were watching Roman Polanski's Macbeth, which seemed fitting because those first 50 books were all miscut from the printer. And as a result, we had to rip the covers off, send them back for credit from the printer, and then burn the insides of the books. So we had a proper book burning in our yard, and I actually saved some of those burnt pages just as a memory of that event. [35]
Self publishing wasn’t as viable then as a pathway to a career as an author as it is today. Why did it work for you? Everything completely changed because of e-readers. If you wanted to read an e-book, you had to have a PDF on your computer. There were no distribution systems like Amazon and Barnes & Noble. Back then, the lowest amount you could print and not have the book be too expensive was probably about 10,000 copies. But we were fortunate because print-on-demand had just become a thing, so books were just printed as needed. Self publishing is a lot easier these days. Of course, today’s marketplace is a lot more crowded as a result. [16]
Promotion
My family and I were going around the western half of the United States with the self-published edition of Eragon. I was cold calling schools, libraries, and bookstores to set up events. I was doing two to three one-hour long presentations every single day for months on end at various times. You have to understand that because my parents were self-employed, the time they took to help prepare Eragon for publication was time they weren't working on other freelance projects that would have been bringing in money. So by the time we actually had Eragon printed and in hand, if it had taken another two to three months to start turning a profit, we were going to have to sell our house, move to a city, and get any jobs we could. Because of that financial pressure I was willing to do things I probably would have been too uncomfortable to do otherwise. Like doing all those presentations. [28]
We were doing a lot of self-promotion. I was cold calling schools and libraries and talking them into letting me do presentations. And that worked pretty well because the librarians could take pre-orders for us. If we went into a bookstore, by hand selling, I could maybe sell anywhere between 13 to 40 books in a day. 42 was like the best I ever did, but usually it was around 15 or so books, which just didn't cover printing costs and travel and food and all of that. But going into the schools, we were doing about 300 books a day, which was excellent. [34]
Can you tell me a little bit about how you and your family self-published the first Eragon book and what marketing strategies you did? Oh, it was all nepotism, you know. I wouldn't have gotten published without my parents. There's nothing as powerful as a publishing company that's four people sitting around a kitchen table in the middle of rural Montana. So yeah, without Nepotism, I wouldn't have gotten published. You have to embrace something like Nepotism if you really wanna succeed in today's world. In fact, people don't realize that you actually get a Nepotism card. There's a secret club. You go to New York and there's huge network opportunities. There's branches of the club everywhere, especially strong in Hollywood, of course, in music. Taylor Swift is an example. So if you can get into the nepotism club, I won't say you're guaranteed success, but you got about 80% chance of actually making it that you wouldn't have otherwise. Do you think your mom and dad would be willing to be my mom and dad? No, absolutely not. No, no. You don't have brown hair, so it doesn't work. You have to have brown hair to be a Paolini. Okay, I'll try to find a different way in, I guess. [31]
Getting traditionally published
So you were very much looking for that partnership? Well we were wary. But the thing is is we were selling enough copies of Eragon that to scale it up we were going to have to start duplicating all the things that a regular publisher does. We were actually looking at partnering with a book packager or a book distributor just to get more copies out. To do everything a traditional publisher could do for me was a huge amount of work so it made sense to pair with Random House or someone else at that point. But it was still nerve-wracking because the book was being a success and then handing it off to another company, we didn't know if it was just going to end up in the remainder bin two weeks after it came out. [28]
People in the book world were starting to take notice because of course, if you've been to public school, you may remember the Scholastic Book Fairs and all of the Scholastic reps in the different schools were seeing me come to the schools and selling these books and hearing the kids talk about it. And it was getting attention. So we would have gotten a publisher, I would have gotten a publisher eventually. [34]
The book sold enough copies and bounced around enough that we'd heard that Scholastic—because Scholastic does all the Book Fairs in schools in the US—was interested and that we might get an offer from them. Before that happened though... [34]
Eventually another author by the name of Carl Hiaasen ended up buying a copy of the self-published edition of Eragon in a local bookstore. Which now that I'm older, I'm rather shocked at because it takes a lot to get me to buy a self-published book. It's got to look really good. [35]
Carl Hiaasen wrote the young adult book Hoot as well as many adult books. He comes up to Montana, I think he's got a vacation home here in the valley, but he was up here fly fishing and he bought a copy of Eragon for his then 12 year old son, Ryan. And fortunately for me, Ryan liked the book and Carl recommended it to Random House and it sort of bounced around among the editors for a couple of months before my editor-to-be grabbed it and said, "Yes, we will. I want to take a chance on this teenage author and we're going to offer him money for a trilogy that only exists in his head and see what happens." [34]
How did you find an agent? We had the offer from Random House, and like two days later, we had the offer from Scholastic. And so we knew we didn't know what we didn't know. My dad participated in some online self-publishing forum sort of thing. So he posted up a question and said, look, this is the situation we're in. Does anyone have any advice? And another one of the members said, "well, I was just at this publishing writing conference and there was this young agent there and I was really impressed with his presentation, or him talking about the industry." So my dad got his information online and did what you're never supposed to do, which is he called the agent directly and left this long rambling voicemail message because it was lunchtime in New York and you take your lunch breaks in New York. And only at the end of the message did he say, "oh, yes, and by the way, we have two competing offers from two publishing houses." And when I asked him, I said, "why did you do that?" He said, "well, because if he's any good as an agent, he's going to listen to the whole message before he deletes it." And we found out later that he nearly deleted the message. Because my dad started off like, "I got this teenage son, and he's written this book", and yeah, that, OK. So it was like two hours later we got a call from Simon. And Simon said overnight me a copy of Eragon and if I like it I'll represent you. And Simon has been my agent for 21 years now. [34]
It was a big risk for Random House. And it was a big risk for me because the book was successful, self-published, and we knew that giving it to a publisher, you lose the rights to a degree, and most books don't turn a profit, and it could have just ended up in the remainder bin. So what really worked in my favor is that Random House, and specifically Random House Children's Books, and specifically the imprint of Knopf, which is where I'm at were looking for their own Harry Potter, essentially. Scholastic was publishing Harry Potter. And Scholastic also gave me an offer for Eragon, but I could tell that Random House was the one that really loved the book and Scholastic was doing it because they thought it was a good business opportunity. Scholastic actually offered more money than Random House. But I went with Random House and it was the right choice. And I found out after the fact that Chip Gibson who was the head of the children's department at the time basically chose to use Eragon as sort of something to rally the troops and put the entire children's division behind it, and I was the very fortunate recipient of that love and attention. Which of course would only get you so far if people didn't enjoy reading the book. But fortunately for me, they did a great job marketing it and then people actually enjoyed the book. Which is why when people ask me how to get published, it's like, what am I supposed to say? The answer ultimately is you write a book that people want to read, and that's a facile answer, but it is true. If people want to read it, it makes everything else easier. The agent wants you, the publishers want you, and ultimately the public wants you. [34]
And I didn't realize how much was behind that email, because large publishers do not just casually say, "hey, we want to publish your book". There was a whole plan there, and they had a plan. And so they did. Eragon came out and then I had to figure out how to write a book with everyone expecting the sequel. [36]
So you kind of went and peddled your books at schools, as I understand, right? It seems to have paid off though, because it eventually landed in the hands of bestselling author Carl Hiaasen, but not right away. First, your book got in the hands of his stepson, and the kid liked it so much that he told Hiaasen about it, who then got Eragon fast-tracked with Penguin Random House. I really admire the way that you went for the weakest links, manipulating the minds of our youth and using them to shill your book for you. It's a tried and true marketing strategy from Girl Scout Cookies to coupon books, and I applaud you for your ingenuity. My biggest question here is, do you pay Carl Hiaasen's stepson the agent royalties he so rightfully deserves? He tried to collect one time, but I had to hire a couple of guys to drive him off. But, no, you always go for the weakest link. Back when I was self-published and all that I even tried to get Eragon reviewed by Entertainment Weekly, so I called up the subscription number on the back of the magazine and told them I'd made a mistake and asked them to transfer me over to corporate, and managed to get right to their book reviewer and tried to talk him into reviewing Eragon. So you always go for, as you said, the weakest link. Which is corporate. Ryan, Carl's son, though, yeah, I probably owe him a ridiculous amount of royalties. I'd say so. He made you. Oh, he did, absolutely. Without him, I'd be nothing. I guess the lesson here for aspiring authors is that it's not really about finding your target audience, necessarily. You just have to find your target prolific author's stepson and let the kid take it from there. Yeah, absolutely. As I said, that's part of the nepotism package. The sort of networking inside the industry. This is the stuff that you can never access otherwise, and you'll never get published otherwise. So it's not like you can just grow up in the middle of nowhere in Montana, self-publish a book, and then just become a success, by promoting it. You have to have connections. That's genius. I think you could have had an incredible career in designing loot boxes for mobile games based on how good you are at manipulating the world. Absolutely, microtransactions are God's work. [31]
Gaining Confidence
Was anxiety something you felt moving to this deal with Random House? Was that quite pressuring? Yes, it was a big change to go from writing for yourself as a teenager, homeschooled, living in the middle of nowhere, to knowing that there was a large audience for your next book and that they had expectations. I got criticized quite a bit, critiqued quite a bit when Eragon came out for, shall we say, my lack of experience on the technical side of things with the writing. I'd say some of those were certainly fair critiques. The great advantage of youth is that you don't know how difficult things are and you have a lot of energy. The great disadvantage of youth is you don't have experience, and there's no fixing that aside from time and effort. All of that was definitely in my head when I really started work on Eldest and it was pretty nerve-wracking quite honestly. [28]
When you finished the book, I mean your parents believed in it obviously. Did you too? Or were you like, "You know what, maybe the second book, maybe go all in on the second one?" I didn't feel like I was actually an author until my third book was published. Because the first one, well, that could be a fluke. Well, the second one, yeah, but you know. But once the third book came out, then I was like, okay, maybe I'm actually a writer. But even then, even after I finished the series, I still felt like, okay, now I have to write something that's not Eragon, just to prove that I can. So every book has been its own challenge and has been a way for me to keep feeling like I'm growing as an artist and learning to become a better and better writer. [2]
It took me, I wanna say almost 10 years to feel like I wasn't an imposter and that it wasn't just gonna get yanked away. You know what my dream was when Eragon was was going to get published by Random House? Like this was my pie in the sky because I didn't think it was going to happen. But this was my dream. I did all the math and I was like, man, if I could somehow someday sell 100,000 books, which is impossible. But man, if I could sell 100,000 books, that's a darn good living. Man, I could really make a living off that. I could support a family and 100,000 books. Man, that'd be amazing. And then it kind of took off from there. [33]
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2024.05.19 14:59 theemotionaldamaged AITA for not apologising to my dad

Please ask me anyway questions and I will clarify for further information :) I (25F) live with my parents (50s M&F). My father’s way of handling things is not the healthiest. For as long as I can remember if something had gone wrong he would give me the silent treatment, scream and then give the silent treatment again. He says that this is the only way he knows because his mom did it to him. The only time we would talk again is if I went up and apologised and he would then continue as if nothing had happened. We once didn’t speak for 7months.
I ride horses and I’m quite high ranked in the field. Recently my horse hasn’t been feeling the greatest. I say to my parents that’s he’s not feeling well and please can I get a vet out to see him. I could hear in the background to the call that my dad was not happy. While I was driving home I was doing maths in my head and I knew I could do a payment plan for the vet if I needed to.
I get home and explain the feeling that I have with my horse. My mom asked if he just needed a break and I said possibly but this could also be more because he has never felt this way before. I used an analogy: Salah wouldn’t go up to Jurgen and say something’s wrong and they would tell him to sit on the bench and rest for two weeks. They would get him checked out because he is an athlete and they would do their best for him. My horse is an athlete and he’s telling me in his way that he needs help. My dad scoffed at this (he hasn’t spoken at all and has been on his phone this entire discussion) and said it’s not the same. The thing is it is. They are athletes and my horse jumps big jumps. He needs to be taken care of. So after me trying to explain this, I was starting to get upset because it felt like I wasn’t being heard and my dad looks up from his phone to my mom smiles and laughs while pointing at me. Mocking my feelings and my attempt to help my horse.
I got so angry and I tried reasoning with him but was hit with the same scoff, smile and laugh eventually I said “It’s fine. I’ll bloody do it myself. I’ll phone the vets tomorrow and work out a payment plan. Screw you.” And left the room. I got the vet out and there were several things wrong with my horse that he is now in rehab for. This has been about 5 weeks since this incident. My dad hasn’t spoken to me. He is waiting for me to apologise to him for storming out of the room. While yes I was in the wrong to say screw you to my dad I don’t think I am in the wrong for leaving the room and getting the vet especially after finding out there was some major issues.
Since this so many things has happened in the family: a cousin died, a friend of mine asked me to move in with her (I am), and I have also decided that in 2025 I am immigrating. Everything has made him much angrier at me and I just couldn’t care. Since I was 8 I always had to apologise even if it was a kid mistake that needed teaching.
AITA for not apologising to my dad?
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2024.05.19 14:32 NoTelephone118 AITA for standing up for myself when a bully tried to shame me for being gay?

I, (16M) have been feeling strong gay tendencies since i was young, but ive recently accepted it and is now living happily as a student, well until a bully from my school basically harrased me.
It was a pretty normal day at school, nothing crazy going on, until math class, i was sitting minding my own business, handing papers when suddenly, the boy i had a deep hatred for, insulted me for being gay. I was there with my best friend at the time and when i heard him, i immediately clapped back. I called him a "fatherless c*nt" and continued to insult him later on. I furiously shouted at him- "well atleast i dont look like spongebob with all that acne!" My best friend eventually joined in and called him multiple names. It obviously broke him, he just stood there, embarrassed, because no one was standing up for him.
When i went home i reflected about what happened, I didn't tell my parents about it because I didn't wanna accidentally out myself (they had suspicions of me being gay so I didn't wanna risk it). I went to check my phone a few hours later and saw my best friends message with a screenshot from the bullys facebook account with posts threatening to attack me. All of it were insane, vulgar, and creepy warnings telling me not to show up to school. The posts were public and a lot of people found out about the incident, with one of the posts saying "So were talking about families now huh?" I did show up to school but i was feeling very confident that i managed to stand up for myself like that. AITA for going "too far" ?
I forgot to add a few things...
The chaos didn't really stop there, he kept calling me names, for instance, every time I walked hed say "Walk, you f*****!" but i just decided to ignore him because it'll make me feel better. But i wasnt able to shut him up and eventually i released all of the anger bottled up inside me. I verbally abused him face to face, i called him very hurtful names, (i knew that i went a little WAY too far this time and i actually felt bad) When he told me i was a failure to society i went on a rant and said: "You really arent gonna stop, are you? Ive been nothing but patient with your stupid attitude, and IVE HAD ENOUGH." I went on and exposed his deepest darkest secrets for everybody to hear. Up until now, i feel guilty for what i did.
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