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2024.05.20 07:42 Wide-Strike-3562 My suicide largely revolves around the reactions of others, and I mainly feel euphoric from how it would hurt them.
I'm not sure why.
Every time I think about killing myself, I can only imagine the reactions of my friends and family and how they would be so deliciously hurt: them wishing they checked on me, wishing they saw the signs, wishing they loved me more. Living in grief because they failed to give any attention to how I was feeling. It makes me feel euphoric to imagine them finally caring about me, having to carry that shadow on their heart forever, finally being immortalized in someone's memory as something they miss.
But I also think about it from their perspective, with ever-consuming grief, looking for me where I usually would be and not finding me there, going to talk to me and thinking "he's not here anymore. i forgot.", because I was such a significant point in their life that it feels like something is missing. And I think about how I've experienced that grief, and I don't want someone to experience that grief, and I don't want anyone to be hurt (but I really do at the same time, if that makes sense. is that weird?)
And then I think about how maybe they won't miss me at all, that I am just a fading memory, a gust of wind that leaves you thinking "wow, what was that?" and forgetting it even happened a few minutes later. Because I have never been something significant in anyone's life. I am a leech; I take and take and take until there is nothing left for them to give me, and then they leave with no second thoughts. No one notices when I'm gone, and no one has ever cared when I was gone.
After I got caught out before my first attempt because I tried to say goodbye to my friends, no one ever checked on me. They forgot about it. I was forced to go to two therapy appointments due to being a minor, had many of my rights to things taken away, but this was forgotten about after a week or so and I never went to another therapy appointment. Only one person ever checked on me after, my best friend, and I know my risk still worries her. I feel bad about hurting her (but she's hurt me so much worse, though she doesn't know that), and I love her to the moon and back.
The only thing keeping me from going is a suicide pact with my best friend, who has attempted once as well as coming close to attempting again multiple times. Not the most healthy way of helping each other, by living for each other, but it's worked to keep us alive this long, and I don't really know why.
This is mostly just a shout into the void, I guess. No need for anyone to respond, but it'd be nice to know if anyone's experienced this confusing oscillation between excitement over hurting those close to me and the horror and sadness over hurting them.
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2024.05.20 07:42 VariationNo1031 Ate, what if..
I love your whole family, lalo 'yung babies mo. Parang babies ko na din sila. But, what if hindi ka agad nag-asawa?
We never had that date na tayong dalawa lang. Ever since kasi, sobrang seryoso mo. Puro ka aral, work, aral, work. Tapos masungit ka pa.
Nu'ng nag-asawa ka, nag-abroad naman kayo agad. Kapag magkakasarili na tayong kwentuhang dalawa online, makikiagaw naman mga anak mo. Hahaha. I really don't mind kasi they're cute, pero 'yun na lang sana time nating dalawa mag-usap. You're forever busy kasi.
Kapag nagbabakasyon naman kayo, lahat ng days fully booked. Ang daming events, ang daming lakad, ang daming bisita. Sulit na sulit bawat araw, bawat oras, so wala tayong alone time.
Never kita na-solo. Wala tayong bonding activity na tayong dalawa lang. 'Yung kakain sa labas, magmo-mall, shopping, spa, nood ng sine, travel.. Wala tayong ganito even once.
Laging nakabuntot ang parentals or your kids, or lagi tayong nagmamadali.
I'm happy where you are right now. I'm happy that you're doing great in life. I'm happy that you're happy. May times lang talaga like today na nami-miss kita.
Hopefully on your next vacation, maisip mo 'to. Hahaha. Ayoko i-bring up, ayoko mag-initiate, nahihiya ako. Sana sa'yo manggaling. Multuhin ka sana ng post na 'to. Lol.
TAPOS TREAT KO LAHAT! Shop all you want! š
You've always been so generous to me. You always send me gifts and money kahit ang tanda ko na. Never ka nakalimot.
So next time, hayaan mo din ako makabawi. Bilhan kita ng brand new bag sa SM, kahit sampu. Tapos ipalit mo na lang 'yung Prada mo. Pamana mo na sa'kin, luma na 'yan š
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2024.05.20 07:42 PrimeR321 Here was an update from earlier detailing the connections to this group in my life and what happened:
Update 05/08/2024:
They keep torturing me again, and will not stop. They say they will never stop. It hurts a lot!
Apparently they originate from Liquid Zoo as one of their connected places. There was a man in the building after my phone was swiped off of me there at the bar, I called the phone provider that night for a trace. They denied having it, and I said that I know they have it since I traced it to this building through my provider. You can check my phone records and the companies records of when I ran that trace. I had to force the staff at Liquid Zoo to give it back. They cloned it, and my GPS kept bouncing back to that building over and over again, until my mom told me it was showing I was there when I wasn't. The man in the building had grey hair, was slender, and had blue eyes. It might have been him that targeted me for trying to get my phone back that night, and he probably thought I overheard what they were talking about. I didn't. I just wanted my phone back... So Liquid Zoo definitely has something to do with this situation. They are owned and run by gangs, so it wouldn't surprise me. I bet that the people in Vancouver, were interfaced and tied to the Liquid Zoo gangs in Kelowna, and that road crew guy I saw in Vancouver and in Kelowna, was IDing me for them. Find out who was on a road crew putting out cones in front of the Thai restaurant across the street from Bardel Entertainment in Kelowna BC, in 2017/18 spring or fall I believe?, it used to be a wings, and you will find at least one person who is interfaced. I suggest you match his interface calibration and enter their system through his connection. Really grill him after they kill or jail me.
Oh and they have people in your department that are working for them, so be discreet about this. Watch how the people around you react to this investigation. Are they trying to shut it down, or start off pretending to follow the leads and THEN trying to shut it down when they come up with reasons for why you should no longer investigate this? Honestly. So many people have these interfaces now, that one of the two people standing beside you, are probably under their control at this point. Watch who flocks to the scene of the investigation. They are probably interfaced too, and are trying to dissolve the process to make me look guilty, and like an idiot, or crazy, when I am not at all. These people with interfaces will plant things, orchestrate things, and put on friendly faces when they are actually enemies of humanity in general. They lie and frame people into looking guilty when they are not, to shut down investigations. Important ones. Actually, go through all the investigations that made people look like pedophiles and rapists, and review them. Were these people really those things!? Or were they set up to look like that and then blamed for that, to shut down the investigation? They tell me if I post this, they will jail me and/or kill me for it. I simply don't care anymore.
Sincerely, -Robert William Christie
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2024.05.20 07:42 Disastrous_Change819 Piercing The Veil: Holy Spirit's Identity Revealed Through Scripture (NIV)
GENESIS 1:2 (Holy Spirit 1st Appearance)
2 Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.
GENESIS 1:26 (God Speaks 2 Holy Spirit)
26 Then God said, āLet us make mankind in our image, in our likeness, so that they may rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky, over the livestock and all the wild animals, and over all the creatures that move along the ground.ā
PROVERBS 8:22-31 (Holy Spirit Recounts Time Spent With God + Genesis)
22 āThe Lord brought me forth as the first of his works, before his deeds of old; 23 I was formed long ages ago, at the very beginning, when the world came to be. 24 When there were no watery depths, I was given birth, when there were no springs overflowing with water; 25 before the mountains were settled in place, before the hills, I was given birth, 26 before he made the world or its fields or any of the dust of the earth. 27 I was there when he set the heavens in place, when he marked out the horizon on the face of the deep, 28 when he established the clouds above and fixed securely the fountains of the deep, 29 when he gave the sea its boundary so the waters would not overstep his command, and when he marked out the foundations of the earth. 30 Then I was constantly at his side. I was filled with delight day after day, rejoicing always in his presence, 31 rejoicing in his whole world and delighting in mankind.
PROVERBS 8:32-36 (Holy Spirit = Life)
32 āNow then, my children, listen to me; blessed are those who keep my ways. 33 Listen to my instruction and be wise; do not disregard it. 34 Blessed are those who listen to me, watching daily at my doors, waiting at my doorway. 35 For those who find me find life and receive favor from the Lord. 36 But those who fail to find me harm themselves; all who hate me love death.ā
JOHN 1:4 (Holy Spirit = Life)
4 In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind.
PROVERBS 8:1-21 (Holy Spirit = Wisdom)
Wisdom's Call
1 Does not wisdom call out? Does not understanding raise her voice? 2 At the highest point along the way, where the paths meet, she takes her stand; 3 beside the gate leading into the city, at the entrance, she cries aloud: 4 āTo you, O people, I call out; I raise my voice to all mankind. 5 You who are simple, gain prudence; you who are foolish, set your hearts on it. 6 Listen, for I have trustworthy things to say; I open my lips to speak what is right. 7 My mouth speaks what is true, for my lips detest wickedness. 8 All the words of my mouth are just; none of them is crooked or perverse. 9 To the discerning all of them are right; they are upright to those who have found knowledge. 10 Choose my instruction instead of silver, knowledge rather than choice gold, 11 for wisdom is more precious than rubies, and nothing you desire can compare with her. 12 āI, wisdom, dwell together with prudence; I possess knowledge and discretion. 13 To fear the Lord is to hate evil; I hate pride and arrogance, evil behavior and perverse speech. 14 Counsel and sound judgment are mine; I have insight, I have power. 15 By me kings reign and rulers issue decrees that are just; 16 by me princes govern, and noblesāall who rule on earth. 17 I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me. 18 With me are riches and honor, enduring wealth and prosperity. 19 My fruit is better than fine gold; what I yield surpasses choice silver. 20 I walk in the way of righteousness, along the paths of justice, 21 bestowing a rich inheritance on those who love me and making their treasuries full.
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2024.05.20 07:42 mailbox-butterflies [M4F] Band Mates Reunite
You and I met at a party in college. The conversation started about music. Youāre a singer and after I told you Iāve played the drums my entire life, I became the missing piece your band needed.
We played everywhere- open mic nights, small shows and free festivals, private events. Through hard work, dedication, and the tight bond our group formed we eventually signed to a label.
At first we were opening for big names. Bands/artists we looked up to and based our music on. Then we made an album. After that album came a tour. Wash, rinse, repeat. Three albums and three tours later and we became full blown, verified artists.
At the height of our fame, the unthinkable happened to me. The death of my older brother sent me spiraling. Depression made me unable to concentrate and perform. Then the drugs came to try and get me on my feet, but it only made things worse.
After you talked me into going to rehab I left the band. While you all still had work to do, a replacement was found and I started my journey for recovery.
Here we are now, years later. Iām clean and have a great career. Proud of both myself and for āthe bandā still going as strong as ever. Skyrocketing into fame, earning awards, and selling out entire arenas.
You and I are still in contact and talk a couple times a week. But what you havenāt been telling me is that your current drummer just left the band. And with a couple months before your next tour, you know exactly who you want to step in.
**
If youāve made it this far, thank you for reading! For this roleplay Iām looking for our characters to be in their late 20s, early 30s. I, myself, am 30 (male) and in pacific standard time if that matters at all.
Iām really hoping for a lot of description in our replies, definitely quality over quantity.
As we talk about characters we can also discuss what specific genre of music weād be doing and what our band name would be. Letās make something fun and be rock stars!
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2024.05.20 07:41 Realistic_Reason_186 How many of your significant others with PA/SA were or are adamantly against you using š½
Discovered my significant other using IG for š½ semi recently and found it really confronting because he admitted that if I had done the same, he would have felt like I was cheating on him. Heās adamantly against me looking at other men, posting pictures of myself that other men may see, self pleasuring or the likes but yet didnāt think of it as cheating when he himself did the same.
Just wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience?
** note just to add this is my 2nd post today I am going through the works after discovering this thread and just working through all the different feelings.
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2024.05.20 07:41 Pure-Ad-8726 Where should I live?
Help me figure out where to live, please āŗļø I am a single 30f, have two small dogs, have a car, work in the service industry (open to other careers if they present themselves when I move, I do have two bachelorās degrees), max monthly budget for place to live is $1800-2000. Moving fall 2024. I currently do not have a job lined up as I am about 4 months away from moving.
I am open to living anywhere in the LA area. I do NOT want a roommate. Safe area is important to me, but I know itās a big city so āsafeā is relative. As follows are ideals but I ABSOLUTELY can compromise on these: Would be great to live close to some amazing restaurants (possibly ones I could work at!), I am a powerlifter so would love to live in close proximity to a powerlifting gym, great area to walk dogs, would love to live close to the beach. Prefer a studio or small one bedroom, so size is not important!
I am really open to any suggestionsā where to live or work. I am just excited for the opportunity to live close to the ocean, mountains, and in the sunshine. Thanks for helping! āŗļø
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2024.05.20 07:41 LostManufacturer7316 Iāve gotten through this before. I know itās possible.
But all I keep thinking about is how long it took, how much effort, how much painful therapy and ruined relationships and the people and things I loved that I had to leave behind because they were triggering. Feeling so horrible about myself and so confused that I did things that Iām truly ashamed of and regret.
Due to the fragile state of mind, even though Iām not actively experiencing psychosis, I still convince myself of these weird, convoluted interpretations of reality that make it impossible for anyone to know what the hell is going on with me. I cannot trust my interpretations of anything. And I have to make it through this again while being a parent with zero emotional support this time. I have no friends left, surrounded by toxic family members I canāt talk to. Iām alone and itās all I can do to focus on whatās real, whatās the most largely agreed on way to healthily interpret things, what can I do today to stay grounded in that frame of mind without blaming myself or anyone else for the things that go through my head. Iām exhausted, Iām detached, and depressed. I just want to hibernate until my brain has recovered and a trip to the grocery store doesnāt feel like navigating a minefield. But I know it doesnāt work that way. I made it through last time by embracing the exposure to discomfort and embarrassment. By learning to trust my own judgment again very slowly through trial and error. By letting people make assumptions and allowing it to derail me then steer myself back on track. But the guilt I feel from my son needing me to be here and I can barely even pretend to be here is so heavy. It feels suffocating. I wish there really was a magic pill for this shit the way it seems from the outside.
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2024.05.20 07:41 Upset_Egg6193 Need help with virtual box
So Iāve been wanting to try Mac OS recently and I canāt figure it out. I am quite new to virtual box so I donāt know what am doing. I downloaded el captain from apples website bc Iāve tried other websites but you need to pay or itās just really slow. Anyways I downloaded it and used dmg2img to convert it to iso and it isnāt working. Does anyone know what I should do?
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2024.05.20 07:40 Sad-Pattern-4811 ucla housing ghosting
i sent an email and filled out a damage claim form back in february because university apartments were directly responsible for damaging some of my items. however, iāve just gotten tons of people CCāing me (the damage claim team, ucla housing, CAE housing, etc..) and saying theyāve relayed the message to another department and informed they will figure it out. itās been over 2 months now and iāve continuously had to follow up with them without hearing from them UNLESS i send a follow-up or update on the reimbursement, and iām just frustrated. the damaged things arenāt too costly but itās still my personal items that were working perfectly fine before.
does anyone know who i can contact about this other than housing? do you recommend i call anyone š„²š„² iām usually a patient person and told them itās fine the first few times, but some of the services here really piss me off
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2024.05.20 07:40 mailbox-butterflies [M4F] Band Mates Reunite
You and I met at a party in college. The conversation started about music. Youāre a singer and after I told you Iāve played the drums my entire life, I became the missing piece your band needed.
We played everywhere- open mic nights, small shows and free festivals, private events. Through hard work, dedication, and the tight bond our group formed we eventually signed to a label.
At first we were opening for big names. Bands/artists we looked up to and based our music on. Then we made an album. After that album came a tour. Wash, rinse, repeat. Three albums and three tours later and we became full blown, verified artists.
At the height of our fame, the unthinkable happened to me. The death of my older brother sent me spiraling. Depression made me unable to concentrate and perform. Then the drugs came to try and get me on my feet, but it only made things worse.
After you talked me into going to rehab I left the band. While you all still had work to do, a replacement was found and I started my journey for recovery.
Here we are now, years later. Iām clean and have a great career. Proud of both myself and for āthe bandā still going as strong as ever. Skyrocketing into fame, earning awards, and selling out entire arenas.
You and I are still in contact and talk a couple times a week. But what you havenāt been telling me is that your current drummer just left the band. And with a couple months before your next tour, you know exactly who you want to step in.
**
If youāve made it this far, thank you for reading! For this roleplay Iām looking for our characters to be in their late 20s, early 30s. I, myself, am 30 (male) and in pacific standard time if that matters at all.
Iām really hoping for a lot of description in our replies, definitely quality over quantity.
As we talk about characters we can also discuss what specific genre of music weād be doing and what our band name would be. Letās make something fun and be rock stars!
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2024.05.20 07:40 Junior-Elephant-9395 Jelly pro/ atom in 2024
Hey guys- been on a hunt for dumb phone/ phones to get my screen time down. Got a nokia flip 2720, didnt really work out for me- bit too klunky and doesnāt run on android. Came across unihertzās products, and i wanted to try a second hand one for myself, and commit to a real one if im happy with the experience. On the secondhand marketplace where i live in HK, someone is selling a jelly pro with 1 extra battery and atom for cheap. I know these are older models, and im aware of battery life issues.
I would aim to have this phone last me around 1-2 years, ill use it for listening to music for a couple hours maximum, WhatsApp, Google maps, occasional calls. Ill have another normal smartphone at home but ill only use it in the evening for more tedious stuff.
Based on this info, which second hand phone would you guys recommend i go for? Jelly pro/atom? Does anyone still have one of those phones these days and how is it holding up?
I wont buy a brand new one because laws arenāt t super consumer friendly, you cant return a phone if youāre not satisfied with it unless theres a defect. I cant really do a trial period and return it
Anyway cheers! Super stoked to have a tiny phone and thanks in advance to anyone who answers!
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2024.05.20 07:40 Peepeepoopoo6546 I have concrete long term life plans and goals for the first time ever and Iām so happy
I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life. More specifically, I want to do everything. Iāve been trapped between wanting a career working with animals and a career building things, making art, or coding, and I made the mistake of pursuing a zoology degree, which has terrible job prospects unless you go into grad school, and I didnāt have a clue what Iād even be doing with it. I donāt like it and Iād much rather be in engineering, but Iām 3 semesters away from graduating and I didnāt know what to do. Half of the classes Iāve taken are so specific to zoology they wonāt transfer anywhere else, and if I switched to engineering it would be 3 more years minimum with all of the prerequisite chains. I canāt afford it. I broke down crying during an advisor meeting a month ago and couldnāt pull myself together to ask any of the questions I needed to. I was going to be able to graduate a year early, but I dropped the wrong class and pushed myself back a semester, which is going to be really difficult to afford. Thereās a bunch of other stuff, but Iām just trying to get this off of my chest.
I also have ADHD and MDD and go to school 4 hours away from home with no car and 3 annoying roommates, so school has been difficult. I got myself into academic probation my first semester and gave myself a 1.9 GPA. Iāve since registered for accommodations and Iāve clawed my way back to a 3.4, with hopes to graduate above 3.5.
After the advisor meeting where I bawled my eyes out, I went looking for a minor to make that extra semester maybe almost worth it, since my degree is pretty much useless at the moment. I discovered bioinformatics. Itās everything I hoped for and more, combining biology with computer science and engineering, opportunities to work from home, and requiring both biology and CS/engineering experience, preferably a graduate degree. I can get a degree in engineering or CS without worrying about what Iām going to do or if itās a waste of money because I can fall back on bioinformatics if whatever I want to do doesnāt work out. I know this is idealistic, but Iām just dumping my thoughts into a Reddit post and Iām leaving out a lot.
I just bought my first 3D printer and Iām so excited to see what comes next. I havenāt felt this great in a while. I feel confident in my intelligence in a way I havenāt since high school. I even made plans to ask my psychiatrist for antidepressants next time we meet, and maybe look into a dyslexia screening because Iām a little suspicious.
Things are really looking great. I know Iāll probably feel differently in a week when my hormones go crazy and Iām depressed again, and Iāll look at this and think I must have been crazy feeling so optimistic, but, right now, things are good.
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2024.05.20 07:40 Junior-Elephant-9395 Jelly pro/ atom in 2024
Hey guys- been on a hunt for dumb phone/ phones to get my screen time down. Got a nokia flip 2720, didnt really work out for me- bit too klunky and doesnāt run on android. Came across unihertzās products, and i wanted to try a second hand one for myself, and commit to a real one if im happy with the experience. On the secondhand marketplace where i live in HK, someone is selling a jelly pro with 1 extra battery and atom for cheap. I know these are older models, and im aware of battery life issues.
I would aim to have this phone last me around 1-2 years, ill use it for listening to music for a couple hours maximum, WhatsApp, Google maps, occasional calls. Ill have another normal smartphone at home but ill only use it in the evening for more tedious stuff.
Based on this info, which second hand phone would you guys recommend i go for? Jelly pro/atom? Does anyone still have one of those phones these days and how is it holding up?
I wont buy a brand new one because laws arenāt t super consumer friendly, you cant return a phone if youāre not satisfied with it unless theres a defect. I cant really do a trial period and return it
Anyway cheers! Super stoked to have a tiny phone and thanks in advance to anyone who answers!
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2024.05.20 07:40 Weird-Resolution-943 Aita for being mad at my partner for cheating on me and his mistress naming her daughter after ours?
Hi I'm a 28f my significant other is a 29M and we have a 7year old daughter together. When our daughter was almost 2yrs old my significant other cheated on me with a woman that lived maybe 5minutes from our house. Our daughter never met her but she was aware he had a daughter and she knew we were actively together in a relationship. I find out about the relationship due to some crazy circumstances and that's another story entirely. He broke it off with her we worked out our issues and now we are doing amazing. The problem is now the name I picked out for our daughter is special and a family name(she's named after my mom and sister and my late grandmother that passed away. So imagine my surprise when I find out that said girl named her daughter that is now 4 after our child and no this isn't a common name at all so it wasn't a coincidence and it's not just her first name she took our first and middle name we named our daughter. Now our town is very small most everyone knows everyone so it's gotten around that she did it to spite us bc he broke it off with her. Now I'm stuck with this bs and I don't know how to get over it or fix it in my head because I know it's not like I can change it or fix it and I can't exactly keep blaming my partner when yes alot of this mess is his fault but we have worked through our issues so it's not as if he knew we both found out at the same time so what do I do
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2024.05.20 07:40 Staci_Layne Non nras mods not working
Whenever I try to download a mod that isnāt nras (sorry if I spelled that wrong) it wonāt work. Do I have to do something different with them? I really want some of the SweetSimmer ones and one I saw that added a gardener
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2024.05.20 07:39 jpscarlet I gotta say whatās on my mind š¶ something about us doesnāt seem right these days šµ
so Iāve caught my partner cheating on me multiple times. I have my reasons why I stayed. And as much as there have been changes in his behaviour, that gut feeling is not wavering.
I do strongly feel he is cheating again. Aside from the involuntary celibacy that Iām experiencing, he also has been very secretive with his social media accounts. All of a sudden he ācould not remember his passwords.ā And so many thingsā¦ that I have decided to stop gaslighting myself from what I am clearly seeing. The last straw was him all of a sudden putting a lock code on his PlayStation. Which he has never done before.
Iām very exhausted. Iām done even trying to find proof. I am just sending it to the universe to just give it to me freely at the right time.
I am staying for now. Not because I canāt find love elsewhere. Or that I do not love myself enough to leave. But because, I love him so much and I hate regrets. I hate having to think of the what ifās later down the road. I would rather be able to say, I gave it my all.
So, Iām letting myself drain of whatever is left of adoration and care for him. Then Iāll leave.
I just wanted to let it out. Because I canāt tell anyone. Because itās mind fucking to think that you can see the end of the road of a relationship, that I really have had high hopes for.
all love, hopefully no more pain, - jp
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2024.05.20 07:38 Plaguings [GUIDE] Every method I've found to boost performance and keep stable framerates.
| After many, many hours of searching and tweaking I have gotten stable framerates. This is more directed towards people with around a mid tier PC, but should still benefit all. 1. Boot.Config This is one that most people already know about but I figured I should include it anyways. Navigate to X:\SPT\EscapeFromTarkov_Data and find the file labled Boot.Config and edit it. If you don't have a text editor Notepad ++ is free but the default windows one should work fine. Delete everything here and copy these lines in. gfx-enable-gfx-jobs=1 gfx-enable-native-gfx-jobs=1 gfx-disable-mt-rendering=1 wait-for-native-debugger=0 vr-enabled=0 hdr-display-enabled=0 gc-max-time-slice=10 job-worker-count= single-instance= Now, once that is copied there is one more step, press Control + Shift + Escape, this will open task manager. Navigate over to the performance tab and click on your CPU. You should now see all of the information for your CPU, all we need from here is the "Logical Processors" take that number and subtract one then add that to this line. job-worker-count= It should then look like this. job-worker-count=15(or whatever your # of threads is as mentioned above) Lastly, be sure to go in game and turn ON 'Only use Physical Cores' in the settings. 2. In game settings Now that you are in your settings, I'll recommend some. If you have a much better GPU than everything else in your PC, you can actually get a small amount of frames by increasing your settings, this should (in theory at least) take off some of the load on your CPU. Post FX can also be frame killers so try playing without them if you really need the extra FPS, remember though, you can always use reshade for a lower cost re-color. 3. RAM Cleaner and ISLC I'm sure most people know about the RAM Cleaner but what most people don't know about is ISLC(Intelligent Standby List Cleaner) By default your computer will use your RAM and Page File(which I'll talk about later) to cache information that it deems could be useful. I believe Tarkov also uses this feature. The issue is that sometimes this cache can get too large and start taking away from system memory, to fix this you can use ISLC Normally this program isn't doing all that much, but as we all know Tarkov loves to eat RAM so this is one case where I find it to actually be helpful. ISLC reads your Cached memory on an interval and if it meets 2 quota's it will clear that cache. You can download it here After you install and open it you'll be greeted with a screen that looks like this. https://preview.redd.it/fe6xivdoli1d1.png?width=756&format=png&auto=webp&s=6abd5b10e55eef0361a5cada9100a5533497c9ab It can be a bit daunting but there is only 2 settings you need to worry about. They are the two text boxes in the bottom left. If you have 32 GB + of ram you can just copy my settings, this will only clear the cache in extreme situations so it won't happen often but should help with memory leak. If you have any thing less I recommend setting both of the boxes to half of your ram. So for 16GB it would be - List size is at least : 8000 Free memory is lower than : 8000 Then you can set it to start on windows startup, but I only recommend this if you have 32 GB with settings similar to mine, as windows(for me) hovers at around 8 GB cache for general use, and having that be cleared when not gaming can make some apps slower. Otherwise, just click the start button when ready to play, or alternatively you can set both of the boxes super low, so that they would always clear you cache, but only activate the program when you need it cleared. WARNING* If your values are set to low and ISLC is constantly cleaning you WILL experience stutters. Both windows and Tarkov are going to be constantly writing to your standby list/cache to meet their base needs, so cleaning that before you need to can cause performance problems. 4. Page File A page file is essentially backup RAM that is obtained from your storage, this is already enabled by default but the size is too small to have any real performance gains. - Open windows search.
- Search for advanced system settings.
- Navigate to the advanced tab if you are not already there.
- Under performance click settings.
- Go the the Advanced tab again.
- Click the change button at the bottom under Virtual Memory.
- Select your FASTEST drive and change the tick to custom size.
- Put your initial size to something low, I have mine at 1000, but 5000 is good too.
- Set the maximum size to HALF of your system RAM, if you don't know what this is open task manager again and go back to performance tab and there will be a RAM section that will tell you, but I'll assume everyone here knows that already.
- Click Set, then Ok, then apply, and then OK
- It should then prompt you to restart, don't skip this, manually restarting sometimes hasn't applied Page File settings for me, so just get it out of the way.
This is where the guide ends for most people I'd assume, but if you are really interested in gaining "performance" look below. 5. Lossless Scaling This is by far the biggest bump in "performance" I've had. The reason I put it like that is because Lossless Scaling allows you to use Frame Generation. Meaning it quite literally just doubles your framerate. There are a couple downsides, one of which being that Lossless Scaling isn't free. Its $8 on Steam, but worth it all. Worst case scenario, you try it and don't like it and are able to refund it with less than 2 hours of use. If you decide you want to try this then follow along. https://preview.redd.it/h2afgdopoi1d1.png?width=871&format=png&auto=webp&s=935e619b031e590b17ce90483f8186b1fa8eedf3 It should look like this on launch, for most people you'll probably only need Frame Gen, but incase you're interested it also allows upscaling, but I won't be touching on that because I don't think its helpful for most people. Firstly go to the Rendering Tab and copy these settings. https://preview.redd.it/kqoqdzh0pi1d1.png?width=210&format=png&auto=webp&s=aa6b009ca1a24f4c331b5394c34d76d768f437dc Allow tearing set to on will massively boost responsiveness making the latency added almost non existent. Draw FPS will show you what FPS you are actually getting, in game counter won't show generated frames. I don't use either of the other 2 options so use at your own discretion Then go to the Capture Tag and set capture API to DXGI That should be all for the settings. Next go in game and set your game to windowed fullscreen(yes you have to do this, Lossless Scaling isn't compatible with Exclusive Fullscreen) If you plan on messing with upscaling I'll save you some trouble, it requires you to be on windowed mode(not windowed fullscreen) Now all you have to do is make sure you game window is selected and press Control + ALT + S you're screen might flash black but you should then see the game and have a grey FPS counter in the top left. Next is probably the most important step, CAP YOUR FPS TO HALF OF YOUR REFRESH RATE.(Don't if you only have 60hz) Frame gen requires stability so if you can't hit half your refresh rate at least most of the time then lower your cap further. I don't recommend capping it any lower than 45 as it'll have more latency and ghosting the lower you go. This is all for this part. If you have any questions or more info on any settings that I didn't explain properly feel free to comment. CREDIT For finding the Boot.Config settings(afaik) https://www.reddit.com/SPTarkov/comments/166dkxk/boost_framerate_with_command_line_in_bootconfig/ submitted by Plaguings to SPTarkov [link] [comments] |
2024.05.20 07:38 ZetaSob TM is hilarious
| I had been a frozen team member for two years but the last 6 months I had never struggled so much to keep this freezer working all the time, but Iām in my last month working for target and Iām dropping more then half my shifts mostly all the times I did all the work but since this they have been putting other tm to do my job and they donāt backstock donāt pull or even push or even worst they leave cardboard in the u boats I know who wrote this message he is one of those guys that doesnāt do shit in their shift, I found this hilarious from his part submitted by ZetaSob to Target [link] [comments] |
2024.05.20 07:37 TheHellAmIDoin š[FULL CODE LIST] Updated list of currently working Tacticus gift codes for 600+ Blackstone and Requisitions +New Player Advice š
Updated list as of 20. May 2024
šŖOLD CODES FOR NEW PLAYERSšŖ
š„New codes includedš„
First, enter the settings (the gear in the top right on the home screen), then go to "Refer a friend", and input:
SOY-38-RED
For 100 free blackstone!
This is a one time use code!
Next, go back to the previous screen and input:
WARHAMMER
AHEM
CAPS
SRSBSNS
SUMMON
YOU
TOUCHGRASS
FRIENDLESS
Sp really had fun with these last 3 lol
TAKETHIS
TYPHUSJACK
DARKSTRIDER
HELBRECHTJACK
MAGNUSMONDAY
NOX1KSONS
ADMECH
SKULLS23
SKULLS24
Knights3k
NINJON5
INVICTAMAY
Enjoy your free stuff and lmk if you pulled something good! Should any of the codes not work anymore tell me so I can update the list
Have some helpful info as well since we're already at it. It always pays off to try and unlock as much of a campaign as possible. The higher level of upgrade farming node unlocked means less energy used meaning faster roster progression.
The following are some of the strongest choices for each campaign:
CAMPAIGN MVP's
Indomitus - Bellator, Isabella, Calgar
Indo mirror - Aleph-null, Anuphet
Octarius - Gibba, Snot
Oct mirror - Burchard, Godswyl
FoC - Angrax, Rotbone, Abraxas
FoC mirror - Thaddeus, Kut, Yarrick
Saim-hann - Calandis, Eldryon, Maugan Ra
Saim-hann mirror - Abraxas, Archimatos
I recommend focusing on Bellator aiming to get him to gold gear rank.
Many new players make the mistake of trying to upgrade lots of different chars at once. In this game it pays to focus on one at a time.
The reason Bellator is the best char to upgrade at the start is because his active will not only carry you through 3 different campaigns(Indom, FoCM, OctM) but also its very useful in every other content in the game.
A good Indom elite team would be: G1 Bellator (active 36+) S2 Certus S2 Varro
I recommend the last two members should be imperials from another campaign, will give you a headstart when it comes to doing there's. Since elite might still be a bit out of reach tho its not a priority yet. Feel free to ask me if you need anything else!
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2024.05.20 07:37 johnnytk0 Crazy relapse - at wit's end. (Tinnitus sufferer)
I had really horrible insomnia caused by short-term xanax dependance starting around the end of 2021. 2022-2023 was the absolute worst, I was barely sleeping at all. It wasn't due to my tinnitus, it was just stress and discontent with my situation at the time.
In October 2023 I started taking ambien cause I was going on a trip overseas and maybe a week after I noticed my tinnitus got worse - it was much louder. I wasn't sure if there was a correlation because I also go to loud concerts without earplugs.
But I noticed every time I took ambien it would spike after & I would also have trouble falling asleep without ambien after that.
Anyway, from January - beginning of May this year I was sleeping! Fine! Maybe 5-6 hours almost every night, sometimes interrupted sometimes not, but I thought I was cured. I still had tinnitus but I didn't care about it much even if i noticed it. No medicine during this time.
But for the past week, or two? My insomnia came back with a vengeance. I don't even know why. Lately the weather has been changing very hot to very cold every other day and I'm sensitive to the weather, so I think that's part of it. I had one ambien left and I took it - slept. But I noticed my tinnitus spiked the next day. It's so bad and my tinnitus sounds like a fucking siren in my ears at night now and I think my body is waiting for more ambien. I can barely sleep one hour, I'm serious. It's making life so hard and I feel like I'm in a really dark place right now. I'm talking to some people close to me about it. I really hope I sleep again I don't understand how I was doing so well and this is happening again. Why is this happening? :(
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2024.05.20 07:37 Junior-Elephant-9395 Jelly pro/ atom in 2024
Hey guys- been on a hunt for dumb phone/ phones to get my screen time down. Got a nokia flip 2720, didnt really work out for me- bit too klunky and doesnāt run on android. Came across unihertzās products, and i wanted to try a second hand one for myself, and commit to a real one if im happy with the experience. On the secondhand marketplace where i live in HK, someone is selling a jelly pro with 1 extra battery and atom for cheap. I know these are older models, and im aware of battery life issues.
I would aim to have this phone last me around 1-2 years, ill use it for listening to music for a couple hours maximum, WhatsApp, Google maps, occasional calls. Ill have another normal smartphone at home but ill only use it in the evening for more tedious stuff.
Based on this info, which second hand phone would you guys recommend i go for? Jelly pro/atom? Does anyone still have one of those phones these days and how is it holding up?
I wont buy a brand new one because laws arenāt t super consumer friendly, you cant return a phone if youāre not satisfied with it unless theres a defect. I cant really do a trial period and return it
Anyway cheers! Super stoked to have a tiny phone and thanks in advance to anyone who answers!
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