Some history
My agoraphobia developed out of a number of traumatic experiences when I was younger. It has been extremely severe in terms of avoidance. I hadn’t left my rural county in 9 years prior to now.
When I was 12 years old, I got extremely sick in the city (~35 miles from where I live). I had appendicitis, but the doctors at the time could not figure it out. It was too late. My appendix burst and I almost died. I spent 16 days in the hospital and had to withdraw from the remainder of the school year.
This as well as severe panic attacks that I developed afterwards led to me developing agoraphobia, along with PTSD, OCD, and panic disorder. I’ve had to build my entire life around my agoraphobia, missing graduations, weddings, derailed college plans, and losing friends. I always felt left out by missing out on things, and I felt guilty that I’ve deprived my family from experiences with me as a result of it.
I ended up graduating from college mostly by taking classes online from a reputable university. I got two master’s degrees afterwards.
It was found fairly recently (2022 or 2021) that I had a genetic mutation which was preventing my medication from working for most of the time I had been taking it, and I had to start taking L-Methylfolate for it to work.
My brother got engaged in January of last year and they have been planning the wedding for June of 2024.
Recent Events
I’ve been making more of a conscientious effort to do things outside of my comfort zone, and I think part of this has been finding the correct medication. I had never before felt like I could actually “do it.”
In October of 2023, I went to somewhere outside of my county with my mom and partner by about ~15 miles and closer to the city. We went to a coffee shop. This was my first time leaving my county since 2015. I was nervous and had to keep getting up to walk around while waiting for our order. I started crying when we pulled into the town outside of my county because I couldn’t believe that I made it.
I’ve had a remote job doing really rewarding work. Just last month, my job had an in-person staff meeting in the city. They knew about my agoraphobia, and there was no pressure for me to attend. But trying to build on my success in October, I pushed myself and made it. I made it to the city for the first time in 9 years! I was so shell shocked that it was hard for me to process. I was only able to stay for 3-4 hours, but by the time I got home, I was exhausted.
Just a couple of weeks ago, I went back into the city again with my parents to get fitted for my suit for my brother’s upcoming wedding next month. Despite my trip to the city last month, I was really nervous to go. I did get really nervous a few times as it was slightly further than my work, but I made it.
Concerns
I’m very nervous for the wedding, because it is much further than the city. It is ~65 miles from home, rather than the ~35 which I have recently just started getting accustomed to. That may not seem like much more to most people, but that’s huge for me.
My brother hasn’t really talked to me about his wedding at all. My other brother was asked to be the best man. I wasn’t asked to give a speech, but they want me to be in the line. My other brother (the best man) asked me if I was going to go to the bachelor party, which I don’t think I’m going to be able to do. I’m glad he at least asked.
My family has likely just got used to excluding me from everything because of my condition. But it’s still sort of hurtful, because I feel like I don’t matter as much.
I am not the one getting married and it’s not my wedding, so I don’t really have any right to complain about how they want to do things. I guess it just sort of hurts that I have been taking these huge steps to try to go, and I can’t even be bothered to be asked to speak or do anything else besides be in the line.
It sort of annoys me that it seems they didn’t even take the difficulty of me being able to attend into consideration. Again, it’s their wedding, but maybe I’m just hurt because I would do the same for my brother if he dealt with something similar.
I’m also really nervous because of how far away from home it is. My partner and I were going to drive separate so we could leave earlier if we need to. But being that far from home and having a panic attack is making me feel super uneasy.
I’m trying to stay positive, but I’m scared everyone in my family (mainly my parents) are going to hate me if I can’t do it. Quite frankly, my brother doesn’t even seem to care if I show up.

Some users seems to subtly excuse or act as apologists of the toxic behaviors of individuals with BPD, which concerns me. This space is intended for survivors of abuse to share their stories and support each other, so it's unacceptable for anyone to seek sympathy for abusers here. I want to mention a specific user, who often contributes comments and posts with a lot of "positivity/big person energy". While I appreciate positivity, some of the narratives they bring might inadvertently normalize or romanticize abuse, which isn't helpful for those already grappling with the effects of manipulative BPD tactics and abuse.
I will give some examples of things they brought here:

1. "They are lost and afraid. They are broken. Nothing broken is fixed by leaving it on the ground where you found it."
2. "We got to get out of all this crap that being angry at someone for a mental illness yeah they hurt you man up if you love them stick around try helping me a better person if you don't walk away it's that simple."
3. "My son or my daughter could walk in my house shoot me in the stomach and steal my money and I would bleed out on the floor thinking about the first time I saw either one of them walk or smile. That type of Love is based in the soul."

I have the sentiment that these statements don't seem constructive. It's hard to see how they could offer real support or guidance to someone navigating difficult situations with a person with BPD. In fact, they might only add to the confusion and self-blame already experienced by many in such situations.
Moreover, it's insensitive to diminish the pain of others by telling them to "man up" or act as "medics," implying they should continue to extend efforts and care for their abusers despite enduring significant abuse.
In one comment, they attempted to gather sympathy from someone who had been abused and cheated on by their partner with BPD, suggesting they should consider the abuser as the "little girl she once was," implying that the abuser is only a perpetual victim. This narrative perpetuates the fallacy that individuals with BPD are always victims, which is far from reality.
Aside from this particular user (Who I just believe to be only a codependent ex-partner of a pwBPD), I've observed some accounts in this subreddit that appear to be created by individuals with BPD who attempt to infiltrate this safe space. Their aim seems to replicate these tactics, promoting apologetic narratives and perpetuating phallacies that romanticize abusers.
I hope this serves as a reminder to stay vigilant against these dangers. Your feelings of anger and frustration are completely valid, and it's crucial not to compromise your well-being by aligning with anything that undermines you (do not make peace with anything that might anihilate you). Remain aware of abusive tactics and continue to prioritize your own safety and healing. Know that you're not alone; I'm here to support you all, holding each of your hands, and wishing you all the best.
Love you all! <3

I've posted about a year ago regarding my then 7th month old scratching his head and hurting himself in the process. You can find the old post here: https://www.reddit.com/Parenting/comments/139ip9z/baby_wont_stop_scratching_his_head_until_it_bleads/
Recently I've had 3 different parents that have found the post and were in the same situation, inboxing for an update/solution, so I decided to make an update post in case more parents are looking for answers. Sorry I took so long. I know the despair you feel. I assure you it will get better if you persevere. This is an extremely long post, so I have bolded the several topics, in case you don't want to read everything, so they are easier to find.
To update on my son's situation: He's now 1y and 7 months. He is allergic to milk and he has a combination of cradle cap and eczema. In addition to this, he was also born with Hydronephrosis (enlarged kidneys) which means he is limited in the medication that he's allowed to take (no ipobrufren, as an example)
The Cradle Cap situation has improved by itself, mainly by just carrying on with what we were doing. We use the Frida Flake Fixer treatment and a cradle cap shampoo (Dentinox). We've also been advised not to wash his head every day, leave it 1 or 2 days (one doctor even said once a week). For the cuts, the best thing was indeed a Vaseline barrier to help the raw skin heal. Even though it definitely stinks, the healing is the most important part. I would put Vaseline on his scalp the day before a bath, do the treatment with the Frida Brush and then I would rub a Baby Scalp Oil (Colief) to soften the flakes on the day after the bath; I would put Vaseline on the scalp the next day and he would take a bath the next day, rinse and repeat, until the cuts were healed, and I could ditch the Vaseline step. If the cut was deep I would sometimes apply Sudocream only at night after a bath and the Vaseline was removed and he'd fallen asleep so he wouldn't take it off. He still slept with mittens inside his cuffed babygrow, but he always managed to get one or two fingers out, I kid you not when I say, that sometimes I would sleep holding his hand to prevent him from scratching his head when the wounds here at it's worst. All of these steps have contributed to has improved the cradle cap lot and eventually disappeared in about a month's time. He's going trough a second outbreak now, a year later, but no where near as bad as it was then, he's not scratching himself to death.
The Eczema situation. Right....... this situation has improved for a few good 7-8 months with the Aveeno Baby Dermexa Emollient Cream. I would use it 3 times a day or more to fight of dry skin. The areas where the skin folded were the worst. Arm folds, neck folds, behind the knees, there the eczema would install and spread, That could only be controlled an Hydrocortisoid Cream, 1% w/w. It did eventually disappeared save for one spot -- just behind the right knee. He developed a habit of scratching it with his left foot. But, lets put the Eczema situation on hold for a moment, while we talk about:
The Milk Allergy situation.... Oh Boy..... this is about to get very long.....
In my previous post made at the beginning of May 2023, I stated that my son had been to the A&E (a week before the post) for an allergic reaction to porridge, so he would either be allergic to Milk and/or Gluten. We were told a referral was done to our GP for a visit by an allergy team who would walk us through to process of slowly introducing allergens so that my son would hopefully be able to safely be exposed to them in the future and advised to "only feed him vegetables and fruit". We were given an "prescription" for an antihistamine to continue the treatment and to use as an SOS in case of another allergic reaction in the future. No allergy tests were done for my son at all.
We were told that, it would take a couple of weeks before we were contacted by the allergy team and to contact the GP after two weeks if we hadn't heard from them. We waited a month and nothing. At the end of May, I went to our GP to ask for updates on this situation. Imagine my shock when the GP told me that they didn't even have ANY information about my son being in the A&E. They've spent 1h contacting the hospital to get the paperwork from the A&E that SHOULD have been sent to our GP. In said paperwork, it states that the hospital would like the GP to sort out the allergy appointment. So, no allergy appointment had been made for an entire month and if I hadn't enquired about this situation, the GP would have had no clue about the need to make one because they didn't have the necessary paperwork! I was given an apology and scheduled an "assessment appointment" 2 days later. I enquired about an Antihistamine prescription, since my son was gonna start nursery in a couple of weeks when my maternity leave would end and I needed to provide a bottle for them in case of an allergic reaction, because we still didn't know what my son was allergic to.... Lo and behold, when the GP staff looks at the hospital paperwork, it was stated that no more antihistaminic was necessary, against what we were advised, as we should have one antihistamine as SOS, I had to press the GP to provide us with an prescription (which the lady was very quick to do after seeing me ready to implode regarding this absolute incompetence) so the nursery could have one antihistamine with themselves as we couldn't keep juggling our bottle back and forth with them.
The assessment appointment which basically consisted in 5 mins of asking for details about the allergic reaction, all of which was written in A&E's paperwork and only then being referred to a dietitian's team. I was given no ETA, no info about where it would be, no contact that I could call to at least be put on a waiting list in case of a cancellation, nothing. I was only asked to wait and when confronted, the practitioner admitted that this appointment COULD have been made straight in the hospital's A&E, instead of this ridiculous and time wasting bureaucratic football between the Hospital and the GP.
You might think this was the end of the miscommunication and incompetence.... Oh oh But no,.. of course not!! I waited another month of silence. At the end of June I called the hospital's appointment hotline enquiring about my son's appointment, only to be told that he doesn't have one because a referral hadn't been made yet! I was fuming!! I immediately called the GP who have assured me that a referral has been sent to the hospital's Paediatric and gave me it's referral number and they would enquire....
If you are in the UK like I am and you see that your baby/child is being ignored by your GP / Hospital and not getting the appropriate care, then do as I did and contact PALS near your area. That was the best piece of advice that I have received from people at my local breastfeeding group, and if being a mother has taught me anything, is that sometimes, you will have to be a momma bear (aka Karen to the eyes of the target) and advocate for your child. I work in retail, I despise Karens and I have no wish to be one, I am usually a pushover. But I will not allow anyone to trample on my son's health. And while I do have respect for the NHS, seeing has my brother in law works there, I know damn well, by his own words, that the main problem is not the lack of funds, but the pockets where they go and the terrible disorganization.
At that point I had enough of excuses and I made a complaint to PALS about both the GP and the Hospital. My son was almost 9months and still breastfeeding but eating mostly Vegetables and Fruit as solid food as per A&E'S guidelines, delaying his weaning and feeding development and causing stress with the nursery and our family as we didn't know what he was allergic to and couldn't move on to full meals. I flat out asked them if they were intent on my son completing an entire year of life being fed only Vegetables and Fruit besides breastmilk, and called them out because an 8 month baby should not be put on the back burner over and over again due to the incredibly poor communication between these two organizations and have his health jeopardized. I demanded a resolution ASAP and forward this to the Paediatrician as I did not trust the hospital to be able clearly communicate between their departments and whom I suspected had not been told absolutely nothing regarding all this. Two days later the allergy team specialist rang me to personally and profusely apologise and take the situation under her control and give me her allergy guidelines which I should have been given since the beginning. I was still forced to wait until early July for a allergy test - Milk was found to be the culprit.
I still thank everything that I had enough perseverance to stick with breastfeeding and never, ever, though to look at formula. I tremble to think about the consequences, Even though I'm aware that dairy free formulas exist, me being a 1st time ignorant mother, chances were I could have picked a wrong one. Fortunately I produced more than enough milk and my son had a good latch. Also because my son was not making any allergic reactions to my milk, this meant there was a higher chance that he could grow out of his allergy, as he was still getting enzymes from the dairy that I consumed. From here on, food introduction was a breeze. He's a real foodie, he loves to eat and he loves to eat with us. Adapting our diet was a bit of work, as I have IBS and my husband is diabetic so there might be some foods that will be a trigger or might not be the most ideal to someone in our family, but we managed to strike a good balance. Vegan options do help and we are having fun exploring that.
The problems then came with the nursery. After letting them know that my son was allergic to milk and other things were fine, the cases of allergic reaction in the nursery stated to increase and he started getting very bad reactions. First we suspected cross contamination, then that he might be allergic to something else, but the foods they were saying he was allergic to made absolutely no sense as he was just fine having those at home. We came to the conclusion after several events in the softplay area - that involved no food at all - that the culprit might be their cleaning products and further pressed after two different members of staff said they themselves were allergic to that product - Milton. After several bickerings between us and the nursery and us visiting our origin country for Xmas where my son ate in 4 different household and 5 different restaurant with absolutely no allergy reaction (in comparing to the then daily cases of reaction on the 3 days that he stayed at nursery), we finally convinced the nursery to change their cleaning products - they are now using Sanell. In addiction to prevent cross contamination, my son was given his own high chair, that no other child uses. Happy to say the cases of allergy are nearly non-existent now. His recent blood results also came back with amazingly good improvements, so we got the thumbs up from the Allergy Team and the Paediatrician to start the milk ladder and slowly and gradually adding milk to his diet. Currently he's in stage one and having half a teaspoon of malted milk biscuit daily with no reaction. It will probably still be able two months until he can have a full biscuit, but I can't wait to see his smile when we get to this stage - he loves taking the little piece of my hand.
Because of the back and forth with the nursery and them insisting that the allergic reaction could be due to other foods, the allergy team at the hospital was more concerned with that than his Eczema situation. We had to insist about it, since we suspected the reactions might be Eczema instead, stating that I was still waiting for the promised skin specialist appointment since end of April last year. The lead Team Speciallist, again showed her amazing professionalism and chased up the situation and we finally got our appointment jointly with her and the skin specialist in January of this year. She gave us a few products to try but said that the Eczema situation was relatively controlled. The samples that she gave were:

• Dermol 500 Lotion - we still use this for his bath as a soap substitute
• Adex Gel - kind like an emollient cream, it was ok-ish
• Cetraben Cream - didn't seem to make any difference, but can also be used as a soap substitute so we'll give it a go after Dermol is finished
• Zerodearm Ointment - didn't seem to make any difference, but it has a Vaseline like quality to it, so might try again

About a week after the appointment, my Son had an mild outbreak of Eczema on his legs. We tried several combinations of above products that seemed to temporally control the situation but didn't complete solve it. In Early March of this year the Eczema appeared in his back. He has a huge red birthmark the size of my hand on his back, so that skin is very sensitive. He started to scratch and rub his back against things and it didn't took long to break the skin. It didn't bleed but it was oozing/weeping which would make the skin get stuck to his clothes and then get raw, so no treatment was going to work on that as it would slide off with the oozing/weeping. I despaired then as I had a year ago.
So I went back to the thing that worked last time - Vaseline. This time though, it was on a place that I couldn't exactly leave uncovered. My son was about to do some blood tests so hospital had given us numb cream to put on the inside of his elbows and some clear medical film. He had this done before and I remembered that the film had been resistant enough to keep the cream in and didn't hurt his skin, so I though, maybe I could apply the same theory. So I bought some clear medical film (Tegaderm Film), put a good chunk of Vaseline on the wound and sealed it with the film. I changed this twice or three times a day, depending if he was in the nursery or not. It worked like a charm and it allowed the skin to heal. For reference, the nursery manager, whose son suffers with really bad eczema has suggested me the AproDerm Ointment which also has a Vaseline consistency to it, but my son's situation cleared up before I had to use it.
The skin specialist by then had prescribed a treatment with another hydrocortisoid cream ( Daktacort 2% 1% w/w, needs to be kept refridgerated ) and an emollient cream - Epimax Oatmeal Cream. For the other patches of Eczema (that were not in wound), I would use Daktacord, once in the morning, once in the evening, and I would use Epimax to keep the skin moisturized along the day, whenever I would change a diaper. The skin specialist told us to keep using Daktacord twice a day for a week, then drop it to once a day on the following week, and then drop it to every other day on the week after. This has worked brilliantly and it solved all Eczema patches, including the stubborn one behind his right knee, We were able to drop the Daktacord and we now only use the Epimax emollient regularly about twice a day.
Thank you if you have read everything so far, I hope you have found something that could be of use to you. Happy to answer any questions that you might have, or if you're feeling desperate like I was and just need some reassurance, just drop me message!

As I write this, I am still a bit shocked by how quickly I lost control over the path I wanted for The Island. I'll explain:
As I uncovered DiMA's medical facility, I found his covered up murder. After returning to Acadia, I confronted the synth leader about his past, then convinced him to face Harbormen justice. My thoughts were "situation can get dicey, but I should be able to solve it with my Charisma and correct choices, I doubt it'll come to an immediate bad conclusion".
Before returning to Far Harbor, I made a quick stop at the lighthouse to complete the last of Cassie Dalton's requests. Figured I'd kill two birds in one stone (peacefully, ofc).
To my surprise, everyone's already gathered in a special way that makes it look like a very important story moment (I knew the justice thing was important but I still underestimated its extent). Locked into that gathering, I was unable to complete Cassie's requests right away. Then, DiMA's confession happened...
I let him explain himself and decided to defend him - well, who wouldn't, given those circumstances? Synth voluntarily went to Acadia to explain himself when he didn't really have to. I was hoping that would still give him an edge on that situation. Sadly, that didn't happen.
Everyone, except for Avery (obviously) thirsted for blood, even as I used my Charisma to stop Aller from escalating the situation too much. The Mariner went against me because I had sold her requested tools when faced with Mike's outstanding offer and Cassie didn't support me even as I had already completed most of her request and was about to deliver the last one!
The result: DiMA was mercilessly killed and they all decided to destroy Acadia, even when we insisted the other synth were innocent. That was the worst part. Their fear and anger took over completely. Not a hint of compassion. Had to watch as they tore Acadia to shreds, including Kasumi (I didn't attack the Harbormen because I was afraid that would mess some pending tasks and trophies I still had to complete).
Now, my ideal path is upside down. There is no room for peace. I tried to be just, to encourage DiMA to atone for his past before starting anew but what I saw was injustice made manifest. Now that the other remaining objectives related to DiMA involve a "windmill kill switch" and a "nuclear launch key", I know what I will do...
I will leave the Island for the Children of Atom, since I can assume that clearly being an option - even if I somehow mess it up, I will personally go to Far Harbor and murder every single NPC there.
This tragic twist of fate stands as one of the most memorable parts of my playthrough so far, something I, as a player, will have to live with (more than my Sole Survivor will, judging by his reactions).

As I write this, I am still a bit shocked by how quickly I lost control over the path I wanted for The Island. I'll explain:
As I uncovered DiMA's medical facility, I found his covered up murder. After returning to Acadia, I confronted the synth leader about his past, then convinced him to face Harbormen justice. My thoughts were "situation can get dicey, but I should be able to solve it with my Charisma and correct choices, I doubt it'll come to an immediate bad conclusion".
Before returning to Far Harbor, I made a quick stop at the lighthouse to complete the last of Cassie Dalton's requests. Figured I'd kill two birds in one stone (peacefully, ofc).
To my surprise, everyone's already gathered in a special way that makes it look like a very important story moment (I knew the justice thing was important but I still underestimated its extent). Locked into that gathering, I was unable to complete Cassie's requests right away. Then, DiMA's confession happened...
I let him explain himself and decided to defend him - well, who wouldn't, given those circumstances? Synth voluntarily went to Acadia to explain himself when he didn't really have to. I was hoping that would still give him an edge on that situation. Sadly, that didn't happen.
Everyone, except for Avery (obviously) thirsted for blood, even as I used my Charisma to stop Aller from escalating the situation too much. The Mariner went against me because I had sold her requested tools when faced with Mike's outstanding offer and Cassie didn't support me even as I had already completed most of her request and was about to deliver the last one!
The result: DiMA was mercilessly killed and they all decided to destroy Acadia, even when we insisted the other synth were innocent. That was the worst part. Their fear and anger took over completely. Not a hint of compassion. Had to watch as they tore Acadia to shreds, including Kasumi (I didn't attack the Harbormen because I was afraid that would mess some pending tasks and trophies I still had to complete).
Now, my ideal path is upside down. There is no room for peace. I tried to be just, to encourage DiMA to atone for his past before starting anew but what I saw was injustice made manifest. Now that the other remaining objectives related to DiMA involve a "windmill kill switch" and a "nuclear launch key", I know what I will do...
I will leave the Island for the Children of Atom, since I can assume that clearly being an option - even if I somehow mess it up, I will personally go to Far Harbor and murder every single NPC there.
This tragic twist of fate stands as one of the most memorable parts of my playthrough so far, something I, as a player, will have to live with (more than my Sole Survivor will, judging by his reactions).

Just found out we’re pregnant with our second. Like only 4 weeks.
I anticipate my husband will ask soon if I tested positive, since we just started trying for #2, and he’ll be interested in when I’m ovulating next because he pauses his medications which affect his performance. I’d kind of like for my 2 y/o to give him a positive pregnancy test on Father’s Day as a surprise.
Would you be mad if your wife told you that she wasn’t pregnant yet, and then found out 4 weeks later that she actually was pregnant and told you a little white lie?

Hi, I am writing this to just get some tips on my ongoing journey. Any recommendations are appreciated. Thanks
I have completed my first year of my university as a medical and molecular biology major from ubco. I have complete 27 credits (9 courses) with an average of 86.6 percent. Not sure how it looks on GPA scale because I am confused about it. I have completed 2 first year bio, chem, maths, phys courses and an English course. I am taking a couple of easy courses like introductory psychology courses over summer too. Now coming to extracurriculars, I wasted my first semester just to get settled with the university. I am a volunteer at hospital in emergency room where I do tasks like greeting patients or directing them to places. I have around 30 ish hours there so not anything special. I was an executive of a film club in my university too. I am also a director for external affairs ( in terms of hierarchy this position is just below to founders) to a decent sized international non profit organization which works for removing stigma around disability amongst kids. I have volunteered here and there in my university campus too which is not worth mentioning. I don’t have any research experience but I applied to many of them got rejected from all of them. I have also been working on my communication skills by talking to people outside of my social circles because in high school I have always been a shy person.
My main concern is how do I improve now? What should I work on and what should I stop doing? And sorry for long ass description :)

Three years ago I was hired at a casino in Montana as a floor runner, assistant manager I was interviewed by two people the general manager and the district manager interview went great. I charmed them both very well. We laughed and we said we were excited to get this going so I can take over the Casino most of the time, three days later I received a call saying something on my background check came back that were concerned with. They were no longer offering me the position. Pretty angry I had to find a different job. However, fast-forward to 2024 I’ve been in an on again off again relationship with this Indian girl, a master student who is my current girlfriend. We had a little issue and we both decided to end the relationship but now we are together. In that time . A friend told me to check out Facebook dating I never. Thought to try it having had just random hook ups on tinder. And that really wasn’t what I was looking for just something to do to pass the time because it was always available on my Facebook page. I ended up matching with a few girls and then I got a message from a woman who looks slightly familiar after talking to her for about two minutes I realize it was the district manager, the one who called me personally and was very rude about it told me she would not be hiring me at the Casino. After she figured it out, she was like oh I remember you how are you and I was like I’m good. I’m a 34-year-old man not to brag, but I’m a pretty decent looking guy. I I was flat broke at the time And told her I honestly didn’t have any money to go out on a date. She was really excited and told me she would pay for coffee at a coffee shop. I agreed and we laughed about what happened and she told me she was in a 15 year long relationship with a woman. She was a lesbian bisexual whatever she told me she just turned 40 and was having a bit of midlife crisis she really tried to sell herself on how much money she had 145,000 in her 401(k) account that she was the district manager of 10 different casinos in the Montana area. She was wearing a heart monitor from having a minor issue by being in a relationship, but involved domestic violence with her long-term partner that was currently in jail, facing a five-year sentence, it was similar to the charge that I had on my record when I was fired without even starting on my first day. Very ironic, but long story short she fell hard for me. We had a very good first date the best one that I’ve had in a very long time we went to a beautiful scenic area, where we kissed each other on a bench and held each other looking at the water, talking about our goals and dreams Actually took me out to dinner and when I went home, she started messaging me saying I really wanted to sleep with you. She told me she hadn’t been in a relationship in a long time with a man and didn’t wanna say something to mess it up. She told me that she wanted to have a child and she was always good with her nieces and nephews. I started thinking maybe I could have something with her and we were planning a weekend date where I would go to her apartment where she bragged about all the expensive things that she owned and even talked about taking me on a beach vacation my ex-girlfriend from India, a broke college student called me, crying and telling me, she wanted to get back together I am currently with her and we moved to Maryland and live in a very nice apartment ourselves. Now I told my ex boss that it was a very nice date and I think you’re a very good person and I appreciate the apology that you gave me a couple days later she texted me completely heartbroken, and told me that she had a nervous breakdown and her district which she ran was cut in half because of the stress of not being able to keep doing the job. I honestly felt really bad for her even though back when she fired me it caused a lot of embarrassment with my friends and family moral the story is don’t make judgments on people when you see things on paper. Also don’t play with a person’s heart. It is a very fragile thing.

My son is transferring to UF(PreMed) as a junior this fall. It is a big campus and we have no idea what will be the most ideal place for him to stay. He is bringing a car with him and looking a for a place to stay with parking.

• A room with a private bathroom in 2x2, 3x3 or 4x4
• Parking space at the location
• Walking distance to medical education building if possible or frequent bus service to near UF medical education building
• Approximate cost if you know

I’ve checked google map and there are many choices and reviews but want to hear from folks here who are currently attending UF and what they recommend. He will have no problem driving to campus everyday but heard from few people that parking is a big problem at UF.

Hey!
I'm a Canadian applicant studying bio + chem at UofT. I am applying next cycle (June 2025) but I really need to prepare my stuff from now because the upcoming year is going to be really busy for me. I am also on track to graduate in 2025 Here are my stats so far:
cGPA 3.70. Aiming for 3.75-3.80 by graduation
All of my grades are B- (70/100) and above, so I think I pass majority of the requirements for prereqs
science GPA 3.68 as per my calculations, could be slightly inaccurate. Aiming for 3.75-3.80 by graduation
On track to graduate in 2025; I did my HBSc in 3 years instead of 4
DAT: I have not taken it yet, but it's scheduled for end of August. I'm aiming to get 23 AA +
Shadowing (so far): ~30 hours. I was previously shadowing a dentist but got some issues with them so I'm on the look for a new one this Summer 😕
Volunteering: ~10 hours. Is this important? I'm not exactly sure where to volunteer. I've done some volunteering at my uni for orientation day once but that's about it.
Extracurriculars: ~50 hours for a knitting/crochet club at my uni (event planner), ~50 hours for a pre-dental club at my uni (president) – these are the 100% confirmed ones so far. In the upcoming academic year (2024-25), I expect to have about 200-250 total hours from those same clubs as I have been re-elected. If you guys also have some recommendations for more ECAs I'm happy to take them!
Work experience: none so far but I am starting a job on-campus for the 2024-25 academic year as an assistant to a supervisor. Expected hours are 100-160 hours.
Research: none. I'm not sure if this is necessary/favored for applications honestly. To be a part of research at my uni, it's a little more complicated than just emailing a professor you're interested to work with, instead there's a formal application to fill out at the end of the year where you "compete" with other applicants too. I did not apply for any research positions as I could not fit it into my schedule in the Fall/Winter 2024-25. However, I am thinking about volunteering in a lab... I'm not sure if I'll be accepted for that but I am drafting a bunch of cold emails to sent out to profs I'm interested in working under.
I'm not sure what else people usually list for their stats but this seems like most of it.
I'm gonna be honest, I'm doing this because I have no clue at all where I possibly stand a chance at in American schools. I was initially interested in only applying to Canadian ones but my second year really plummeted my GPA and I'm not competitive at all for Canadian schools now, so I'm basically scratching those off my list.
Also, please don't be mean :0 I'm genuinely looking for advice. I don't know anyone applying from my university/friends so I'm struggling to get advice from people in the same boat.
Some schools I'm interested in (but most I have no idea how favorable towards Canadian applicants they are) are:
Uni of Michigan
UCSF
UCLA
UPenn
Columbia
Thank you!!!

Apologies for the long write-up. TL;DR at the end. Some spoilers.
Just picked up the game again recently after never having completed the MQ before, and I just don’t get the railroad:
I’ve completed a playthrough since. On a new one now, and I cannot get behind the RR. I’ve seen a lot of debates on this and wanted to share my 2 cents and get feedback. Trying to mainly focus on the RR here. Here goes:
1.) My first introduction to them felt overly-hostile. Even more so than any other faction. I understand their secretiveness is paramount for them. But even though I follow their trail, discover their oh-so-secret password, and walk in, they’re immediately all “Wtf are you doing here?” Oh and also “Agree with our message (that, for me, was not aforementioned anywhere) or gtfo (or die).” Seemed over the top for a group of hobos who I could wipe out by sneezing—especially when they’re the ones sending out invites. You learn that not even all members see directly eye-to-eye with Des, but it’s an ultimatum for the player?? Even when they learn that the SS is invaluable to them, possibly even their saving grace as they haven’t done diddly without us, it’s nothing but ultimatums. (This is more an overarching problem of all factions, but still more than others imo)
2.) They should NOT be a main faction. There seems to be a gray area of the real “goal” of the main quest: the Future of the Commonwealth or the Future of the Synths. I look at it this way:
The SS’s life is in our hands. Roleplay is up to the player ultimately, so do as you please. But the game will narrow down to who has the most control in the end. And the RR is NOT a reasonable choice outside of rp’ing. Reason being that they clearly don’t care. Not about humans, not about clean water, not about quelling the violence spreading through the commonwealth. They want and should have zero control over the area. So, in the scheme of who has control, WHY are they an option?? Should’ve been a subfaction at most. Their progression doesn’t make much sense, either. They show themselves to be incompetent strength-wise at most times, then boom. They have enough firepower to take out everyone else full-force. Didn’t feel like they really built up the strength (especially bc of Bethesda making you do all the work for whatever group you join). They feel rushed. I commend the allusion to the actual Underground Railroad, but it’s a slap in the face to its realism. They are not even remotely the same there, so I can’t compare their rationales either.
3.) Prioritization of Synthetic life over Actual life. I know we all have our own opinions of Synth=Human, but objectively, they are not. Their memories, personality, and affinities are forged on a computer. They are not born the same, raised the same, or functioning the same. The body may be the exact same as humans for Gen3, but their “lives” are an illusion (when they are “born” anyways. They show examples of them forging their own path afterwards, but again, their reasoning begins from lies), and they don’t have all the same needs. Objectively, the RR is no better than the Institute in the aspect of playing God. The hypocrite, DiMA, does make a valid point in this—broken clock is right twice a day, right? Anyways, it is a noble cause to believe all conscious life shouldn’t be enslaved (or any life for that matter), but what’s better when you only have two choices?
A) To create/foster fake lives, mind-wiped or not, and hope they fit in at the party (while ignoring the potential consequences)?
Or
B) To force/help make the partygoers more agreeable/inclusive? (Basically the other factions, but they have other problems/agendas too)
Also there’s the fact that a non-wiped synth is sent into a crappy world that their liberators are doing nothing to improve, and wiped synths get the same but live a fake life that would crumble if they knew the truth. And their liberators know this, so they don’t tell them. The RR is perpetuating the institute problem in doing this (minus the planned killing). No sentient being should be living lies constructed by others. And I understand that the mind-wipe(essentially assisted suicide) is optional, but at that point, they are still only perpetuating the synth problem of the institute. If the synth wants to die, just kill them. Don’t put more synths out there to suffer just hoping it turns out okay.
Would love to hear other’s thoughts as I haven’t seen my exact opinion reciprocated yet.
TL;DR
The Railroad is hard to get behind (FOR ME) because:
1) Overly-ideological and give many ultimatums even though their not in a position to. 2) They are too narrow-minded to be a main faction. 3) They perpetuate the Institute problem.

Would you have a concluding word to such world's setting?

Absolutely! Here are a few closing word options for your high-tech, low-life world, depending on the tone you want to achieve:
Hopeful:

In the flickering neon glow of the lower districts, a spark of rebellion ignites. Despite the hardships, the human spirit endures, seeking connection, hope, and a chance to build a better future.

Bittersweet:

The high towers of the elite cast long shadows over the bustling streets below. In this world of stark contrasts, the lines between survival and prosperity blur. But even in the darkest corners, love, ingenuity, and a flicker of defiance persist.

Grim:

The gears of progress grind on, leaving a trail of waste and despair. In this high-tech dystopia, the gap between the haves and have-nots grows ever wider. Will the lower districts rise up, or will they be forever locked in the underbelly of a world they can only glimpse from below?

Open-Ended:

Beneath the neon sky, stories unfold. Tales of hardship and hope, of rebellion and resilience. The future of this high-tech world hangs in the balance, waiting to be written by the choices of those who inhabit it.

Choose the closing word that best captures the essence of your story or setting. Remember, the world you've created is rich with possibilities, and the ending doesn't have to be definitive. It can leave your readers pondering the fate of its characters and the future of this complex and ever-evolving society.

If you should pick an item or an object that would clearly and cleverly symbolized such world, what would that be?

Here are two options for an item that symbolically represents the high-tech, low-life world:

1. The Glimmering Shard:

• Description: Imagine a small, jagged shard of metal or glass. One side is smooth and polished, reflecting the wealth and technology of the upper city. The other side is rough and chipped, etched with the grime and harsh realities of the lower districts.
• Symbolism: This shard represents the stark contrast between the upper and lower classes. The smooth side reflects the shiny veneer of technology and luxury enjoyed by the wealthy. The rough side reflects the brokenness and struggle of those living on the fringes.
• Additional Details: This shard could be a salvaged piece of technology, a remnant of a shattered building, or even a shard of a mirrored window that once divided the social classes.

1. The Glitching Holographic Ring:

• Description: Imagine a holographic ring that projects a constantly shifting image. On one hand, it might display a luxurious symbol of wealth and status. But as it flickers, the image might glitch and distort, revealing a hidden message or a glimpse of the harsh realities beneath the surface.
• Symbolism: This ring symbolizes the unreliability and instability of the world. The glitching hologram represents the way technology promises a utopian future but constantly fails to deliver. It also reflects the hidden messages of dissent and rebellion that exist beneath the surface of a seemingly controlled society.
• Additional Details: This ring could be a common fashion statement or a black-market tool used to spread forbidden information. The glitching image could be a coded message, a symbol of rebellion, or a reminder of the past that the upper class tries to suppress.

Both of these items are small, versatile, and can be interpreted in multiple ways, making them powerful symbols of the high-tech, low-life world. The choice ultimately depends on the specific tone and message you want to convey in your story.

Try something bit more distinct and specific.

How about the "Hacked Heart"?
Here's the breakdown:

• Description: A small, ornately decorated locket or pendant. Upon opening, it reveals not a picture, but a series of flickering LEDs embedded within a clear casing.
• Functionality: This locket is a bio-hacked implant worn externally. It interfaces with the wearer's nervous system, displaying a visual representation of their emotional state through the shifting colors and patterns of the LEDs.
• Symbolism: The Hacked Heart represents the constant clash between technology and humanity in this world. The ornate decoration speaks to a desire for beauty and connection, while the exposed circuitry highlights the invasive nature of technology and the commodification of even emotions.
• Distinction: This item is specific to this world because it combines high-tech bio-hacking with a sentimental object like a locket. It's a reminder that while technology can be used to manipulate and control, people still yearn for genuine emotional connection.
• Additional Details:
  • The Hacked Heart could be a status symbol among the wealthy, a way to display their emotional control or volatility.
  • In the lower districts, it might be a black-market modification, a way to express emotions freely or even manipulate others.
  • The LEDs could display a limited range of emotions, a commentary on how this world suppresses or simplifies human experience.

This Hacked Heart offers a unique and distinct symbol of the high-tech, low-life world. It captures the struggle for authenticity, the desire for connection, and the pervasive influence of technology in every aspect of life.

How about straight up hacksawed hearth?

The "hacksawed hearth" is a very evocative image, but on its own, it might be a little too literal. Here are a few ways we can build on this concept to create a more symbolic and distinct object for your high-tech, low-life world:

1. The Hacksawed Hearth Relic:

• Description: This is a piece of a broken fireplace grate, crudely hacksawed from a larger structure. It could be made of cast iron, bearing the ornate detailing of a once grand fireplace from the upper city.
• Symbolism: The hacksawed hearth represents the loss of a sense of community and warmth. It's a reminder of a bygone era where people gathered around fireplaces for warmth, comfort, and storytelling. In the high-tech world, these connections are fragmented, replaced by cold technology.
• Use: The relic could be a prized possession, passed down through generations in the lower districts. It might be used as a makeshift heating element, a symbol of resilience, or even a weapon in desperate situations.
• Additional Details: Engravings or markings on the relic could hint at the origin of the fireplace, perhaps a symbol of rebellion or a reminder of a specific historical event.

1. The Hacksawed Hearth Stove:

• Description: This is a makeshift stove cobbled together from scrap metal and scavenged parts. The centerpiece is a prominent, jagged piece of metal, clearly cut with a hacksaw, forming the base or firebox.
• Symbolism: The hacksawed hearth stove represents resourcefulness and defiance. It's a testament to the ingenuity of the lower classes, who repurpose the remnants of the upper world to survive and build a sense of home.
• Use: This stove provides heat and a place to cook for those in the lower districts. The exposed hacksaw mark could serve as a constant reminder of the struggle and the societal divide.
• Additional Details: The stove might be decorated with scavenged trinkets or symbols of rebellion, reflecting the personality of its creator.

1. The Hacksawed Hearth Hologram:

• Description: This is a portable holographic projector that displays a flickering image of a crackling fireplace. The image might be distorted or glitching, hinting at the artificiality of the technology.
• Symbolism: The hacksawed hearth hologram represents a yearning for a lost sense of comfort and togetherness. It's a reminder of something they can't fully possess, a ghost of a simpler life.
• Use: The hologram could be used for warmth (a psychological comfort), storytelling (creating a sense of community), or even bartering (a valuable commodity in the lower districts).
• Additional Details: The projector might be a salvaged piece of high-tech, repurposed by the lower classes. The flickering image could project not just fire, but also forgotten stories or historical events.

These are just a few ideas to build upon the "hacksawed hearth" concept. Each option creates a distinct symbol for your world, capturing the struggle, resourcefulness, and yearning for connection within a high-tech, low-life society.

Apologies, i meant hacksawed heart.

Ah, a "hacksawed heart" takes the concept a whole new level! Here are some potential interpretations for this unique symbol in your high-tech, low-life world:

1. The Literal Hacksawed Heart:

• Description: This is a gruesome yet intriguing object. Imagine a metallic heart-shaped locket, but instead of opening smoothly, it has a jagged, clearly "hacksawed" opening revealing a beating, pulsating red light within.
• Symbolism: It bluntly represents the harsh realities of this world. The exposed, almost violated heart symbolizes emotional vulnerability in a society that prioritizes survival and control.
• Use: This could be a black-market modification used by criminals to suppress or amplify emotions depending on their needs. It could also be a symbol of rebellion, worn by those who refuse to have their emotions controlled by technology.
• Additional Details: The exposed heart could change color or intensity depending on the wearer's emotional state. It could also be a painful reminder of past trauma or a forced emotional manipulation.

1. The Hacksawed Heart Pendant (Metaphorical):

• Description: This is a more subtle pendant, crafted from metal and shaped like a stylized heart. However, the heart shape is not solid, but rather consists of a series of interlocking gears or circuits.
• Symbolism: It represents the struggle between technology and human emotions. The gears represent the cold logic of technology, while the overall heart shape represents the desire for connection and love.
• Use: This could be a widely worn piece of jewelry, a reminder of the delicate balance between technology and humanity.
• Additional Details: The gears could turn or click subtly, representing the constant hum of technology in the background. The design could be simple yet elegant, appealing to people from all social classes.

1. The Hacksawed Heart Hologram:

• Description: This is a holographic projection of a broken heart, pulsating with a faint light. The cracks and breaks seem to have been repaired crudely, with rough stitches or patches.
• Symbolism: It represents the brokenness and resilience of the people in this world. The repaired heart shows their ability to mend emotional wounds and keep fighting despite hardships.
• Use: This could be a symbol used by resistance groups, a reminder that even though their hearts are broken by the system, they refuse to give up hope.
• Additional Details: The hologram could flicker and distort, highlighting the instability of the world and the struggle for emotional stability. It could also project messages of hope or defiance.

These are just a few interpretations of the "hacksawed heart" symbol. Each one offers a unique perspective on the world, highlighting different aspects of the struggle between technology and humanity, vulnerability and resilience, and the fight for emotional connection in a harsh environment.

And how about hacksawed earth?

The "hacksawed earth" is a powerful and evocative image for your high-tech, low-life world. Here are a few interpretations that capture different aspects of this society:

1. The Broken Globe:

• Description: Imagine a metallic globe, the size of a person's head. One side is smooth and polished, depicting a pristine Earth with lush continents and oceans. The other side is brutally "hacksawed" open, revealing a desolate wasteland beneath.
• Symbolism: This broken globe represents the stark contrast between the idealized world presented by technology and the harsh realities of the lower districts. The smooth side shows the world as it could be, while the hacksawed side shows the damage caused by progress and a focus on the elite.
• Use: This could be a symbol used by rebels or environmentalists, a reminder of the true cost of unchecked technological advancement. It could also be a prized artifact kept by scavengers, a testament to a lost world.
• Additional Details: The hacksawed side could reveal specific details like polluted oceans, ravaged landscapes, or scars representing ecological disasters.

1. The Cracked Terrain Model:

• Description: Imagine a detailed, three-dimensional model of the city and surrounding area. The model is crafted from metal and shows buildings, streets, and even the natural landscape. However, the model is cracked and broken in several places, revealing a dark, hollow space beneath.
• Symbolism: This cracked model represents the instability and fragility of the world. The surface world may appear organized, but it's built on a shaky foundation. The hollow space could represent the neglected lower districts or the potential for social upheaval.
• Use: This could be used by city planners to highlight potential areas of weakness or by rebels to show the vulnerability of the upper city. It could also be a symbol of the constant struggle between order and chaos.
• Additional Details: The cracks could be filled with glowing red lights, symbolizing the simmering anger and frustration of the lower classes.

1. The Fractured Hologram:

• Description: Imagine a holographic projection of the Earth that constantly fractures and reforms. It shows a beautiful planet struggling to maintain its integrity, with cracks appearing and disappearing over continents and oceans.
• Symbolism: This fractured hologram represents the constant environmental degradation and the fragility of the planet itself. It's a reminder that the consequences of unchecked technology and environmental damage will affect everyone, not just the lower districts.
• Use: This could be a warning displayed in public spaces, a constant reminder of the need for sustainability. It could also be used by rebels to spread awareness of the environmental cost of their society.
• Additional Details: The fractured Earth could pulse with a red glow, symbolizing the danger of inaction. The projection could also display messages or statistics about environmental threats.

These interpretations of the "hacksawed earth" symbol each offer a compelling way to visualize the societal and environmental consequences of the high-tech, low-life world. They highlight the impact on the environment, the fragility of the system, and the call for change.

What would be the very best thing in such world?

The "best thing" in a high-tech, low-life world depends on perspective and what holds the most value for different people. Here are a few contenders:
For the Struggling Masses:

• True Connection: In a world rife with social isolation and control, genuine connection with others – love, friendship, community – could be the most valuable thing. Sharing stories, offering support, and building a sense of belonging in the face of hardship could be a beacon of hope.
• Freedom from Oppression: The ability to escape the harsh realities of the lower districts, whether through rebellion, ingenuity, or a lucky break, could be considered the ultimate prize. Freedom could mean access to clean water, medical care, or a life free from fear and exploitation.
• Knowledge and Power: Unrestricted access to knowledge, either through scavenged books, hacked data, or forbidden information, could be a powerful tool for change. This knowledge could empower individuals to understand their world, resist control, or even find a path to a better future.

For the Elite:

• Absolute Security: In a world filled with danger and uncertainty, complete security could be a luxury only the wealthy could afford. It could involve advanced security systems, fortified enclaves, or even enhanced bodies that ensure their safety from threats in the lower districts.
• Unlimited Luxury: Unfettered access to the latest technology, exotic pleasures, and the ability to indulge in every whim could be the ultimate goal for some. However, such a luxurious life might feel hollow in a world so divided.
• Power and Control: Maintaining absolute control over society and ensuring their dominance could be the ultimate prize for some in the elite. This control could involve advanced technology, manipulation of information, or even a form of social engineering that keeps the lower districts docile.

A Different Perspective:

• A Spark of Change: Perhaps the most valuable thing wouldn't be a physical object or individual benefit, but the hope for a better future. It could be a growing sense of defiance, a technological breakthrough that could benefit everyone, or a leader who inspires change. Even in a harsh world, the potential for a brighter future could be the most valuable thing of all.

Ultimately, the best thing in this world depends on your story and the characters' values. What are they fighting for? What would make their lives better? By exploring these questions, you can create a compelling world where the "best thing" is a powerful motivator for your characters and a reflection of the themes you want to explore.

What would be the best possible symbol for high-tech-based dominance?

Here are a few options for a symbol of high-tech dominance in your world, each capturing a different aspect of technological control:

1. The Augmented Eye:

• Description: Imagine a stylized eye, perhaps metallic or with glowing circuitry. This symbol could be worn as a piece of jewelry, incorporated into clothing, or even projected as a hologram.
• Symbolism: The Augmented Eye represents the constant surveillance and monitoring of the population by the elite. It signifies the loss of privacy and the ability of the ruling class to see and control everything.
• Additional Details: The eye could have multiple pupils or flicker with different colors, representing the vast amount of data being collected and analyzed. It could also be embedded with a tiny camera, blurring the line between symbol and surveillance tool.

1. The Neural Network Spire:

• Description: A towering structure, resembling a branching network of wires or organic neural pathways, reaching towards the sky. This spire could be located in the heart of the elite district, a visible symbol of their technological prowess.
• Symbolism: The Neural Network Spire represents the vast computational power and interconnectedness of the elite's technology. It suggests their ability to access information, control communication, and manipulate minds.
• Additional Details: The spire could emit a faint hum or glow, hinting at the constant processing power it represents. Its intricate design could be both awe-inspiring and intimidating, reflecting the duality of technology.

1. The Glimmering Hand (Data Hand):

• Description: A stylized metallic hand, outstretched with its fingers spread wide. Each fingertip could have a different symbol or icon, representing different forms of data (statistics, surveillance footage, code).
• Symbolism: The Glimmering Hand represents the elite's ability to manipulate and control data. It signifies their power to shape information, influence perception, and control resources through technology.
• Additional Details: The hand could be made of a smooth, reflective metal, symbolizing the cold logic of data analysis. It could also emit faint streams of data or project holographic information, further emphasizing its control over information flow.

These symbols all offer a distinct way to represent the dominance of high-tech in your world. Consider the specific aspects of technology you want to highlight and the message you want to convey. These options provide a starting point to create a powerful symbol that embodies the oppressive yet awe-inspiring nature of technology in a high-tech, low-life society.

What would be the best set of symbols for resistance movements within such high-tech low-life settings?

In a high-tech, low-life world, symbols for a resistance movement need to be subtle, easily hidden, and adaptable to a world saturated with technology. Here are a few options that capture the spirit of rebellion in this unique setting:

1. The Flickering Flame:

• Description: A simple flickering flame, either a physical lighter or a stylized image. This could be a tattoo, a graffiti tag, or a hidden symbol incorporated into clothing or tools.
• Symbolism: The flickering flame represents hope and defiance against the cold, sterile control of the high-tech world. It symbolizes a yearning for a simpler life and the potential for change.
• Additional Details: The flame could be accompanied by a simple inscription or code that only members of the resistance understand. It could also be a specific color, like blue or orange, that signifies defiance.

1. The Glitching Gear:

• Description: A stylized gear symbol, but with a section that appears to glitch or malfunction. This could be displayed on a data pad, worn as a pendant, or even etched onto tools or scavenged materials.
• Symbolism: The glitching gear represents the disruption of the established order. It signifies the resistance's ability to exploit the flaws in the high-tech system and their fight for a more organic, less controlled society.
• Additional Details: The glitching portion of the gear could flicker or change colors, representing the unpredictable nature of the resistance and their ability to adapt to new situations.

1. The Broken Wing:

• Description: An image of a bird's wing, either broken or only partially formed. This could be a symbol of freedom yearning to be achieved, or the struggle of the resistance against the oppressive technological cage that confines them.
• Symbolism: The broken wing represents the desire for liberation and the belief that the people can rise above the control of the elite. It signifies the hope for a better future where freedom and autonomy are attainable.
• Additional Details: The broken wing could be depicted with feathers falling away, symbolizing the sacrifices made by the resistance. It could also be paired with an image of a rising sun, symbolizing a new dawn for society.

1. The Hacked Flower:

• Description: A simple flower image, but with its petals made of circuit boards or technological components. This symbol represents the fusion of nature and technology, hinting at the resistance's fight for a more balanced future.
• Symbolism: The hacked flower represents the reclamation of beauty and nature in a world dominated by technology. It signifies the hope for a future where technology serves humanity, not the other way around.
• Additional Details: The flower could be a specific species native to the area before the rise of high-tech dominance. It could also be a symbol of a specific leader or movement within the resistance.

These symbols are just a starting point – get creative and consider the specific values and goals of your resistance movement. Remember, the best symbols are those that resonate with the characters and the audience, conveying the essence of rebellion in a way that is both meaningful and visually striking.

I work as a teller at a different location and work for the big 5 banks. I currently been trying to transfer to a different city for a month and I have been trying. I got an interview as a banker however, the branch manager (at the new city) advised me there that I will have to work 20 months as a teller to move up at the different city. I rejected the request then immediately ask for that position back but it was filled. It was not filled and the position was still available for me to take. He got mad and said I was messaging other BM in the area for a transfer request as a joking way. When I advised him I am just trying to transfer in the city.
I applied as an internal to multiple teller positions throughout the month and got rejected in the market for a meeting nor an interview. I got another interview (but it was his old branch of that BM that wanted me to work for 20 months) in an old area of the city. It was done by the assistant branch manager and she said if I was ok with people spitting on me , harassing me, and threatening me. Me being a young early 20s women I fear for my safety. Then she said she going to ask that same branch manager (that reject my request) if I can be hired at that location but she will get back to me in 3 weeks since he is gone on vacation.
Is they anything I can do ? The commute to my current place is 1 hour and 30 minute drive. Should I go to HR ? I am sure this is some type of violation. Should I go to the regional vice president?