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Hello there! Welcome to OnePunchMan, the subreddit for all things related to our caped bald hero. Please read the FAQ before posting! Beware of manga spoilers! Check the sidebar for information.
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2023.07.13 04:07 Doombawkz One Punch Man World

The community-run subreddit for the One Punch Man: World ARPG game published by Crunchyroll Games, A PLUS Japan, and Perfect World Games, and developed by T3 Studios, subsidiary of Perfect World Games.
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2024.06.01 12:32 damienchapus Is UpMyChain the Key to Thriving in the Future of Freelance?

The Future of Freelance: Navigating the New Digital Landscape
In an ever-evolving digital world, freelancers are increasingly finding themselves at the heart of a new, dynamic marketplace. The latest insights from UpMyChain highlight how modern freelancers can adapt and thrive in this changing environment. As remote work becomes more prevalent, it is crucial to stay informed and agile to remain competitive.
šŸŒ Embracing Digital Tools and Platforms
With the rise of digital platforms, freelancers now have access to a plethora of tools designed to streamline their workflow. UpMyChain offers an innovative solution where freelancers can exchange services through UMCP points, fostering a new sense of community and collaboration. By leveraging these platforms, freelancers can enhance their productivity and expand their client base.
šŸ“ˆ Staying Ahead with Continuous Learning
In a fast-paced industry, continuous learning is key. Freelancers must stay updated with the latest trends and technologies to provide top-notch services. UpMyChain's resources enable freelancers to gain new skills and stay relevant in the competitive market. By investing time in learning, freelancers can offer more diverse and specialized services, thereby attracting more clients.
šŸ’¼ Building a Strong Online Presence
A robust online presence is essential for success in the freelance world. Freelancers should focus on creating a professional profile that highlights their skills and experiences. UpMyChain's platform allows freelancers to showcase their portfolio, making it easier to connect with potential clients. By maintaining an updated and detailed profile, freelancers can significantly increase their visibility and credibility.
šŸŒŸ Practical Advice for Freelancers
One practical piece of advice for freelancers is to utilize platforms like UpMyChain to manage their services and transactions efficiently. The use of UMCP points not only simplifies the exchange process but also builds a trusted network of professionals
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2024.06.01 12:32 dreamdeadboy STAR-PXCS-5529 for 5,000 UEC

Do you have an interest in amazing ships and an experience that is unmatched? If so, sign up today and receive an extra 5000 credits ($5 worth) at https://robertsspaceindustries.com/enlist?referral=STAR-PXCS-5529. Once signed up choose one of the great starter packages and jump into the verse. I hope to see you there!
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2024.06.01 12:31 ashareif My review of 24 Byredo fragrance: la grande decouvƩrte discovery set.

https://imgur.com/a/JmNWrr1
I got the limited edition Byredo la grande decouvƩrte discovery set and it contains 24 fragrances. You pay around 200 euros and you get a 170 euro voucher to spend on a bottle of your choice. I think it's a great deal because you're only paying 30 euros for 24 x 2ml samples. I didn't think Byredo would be this generous TBH.
I quite enjoyed the fragrances in general. Most of them are on the minimal clean side, which is no surprise that all the stockholm girlies are rocking Byredo. It's true though that the longevity is below average on most of these fragrance which is shame given the fact that it's quite an expensive house. This could however work for some people who like more subtle fragrances.
Here is a quick review of all of them, from my favorites to least favorite:
Black Saffron: I think I'll be using the code to purchase a 50ml of Black Saffron. It's definitely one of the stronger ones (by no means great performance either). It's sharp and polished upon frist spray and you can smell a clean leather. Then it becoems a little sweeter in the dry down while retaining that clean leathery note.
Animalique: Another banger from Byredo! It's comforting leathery, clean and becomes powdery sweet in the dry down. Quite unique and really stands out. Good performance too.
De los santos: For all my Santal 33 lover, you should check this one out. It has some resemblance to S33 but it's more subtle. It's very serene and relaxing. It's not smokey like the name would suggest. I imagine this one on someone wearing linen clothes in the summer.
Super cedar: a sweet molecule fragrance. Ambroxan-forward. In the same family as Molecule 02 and Another 13 by Le labo. definitely up there in the list but Molecule 02 gives the same effect for less.
Bal d'afrique: everyone and there mother in Sweden wears Bal d'afrique and I understand why. It's woody, citrusy, sweet, powdery, clean all at the same time. It's a great amalgamation of notes and this would work in any situation. Nothing ground-breaking but I understand the hype. Do I even need to say it? the longevity is subpar.
Gypsy water: Sweet woody vanilla with a woodsy green background. Great fragrance and it reminded me a bit of Eau duelle from Diptyque.
Mojave ghost: Shampooey clean fragrance that smells really nice but it is fleeting. gone in an hour or two. Even though it smells nice, I think you could get a similar fragrance for under $50.
BibliothĆØque: On the opening it remind me of middle eastern fragrances. Rosey and woody. In the dry down it becomes a fruity sweet fragrance with the plum being very prominent. This can give headaches because I found it quite strong.
Blanche: My favorite from the fresh fragrances. Fitting name, fresh sheets and laundry. Versatile.
Sundazed: Bitter citrus, fresh juicy, neroli and soapy.
Young rose: Citrus opening, then becomes floral and sweet in the dry down. Clean girl aesthetic.
Flowerhead: Garden with roses. Clean floral and it reminds me of my grandma, in a good way. Because she loves Omnia Bvlgari and it gives me a similar vibe.
........ Warning! It goes downhill from here.
Rose of no man's land: A dark rose. A bit generic imo because the DNA is very similar to other rose fragrances.
Inflorescence: Clean citrus. Boring, thank you next.
La tulipe: Clean floral green and boring.
Sunday cologne: Vetiver earthy masculine. Very designery. Not worth the price tag at all.
Mumbai rose: Dubai is the first word that came to my mind. sweet, spicy oudy and bitter espresso. Nothing new.
Rose noir: Sharp, dark, floral, herbal.
Slow dance: Spicy, sharp, old. BAD. No no
Oud immortel: Spicy dry middle eastern oud. It's no for me. Simply because it's not my style and this DNA is so common.
Eleventh hour: Alcoholy sweet with a spicy background. This is not it.
Mixed emotions: I wish I had mixed emotions towards this fragrance but no. I despise this fragrance. Acidic, smells like alcohol and dirty herbs.
Eyes closed: Remember the cinnamon challenge from years ago? This is exactly what it feel like. Imagine someone throwing a handfull of cloves and cinnamon powder at you. Pungent.
1996: The worst imo. A dry, burnt woody sauna. Suffocating.
Do I think the discovery set is worth it?
YES definitely. because the ones that smelled good were so worth it in my opinion. and the ones that I disliked could be someone else's favorite since we all have different tastes when it comes to fragrances. It was a pleasant olfactory experience.
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2024.06.01 12:31 Fuzzy_Analysis_5907 Playseat Challenge button box solution

Hi everyone! I'm looking for a button box on my playseat challenge and I'd like to go through budget-friendly solutions like a numpad keyboard or an old phone (which is the most multi-purpose solution imo).
Now the main problem is how attach one of them to the Playseat, I saw many phone holders but nothing seems to be suitable for this use.
Which solutions did you choose?
Thanks for the advices šŸ˜
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2024.06.01 12:31 Kouharu24 Does gifting starlight affect familiarity?

Does gifting starlight affect familiarity?
I got lucky and got a regular and a premium membership card within a hundred diamonds, I like to grind so i kept the regular and i wanted to gift the premium one to a confidant of mine and wanted to know if gifting affects familiarity
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2024.06.01 12:31 remfee111 Things I would like to see in an upgrade for my Vivo x100 pro šŸ˜Ž

Although capturing photos on Vivo x100 pro is magical. There are some following improvements (especially in portrait mode) I would like to see.
1) introduction of two new focal lengths 70 mm ( 85 mm loses its spark because main lense is digitally zoomed to it's max almost) and 125mm( addition of 25mm to the periscope it is fair enough and good enough). 150mm if they feeling generousšŸ˜Š
2) I would like see sharper photos. Right now portrait pictures are binned at 9MP from a 50mp camera.Bin it at around at least 12-15 MP. I would understand if the focal lengths change and they have to bin it, that is okay.
3) Better focus. Just a bit of movement and the camera loses focus. Huawei Pura 70 ultra is a good example of how to keep subjects in focus even if they are moving. It is okay if the picture takes more time to process. We all can live with that
4) Let AI process the hair. Although this is an extension of point 2. But, nonetheless I think it needs special attention. Especially in indoor lighting the hair just smudges most of the times.
5) Eye tracking and face tracking. Not just one. Even if you click the photo once they close the eyes. It should turn out with eyes open. I think this would be a unique point of selling mobiles as well. Because many good photos are deleted just because of this.
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2024.06.01 12:31 anxiousavacado765 Thanks for the memories but I'm burning them.

Surrounded by people and I still always feel alone. Wearing a smile that doesn't reach my eyes. He's always in the back of my mind. All of the things that I wanted. Conversations well never have. But really. Fuck him. He doesn't pine for me,much less think of me. He pushed me away so that he can fuck whomever and not feel guilty. I'm leveling up. It's time to stop. No more chances. No more one days. He had plenty to wake up and see me for me. He'll start in his little hamster wheel, never going anywhere. I came to the mountains. I chased waterfalls. I see me horizons. Sunrises and sunsets. The world is my oyster.
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2024.06.01 12:30 spaidory Anime Movie about 2 kids who get isekaid

So there's this anime movie I've been searching for for a while now, it's about these 2 kids, a black haired one and a blond one. The blond one is loved by everyone in class (popular kid). The blond kid and the black haired kid go to the attic/ top of some building at some point and get transported into a fantasy world. They get separated and tested. We only see the black kid's test, where he has to select which among certain statues are correct based on a riddle. The kid picks a frog statue based on the riddle and then gains the right to enter the world. I remember the statues being golden. The announcer of the test then says "the kid before you got 50 seconds" or something like that. After the black haired kid got in he was betrayed by a carriage guy who turned out to be evil. The blond kid turned out to have some trauma regarding his sister (maybe) and something to do with football. The black haired kid had to fight his mirror self at some point and won. At the end there was this lady commander and everyone was fighting these shadows that took over the world. I don't remember what happened after that.
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2024.06.01 12:30 workingatthebeach "If two stutterers meet, there is a big chance of 1 of them thinking that the other is making fun of them." Agree?

Recently heard a fluent person say, "If two stutterers meet, there is a big chance of one of them thinking that the other is making fun of them."
But here's the thing: we have what I like to call "stutter-dar."
We can usually tell who is genuinely stuttering and who might be mocking us. Fluent people donā€™t understand that our experiences give us this insight.
It's not perfect, but it helps us navigate these interactions better than they might think.
TL;DR: Fluent people think stutterers might mistake each other for mocking when interacting, but we have "stutter-dar" to know who's genuine and who's not.
Sincerely Internet Guy
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2024.06.01 12:30 Organic_Direction127 Digitising older vaccines

Guys I'm trying to find my older records for my childhood records for vaccines any body got idea how to get them back. The health centre next home took it 18-20 yeas ago to give me one paper birth certificate instead of the book with vaccines record
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2024.06.01 12:30 Scared-Psychology999 Which thinkpad to buy??

I am a developer and currently have a Lenovo Legion 5 running Ubuntu 22.04. The power is good but the battery life sucks, the nvidia drivers give me a lot of issue and it is not a very portable device.
I want to buy a new laptop which is portable, has good battery life and has good Cpu power. I dont care a lot about gpu power. My main work involves running multiple containers, VMs amd system programming.
I am thinking of buying a thinkpad, but there are so many options that it is tought to chose one. I will mostly buy 14 or 15 inch laptop(definetly not 16 inch). I am confused between the different series like T, P, L and E(X and X1 is way too expensive). I also want to know the differences between Intel and AMD variants.
Please suggest some laptops based on the above requirements. Also I am based in India
PS. I have considered Macbook(which is honestly an all fits one solution) as well, but i like to use linux, and will probably install linux as,soon as i buy any laptop.
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2024.06.01 12:30 panchkulapro Exploring the Benefits of the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh

Exploring the Benefits of the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh
The Panchkula Project in Chandigarh stands as a testament to modern urban planning, offering a plethora of benefits to residents and investors alike. As one of the most anticipated New Projects Panchkula, it has garnered attention for its innovative design, premium amenities, and strategic location. In this comprehensive blog post, we delve deep into the benefits of the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh, exploring how it has become a sought-after destination for those seeking quality living and smart investments.

Panchkula Project Chandigarh

Prime Location and Connectivity

Situated in the heart of Panchkula, the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh enjoys excellent connectivity to major urban centers, including Chandigarh and Mohali. Its proximity to key amenities such as schools, hospitals, shopping centers, and entertainment hubs makes it an ideal choice for residents looking for convenience and accessibility.

Luxurious Living Spaces

The Panchkula Project Chandigarh offers a diverse range of living spaces, including luxurious apartments, spacious villas, and upscale penthouses. Each residence is meticulously designed to blend comfort, style, and functionality, catering to the discerning tastes of modern homeowners. With premium finishes, state-of-the-art appliances, and thoughtful layouts, these living spaces provide a sanctuary of luxury and relaxation.

World-Class Amenities

Residents of the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh are treated to a plethora of world-class amenities designed to enhance their quality of life. From expansive clubhouses and swimming pools to fitness centers and landscaped gardens, there is something for everyone to enjoy. These amenities provide residents with opportunities for recreation, relaxation, and socialization, fostering a sense of community and belonging.

Sustainable Design and Green Spaces

The Panchkula Project Chandigarh is committed to sustainability and environmental stewardship. With green building practices, energy-efficient systems, and extensive green spaces, the project aims to minimize its ecological footprint while creating a healthy and sustainable living environment. Residents can enjoy the beauty of nature right at their doorstep, with lush parks, gardens, and walking trails scattered throughout the development.

Community Living and Social Infrastructure

At the heart of the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh is a strong sense of community and social infrastructure. Communal areas, social events, and cultural initiatives bring residents together, fostering connections and relationships that last a lifetime. From neighborhood gatherings to fitness classes and cultural festivals, there is always something happening at the Panchkula Project to keep residents engaged and entertained.

Investment Potential

For investors, the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh presents an attractive opportunity for capital appreciation and rental income. With its prime location, luxurious amenities, and high-quality construction, properties within the project are in high demand among homebuyers and tenants alike. As the region continues to grow and develop, property values are expected to appreciate, providing investors with a lucrative return on investment.

Upcoming Projects in Panchkula

In addition to the existing Panchkula Project Chandigarh, there are several upcoming projects in Panchkula that promise to further enhance the city's urban landscape. These projects, which include residential, commercial, and mixed-use developments, offer exciting opportunities for growth and investment. Investors and homebuyers looking to capitalize on the potential of Panchkula's real estate market should keep an eye on these upcoming projects.
The Panchkula Project in Chandigarh offers a host of benefits to residents and investors, from its prime location and luxurious living spaces to its world-class amenities and sustainable design. As one of the most sought-after New Projects Panchkula, it has quickly become a symbol of modern urban living, setting new standards for quality, comfort, and convenience. Whether you're looking for a new home or a smart investment opportunity, the Panchkula Project in Chandigarh has something for everyone.
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2024.06.01 12:30 Donut_Brave Arcteryx courier 15L replacement

Arcteryx courier 15L replacement
Hello everyone, long time lurker finally asking a question.
I have had my Arcteryx Courier 15L for about 5 years. Itā€™s my daily and I have been very happy with it. Unfortunately, it now showing its age. The materials are all great, but some of the seems are starting to separate and some of the key areas where to two panels come together have delaminated.
I have reached out to LEAF and the issues are covered under warranty. Unfortunately, they cannot fix the bagā€¦ they would replace with a new one but the bag has been discontinued. LEAF has offered me an Assault Pack 30/45 as a replacement.
Iā€™m really conflicted at this point. My options are to:
  1. Take the replacement and find another messenger bag equivalent from another company.
  2. Find a company that might be able to fix the issues professionally
  3. DIY the repairs myself.
The bag in its current form is perfect for what I want. And mine is modified to perfectly fit my needs. There are no new Courier 15L bags available on the market.
My ideal option would be to have it professionally fixed. Itā€™s exactly what I want and I donā€™t know of anything else comparable.
What do you all think? Does any one know of a company that works on technical gear? Should I take the super expensive replacement they have offered? Is there another highly regarded messenger bag equivalent that I may not be aware of?
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2024.06.01 12:30 uhjku Seadog got in. The next type is Water, c'mon lets get this over with.

Seadog got in. The next type is Water, c'mon lets get this over with.
Rules:
  1. Nominate a subreddit member for the type.
  2. Most upvoted nomination wins.
  3. Heres a fun idea that I had: I want to hear YOUR ideas on how the gym layout and PokƩmon of the nominated members would be like for that type. E.g: If The_total_squid was a rock type gym leader he could have Garganacl as his ace because he is a salt frog fanatic. (Ofc this isn't needed, but it should be fun!). Ofc, im gonna provide a competitive team for each of the winning sub members. So just give me one PokƩmon you think they would like to use.
Also yes, im gonna make the Elite Four teams really broken, even giving them legendaries. So far our current elite for members are:
Darkmatter1889 (Dark Type)
ThunderDaddy (Electric Type)
ShadowKaras (Ghost Type)
ApplePitou (Grass Type)
(Also Tojo is the champion. And not to spoil anything: But he has 3 legendaries)
Also, as seeing how Key-Competition sweeped the Ground Type with his headstart, I will no longer tag anyone for this posts to keep it completely fair. You'll have to be quick to get your agenda in.
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2024.06.01 12:30 Consistent_Star_7952 Can we put to rest the "X is a well-balanced jack of all trades, great for beginners!" canard?

Granted, if you're a well-rounded player who can apply the jack of all trades in more situations God bless, that's how it's done, but if you've just joined, have a mediocre skillset in a ship with an average toolset playing randoms, then that makes for a pretty sad sight.
The first couple of TT lines is when most players fall out, so identify a gimmick you think you'd like, lean in to it till you're decent at it along with its crucial tributaries (eg; torp boat, avoiding radar, edging detect circles ..etc), then find another gimmick and lean into that. Before you know it you're good at a couple of things and can work a Gearing/Daring effectively, and know when to engage something like a Gdansk with its gimmick or not ..etc.
It's a really common theme/advice for all ship classes: "Yeah Montana definitely, you'll learn the basics!" Is another gem. Yeah, eventually, when you have a stable of BBs the slow one with the slower shells sniping from 15 seconds shell time away might be your thing, but to start a newbro on the path to Montana will have an attrition rate of about 70% by the time they're halfway through Colorado if I had to bet. The idea is to have fun on the way to getting good, not clear a curriculum.
Pick a gimmick. Have fun. Learn. When you're good get the Swiss knife and prey on yolo newbros having fun.
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2024.06.01 12:29 Evoxrus_XV Is Season 5 going to be the very last season?

Is it? I heard some rumours but canā€™t find anything online. Is it going to be the late one?
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2024.06.01 12:29 thenonbinaries Help building on my routine?

I want to build a slightly more well advised routine, as my current one has just been me having an issue, finding one specific thing, and going with it. I have ADHD, and want to build some rituals for some routine, and general self care.
I'm in my 20s. I don't wear foundation or concealer, but I do wear a finishing powder because I prefer how it looks on me. I'm usually dehydrated because I forget to drink throughout the day (working on this!), so if I get lazy with my skincare then my forehead and nose can end up flakey from the powder. I deal with occasional breakouts on my cheekbones and chin, though these are probably hormonal; I do have a lot of *very* tiny little bumps on my cheekbones, but I can't tell if they're like micro-spots or just my skin. I have some minor bumpy texture on my forehead, too. I don't really have redness not attributed to my natural skintone.
I mostly want to work on keeping my skin healthy and generally cared for in the long run, and work on my moisture. Also the aforementioned rituals thing.
AM - Neutrogena Visibly Clear daily scrub (bought this when stuck in another city, it's fine, but won't buy again). - 2/week face mask; I'm From honey mask at the start of the week, Catastrophe Cosmetic at the end. - a little COSRX snail mucin 92 cream if I'm feeling particularly dry, but not every day. - The Ordinary Soothing & Barrier Support serum. Probably my favourite thing I use. - SCINIC Enjoy Super Mild Sun Essence SPF50+.
PM - Body Shop camomile cleansing oil balm (I don't like TBS as a company, but this is the best makeup remover). - The Ordinary Retinol 0.2% in Squalane (very little, mostly around eyes and neck). - COSRX snail mucin 92 cream.
I have my mind on picking up a toner (I got a sample of the watermelon one from Glow Recipe that I liked a lot), a water based cleanser, and a different exfoliator (I like the feel of scrubs, but not sure if they're that great); I'm considering a lightweight moisturised for the mornings, but very on the fence; the COSRX cream works really well, but feels heavier than what I'd need/like for the mornings.
Also very unsure of the actual order to do things in after washing my face or cleansing, which is a reason I've kept my routine quite short.
Any help or recommendations would be much appreciated!
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2024.06.01 12:29 WhyIsHeSoSick2 This sub exposed its true colors after Trump went through this silly moment. This sub has been infiltrated years ago!

I have been coming to this sub for years and I have noticed something very clear, whenever it comes to Trump, the free thinking caps and unbiased thoughts get thrown out the window. Ever since this new situation came out, the hatred for him has been evident, look at ALL THE hot post and top comments, it says it all. They use all the talking points the mainstream media uses, makes you wonder about that term "Snakes in the grass". They know dang well this situation with Trump pales in comparison to what politicians that are STILL in office have done. I am very suspicious of this sub these days. Their are not many free thinkers on this sub anymore, it has been iniltrated like most other subs like this one. Its always a matter of time with subs like this. Sad to see this one go.
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2024.06.01 12:29 LargeCryptographer59 Slap me w a reality chequešŸ¤”šŸƒ. Indian International Applicant-Male. Do I stand any chance ?

Indian Applicant for Biomedical Engineering (Need-Based Aid) Overall GPA- 3.6ish-3.8 idk I've checked online as much as I can and this is the value I'm finding via Bard and Chatgpt. High School (Small - 300-450 Students)
Senior Secondary School (Large - 2400-2800 Students)
Future Plans (12th Grade)
Intended Major: Biomedical Engineering
Financial Aid: Extremely important (need-blind preferred)
College list as of now Boston University, Upenn, Yale, DePaul, Brown, Columbia, Dartmouth, Duke, LMU , Purdue, Suny buffalo, Stony brook, Albany , Stanford, Tufts, Tulane, and USC(my heart is set on this one, they kinda love intl students n give aid + silicon valley + can also pursue my acting passion) Let me know if I'm being delusional as such, critique, review and also lemme know is USC a possibility.
Other:
**Questions
Notes:
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2024.06.01 12:29 Darkwhippet Legoland large scale mini figures

Legoland large scale mini figures
Hey all, anyone know how to build the large upscaled Minifigures like this one? Are there any good tutorials or instructions online or anything?
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2024.06.01 12:29 BackToTheUnborn Nade screen shaking very annoying, must be fix

one of the most important problems, aim is literally falling apart because of this nonsense.
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2024.06.01 12:29 MsMithra PTSD Dreams Changed Faces

I donā€™t want to go into too much detail right now but I have had diagnosed PTSD for 18 years, among other things. I had PTSD dreams that relive every detail for about two years after the first traumatic event, then again for two years after the second. The third and fourth I did not get any dreams and have been relatively dream free for over a decade.
In April I had gotten a psychiatrist who listens to how meds make me feel and agreed that we need to work on my sleep first and foremost. Itā€™s something Iā€™ve wanted to do forever. The first med brought my PTSD dreams back the first night. Every time I would fall asleep, Iā€™d be up an hour later due to them. Three nights later, same issues, so we pulled me off of those. She prescribed another med but I havent been able to take it yet (which we agreed it would wait until mid-June). Even without being on the sleep meds, I sporadically have PTSD dreams again. I hate saying I am used to it, but I am after this many years and can usually get myself calmed down and back to sleep.
Tonight was different. I only managed two hours of sleep and I cannot go back to sleep because I am freaking out. I had a PTSD dream of the second traumatic event, but this time, the perpetratorā€™s face was not his. It was instead the guy who I have been with for six years, the guy who has never even raised his voice at me nor ever made me feel in danger. I tried and tried to shake it off and go back to sleep to no avail. Iā€™m utterly freaked out by the face change.
Is this normal? If so, why? Iā€™ve tried googling with no help, except a semi-related reddit post which of course reminded me that Redditors sometimes know more than Google (letā€™s be real) so here I am. Why the face change?
I do not have a therapist due to my insurance only covering one around my area and them being really crappy. My PTSD symptoms make me unemployable so I cannot really change to a better insurance and I cannot afford out of pocket. A program I am in for my psychiatrist and social worker is trying to get therapy for me but having no luck. Thatā€™s the long way around saying that I cannot go ask my therapist about it which is why I am here. This one really shook me to my core.
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