I've been looking for something like this for a long time and I am astounded and frustrated nobody has made anything like this. I found plenty of people asking for this, but no one actually showed a solution.
I stream with friends on twitch as we are in a discord call, and they will often post pictures in discord, but there was no way for me to easily show the picture on stream without toggling the entire discord window so twitch chat can actually see what we are talking about. What I wanted was some way for it to be automated, at least as much as possible.
Through the use of a custom discord bot, I was able to make something work.
Before I get into how to make this work, let me briefly explain how it works so you can tell if this is something you're willing to do. I will be highlighting all areas you need to fill out. The rest is mostly copy paste.
Discord Bot has reading access to a discord channel of your choice>a code tells the bot to monitor this discord channel for image links and image attachments>Upon detecting a new image, the bot will edit an HTML file somewhere on your computer with the link to the image along with some other things to make it readable for OBS>OBS uses that HTML file as a local browser source.
The only potential issue here that can benefit from some improvements is the source will not properly update unless you hide and then unhide the source. If its already hidden, simply unhiding it will prompt the correct image. (Just be sure the source has "Shutdown source when not visible" enabled, to allow it to update and take less resources while not visible) I simply made this a hotkey to easily toggle the source, however there is a way to create an OBS script that will automatically hide the source after a period of time, and reveal it upon updating, I was unsuccessful in this though.
To get this to work, you will only need to create 2 text files, paste some code, and change 3 lines to match your details so it properly links to the correct channel, bot, files, etc. I will highlight these things so you wont have to go searching.
1. CREATE YOUR DISCORD BOT
-Go to https://discord.com/developers/applications -Hit "New Application" at the top right, accept terms and name it whatever you want. -On the left under Settings/Installation be sure User Install and Guild Install are checked. -Navigate to the "Bot" tab on the left and turn OFF "Public Bot" and turn ON "Message Content Intent" -Head over to the "OAuth2" tab on the left. -Under "OAuth2 URL Generator" You will see a big list of "scopes" All you need is to check "bot" -A new portion will be revealed called "Bot Permissions". For simplicity sake since you can give it "Administrator". If you are concerned about security, you can check off only what would be needed like read messages and maybe read message history. This area you will have to experiment to see what is absolutely needed. -Copy the generated URL and paste it into your browser and select what server you would like to add it to. -Once added it should have all the needed permissions to do its job, but double check roles and default permissions to make sure its not conflicting with anything on your server. -Go back to the "Bot" tab on the left and hit the "Reset Token" button. You will be given a code. (Copy and paste this somewhere for you to refer to later.)
2. PYTHON (DONT PANIC) You barely need to mess with it.
-Head over to https://www.python.org/downloads/ and download the latest version. -When installing, make sure to check the box that says "Add Python X.X to PATH" during the installation process. This ensures that Python is added to your system's PATH environment variable, allowing you to run Python from the command line. (Just stay with me here, its not as bad as it sounds) Otherwise if you don't see this, its fine. -That's about it for python.
3. CREATE THE CODE (PASTE IT)
-Create a new text file and name it "discord_bot.py" (Be sure to change the file extension from .txt to .py) -Right click the file and hit "open with" and select notepad. -Go ahead and paste the following code into the file:

import discord import os import time import re TOKEN = 'YOUR BOT TOKEN HERE' CHANNEL_ID = 'YOUR CHANNEL ID HERE' TEXT_FILE_PATH = 'YOUR TEXT FILE PATH' # Create an instance of discord.Intents intents = discord.Intents.default() intents.messages = True intents.guilds = True intents.message_content = True # Pass intents to the discord.Client() constructor client = discord.Client(intents=intents) # CSS style to limit image dimensions CSS_STYLE = """  """ u/client.event async def on_ready(): print(f'Logged in as {client.user}') u/client.event async def on_message(message): if message.channel.id == int(CHANNEL_ID): print(f'Message received in correct channel: {message.content}') print(f'Attachments: {message.attachments}') if message.attachments or any(re.findall(r'(http[s]?:\/\/[^\s]+(\.jpg\.png\.jpeg))', message.content)): image_url = message.attachments[0].url if message.attachments else re.findall(r'(http[s]?:\/\/[^\s]+(\.jpg\.png\.jpeg))', message.content)[0][0] try: # Generate HTML content with image URL embedded in an  tag html_content = f"""     {CSS_STYLE} Include CSS style      """ # Update the HTML file with the generated HTML content with open(TEXT_FILE_PATH, 'w') as file: file.write(html_content) print(f'HTML file updated with image URL: {image_url}') except Exception as e: print(f'Error updating HTML file: {e}') else: print('No attachments or image links found in the message') client.run(TOKEN) 

-A few lines into the code you will see three lines that read:
'YOUR BOT TOKEN HERE' 'YOUR CHANNEL ID HERE' -and- 'YOUR TEXT FILE PATH'
-You need to replace these. Refer to your token you saved earlier and paste it in place of YOUR BOT TOKEN HERE. When you replace it, it should still have the (') at each end. Example: TOKEN = 'adnlkn34okln2oinmfdksanf342'
-For the Channel ID, head over to Discord>Settings(cogwheel bottom left)>advanced and turn on Developer Mode. -Head over to the Server where you want OBS to grab from and where you invited the bot. -Right click the text Channel you want OBS to grab pictures from and hit "Copy Channel ID" -Go back to the text file with the code and paste the ID you just copied place of YOUR CHANNEL ID HERE. (again make sure not to delete ' ' in the process.
So far we have the Bot Token and the Channel ID done.
-We need to create another text file. Create one and find a place to save it where you'll remember it. Somewhere like your documents folder will work fine. -Name it whatever you want, but be sure to save it as a .HTML file, rather than a .txt file. (for the sake of the tutorial, lets assume you named it "showimage.html" ) -Right click the html file you just made and click properties -Here you can see the file "Location". Go ahead and copy it. -Go back to that discord_bot.py file and replace YOUR TEXT FILE PATH with the address you just copied.
HOWEVER: BE SURE TO ADD EXTRA SLASHES TO THIS. I DONT KNOW WHY BUT ITS NEEDED. Example: TEXT_FILE_PATH = 'C:\\Users\\YOURNAME\\OneDrive\\Desktop'
There. The code is finished so go ahead and save it. Now you need to implement it into OBS
4. OBS BROWSER SOURCE
-Go ahead and open OBS. Go to your desired Scene and create a new Source, and make it a Browser Source. -I made the width and height 600x600, but you can adjust it once we get a picture on screen. -Toggle ON "Local File" and "Shutdown source when not visible" -For the local file, browse your computer for that "showimage.html" file we made earlier and select it.
5. (FINAL) LAUNCH THE BOT
We are almost done. You will have to launch this bot every time you want this image thing to work, so maybe save this last part on a note.
-Type CMD in your start menu on windows. -Right click "Command Prompt" and hit "Run as administrator" -Navigate to where the discord_bot.py file you made was saved. You can do this by typing "cd" followed by the address and hitting enter
Example: cd C:\Users\YOURNAME\OneDrive\Desktop Enter\*
-Then type: python discord_bot.py Enter\*
You should see a few lines of text that say: "Logged in as (whatever your bot name is)"
You're done!
When someone posts a link to an image, or uploads one directly to your desired channel, the bot will create a link for the obs source to refer to, and it should pop up in your scene, assuming its visible. If you still dont see anything, try restarting OBS and or go into the source properties, scroll down, and click the "refresh cache of current page" button at the bottom. Keep in mind the picture will not update unless you force the source to refresh somehow. If you dont want to keep going back to obs to hide/unhide the source to update it, you can set a hotkey to it, create an OBS script, or use a separate program like streamerbot to automate the process to your liking.
This was a huge pain in the ass to do, and I dont want anyone to go through what I did, so I wanted to have it all in a janky guide to get people started. Also I made it so the pictures have a minimum and maximum w/h size so small images arent so darn small, and big ones dont take up so much space. You can adjust this in the .py file, just be sure to close command prompt and start the bot again for the changes to go through.
Please let me know if you guys have any questions or suggestions, and Ill try my best to help/ respond. I hope someone makes use of this and it pops up in search results because I couldnt find anything like this anywhere.

I’d like to preface this by saying that l love and care about him a lot. Out of all my past boyfriends, he’s treated me the best, but this is something I’ve struggled with since the beginning of us dating. We were long distance at first so we didn’t really know what the other looked like besides some selfies. I’m very attracted to his face and basically his top half in general, but he’s pretty overweight and I didn’t realize how much until we met in person back in March.
I’ve never really dated someone his size before, so I’ve tried to look past it up until now. Two days ago, he stayed over at my house and we were looking through old pictures of ourselves. I got to see what he looked like back when he was 18-19. He wasn’t like in super great shape, but it’s pretty easy to tell just how much more attractive he was back then than he is now. The clothes that he wore back then hung on him a lot looser than the same clothes now. Like I said, he’s a very attractive guy facially and the lack of extra fat really shows that, but seeing how he looks now has made me question of this is really a relationship I can see myself in for the long haul. I feel guilty since he’s talked about wanting to lose weight but his actions haven’t really shown it.
I hope this make sense. A part of me really cares about him but the other half is conflicted ig. I’m not sure what to do.

I’ve been with my partner for 6, known him for 7 and within the first year and half he cheated on me with someone and it caused ALOT of problems afterwards. I was never the same and it took me a long time to get over it. Lately we have been having problems because we are long distance and doing our own thing and he’s been feeling lonely and depresssed and we have been having fights. The other day he was sharing his screen because he was helping me with something then I caught a glimpse of his email and I saw her name and I asked him. I got really angry and he told me that we had fights almost everyday and he thought he was no other person to reach out to expect for her.
All these years I had a fear he liked her even though he said he did not and he tried to work through the relationship and make me a priority but told me I would not let go (which was true) until almost a year ago I finally let go but we started to fight a lot recently. I started think of the past and having PTSD again. He told me he will stop talking to her once I calm down and not start fights, as if he’s using her as a weapon. He told me he will show me what email he will send her to tell her to fuck off. Has anyone experienced this ? What does this mean ? Does he still have feelings?

We moved in together about 3 months ago and after having spent all of the time together these 3 months (we were working remote so we were always together), finally decided to move back home for a little while to take care of our finances. My workplace implemented return to office so I had to move to an alien city where I only know my ex boyfriend. Now my partner has met my ex a couple of times and he knows the bond we share, so we mutually agreed that I crash at his place for a couple of weeks until I am able to find my own place in the city.
My partner has always been a little insecure but his insecurities shot through the roof (not in regard to me living with my ex). He’d call me incessantly, would always demand that I be on a video call with him, constantly ask me questions about my whereabouts, to the point that I had to put my foot down and ask him for some space which he took very negatively.
Then one day, out of nowhere he calls me up, wakes me from my sleep, asks me to show him the room I am sleeping in, makes me turn on the lights and makes a vile accusation out of thin air that he senses that I’ve cheated on him. The next day he refuses to pick up my calls and claims that he’s seen me cheating with his own eyes (there has been no cheating) which is utter bullshit. Then he goes into this anxious paranoia state, drunk calling me a thousand times a day, calling me dirty names, cursing me and asking me to accept something I haven’t done.
Within 4 days of the breakup he’s completely lost it, so much so that I decide to fly down to his city to pacify him. My ex who’s my friend also supports me and since my partner has blocked me, he tries reaching out to him too in attempts for our reconciliation. The day I land, at the airport, I am still blocked.
I get a call from his number but it’s his brother talking, he’d been hospitalized due to a massive panic attack and he asked me to check in a hotel meanwhile this gets sorted.
Later in the night my partner calls me, his family by his bedside to show me that he’s in the hospital. He gets discharged and he calls me from his home again doubting me that I’ve been accommodating with someone in my hotel room (I’ve no friends in his city and he left me completely stranded). He video calls and asks me to show him the room and the bathroom then he says someone very vague like go back home, you’re acting weird.
The next day I get a call from his number (by this time I am hopeful he would atleast call me to the hospital or his place to see him) but instead it’s his brother requesting me to never contact him again because his mental condition is not good.
I booked my flights for the next day and went back home. I haven’t heard from him since then.
I am completely baffled as to why he’d make a baseless allegation on me without any proof and continue to believe in his conspiracy theories while also involving his family and friends in this whole drama.
Can someone please help me make sense of the situation? Thanks!
TLDR: Boyfriend of 5 months broke up with me over a baseless allegation of cheating and now refuses to listen to the truth.

This is going to make me sound pathetic but I need to get this off my chest in a rant. I have never been this frustrated with a game. I am twelve hours into Dark Souls and I only JUST beat that knight in the Undead Parish. I spent a good three hours trying to get from under the dragon bridge to the gate lever. Then I realized by a stroke of luck that I could just fucking wait for the dragon to jump down and run under him to that bonfire. I am not exaggerating when I say I have died HUNDREDS of times. Almost every time, I die somewhere I’ve already been, making zero progress. I know they say that if you die again it means you haven’t learned, but here’s the thing- I HAVE learned. Once I iron out my mistakes and find a good way to accomplish something I still end up dying repeatedly. Sometimes it’s because my sword keeps clanging off the wall. Sometimes it’s because the camera lock just disappears and I end up using a heavy attack on the floor. One time an enemy jumped backwards to its death and the momentum of my swing carried me over the edge. Don’t get me started on the poison rats. And I have all of this frustration and exhaustion despite having seen not even 10% of the game. It feels awful. It isn’t even remotely fun. When I finally got to the parish knight he still took me three tries, and killing him brought me no enjoyment. I just sighed and shut my pc off.
I’ve been a dark souls fan for years now without having actually played the first game. I know all the lore by heart and have been obsessed with the concept but didn’t have the time to play. Since I got into FromSoft games I have played Elden Ring twice and gotten all endings in Sekiro, which is my favorite game of all time. I waited to play the DS trilogy and having completed what most consider to be From’s hardest games, I assumed DS would feel like a nice challenge. Instead I feel utterly dejected. I feel like this rite of passage, this work of art that is a legitimately transformative experience for people, just isn’t for me. And I have a really hard time accepting that. But beyond not being fun, this experience has just made me feel awful. It’s been demoralizing. Beating this game was something that was really important to me, and I think I’m finally ready to just “go hollow,” uninstall the game, and go do something else with my day. I understand why it’s great, and I deeply love its visuals, lore, and philosophy, but I fucking despise the gameplay and I don’t think it’s something I can overcome through practice. I can no-hit Isshin the Sword Saint but I have died more than 30 times to the same spear skeleton. Ten hours to beat the tutorial is as good a try as you can expect from anyone. I think I’m done.
I know it’s ridiculous to think that anyone cares about anything I’m saying here, but I just feel the need to say it. I might delete it later. I’m pretty emotional about it. I always thought one day I’d be able to say I beat it, but I can’t keep putting myself through this. Games are supposed to be fun, and nothing about DS1 is fun for me at all.

Am I Ace?
So recently I came across a p0rn on X (I actually was searching for Hazbin hotel fan art and an actor named “Angel dust” appeared in video)
Little info ~ so I’ve never been in a relationship before- never had any desire for one, I don’t like being touched by people, or even when people get to close I don’t like it 😅
When this video popped up I was curious, and I felt absolutely nothing seeing it, no attraction to either party, and if anything I was extremely disinterested (I would not say repulsed but I wouldn’t go searching for anything like it)
That was the first time I’ve seen anything p0rnagraphic in video before, here’s where I’m getting a bit confused as to what makes a Ace person fall under that category ~
So I have no desire of being with another person, however I most certainly enjoy time with myself & would say I have a high libido, I also read some very very filthy smut fan fics (my a03 history stays between me and god)
Could I possibly be Ace, if I frequently read those types of fics, masterb8te, I will admit I have a rather fun brain that can twist a lot of sentences into very suggestive sentences, but yet I would have no interest in actually doing anything like it
I do find others attractive, but that’s about it, I’m not going to give it much thought when I pass by them
I don’t ever see myself in a relationship at all, friends yes, but nothing other than that is this a “normal” thing to feel?
Do your thing reddit people of the glorious web leave me a comment about what you think, I’m a bit confused to be honest & would love someone’s else’s take - and if there’s someone out there who has the same sort of mindset I have 🩵
Thanks for reading! (Also if there’s a spelling error, I can’t spell. 😂)

Hi! I’m 173cm/5”8 tall with an athletic physique. I live an active lifestyle, and work a corporate job with around 45 hours per week, and gym on certain days. I’m looking for a special someone to build a strong relationship with.
My social circle is small, with only a select few friends that I spend time with. I don’t have a preference for night life, so I don’t drink etc and would prefer my partner to match this as well, in order for us to get along well. I do however, like going out to city and seeing new places, trying out new things to eat and exploring different activities. Traveling is something I would like to do more often as well.
Some of the few things that bring me happiness is music, it’s a big part of my life. I’m not too hooked on TV shows and movies as much as I used to be, but this is something I’d be open to, with my partner, as I do like spending nights at home. I’m a fan of mystery and suspense, sci-fi and fantasy, and a little bit of romance genre as well. I also enjoy gaming and would love to pick something new up. Cooking is also a passion and I do love making a dish or two in my spare time.
I believe in mutual happiness, interests and understandings as it’s critical for both partner’s needs to be attended and fulfilled.
Lastly, I’m not looking for friendships at this point. I’d be open to keeping it online for a bit and eventually I would want my partner to move in with me after we’ve developed as a couple. Would prefer to exchange pics in the beginning for compatibility.

// Solution a bit lower down for those who are just looking for the how part. :)
Ever since I've owned my Acer Headset, I've been plagued with controller jitter. I looked up many solutions to this, and tried a lot of the usual suggestions, including:

• Using an external USB BT Dongle + a USB 2.0 extender, as all my ports are USB 3
• Turning off WiFi + Bluetooth on any nearby devices, including WiFi on the computer itself
• Tried increasing and decreasing the light in my room
• Tried batteries that give a constant 1.5 volts
• Reinstalling WMR, controller drivers, resetting room setup etc etc.

None of these things worked, and up until now I've just suffered through the jitter. It's made playing shooter games difficult, as mid to long-range shots are near impossible to reliably hit. The controllers would jitter even when sitting untouched on my desk.
The interesting part about it is that the jitter was inconsistent - it seemingly sometimes got worse for no reason, but I couldn't figure out why.
However, I stumbled across a solution!
// The Solution
When testing out what caused the jitter, I noticed that when covering one lens of the headset, it was greatly reduced.
Then, just today, I stumbled across a comment on a 5 year old post: https://www.reddit.com/WindowsMs/rge6PrKI4E
That video in the post has the exact same jitter symptoms as I, and the comment mirrored my experience when covering the lenses.
...And sure enough, putting tape over the inner half of the right lens nearly completely solved the issue! I can now more reliably aim in shooter games, and there's very little jitter now, making for less distractions when playing. Unfortunately, the downsides are:

• There's now a blind spot where the controller can lose tracking about 3/4ths towards the right of the display, however I only notice it when going out of my way to trigger it.
• If the headset loses tracking, it may not find it again until the lens is unobscured, though this only happens some of the time, strangely enough.

I'm willing to live with this over the jitter, though haha
// Conclusion
I'm very glad I finally came upon a solution for this, after trying so much and being plagued by it for so long. However, this really, really makes me wish that support for WMR was not being discontinued. This sort of camera-calibration issue seems like it would be so easily solved by a driver update, or even a manual calibration tool. It's saddening knowing it will never be fixed despite being a software issue. Perhaps there's hope with Monado, though!
Either way, I wanted to share my solution for this seemingly unfixable issue, as perhaps someone will find it helpful, or at least interesting! :)

The wife and I are looking to visit the US next month. It's been about 10 years since our last visit and it seems like things have changed.
The wife is worried about calling someone by the wrong pronouns and aside from briefly watching some lady call herself xim/xirs, I have no idea what's going on either.
We are visiting for about 3 weeks and she has a few business meetings as well. How likely is it that we will encounter an offendibg pronoun situation? We don't want to be rude or inconsiderate. Will these people announce their pronouns or should we be cautious with pronouns when talking?
Also, she is deathly afraid of biological males using the women's restroom with her. How likely is this? I personally don't care if a biological woman uses the men's restroom but the wife is scared.

It just occurred to me that today has been the worst birthday of my life and yet it barely affects me. I didn’t think much of it until my daughter asked me how my birthday was. Instead of going out to dinner to celebrate my birthday, I had to spend my whole day rescuing my car, which is now ruined beyond repair. I’ve lost 4 cars since 2019. One was totaled bc an idiot going 90 mph hit another car and his bounced off it and rear ended mine. Another car I lost to someone who fell asleep at the wheel and rammed into my car and two other cars. One I wrecked myself because I didn’t notice the light changed. I sincerely don’t give a rats ass!!! I learned long ago to accept that life has its ups and downs and that it’s not so much what happens that matters as much as how I was perceiving and interpreting things. One of the worst things you can do when you have “anxiety” is to keep score of the ups and downs in your life, constantly taking your emotional temperature and wrap it all up as “my anxiety”.

So I have been friends with this guy for 4 years and have been in love with him for over 2 of those years, at the time we weren’t as close and i was too afraid to make a move in case i ruined anything because i would rather have and love him from a distance than not at all. He helped me through so much during our friendship and he was the one person who gave me genuine and truthful advice to help me move forwards and that just made me appreciate him more. last year we got especially close and he ended up falling in love with me and we clicked perfectly. he is and was the sweetest person i know, met my standards and went above and beyond, showed me nothing but pure love and importantly we were best friends. We shared so much together and we have never had a single argument, disagreements but they were always accepted and never led to anything more than that. we communicated well and could talk about anything for hours, you get the point. about a month or two ago he wanted to split up because we didn’t get to see each other often and we were both really busy with life and he was planning on moving away for Uni next year, we both always promised each other if there ever was something like this to happen that we can always remain in touch and get back together when the time is right. so we split up but everything between us was still the same, seeing each other when possible and still texting as usual just not so often. I found out he started dating one of his friends that he made this year and I’m absolutely devastated. I’ve asked him about it and all he says is that “it’s more complicated than how i felt about you, i knew we couldn’t be together forever and i’m sorry i couldn’t make things work” just last week he was telling me loved me and everything was as normal, he tells me he had no intention of hurting me and he always thought about me when we broke up and hoped i would be okay but he has no words because he knows how vulnerable i am to him and the love i truly have for him.
This was so unexpected and i’m so heartbroken to loose such a connection and knowing he’s sharing this with another girl. I don’t understand how he could do this or why. is it his way of getting over it? did he lie and loose feelings just to lead me on after? I have so many questions.
I’m not the type to obsess over him and dwell on it but i genuinely don’t know how i’m going to move forwards from this because i just believe in us deep down that were meant for each other and i can’t convince myself otherwise. everything reminds me of him and it’s hard to believe that i can do this without him because he is that person who taught me to love myself and that i am capable of achieving the things i dream of. thinking about motivating myself to get over this and that i will get over it is so hard because the only reason i can do that is because of him and everything just reminds me of him again. I would do anything for this guy and just want to love him.
Can someone please give their input as i’m really stuck on what i should do, I really don’t think i can do it alone. I have never felt such a true connection with someone in my life and am absolutely shattered

Background: Got diagnosed last year, psychiatrist referred prescribing duties to GP, Schedule 8 obtained and commenced on short-acting Methylphenidate.
Results have been good (yay!) and have been at a steady 20mg twice a day but still experiencing anxiety and insomnia (both of which predated the diagnosis and no doubt are related to the ADHD), so I went back to the GP last week to discuss trying dexamphetamine or Vyvanse or potentially adding in a non-stimulant like Clonidine to see if that helps with any of those other issues, as has been reported by others.
So, GP measured my blood pressure and pulse, both of which were elevated (because I had ridden my bike straight from the gym where I’d done a weights session preceded by a big scoop of pre-workout).
GP freaked out, and not only did not explore the other medication options with me, but also cut me off the methylphenidate and referred back to the psychiatrist for an immediate review. I asked for the blood pressure and pulse to be measured again that day or the next day, but the GP said because of the anxiety and insomnia the methylphenidate MUST be causing the issues and therefore I was done with meds for now until the review.
Now, I appreciate the caution but this has confirmed a general sense that I had that the GP is not very familiar with or confident in prescribing this medication (further confirmed by requesting that I slowly taper off the methylphenidate over a week, which isn’t really appropriate for short-acting stimulant medication but would be if it was a common SSRI or something similar). And in terms of anxiety, subjectively it’s actually lessened since commencing meds because I know I can actually do the things I need to do.
So I’m thinking as I have to have a review with a psychiatrist anyway:
-Do I ask them to approve another GP for prescribing medication?
-Can more than one GP be approved for this at a time (as my GP generally is fine so I’m not that keen to ditch completely but feel I need someone that can more confidently prescribe and consider other medication as appropriate).
-What are other people’s experiences with anxiety and insomnia symptoms when something like clonidine is added into the mix?
TIA!

I’m in my late 30s. Have struggled with my mental health for over 24 years. I have bipolar and BPD and am just finding it hard to stay alive. A few months ago I was admitted to the hospital for almost a month due to ideations and i just haven't been the same since. I got married almost 2 years ago to my husband who has Asperger’s so marriage is difficult at times dealing my own issues and his disability.
I was telling him the other day when someone has some type of terminal illness people try to console by saying "well at least they’re not suffering anymore." Well I’m suffering everyday but don’t get the same compassion because my disease is mental.
I just need some reasons to hold on to life because I feel like I’m drowning in sadness.

We moved in together about 3 months ago and after having spent all of the time together these 3 months (we were working remote so we were always together), finally decided to move back home for a little while to take care of our finances. My workplace implemented return to office so I had to move to an alien city where I only know my ex boyfriend. Now my partner has met my ex a couple of times and he knows the bond we share, so we mutually agreed that I crash at his place for a couple of weeks until I am able to find my own place in the city.
My partner has always been a little insecure but his insecurities shot through the roof (not in regard to me living with my ex). He’d call me incessantly, would always demand that I be on a video call with him, constantly ask me questions about my whereabouts, to the point that I had to put my foot down and ask him for some space which he took very negatively.
Then one day, out of nowhere he calls me up, wakes me from my sleep, asks me to show him the room I am sleeping in, makes me turn on the lights and makes a vile accusation out of thin air that he senses that I’ve cheated on him. The next day he refuses to pick up my calls and claims that he’s seen me cheating with his own eyes (there has been no cheating) which is utter bullshit. Then he goes into this anxious paranoia state, drunk calling me a thousand times a day, calling me dirty names, cursing me and asking me to accept something I haven’t done.
Within 4 days of the breakup he’s completely lost it, so much so that I decide to fly down to his city to pacify him. My ex who’s my friend also supports me and since my partner has blocked me, he tries reaching out to him too in attempts for our reconciliation. The day I land, at the airport, I am still blocked.
I get a call from his number but it’s his brother talking, he’d been hospitalized due to a massive panic attack and he asked me to check in a hotel meanwhile this gets sorted.
Later in the night my partner calls me, his family by his bedside to show me that he’s in the hospital. He gets discharged and he calls me from his home again doubting me that I’ve been accommodating with someone in my hotel room (I’ve no friends in his city and he left me completely stranded). He video calls and asks me to show him the room and the bathroom then he says someone very vague like go back home, you’re acting weird.
The next day I get a call from his number (by this time I am hopeful he would atleast call me to the hospital or his place to see him) but instead it’s his brother requesting me to never contact him again because his mental condition is not good.
I booked my flights for the next day and went back home. I haven’t heard from him since then.
I am completely baffled as to why he’d make a baseless allegation on me without any proof and continue to believe in his conspiracy theories while also involving his family and friends in this whole drama.
Can someone please help me make sense of the situation? Thanks!

furthermore taking anything in the earth.. The European is not my child.. and never will be i ascribe to death BEFORE dishonour the same medicine you gave your brother and his FAMILY .. white Canaan aka the European.. it will be better for Sodom and Gomorra than it will be for you of no restraint bull 🐂 furthermore taking anything in the earth.. taking stones = crystals = doing what lucifer did in the heavens automatically making you a fugitive! Im due for totality completion. Spirits and truth.. no crystals and no crystal children! Everyone that betrays good or love has no future! North Korea has its thumb up its means you will gave to fight your occupation not taken from you!! If you only fight your own your a coward!! Same war replays just like the LL karma some still haven’t learned from .. 3rd age.. prob same fight. Basins wash Tar. Third age black gates ARE NOT Labrea TAR Pits .. that’s somewhere else. My loyalty gotta be matched consistent proved otherwise we enemies and at odds i do not go back backtrack once i state a stance that’s final!! Im not American any president on me using me coming to me when established I do not belong to Cesar or false Gods you gonna see assassinated!! It’s best in removed!! Someone literally gonna shoot biden or Donald in the head .. SPIRITS (ET’s) powers in the heavens from the heavens my last defence! Against wicked men who keep coming towards me. How else you think most of those leaders who were Assassinated were killed. All Et wars. Go back to every leader from Abe Lincoln, Arch Duke , Tsars, kings, mainly the leaders before ww’s . If hod hotta send a spirit to enter s body .. traveller style! You will not do whatever you want with no checks balances.. like a bully while i have not one soul TRULY FOR me (Original consistent intent) so spirits-will come! In anyway necessary

I was hoping someone could give me some advice. I started taking Zoloft around 3 months ago and it has moderately help me get out of a pit I was in.
I know it’s strongly recommended to not use drugs while on them, particularly MDMA.
I love a good party and did used to take recreational drugs quite a lot and go to events. I have toned that back massively now over the recent years and only have a blow out at festivals.
Now, I have a festival coming up. I look forward to this time of year as it’s the only time all my friends are together in once place and I feel it’s when I’m at the festival I’m the happiest I am all year. It’s 100% likely that I am going to want to take some drugs while I am there.
I just want to know how long of a break I should have from Zoloft before this to prevent things like serotonin syndrome.
I know it’s not ideal to have a break from Zoloft but I just want to be safe. If I can have as little time off it as possible then that would be a win.
I understand that my way of life might be different to others and you may not approve of taking drugs like MDMA but please do not be too judgmental.
Thanks in advance

There’s a guy who liked me for 4 years but I couldn't feel anything for him. I tried liking him and he’s very likable since he's Matangkad, Moreno and he's also got the looks. The thing is I'm attracted to intelligence and substance and unfortunately, he's not that type of man. I tried liking him, sumasama sa kanya lumabas, I even considered his desirable features just to like him but I couldn't. I wanted to reciprocate his feelings but I just couldn't. Gusto ko sya bigyan ng chance to be my bf, but if I did, feeling ko hindi magwwork since hindi ko naman sya gusto. He is very sweet and genuine and I pray na makahanap sya ng tao na kaya reciprocate yung feelings and efforts nya. For four years, hindi ko sya ineentertain but he still liked me. He says recently that he has been admiring me from afar and I'm grateful as well that there is someone who likes me genuinely. I want him to stop wasting his precious time and efforts on me because don't deserve him, how should I tell him to stop?

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Sometimes like to treat this like a comedy skit So i slaughter beats at my convenience/– And obviously i compete in the colosseum/- …so watch me cheat death/— even if mafia bosses wantin me dead?!/– Tied up me an/– then solidified my feet in/– a block of cement?!/– they toss me off of the ship/– ..hopin my body sinks in? NOPE! I’ll fight for each breath/– I’ll swim til I cross the sea/– you cannot kill me yet!/–
Insomnia hits and im tossing sheets til my alarm clock is ringing/—i hate how I often sleep in/– I wake up an it’s almost evenin?/– I yawn a deep-stretch/ I look to the time an {I-see-PM!} sheeit i hope my projects see {High-CPM!} Cuz I release shit as fire as {ICBMs!} … yeah i may be a bad produce– but my brain is a rap computer!/– Anyday Ima have the viewers, To make me an Adsense user!/

So, things were getting really bad in our relationship from October until we broke up. It was never about cheating, it was more about false expectations, could not really foresee a future with him anymore. I was madly in love with him, really pains me we couldn't make it. Well, beginning of April I broke up with him, 19 of April it was my birthday and he left a rose on my doorstep. I heared this from my neighbour as I went on a holiday with myself to NYC. He didn't know I had this plan of going there. Apparently he knew I was not home so he asked (emailed) me numerous times where I was. I really tried to cut contact and ignore him but then I felt bad as I know how shitty the silent treatment is so I replied and told him everything. I think he mistaken this contact for me wanting to be closer to him. Not sure as I was really clear about the break up. Over there I also slept with a guy I met on Hinge. It felt ok-ish to do but also felt that it was quick after my break up. I don't have contact with this hinge guy anymore. My ex called me yesterday, crying, telling me he had the worst nightmare of me admitting I cheated on him and beating up this guy real bad and asked me if I had slept with someone already. I couldn't lie, felt a lot of pressure somehow so I said yes. I just felt him breaking thru the phone, it felt so fucking bad. Should I have said NO? I should right? I have caused him so so much pain, the fact that he sees this as cheating is also not helping. I tried to explain to him that it all happened after the break up but for him it was too soon. Are here people who lied about this for the good and how did that turned out? I want to be honest with everything in life but with this one I think it really was better to just say NO. I feel I caused him really unnecessary pain.....