Maine bhabhi ko rat mein choda

It’s been a while Aap waqt ke nahi qail Dil ki dewaaro ko deemak ki tarah fikar aapki khaye There was a goodbye, phir ham lautke nahi aaye Qalam uthayi phir mein ne likhi jo maine bitaai
Aapse pehle bhi tha kuch, Aapke baad bhi hu Aapke saath tha jo wo dafan kar chuka apni zaat bhi hu Aik laash hai bas, thodi si yaad hai bas Aik adha qissa hai, jis mein dete hai aapki misaalein bas Malaal hai bas, aap aaye kyun nahi Mein tou aya sun’ne wo geet, aap ne gaya kyun nahi?
Aasman me sitara bano bas, door se bhi dekh paenge Bulandiyo pe parwaz karo, faqr bhi kar paenge Jo roshni qarz li thi, qarz nahi hoti khud ki shai Noor basta hai hamne dekha hai, tum me noor hai
Sab tou luta aaya, yaad hi aapki, mera saaman raha Sadiya’n guzari ke nahi, aapki intizaar me aap ye bataein...

Questions nahi ho rahe🤡. kisi ne bola tha ki 2 mahina nahi padhoge to basics chud jayenge but maine to 5 din nahi padhke apni poori chemistry chudwa li(2 chapters padhe the unmein sab kuch bhul gaya🤡).
Btw mein coaching nahi jata, join karne ka soch raha hun kar lunga june 1st week mein
Happily physics 2 chapter(motion in plane, dimension) with pyq(both jee and neet) kar liye aur thoda khush hun. motion in straight line karna hai but pehle chemistry to ho.
Please seniors chemistry ke liye kuch batado nahi ho rahi hai. 10 hours lagataar baithno ko bhi taiyaar hun but please koi advice do chem bachane ke liye.
haan but bio mein living world and morphology and frog complete kar liya hai aage tabhi badhunga jab chemistry chodunga.

Hello lovely people…
IDK if baakiyon ne bhi ye feel kiya hai par abhi last kuch time se ye teenagers 15-17 Y/O’s aise hi road pe bikes and scooters leke bakchodi karne nikal jaate hai or sabse be faaltu me pange liya karte hai… Lucknow mein 18-19 years se reh raha hu mai but ab last few years se ye kuch zyada hi badh raha hai…
Today I was going to the market with my younger brother and 2 guys around 15-16 y/o ekdm se bike peeche laga ke horn maarna start kar diye for no reason and jab maine pucha ki kyu krre bhai toh wo mujhse bolne lage ki “aith kisse rahe ho, yahi pel diye jaaoge”
Another incident happend 3-4 months back My friend was in a rickshaw and again some 16-17 y/o motherfucker started following that rickshaw… She called me and mai jab pahocha wha toh they were like tere se kya matlab hai hum kuch bhi kare… This happend near Shani mandir, Parag dairy road aashiyana… Uske baad maar khaaye the acche se wo which was quite satisfying…
Mai aise maar peet wali baaton mein believe ni karta par I guess ye log aise maanenge bhi nahin…
Samjh ni aa rha in sab cheezon ke liye inki company ko mai ab blame karu ya inki inke parents ki parenting ko…

I'm so fucked rn, school se hazar projects and hhw mile hai, lectures ka bhi backlog ho gya hai, and jo upcoming test hai usme 11th ka bhi portion aa rha hai, jo ki Maine thikse nhi kiya. Idk what to do, mai projects ye sab finish kar lunga but backlog aur badh jayega and meri 11th toh kharab hai hi, I'd say around 35% tak thikse hua hai 11th baaki ka agar kiya bhi hu question practice nhi hua. Idk what to do in the upcoming tests for the 11th chapters and the increasing backlogs. Lectures complete karke question practice karne pe boht time chala jata hai uske upar GOC bhi complete karna hai. Bhai laude lag gye hai, and mere parents ko lagta hai mai kar lunga, saala itna trust bhi kaise hota hai logo ko. Kaash 11th ko nhi choda hota, agar atleast December se bhi padhne lagta toh boht kuch ho sakta tha, haha chud gye guru

I didn’t want to comment before 21 days but kitna chutiya hai bhai tu. Poore din reddit par sadta rehta hai, I’m pretty sure tera abhi term 1 aadha bhi nahi hua hai. Work power energy aur chemical bonding tera start nahi hua hoga aur thode din pehle keh raha tha pathfinder, jd lee karega. You’re one of those overtly motivated kids who do nothing but daydream all day. Kalpit veerwal aur aman dhattarwal ki videos dekhkar sochta hoga meri 11th waste nahi hui hai, ab bhi karsakta hun, but trust mein tere jaise chutiye ka iit kabhi nahi hoga, kyunki tumlog bas validation lete rehte ho, tumhe kabhi reality hit nahi hui hai. Reddit par ye sab log ne 11th wasted itna normalize kardiya hai ki ab tere jaise madarchodo ko ye lag raha hoga ki sabki 11th waste hoti hai. But chutiye 11th waste ka matlab ye hota hai ki thode se topics backlog hogaye ya enough question practise nahi hui, ye nahi ki term 1 hi start nahi kiya. You probably just keep switching between teachers on unacademy, ek do lecture dekhkar chhod deta hoga fir kehta hoga ye accha nahi padha raha. Bhadwe saare teachers accha padhate hain teri moti buddhi hai, teacher ki koi galti nahi hai. Mujhe pata hai tereko black book, pathfinder, ms chauhan ka naam sunkar orgasm aata hoga but tune abhi tak chapters ncert se bhi nahi kare. You’re nothing but a burden on your parents. Unhone tereko unacademy wagera sab kharid ke diya but tune plebbit par poore din edgy comments kiye, aur ek bhi chapter nahi padha. Ye pooch raha tha madarchod ki nitin sir advanced padhate hain ya kailash sharma, bhosdike jis tarah se teri preparation chal rahi hai, Alakh sir bhi tere liye advanced hi rahenge. You asked today if irodov + pyqs + modules will be sufficient, chutiye irodov tak 11th ki beginning se padhne wale bacche bhi nahi pohoch paate. Mujhe pata hai tune kuch new year resolutions bhi karrakhe honge ki abse reddit bilkul chhod dunga ya ghado ke tarah padhunga, par madarchod jab tereko science mein interest hi nahi hai tu kitna bhi force karle kabhi nahi hone wali preparation. Science chhod de, koi aur stream dekhle, aur din mein sapne dekhna bhi chhod de. Yaha par das log aake validation denge tujhe ki ab bhi possible hai, but reality ye hai ki jisne 9 mahine nahi padha vo aage kya padhega. So trust me, just dont waste your parents money anymore. Abhi mera ye comment padhke bhi tujhmein ek dum se aag si lag gayi hogi ki main isko galat prove karke dikhaunga, but trust me chutiye ye motivation teri 3 din bhi last nahi karega. sorry u/fijiksturulub , I broke my pledge, but had to

Are guys bola tha na mein kal rat ko ki omr aajayegi. Bas site mein upload hone ke liye thoda time hogaya tha

Story enjoy karo aur suggestion do
Guys mai ek ladki (im a girl myself, so in short mai lesbian hun) ko pasand karti thi in 8th standard and i was 13 back then…. Hamare beech bas baatein hui kuch zyda nahi plus she realised that she was probably bisexual(she was not sure)
Long story short 9th mein lockdown lag gaya and jab 10th shuru hone wali thi she took my number from my friend and texted me saying ki if we can work this out (I was happy actually not realising that she thought that she wasnt fully sure of her sexuality and this might be a mistake and it was)
10th mein bas texting and shit baadme school jab khule I saw her after 2 years on our first day
Jab school khatm hua (we kissed) i was happy and I genuinely liked her
Fir ofc we weren’t like “in a relationship” just messing around and shit (10th ki relationships lmao)
Until one day she texted me This was 3 years ago so i roughly remember the conversation
Her - my name listen i cant date you
Me - that’s okay
Her - i want to focus on boards this is a distraction
Me- i can understand everyone gets distracted
Her - true dat
Story takes a turn
Bas bhai heartbreak toh hua but i was still friends with her and then i got to knnow that
SHE STARTED DATING SOMEONE IN HER SOCIETY ( a boy….and by this point she thought she was bisexual)
Mkc mujhe itna bura laga lekin mai kuch nahi boli ofc 😭😭😭
Fir….mujhe pata chala
Twist ayega
THE TIME WHEN WE KISSED SHE WAS DATING HIM SO SHE BASICALLY CHEATED ON HIM WITH ME
Mujhe khud uss ladke ke liye aur apne liye itna bura laga istg
THODA SA CONTEXT STARTS
11th mein meri iss ladki se baat hui and is par chillaya isko sunaya bhi and she was sorry for everything
And she broke up with that boy (banda genuinely toxic nikla)
Iss ladki ko NEET dena tha initially but she quit that plan and mai isss saal drop leri hun (i gave 2024 mazze mein parents are supporting this decision and mai 2025 dungi)
toh 11th mein she shifted to another place 3 hours away so we were in diff schools and she got into a relationship with another girl
Woh bhi toxic nikli (her words not mine)
This girl ended up being in therapy for 5 months aur woh dikh bhi raha hai i can see the improvement in her
Hmari fir boards ke time baat honi shuru hui (12th boards)
As for me
Guys maine uss ladki ke alawa kisi ko date nahikara hai i did have a crush on another girl in my school lekin school aur aakash (institute) ke pressure mein sab temporararily chodh diya (i was getting cooked in aakash y’all)
Na he kisi ke sath koi physical interaction rakha (ykiyk)
CONTEXT ENDS
BACK TO STORY
Bhai iss bandi ka boards time text aya boards ke time (12th)
Long story short we used to study online on google meet
( Result - i scored 83% in PCB and she scored 85% in PCB as well in boards 2024)
Hum mics mute krke apna cam on rakh kar apna kaam karte the
SPICY DETAIL
after boards she came over to my house
I was angry at her for who she was in 10th but happy at the same time that she changed and got the help she need
Ghar ane ke baad WE MADE OUT
It was so good and truly the highlight of my year
She wants us to stay friends and like keep meeting in future Guys abh dekho maine liya hai drop and woh jari hai college Ofc if not this year then next year we’ll meet
(Mujhe bas padhna hai abhi lmao 😭)
Lekin at the same time if i do date another girl in future toh those relationships would be sus As they’ll probably think that i’m over that girl or I’ll end up cheating on them
Which honestly IS NOT TRUE im not in love with her, nor do i like her like that. honestly just happy ki woh badal gayi and idk kya karna chahie
TOH GUYS BATAO
cut off kardu ? Ya fir dost rehne dun?

Guys mere chacha nta mein kaam karte hein aur aaj rat thik 12:69 AM ko aapaki omr mail kardi jayegi. Finally wait is over!!!!!

Mere centre waale gadhe, ullu ke patthe nikle.
Gaon ki gali mein, gande naale ke paas wale, Najafgarh ke chote se school Holy World School mein tha.
Sirf location kharab thi toh bhi chalta, MISMANAGEMENT inti zyada
Inke paas koi CLOCK nahi hai, na invigilator paper ke beech mein time bata raha tha 🤡
Saalo ne paper 10 min LATE diya at 10:10 am. Invigilator ko paper ki duration aur timing khud nahi pata thi. Humse puch raha tha ki 2 ghante ka paper hai kya ? 🤡
Saalo ne koi GHANTI tak nahi bajayi, kab paper shuru hona hai, kab khatam. Question Paper dene ke baad yeh bhi nahi bataya kab seal kholni hai, aur hum paglo ki tarah wait karte rahe 🤡
Invigilator ke paas glue nahi thi. Jab usse mili, usne paper ki duration mein hi humse photo chipakwayi aur admit card bhi paper ki duration mein hi collect kiya 🤡
Inn sab ke baad, usne ek extra minute nahi diya. Maine OMR par answer mark karne last ke liye chode the. Invigilator ne koi indication nahi diya ki 5 min mein OMR collect karna shuru karega. Bus EKDAM SE CHEENANA shuru ho gaya
Meri seat first row ki 2nd bench par thi, maine itni koshish kari, par atleast last ke 8 Q ke Ans nahi mark kar paya, woh kameena cheen kar le gaya 😡
Doob gaye mere number 😭. Ab English aur GT mein yeh log kya karenge soch kar darr lag raha hai

Hello! This is the second Master List of my UbeLand fanfics. Aside from the three previous "timelines", included here are some other additional ones:
D) GenSense - Fics featuring Sense and Genau. Some of the GenSense take place in other previous timelines (particularly "Empathy" and "AUbeLand", but they're collected here together.
E) Crackships - Fics featuring insanity. Stark/Linnie, Aura/Himmel, Seed Rat/Still, stuff like that.
NOTE: Each link below leads to the original post where each story showed up first. Hence, I used the title of the original posts for each link.
MAIN FIC

1. Übel by sciamano240
   
2. ÜbeLand Caught You Staring (@hana)
   
3. Übel [art by Jiuwujiang]
   
4. Land and Übel's first date by u/souo_o
   
5. Land and Übel's first date continued by u/souo_o
   
6. Suspects on the Run ÜbeLand (@hakuyori.bsky.social)
   
7. Kanne & Lawine trying to piss off old man Richter (by icarus2010741)
   
8. ÜbeLand Dynamic (@koo_ke1)
   
9. Sinister Dance ÜbeLand (@A_OKartworks)
   
10. ÜbeLand (@dashimakick)
    
11. ÜbeLand (@8310sub)
    
12. Peace of Mind ÜbeLand (tema_pee)
    
13. Übel (by u/syagare_)
    
14. Side By Side ÜbeLand (@dashimakick)
    
15. “It smells good…” (@mai_ameinu)
    
16. Land and Übel by @森戸蒼
    
17. “Hey Four Eyes”ÜbeLand (@M_0J_4)
    
18. Serie is a wingwoman for real
    

EMPATHY FIC

1. Smooch ÜbeLand (@fenfenfen_Naku)
   
2. Choosing the best hairstyle ÜbeLand (@catgerden)
   
3. Something must have happened 🤣 by 810eru
   
4. Übel Sketch [oc]
   
5. What got Übel looking at you like this? (@森戸蒼)
   
6. Tom and Jerry ÜbeLand u/dyskdance
   
7. After The Ball ÜbeLand u/dashimakick
   
8. Double the fun ÜbeLand (@sxolxis)
   
9. That smile. That damned smile. ( u/NAKA_u_MA on Twitter)
   
10. Smile For The Camera ÜbeLand (@二次ろい )
    
11. One Last Dance ÜbeLand (@Arsum_0731)
    
12. (Nice) Ubel and Land's kids by catgerden
    
13. Kinky ÜbeLand (@no_name_illust)
    
14. Lan-Ube (By u/Hanauta1110)
    
15. ÜbeLand (@OdangoDango13)
    
16. Ubel fanart made by me X/Ig u/mafiyuu
    
17. Übel wants to make Land blush (@hikentai0112)
    
18. Elegant Dance ÜbeLand (@Humica)
    
19. Ubel by 極道畫師
    
20. Ubel and Land fam by catgerden
    
21. ÜbeLand (@sakura_1110ssmm)
    
22. ÜbeLand (@yarehasu_yare)
    
23. Tea Date ÜbeLand (@hskyka)
    
24. Ubeland (by u/nyanmeras on twt)
    
25. Water ice By nyoro
    
26. “We’re Married After All” ÜbeLand (@SunSun_x2x2)
    
27. UbeLand on a night out (Humica on Pixiv)
    
28. Land and Übel by u/sakura_1110ssmm
    
29. Guy talk. (By u/fumishichi777, TL by @spinning_donuts)
    
30. Contemplating Thoughts ÜbeLand (@ぽこるる)
    
31. Long-Haired Übel (@dodobo_)
    
32. Übel by monokarumaru
    
33. “Got your Glasses” ÜbeLand (sayaponillustr1)
    
34. Land and Übel by u/dashimakick
    
35. FanArt of Ubel by me
    
36. On the Wall (@perutore15)
    
37. Übel pie
    
38. Land and Übel by u/From white rain
    
39. The cutest couple (@happy_14_p)
    
40. Couple Goals ÜbeLand (@Ha_chika)
    
41. Übeland Children. [X: u/OdangoDango13]
    
42. Übel & Land u/nyanmeras
    

AUBELAND

1. Land and Übel in the morning by u/Inkspirate_art
   
2. Modern goth Ubel (by nest_virgo)
   
3. "School Trip" by perutore15
   
4. Übel working out (by 櫻アイ)
   
5. Land going to a summer festival with Übel (by みつかん)
   
6. Kiki’s Delivery Service x UbeLand (@syaparinton)
   
7. Übel doing a standing split (by 櫻アイ)
   
8. Swimsuit Übel (by u/Icoochu)
   
9. Land Biggest Fan (@maru)
   
10. Goth Ubel by me
    
11. Ubel : Don't be afraid (by me)
    
12. Übel in the morning (by 櫻アイ)
    
13. Ubel & Land school parody by dashimakick
    
14. Pouting Übel (by 櫻アイ)
    
15. “Are you trying to woo me?” “Does it look like it?” ÜbeLand (@syaparinton)
    
16. "I know that girl. She's the delivery girl." (by u/syaparinton)
    
17. Dark and scary (@neneko0814)
    
18. ジジの危機 (by u/syaparinton)
    
19. Übel Twintails (@natsu08kankitsu)
    
20. “Could you stop following me?” (Übel: @_yusura_uni, Land: @popo_po_techi)
    
21. We've done it people, Übel Eats is real now (@Neneko0814)
    
22. Will you trust her to cut your hair? (By 屁葛Pig)
    
23. 'What are you staring at?' (Übel by Edgar_syu)
    
24. Übel with the drip (@inkspirate_art)
    
25. Cigar Kiss ÜbeLand (@catgerden)
    
26. Frieren x kimono by u/picowan11
    
27. Übel gets a job by u/natsu08kankitsu
    
28. Übel at Home (@natsu08kankitsu)
    
29. ÜbeLand (@富士茄 鷹)
    
30. Ubel by fatzhai88
    
31. Y2K Ubel and Land by iohc_choi
    
32. (Nice) Sexy Übel [art by eternals]
    
33. 子供の日のフリーレン (art by u/ryosuketarou) (AKA, Tiny UbeLand #1)
    
34. Smol ÜbeLand (@non20non22) (AKA, Tiny UbeLand #2)
    
35. Casual Übel (@MrOhMyTIGHT)
    
36. Slave Übel Star Wars/Frieren crossover by u/dismaidenart
    
37. Übel in school uniform (by CeNanGam)
    
38. Frieren's Time Passage (Fan-Animation I made) (AKA, Frieren Meets Guardsman Veers)
    
39. ÜbelDelivery (@Edgar_Syu)
    
40. Behind the scene part 2 (@tentenchan2525)
    
41. I drew Übel!
    
42. High schoolers cleaning the pool (By u/perutore15)
    
43. GojoHime X ÜbeLand CrossOver u/ehfhdehfhd2
    
44. Bunny Girl Übel (by みつかん)
    
45. Last train home (by u/perutore15)
    
46. 🐱ÜbeLand (@BoHumbo)
    
47. Tsuyübel (@bchan1582)
    
48. Übel in the morning (by Sushispin)
    
49. Drive Responsibly ÜbeLand (@Heartbreak_Juan)
    
50. High School ÜbeLand (@hikentai0112)
    
51. Land X Ubel School AU (By u/8310sub, TL by @spinning_donuts)
    
52. Frieren with the girls (by u/perutore15)
    

GENSENSE

1. Mangaka Sense by u/ko_da_yo
2. If Sense had different hairstyles (@inoino1008)
3. " Dance like a Genau, sting like a Sense" ( 石津忠 on Pixiv, u/ishitsu on Twitter)
4. pretty Sense i commissioned last week 💙 link under the image (Art by Timebreaker, link to their twitteX is under this image)
5. Sense (@dodobo_)
6. Sense going to school (@mwoji_0)
7. Sense (art by me)
8. Sense’s morning routine (@jjbz135860)

CRACKSHIPS

1. Aura dreaming (@mutsu_XXXX)
2. Laughing Aura (by u/mutsu_XXXX)
3. Aura, wear a bunny suit. (@kaibashira4080)
4. High School Girls Frieren & Aura (by u/mutsu_emine)
5. What did she see? (@j02ggogpq6duegu)
6. Demon maid cafe (@ryosuketarou)
7. Fern at the concert (By u/J02GGOgpQ6dueGu)

THE FUCKED UP STORY OF A 2025 ASPIRANT: 11th mei allen join kiya, teachers ache ni the aur backlog exponentially badhta chala gaya, I didn't work on that aur fir meine allen hi chor diya... (Feb ke time pr) School ke finals mei kuch na kuch padhke uss time bhi distractions (ladkiya BEHNCHOD) mei kaise na kaise 70% kuch aa hi gaye... Fir lectures dekhne lag gaya mohit tyagi sir ke paid wale.... Usme kaafi time jaaraha tha and bohot boring horaha tha toh firse pure pure din ladkiyo se baate BEHNCHOD. Koi bhi chapter dhang se advanced lvl pr nahi hua High mains level pr bhi koi chapter nahi 11th fully wasted + 12th half wasted
Abhi ka scene: Physics mei Units dimensions, Basic maths aur vectors cengage se khatam kiya hai bss 🤡 Cengage maths + physics order krdi hai Max 31st tk aajani chahiye 1 June se start krdunga plan
FINAL PLAN: Maths keliye pehle NV sir ke bounceback 2.0 ke lecs se aur Physics keliye Abhilash Sharma sir ke bounceback 1.0 se sari theory and concepts ache se samajh lunga.. Fir cengage se: 1) Theory 2) Illustrations + Concept application exercises 3) 50 single correct questions
Chemistry mei ALK sir and NS sir ke praveen wale lectures and competishun ki sheets. School jaana completely band kardiya hai ab... Pura din hai mere paas ab Daily 14 hrs padhna padhega tabhi kuch hoga ab
According to the plan worst to worst to worst case mei bhi atleast 20% syllabus 5 July tak hojayega Weekly basis pe syllabus update krte rahunga, JEE 2025 phodkar Nishant Jindal ko REAL proof krdunga BEHNCHOD ek wahi bnda hai jo legit sahi gyaan deta hai pure youtube pe... Allen ki test series join krli hai jee advanced pattern (har 21 days mei ek test wali) voh 7 July se shuru hai uska bhi results update karta rahunga..
Bss yahi kehna tha baaki toh vaqt batayega... Jo muqaddar mei hoga vahi milega
All the best to JEE 2025 and JEE 2026 aspirants

Ek ajeeb Baat maine notice kari hai ki jab bhi society Mein Koi guest aata hai why do they all all start fighting ki "aare aap humare yaha aye chai nashta karne" ya "aree {insert bhabhi name} apne kyu inko khila diya mere ghar bhej dete". Matlab koi kisi Anjaan ko chai nashta karane ke liye itna excited kyu hoga? I've never found these filler scenes funny.

so maine drop lene ki sochi hai kyuki boards mein hug dia idk kya hua but 75 cross nhi hua so mujhe na chahate huye bhi drop lena pd rha hai
my jee mains score 98.4 bitsat score 272 adv score around 150 tk aa rhe hai
1)so since mujhe boards vaapis dene pdenge and improvement dena pdega mere kuch doubts hai please agr kisiko pta hai/experience hai toh help krdo...agr mai improvement deta hu private candidate bnke agle saal toh mujhe practicals vaapis dene pdenge kya yaa phir isi saal ke practical ke marks hi consider kre jaayenge
2) and now i wanted to ask about coaching... mai allen jaipur se pdha tha and mujhe vaapis allen nhi jaana coz idk dropper batch ko konsa teacher pdhaayega and meri jaisi qismt hai bekaar teacher milgya toh mere laude lag jayenge...so i was considering competishun offline/online abhi offline jaaunga ya online yeh decide nhi kia but should i consider competishun in drop year???
apne lil homie ki help krdo meri dua se aap sbko sex sux milega

I am a Jee aspirant myself but my parents forced me to take bio and said to me that if I somehow fail in Joint entrance I'll have medical field as a backup option and so. I am studying pcm and biology parallelly. Chemistry sir school level aur ek extra date mein entrance exam pyqs karwate hai but physics mein although mains + neet batch mein hu ( sir dono batches ko eksaath padhate hai ) but I am doing only jee modules of physics ( which are tougher than neet but the amount of questions is less in my module and neet module is easy but amount of questions is too much high ). So if I study 2 years for jee will this hardwork help me in neet too?

So, I was a dropper(24 tard) 2021 me prep start ki 11th online fiitjee se kiya 12th fiitjee offline school ke saath jaise taise manage kiya 12th me 87.2% the 2nd highest in my class. Mains ke liye thik se padha nhi tha makkari ki thi fir bhi jan attempt me 92.4%tile aai. I was very khush fir jaan lagadi april aur adv ke liye nhi hua clear decided to drop. fir January tak acchi padhai hui fir burnout feel hone laga padhai me mann kam lagne laga scored 98.23%tile in mains. 2nd attempt ke liye kam padhai ki fir adv ke liye bhi kam padhai ki lekin i am satisfied with my journey okay ye thi backstory. Mera ek friend 1st class se 13 saal hogaye saathme. Uske 12th me 77% the. Maine usko bola ki drop lele thodi mehnat karni hai koi govt college mil jayega chutiye ne padhai july me start ki online prayas batch se uska poora attitude us bacche ki tarah tha jo 11th me jee ki prep start karta hai. To uske jan me 85%tile aai ham dono ki same shift thi aur meri 98.23%tile fir baat ye hui wo kehta ki saale tu 3 saal se ghis rha aur teri 99%tile tak nhi aai Aur maine itna padhke 85 marks laaya 85%tile aai thoda aur padhleta to meri bhi 95% to aa hi jaati ( maine mann me bola saale 90%tile se kam score ko consider bhi nhi kiya jaata) tumne paise sab barbad kardiye and i was like ye chutiyagaya hai mai samajh gaya tha as i become more mature in drop year . To wo mujhe aise hi taane dete rehta maine socha mann me ki saale ko koi knowledge nhi hai jee ki pw ke easy easy physics ke questions solve karke khud ko tees maar khan samajh rha . He literally was said to me that "meri physics ki knowledge tumse acchi hai aur fir 30 min baad bolta maine us din physics ke adv ke pyq kiye ek nhi bana bhai kya khatarnak questions the " maine pucha konsa chapter fir pata hai ye kya bola " kinematics 🤡🤡🤡💀" mai samajh gaya ye saala pagal hochuka hai fir aisa chala fir 2nd attempt ke baad result khrab aaya mere 88%tile and i didn't give a fuck to my 2nd attempt mujhe bas rank se matlab tha us chutiye ko is saal wahi college mil rhe jo pichle saal mil rhe the aur mujhe laakh guna acche college mil rhe ab kal ham log hangout kiye to purana dost bhi aaya 5 saal baad mila mai usse. wo kota gaya tha drop ke liye jan me waapis aagaya, to wo tak itna immature baate nhi kar rha tha jitni ye kar rha tha kehta tumpe laanat hai 3 saal aur 3 laakh kharab kare tumne ab mujhe ye samajh nhi aa rha ye saala konse delusion me jee rha , is chutiye ko ab Tak ye samajh nhi aai ki 12th aur drop ke baad accha college matter karta hai bas bhale IIT ho ya na ho ye lodu VIT bhopal aur sgsit indore jayega shyd sgsit me bhi cs nhi milegi saale ki obc me hi 44k rank hai. Ab mai iski baatein isliye itni sunleta kyuki agar maine bolna chalu kiya to is chutiye ko itna bura lagega ki baatein kam kardega mujhse. Isi vajah me mai apni city ki NIT nhi le rha kyuki agar li to bc in chutiyo se bandha rahunga 4 saal. Isliye bilkul new personality aur peer group same mindset waale log ke saath rahunga college me aur Mai tum sab se bhi yahi request kar rha hu ki apni sangat soch samajh kar select karna. Mere cc ke dost bhi hai sabne saath me jee kiya hai wo sab samajhte hai JEE ke struggles wo kuch nhi bolte ye lodu alag hi duniya me hai , ye baate mujhse jan ke result ke baad baar baar dimag me ghumti thi saala abhi bhi ghumti hai lekin ab agar isne firse bola to iski gaand maardunga saale ke muh pe usko failure boldunga. I know dosti ko koi effect nhi ho wala. Ek aur dost hai grp me wo commerce ka hai wo bhi notice karta hai ki ye saala har baar JEE ko beech me laata hai wo bhi bolta hai ki saala yahi karta rehta hai khud ka nikla nhi to dusro ko baba gyaan de rha , adv ke centre same padgaya hamara. Break me ye chutiya inorganic rat rha🤡🤡 tha aur mai so rha tha kyuki mujhe pata hai break me padhne se lund kuch nhi hota. Papa bhi the to baat chali ki mai NIT jau yaa IIIT to ye bich me iski baat bhi aai college ki to ye bolta ki ' wo to NIT me chale jao Acche college ka naam dekh kar koi bhi company job dedeti 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡' aur bc me soch rha kon chutiye ke saath ghumta mai lekin ye aadmi bas padhai ki baato me hi muh se hagta hai baaki banda/dost badhiya hai. Agar ye story poori padhi hai to thank you i wanted to rank cause ye baate mere dimag me bohot mahino se chal rhi thi apne thoughts share karo please..

So background details, back in November 2022, I texted this Girl on IG, who was the 10th grade "topper" of this school I joined, it was something instantly clicked between us that night. It kept on going for two more days and the butterfly kept, bumbling in my guy. Before I was about to sent into friendzone, I clear my intention that, I want to date her, not be a random friend on the internet, she blushed, saying, she wants to date too but it was 11th and both were JEE aspirants (mein self study/YouTube and she Fitjee student sochlo kiska nikla hoga issal , anyway) so she wants time.
As days went by our bonding become so strong but around 8 months into this "situationship" we also met once , I will never forget that day. A month later she told she can't date me cause, she becames toxic and annoying when ever she in a relationship (it's not you its me type shit) My heart sunk deep into oceans, I couldn't think straight for two days everything felt falling apart all my friends we happy for me ki Bhai ko finally uska pyaar mil gaya, the bolly and holly defination of teenage love was deeply embedded in my mind, after a few more nights of arguments and fights (over text ofc) I came to a decision we will not date but jaisa chal raha hai hamare bich chalne do college mein jaake dekhenge jab ek saath time spent karenge offline. She agreed to some extent but agaye Jee Mains ke registration ka month and she told me she is going offline for few months to study tab, phone sab le liya jayega by parents, I was sad nahi milega baat karne ko but somehow managed for a month then uska samne se text ata hai, "Live feels so dull without you, tere Bina Mann nahi lagta" I was on the 9th cloud and hope ki leher se mere Seene se takra gai, we again chat till Jan 15 uske baad Milne ka plan banaya again, some how arrange "the date" but last moment I had to cancel cause ghar mein jaane nahi diye, kismat kharab, ladte jhagadte Ghar walo se cough mummy cough, mein pohocha rendevous but wo chaligai, kitna calls laga nahi uthai, mayus sa Dil aur ankh mein aansu liye Ghar ja raha tha tabhi uska call aya "abhi aasakta hai, papa se extra time mangi"hun utsav aur thoda ghumne ke liye (hamare town ka ek local festival hota hai har saal jan mein), I reach again with hope of meeting her but nahi mil paya due to traffic, uss din bohot gali di khudko, kismat ko aur usse bhi, which hurt her tabse uska mere taraf Jo affection ya thoda bohot soft spot tha chalaga, then boards aye she again went underground, for few more months now she tells me, and I quote "This friendship isn't working anymore, our personalities are aligned, tu irritate karne laga hai" 2 saal tak ka intezar aur yeh natija Nahi chahiye mujhe uska pyar, nahi karni uske saath life spent, I pray she finds someone she actually intrested in romantically, but yeh jo special bond tha hamare bich atleast vo toh chhod deti mere liye

So background details, back in November 2022, I texted this Girl on IG, who was the 10th grade "topper" of this school I joined, it was something instantly clicked between us that night. It kept on going for two more days and the butterfly kept, bumbling in my guy. Before I was about to sent into friendzone, I clear my intention that, I want to date her, not be a random friend on the internet, she blushed, saying, she wants to date too but it was 11th and both were JEE aspirants (mein self study/YouTube and she Fitjee student sochlo kiska nikla hoga issal , anyway) so she wants time.
As days went by our bonding become so strong but around 8 months into this "situationship" we also met once , I will never forget that day. A month later she told she can't date me cause, she becames toxic and annoying when ever she in a relationship (it's not you its me type shit) My heart sunk deep into oceans, I couldn't think straight for two days everything felt falling apart all my friends we happy for me ki Bhai ko finally uska pyaar mil gaya, the bolly and holly defination of teenage love was deeply embedded in my mind, after a few more nights of arguments and fights (over text ofc) I came to a decision we will not date but jaisa chal raha hai hamare bich chalne do college mein jaake dekhenge jab ek saath time spent karenge offline. She agreed to some extent but agaye Jee Mains ke registration ka month and she told me she is going offline for few months to study tab, phone sab le liya jayega by parents, I was sad nahi milega baat karne ko but somehow managed for a month then uska samne se text ata hai, "Live feels so dull without you, tere Bina Mann nahi lagta" I was on the 9th cloud and hope ki leher se mere Seene se takra gai, we again chat till Jan 15 uske baad Milne ka plan banaya again, some how arrange "the date" but last moment I had to cancel cause ghar mein jaane nahi diye, kismat kharab, ladte jhagadte Ghar walo se cough mummy cough, mein pohocha rendevous but wo chaligai, kitna calls laga nahi uthai, mayus sa Dil aur ankh mein aansu liye Ghar ja raha tha tabhi uska call aya "abhi aasakta hai, papa se extra time mangi"hun utsav aur thoda ghumne ke liye (hamare town ka ek local festival hota hai har saal jan mein), I reach again with hope of meeting her but nahi mil paya due to traffic, uss din bohot gali di khudko, kismat ko aur usse bhi, which hurt her tabse uska mere taraf Jo affection ya thoda bohot soft spot tha chalaga, then boards aye she again went underground, for few more months now she tells me, and I quote "This friendship isn't working anymore, our personalities are aligned, tu irritate karne laga hai" 2 saal tak ka intezar aur yeh natija Nahi chahiye mujhe uska pyar, nahi karni uske saath life spent, I pray she finds someone she actually intrested in romantically, but yeh jo special bond tha hamare bich atleast vo toh chhod deti mere liye

Drop leke jee 2024 ki taiyaari shuru ki. socha tha air 1 meri hi aayegi! infact guilt aa raha tha ki kaash 11th 12th mein jee ki taiyaari ki hoti toh shayad bina drop ke iitb mein hota (Typical 11th class behaviour, but continued till starting of the dropt year). Ab yaar pehle toh kabhi jee ki taiyaari ki nahi thi, toh koi idea nahi tha ki taiyaari karte kaise hain. 12th mein july mein lakshay 2.0 ka batch toh liya tha, par padha hi nahi usse. ab pura drop year apni taraf se bahut effort kiya, par pata nahi tha ki padhte kaise hain isliye prep weak rahi. plus financial cond bhi thik nahi thi isliye ghar se drop liya tha toh ghar mein jhagde aur kaam bhi hote the. beech mein time bhi bahut waste kiya, offcourse pehle aadat nahi thi itni mehnat ki. Last year jee 2023 mein 48 percentile the, bina prep ke, is saal 85 percentile bane. obc quota se adv ke liye eligible hua. phir realise hua ki ye mauka sab ko nahi milta. phir adv ke ek mahine pehle kisi tarah convince karke library join ki, mummy ki support se lib join kar paya. pura drop year mein sirf mummy ka support tha, papa ko toh time waste lag raha tha. phir jitni mehnat aur taiyaari hui, usme adv diya. Ab adv ka paper ho gaya hai, par jaise maine socha tha ki relax karunga, waise relax kar hi nahi paa raha hun. lag raha abhi bhi mera time waste ho raha hai, aur poora saal toh time waste hi hua toh ab kahe ka relax. Help me! ab kya karun?
P.S.: Aisa lag raha hai ki drop year poora time waste hi hua, ab relax nahi kar pa raha hun, kuchh alag feel nahi aa raha, kya karun?