A bear symbol like the gun to post on facebook status

#renewhighschool + some words from Tegan.

2024.06.01 16:21 shokoshik #renewhighschool + some words from Tegan.

Hey all!
Thanks to our friends on Facebook the petition has multiplied overnight.
Recently, this is what Tegan had to say about this:
"Thank you for starting the petition for Season 2 of HS. It's too bad people won't get another season, the scripts/stories were really cool, and obviously, we LOVED the cast and I'm so sad for them not to be able to bring everyone back together. But I'm proud of what we made and we've all mourned and moved on. It was a special time and we're so lucky we got to do it. Won't complain much since we're so lucky. It is what it is."
Clearly, they've known for a while, and they accept it, but you can tell it's still quite sad.
I'm not on TikTok, so please, if any of you are on there, please post about this, and maybe use #renewhighschool. Pride month just started. From a PR perspective, it's certainly and opportunity.
Even if not every member of this community is active, I'd like to think at least a 1,000 are around here on and off.
I'd like to see us reach a 1,000 signatures.
Thank you everyone!
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2024.06.01 16:13 VarDumped Concerns on XRP's Performance

Hello,
I have been banned on the XRP subreddit for no apparent reason, therefore here is the post again.
like the title already states, I have concerns about the future price of XRP.
I will put everything into detail first, then explain.

Tokenomics

Circulating supply: 55,450,358,947 XRP (55.4 Billion XRP) Max. supply: 100,000,000,000 XRP
Distribution
Ripple held in Escrow according to Q1 2024 Report
March 31, 2024 Total XRP Held by Ripple: 4,836,166,156 (4.8 billion XRP) Total XRP Subject to On-Ledger Escrow: 40,100,000,005 (40.1 billion XRP)
Ripple placed the XRP in escrow in December 2017, providing a level of supply certainty and helping to manage concerns about the potential for market flooding.

RippleNet

Ripple provides a solution called RippleNet, consisting of 3 products:
  1. xCurrent (does not use the XRP-Token)
    • Function: Provides real-time gross settlement (RTGS) for cross-border payments.
    • Features: Includes messaging, clearing, and settlement functionalities. It ensures end-to-end tracking of payment status, payment confirmation, and delivery.
    • Process: Uses Interledger Protocol (ILP) to connect different ledgers and payment networks, facilitating instant settlements and real-time reconciliation.
  2. xRapid (now part of On-Demand Liquidity, ODL): (uses XRP Token)
    • Function: Specifically uses the XRP token to offer liquidity for cross-border transactions.
    • Features: Helps financial institutions source liquidity in real-time without needing to pre-fund accounts in destination currencies.
    • Process: When a payment is initiated, xRapid converts the sender’s currency into XRP, transfers the XRP to the recipient’s country, and then converts XRP into the recipient’s currency. This process is much faster and cheaper than traditional methods.
  3. xVia:
    • Function: Provides a standardized API for connecting to RippleNet.
    • Features: Allows businesses, payment providers, and banks to send payments across various networks using a simple interface.
    • Process: Facilitates easy integration and communication across different payment networks without needing deep technical changes.
I did not find any statistics or numbers on xCurrent and xRapid's performance nor does the Q1 2024 report state it.
It's also important to understand how xRapid works.
Example:
US-Sender sends USD to MXN -> Mexican-Recipient
USD is sent by the sender USD is swapped to XRP XRP is sent XRP is swapped to MXN MXN is received by the recipient

Concerns

Since we don't have numbers on the performance of xCurrent nor xRapid, we can't say which one is used more. I'm just guessing it is not xRapid. Let's say 80% of the transactions is held by xCurrent, 20% by xRapid.
How does Ripple plan to facilitate transactions with XRP, when they don't have the supply to handle the transactions? 40.1 billion XRP are held in escrow, meaning they are not accessible to be used yet. The current max supply is set to 100 billion XRP. In case the Ripple Team increases the supply or does not set a limit at all, XRP will probably be created out of thin air at first to provide liquidity for cross-border transactions, then later maybe reused but still created - all of course based on demand of the xRapid. This also means that new XRP will flood the market, increasing the likelihood of a decreasing price.
Sure, this is just an assumption. I figure, Ripple has measurements in place or thought about this when releasing xRapid regarding the XRP supply.
But this now accesses a new concern, which is that the XRP price will not be affected by any transactions made with xCurrent since it does not use the token itself.
I've read a lot, people comparing it to SWIFT and forecasting the XRP price to somewhere between $5 and $18. This is where I like to point to the market capitalization of cryptocurrencies.
XRP is currently at 0.53 USD per token. The market cap is 28 billion USD.
In case the price should skyrocket to $5, the market cap will total $140 billion USD. In terms of the ranking it places XRP on third place between Ethereum and Tether. $18 would place it on the second place.
It would take a large amount of funds to reach this and even if so, it would take several heavy corrections to do so. Ripple isn't the first cryptocurrency where financial institutions put their funds. I simply don't think it's doable in the next 2 to 5 years. Ripple has always been the black sheep among the cryptocurrencies, because rather than working away from banks, it works with them. I don't see the broad adoption at this point.
My concerns are based on my research. If I have provided misleading information, corrections are welcome.
Hello,
like the title already states, I have concerns about the future price of XRP.
I will put everything into detail first, then explain.

Tokenomics

Circulating supply: 55,450,358,947 XRP (55.4 Billion XRP) Max. supply: 100,000,000,000 XRP
Distribution
Ripple held in Escrow according to Q1 2024 Report
March 31, 2024 Total XRP Held by Ripple: 4,836,166,156 (4.8 billion XRP) Total XRP Subject to On-Ledger Escrow: 40,100,000,005 (40.1 billion XRP)
Ripple placed the XRP in escrow in December 2017, providing a level of supply certainty and helping to manage concerns about the potential for market flooding.

RippleNet

Ripple provides a solution called RippleNet, consisting of 3 products:
  1. xCurrent (does not use the XRP-Token)
    • Function: Provides real-time gross settlement (RTGS) for cross-border payments.
    • Features: Includes messaging, clearing, and settlement functionalities. It ensures end-to-end tracking of payment status, payment confirmation, and delivery.
    • Process: Uses Interledger Protocol (ILP) to connect different ledgers and payment networks, facilitating instant settlements and real-time reconciliation.
  2. xRapid (now part of On-Demand Liquidity, ODL): (uses XRP Token)
    • Function: Specifically uses the XRP token to offer liquidity for cross-border transactions.
    • Features: Helps financial institutions source liquidity in real-time without needing to pre-fund accounts in destination currencies.
    • Process: When a payment is initiated, xRapid converts the sender’s currency into XRP, transfers the XRP to the recipient’s country, and then converts XRP into the recipient’s currency. This process is much faster and cheaper than traditional methods.
  3. xVia:
    • Function: Provides a standardized API for connecting to RippleNet.
    • Features: Allows businesses, payment providers, and banks to send payments across various networks using a simple interface.
    • Process: Facilitates easy integration and communication across different payment networks without needing deep technical changes.
I did not find any statistics or numbers on xCurrent and xRapid's performance nor does the Q1 2024 report state it.
It's also important to understand how xRapid works.
Example:
US-Sender sends USD to MXN -> Mexican-Recipient
USD is sent by the sender USD is swapped to XRP XRP is sent XRP is swapped to MXN MXN is received by the recipient

Concerns

Since we don't have numbers on the performance of xCurrent nor xRapid, we can't say which one is used more. I'm just guessing it is not xRapid. Let's say 80% of the transactions is held by xCurrent, 20% by xRapid.
How does Ripple plan to facilitate transactions with XRP, when they don't have the supply to handle the transactions? 40.1 billion XRP are held in escrow, meaning they are not accessible to be used yet. The current max supply is set to 100 billion XRP. In case the Ripple Team increases the supply or does not set a limit at all, XRP will probably be created out of thin air at first to provide liquidity for cross-border transactions, then later maybe reused but still created - all of course based on demand of the xRapid. This also means that new XRP will flood the market, increasing the likelihood of a decreasing price.
Sure, this is just an assumption. I figure, Ripple has measurements in place or thought about this when releasing xRapid regarding the XRP supply.
But this now accesses a new concern, which is that the XRP price will not be affected by any transactions made with xCurrent since it does not use the token itself.
I've read a lot, people comparing it to SWIFT and forecasting the XRP price to somewhere between $5 and $18. This is where I like to point to the market capitalization of cryptocurrencies.
XRP is currently at 0.53 USD per token. The market cap is 28 billion USD.
In case the price should skyrocket to $5, the market cap will total $140 billion USD. In terms of the ranking it places XRP on third place between Ethereum and Tether. $18 would place it on the second place.
It would take a large amount of funds to reach this and even if so, it would take several heavy corrections to do so. Ripple isn't the first cryptocurrency where financial institutions put their funds. I simply don't think it's doable in the next 2 to 5 years. Ripple has always been the black sheep among the cryptocurrencies, because rather than working away from banks, it works with them. I don't see the broad adoption at this point.
My concerns are based on my research. If I have provided misleading information, corrections are welcome.
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2024.06.01 16:12 Future_Adagio2052 Gordon vs Isaac Clarke: why it is actually AWESOME!

Gordon vs Isaac Clarke: why it is actually AWESOME!
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you may have seen or heard about this before but let me tell you why its awesome!
SECTION 1: CONNECTIONS (this was made by u/Nevin3Tears who made the connections so all due credit goes to him)
Full Connections List:
Both are badass, alien-killing science fiction protagonists who were originally every-men forced into situations that were out of their control (Black Mesa Incident and Ishimura Outbreak respectively).
They were both from games that were heavily innovative for their respective genre. Half-Life was the first FPS game to build an immersive setting rather than just be a shooting gallery like it's predecessors (Doom and Quake), Dead Space pushed for procedural enemy placement and the removal of a HUD in contrast to it's predecessors. (Resident Evil)
Both worked for scientifically revolutionary corporations who studied alien technology (Black Mesa studied Xen and the Concordance Extraction Corporation studied the 3A Marker) that were sabotaged from within by enigmatic groups (The G-Man's employers and Unitologists) that manipulated the head of the facility where the incident occurred (Administrator Wallace Breen of Black Mesa and Captain Benjamin Mathius of the USG Ishimura) to go forward with the plans of said groups.
Both companies had dissenters who realized the danger of the what the company was doing early on (Eli Vance and Terrence Kyne), both had previous relationships with the saboteurs (The G-Man and Eli Vance spoke immediately before the incident occurred, Terrence Kyne worked with Challus Mercer reluctantly before the outbreak occurred), and both work with the protagonists to fix the mistakes they indirectly caused and are killed in the process (Eli is killed by an Advisor in Half-Life 2: Episode Two and Terrence Kyne is killed by Kendra Daniels in Dead Space 1)
Both are highly intelligent in their respective field (Gordon Freeman is a Theoretical Physicist who graduated from MIT with a PhD in said field, Isaac Clarke graduated with a Bachelor's Degree in Mechanical and Electrical Engineering with an unknown Alumni). Despite this, however, they're both overqualified for the positions they're in (Gordon Freeman is reduced to pushing buttons and pushing a cart into a port, Isaac is reduced to hacking doors and producing damage reports).
They are betrayed by female members of their team who are double agents of an enemy faction within the game (Judith Mossman is a double agent for the Combine, Kendra Daniels is a double agent for EarthGov). However, both of these women had ultimately noble goals that makes the player sympathize with them (Mossman was working with the Combine to ensure Eli's safety, Daniels worked with EarthGov to ensure that the Marker would be kept secure and contained from Unitologists).
Both were considered high-priority targets for a military coverup operation (The Hazardous Environment Combat Unit of the USMC considered Freeman their #1 target for the vast majority of the Black Mesa Incident due to killing huge swathes of their troops, The EarthGov security force also considered Clarke an extremely high-priority target due to his objective of destroying the Marker which was considered threatening by director Tiedemann). However, against all odds, they manage to overcome this despite being massively outnumbered and outgunned, eventually forcing both groups into retreat and disarray.
After making their way into the alien-world where their respective incidents originated (Xen and Aegis IIV), they end up stopping the situation by destroying the being that led the invasion in the first place (The Nihilanth led the assault on Earth by commanding the Xenian military force (Vortigaunts, Alien Grunts, etc.) throughout the Incident, The Hivemind on Aegis IIV commanded the Necromorph horde during their assault on the USG Ishimura). After these beings were defeated, the entire invasion force fell apart (literally in the Necromorph's case) as no reinforcements could be delivered.
After the end of their first game, both are placed into long periods of stasis against their will (The G-Man recruited Gordon for his employers due to his aptitude during the incident, Isaac was caught stranded in Space and was forcibly placed in stasis for 3 years due to his growing instability).
After being awakened, both find themselves in large, futuristic cities (City 17 and Titan Station) governed by tyrannical rulers (Wallace Breen and Hans Tiedemann). Both end up ultimately killing these said tyrants at the end of their second game, unintentionally destroying their cities as well (The death of Hans Tiedemann ultimately resulted in the complete destruction of Titan Station, The death of Wallace Breen resulted in the destruction of City 17 due to the citadel core imploding).
Around the start of their second game, both of them meet likable female characters who eventually become their closest companion throughout the rest of the series (Alyx Vance and Ellie Langford are both considered the deuratagonists of their respective series).
Both are haunted by enigmatic reminders of their decisions throughout their second games (The G-Man is constantly watching Gordon throughout the entirety of Half-Life 2, appearing in locations that are impossible for the player to reach conventionally. He serves as a reminder of Gordon's decision to accept his offer at the end of the first game. On the other hand, Isaac is consistently haunted by Nicole's hallucination throughout the entire game, serving as a reminder of his decision to blame Nicole for the death of his parents), however, both eventually break free of this by the start of the next game (The Vortigaunts cut off Gordon's link to the G-Man at the start of HL2: Episode One, and Isaac destroying the Marker at the end of Dead Space 2 ends his hallucinations of Nicole).
Both of their most iconic weapons were not originally designed for combat in the slightest (The Crowbar is a simple repair tool, the Plasma Cutter is a basic mining tool), however, they became combat-efficient due to the innovative thinking of their wielders.
Both have Gravity-manipulation tools that were originally designed for heavy lifting (The Gravity Gun and Kinesis) but became combat-efficient, again, due to to the intuition and creative thinking of their wearers.
Both of them received critically acclaimed remakes in the past few years that are often cited among the best remakes ever made (Black Mesa was released in 2020, Dead Space was released in 2023).
Both of them have an infamous history with the number 3. Dead Space 3 is a mess that killed the franchise until the remake came out, and Half-Life 3 is one of the most hyped up and memed games of all time because of how many people want it. Basically, EA can count to 3, but they can't pronounce it right, Valve can't count to 3 at all.
SECTION 2: fight potential
So now the connections are done we get to the next section which is the fight potential and dynamic which is what i’ll be explaining
Both gordon and isaac obviously have guns to use against each other but we need to go more in depth
For starters why would both fight each other? well it's pretty simple in the events of dead space 2 isaac suffered from hallucinations from the events of the first game and with gordon being silent it's easy to assume isaac would deem him a threat and try to attack him
The fight could start with both of them using their simpler weapons such as gordons mp7 and isaacs plasma cutter as the battle would be each of them trying to reach each other and you could easily have both of them use there other weapons for gordon you could have him use the crossbow and for isaac you could have him use the pulse rifle and before any of them reaches the other they get knocked out as we get to the next escalation
The next stage of the fight can be them waking up as they are overrun by either necromorphs or headcrab zombies as they stop fighting each other and fight the hoard which the commissioned track by brandon yates shows as a general idea around 2:05 https://youtu.be/DX48ImC1lXY?si=jJaI8j6tl7rgGuXO
You can have both use there more closer ranged guns such as the SPAS-12 for gordon and the handheld ore cutter line gun for isaac as they kill the undead horde you can even have a scene where one of them runs out of ammo and the other person throws one at them. Eventually after the battle is over both turn the guns on each other as they resume the gun fight with both using their more explosive weapons such as the rpg and supercollider contact beam until they get sucked out of space. With this you could have a reference to the zero g sections in dead space where both of them are fighting in space maybe have isaac try to strangle gordon but he retaliates by using his crowbar against him which leads them to land on a station
Which leads to the final stage where with both of them exhausted and out of options they start using their biggest weapons……..gravity!
Both start using the area around them with gordon using his gravity gun and isaac his kinesis as they throw projectiles at the other person gravely injuring each other in the process as they find the final projectile each uses there weapon however a tug of war ensures as they try desperately to hold on against the other. There are 2 ways this ends either 1 gordon wins the tug of war as he launches it against isaac impaling him as he looks up at gordon who beats him with a crowbar ie hunt down the freeman style while if isaac wins he launches the kinesis at gordon impaling him as he looks up at isaac who stomps on him ie what he does in the games
I hope this short visualisation helps show how their arsenals can bounce off of each other and better yet you even have more shit both can use against the other that i didn't such as isaacs stasis and gordons tau cannon.
SECTION 3: DEBATE
Surprisingly this matchup is very debatable with both having advantages and disadvantages against the other such as gordon having the advantage of having multiple ways to bypass isaacs armour and being able to hard counter with his gravity gun however he has less diversity in terms of abilities and is far weaker and less durable than isaac and isaac having the advantage of having a bigger and more versatile arsenal then gordon and being much stronger and more durable in general compared to him however he is less skilled and agile compared to gordon and gordon's HEV suits shield has the better defensive options
Like before i hope this short description helped give you the idea on the debate and if you want to know more then i would heavily suggest checking out this blog which describes it in much better detail than i could
https://www.reddit.com/DeathBattleMatchups/comments/1czug0g4_death_battle_fan_blogspredictions_gordon/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button
SECTION 4: MUSIC POTENTIAL
While both half life and dead space are different in terms of music you still have ways to make the music potential work as shown with these 2 here
https://youtu.be/z3qEUkrJ6lE?si=rBlqoay7YX7zHVdo
https://youtu.be/Nz6_Zprm9AI?si=zVXvEtn1WW-3D58d
Having the music start with a slow atmospheric beginning reminisce of the dead space games https://youtu.be/Q2suSUMgROY?si=nHMo4zmg0Wwo5LHd but as it goes on it slowly turns to a more action heavy soundtrack akin to the half life https://youtu.be/7eXuoJD0cTc?si=R1YMMoRmgkovOc-F
An even better example is the commissioned track made by Brandon himself!
https://youtu.be/DX48ImC1lXY?si=QKnAY4XF4X5fHYJV
The track starts off slow but more tension builds up as it goes on until in 2:05 where it becomes action heavy until it goes goes back to the tension before hand as it builds up with big thuds until the final thud where the track ends
As said before hand i hope i helped explain how both dead space and half life music can work for a good escalation of a track and please do check out marked for life and give it a listen
SECTION 5: INTERACTION POTENTIAL
Now this is sort of a weakness of the matchup as Gordon doesn't talk however there are ways to make this work through other methods
Such as using Gordon's facial expressions to visualise what he feels/says without saying a word as his actions speak louder than his words both in the story and in the game. you can easily make this work with his models and especially his newer one from half life alyx
With Isaac he does talk however you can also use body language to also visualise what he feels/says without saying a word this should be very easy to do and you can also use facial expressions thanks to his newer model from the dead space 1 remake!
So overall while interaction potential is a bit iffy you can certainly make it work through other methods which wouldn't be out of character for either to use
SECTION 6: CLOSING/FINAL THOUGHTS
For a legacy match up that's over 10 years old (no seriously the matchups first ever mention was all the way back in fucking 2012 https://www.reddit.com/DeathBattleMatchups/comments/1c2oljw/the_first_ever_mention_of_gordon_freeman_vs_isaac/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button like goddamn)
It actually holds up surprisingly well with good connections and fight dynamic to back it up showing how it managed to hold the test of time
To sum up what I said, the connections show the similarities of both characters as ordinary men thrusted into terrifying situations which changed them both. a fight dynamic showing how both of them can bounce off of each other. A debate showing both of their advantages and disadvantages and the win cons. The music potential of both series and how it can mix well together. And finally interaction potential which while a weak point is definitely salvageable and can work if we use other methods.
So overall I wanted to continue and finish this post since I really like this match up and I think it deserves more love and again HUGE thank you to Nevin who wrote the connections for this mu and allowed me to make the rest of it and anyways thank you for anyone who read to this point and hopefully it will become an amazing episode.....if that ever comes out that is.
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2024.06.01 16:09 Sea_Shopping8687 Post exam anxiety

I took the exam 5/26 so it’s already been a week. Im super average and am hoping to just find some support or encouragement because I dont really have anyone else going through this. Every day the anxiety is so crippling and I really just dont know what to do about it. I felt like I worked so hard leading up to that moment and was pretty happy with my practice scores. For some reference, I truly and the embodiment of mediocre-average student. Was able to pass step 1 but had to retake half of the shelf exams which really took a toll. But was also grateful because retaking allowed me to get better bearings going into dedicated. Like I said, I was fairly happy with my practice scores and wrote a post on here right before my exam with my trends. The day of the exam, I didnt necessarily feel nervous. I felt like Ive done what I can and just focused on hyping myself up. The first block I flagged the whole thing. Time went by so much faster than I anticipated and usually I dont have time issues but didnt have anytime to go back and look at my flagged. Mid way through the exam, I asked myself wtf was all of that studying for? I felt like everything was so vague. Or parts in the question would overlap so even finding the algorithm for nbstim I wasnt sure and had to debate. None of my biostats were simple calculations. They were all interpretation type questions and with the time and how frequent they were, I felt like I had no time to think. Even bias stuff werent the bias questions I was expecting. Everything felt low yield. I have tried so hard to forget about it. Nothing I can do to change it. Whats done is done but once i start to enjoy myself, the guilt and fear eat away at me. With failing shelfs before and going through that trauma, it just comes back always looking back and having a new question pop in my had that I got wrong. I know this is super ranty and not positive but I just want to find the light at the end. Help me and my mental pls
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2024.06.01 16:07 Hot-Environment-655 Essay on Kryptos sculpted by Jim Sandborm

Hello, I'm sorry, and please don't expect anything from this post, but while reading and analyzing all of the solved texts plus the hints that Jim Sanborn has released, The Wall feels like a Bond movie dealing with an atomic bomb. lol
Like in K1, "Between subtle shading and the absence of light lies the nuance of iqlusion." I know that this phrase could literally mean anything, and i think one of those could mean "a nuclear winter." Nuclear winter is the term for a theory describing the climatic effects of nuclear war.
"Subtle shading" could represent the gradual changes in the environment as a result of the apocalypse or nuclear winter, such as the darkening skies due to ash or debris blocking sunlight. Meanwhile, the "absence of light" could symbolize the darkness and desolation that may prevail in such a scenario.
The "nuance of illusion" could refer to how people might perceive or interpret the post-apocalyptic world. In such dire circumstances, individuals may experience psychological distortions or delusions as they struggle to comprehend and cope with their new reality. Additionally, there could be misinformation or propaganda propagated by various factions, further complicating people's understanding of the situation.
in K2, "It was totally invisible Hows that possible? They used the Earths magnetic field X
The information was gathered and transmitted undergruund to an unknown location X
Does Langley know about this? They should Its buried out there somewhere X
Who knows the exact location? Only WW This was his last message X
Thirty eight degrees fifty seven minutes six point five seconds north
Seventy seven degrees, eight minutes forty four seconds west ID by rows"
This text literally sounds like it came from the script of a James Bond movie or a detective movie in general. It talks about something "totally invisible," which could literally mean an atom, which is totally invisible to the naked eye. And where do atomic bombs come from? a nuclear fusion in which two or more atomic nuclei collide at nearly the speed of light and join to form a new type of atomic nucleus. and it also talks about how "they used the earth's magnetic field."
Earth's magnetic field, also known as the geomagnetic field, is the magnetic field that extends from Earth's interior out into space, where it interacts with the solar wind of the sun. THEY=SUN AND EARTH
And also, who is powered by nuclear fusion? THE SUN.
K3, "Slowly, desparatly slowly, the remains of passage debris that encumbered the lower
Part of the doorway was removed. With trembling hands i made a tiny breach in the upper
Lefthand corner and then widening the hole a little i inserted the candle and peered
in. The hot air escaping from the chamber caused the flame to flicker but presently
Details of the room within emerged from the mist x can you see anything q?"
DO I EVEN NEED TO EXPLAIN?
But apart from the obvious, this text is from the book of the Tomb of Tutankhamun. It's about Howard Carter discovering the tomb. who died from cancer because he was cursed by a tomb for opening it, allegedly. Let me ask you a question. Out of any book or text, why did Jim Sanborn pick this?
Well, let me tell you my conspiracy theory. The reason he picked this is because it has a lot of similarities to how humans discovered nuclear power. In one of the interviews he did, he said that "he's an enigmatic and he loves metaphors." I let you guys sink in with that first.
So finally, here we are with the unsolvable. K4
From what I know as of this date, Jim Sanborn gave four hints about K4 and its "Berlin," "Clock," "East," and "NorthEast." You might ask: what are the correlations between these four words?
Well, it was about Germany in the Cold War, when Berlin was split into two.
Berlin refers to the capital city of Germany, which was divided into East and West Berlin during the Cold War.
Clock: refers to the "Doomsday Clock," a symbolic clock representing the likelihood of a man-made global catastrophe, often associated with the tensions of the Cold War.
East refers to East Berlin or East Germany (the German Democratic Republic) during the division of Berlin and Germany.
NorthEast: Geographically, East Berlin was located in the northeastern part of the divided city when looking from the perspective of West Berlin.
Is it finally getting interesting? Well, let's focus more on the Doomsday Clock.
The Doomsday Clock is a symbol that represents the likelihood of a human-made global catastrophe, in the opinion of the members of the Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists. Maintained since 1947, the clock is a metaphor, not a prediction, for threats to humanity from unchecked scientific and technological advances. That is, the time on the clock is not to be interpreted as actual time. A hypothetical global catastrophe is represented by midnight on the clock, with the Bulletin's opinion on how close the world is to one represented by a certain number of minutes or seconds to midnight, which is then assessed in January of each year. The main factors influencing the clock are nuclear warfare, climate change, and artificial intelligence.
And from what I remember, there is an interview out there where he was asked about the wall, and he said, "I began this project 18 years ago. And then forgot about it and went other places and started doing other kinds of work, and completely different kinds of work, and then it just keeps coming up.”
Hmm, im curious, what are those kinds of work?
Critical Assembly, a sculpture by Jim Sanborn. Hmm, what is this?
Critical Assembly is a sculpture by American artist Jim Sanborn that was displayed at the Corcoran Gallery of Art in Washington, D.C. in 2003. It included several elements, some actual and some re-created, that were part of the first project at Los Alamos laboratories to design the first atomic bomb.
Thank you for listening to my boring Ted talk. The last thing that I want to say is that Jim Sanborn is not a mathematician cryptologist but a cryptologist sculptor.
PS: this is just my own reading, don't @ me
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2024.06.01 16:06 PsychedelicizedSoul this website is so toxic

I recently deleted all of my socials off my phone except for Reddit. I decided to keep it because I really never used Reddit before, only the occasional skim. My reasoning for deleting my other socials is because they were very toxic for me—body dysmorphia, toxic people, an unhealthy addiction to social media, you know the deal—but Reddit felt a lot more controlled in terms of what you’re shown in comparison to Instagram or Facebook.
Since I started using this website more, though, I’ve become increasingly frustrated with the general community and it actually really upsets me a lot. Personally I am mainly on music discussion subreddits, though I am in a few fandom-based subreddits as well, but I barely interact with those. But for every comment or post I see or make, there are so many goddamn people who must love oozing their own negativity and self-hatred for everyone else to see. I just had to leave a subreddit dedicated to music discussion yesterday because it’s like any time anyone tries to make a post encouraging discussion, the comments are actively working against actual discussion.
There was one post asking people to share albums they thought could be considered "universally liked." first comment I see is "there is no such thing as an album that's universally liked." (???? why are you here?????) OP responds with something like “yeah ofc I mean something as close to it as possible.” response to that: “then go to the pop charts.” huh?????? do you know where we are right now, like, are you serious????? and all the comments are calling the post “bait” and that the post was asking the impossible because there is no objective answer (when OP literally specified what you think. and my god it is NOT that serious anyway).
anyway that’s just a little anecdote about what triggered me to make this post, but I see it all. the. time. people are sooo far up their own asses and take everything way too seriously than can possibly be healthy for them lol. in the music reddit community specifically it’s just a constant dick-measuring contest. and it’s the same thing in some fandom subreddits too, i had to leave a couple a while ago for the same reasons.
I have a lot of fun on some of the subreddits, especially the ones dedicated to specific niche artists and their fanbases, but I also end up feeling miserable and upset half the time. I don’t want to delete it because the positives are nice, but it’s getting to a point where the negativity is so prevalent I can’t ignore it. I might have to delete this app too if it keeps on like this. I’m supposed to use this app for debriefing and having fun and instead I end up exhausted nearly every time I use it.
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2024.06.01 16:03 Juicy_Soup [WTS] CRK Nyala (B), Rogers Slim Utility (B), Giantmouse Ace Nimbus V2 (B), Spydie Chef (B), HiTex Bottle Opener (A), and Casio G-Shock (A)

Good morning, Swappers! Long time, no see. I was looking through my junk drawer and found some old crap that I need to get rid of. Was hoping maybe you guys could help with that…
I can take any form of payment but am not using goods and services payment types at this time. (PayPal F&F, Venmo, CashApp, Zelle, Google Pay, etc.)
6/1/24 Timestamp
First, I have a Giantmouse Ace Nimbus V2 in green micarta (B). I have carried this one a bit and cut with it. It is in good shape and still sharp as hell. A few marks on the blade. Includes box.
SV: $115
Ace Nimbus Pics and action video
Also, I have a Spyderco Spydie Chef (B). This one is in good condition. I have carried and cut with it, but not a lot. A few marks on the blade and scales. The open action is awesome but the lock is just a tad bit sticky but that is pretty common with these. Includes box.
SV: $250
Chef Pics and action video
Next, I have a *HiTex Bottle Opener *(A). This thing is cool but I guess not really my thing. It is titanium and opens bottles, not much else to say. I have never opened a bottle with it and it has been out of the box like twice. Like new in box. Speaking of the box… it is really cool looking.
SV: $125
HiTex Pics and action video
Also, I have a Casio G-Shock 3230 3232 (A). LNIB, although the box is a little beat up. I wore one of these for a long time and bought a spare because I liked it so much in case I ever lost the other or something. I just don’t wear this type of watch anymore.
SV: $45
Casio Pics
Next, I have a Rogers Slim Utility (B). This one is in good condition but is a dirty little S.L.U.T. I have carried and cut with it, but not a lot. It has kind of been the blade I carry when I wear a suit or dress nice. A few marks on the blade and scales. I love the action. I love the ano. Includes leather pouch and box.
SV: $350
Slutty Pics and action video
Finally, I have a CRK Nyala (B). It is the final edition black Gun Kote, natural canvas micarta, drop point. The knife is LNIB but the sheath has a few signs of wear, so I gave it a B just in case. I have never used the knife or sheath for anything but I guess the sheath picked up a few marks from being moved around. I am the original owner, bought it straight from CRK. Includes everything it came with.
SV: $500
Nyala Pics
Sheath Pics
Nyala Action Video
The prices include shipping to the CONUS with insurance. I probably won’t have anything dropped off at the post office until Monday, but I promise to package everything like I want things that I buy packaged. Preference will be given to those who post here and send a message (you can direct message or chat, I should be able to receive both). Everything is likely cross posted.
I am not taking trades, but feel free to make an offer if you feel my price is a little high. I haven’t been around for a while and a couple of these are tough to find recent prices on so please forgive me (but also let me know) if my prices suck. Thanks for looking. Stay safe and well!
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2024.06.01 16:02 Hot-Environment-655 Essay on Kryptos sculpted by Jim Sandborm

Hello, I'm sorry, and please don't expect anything from this post, but while reading and analyzing all of the solved texts plus the hints that Jim Sanborn has released, The Wall feels like a Bond movie dealing with an atomic bomb. lol
Like in K1, "Between subtle shading and the absence of light lies the nuance of iqlusion." I know that this phrase could literally mean anything, and i think one of those could mean "a nuclear winter." Nuclear winter is the term for a theory describing the climatic effects of nuclear war.
"Subtle shading" could represent the gradual changes in the environment as a result of the apocalypse or nuclear winter, such as the darkening skies due to ash or debris blocking sunlight. Meanwhile, the "absence of light" could symbolize the darkness and desolation that may prevail in such a scenario.
The "nuance of illusion" could refer to how people might perceive or interpret the post-apocalyptic world. In such dire circumstances, individuals may experience psychological distortions or delusions as they struggle to comprehend and cope with their new reality. Additionally, there could be misinformation or propaganda propagated by various factions, further complicating people's understanding of the situation.
in K2, "It was totally invisible Hows that possible? They used the Earths magnetic field X
The information was gathered and transmitted undergruund to an unknown location X
Does Langley know about this? They should Its buried out there somewhere X
Who knows the exact location? Only WW This was his last message X
Thirty eight degrees fifty seven minutes six point five seconds north
Seventy seven degrees, eight minutes forty four seconds west ID by rows"
This text literally sounds like it came from the script of a James Bond movie or a detective movie in general. It talks about something "totally invisible," which could literally mean an atom, which is totally invisible to the naked eye. And where do atomic bombs come from? a nuclear fusion in which two or more atomic nuclei collide at nearly the speed of light and join to form a new type of atomic nucleus. and it also talks about how "they used the earth's magnetic field."
Earth's magnetic field, also known as the geomagnetic field, is the magnetic field that extends from Earth's interior out into space, where it interacts with the solar wind of the sun. THEY=SUN AND EARTH
And also, who is powered by nuclear fusion? THE SUN.
K3, "Slowly, desparatly slowly, the remains of passage debris that encumbered the lower
Part of the doorway was removed. With trembling hands i made a tiny breach in the upper
Lefthand corner and then widening the hole a little i inserted the candle and peered
in. The hot air escaping from the chamber caused the flame to flicker but presently
Details of the room within emerged from the mist x can you see anything q?"
DO I EVEN NEED TO EXPLAIN?
But apart from the obvious, this text is from the book of the Tomb of Tutankhamun. It's about Howard Carter discovering the tomb. who died from cancer because he was cursed by a tomb for opening it, allegedly. Let me ask you a question. Out of any book or text, why did Jim Sanborn pick this?
Well, let me tell you my conspiracy theory. The reason he picked this is because it has a lot of similarities to how humans discovered nuclear power. In one of the interviews he did, he said that "he's an enigmatic and he loves metaphors." I let you guys sink in with that first.
So finally, here we are with the unsolvable. K4
From what I know as of this date, Jim Sanborn gave four hints about K4 and its "Berlin," "Clock," "East," and "NorthEast." You might ask: what are the correlations between these four words?
Well, it was about Germany in the Cold War, when Berlin was split into two.
Berlin refers to the capital city of Germany, which was divided into East and West Berlin during the Cold War.
Clock: refers to the "Doomsday Clock," a symbolic clock representing the likelihood of a man-made global catastrophe, often associated with the tensions of the Cold War.
East refers to East Berlin or East Germany (the German Democratic Republic) during the division of Berlin and Germany.
NorthEast: Geographically, East Berlin was located in the northeastern part of the divided city when looking from the perspective of West Berlin.
Is it finally getting interesting? Well, let's focus more on the Doomsday Clock.
The Doomsday Clock is a symbol that represents the likelihood of a human-made global catastrophe, in the opinion of the members of the Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists. Maintained since 1947, the clock is a metaphor, not a prediction, for threats to humanity from unchecked scientific and technological advances. That is, the time on the clock is not to be interpreted as actual time. A hypothetical global catastrophe is represented by midnight on the clock, with the Bulletin's opinion on how close the world is to one represented by a certain number of minutes or seconds to midnight, which is then assessed in January of each year. The main factors influencing the clock are nuclear warfare, climate change, and artificial intelligence.
And from what I remember, there is an interview out there where he was asked about the wall, and he said, "I began this project 18 years ago. And then forgot about it and went other places and started doing other kinds of work, and completely different kinds of work, and then it just keeps coming up.”
Hmm, im curious, what are those kinds of work?
Critical Assembly, a sculpture by Jim Sanborn. Hmm, what is this?
Critical Assembly is a sculpture by American artist Jim Sanborn that was displayed at the Corcoran Gallery of Art in Washington, D.C. in 2003. It included several elements, some actual and some re-created, that were part of the first project at Los Alamos laboratories to design the first atomic bomb.
Thank you for listening to my boring Ted talk. The last thing that I want to say is that Jim Sanborn is not a mathematician cryptologist but a cryptologist sculptor.
PS: this is just my own reading, don't @ me
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2024.06.01 16:02 EmmaWatsonButDumber Heard something in the wall or ceiling? Call us!

Hello!
We are an independent organization with one purpose: to make you feel good in your own home and restore the peace and quiet! We deal in all kinds of intruders, from cockroaches to rats to racoons: all sizes and shapes and colors! Safety and comfort is one call away!
We offer a high variety of services, accommodated to your needs and enquiries, and have a flexible schedule. Call us anytime!
That's the job I work at. For privacy reasons, I won't say the name of the company.
The pay is decent, the hours are flexible, and I get uniforms on the house and meals. Yes, I do have to deal with all kinds of infested homes: from termites to roaches to bees, and even 'intruders' like racoons, foxes, once even a snake. It can be dangerous, but I take my precautions.
I can also take phone duty if I'm feeling particularly lazy. Like last week. Don't imagine we're working non-stop: we rarely get any calls. Not a lot of incidents happen around here, in this village.
Last week, however, I had three calls, which was interesting enough by itself, because I rarely get this much activity. Three calls also meant that I had to go do ground duty, because we didn't have enough personal for three interventions in one day.
The first call happened at around 6PM.
"Hello, this is XXX Exterminators, where the safety of your home is our priority. How can I help you today?"
Hi, yeah, my name is Emily and I think there's something in my ceiling.
"Hi, Emily! Could you describe the issue with a bit more details? What kind of noises are you hearing, any signs of anything living up there... anything like that can help a lot."
Okay, um... so I've been hearing these faint scratches, like rats? The scratches started yesterday, around midnight, and at first I thought it was the rain, you know... the way you can hear each individual drop fall on the roof of your house... Then I imagined it must've been the birds, but I ended up realizing it was coming from the attic, because I, uh, I heard the scratches... like... coming from right above me. And I thought something had gotten into the house - I live next to Helene-
"Right, so the gas station. Which one, exactly? The one you pass by going to Kaden or the other one down the road to the bridge?"
No, the one down the road. To the bridge, right next to the creek. My house is the blue one right when the town starts. I don't have any neighbors. It's Pollen Street no. 3. So, you know, I'm afraid something got into the house from the forest. It wouldn't be the first time. I just hope this time, it isn't a snake. But snakes don't scratch like that.
"Are you hearing the scratches now?"
They're really faint, but persistent. Could be rats.
*"*Okay, Emily! We'll be on our way soon."
Thank you.
I sent the team over there, but they couldn't find anything out of place. No insects, no animals. No rats.
The next call came around 10PM.
"Hello, this is XXX Exterminators, where the safety of your home is our priority. How can I help you today?"
Hello. I keep hearing these scratches and thuds coming from the ceiling, and I think it moves to the walls. I'm not sure, though, but there's definitely something in there.
"Could you describe the issue with a bit more details? Anything like that can help a lot."
The noises started like three hours ago. At first, I thought it was the pipes, but they're too... rhythmic. Like footsteps or more like something dragging its limbs through the walls. I don't understand and I can't identify the animal. It sounds big. This is an old house, and it's relatively easy to dig through it. I've never heard anything like it.
"Where is it, right now?"
I can't hear anything right now. I don't know where it went.
"Could you tell us your address?"
Pollen Street no. 7.
My stomach tensed. Could it be a coincidence? Maybe some raccoon was making its way through homes...
"All right, thank you. We'll be on our way!"
I sent the team to the location, and was left alone with Andrew, a coworker. The night had fallen and I hated night interventions, so I hoped the phone wouldn't ring again until they came back. Honestly, I was pretty relaxed. There wasn't such a high chance that I'd get any other calls for the day-
Riiiiiiing.
I lifted my head from the lasagna. Me and Andrew stared at each other.
Riiiiiiing.
It had been... what, like 30 minutes since the last call? The fuck?
Andrew raised his shoulders. I stood up and lifted the receptor.
"This is... um, XXX Exterminators. How can I help you?" I mumbled.
There was a pause on the other line, then heavy breathing.
"Sir? ... Madam? Are you okay? What happened?"
It fucking dragged something into the house.
"What do you mean? Who dragged what? Sir, be more precise."
Andrew's eyes widened. "What?" he whispered.
I shook my head and motioned to him to be quiet.
"Sir, what's going on?"
Something broke into my, my house. But there's two of them. Two... DISTINCT... bodies. Not a raccoon. Not a bird. No, and at first I thought there were two alive things, but as I listened more I realized one of them was... dragging the other. Across my attic. On my fucking ceiling. I don't even know how it got there... I ain't heard anything like climbing on the house... Like it just landed on the roof then dug down to the attic. I don't know.
"... Right."
No, I'm not done. I got scared shitless, because I thought it was a person at first. It sounded big enough to be a person. I was like, shit, it's a murderer, but that was until I heard it... eating.
*"*Eating? What do you mean?"
Andrew frowned. The fuck? he mouthed.
Yeah. I can hear this heavy thing eating right above me, and I hear the floorboard of the attic creaking. I'm afraid it's gonna come down. The thing is dragging something... heavy. Fucking hell... please just come. I wanted to call 911, but I know it's not human.
"All right. I will send someone right away. Address and name, please?"
"Who are you gonna send?" Andrew asked. "There's just us-"
Finnick Gallen. Pollen Street no. 11
Fuck me.
"Okay. Sir, we'll be on our way."
After I hung up, a moment of silence followed, where me and Andrew just stood there, perplexed.
"You know it's us that have to go there, right?" Andrew asked.
"I'd really rather not."
"Then call Walt. Ask him if they're finished there. Are the houses close to each other?"
"All three calls came from the same street. Pollen Street. Near the forest."
"Fuuck. Yeah, call them."
I dialed Walt's number. It took a while for him to pick up.
"Hi! Walt? You done there? Cause I got another call..."
"Liam, there was no one in that house."
My hand was shaking on the receptor. "What do you mean?"
"There was no creature, no person, nothing. However, the scene is rather... interesting. I'm afraid we'll be busy here for a while."
"Why?"
"The windows are broken. Furniture destroyed. The attic is covered in scratches and broken wood. And there's the blood... it's fresh. I don't know what happened here, but we need to find your caller. And the intruder. We're searching the property."
"Right." I responded, my mouth dry.
The third call had mentioned something dragging something else...
We need to find your caller.
I think I knew where he was.
I had never been so afraid. As me and Andrew put on our uniforms, I couldn't help but wonder if I should get the police involved. This was no snake, no fox, no bear. The most frustrating thing was that I didn't know what it was.
We took a deep breath and drove into the night.
Reached our destination pretty fast. I know what you'll say: if the houses' numbers were so close, why couldn't Walt just take a look at number 11 too? Well, the numbers were really far apart. This area wasn't so populated.
I reached this cabin with its lights on. We hesitated, then got out of the car and knocked on the door.
I got an instant response - Finnick opened, pale and shaking. "I am so, so glad you came."
I was used to clients being afraid. Finnick, however, was deeply shaken. His eyes were glossy and his movements irregular - he sensed the same thing I had, that something sinister was going on, but we couldn't quite label it out. I tried to remain calm.
"Sir, you can wait in the car if you want."
He didn't need to be told twice. Me and Andrew made our way upstairs, to the master bedroom.
The house looked pretty normal. Nothing out of place, and nothing broken like on number 7. The bedroom had old, creaking furniture and floors - it was undeniable that something was in the ceiling. I could hear the sound of something being torn apart, and scratching. So much scratching. The ceiling was old too, consisting in some slabs. Andrew and I took out our equipment, gathering our courage to go inside the attic.
Had the slabs always had this... red tint? I raised my hand and felt them - they were humid and smelled like metal.
"Andrew, get your gun."
Pulling the attic stairs down, I tried to be as quiet as possible. I didn't want to make our presence known.
As silent as we tried to be, the stairs creaked obnoxiously and I closed my eyes. Fuck.
The sounds upstairs stopped.
"Okay, you go first." I told Andrew.
"Fuck you", he responded, then disappeared into the darkness.
I heard his footsteps, then a loud, echoing scream that turned into an inhuman wail. My first instinct was to crouch and stay on the ground, with my hands on my ears. Then, I heard two gunshots and Andrew cursing.
More gunshots followed. Then, glass breaking and something batting its wings and wailing. The voice was not human, but had some inflexions of a woman - it made my skin crawl.
The attic window was broken, and the thing had flown away. I don't know why, but I pulled away the curtain to the bedroom and looked outside, for any signs of what it could have been.
When Andrew came back down, he was crying. I had never seen him cry.
"I saw it... I saw it... I saw hell, Liam. I looked right at it. I saw it happen."
The sweet smell from the attic made me gag. I put on my mask and went upstairs, leaving Andrew frozen, staring into a corner.
The light didn't work, so I had to use my flashlight. The floor was humid and darkened in blood, and the smell lingered, putrid and overwhelming. I couldn't understand at first what I was seeing, and at first it had no impact on me. I didn't realize I was staring at what would turn out to be the second caller.
I have never dealt with gore, so my head didn't know how to take it. I guess I knew in some sort of way that that inflated shape was supposed to be the head, and what was above it were the limbs... the stomach lay somewhere farther, and the torso was dug into. I was in shock, and the images just didn't seem real. Above the body, it had carved something on the wooden wall. Some symbol.
My face felt numb. Remaining in the same position, I made a call.
"Hey, Walt?"
"Yeah?"
"Are you guys done there?"
"Are you ok? You sound... weird."
"Yeah, um..." I blinked a few times, then cleared my voice. "Are you done there?"
"We didn't find anything. Did you guys do the other intervention?"
"Oh, yeah. We did."
"And?"
"We found the caller. Not all of him, though. And the thing is gone now. Probably resting."
"What?"
"Yeah. You might want to come."
Since then, I have been giving interviews non-stop. Asked to describe the three calls and our interventions. The creature. I told them everything.
Well, almost everything.
That night, I had looked through the window as an instinct.
I don't know why. You know how the most horrible things have a way of drawing you in.
Pulled the curtain, placed my face close to the window. I hadn't heard it fly away yet. I should have waited for it to leave.
In the darkness, I saw two eyes shimmering a few inches from mine, two eyes that looked so human, I almost thought it was my reflection I was seeing. Except, well, they were upside down, and the other parts of the face had been kind of carved into the flesh, with blood drained skin sort of stretched over them. Behind the head, large wings, made the same way. It turned its head so it wasn't upside down anymore, but the body remained exactly the same. I felt it had wanted to see me better.
Then, it pressed its forehead onto the glass. Fear paralyzed me, but I remained still. I hadn't known it had a mouth until then, when it smiled. It had no teeth, just more skin - not even gums, not even a tongue.
Then, it flew away. The rest of its body was stretched out, the limbs curved and molded from the grey flesh. I watched it disappear into the night, leaving nothing but a bloody stain on the window, where it's forehead had been.
I didn't get a lot of sleep after that. I was hesitant to return to the job, but I had no better option.
It has been exactly a week since then. As I am typing this, it is almost midnight, and I got a call earlier.
"Hello, this is XXX Exterminators, where the safety of your home is our priority. How can I help you today?"
There is something in my ceiling, scratching-
*"*Address?"
You didn't even let me finish! Pollen Street, no. 13-
*"*Ma'am, get out. Just leave. Trust me."
What?
"Yeah, fuck no we ain't helping you with that. It's beyond us. That shit needs a priest."
Are you kidding?
*"*Nope."
As I hang up, I know we can't run from that forever.
And there's this other thing I know.
My address is Hamney Lane no. 34. Right across from Pollen Street.
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2024.06.01 16:01 charlieemaryanne Do not let ROCD stop you from seeing red flags (might be triggering for some)

I know this post might be a trigger read but I’ve seen a few posts and I wanted to share my experience because when you’re diagnosed with OCD, and particularly this theme, you assume that every thought you have aboot your partner is OCD, but in my case it wasn’t. It can be easy to ignore very real red flags within their behaviour when you’ve got this label. I was diagnosed with ROCD in January 2023 triggered by the period of from HELL, so I went on the Deppo injection but it didn’t stop the fire in my brain, but it deffo helped the mood swings during my monthly cycle so I am still on this injection. My thoughts of my partner were around Harm, attraction and breaking up, it was like my brain latched on to every little thing and I was complusing every day. Most of my compulsions were mental. A lot of my thoughts happened during sex, and letd just say my body rejected him but I later found out why, my partner of 2 years cheated on me with two different women last year, one of them was a full blown affair. For awhile there, I did ignore the emotional abuse, and the signs that he was cheating and I passed it off as just my ROCD. All I’m saying is that we can really ignore their behaviour and internalise it as our own mental illness. Please don’t be like me, notice the signs.don’t label all of it as ROCD
My particular signs -
1) My body would reject my partner during sex, like I would close up. I also didn’t feel interested in sex and I believe this ti be a mix of my injection and my body knowing what was happening before me.
2) We would communicate on the same issue of him not prioritising me, always cancelling on me, not seeing me for two weeks at a time and I would cry and he would promise to do better but didn’t.
  1. DREAMS. I know this one’s gonna trigger people but every time.. every time I’ve dreamed about my partner cheating… it happened. I had multiple dreams. He would refer to this girl as “river.” Someone he played GTA RP with, and he would talk about her all the time, I only know her real name from a dream, I social media stalked and found her.
  2. He distanced himself from me. Talked to me Less and less. He also ignored me over Christmas because he was with her. He took my name out of his bio and privated our relationship status on Facebook and when I confronted him, he said he was making his profile more professional. A day later he deactivated his account and went on a social media cleanse.”
  3. My pattern usually involved then writing a huge paragraph about how they aren’t breaking up with me, but they need space because of their mental health. Typically after that if find out about the other woman.
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2024.06.01 16:01 Lumpy-Ad8824 Self-promotion Thread

Hello everyone! I am really excited about this new community I started called AncientCodes! Although I am new to the Reddit platform I still got a lot of work to do in getting it established. But if you want to help, follow this community and make as many relevant comments as you would like. I think doing this will help out a lot while I get the hang of being a Mod. Also, I will be making podcasts about my theory called Hidden Parable Theory geared towards Reddit and other social media sites. Obviously, you probably have never heard of it, but I have posted a very quick and easy description of my theory below. So, feel free to check and have fun exploring the Ancient Codes Community!!!
 WHAT IS HIDDEN PARABLE THEORY (ARTICLE)
Many of you may be asking yourself “What exactly is Hidden Parable Theory?”. In this article, I will try to help clarify this question. So, what is Hidden Parable Theory? Hidden Parable Theory is a form of numerology that I modified using mathematical behavior based on the golden ratio. Why the golden ratio? Well, many scholars view the golden ratio as evidence of the existence of God or more specifically a Grand Creator of all things. So, it makes sense from a logical standpoint to use it as a way to interpret the Bible. Numerology then is the pathway of connecting numerical relationships that are found with the golden ratio and the Bible. Essentially, this is what makes up Hidden Parable Theory.
One quintessential example supporting this concept involves the numerical representation of the golden ratio itself. Considered a converging irrational number there is no exact value since it goes to infinity. Nonetheless, you can still use it as a way to interpret the bible. How? This is done by looking for symbolic numbers that are mentioned in the Bible. By far the most well-known of these symbolic numbers, especially in the field of numerology is the mark of the beast or 666. Interestingly, when looking for this number in the golden ratio the first time it appears is in the 466-digit place. Coincidentally, the very position this number intersects also contains the number 466. So, the decimal is marked by a number that describes its exact position. Now, is that crazy or what! But what does this tell us? This is where Hidden Parable Theory comes in.
...974276217711177780531531714101170[46665]9914669979873176135600670874... (The 466th decimal place of the golden ratio.)
Defined as straight numbers Hidden Parable Theory uses these symbolic representations of numbers found in nature to make connections with numbers in the Bible. Another way to think of it is these symbolic numbers are basically interpreted as universal numbers and are also found in other religions as well. So, locating these universal numbers in the Bible is how Hidden Parable Theory makes interpretations that are fundamentally based on elements found in nature. But it does not stop here.
The golden ratio is only one of many examples that exist in nature that support this concept of straight numbers. It is then by making connections with these other scientifically defined models in nature that a well-defined interpretation of the Bible can be made. Then it is by using these straight numbers found in the Bible and religious artifacts that codes to hidden parables are formulated.
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2024.06.01 16:01 ct_hulhu10282 Cephs and genesis

Cephalapod Genesis
The pharoah ejaculated into the river and in the sand the sperm found refuge and grew into papyrus. This an example of genesis.
Vampyrapods are the first intelligent species to live on this planet predating the dinosaurs. They came here somehow. They did not evolve on this planet. Perhaps just an ejaculated sperm from another being landing in the water. The direct offspring of this cephalapod is the modern octopus. Octopus are responsible for nearly every animal genesis on earth including humans and subsequently man made inventions and accomplishments. Octopus taught trees to fruit, destroyed the dinosaurs through becoming tapeworms, and even walked to the moon. Some of the animals you may recognize from the cellular genesis may have fused with the other local staples such as canine, equine, and feline, and reptile as well as temporarily the pachyderms in post-actualization causal genesis. This can be done by mating with, killing, eating, dying, being eaten, or simply a laying of hands or physical actions. Octopus only live for about 4.5 years of our relationship with time, but they have beaten death through a mix of telepathy and cannabalism. They've also mastered time travel. There are only 3 actual beings here. Others died in getting here and are fossilized. 2 males and 1 female survived. I call them Jack, Seth, and Claire. This is why the genesis had to completed this way as any direct offspring would not work. because theyve have infinite time to complete it, theyve walked over every inch of the planet and affected every species. In fact our own existence is simply the echo of the combined knowledge of the cephs. We are an amalgamation like the 'too much good stuff' guy from am/pm commercials. Make a bird with your hands. ¿Where are the beaks? The latest project is to use genetic science in order to bring back the mammoth and obtain a sixth digit from its feet. Should happen around 2027. When the vampyrapods first encountered life here it was eating their tentacles. So the first genesis occured in the offspring of those that ate of the tentacles. This is why modern cephs only have 8 limbs. The first language period is Enochian. A language of the eyes and limbs. Through different manipulation of limbs and eye fluctuations communication was made. After a while though telepathy became the established communication.
Here are some examples but not all of cephalapod genesis:
• Spiders (rare from trilobyte mix, had to go back in time to accomplish) (they had to avenge the original vampyrapods from being eaten from early organisms, thisnis how scorpions were able to evolve) • Mango (foilage and ceph mix. Ceph hung from a tree upside down) • Star fruit (the tree missed the octopus and tempted it to return) • Pinecone ( the bite marks of ceph beak eating the fruit of the trees) • Toucan (the beak formation from ceph in flux probably consuming a failed aviary) • Peacock (feather formations still in flux from limbs partial fusion) • Salamander (reptile/chameleon mix) (skin breathing evolution) •Sloth (feline and foilage mix) • Mistletoe bird (octopus ate a mushroom) • Lyrebird (mirage, digitage, and aviary from peacock and pheasant. Mastered the art of sound mimickry to develop better auditory communications) • Dung beetle (rolling backwards the earth through time) • VW bug (trunk up front) (mirage, digitage, pachyderm mix) (invented higher than the model T but arrived later in time) • Goliath bird-eating tarantula ( set a web to catch a bird which did not exist fully until the web was cast. When the spider consumed the bird the psuedo cannabalistic action resulted in a poison tree frog) • Snakes (a ceph lost its mating limb for some reason in a mirage mix experiment) • venemous snakes (a snake ate the eggs of its own offspring)(the cursed dinosaur souls live inside these) • Gumby (using hands to mold clay made a show about being an octopus) • Chameleon (reptile, ceph, foilage, mirage mix)(a ceph was purposely eaten by a komodo dragon to telepathically send a reverse osmosis of its makeup inside its body to another ceph that was attempting to kill the dinosaurs in the past. How they programmed the tapeworm to destroy them)
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2024.06.01 15:54 _pixels_2 AITAH for not giving money to my boyfriend when he needs it the most after years of it and wanting to leave?

Reposting This from AITA sub. Hi Mark I see your videos on YT, maybe one of these days I'll see my own story in your video.😆 This is going to be a long one so bear with me please. I am also giving a lot of backstory and past issues bcz I feel they are relevant to the matter and also I feel like ranting. Also this is in India so the currency is Rupees. Before we start I just want to say that I am not perfect in any way or form and I have done any fair share of mistakes.
I(20F) have been in a relationship with my bf Jake(22M)(fake name) for roughly 5.5 yrs now. My family is not rich but we do have a lot of money bcz both my parents are doctors but I did not realise we have this much money until 2yrs ago. (Am not very street smart as U will see in this post). Since after abt 1.5 years of relationship (May 2020)when lockdown started his family fell on hardtimes as his family owns a shop and bcz of the Pandemic they weren't able to run it.
At first it was bcz one of his friend got into an accident so he needs money and he told me he will give it back etc (i don't remember if he ever did as it was yrs ago). At the time I had money saved up so I helped out the first few times with my own money. Then when I ran out of money then he said to ask my dad or mom, or steal from my house and give him some. A lil back story here, my mom and dad are separated so they did not used to talk about finances so I would take extra money from my dad than what was actually required and give the rest to jake. For e.g I required 3k for a parcel or smrg then I would ask for 5k, give my mother the 3k(I live with her, my father lives separately) and give the 2k to jake. I also gave him cash many times by essentially stealing from my mother's closet. When I used to say NO he hurled abuses at me and called me every name in the book which a person can imagine, guilt tripped me and pushed me very hard and I gave in almost every time. He told me he will give me back eventually, he has made an investment,etc. Basically all stupid lies to have more time, then one day during an arguement I pressed on when he is gonna return the money and after a lot of time he told me there is no investment and he used the money in his family's shop.
After 2.5 year of this in October-Nov of 2022 we both got admissions in universities which were around 2 hours away from each other. Till then this pattern continued and his family was still struggling bcz of his father's brother divided the joint business or something else.
Before this when we were at out respective homes he told me he got some operation done for smtg in his abdomen. I gave him 10k from my mother's closet for that and even when I went to meet he had an area bandaged (was very unprofessionally done my dumb self should have understood that it was also fake) one of his friend also confirmed that he had operation done and I was coordinating with him on the said dates when he was supposedly admitted. He also used to frequently tell me that he has suicidal thoughts and he will end himself etc .
After we went to our respective colleges once we had a big fight and next day he told me that he tried to end himself by jumping of the balcony but his friend (who he was staying with at the time),Luke, stopped him worrying for him I called Luke later and told him I was worried for Jake and to pls take care of him. He was confused by this and asked me why what happened. I asked him abt last night's attempt, he told me nothing of that sort happened. This opened a can of worms where it was revealed that he was making a fool out of me, guy owned a fucking Iphone and was telling me that his family was on hard times and taking money from me. This is also when I found out that their was no operation. I don't remember what else I found out that night but felt like a huge betrayal and I talked to 3 of his friends that night for quite a few hours where a lot of lies were revealed.
I broke it off with him, at this point I had lent a total of Rs.75-80k. He begged me for weeks for forgiveness, at first I laughed in his face but as weeks went by I started to miss us. He came to meet and win me back a few times at my uni. Eventually, a month later I forgave him on some conditions like he wont lie and share everything with me, won't tell me who or who not to be friends with (he did that before a lot).
Few months later the cycle started again, I was back to giving him money from the monthly spending amount I used to get(it was a lot at first bcz I was just settling in,now my monthy allowance is wayyy less). He did not like the friend group I was in so I stopped talking to them (bcz they knew abt our situation as I broke down crying in front of them when I found out abt all this so he felt like he lost respect and They didn't respect me etc, admittedly they weren't good and I would have distanced myself eventually anyways maybe cuz the vibe didn't match but that should have been my call I feel) and he still (>1 year later) yells at me if he suspects that I am casually talking to them.
My college is in a much smaller city so I go to meet him once to twice a month as he shares a flat with few ppl and the city has more activities to do. Other than the first few times (when we got back together) I pay almost if not all bills like gas (for his 2 wheeler) and food. It's very frustrating at times but I understand that he does not has enough money as his father does not send him enough to cover rent, food and expenses or so he says ( sighs IDK anymore guys what's true and what's not). Jake says his family is still struggling bcz his sister went to UK last year to study and that took a huge chunk of money and they have loans to pay, etc. I can believe this is true. Also he says they have virtually almost no savings left bcz business isn't doing great hence his father sends him rent t food expenses andsays to manage The rest on his own (he does not has a job so guess where the money comes from 🤡). In the Past few months admittedly he has not asked for money frequently but when he does its like a huge chunk. He has also taken loans (with interest) from some of his friends without telling me. He has done this multiple times before after I have repeatedly asked him to stop. (Embarrassingly I admit there are more instances when he has acted like a red curtain but I think I can write a book at this point if I list them all out so let's move on to the latest problem).
Onto The current issue Almost 3 days ago now, Jake called me (we already have been fighting for I don't even remember how many days at that point a week maybe?) and we told me that he was told by his dad that they have been unable to make payments for the loan they took from a person keeping their shop as collateral, they have to pay half the amount (Total amount was 5 lakhs) and interest which was 64k tomorrow to that person, they have arranged most of the money but are short by abt 30k. He asked me can I do something (steal or ask my dad). I refused as there is no money in my mother's closet anyway and I haven't talked to my dad in abt 3 months now. (ofcourse I did not outright refuse and just gave him my reas oning buz I'm a doormat 🥰🤡🤡).
He pressed me to pls talk to my father about money and tell him I need it for my tablet (I bought one just a few days prior). I refused and said he won't give me money anyway. He asked what about my mother's bank account, it must have something. One account is linked to UPI ( It's for making online payments in India) and one is not. The one that is linked does not have much money bCz my mother's salary has not been credited in 4 months. The other account has money but as it does not has UPI activated online payments cannot be done.I told him all of this. He asked can I activate the UPI if my mother's asleep and plz transfer him the money (also said to transfer it first to my own account so if she finds out then I can say my friend needed it so I have lent some for a month or two🙂 ) I mean maybe I could if I really wanted to but I have had enough, I do not want to steal. Now his family is potentially loosing the shop and he is blaming me for it. I have repeatedly tried to reason with him and told him that if I had the money in my account I would have given him (My account had 1k and I transferred him that😔). He says his blood relatives (his father's siblings refused to pay even a dime, I mean they and their children all are grown ups and have jobs and if They didn't pay how does he expect me, who does not has never had a job give him money, probably it's my fault I have enabled him enough every down time by giving him money so how he just expects everytime that I'll help bcz I am family).
He is still pressing me to give like 5k now bcz now he wants to go to another city and talk to the lender's brother to pls provide them with some Time. But I do not have the money 😕. He says that 'if I would have really wanted then I could but I did not think of his family as mine ', " U will understand my pain when U will loose something of yours for lesser value Than it really is " (The shop's market valve is 4O lakhs and they lost it for 5 lakhs) Also has called me quite a few names since then. He arranged 1K and said " I'm going today there I'll see what to do after reaching there." Says he wants to breakup ( it's pretty normal to say it's over after fights so I don't really know if he is even serious) for 2 reasons - 1. I did not give him money 2. When he will go to uni he won't have any spending money so he'll expect are to help out, and he knows I won't and he does not want that disappointment.
I mean TBH I wouldn't care if it were a few hundred rupees but it won't be, additionally I will be The one covering The costs as usual when I go to meet him. I won't have any money left for my own. And I really want to start saving up again. I have spent outrageous amounts of money in The past year (go figure the reason) and saved up nothing. Today he was still begging (he used the word) me to pls arrange the money. He said I leave for uni in 2 days after summer vacations so I'll get my allowance, technically I can ask for it in advance and give him. But I don't want to after he has treated me. Everytime I tell myself that this is the last time, I'll leave the next time he does this but I just stay.
I know I'm not responsible for him and his family but I still feel really guilty about not giving him the money. I know I should end things but it's just difficult to leave something which you have been attached to for so long, it just feels natural to you. Rn he owes me I don't even know how much but it's maybe around 1 lakh something. Not counting The amount of gifts (some he guilt tripped me into buying 🙄 ) I have bought him and the money I have spent on my trips to visit him. IDK if I'll ever see that money again probably not. Please also give me advice on how should I proceed with the breakup, I don't want him to do anything drastic like come to my house or call my mom to tell him abt our relationship (frowned upon in India).
I know the answer but still need the answer should I give him some money from my allowance and WIBTA if I don't ? (Sorry for any errors in writing, I'm writing on tablet with a stylus)
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2024.06.01 15:53 b4darwin0 Is this a cry for help? If so, what can be done?

This seems like the logical place to share my concerns. Please let me know if this should be on a different reddit.
Last night I was playing around on Suno, an AI music making website, and I came across a strange song. It was simply titled "The short song". The music was Alternative genre making the disturbing lyrics seem interesting. The narrator of the song gets arrested after an apparent gunshot opens the song. I continue exploring this genre when I come across more disturbing songs and I realize they are from the same user. I then go to their page, and this is where it gets dark.
I quickly realized that the lyrics were more like someone's open diary and the music was a distraction. I turned off the sound and started reading through their words. I will share some of the lyrics here. The song titles I will give for reference, but you will see some of the themes are duplicated in several songs.
"That Ugly Toy"
What’s that toy? Did my mom put it in her mouth? It looks like (I gasped) Why is that pink? And it stinks
It is so disgusting So annoying And it’s not a ring It’s clearly a [doorbell noise] Yeah yeah imma open the door It’s a package from "hardcore" What the hell is that?
I opened the package it was (oh nah) Another (Another) Toy (boy) (Ew what is that?) This one is blue with a bit of white on top (pop popopopop)
What an ugly toy That’s ugly Super duper ugly Ugly ugly ugly (I think I know what it is)
I got one for my birthday Im 9 years old (hey hey) What an ugly birthday
"Is the Neighbor Better Than My Dad?"
After the story of the toy My mom did something else yeah boy She went to the neighbor’s place every day I heard something like oh wee continue like that baby and some groans
My mom is a super late one too hot (first letters) She slept with the neighbor Should I say it to my dad (bor bro bro)
[slap sounds]
My dad found the toys He also find my neighbor in her bed (Bed beg bet)
Is my neighbor better than my dad? Is he better when he licks her meow? My dad (I hope) he’s not that bad And I heard some pow (gunshots)
Oh my god I pray the pope My dad shows me his gun He shot my neighbor And he putted my mama in the oven (as my neighbor)
Was my neighbor better than my dad? Was he better to lick the meow? I hope my dad wasn’t so bad Because it’s my turn to get lick
"Everything I touch isn't good..."
Everything … Everything I touch (touch) Is contaminate so much Everyone I punch DIES
When When I touch someone (someone) Or something (something) Its not a good thing (Thing) … When I touched my teacher’s boob, The teacher got mad and she slapped me Then I smashed her head against computer that is laggy Like my PHONE
"I touched my teacher so she isn't good anymore (first part was Everthing I...)"
After that, she was in a pool of blood I pray god I just nod I’m scared is this my end? I think the officer will nod … So I get rid rid rid of the body I know it’s a bad idea but it was the only I take a shovel and start to bury her (weeee) … It was a bad idea (bad idea) But it’s wasn’t a choice (not a choice) Her name was emilia I can still hear her voice (her fat voice) I’m so pathetic Like tic tac tic tac tic It’s so annoying I can’t even say something without crying I TOUCHED MY TEACHER SO SHE ISN’T GOOD ANYMORE (Not anymore) (Oh yes not anymore) … After I did that, I got my car And I did go far (Far away) I can’t live with that anymore I don’t want more I can it just forget I hope I’ll get Better on day And I will say It was just a nightmare (just a nightmare) … It was a bad idea (bad idea) But it wasn’t a choice (wasn’t a choice) Her name was Emilia And I can still hear her voice (her voice) (Tic tac tic taxi) … I got an accident My leg my leg is broken And I’ll learn yes (oh yes) one day I’ll learn … It wasn’t that a bad choice (wasn’t that) It was clearly a choice (a choice) Her name was Emilia And I can finally stop hearing her voice (that voice) Not crazy anymore
"The thing I've done"
Hey I did something bad hey hey hey It was in may I’m scared to say Don’t wanna pay I wanna stay … I did some bad things, but none as crazy as this Im going to miss You when I’ll be in jail I wanna kiss My boyfriend one more time before I hiss Don’t want to pay I want to stay Don’t want to pay I just want to say I love you all day Why did I do this why did they Made me do that? … I did something (really bad) Don’t wanna pay For what I say Or what I did that day (Why did I do that) … Who will save me? I need to be Free (free) I’m gonna pray Should I say It to the guards? (Guards guards) … I did something (really bad) Don’t wanna pay for what I say (say) Or what I did that day (day) (I don’t have any chances) … The thing I did Was a car crash (ash) Imagine Blah-blah-blah-blah-blah-bla la la la Im going to stay Il here since four years hey I pay There is nothing you can say (hey hey hey) … I did something (really bad) Bad bad bad bad bad bad bad (extremely bad)
"The cliff"
There’s the most useless thing in my city A road with at the end a cliff for me, I think it makes some weird ideas coming back (dirty minds but not only) Why is the road so dirty?
I just wanna go on that cliiiiiifff (iiiiiiiiifffffff) I wanna try the death jump (that’s nice that) If You’re not ok with that just put me in jail but I don’t care I will still do it and I don’t mind if I don’t have some mails The cliff is so tempting Just want an ending To that story that I was reading And the text I’m writing I’m clearly so close to go but the problem is that there are so much policemen Oh god I’m going to make a car crash That cliff is so tempting It’s so tempting It’s overwhelming I’m jumping With my car
I crashed my car into the police officers It’s finish for me so end me is a good solution I woke up in the morning Thinking And I finally find something
That cliff is so tempting (If I could do that I promise I would)
I have a curse It is: everything I touch isn’t good anymore (of course)
In my next song you’ll finally know all the story Of my patheti… C life (You finally know oh oh oh) Gonna be the last
"Beginning to End"
Wan a know all the story? I don’t fucking care I’ll sing it
I was already broke But I decided to play monopoly I didn’t have any money To pay the new iPhone I only had a fucking dirty Samsung I played monopoly monopoly in real life I started to pay some people for no reasons My mom and my dad wanted to see me dead and I wanted that too I took so much pills but I woke up in the mornin’ I had some dirty minds and I wasn’t happy in my life I wanted to end me to do the dead jump with my car There were some policemen who were blocking that cliff but I just make a car crash on them
Mhhhh I went to my house and I heard some screams and groans My mom Was playing with a dildo and sleeping with my neighbor My dad saw that and then kill her I saw my dad going in his car and I putted a bomb in there He exploded in his car I putted bombs in bar They all explode My cat died I was at school and I decided to touch my teacher’s boob She slapped me and then I smashed her head against the computer that is laggy
I burried her I made a car accident I know I’ll go in jail I’m going to end me in jail
Four years later I pay in jail
OK BACK TO THE POST:
There are a few more songs but you can see these must be from an individual who is in need of some help. As I mentioned earlier this is on Suno, which is free, so I encourage others here to check out this user "MonumentalPrelude524" on that site and see if you agree that this could be a red flag and there should be some intervention.
A few things I focus on from this user:
They may be a child in an abusive home where the mother is promiscuous and sleeping with the neighbor.
The father is at least an abuser and at most a murderer.
There was an accident and explosion?
This person mentions several times that they had a cat that recently died.
The incident with the teacher may have been their "maths" teacher, as another song is about that. ("maths" says European and not American)
Not sure the age as one song mentions being 9 years old and others mention driving. Although, it wouldn't be the first time a 9 yr old went for a joy ride.
I am posting this in the hopes that someone may recognize the details here or at least point me in the right direction as how to help someone who is clearly putting their pain out there for someone to find. Please help draw attention to this.
Thank you for your time.
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2024.06.01 15:51 Cassius_O DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER IS AT MAX CAPACITY —- >>> RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! <<< —- ❣️❣️ BALLANTINE - —‼️🆘BELLAMY🆘‼️—- MINI and MILLIE❣️❣️ — pledges needed

DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER IS AT MAX CAPACITY —- >>> RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! <<< —- ❣️❣️ BALLANTINE - —‼️🆘BELLAMY🆘‼️—- MINI and MILLIE❣️❣️ — pledges needed
DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER IS AT MAX CAPACITY —- >>> RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! <<< —- ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️ BALLANTINE - —‼️🆘BELLAMY🆘‼️—- MINI and MILLIE
✔️BALLANTINE #A799513 Unknown age unknown gender Intake date 5/28/24 Available for rescue starting 6/2/24 Trapped in the 7300 block of Valeria Dr in Highland
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799513
✔️BELLAMY #A799473 ‼️🆘MOST LIKELY URGENT! 5/31/24🆘‼️ RESCUE NEEDED! Unknown age unknown gender Intake date 5/25/24 Available for rescue starting 5/31/24 Trapped near Fairfax & Pacific in San Bernardino
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799473
Video of Bellamy: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid07bbnxLSCtygENEQci5XMWQ3cJBYhuX9JyEFDqQpw24qTQT8X1qU9gNZAmW7f1gkcl&id=100064516877285
✔️MINI #A799600 1-year-old male - Fearful Intake date 5/29/24 Available for adoption starting 6/3/24 Owner passed away. Came w/ MILLIE #A799601
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799600
Video of MINI: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid0e3XgeR4KzSK9hGbLMAiLJLRRCe1powERFxUJVod9yUrJPbnW2tcygyXVgxQimJtSl&id=100064516877285
✔️MILLIE #A799601 1-year-old female Intake date 5/29/24 Available for adoption starting 6/3/24 Owner passed away. Came w/ MINI #A799600
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799601
Video of MILLIE: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid02qVR7oyZ2HDvoksEYgyV3YrHdAP9cTRMEAbtuTHUxpWXdAk4FW1Ru9jM7wamWPoeVl&id=100064516877285
DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER 19777 SHELTER WAY SAN BERNARDINO, CA 92407 (909)386-9820 - press 2 for Devore Shelter, then press 3 to speak with a shelter agent (rescues press 1 to speak with a rescue coordinator)

cat #kittycat #rescueme #catrescue #rescuecats

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We need funds for transportation… Devore Animal shelter is further out. The bulk of rescues are spread out across So Cal all the way from San Diego to Los Angeles to Riverside to Ventura County. Gas is not cheap and collecting funds to pay for short notice transport is the only way to save them.
If anyone wants to set aside a few dollars towards transport that would be helpful.
https://www.PayPal.me/CassiusOO
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2024.06.01 15:50 Cassius_O DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER IS AT MAX CAPACITY —- >>> RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! <<< —- ❣️❣️ BALLANTINE - —‼️🆘BELLAMY🆘‼️—- MINI and MILLIE❣️❣️ — pledges needed

DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER IS AT MAX CAPACITY —- >>> RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! <<< —- ❣️❣️ BALLANTINE - —‼️🆘BELLAMY🆘‼️—- MINI and MILLIE❣️❣️ — pledges needed
DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER IS AT MAX CAPACITY —- >>> RESCUES PLEASE HELP!! <<< —- ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️ BALLANTINE - —‼️🆘BELLAMY🆘‼️—- MINI and MILLIE
✔️BALLANTINE #A799513 Unknown age unknown gender Intake date 5/28/24 Available for rescue starting 6/2/24 Trapped in the 7300 block of Valeria Dr in Highland
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799513
✔️BELLAMY #A799473 ‼️🆘MOST LIKELY URGENT! 5/31/24🆘‼️ RESCUE NEEDED! Unknown age unknown gender Intake date 5/25/24 Available for rescue starting 5/31/24 Trapped near Fairfax & Pacific in San Bernardino
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799473
Video of Bellamy: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid07bbnxLSCtygENEQci5XMWQ3cJBYhuX9JyEFDqQpw24qTQT8X1qU9gNZAmW7f1gkcl&id=100064516877285
✔️MINI #A799600 1-year-old male - Fearful Intake date 5/29/24 Available for adoption starting 6/3/24 Owner passed away. Came w/ MILLIE #A799601
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799600
Video of MINI: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid0e3XgeR4KzSK9hGbLMAiLJLRRCe1powERFxUJVod9yUrJPbnW2tcygyXVgxQimJtSl&id=100064516877285
✔️MILLIE #A799601 1-year-old female Intake date 5/29/24 Available for adoption starting 6/3/24 Owner passed away. Came w/ MINI #A799600
https://24Petconnect.com/DetailsMain/SBCO1/A799601
Video of MILLIE: https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid02qVR7oyZ2HDvoksEYgyV3YrHdAP9cTRMEAbtuTHUxpWXdAk4FW1Ru9jM7wamWPoeVl&id=100064516877285
DEVORE ANIMAL SHELTER 19777 SHELTER WAY SAN BERNARDINO, CA 92407 (909)386-9820 - press 2 for Devore Shelter, then press 3 to speak with a shelter agent (rescues press 1 to speak with a rescue coordinator)

cat #kittycat #rescueme #catrescue #rescuecats

‼️PLEDGES APPROVED ON THIS POST‼️
We need funds for transportation… Devore Animal shelter is further out. The bulk of rescues are spread out across So Cal all the way from San Diego to Los Angeles to Riverside to Ventura County. Gas is not cheap and collecting funds to pay for short notice transport is the only way to save them.
If anyone wants to set aside a few dollars towards transport that would be helpful.
https://www.PayPal.me/CassiusOO
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2024.06.01 15:50 rheannahh Therapist falsified information in clinical documentation after destroying the last of my sanity (long)

I had an abusive therapist in 2021 whom I recently, and so kindly, made a review page for on RateMDs (Canada); turns out a lot of people feel the exact same way about her, and one person claimed they are reporting her to the ethics board due to her verbal attacks.
My next therapist in 2022 was abusive, even worst than the last. It was so bad I ended up reporting to the ethics board, and the therapist is now doing coaching for the time being. If I had recorded the sessions it would have been game over for that therapist. It killed me for a long time that I didn't record the sessions.
I later sought out a new therapist; my friend warned me that the one I chose had "crazy eyes" and it was red flags all over (based on their PP profile). I should have listened.
This new therapist, Alex, almost killed me, again. He was awful. The second I walked in the room, I warily mentioned my past experience with the abusive therapist. In response, Alex started accusing me of having "destructive" behaviours - despite that I didn't tell him anything about my behaviours yet. I hadn't told him anything at all, just that I was anxious due to a past experience. I think he has issues with younger women.
I saw Alex from August 2023 - April 2024. In this time, he was immediately convinced of his own assumptions - never asked me to explain my experiences or thoughts or anything like that - confronted me constantly for things he pulled out of thin air (he would twist anything I said and then confront me for some alleged bad behaviour or cognitive distortion), and was entirely unwilling to try a different approach despite my (at first) gentle attempts to communicate that his approach wasn't working and was making me very unwell. I can gladly provide examples but it'd end up being a long ass post if I do that, so bear with me. He couldn't handle me even trying to talk about my past therapy abuse, because it was assumed to be my fault. Any dissent was "resistance" or rigidity. He refused to do trauma work despite that being the foundational problem.
He refused to let me "free associate" (psychodynamic therapy) because he was convinced it would cause me some wild regression (as if his current approach wasn't fucking me up). That is, he refused to let me speak my mind.
There was nothing for me to work with in the therapy. It wasn't grounded in reality; it was just all about how awful I am, yet not even in a way that was tangible - he could never explain himself. I was already hanging on a thread from my past abusive therapists, and I pretty quickly developed a substance use disorder (prescription) to try to cope. Began to vape nicotine constantly to try to stabilize myself. I began to isolate myself. By December 2023 I stopped going out at all - again. You know, almost died from the therapist in 2022, my life was almost ruined, and couldn't go out at all, and there I was basically back in the same place.
I never missed a single session. I even opted to increase to twice a week session in an attempt to resolve whatever was going amiss. I continuously tried to establish a working relationship with him. My self-confidence and sense of reality and self were devastated.
Anyway, March 2024 comes around and it comes out Alex diagnosed me with BPD and that was why he was so confrontational (and frankly pulling horrible things out of thin air). Now, I'm pretty darn sure I have either schizotypal or a psychotic disorder. I was under the impression he was treating me for this, as he himself said he dx'd me with schizotypal. But I was also very confused because being confrontational with the kinds of populations I fit into is exactly not what you're supposed to do and has been proven to fuck them up. It's one of the reasons I stayed so long; I just dissociated into oblivion. Not to mention the CPTSD.
I end up sending Alex an email detailing my experiences, which was hard to do. He never asked me about my experiences before (it was all about his assumptions of me), and I thought I needed to try to put an end to this, to again try to establish a working relationship.
The next session, Alex immediately begins to apologize, tells me how he misdiagnosed me, that he's been treating me for a Cluster B disorder when he should have been treating me for a Cluster A, that the "treatment" not working wasn't my fault. He also was convinced that this is what went wrong in my past therapies; that they misdiagnosed me with BPD when the issue was schizotypal, and that it just so happens that applying the confrontational treatment for BPD to schizotypal can basically end the schizotype. (TBH he was way too generous to these past therapists; all him saying that proved to me was that he never believed me in the first place.) He told me he "failed me" and that I "humbled him." He was almost crying he seemed so sorry.
I was already looking for a new therapist, but I was grateful that at least it seemed like things were set straight with Alex. I mean, I now had a substance use disorder and all the more therapy trauma, but I'm pretty happy with little. It was mutually agreed upon that the termination was due to the ways in which the misdiagnosis made the treatment inhospitable for me. It was ended amicably but I noticed he began to act weird around me, very distant, etc. I didn't think much of it, figured maybe he was more emotionally involved when he thought I had BPD for whatever reason.
Found a new therapist at the beginning of April - a formally trained, internationally-based psychoanalyst out of all things (was getting desperate) - and things are going well, finally. No therapy abuse; no issues that even closely resemble the issues I've had with the abusive therapists, etc. Things are finally "easy" with a therapist; the sailing is as smooth as it can be. Also it's entirely free association and it hasn't caused me any issues, contrary to Alex's conviction that letting me speak freely would be devestating to my wellbeing.
Well, two days ago I contacted Alex as I wanted to go to a boutique treatment centre for my prescription substance use issue and they were requesting recent past therapist notes. I thought what a better option than to have Alex send his notes with an explanation that he misdiagnosed me, that he thinks I have been misdiagnosed continuously in past therapies and that's why I've been "treatment resistant," and so on and so forth. Also, given that I developed the issue because of the stress from Alex, this way my story would be corroborated.
Alex was adamant sending his notes was a bad idea, and that the ethics board actually recommends that psychologists write summary letters of the treatment instead. I thought that was nice that Alex was looking out for me. I explained to Alex what I'm looking for in the letter (with the central focus being on the misdiagnosis issue), and that my main goal is to help prove my eligibility for the program (they only take "highly motivated" clients; it's more relaxed in terms of restrictions and what not). I agreed to pay Alex around $400 for his time. I really thought Alex and I were making further amends and that it was so nice he could have my back on this.
Alex gets back to me with the worst letter imaginable. All about how the treatment failed because of ME, how we never made any progress because of ME, that the "lack of consensus on treatment goals and methods" was a massive barrier, and that this all happened despite that the frequency was increased to twice a week (which he failed to mentioned only occurred because I requested it, in an effort to save the therapy!). He made no mention of the fact that I never missed a single therapy session or any fact that would make me sound good, not to mention that he didn't even so much as touch on the fact that the therapy failed because of HIS misdiagnosis. He made it sound like the termination occurred because of how treatment resistant I was.
He also downplayed my trauma (I asked him to speak out this in the letter), saying only how I have a family history of "neglect" and being "scapegoated." My mother would scream at me, like to the point her lungs were going to burst, as a small child until I blacked out, this continued up until I was kicked out at 18, and I have serious CPTSD. I was even diagnosed with PTSD at one point. Like? Alex is supposed to be a specialist in trauma.
So I read the letter and was confused. Got back to him assuring that I'd still pay him, but suggested maybe he remove some parts of it if he can't revise them. Told him I disagree with the reasons for termination and why the treatment didn't work out, and reminded him of the fact he misdiagnosed me. I was honestly very confused and thought maybe he forgot. Told him it's probably not helpful to minimize my trauma.
Cue a minute after I send that email, and it suddenly dawns on me. The pathetic excuse of a therapist never recorded his fuck up in my clinical file. He obviously maintained his delusional narrative within his notes, presumably to cover his ass in case I reported him or sued him for malpractice (unlikely anyway), given that his misshapen and misapplied "treatment" caused me a ton of harm due to his incompetence.
I was seeing red and sent him another email informing him that I actually recorded our final sessions in light of what happened with my previous therapist (and Alex knew about my regret of not recording those sessions, and I'd often leave my phone out during our sessions). It's one-party consent in Canada, and Alex at the very beginning told me he was fine if I recorded the sessions anyway. So yeah, I emailed Alex whilst appalled telling him all about how I recorded him stating he misdiagnosed me, was treating me for the wrong disorder, that therapy not working wasn't my fault, and so on.
Told him he can either write me a letter based on facts - facts I can corroborate given my session recordings - or I'm not paying him for shit. Told him to not even bother replying if he isn't willing to write me a letter grounded in reality. Shockingly, he never got back to me.
And now he'll never know if I was bluffing and he gets to spend the next few months in terror that I'm going to use session recordings to report him for knowingly putting false information in clinical documentation.
What the hell. He could have at least TRIED to make me sound decent in the letter given that he knew what he was saying was bullshit. I guess dissonance is a real bitch. I also don't for a second buy that if I had BPD, his shit-tier "treatment" would have magically worked. It was gaslighting and abusive. You can't just make horrible assumptions about people or create a false reality, shove that in the person's face, then gaslight them all the more when the person is fucking confused and, eventually, distraught.
What a gaslighting loser. I should legitimately report him. Leaving him a bad review as we speak.
(I have had many legitimate delusions myself and don't find the term "delusional" as a pejorative to be offensive. LMK if I should edit it out though.)
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2024.06.01 15:48 ThrowRApotttpi My (F27) boyfriend (M29) follows so many girls and his search bar is full of girls. How can I approach this because I don’t like it?

Me (F26) and my boyfriend (M29) have been together for little more than a year. He is very sweet and affectionate with me. Has shown nothing but being faithful and loyal.
We had an issue about his facebook, tiktok and instagram because he followed so many random girls (that he didn’t know and that wasn’t celebrities, also he don’t follow any men like that so he followed because of their gender). We talked and he deleted a looot of these.
But I freaked the other day and looked in his phone (he gave me his password).
I am an overthinker and I know he is going to propose to me soon. He hasn’t talked with any girls and the rest of our relationship is fine. But I don’t want to end up betrayed because I was blind to signs.
I don’t follow random men or post thirst traps myself.
What can I do about it?
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2024.06.01 15:44 mareep_17 Wolf murder Canada, Saskatchewan

Wolf murder Canada, Saskatchewan
Just did some research the wolf-dogs name is Kodama and her owners instagram is @awolfadventure she posted this on one of her reels explaining the situation in more depth
Kodama A young Arctic puppy was campaigning with me since News broke on Cody Roberts and a little wild Wyoming Wolf pup that never got to grow up. You see, thought my little puppy would get to grow old like her grandparents and great grandparents, But that was not to be.
I have been bottle feeding around the clock for weeks, only 2 hours sleep a day while still working and doing educational tours. I didn't put her lock on right at bedtime and being smart and procoscious .
She opened her gate very early Saturday Likes morning and went to play as pups do, but she got bored without mommy and she loves friends but she quickly found herself lost in the woods. She did what she was taught to do, find people they will be good, they will help her, kiss her, and give her a teddy bear.
I prayed she would wind up at my neighbours, Living Waters Bible Camp, cause then she would be safe from all the dangers I feared for her like wild wolves, coyotes, and bears.
But sadly that early morning as I was already a hour into searching for her, screaming for her, she had wandered into the Camp searching for kids and adults, the very thing SHE LOVES MOST IN THE WORLD to be around.
She was there a couple hours I was told she wouldn't leave, that they were scared for the kids BUT HAD SHOWN NOT ONE OUNCE OF AGGRESSION she is a VERY SUBMISSIVE TO ALL even kids.
So they finally threw a leash on her, and led this trusting little pup away into the bush and shot her in the head, and threw her away like trash. I had called them and told them I was their neighbor and all about her, to watch out for her and call me if they see her, he said no he has seen NOTHING AT ALL but would call me if he did.
He was lying... they are lying, covering up for each other, and the person who shot my baby. My heartbeat. MY WORLD. Two little pups who were growing up in two very different worlds, one wanting nothing to do with people and the other lived to see people. She was a light, had a story, and changed so many people's lives through coming in contact with her magical way of teaching .
She just had her 1st birthday. JUST A BABY
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2024.06.01 15:37 GenieGrumblefish The Conclusion

I'm confident my theory about this case has been proven, thanks to that awesome FOIA drop that just happened. Thanks again for that.😘
The unconfirmed widely believed story was Perp was in Oklahoma at the time his girlfriend goes missing.
He couldn't wait to go out there and had bought plane tickets despite having military permission.
While flying out and while going through security at an airport, after widdling down his Commander who granted him permission after denying it once before, he missed a call from a strange number and he started calling his Mom and the police in NH to report he was sure it was Maura, she's alive!
This happens at 6 am.
We find out now he received this call on Feb 11 while he is in ILLINOIS, about 13 hours from Oklahoma.
We also do not have clarification it came while he was in an airport, they just list the state.
This actually should be a major development considering he first lied about the flight he took out there. The one he gave didn't exist. Then it was, there must have been a layover I can't remember because I was so anxious to search for Maura, etc.
His disciple' scrambled through historical flight lists to make this work!
They even found one with an Atlanta layover that fit!
Case solved!
Later on, we find out Perp was actually granted leave via the phone. So another thing that we are supposed to just overlook. He's not physically placed at the base in this time frame.
It makes sense now that we know he was in Illinois.
My theory is he told LE that he had plans to meet up with her to get his gifts back, the phone, the diamond necklace, the gloves, pictures, basically the contents of Mauras car at the time of the second in two day one car crash she is involved with.
He claims she never showed up so he had to leave because of you know, the military.
That's it.
Prove otherwise, and that is the problem in this case.
LE knew they broke up. It was very apparent due to the staged fuck you Perp shrine on her bed that they actually took him to, to view.
This helps him though because it proves she could have been very upset and even suicidal over him and ran off and met with misfortune or even suicide.
It could be argued she couldn't bear to give him back his things so she was being indignant by blowing him off after he came all this way to get his stuff back!!
I understand the problem here.
After this 6 am proof of life voicemail allegedly received going through security or wherever, he does not show up at the police station for 13 hours and he's with his parents who live in Ohio despite claiming to arrive in NH in the early afternoon, he shows up at 7 pm.
So there was never a flight out east on Feb 11. They drove.
This should now be made the main focus of this case. Not Israel Keyes, not a red truck, but this.
People actually following this case for the right reasons should start demanding answers about this very topic.
That is justice for Maura.
Who is fighting for her? It's more fighting to protect the integrity of a convicted stalking woman beater who has claimed he'd kill one of them like he killed Maura.
They don't even try to hide it.
How do you in good faith post about this case if you can just pretend that Perp being in Illinois isn't a huge red flag?
Sadly, besides protecting the murderer, it's more about them saving face and being right despite what is in front of their face.
We need to start demanding answers and clarification about this. If this was a police error, we haven't heard anything from Team Perp who hasn't issued any kind of statement refuting this, instead his team has swung into red herring mode across the subs with more absurd diversions.
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