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2024.06.02 17:11 dippitydoodaa13 law 9084 3/2
guys i have my Law exam tomorrow. it’s paper 3. are there any important topics that i should revise and have a stronger grip over than others? pls lmk fast
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2024.06.02 17:08 DylanGoosebump007 The reason of my absence.
 | Since summer, I have been preparing for THREE exams. What you have before your eyes is an application exam. In my country we write answers on a separate paper, and are allowed to take the question booklets with ourselves. I have passed it this morning. submitted by DylanGoosebump007 to u/DylanGoosebump007 [link] [comments] These two bad boys are the graduation exam (left) from two months ago, and a separate one for the state language (right), which I have had three weeks ago. I'm fully aware that probably nobody reads this, as I have been 'long forgotten', but there is still a chance somebody would just stumble upon, be it by accident or not, and read the post. It might sound like bragging, yes, Dylan displays its achievements, what a moron! Nevertheless, that is not the intent. May others have achievements. All these nine or how many of there were months spent, I was feeling myself mute, hidden in a small khrushevka room, just to prepare for the exams. To admit, that sort of affected me in a bad way. Little to no news from the outside, the only people you would have spoken to were either your parents our the tutors, friends were as busy as I, so no discussion about one's personal achievements. On the halfway, it all exhausted me. Plus, it used to be winter and early spring, the times of the year I happen to be let down, and I have no idea why. And it was not the 'depression' ye olde 14 year old edgy kids bring up from every corner, so that even the neighbour's dog knows. No, it was full on hopelessness, and blaming myself for making my parents waste so much money on my tutors, for nothing, while they themselves rot from age and stress. I believed everything I did was futile for my future, that my parents were 'faking' their affection towards me, and that they wanted to die and become free from such a burden of me. Of course those were delusions. Yet, I found peace, in beauty, such as art and the God. Will not talk about the divine, as it is quite personal. Amidst the daily routine of doing my homework, which I used to procrastinate through and lie to my tutors about having it finished, I sketched, a lot, right on my work notebooks with pencils and pens. This was one of the things I did along with soullesly scrolling Reddit (yes, I was still here, but just as a spectator). It might have gotten in the way of mine, so I tried to find a new way to deal with doing nothing. I visited Reddit less, and combined art with homework, more like sketched as I rested, to be exact. Hobbies and work, too, need some harmony, you know. I got better, and grabbed my arse to study again, gained more knowledge than I remembered in the past 6 months, and showed those exams that I fookin can do it! My scores are fine, and I'm confident about this application exam. If you read this, and have a troubled mood about studying or anything else, stop fearing, grab that guidebook on yer shelf or whatever you have to study from, solve problems to have a good understanding on the topic, if stuck, ask Internet or your tutor, and find holes in your knowledge yourself too! Don't forget about occasional rest of course, and may you have peace :3 Sincerely, Dylan. |
2024.06.02 17:06 run-cleithrum-run Finished occupational assessments: brief overview
I finished the assessments the other day for a GS-11. Half of it was easy and silly; half of it reminded me of the GREs. The last few fed jobs I've applied to, I didn't need to take the assessments so I got caught off-guard. That's on me.
Reading assessment This was the most stressful to me, which is weird because I have an English degree and regularly write technical scientific reports. I think it's easy to overthink the answers sometimes. I took a few notes of questions during the test to look them up, and if I didn't pass any section I feel like it was probably this one. I realized after in spot-checking some of the (to me) trickier questions, I chose the second-best answer which was wrong on a technicality or something. I also should've tracked how many questions I was actually asked to answer. I hung a piece of tissue paper over my monitor to hide the countdown because it was making me more anxious. TL;DR someone with an English BA, a grad degree in the sciences, and a long career of reading/writing technical documents still got flummoxed by some of these. Oh well. On to the next.
Logic/Reasoning assessment. After the reading section was so so stressful, I was very nervous about this. I actually had fun with it though! It was nice to have questions with a clear, verifiably right/wrong answer. The reading could be interpreted with nuance sometimes (overthinking), but the logic ones were just "work the problem." I was really pleased with how I felt about it. That being said I probably still got a lot wrong. TL;DR logic puzzles not that bad, if you manage time well, sketch them out, & have time to check if your answer meets all the conditions.
Judgment/Interactions assessment. This one was the goofiest. Clearly made in the 1990s & not updated since. There were still a few questions which I took notes on & checked, & realized "huh, the test developers valued something different than me because I totally would do #3 instead of #2." Still, mostly easy. Has a % done bar at the top. TL;DR seemed like "pick the least ahole & most ahole answers, or the answers which solve & perpetuate the problem the most.
"Personality" test. The only un-timed one. It also has the % done bar. These are pretty easy to see the "right" answer. For better or worse I still usually answer honestly instead of giving the "correct" answer. Those are pretty much usually the same anyway. I see these as more of a personality gradient with only a few "right/wrong" questions. TL;DR the easiest & least stressful "test".
Question: I assume the first 2 tests, which say "somewhere between 10 & 25 Qs" evaluate you as you go-- & if you start by getting the first 10 in a row wrong, then you can't pass & the test concludes? Is that right? I should've kept a tally of how many questions I was asked... I think I got asked at least 21 in each but I only loosely remember.
Good luck to folks taking the tests! Like most people, I don't think they're a referendum on anyone's intelligence or capability to do a job. I think they're just another hurdle in job applications, & a test on how good you are at taking tests.
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Reading assessment This was the most stressful to me, which is weird because I have an English degree and regularly write technical scientific reports. I think it's easy to overthink the answers sometimes. I took a few notes of questions during the test to look them up, and if I didn't pass any section I feel like it was probably this one. I realized after in spot-checking some of the (to me) trickier questions, I chose the second-best answer which was wrong on a technicality or something. I also should've tracked how many questions I was actually asked to answer. I hung a piece of tissue paper over my monitor to hide the countdown because it was making me more anxious. TL;DR someone with an English BA, a grad degree in the sciences, and a long career of reading/writing technical documents still got flummoxed by some of these. Oh well. On to the next.
Logic/Reasoning assessment. After the reading section was so so stressful, I was very nervous about this. I actually had fun with it though! It was nice to have questions with a clear, verifiably right/wrong answer. The reading could be interpreted with nuance sometimes (overthinking), but the logic ones were just "work the problem." I was really pleased with how I felt about it. That being said I probably still got a lot wrong. TL;DR logic puzzles not that bad, if you manage time well, sketch them out, & have time to check if your answer meets all the conditions.
Judgment/Interactions assessment. This one was the goofiest. Clearly made in the 1990s & not updated since. There were still a few questions which I took notes on & checked, & realized "huh, the test developers valued something different than me because I totally would do #3 instead of #2." Still, mostly easy. Has a % done bar at the top. TL;DR seemed like "pick the least ahole & most ahole answers, or the answers which solve & perpetuate the problem the most.
"Personality" test. The only un-timed one. It also has the % done bar. These are pretty easy to see the "right" answer. For better or worse I still usually answer honestly instead of giving the "correct" answer. Those are pretty much usually the same anyway. I see these as more of a personality gradient with only a few "right/wrong" questions. TL;DR the easiest & least stressful "test".
Question: I assume the first 2 tests, which say "somewhere between 10 & 25 Qs" evaluate you as you go-- & if you start by getting the first 10 in a row wrong, then you can't pass & the test concludes? Is that right? I should've kept a tally of how many questions I was asked... I think I got asked at least 21 in each but I only loosely remember.
Good luck to folks taking the tests! Like most people, I don't think they're a referendum on anyone's intelligence or capability to do a job. I think they're just another hurdle in job applications, & a test on how good you are at taking tests.
2024.06.02 17:01 FocusBrainWave Calling All A-Level and IGCSE Champs!
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We're BrainWave, a student-run project building a website to help everyone ace their A-Level and IGCSE exams.
We know how tough these exams can be, so we're creating a one-stop shop for amazing resources, including:
Solved past papers Topical study guides Engaging content (because studying shouldn't be a snoozefest!) We're looking for passionate volunteers to join our team and help us make BrainWave the best it can be!
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2024.06.02 17:00 FocusBrainWave Calling all IGCSE Champs!
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2024.06.02 16:59 JobWorth9358 Controversial view: College should only be about the humanities
Several years out of college, I feel like
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- I can self-study technical subjects like mathematics, computer science and the like. The technical aspects of these studies are offered through distance learning or other such accessible sources. Anyone who can read through Stewart's three books on Calculus can then go on to read linear algebra, real analysis and set theory with ease. Computer science will then be a breeze. Heck, if you can read well, studying law on your own is also not that big a deal (the problem is in the ability to read, not whether / if you will get into a good law school).
- However, reading humanities books is a different kettle of fish; usually self-reading figures like Nietzsche whose wording on issues are very strong and ripe for misunderstanding may lead you to make the wrong conclusions. The opportunity to discuss the material with an established authority on such figures is something you can only do in a university setting, and perhaps less so in a graduate school setting, since in grad school you are already pigeonholed into a specific topic within a specific major. Grad school is pre-professional training for a researcher. You most likely will need a guide in life after graduating. Unless you are devoutly religious, in which case you might struggle emotionally in a secular university, you will have to have guiding lights to help you make the right decisions in your life. Even if you are religious, it is only in college that you can systematically talk through certain issues with established figures.
- Science is NOT a replacement for whatever should be in the place of no. 3, because science is basically an error laden endeavor. For instance, if you were to believe the papers on gender differences in brain anatomy, which have only recently been proven to be false, you will don certain attitudes toward the opposite gender which will damage, not foster, good relationships. If you were to believe papers emanating from the behavioral sciences, some of which are going through major replication crises, then you would end up having tried to manipulate people in the wrong ways, which is a waste of time. Science cannot replace the humanities. It never will, perhaps, even with the advent of AI. For what it's worth, what Mark Cuban said about "philosophy, English, foreign language majors" increasingly becoming more important for employment is realizing itself with the advent and the glaring limitations of ChatGPT. There are many self-help books and life gurus out there, but you can never afford to blindly follow any single one. Like Nassim Taleb points out, life is filled with risks, so you should be as risk averse as possible but the key is to take the right kinds of risks that will not cause lasting damage. Usually people take risks when it comes to their health etc, but tend to try to manage them with faulty "risk management" tools that remind us of social or psychological engineering.
- Learning philosophy will help you ask the right questions, since if you never learn to systematically doubt your own assumptions about things, like that of your own health, or the hidden assumptions (not yet expressed in verbal, mathematical or logical terms) of your past and present decisions, you will never ever seek help from a doctor specialist, which can be costly down the road; you are doomed to continue to make the same mistakes; media will have a huge sway on you; you will never be able to identify the errors that your schoolteachers made; "experts" will guide your decisionmaking and will not help you weather financial crises....ad infinitum.
2024.06.02 16:59 FocusBrainWave Calling all A-Level Champs
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We're BrainWave, a student-run project building a website to help everyone ace their A-Level and IGCSE exams.
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Together, let's make studying for A-Levels and IGCSEs less stressful and more successful!
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We're BrainWave, a student-run project building a website to help everyone ace their A-Level and IGCSE exams.
We know how tough these exams can be, so we're creating a one-stop shop for amazing resources, including:
Solved past papers Topical study guides Engaging content (because studying shouldn't be a snoozefest!) We're looking for passionate volunteers to join our team and help us make BrainWave the best it can be!
Here's what you can get out of it:
Make a real difference for your fellow students Gain valuable experience working on a web project Boost your portfolio with a certificate of contribution If you're a whiz at A-Levels or IGCSEs and want to share your knowledge, or if you just love building cool things online, shoot us a DM! We'd love to hear from you.
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2024.06.02 16:59 Zestyclose_Finance40 Very Low Jumping Height
I have this weird jump bug that makes me jump an inch off the ground, ive tried using "player.setgs fjumpheightmin" and it has not solved my issue.
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2024.06.02 16:57 phabulouslyfat Exodus 2. Or: entry but in the reverse. Or: they’re just going back to where they came from.
 | Translated from ynet. jews talk very plainly about their situation in israel when it’s in hebrew. English language jew outlets WaPo/NYT/Haaretz etc talk about other things. submitted by phabulouslyfat to rspod [link] [comments] |
2024.06.02 16:57 Unusual_Poet8543 Sick for exams
Not here to ask for pity or anything, but basically over the half term I developed an ear infection (which has left me partially deaf), a throat infection, and I have a barking cough which sporadically gives me fits which leave me in tears. I have two exams tomorrow: AQA geog paper 2 and AQA psych paper 3, and I'm just wondering if anyone has any practical advice that will make the exams easier? Every little helps, so help! 🫡😭
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2024.06.02 16:55 Proper-Ad9065 Bruh screw that medical school
Bruh screw that medical school
I’m struggling to get A FREAKING USMLE DONE
Not only that they still don’t process USMLE forms electronically and fast like everyone else, they still live in the stone ages and do it on paper which costs me weeks or months to get my things through as it has to be mailed across the globe and processed along with thousands of other applications
And they also don’t update the list of officials who are authorized to sign on the paper, and don’t keep it confidential
Instead of encouraging me to get the exam done, and processing it electronically without uttering a word, you discourage me, annoy me, call me, declare who the officials are and break the rules, do it on paper, take a long time, return the paper AND I CAN SEE THE SIGNATURE OF THE OFFICIAL LMFDSJAJAJAJAOOOO, dumb B WORDS,
And they don’t send the paper via mail as REQUIRED by the USMLE (the gold standard of medical licensing exams) So you must be familiar with THAT EXAM AND ITS INSTRUCTIONS AS A MEDICAL SCHOOL 😡 THEY refuse to send it via mail, and it has via an official thus they either send it on their own or I have to send it using their info which contains the national ID and obviously they don’t wanna share that, UGH YOU THIRD WORLD COUNTRY LOW QUALITY DISAPPOINTING DUSTY CURSE THE HOUR YOU WERE MADE TO EXIST I WISH YOU DIDN’T you HAVE BEEN A PAIN COVID19 NO online classes but u could skip 50% OF THE LECTURES 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 OMGGG what kind of degree did I spend 6 years on :( I wanted Cambridge zoology or anthropology why did I end up with draining medicine and dusty forgotten wreck they call medical school 🤷♀️
submitted by Proper-Ad9065 to Vent [link] [comments]
I’m struggling to get A FREAKING USMLE DONE
Not only that they still don’t process USMLE forms electronically and fast like everyone else, they still live in the stone ages and do it on paper which costs me weeks or months to get my things through as it has to be mailed across the globe and processed along with thousands of other applications
And they also don’t update the list of officials who are authorized to sign on the paper, and don’t keep it confidential
Instead of encouraging me to get the exam done, and processing it electronically without uttering a word, you discourage me, annoy me, call me, declare who the officials are and break the rules, do it on paper, take a long time, return the paper AND I CAN SEE THE SIGNATURE OF THE OFFICIAL LMFDSJAJAJAJAOOOO, dumb B WORDS,
And they don’t send the paper via mail as REQUIRED by the USMLE (the gold standard of medical licensing exams) So you must be familiar with THAT EXAM AND ITS INSTRUCTIONS AS A MEDICAL SCHOOL 😡 THEY refuse to send it via mail, and it has via an official thus they either send it on their own or I have to send it using their info which contains the national ID and obviously they don’t wanna share that, UGH YOU THIRD WORLD COUNTRY LOW QUALITY DISAPPOINTING DUSTY CURSE THE HOUR YOU WERE MADE TO EXIST I WISH YOU DIDN’T you HAVE BEEN A PAIN COVID19 NO online classes but u could skip 50% OF THE LECTURES 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 OMGGG what kind of degree did I spend 6 years on :( I wanted Cambridge zoology or anthropology why did I end up with draining medicine and dusty forgotten wreck they call medical school 🤷♀️
2024.06.02 16:53 _bl__ Dream about my professor
(English is nit my first language)
(F20) I've had this extremely vivid dream about my professor (M36). Context: I had the dream two days before my father had a risky surgery which we were supposed to decide if he's gonna do it or not, so I was stressed. It ended up being successful. The dream had a very positive vibe so it felt like a sign that my dad can do the surgery. I've been attending two courses taught by this professor, but I've only been able to take one exam (that's also a stress factor). Me and my course colleagues agree that he has a weird personality: clearly insecure so he tends to be extremely formal, and tends to humiliate students whenever they're not 100% perfect in the way they explain their points or their questions. He would literally continue to act like your question doesn't make any sense for 30 minutes, instead of just admitting that he understands what you meant and trying to help you word it better (btw, we're Philosophy students). However, he somehow managed to create a very familiar environment, according to many of us students. We kind of got used to him, much more than to other professors who were more kind and respectful (almost like a Stockholm syndrome...). The only word I can find to describe his energy is "feminine" and even more "motherly", which sounds weird for a man but it's fitting. Also, you can see that outside of the classroom he can be very kind and willing to help. But his insensitive behaviour left me quite bitter about him, and I criticized him a lot when talking to my friends.
The dream: I was in a very beautiful, yet simple, apartment, on ground floor. There were a lot of windows and sun rays were warming the whole place. It was a morning and I'd just woke up. I had a flatmate, which was my actual classmate (she's a slightly older woman, but I've definitely become closest to her among my classmates, as friends). The flat was messy but cozy, and I feel like there were no couches in the living room. The kitchen was open space and everything was very white. There were two 10-12 y.o. girls playing around in the apartment, laughing and eating candy. Me and my friend were opening the curtains and the windows in the living room, as you would do on a regular morning. As soon as I got to the window facing the patio, I saw a big nice car, and the professor was on the driver's seat, looking down as if he were looking at his phone. On the other side of the road was a supermarket with many customers, so it was a lively day. I closed the curtain because it felt like the right thing to do. A few moments later someone ringed at our door. I opened and it was the professor. My friend and the two girls won't show up any more in the dream. I welcomed him in a laid-back, formal way, as he usually is. But there was a drying rack outside of the door with clothes on it, and it prevented him from getting inside. As soon as I realized, I moved it aside with a lot of energy and allowed him inside. He brought a huge (as in a meter tall) bag of candy as a gift. He got in and we stood up the whole time in the middle of the living room (that's why I think there were no couches). He was wearing darker clothes, in contrast with the white environment. It's also unusual for him to wear dark clothes. We said that he needed to advise me about some books to use for an essay I was trying to write, and when he mentioned a book I had, I ran so quickly to get it. Then when he was leaving, there was an object, probably the book, and I was trying to hand it to him but it stuck to the belt of my shorts (I was wearing at-home clothes). And he helped me unstick it in a very laid-back way, and had a nervous giggle. Then he left and the dream ended there.
Any interpretations?
This dream has been haunting me especially with the exam coming soon.
submitted by _bl__ to DreamInterpretation [link] [comments]
(F20) I've had this extremely vivid dream about my professor (M36). Context: I had the dream two days before my father had a risky surgery which we were supposed to decide if he's gonna do it or not, so I was stressed. It ended up being successful. The dream had a very positive vibe so it felt like a sign that my dad can do the surgery. I've been attending two courses taught by this professor, but I've only been able to take one exam (that's also a stress factor). Me and my course colleagues agree that he has a weird personality: clearly insecure so he tends to be extremely formal, and tends to humiliate students whenever they're not 100% perfect in the way they explain their points or their questions. He would literally continue to act like your question doesn't make any sense for 30 minutes, instead of just admitting that he understands what you meant and trying to help you word it better (btw, we're Philosophy students). However, he somehow managed to create a very familiar environment, according to many of us students. We kind of got used to him, much more than to other professors who were more kind and respectful (almost like a Stockholm syndrome...). The only word I can find to describe his energy is "feminine" and even more "motherly", which sounds weird for a man but it's fitting. Also, you can see that outside of the classroom he can be very kind and willing to help. But his insensitive behaviour left me quite bitter about him, and I criticized him a lot when talking to my friends.
The dream: I was in a very beautiful, yet simple, apartment, on ground floor. There were a lot of windows and sun rays were warming the whole place. It was a morning and I'd just woke up. I had a flatmate, which was my actual classmate (she's a slightly older woman, but I've definitely become closest to her among my classmates, as friends). The flat was messy but cozy, and I feel like there were no couches in the living room. The kitchen was open space and everything was very white. There were two 10-12 y.o. girls playing around in the apartment, laughing and eating candy. Me and my friend were opening the curtains and the windows in the living room, as you would do on a regular morning. As soon as I got to the window facing the patio, I saw a big nice car, and the professor was on the driver's seat, looking down as if he were looking at his phone. On the other side of the road was a supermarket with many customers, so it was a lively day. I closed the curtain because it felt like the right thing to do. A few moments later someone ringed at our door. I opened and it was the professor. My friend and the two girls won't show up any more in the dream. I welcomed him in a laid-back, formal way, as he usually is. But there was a drying rack outside of the door with clothes on it, and it prevented him from getting inside. As soon as I realized, I moved it aside with a lot of energy and allowed him inside. He brought a huge (as in a meter tall) bag of candy as a gift. He got in and we stood up the whole time in the middle of the living room (that's why I think there were no couches). He was wearing darker clothes, in contrast with the white environment. It's also unusual for him to wear dark clothes. We said that he needed to advise me about some books to use for an essay I was trying to write, and when he mentioned a book I had, I ran so quickly to get it. Then when he was leaving, there was an object, probably the book, and I was trying to hand it to him but it stuck to the belt of my shorts (I was wearing at-home clothes). And he helped me unstick it in a very laid-back way, and had a nervous giggle. Then he left and the dream ended there.
Any interpretations?
This dream has been haunting me especially with the exam coming soon.
2024.06.02 16:51 Grand_Expert_1278 CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME OUT
I have my EXAMS ON THE 4TH (CHEM MCQ) BUT I CANT STUDY PROPERLY BECAUSE IM SCARED SHITLESS THAT I WONT GET AN A (I HAVE TO GET AN A MIN OR IM DEAD). Its not like I didn't study i got scared during chem p22 and fucked the entire paper up. I'm assuming ill get P1: 30 P2:35 P3:30. ANY CHANCE I'll GET A. PLEASE HELP ME OUT IM PANICKING SO BADDDDDD.
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2024.06.02 16:48 Curiphya AITA for distancing my friends for awhile after they forgot my birthday on an exam day
I'll be using fake names in my story since I don't want to mention any names and sorry for the long post :D
The story:
Let's start from the top. Me (17F) and my friends, Pearl (17F), Daniel (17M), and Stephen (17M), are what you would consider a friend group that the whole classroom vibes with. We are very energetic and we are also very open to people hanging out with us. One day around February, one of our classmates, Floyd (17M), had his birthday. We greeted him with a song and teased around. Me and my group of friends sit at the back of the classroom, and he does too. That's why we kind of teased him. He usually eats with his group of friends, so we didn't really hang out with him that day. At night, he messaged me, saying he felt kind of down, even though it was his birthday. He told me he didn't feel like it was his birthday because of what happened during lunch. He said, "My friends didn't really seem to think it was my birthday. They all ate before me and my other friend arrived because they were so excited to play badminton." (In the Philippines, eating together is seen as a sign of respect, and typically lines in canteens take too long, hence why they ate before they arrived.) I comforted him by saying maybe they grew up without having that value, but it is still rude to act that way considering it was his birthday. We exchanged messages that night, and he thanked me for comforting him, I replied by saying no worries; you can always come to me if ever you feel down. Ever since that day, he started hanging out with us and distanced himself from his old friend group.
Time skip to around the 2nd week of may, I invited my friends over for lunch after our final exams (May 21–23 were our final exams and May 21 was my birthday). It was difficult for us to find time to hang out since right after our exams was Pearl's, Stephen's, and Floyd's research defense, and the day after (May 24) was mine and Daniel's research defense. However, we settled on a date and it helped me cope (?) with the exams, knowing that after all the stress, I would be able to relax and finally enjoy summer. Things took a 180 on May 20, though. Me, Daniel, and Floyd were on a call that night because we wanted to study together, but we got sidetracked and thought of the hangout we planned. We planned to go to an amusement park, and we were looking for promos in hopes of saving money. Floyd came across this promo where if a birthday celebrant has 4 accompanying adults, then the birthday celebrant is free of charge. He then asked me and Daniel who's celebrating their birthday this month, to which Daniel replied, "Pauline (which is me) is." It kind of did feel awkward at that time since we were going on this trip because it was my birthday after all. I brushed it off, thinking that he wasn't able to keep track of time and that he was too focused on the exams. We ended the call almost at 12, hoping for them to wish me a happy birthday; however, that night was oddly silent.
The next day, which was my birthday, seemed like a normal day to them. We went to the canteen to grab breakfast, studied until the last minute, and so on. While we were inside our classroom, I wasn't talking much because I was focusing on studying and because I was hurt that they forgot that it was my birthday. During our chemistry exam, the test paper asked for a date, unlike the previous 2 exams. Pearl started to notice because we have the same birthdate (21st of the month). After the exams, she approached me and said happy birthday, to which I responded with a thank you and teared up (I know, I'm softhearted). She asked why I was crying, and I asked her if they forgot my birthday. My classmates started to sing me happy birthday, and it felt like a slow, reverbed version of happy birthday. My group of friends comforted me and said that they would make up for it (idk the right term lol but in tagalog its like babawi kami). They told me that because they said they wouldn't be able to study out with me that day because of personal reasons, which I understand. They apologized to me through chat, and I said it's fine. They asked if I was still up for the hangout this Sunday, which was at the amusement park, and I said I'm not so sure now.
The next 2 days were like hell, though. They acted like nothing was wrong, but they didn't include me in things. Although I know it was kind of my fault for distancing myself from them, on the other hand, I wanted them to approach me first and make me feel like I was something to them. On that day, I went home right away and texted my closest friend, Daniel, about it. I told him how scared I was of being alone but at the same time, maybe it was for the better. He explained to me that he was sorry and asked me if I wasn't going to talk to them anymore. I told him that I was just waiting for them to reach out to me since I didn't want to feel pathetic for reaching out to them. The same thing happened on May 23rd; however, I came to the realization that me, Pearl, Stephen, and Floyd may not talk again considering that their defense was done and that they didn't need to go to school anymore.
On May 24, I was sitting together with my research groupmate when Pearl tapped my shoulder and said sorry. I gladly accepted her apology and explained my side and she explained hers as well. She explained that I was hard to approach because of how I looked at them. We caught up, and she mentioned how Floyd was not handling the situation well. Floyd was actually frustrated with me because of how prideful I was. He said, "If you're not going to lower your pride, I'm not going to lower mine. If that's how you want to play it, then be it." I'm a person who forgives easily, but when people cross that line, it changes my view of them and makes it harder for me to see them in a positive way. Other than that, it did hurt me in a different way because of how comforting I was when it was his birthday, but when it came to mine, it was the complete opposite. After awhile, I realized that what I did was wrong too and started reaching out to him as well. He started hanging out with his old friend group, though, so I stopped reaching out to him. What happened already happened and as much as I hate thinking about this, it still hurts me deep inside. I know that pushing them away and acting cold-blooded was also wrong, and I wish I had handled the situation better. However, deep down, I know that my feelings are valid, and I know that what I did was reasonable. Am I the asshole?
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The story:
Let's start from the top. Me (17F) and my friends, Pearl (17F), Daniel (17M), and Stephen (17M), are what you would consider a friend group that the whole classroom vibes with. We are very energetic and we are also very open to people hanging out with us. One day around February, one of our classmates, Floyd (17M), had his birthday. We greeted him with a song and teased around. Me and my group of friends sit at the back of the classroom, and he does too. That's why we kind of teased him. He usually eats with his group of friends, so we didn't really hang out with him that day. At night, he messaged me, saying he felt kind of down, even though it was his birthday. He told me he didn't feel like it was his birthday because of what happened during lunch. He said, "My friends didn't really seem to think it was my birthday. They all ate before me and my other friend arrived because they were so excited to play badminton." (In the Philippines, eating together is seen as a sign of respect, and typically lines in canteens take too long, hence why they ate before they arrived.) I comforted him by saying maybe they grew up without having that value, but it is still rude to act that way considering it was his birthday. We exchanged messages that night, and he thanked me for comforting him, I replied by saying no worries; you can always come to me if ever you feel down. Ever since that day, he started hanging out with us and distanced himself from his old friend group.
Time skip to around the 2nd week of may, I invited my friends over for lunch after our final exams (May 21–23 were our final exams and May 21 was my birthday). It was difficult for us to find time to hang out since right after our exams was Pearl's, Stephen's, and Floyd's research defense, and the day after (May 24) was mine and Daniel's research defense. However, we settled on a date and it helped me cope (?) with the exams, knowing that after all the stress, I would be able to relax and finally enjoy summer. Things took a 180 on May 20, though. Me, Daniel, and Floyd were on a call that night because we wanted to study together, but we got sidetracked and thought of the hangout we planned. We planned to go to an amusement park, and we were looking for promos in hopes of saving money. Floyd came across this promo where if a birthday celebrant has 4 accompanying adults, then the birthday celebrant is free of charge. He then asked me and Daniel who's celebrating their birthday this month, to which Daniel replied, "Pauline (which is me) is." It kind of did feel awkward at that time since we were going on this trip because it was my birthday after all. I brushed it off, thinking that he wasn't able to keep track of time and that he was too focused on the exams. We ended the call almost at 12, hoping for them to wish me a happy birthday; however, that night was oddly silent.
The next day, which was my birthday, seemed like a normal day to them. We went to the canteen to grab breakfast, studied until the last minute, and so on. While we were inside our classroom, I wasn't talking much because I was focusing on studying and because I was hurt that they forgot that it was my birthday. During our chemistry exam, the test paper asked for a date, unlike the previous 2 exams. Pearl started to notice because we have the same birthdate (21st of the month). After the exams, she approached me and said happy birthday, to which I responded with a thank you and teared up (I know, I'm softhearted). She asked why I was crying, and I asked her if they forgot my birthday. My classmates started to sing me happy birthday, and it felt like a slow, reverbed version of happy birthday. My group of friends comforted me and said that they would make up for it (idk the right term lol but in tagalog its like babawi kami). They told me that because they said they wouldn't be able to study out with me that day because of personal reasons, which I understand. They apologized to me through chat, and I said it's fine. They asked if I was still up for the hangout this Sunday, which was at the amusement park, and I said I'm not so sure now.
The next 2 days were like hell, though. They acted like nothing was wrong, but they didn't include me in things. Although I know it was kind of my fault for distancing myself from them, on the other hand, I wanted them to approach me first and make me feel like I was something to them. On that day, I went home right away and texted my closest friend, Daniel, about it. I told him how scared I was of being alone but at the same time, maybe it was for the better. He explained to me that he was sorry and asked me if I wasn't going to talk to them anymore. I told him that I was just waiting for them to reach out to me since I didn't want to feel pathetic for reaching out to them. The same thing happened on May 23rd; however, I came to the realization that me, Pearl, Stephen, and Floyd may not talk again considering that their defense was done and that they didn't need to go to school anymore.
On May 24, I was sitting together with my research groupmate when Pearl tapped my shoulder and said sorry. I gladly accepted her apology and explained my side and she explained hers as well. She explained that I was hard to approach because of how I looked at them. We caught up, and she mentioned how Floyd was not handling the situation well. Floyd was actually frustrated with me because of how prideful I was. He said, "If you're not going to lower your pride, I'm not going to lower mine. If that's how you want to play it, then be it." I'm a person who forgives easily, but when people cross that line, it changes my view of them and makes it harder for me to see them in a positive way. Other than that, it did hurt me in a different way because of how comforting I was when it was his birthday, but when it came to mine, it was the complete opposite. After awhile, I realized that what I did was wrong too and started reaching out to him as well. He started hanging out with his old friend group, though, so I stopped reaching out to him. What happened already happened and as much as I hate thinking about this, it still hurts me deep inside. I know that pushing them away and acting cold-blooded was also wrong, and I wish I had handled the situation better. However, deep down, I know that my feelings are valid, and I know that what I did was reasonable. Am I the asshole?
2024.06.02 16:46 Im-really-tired-7596 My older coworker tried something with me when I was drunk and I don't know what to do
This is my first post here! Also English is not my first language :)
Also, this will be a long post.
So I (f22) moved in August of last year to a new country to study my masters degree. Recently, since March, I started working at this company as a student assistant. In this company there is one other guy (m30), let's call him B, who is from the same country of origin as me. So, naturally, we hit it off well from the beginning. We haven't really talked that much nor seen each other much, as I work only 15 hours and he is a full time employee who has to be off-site quite a bit (he is an engineer), but every time we talked, it was amicable and easy. We once went for a drink after work (nothing crazy, I just drank some juice and he had some beer in a park to enjoy the sun). But that was it. He knows I have a boyfriend here in the country with me. But basically we just got along because we are the only people at the office from our home country. I really liked him and wanted to be friends with him.
2 days ago (on Friday) there was this event at the office, and because the event ended early, some coworkers suggested going out for drinks, so our boss said we could go to his house. So about 10 of us went. B has a car, so he took me and another guy from the office to our boss's house. There, we had some drinks and I got a little bit drunk. He drank a couple of beers as well but he was much sober as he had to drive. At the beginning of the "thing" at our boss's place I asked B if he could give me a lift to the nearest station (which was a good 30 minutes walk otherwise), and he naturally said yes. Then as time went by I forgot but when it was around 10 pm he told me he was going to leave and he would give me a lift home. I told him not to worry and to just drop me off at some train station near by, bc I had left my bike at the station close to my house and I wanted to pick it up. B was also going to drop another coworker off, but this guy ended up deciding to stay, so it was just him and I in his car. I was a little drunk so I was enjoying the car ride and the easy chatting with him that I only realized he was taking me to my house when we were around the corner (he knew more or less where I live bc the time we went to have some drinks we passed close by and I mentioned that I live in that area, though I wasn't expecting him to remember it).
So we get to my house (actually just a dorm room in a student accommodation) (I live alone, my BF lives in another student accommodation an hour away) and he asked if he could use my toilet to pee. I had completely forgotten that there is a toilet on the ground floor for guests so I took B to my room so he could use the toilet. While he was in the toilet I tried quickly tidying up my room bc it was a mess (I'm in the middle of exam session lol). He got out of the toilet and we chatted a bit.
I sat down while we were talking. B (who was still standing up) then pointed at some flowers I have in my room and I mentioned that they were a gift from my BF. And then he started walking towards me making eye contact and he tried to stand in-between my legs and touch/grab my thighs. So I got extremely uncomfortable and closed my legs and stood up and made some stupid random comment I don't remember now. He then said something about leaving and I said I would walk him to the door and he said good. I was basically panicking bc it all felt so weird and I was walking super fast. Before he got into his car we said goodbye and he tried hugging me so I quickly moved and said "bye" and basically run away. Now I can't stop thinking about it. After B left I called my BF crying and he came to my place to stay with me. But now it's been 2 days and I can't stop thinking about the whole situation.
I'm scared about going to work on Monday and seeing B and not knowing what will happen. I don't want to report B to HR bc it would be a hassle and I don't want drama bc I like my job and the company. But my BF thinks I should talk with my manager (who is an older woman) and at least ask for advise. But I'm scared she will judge me. I'm also worried about how B is going to act. Is he going to ignore me? Act as if nothing happened? Ask forgiveness? What if he spreads rumors? What if he threatens me not to say anything? I'm just a student assistant, like what am I supposed to do? I feel like a mess and I get randomly scared of cars when I'm outside and if I listen to a song about s3x, I start thinking about B and get all anxious again. I also cry randomly. And I feel guilty and stupid for not having noticed his advances and for maybe having led him on bc I was nice? I don't know I also just want to forget about everything bc this feels like so much to deal with but I'm scared he will spread rumors about me. Help please
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Also, this will be a long post.
So I (f22) moved in August of last year to a new country to study my masters degree. Recently, since March, I started working at this company as a student assistant. In this company there is one other guy (m30), let's call him B, who is from the same country of origin as me. So, naturally, we hit it off well from the beginning. We haven't really talked that much nor seen each other much, as I work only 15 hours and he is a full time employee who has to be off-site quite a bit (he is an engineer), but every time we talked, it was amicable and easy. We once went for a drink after work (nothing crazy, I just drank some juice and he had some beer in a park to enjoy the sun). But that was it. He knows I have a boyfriend here in the country with me. But basically we just got along because we are the only people at the office from our home country. I really liked him and wanted to be friends with him.
2 days ago (on Friday) there was this event at the office, and because the event ended early, some coworkers suggested going out for drinks, so our boss said we could go to his house. So about 10 of us went. B has a car, so he took me and another guy from the office to our boss's house. There, we had some drinks and I got a little bit drunk. He drank a couple of beers as well but he was much sober as he had to drive. At the beginning of the "thing" at our boss's place I asked B if he could give me a lift to the nearest station (which was a good 30 minutes walk otherwise), and he naturally said yes. Then as time went by I forgot but when it was around 10 pm he told me he was going to leave and he would give me a lift home. I told him not to worry and to just drop me off at some train station near by, bc I had left my bike at the station close to my house and I wanted to pick it up. B was also going to drop another coworker off, but this guy ended up deciding to stay, so it was just him and I in his car. I was a little drunk so I was enjoying the car ride and the easy chatting with him that I only realized he was taking me to my house when we were around the corner (he knew more or less where I live bc the time we went to have some drinks we passed close by and I mentioned that I live in that area, though I wasn't expecting him to remember it).
So we get to my house (actually just a dorm room in a student accommodation) (I live alone, my BF lives in another student accommodation an hour away) and he asked if he could use my toilet to pee. I had completely forgotten that there is a toilet on the ground floor for guests so I took B to my room so he could use the toilet. While he was in the toilet I tried quickly tidying up my room bc it was a mess (I'm in the middle of exam session lol). He got out of the toilet and we chatted a bit.
I sat down while we were talking. B (who was still standing up) then pointed at some flowers I have in my room and I mentioned that they were a gift from my BF. And then he started walking towards me making eye contact and he tried to stand in-between my legs and touch/grab my thighs. So I got extremely uncomfortable and closed my legs and stood up and made some stupid random comment I don't remember now. He then said something about leaving and I said I would walk him to the door and he said good. I was basically panicking bc it all felt so weird and I was walking super fast. Before he got into his car we said goodbye and he tried hugging me so I quickly moved and said "bye" and basically run away. Now I can't stop thinking about it. After B left I called my BF crying and he came to my place to stay with me. But now it's been 2 days and I can't stop thinking about the whole situation.
I'm scared about going to work on Monday and seeing B and not knowing what will happen. I don't want to report B to HR bc it would be a hassle and I don't want drama bc I like my job and the company. But my BF thinks I should talk with my manager (who is an older woman) and at least ask for advise. But I'm scared she will judge me. I'm also worried about how B is going to act. Is he going to ignore me? Act as if nothing happened? Ask forgiveness? What if he spreads rumors? What if he threatens me not to say anything? I'm just a student assistant, like what am I supposed to do? I feel like a mess and I get randomly scared of cars when I'm outside and if I listen to a song about s3x, I start thinking about B and get all anxious again. I also cry randomly. And I feel guilty and stupid for not having noticed his advances and for maybe having led him on bc I was nice? I don't know I also just want to forget about everything bc this feels like so much to deal with but I'm scared he will spread rumors about me. Help please
2024.06.02 16:46 Shoddy-Supermarket65 Bada confusion h bata do
mera cousin h jo abhi 11th me aaya h us gadhe ne maze k liye 10th class me jee mains 2024 kar form bhar diya tha jisme usne apni real aadhar card details daal di aur paper dene chala gaya aur exam centre par use kisine nahi roka aur wo paper dekar aa gaya ab 11th me jee ki taiyari karega as 2026tard to kya wo 2026 me jab wo jee mains ka form bharega using his aadhar number to kya jee ka paper de sakta h?? Ya fir nta ki website k according wo as a second dropper treat hoga kyunki 2024- first attempt 2025-nahi dega fir bhi second attempt mana jaega 2026- 3 attempt as second dropper
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2024.06.02 16:44 JobWorth9358 Controversial view: College should only be about the humanities
Several years out of college, I feel like
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- I can self-study technical subjects like mathematics, computer science and the like. The technical aspects of these studies are offered through distance learning or other such accessible sources. Anyone who can read through Stewart's three books on Calculus can then go on to read linear algebra, real analysis and set theory with ease. Computer science will then be a breeze. Heck, if you can read well, studying law on your own is also not that big a deal (the problem is in the ability to read, not whether / if you will get into a good law school).
- However, reading humanities books is a different kettle of fish; usually self-reading figures like Nietzsche whose wording on issues are very strong and ripe for misunderstanding may lead you to make the wrong conclusions. The opportunity to discuss the material with an established authority on such figures is something you can only do in a university setting, and perhaps less so in a graduate school setting, since in grad school you are already pigeonholed into a specific topic within a specific major. Grad school is pre-professional training for a researcher. You most likely will need a guide in life after graduating. Unless you are devoutly religious, in which case you might struggle emotionally in a secular university, you will have to have guiding lights to help you make the right decisions in your life. Even if you are religious, it is only in college that you can systematically talk through certain issues with established figures.
- Science is NOT a replacement for whatever should be in the place of no. 3, because science is basically an error laden endeavor. For instance, if you were to believe the papers on gender differences in brain anatomy, which have only recently been proven to be false, you will don certain attitudes toward the opposite gender which will damage, not foster, good relationships. If you were to believe papers emanating from the behavioral sciences, some of which are going through major replication crises, then you would end up having tried to manipulate people in the wrong ways, which is a waste of time. Science cannot replace the humanities. It never will, perhaps, even with the advent of AI. For what it's worth, what Mark Cuban said about "philosophy, English, foreign language majors" increasingly becoming more important for employment is realizing itself with the advent and the glaring limitations of ChatGPT. There are many self-help books and life gurus out there, but you can never afford to blindly follow any single one. Like Nassim Taleb points out, life is filled with risks, so you should be as risk averse as possible but the key is to take the right kinds of risks that will not cause lasting damage. Usually people take risks when it comes to their health etc, but tend to try to manage them with faulty "risk management" tools that remind us of social or psychological engineering.
- Learning philosophy will help you ask the right questions, since if you never learn to systematically doubt your own assumptions about things, like that of your own health, or the hidden assumptions (not yet expressed in verbal, mathematical or logical terms) of your past and present decisions, you will never ever seek help from a doctor specialist, which can be costly down the road; you are doomed to continue to make the same mistakes; media will have a huge sway on you; you will never be able to identify the errors that your schoolteachers made; "experts" will guide your decisionmaking and will not help you weather financial crises....ad infinitum.
2024.06.02 16:35 Sad_Ad8523 I know i'm not doing amazing but everything elese in my life seems to say otherwise
Hi !
I'm not an english speaker so sorry if i messed up my words !
I want to go to the point and say, i'm a mess. I think i'm an alcoholic (drinking every liquer imaginable just to put me to sleep every night) and i was diagnosed with depresion at age 16 and well ... i'm not doing better haha. In the other hand, i have the perfect family, i'm a social butterfly so i have really good friends, an happy life etc ... i have a double degree in laws in my country and i'm prepary the bar exam to become a lawyer. And that i s why i don't understand why i'm like this. why do i keep killing me with liquor ? why do i keep having pulsions about ending it all ? why do my doctor said that everything is fine yet i'm just going in a rabbit hole ? i don't know ... i think i have to heard some people on the internet just tell their point of view on this, i guess ? i just don't want to feel like this, i want to be happy and normal haha i just don't know if i can continue on this path haha
Sorry for the long message and every point of view will be appreciated ! Thanks so much in advance !
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I'm not an english speaker so sorry if i messed up my words !
I want to go to the point and say, i'm a mess. I think i'm an alcoholic (drinking every liquer imaginable just to put me to sleep every night) and i was diagnosed with depresion at age 16 and well ... i'm not doing better haha. In the other hand, i have the perfect family, i'm a social butterfly so i have really good friends, an happy life etc ... i have a double degree in laws in my country and i'm prepary the bar exam to become a lawyer. And that i s why i don't understand why i'm like this. why do i keep killing me with liquor ? why do i keep having pulsions about ending it all ? why do my doctor said that everything is fine yet i'm just going in a rabbit hole ? i don't know ... i think i have to heard some people on the internet just tell their point of view on this, i guess ? i just don't want to feel like this, i want to be happy and normal haha i just don't know if i can continue on this path haha
Sorry for the long message and every point of view will be appreciated ! Thanks so much in advance !
2024.06.02 16:33 failurethrowaway8 Please suggest me what should I do? I am s#icidal af this point.
So I am using a throwaway account for obvious reasons. Idk why reddit keeeeps deleting my throwaway accounts. So even if you peeps see my account was deleted again just help me out I will be back with another id.
Coming to the topic- fresher tard. class 12 I got 78 percentage. Jee 60ish percentile in both attempts. And 81 marks in mhtcet. Didn't attend any coaching or anything, just regular school and pw ke lectures dekhta tha kabhi kabad (12th lakshya)
I am general candidate, ps I have gujrati minority quota. still i won't be getting any good college with such marks. It was my dream to get to ict mumbai somehow, because chemE really excited me. After both jee attempts I started preparing for cet again started givings mocks and shit. Highest I managed to score was 128 and lowest was 90ish or something iirc. No tukke offcourse. I really think I had gotten lucky in 128 marks one, because all the other mocks I gave I didn't cross 120. Scores were like in between 110-120. Mene analyse kare mocks, just to find out - my maths is weakest. Legit 50 bhi nahi aate the aur agar mein mocks thode pehle Dena shuru kar deta toh I would have improved a bit. Lekin jitna time tha utna ghisa and got my maths to 60 marks (thanks to ganitank 10 days maths 70 wali video 🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲)
On exam day, I managed to fuck up everything. Anxiety itni bekaar ho gayi I couldn't recall one single thing. 20 questions in physics mene dekhe bhi nahi itna bura haal tha 🤡🚬 Rona aa raha tha legit physics and chem ke baad. Maths shuru hua, maths hua nahi mujhse kuch 20 solve kare khud se. Ab maths mein 48 ban rahe hai.
I don't want to take a drop year, 11th 12th has already left an un fixable scar on my mental health. I won't survive another year if I take a drop. Meri didi ne neet ke liye liya tha drop. Literally, woh depressed thi. First drop isi mein waste ho gaya, got herself together after a year. Parents ko convince Kara for another drop and 2nd drop mein she did just really goood. I don't think I have that spirit in me and personally mujhe khud nahi lena drop.
Are there any decent colleges in Pune i can get for chemical engineering? And I am not sure how much percentile I will get, according to ganitanks video my shift my moderate. So suggest any college for me, placement won't matter, kyuki masters karunga. Hopefully iss baar toh ho jaaye iit mein.
I am feeling suicidal because, my parents didn't expect anything from me ever. They just wanted me to land a good college with chemical engineering. But my stupid ass even failed to do that, like even after grinding my ass off, i am here ? Mein jindagi bhar mediocre he bana rahunga. Chutiya hu mein ek number ka. I am from small city and I live with my grandparents, even they are supportive asf. Covid ke time yaha aaya tha aaj bhi yahi hu, parents sent me here kyuki they thought staying away from city would be a good option. I wasn't really sure ki mujhe kya karna hai after 10th, mere dimag mein architecture tha and mene b arch ka exam Diya bhi. Drawing mein 99.1 percentile aayi sahi. lekin maths ne boond mardi meri please don't ask kitni aayi mujhe khud sharam aati hai dekh kar woh. 11th mein bhi yahi admission Kara Diya, theek he chal rahi thi life so didn't say anything and here I am today 🤡. Meri didi AIIMS mein hai won't tell whiche lekin not Delhi. Cousins are over achievers too bas mein reh gaya inke beech. Bc I hate myself for this. Couldn't even land a decent college 😭. IIT ka sapna ab bas gate se pura hoga, yaha pura ragadne ki try karunga.
There are a few personal reasons on why I am opting for chemE also I am really interested in it.
Tldr - chutiya failure hu mein. Cet 81 marks aa rahe hai. Don't want to take a drop. Chemical engineering karni hai, please suggest a few decent colleges in Pune except mit and dyp last mein rakho
I am sorry fkr my English. I am travelling, sitting in back of car typing this.
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Coming to the topic- fresher tard. class 12 I got 78 percentage. Jee 60ish percentile in both attempts. And 81 marks in mhtcet. Didn't attend any coaching or anything, just regular school and pw ke lectures dekhta tha kabhi kabad (12th lakshya)
I am general candidate, ps I have gujrati minority quota. still i won't be getting any good college with such marks. It was my dream to get to ict mumbai somehow, because chemE really excited me. After both jee attempts I started preparing for cet again started givings mocks and shit. Highest I managed to score was 128 and lowest was 90ish or something iirc. No tukke offcourse. I really think I had gotten lucky in 128 marks one, because all the other mocks I gave I didn't cross 120. Scores were like in between 110-120. Mene analyse kare mocks, just to find out - my maths is weakest. Legit 50 bhi nahi aate the aur agar mein mocks thode pehle Dena shuru kar deta toh I would have improved a bit. Lekin jitna time tha utna ghisa and got my maths to 60 marks (thanks to ganitank 10 days maths 70 wali video 🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲)
On exam day, I managed to fuck up everything. Anxiety itni bekaar ho gayi I couldn't recall one single thing. 20 questions in physics mene dekhe bhi nahi itna bura haal tha 🤡🚬 Rona aa raha tha legit physics and chem ke baad. Maths shuru hua, maths hua nahi mujhse kuch 20 solve kare khud se. Ab maths mein 48 ban rahe hai.
I don't want to take a drop year, 11th 12th has already left an un fixable scar on my mental health. I won't survive another year if I take a drop. Meri didi ne neet ke liye liya tha drop. Literally, woh depressed thi. First drop isi mein waste ho gaya, got herself together after a year. Parents ko convince Kara for another drop and 2nd drop mein she did just really goood. I don't think I have that spirit in me and personally mujhe khud nahi lena drop.
Are there any decent colleges in Pune i can get for chemical engineering? And I am not sure how much percentile I will get, according to ganitanks video my shift my moderate. So suggest any college for me, placement won't matter, kyuki masters karunga. Hopefully iss baar toh ho jaaye iit mein.
I am feeling suicidal because, my parents didn't expect anything from me ever. They just wanted me to land a good college with chemical engineering. But my stupid ass even failed to do that, like even after grinding my ass off, i am here ? Mein jindagi bhar mediocre he bana rahunga. Chutiya hu mein ek number ka. I am from small city and I live with my grandparents, even they are supportive asf. Covid ke time yaha aaya tha aaj bhi yahi hu, parents sent me here kyuki they thought staying away from city would be a good option. I wasn't really sure ki mujhe kya karna hai after 10th, mere dimag mein architecture tha and mene b arch ka exam Diya bhi. Drawing mein 99.1 percentile aayi sahi. lekin maths ne boond mardi meri please don't ask kitni aayi mujhe khud sharam aati hai dekh kar woh. 11th mein bhi yahi admission Kara Diya, theek he chal rahi thi life so didn't say anything and here I am today 🤡. Meri didi AIIMS mein hai won't tell whiche lekin not Delhi. Cousins are over achievers too bas mein reh gaya inke beech. Bc I hate myself for this. Couldn't even land a decent college 😭. IIT ka sapna ab bas gate se pura hoga, yaha pura ragadne ki try karunga.
There are a few personal reasons on why I am opting for chemE also I am really interested in it.
Tldr - chutiya failure hu mein. Cet 81 marks aa rahe hai. Don't want to take a drop. Chemical engineering karni hai, please suggest a few decent colleges in Pune except mit and dyp last mein rakho
I am sorry fkr my English. I am travelling, sitting in back of car typing this.
2024.06.02 16:27 al3x_7788 Uncomfortable dream
I had this dream after waking up in the morning and just wanting to sleep some more today, therefore I forgot my night's dream, but I remember this one.
The dream started around the middle of its plot, I was walking with family and friends, it was very focused on making plans and stuff. I almost got hit by a large vehicle (I think it was a truck, but it could be a bus) because the light was green. The crosswalk where this happened exists in real life in my city, but later we went through streets and alleys that didn't.
It was during the evening and I had to go study for some exam, but I offered to go to my brother's eyes' condition check with the doctor for him. My aunt and my family went separate ways, and my friends had already left.
After walking through an alley I entered, through a door, a corridor, which had the style of a modern, 20th century hospital/school, white with benches, air conditioners, and some railing. I walked down through some stairs, and I had a wall in front of me, with a horizontal grid of translucent, square windows, which showed some blurry people and furniture. Under said wall there was a corridor which was very dark. Now, this is where the "uncomfortable" part happened.
The ceiling in that corridor was very low (due to the previously explained wall), so I felt pretty claustrophobic. I had to crawl through it until I saw the line for the doctor's office, and everyone was short. I asked them if I could jump to the beginning of the line, because I was much taller than them and I was feeling uncomfortable with the height. Luckily, they let me in.
I entered the office and the ceiling was slightly taller. There were some papers about my brother, pretty much incomprehensible, but they had some black circles. The doctor had a computer and a table, the office had a dim light (it's kinda hard to explain it exactly how I saw it, since dreams are often hard to describe visually, but you get the idea).
And the dream ended not much longer after that. The last part was really bad like I said, at least I didn't argue with anyone, because arguing in such difficult places would be horrible.
I already dreamt of this place in the past, but I came from a different place, instead of reaching this building from an alley in the street.
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The dream started around the middle of its plot, I was walking with family and friends, it was very focused on making plans and stuff. I almost got hit by a large vehicle (I think it was a truck, but it could be a bus) because the light was green. The crosswalk where this happened exists in real life in my city, but later we went through streets and alleys that didn't.
It was during the evening and I had to go study for some exam, but I offered to go to my brother's eyes' condition check with the doctor for him. My aunt and my family went separate ways, and my friends had already left.
After walking through an alley I entered, through a door, a corridor, which had the style of a modern, 20th century hospital/school, white with benches, air conditioners, and some railing. I walked down through some stairs, and I had a wall in front of me, with a horizontal grid of translucent, square windows, which showed some blurry people and furniture. Under said wall there was a corridor which was very dark. Now, this is where the "uncomfortable" part happened.
The ceiling in that corridor was very low (due to the previously explained wall), so I felt pretty claustrophobic. I had to crawl through it until I saw the line for the doctor's office, and everyone was short. I asked them if I could jump to the beginning of the line, because I was much taller than them and I was feeling uncomfortable with the height. Luckily, they let me in.
I entered the office and the ceiling was slightly taller. There were some papers about my brother, pretty much incomprehensible, but they had some black circles. The doctor had a computer and a table, the office had a dim light (it's kinda hard to explain it exactly how I saw it, since dreams are often hard to describe visually, but you get the idea).
And the dream ended not much longer after that. The last part was really bad like I said, at least I didn't argue with anyone, because arguing in such difficult places would be horrible.
I already dreamt of this place in the past, but I came from a different place, instead of reaching this building from an alley in the street.
2024.06.02 16:25 Dave_Rudden_Writes Paper 1 & Paper 2 English walkthroughs on Tiktok
Mods, feel free to delete if inappropriate, but just wanted to flag that I've been sharing the material from the English LC masterclasses I run for DCU on my tiktok at daveruddenwrites. I hope people find them useful!
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