here i am its 3am and i just woke up crying.Rory (nickname) babe im miserable im hurting so much babe i know u r to. If i new our last conversation was gonna be the last until u decide to reach out i would have said all the things that are im my heart. I love you, u know that and i know u love me to. I know im a distraction babe and u can concentrate on ur med school studys while im there i get it . u said u would always find ur way back to me babe,and i know u will but the waiting is killing me i hope u see this and i hope u will message me or call , I need to hear ur voice babe. u said u would keep me updated but i dont see how u can when there's a wall to keep is from talking. I love u so much and miss hear u desperately.
im waiting always Rory(nickname) light of my universe only star in my sky!

Hi everyone,
I'm Hannah and I'm a PhD student at Sheffield Hallam University in the UK. My PhD is exploring the behaviour and experiences of children in online gaming environments. I'm looking for participants to complete my survey which is looking at the experiences and behaviours of people who played online games before the age of 16.
[TITLE] Childhood experiences and behaviours when playing online games
[ABSTRACT] The online gaming environment is constantly evolving. As such, there is a need to explore young people's online behaviour and interactions associated with different online gaming platforms. A wealth of research has investigated the causal relationships between online gaming and its positive (e.g., creativity, knowledge acquisition etc.) and negative effects (e.g., cyberbullying, depression and anxiety etc.), however, insight into young people’s experiences of online gaming is limited, and what does exist has significant knowledge gaps. This research looks to bridge these knowledge gaps. Research questions are:
RQ1: How will different types and features of games lead to different positive and negative outcomes for children who play online games?
RQ2: Under which conditions can games better promote positive outcomes for children who play online games?
RQ3: What harms do children who play online games experience? Are these harms low-frequency high-impact, or high-frequency low-impact?
The survey shouldn't take any longer than 15 minutes. You will be asked questions about how and where you played online, the games you played, if you did any gaming-related activities (like spend money on in-app purchases or record footage of your gameplay), who you talked to when you were playing, and whether you had any negative or harmful experiences.
You can take part if you're currently aged 18-21, live in the UK, and were playing online games when you were 16 or younger.
If you have any questions or issues, please contact me at [Hannah.Bradshaw@shu.ac.uk](mailto:Hannah.Bradshaw@shu.ac.uk)
If you're interested in taking part, here's the survey link: https://shusls.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_aXkIKmGKRSoWOKW
To anyone who takes part, thank you!
Survey is voluntary and anonymous. No personal data will be collected. No compensation offered.
Research institute: Department of Psychology, Sociology and Politics, Sheffield Hallam University, UK.

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Researchers found that terpenes found in cannabis were as effective as morphine at reducing chronic neuropathic pain.

A new study has found that cannabis terpenes were as effective as morphine at reducing chronic neuropathic pain, and a combination of the two analgesics enhanced pain relief without negative side effects.

Some prior studies have shown that the Cannabis sativa plant and its two primary cannabinoids, tetrahydrocannabinol, or THC, and cannabidiol, or CBD, can be effective in managing chronic pain; however, the effects are generally moderate and can come with unwanted psychoactive side effects.
According to findings, published in the journal PAIN, by researchers at the University of Arizona Health Sciences, terpenes, the compounds that give plants their aroma and taste, offer an alternative path to pain relief without adverse side effects.
Terpenes are found in all plants, and most plants have two dominant terpene species. Cannabis is unique in that it contains up to 150 terpenes with multiple terpenes acting as the dominant species.
Lead researcher John Streicher, PhD, a member of the Comprehensive Center for Pain & Addiction and a professor of pharmacology at the College of Medicine – Tucson, and the research team, tested five terpenes that are found in moderate to high levels in Cannabis: alpha-humulene, beta-caryophyllene, beta-pinene, geraniol and linalool.
In a prior study, Streicher’s team found that four of those terpenes mimicked the effects of cannabinoids, including a reduction in the sensation of pain, in animal models of acute pain. For this study, they used a mouse model of chemotherapy-induced neuropathic pain, a type of chronic pain that occurs when highly toxic chemotherapy medications cause nerve damage that results in pain.
The terpenes were tested individually and compared with morphine. The research team found that each terpene was successful in reducing the sensation of pain at levels near to or above the peak effect of morphine. When the terpenes were combined with morphine, the pain-relieving effects of all five terpene/morphine combinations were significantly increased.
“That was really striking to us, but just because something relieves pain doesn’t necessarily mean it’s going to be a good therapy,” Streicher said.
Opioids are often used to treat many types of pain, but they can come with a host of unwanted side effects.
Opioids activate the brain’s reward system, which is what can lead to addiction, and can cause tolerance, a condition that occurs when the body gets used to a medication and needs increasingly larger doses to have the same effect.
“We looked at other aspects of the terpenes, such as: Does this cause reward? Is this going to be addictive? Is it going to make you feel awful?” Streicher said.
“What we found was yes, terpenes do relieve pain, and they also have a pretty good side effect profile.”
None of the terpenes had reward liability, making them a low risk for addiction. Some of the terpenes also did not cause aversive behaviours, which suggests they could be effective therapeutics without producing distressing side effects.
Finally, researchers tested different routes of terpene administration: injection, oral dosing and inhalation of vaporized pure terpenes. They found that when terpenes were given orally or inhaled, the effects were significantly reduced or absent.
“A lot of people vape or smoke terpenes as part of cannabis extracts that are available commercially in states where cannabis use is legal,” Streicher said.
“We were surprised to find that the inhalation route didn’t have an impact in this study, because there are a lot of at least anecdotal reports saying that you can get the effects of terpenes whether taken orally or inhaled. Part of the confounding factor is that terpenes smell quite nice and it’s hard to disguise that aroma, so people could be kind of having the psychosomatic placebo-style effect.”
This is the first paper to examine the side effects of terpenes and Streicher will be using its findings to inform the next stage of research – can terpenes block the reward potential of an opiate such as morphine while at the same time enhancing its pain-relief potential?
He added: “This brings up the idea that you could have a combination therapy, an opioid with a high level of terpene, that could actually make the pain relief better while blocking the addiction potential of opioids.”
https://cannabishealthnews.co.uk/2024/06/04/cannabis-terpenes-relieve-chemotherapy-induced-neuropathic-pain/

What the fuck kind of ED doesn’t do an ultrasound!? 7 hours in the ED (which I called before I arrived to confirm they could do ultrasound if someone was concerned for DVT and they told me yes).
I’m an ICU nurse who literally used to work at that hospital and if I get a PE (and live) you best believe I will sue them for every red cent they have. If you can’t actually provide emergent care you shouldn’t have a fucking ED attached to your hospital.

Just finished leveling an alt from 68-70 purely through random BGs.
There was not a single game where 1-3 players were top damage by a mile, and every single time they were either fully geared level 70s that queued in with a friend, or these new lvl61-64 twinks somehow wearing some or mostly 457 ilvl gear.
A level 63 mage with 600k hp on my team for my last game was absolutely obliterating people. He has mostly 457 gear, which I do not know how he got. He and the 350k hp priest he was grouped with both abandoned the match just before the win by points.
Most people have ~160-200k hp. Geared Level 70s get scaled down to ~200-220k hp, but their gear still provides an absurd advantage in damage output.
I know this isn’t high on anyone’s list of priorities, but it is a curious and unfortunate issue going unaddressed.
In one of the CTF games, both teams had a 70 guardian druid. The game ended in a draw because neither team had dps that could do anything.
I really think blizzard should not allow players to queue down into lower level random bg brackets, or should give those players complete template preset stats if they do unrelated to their gear.
As far as the twink gear stuff, it’s just dumb. There’s no reason anyone should be able to have 3x or more the health and damage output of anyone else while in a leveling bracket BG.
Idk.
If you’re frustrated with the competition at 70, try queueing bgs with anyone 61-69 I guess. Or lower even, who cares. Go one shot people in a 39 bracket WSG. So dumb.

Hello all
I need 2 character references I’ve been accepted in doing some voluntary work that is about to start soon to help me apply for university next month. I’m doing this voluntary work to help me get into a course but the company is asking me for 2x references.
If someone is able to help me could you please DM me, I’m also willing to help you also if you need a character reference.

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Hey everyone, to put simply, I am in the position to get a "Handboek Rood" style set of guidelines that would force the city to build high quality active transportation infrastructure that basically copies the Dutch standard while still being compliant with Caltrans (we are in Southern California). The only problem is how do we ensure that this piece of city code won't be repealed in the future due to residents coming out in full force and protesting. The City Council is on board with the idea as long as resident's don't display any kind of public disapproval.
How do we make this happen? I doubt any level of public awareness campaigns will work, we've had road diet projects in the past that got literally eaten alive by angry residents despite having some extremely solid facts, funding, literally everything going for the project. So it's gotta be subtle and smart, like LA's measure HLA. I was thinking of campaigning it as a "temporary" experiment, that's how we were able to close off and pedestrianized a part of our downtown and open it up to the local businesses to add just dining and stuff. The project was originally advertised as an "experiment" at first so when the typical immediate rush by residents to cannibalize it came out, we were quickly able to calm everyone down because it was a "temporary experiment." So when several months go by and people learn to love it, then we made our move to make it permanent to pretty much zero protest (except one business owner sued the city when it was made permanent, so that's pretty meh, but they weren't very public about it so it wasn't like there was a large public outcry).
I'd consider this idea pretty high risk - high reward so I'm definitely open to better ideas from you all, especially if you are familiar with the inner workings of a Council-Manager type of city government.

Q. But how do I manifest it?
A. By assuming the feeling of your wish fulfilled.
Q. But can I assume the feeling of my wish fulfilled?
A. YES!
Q. But how can I assume the feeling of my wish fulfilled?
A. By asking yourself this question: how would I feel if my wish was already fulfilled?
Q. What happens when I ask that question?
A. When you ask that question, in response to this question, a feeling comes and is automatically felt by you.
Q. But what if the feeling doesn't come?
Q. But what if it does?
Q. But still, what if the feeling doesn't come?
A. Then ask again, and again, and again, and again, and continue to ask until the feeling doesn't come.
Q. Is it really that simple?
A. YES!
Q. But what if it gets hard?
Q. Is that what you want? You want it to be hard?
A. NO!. I want it to be simple and easy.
A. Then ask yourself, how would I feel if this was simple and easy?
Q. What would happen if I asked that?
A. In response to that question you'll get the feeling and that feeling has the power and the wisdom to manifest the ease and simplicity in your life. Can you do it? Can you take this simple thing and actually do it?
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Hi everyone,
I'm Hannah and I'm a PhD student at Sheffield Hallam University in the UK. My PhD is exploring the behaviour and experiences of children in online gaming environments. I'm looking for participants to complete my survey which is looking at the experiences and behaviours of people who played online games before the age of 16.
[TITLE] Childhood experiences and behaviours when playing online games
[ABSTRACT] The online gaming environment is constantly evolving. As such, there is a need to explore young people's online behaviour and interactions associated with different online gaming platforms. A wealth of research has investigated the causal relationships between online gaming and its positive (e.g., creativity, knowledge acquisition etc.) and negative effects (e.g., cyberbullying, depression and anxiety etc.), however, insight into young people’s experiences of online gaming is limited, and what does exist has significant knowledge gaps. This research looks to bridge these knowledge gaps. Research questions are:
RQ1: How will different types and features of games lead to different positive and negative outcomes for children who play online games?
RQ2: Under which conditions can games better promote positive outcomes for children who play online games?
RQ3: What harms do children who play online games experience? Are these harms low-frequency high-impact, or high-frequency low-impact?
The survey shouldn't take any longer than 15 minutes. You will be asked questions about how and where you played online, the games you played, if you did any gaming-related activities (like spend money on in-app purchases or record footage of your gameplay), who you talked to when you were playing, and whether you had any negative or harmful experiences.
You can take part if you're currently aged 18-21, live in the UK, and were playing online games when you were 16 or younger.
If you have any questions or issues, please contact me at [Hannah.Bradshaw@shu.ac.uk](mailto:Hannah.Bradshaw@shu.ac.uk)
If you're interested in taking part, here's the survey link: https://shusls.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_aXkIKmGKRSoWOKW
To anyone who takes part, thank you!
Survey is voluntary and anonymous. No personal data will be collected. No compensation offered.
Research institute: Department of Psychology, Sociology and Politics, Sheffield Hallam University, UK.

As the title says, I'm just curious if most or all of the essentials have been updated (or replaced) by now or if the game on the September update from last year is still missing major SKSE mods and there are no alternatives for them. For example I'm aware you still have to do some workarounds to get the DLL loader working last I checked.
Before anyone says anything, I did look this up myself first before asking this, as well as read other threads regarding this, however I've been unable to find a definitive answer to many of them as both the Nexus comments and related Reddit threads for a lot of these mods will have plenty of comments claiming that the updated versions are broken or bugged, or that you need to find the updated versions of these mods from some third-party source for one reason or another, and some of these posts/comments are from several months ago so it is very well possible that things have changed by now. TIA for any help!

Hello, guys.
I promise it'll be short, but I really need some external POVs here.
I've been working in the Digital Marketing field for more than 10 years. First as Specialist, then as Local Marketing Manager (10-people team) in the same company. Two years ago, the toxicity of the Sales - Marketing relationship made me moving out of this role and, fortunately, in the same company a Global Role for Marketing Analyst opened, I applied, and got hired. I've spent months learning SQL, Python, Tableau and stuff and started producing reports, dashboards and analysis and, honestly, I really like this job.
But now I really need a change and I'd like to find a new job in the same field. The issue is that - I bet you already got it - as Analys I'm a Junior, but as Marketer I'm not, so I don't fit the 'standard' salary ranges. Moreover, since I'm in Italy, I am forced to apply only for Italian companies, because otherwise I'll need to be freelancer and taxes destroy freelances income (and since this will be "low", I'll end up getting way less money than now). This is a huge turndown: I already got an offer from another company (perfect job, good colleagues), but I had to refuse just because of this.
So I'm stuck. I'm trying to "reinvent" myself with other title (I have a huge knowledge about CRM, Marketing Operations, and generally speaking, about managing processes), but it's like I can't find my "spot" now.
What do you advice? Pushing with the analyst path? (I'm investing time getting better at Python, at the moment). Or... what? Thank you.

On god I tried to keep a straight facing thinking about this situation lmaoo
Ok so there was this new girl who transferred to a grade younger than me. And I can tell when she first saw me she judged me a lot with "those faces" yk.
I didn't care much at first, but then I found out something pretty funny:
1) She is a year older (17) than me(16), 2 years older than the people in her grade (15)
2) She's quite short for her age (4'7) ( there's nothing wrong about that but during the situation where she was judging me, her eyes looking up and down as I stared down at her is low-key goofy af )
3) She's hella "pick me", but hangs out with boys who are like 4 years younger (13) than her 💀 low-key creepy
I don't even know her lmao. And it feels like she keeps judging me and tries to compete with me. As a senior, the position I hold in the school is quite high ( not saying what in case someone I know might stumble upon this ), so maybe that's why she's tryna act superior around me, to let everyone know that she's the oldest and the most "wise one" 💀. I find that very goofy and childish cuz wtf.
Anyway, my crush is like a year younger so basically he is in the same class with her. We are basically close to dating and it is obvious. AND HECK YEAH SHE KNOWS THAT WERE A THING.
She freaking flirts with him whenever I try to talk to him during recess or when schools over. And when she does that she will stare at me afterwards, making sure I saw what was happening. But I usually just don't gaf so it won't appear that I'm bothered. It's just funny to me that an older girl is tryna compete with someone younger and doesn't even know who tf they are 💀. Like gurl are you that bored or sth. Anyway what do you guys think, feel free to share your experiences :D

Serenity Knight is a human working in the royal infirmary. After getting abused by her Uncle for years, Serenity had been waiting for a knight in shining armor to come and rescue her. What happens when the knight in shining armor is none other than the Alpha King Theodore Black, the one who rules the entire world? What happens when he gets mated to a human girl, the species he hates? Serenity Knight never expected to get mated to the King of the all the Alphas of her country. And on top of that, Serenity never expected Theodore to reject her after mating with her. But what happens when Serenity gets pregnant with the Alpha King's child? What happens when Serenity is the only cure for the curse with no cure? _________ “Whatever……whatever happened last night, human, it wasn't done by me. I was not in my control. It was my wolf. My wolf got distracted by you last night but it doesn't mean you will become my Queen. I won't disgrace myself by letting a human sit beside me on the throne. His words were piercing my heart, breaking me into pieces. “You and I mated……” “It was a mistake! You were a mistake! And I don't repeat my mistakes, human. Get dressed and leave.” He ordered lowly, and tears filled my eyes as I stared at him in disbelief. “Theo, what……” “Your Highness. I am your King. You will refer me with my title if you don't wish to face the death penalty. Alpha King said, his eyes burning with rage. “We are mates, Alpha……” “And I reject you. He said, his eyes holding no emotions. “Wha….what?” “I, Alpha King, Theodore Black, reject you, Serenity Knight. You are no longer my mate.” Read more

I, 27F and my partner 30M have been talking for a month, it had been going well until I got pregnant. He had a vasectomy 6 months ago and was astonished because he said that the odds were 0.1%. I, on the other hand, was half happy and half in pain, as I knew he wouldn’t want to keep the child because he said that he would only be prepared to have a child if he was already a millionaire, I said I could help him and it would be the two of us then so it wouldn’t be hard because both of our salaries are pretty decent.
He asked me to abort the pregnancy, and I did it out of fright that he would leave me, I had 7 relationships, all of which cheated on me with another woman AND men and had lame excuses for leaving me. Every relationship was traumatic that’s why I wanted this one so badly to work.
NOTE: During our first week talking to each other, I told him that I wanted a child and that it would be hard for us in the future if he didn’t want children. He told me he could compromise through adoption since he had already gone through a vasectomy. So even after telling him that, he still pursued me. Over time, I said I could compromise so long as he didn’t leave me in the dark.
Moving forward, abortion isn’t legal in our country so I had to buy abortion pills illegally, it was a painful process and he wasn’t with me all along because he was moving from their family home to an apartment to live on his own, additionally, I can’t go to their family home to do the at-home abortion there because his ex, still had her stuff there (mind you they broke up last year, December). He said she was getting her stuff as well and he did not want us to cross paths. Back to the process of abortion, I went through excruciating pain, emotionally and physically. I was continuously barfing from the moment I put the abortion pills under my tongue. I didn’t want to lose the child as I also lost a child last year, I wanted to beg him to keep it, but my fear of facing life alone got the best of me. It was the most painful 2 days I ever went through, I’d rather give birth than go through it again.
Lots of blood came out of me, and what I thought was the pregnancy but the bleeding stopped right away. Even so, I couldn’t move, I was lying on the floor on the carpet in pain and alone. He was checking on me through chat assuring me that everything would be fine and that he would never leave me, but I needed him physically. I understand that he’s overwhelmed moving out of their home but he would’ve at least visited even for just an hour or two. 2 days later, I went to the nearest hospital because I was in pain. I told the doctors the truth, that I tried to terminate my pregnancy on my own out of being in pain emotionally and physically, and I did not have the drive to make other excuses. The doctors looked at me with disappointment and injected me with painkillers and blood thinners, which I didn’t know of at the time because I thought the pregnancy was over.
After that, I told him that I still had cramps, and he told me that it was a weird day because his ex woke him up that morning and asked him for help because her stomach was aching. He also told me that his ex slept there at their family home because she was packing her things. I didn’t know his ex slept there so I burst out. I was mad at her, I was pissed at the situation, I was jealous and I was looking for assurance but I only told everything to him and did not, in any way, message his ex. I overthink that they slept in the same bed. I was jealous that she gets to ask for help from him while I lose my shit because I was going through an abortion alone. But he said that he didn’t even bother to help his ex and just told her to go to the nearest hospital. I didn’t talk to him for 3 hours and he said if he could be blamed for something he had no control over then he’s out of OUR situation. I said I was sorry I was overthinking and I was jealous and asked him what he wanted me to do besides tell him everything I feel. He said he was sorry as well, he said maybe it was because we were both stressed at the time.
A few nights after that fight, I burst out again because I felt that there was something off with him even if he was still continuously communicating with me. I asked him if he still liked me. And he answered that he was still processing the things that happened. I said it was a yes or no question so what does he expect me to feel? He said don’t overthink it, but I still did, then he burst out telling me how pissed he was the first time we had sex because he was pushing me off and I just laughed at his face. That our lives would be easier without each other because he didn’t want a child and I showed him that I did even if I said I could compromise. He said, I did it on purpose because I did not pull out when he pushed me off, that he felt disrespected and felt bad that time and just didn’t tell me all the while to not push me away. But I pushed him away by telling him hurtful words and mistreating him and that it was what his ex did before she cheated. He also said that my life would be better without him because when he came, bad things happened to me. I said that it was otherwise, and I begged him not to leave me.
I couldn’t bear any more pain. I just lost a friend, I may have killed our child, my mother hates me because she knew I went to the OB and she forced me to do a pregnancy test and it turned out positive but I denied to her that I was pregnant to protect my partner. I was forcibly evicted from our family home.
He said he liked me a lot and cared about me a lot, he worries about me, guess it—a lot. But he still decided to call it off. I asked if we could talk it out in person, and he said he didn’t want to make a scene and that nothing could change his mind and then blocked me instantly.
A day passed by, and I took a pregnancy test again because I could feel that there was still something inside me, it’s not painful but I can feel that it’s there. I decided to go to my actual OB and voila! The child is alive and kicking with the strongest heartbeat I ever heard from an ultrasound. Turns out, it is a protocol to not tolerate abortion in our country, so the doctors did everything they could to stop the internal bleeding I was experiencing and stop the abortion pills from hurting me and the baby because if they did D&C while the baby was alive, it would be against the law and it would mean they’d lose their license.
I was emotional, hormonal, and physically exhausted. I have not told anyone about it because I did not want them to despise him if anything I am making myself look as if it was my fault. I love him so much and I didn’t want to make his life a living hell. I’d rather do it alone. I’d rather keep it to myself. But at the same time I wanted to curse him for leaving me
The OB also told me that I have chocolate cysts and my ovaries may rupture if I continue to force to end the pregnancy, and that would mean no more babies in the future. So I might as well, continue the pregnancy. I also have this guilt of trying to kill our baby, so I couldn’t bear to do it again. I texted him and told him that I was still pregnant and I would keep the baby with or without him. He said he’s proud of me but also think of how it will affect him in the future if I keep our baby.
I did not cheat on him, I was loyal from Day 1. We were talking every second that we were both awake telling each other every single thing we were doing, every win of the day, every little inconvenience we run through. I gave every assurance I could give. I told my family and friends about him, I introduced him to every person that mattered to me the most. I never talked bad about him. I wanted so badly for it to be him. I don’t understand why he wouldn’t give me another chance. I don’t understand why he would leave me like this.
I have been having a loss of appetite for the past 3 days, I just drink water, and when I eat I just barf it out. I have not been sleeping well. I don’t know why but he reached out to me through a confession app for me to respond to him because he is worried. I did respond to him, what will his worry do? He asked if he was not allowed to worry for me anymore. I was hard, I told him I was doing fine and to leave me alone because I wanted to isolate.
But what I wanted him to do was to be beside me all the way, even if he couldn’t give me money because I could pay for my own needs, wants, bills, and vitamins, I need his support, I need him to be present. I just did not want to beg for anything anymore because I believe, I did my part.

Self concept is important. You will have to understand this. You can attract miracles if you have a strong self concept. I manifested my SP, MY DREAM UNIVERSITY, MY JOB, RELOCATION TO ANOTHER STATE, and many more things. I got everything the moment I started working on my self Concept. I healed my relationship with my family and friends. I attracted money, love, abundance and luck through my self Concept.
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I am reading the book "The Millionaire Fastlane" and now I am few pages away from finishing it. So there is a section where the author talks about the five fastlane commandments, basically the conditions for a successful business. Here is a quick summary so you can understand what I am talking about later:

• The commandment of need. Businesses satisfy the needs of people. Don’t chase money. Rather, look at how your business will help other people.
• The commandment of entry. As entry barriers to a business fall, or lessen, the effectiveness of that road declines while competition in that field subsequently strengthens.
• The commandment of control. Play in an organization you control or you will be at the mercy of someone else.
• The commandment of scale. Increase the scale and magnitude of your business.
• The commandment of time. Your business should detach you from your time.

So a successful business must follow these 5 commandments. Let's see if content creation on social media would work or not:

• Need: When you search for any topic on any platform, you will always find the answer. Hundreds or thousands of videos are uploaded each day on social media. So the world, doesn't need more tutorials, only and only if you make something unique, or u improve on the content created.
• Entry: In any type of business, there are barriers that blocks everyone from entering that business field, so there will be only few people that can get ahead of them (those who put in the work). if we look at social media, the process doesn't even take 5 mins and you have an account there, you can upload videos immediately. There are no barriers in this business, so everyone can access it which means: more competition = less chance to stand out
• Control: The content creator isn't controlling how much money he can make on the platform (only if he sells a product or service outside of it, i am talking about the monetization programs) nor he can control the growth of his account. he isn't even in control of his content, he can get a copyright streak from nowhere, or violating the community rules.
• Scale: For the scale, social media is the best, you can reach everyone in any place in the world. There is no debate on this.
• Time: Social media businesses are based on the influencer. If he said that he will stop creating content, there is a high chance that any business that is attached to him will fall. So he must always show up and create whatever content he has

Now i can say that social media is outdated, if creating content succeeded for that influencer, it doesn't mean that it will succeed for you. He was there years earlier than you when there wasn't much content. Now everyone wants to become content creators, even 8 years old kids Would love to become youtubers.
This doesn't mean that there is a zero chance of success on social media, it might work, there are a lot of things that could make you succeed, like people might love the creator's jokes and personality and they follow him even he might not be famous. Or a unique style of content might attract attention. Again there is always a chance to success in whatever business.