So mera centre tha jhajjar distt. Bhadurgarh me Hardyal public school udhr phle to jo set hn PQRST and with that dusra paper M N O 2 question paper distribute kre at 2 pm and they told that ek seal me omr hai ek mein exam and in my room then didnt waste time as bache nervous hogye the 2.05 pe ek invegelator ne bola dont waste your time and all of you do the pink omr paper or jispe yelow seal thi
1st disturbance
Only in my room they didnt waste time dusre rooms me 30-40 mins waste kre the
There were total 3 centres in bhadurgarh jis me se 2 mein alag paper conduct hua M N O wala
Difficulty it was tougher than previous year trend ajjeb hi paper tha physics me kindof conceptual question zada the and was tough than dusra paper
NTA is considering this time waste as their fault but their complicated procedures make it even tougher to concentrate bc 3 baar to photo fir 10 jagah signature and details bharna paper and omr pe
Is this all supposed to be done in this time during exam time like jisme paper solve krna hota hai?
Mera to vaise bhi selection nhi hota hope nhi thi but at the end hota hi hai thora sa to atleast exam day pe sab thik ho
I scored 568 p+c 298 b 270
When i was filling bio ki omr that cameraman came and ek que choda tha uski wjh se mere 6 que series me galat hogye + 1 jo skip kra tha
And 5-6 silly mistakes in biology jo mock tests me kbhi hhi hoti thi like , NOT wali
And all these were due to exam k time pe disturbance, 6 to purely hui hain and considering you have dropped a year for and exam and shuru hote he 2 paper and cofused invegelators you sense ki something is wrong and phle hi dimag khrb hogya tha
About leak: mere uncle (papa k bade bhai) is into politics and mere bhaiya (uncle k bete) ka neet se phle call aya tha ki 10 lakhs me paper mil rha hai and after that he had stone in kidney to admit hogye the and papa ko koi interest bhi nhi tha like he is govt.employee so kyu hi risk lena and on neet day jaise neet hua he said hm bhi le lete to sure ho jate
so point is hmne nhi liya kisi or ne to lia hoga and this event is true
And now this rank wow
Nta ki mkc
iam so done with this bc itna trauma liya pure saal and its even more disheartening to see people jinke 640 650 660 aaye and the rank
One of my friend is scoring 645 and his rank is 45k last year 645 pe around 9k rank thi itna inflation

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Thikhe phela hi post rone dhone wala h
Toh kahani shuru hoti h kuch aise..
I was in 2nd semester of engineering and ek ladke pr bhaut hi zordaar wala crush aagya tha.. It was my first attraction toward boy.. Bhaut stalk krti thi usko...konse friends k saath rheta h, padhne likhne mei best h ky, socially kitna active h. Pta nhi ky cuteness dikhi rhi thi ussmei..
Frr chemistry ki lab thi , tb ek cute si nok jhok chalu huyi ki JEE MAINS mei kitne percentile thi, maine sach btaya but usne jhut kaha tha, just to outsmart me. Maine trust krlia tha..
Dusri nok jhok mei maine uski copy ghuma dii thi aur mei bhaut pareshan thi ki yrr mera crush h aur usko hi pareshan krdia.. but saale k liye mei late tk ruki, camera check krwane tk se lekrr uss copy k notes ki Xerox aur copy bhi nayi lakrr dii thi but guys tb tk bhi londa nhi pighla tha
Frr dheere dheere uska roz same timing pr phone aane lg gya aur sirf ek hi ladki k liye baatien krta rhet tha.. din bhar ky bakwaas kri usne and vohi sab rant krta rheta tha.. mei Sochi shyd usko uspr crush h toh let's get side.
Aur March 2020 start hogya.. so this period was corona period aur lockdown lg gya.. Maine ek din confess krdiya ki i like you and I want you to be my boyfriend. Bol ready h ky.. bada hi soch smjkr reply dia sirf yes..Kyuki uske liye bhi mei first girlfriend thi..
Aur that's the date March 21 2020.
Bhaut smooth chla sb, 1st year toh bda pyar se rhete the , 2nd year career oriented hogye , 3rd year mei naukri lg gyi aur 4th year bs chl gya..
Bhaut ldayi kri hai phele saal k baad..bhaut obsessed ho chuki thi mei isse... Itni possessive ki iska kisi aur ladki se baat krne pr bhi kaleesh.. mei bhi har chiz mei adjust krleti thi.. na kbhi date k liye bola isse , naa kbhi isko forced kia ki kahi ghumne chl sb cheez yeh sochkrr uss waqt chod dii thi ki phele naukri important h yeh sb toh baad mei dekh lenge.. aur sb cheez adjust krne k vjy se issne mujhe granted lena start krdia. Gaali galoch, har cheez mei mujhe blame krna aur har cheez khud ki trike se chle toh voh perfect lgna..meri trikke se koi bhi cheez usko psnd hi nhi aati thi...
Choti choti cheez k liye manna krdena , kuch extra mile nhi chlna, kuch efforts nhi daalna.. jb Mann kra utni der baat krli , jb Mann kra tb baat nhi krii..
Aree mei toh sirf apni choti 9 to 5 ki kahani bhi btaoo toh ussme bhi chid jana.. it's obvious yrr ki tum apna pura din share kroo , pr voh cheez bhi nhi psnd krna..
Har tym koi n koi prioritise rkhna.. chhahe voh uski family ho, chahe voh uske dost ho.. Mei har tym least priority prr aa jati thi.. Aisa nhi h maine uski baatien samjhne ki koshish nhi ki ya kbhi usko push nhi krra but bhaut mean bnn gya tha yeh aur sirf apna hi apna dekhna aa rha tha..
Mei iss bich ek group se milli jisse mujhe trip pr jana ka mauka milla.. log ache bhi the aur bade bhi mujhse. Maine nhi socha uske baareme uss time aur chlii gyi..
Sb cheeze dheere dheere clear dikhne lg gyi ki yeh pyar mei andha Hona kitna bkrr hota h..
Mujhe believe hone lg gya tha ki mei bhaut downgraded type ki hu , kuch nhi krr skti.. mujhe coding nhi aati mujhe aur ladkiyo jaise tip top rhna nhi aata.. bhaut hi simplicity mei jeeti thi... Choti baation si khush hojana meri aadat thi voh choti se efforts bhi nhi krre jaate the usse..
Haan thikhe kbhi care krleta tha, kbhi ache Gyan ki baatein bta dia krta tha aur kuch jyda hi reality check deta rheta tha , na emotional hota tha na mujhe hone deta tha..
Ek cheez jo achi huyi ki jitni mei sensitive thi utni usske aane k baad nhi rhi..todha cope up krleti thi.. But uske cons yeh bhi the ki mei apni emotional ya sensitive nature ko khtm krti jaa rhi thi...
Mujhe dukh hota tha.. mujhe Rona aata tha .. mujhe hurt hota tha but usske alawa aur koi tha bhi nhi jisse share krti thi.. aur usks iss aadat se mei bhi uski trh unemotional hone lgg gyi..
But current situation yeh h ky confuse ho chuki hu ki adjust krlu ya move on krlu..
Bhaut tough hota h move on krna..sochna aasan h pr jb koi nhi hota appse baat krne k liye aur itni gandi aadat lg chuki ho ki uski baatien se hi comfort milta ho bhale gaali hi bkke kuch sunne nhi..
Ky kru guys krdu ky khtm sb kuch...
Hojayega move on...
Bhul jaugii ky mei...
Har case mei ladki glt nhi hoti yrr...

so helo. eto nanaman ang bading na walang social life (hahaha) mahaba-habang rant na naman kasi nga 11:00 pm na. gawin kona kaya etong series? punyemas wala akong magawa tuwing gabi tapos pakape-kape pa na para namang... anyway helo sa sangkabaklaan. kakabalik lang ng kuryente dito samin (thank God).
kanina nga noh nagising ako mga around 1:00 pm so ayun kumaen (palamunin kasi wala pang work anteh niyo) tsaka nagkape (nanaman??). And para maging productive ako, I did some laundry.
Actually happy naman ako nang nagising kanina kasi nga it was a sunny afternoon ganern. pumunta ako sa childhood home namin (bahay ng grandparents ko) sa isang baraggay. I think mga 5 minute ride siya from where I am, tsaka ewan parang sinakop na naman ulit ako ng lungkot na may kasamang longing. like no kidding parang timang ako na nagdadasal kay Lord sa chapel kasi naalala ko nanaman ang punyetang ex ko (isang taon na bakla ka!)
so ayun. di ko alam kasi for sure medyo healed na naman ako. I mean isang taon na rin naman since nag break kami and I did all the work on myself. slowly but surely we're getting there. paminsan-minsan may thoughts lang na "kamusta na kaya siya" or "does he even think of me kaya sometimes?" (senti ang anteh niyo)-- pero right now wala na rin naman akong urge para mag reach kasi for one: he blocked me on facebook. tsaka ang iniisip ko is "ano pa and bakit ako mag-rereachout? the disrespect and the betrayal was closure enough". so ayun nga after ko nag-pray parang gumaan pakiramdam ko. like prayer works talaga. tapos umuwi ako nakipag chikahan sa cousins ko habang nagkakape (kape nanaman jusko!) and then nauwi ako kanina na may bagong pants from ZARA kasi nag ukay kami ng isang cousin ko like way back 2020 ang nakakita kami ng zara pants na shet ang ganda!
anyway kanina pag-uwi ko ng bahay nagpa-load ako sa isang resort malapit dito samin and parang may party ganun. pagpasok ko, napag-isip isip ko na gusto ko talagang mag work sa resort. I mean not literally. what I mean is I wanna work in an easy environment. although let's say na malayo sa course ko if ever I worked as a resort employee, I wanna work in a stress-free environment. Dito kasi sa lugar namin maraming beach resorts and cafes ganun. I realized kasi na habang tumatanda ako mas gusto ko nang less stress ganun. 'yung previous work ko kasi ang stressful especially kasi I worked in BPO. kaya saludo talaga ako sa mga nagwowork sa BPO kasi hindi talaga siya madali. stereotype kasi dito sa amin na kapag nasa BPO ka parang low-class 'yung work mo pero hindi ha. In BPO, you need to have the mental and the emotional aptitude to continue working and handle customers sa 10-hour shift mo (this is also the reason why ayoko na mag BPO).
so ayun... I mean magaan na pakiramdam ko now. mahirap talaga if you have a mental illness kaya I am such an advocate of mental health kasi hindi talaga madali kapag kalaban mo ang sarili mong isip. kaya hugs sa lahat ng taong may silent battles. I feel you. Ang funny lang kasi bading na may mental health illness pa, wala pang mwa mwa jusko naman I am not one of Your strongest soldiers Lord. o baka strong nga ako. I mean minsan kasi na-ooverlook ko yung progress ko pero pota ang layo na ng nilakbay ko. I graduated, had my first job, and a second job, had so much achievements these past few days-- I did all those with a broken heart. I think minsan nadi-discredit ko sarili ko on how much it took me, the mental and emotional strength to be able to overcome everything while still being gentle and kind. I tell you, the suffering after a breakup is not easy and kahit it's already been a year, I admit na there are still days where I feel weak and helpless. pero looking back grabe yung pinagdaan ko. imagine doing your thesis na brokenhearted ka. I swear I really don't recommend it especially kasi yung reason ng breakup namin was because he cheated, the trauma, madadala mo talaga siya. I am actually planning on taking therapy kasi mahal ang sessions dito samin kaya di ko nagawa yung therapy plan ko last year. pero like ang hirap especially going through it without any emotional support from friends. Happy lang talaga ako na nandito parents ko kasi if wala baka I would not handle the pain ganun.
I'm proud of myself. I am happy that I am me; kasi I'm really really strong kung alam niyo lang. kung alam niyo lang how it took so much sleepless nights and moments of weakness and defeat to continue and show up until now.
-so ikaw na nakikinig. I know you have your own silent batteles. Don't forget to thank yourself and be proud of yourself na hanggang ngayon, you're still here. you still keep on showing up and fighting, and continuing kahit mahirap na and you feel like giving up. Happy ako na nandito kapa. know that time heals everything. give it time. proud ako sa'yo bakla ka!
TLDR: 23-year old na bading na may mental health issues pero slay <3

napapaisip din ba kayo na sana lalaki nalang kayo para hindi gaano kakomplikado yung buhay niyo?
hi, isa akong bading at may napakagandang girlfriend ak.
sobrang swak namin. kuhang-kuha ko kiliti niya at kuhang-kuha niya rin yung akin. magkaiba kami personalities pero we totally compliment each other. tawag nga samin ng friends ko “perfect couple”. wala na kong hihilingin pa sa girlfriend ko. napakabait, napakaganda, at napakatalino. mahal na mahal ko siya
medyo storytime: 3 years ago magkaibigan lang kami at siya lang ang may gusto sakin (hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na ung ganung klase ng tao magkakagusto sakin haha) hindi naman kasi ako ganoon ka-attractive. sakto lang. nagka-rs pa ko bago maging kami (walang cheating na naganap ha). nanggaling ako sa abusive rs, for 2 years…. verbal abuse, manipulation at gaslighting ang umagahan, tanghalian at hapunan ko. maraming nawala sakin dahil sa rs na to. pinagpalit pa ako sa lalaki.
okay balik……
medyo matagal kaming talking stage ng gf ko, and nito lang naging official. sobrang saya namin pareho. astig love is in the air tlga. 7 months bago magkaroon ng kami dahil marami-rami akong issues sa sarili ko na inaayos ko pa. then ngayon lang hwhajaha nag-usap kami. we parted ways. dahil sa parents niya. hindi kasi siya out at nung nalaman ung tungkol samin, pinagbawalan talaga dahil religious yung family niya (im not against s mga religious)
ang sakit lang na kung kelan kami na, saka kami maghihiwalay. sobrang mapagmahal niya sa parents niya. yun talaga yung pinakaminahal ko sa kanya (as someone n lumaki s dysfunctional family) whjahsha hindi ko lang in-expect na yun din yung pinakamasakit sakin.
sobrang nanghihinayang ako samin. ang tagal namin hinintay ‘to. marami-rami rin pinagdaanan namin. hindi ko rin siya masisi kasi parents niya na yun e. sa una pa lang naman aware ako na hindi magl-last yung amin. like yk hindi sigurado kasi religious family niya. masaklap pero hindi ko rin kasi kayang palampasin ung pagkakataon na maging kami lalo na kung mahal naman namin yung isa’t isa. sobrang hirap isipin sa araw-araw yung mga pwedeng mangyari kung tinuloy pa rin namin.
mahal na mahal ko ang girlfriend ko.
nagpapasalamat ako sa kanya kasi kahit papaano naramdaman ko paano maging tao. minahal niya ko kahit halos lahat ng nakapaligid sakin sinasabihan ako na hindi ko deserve yun. mahal na mahal ko siya at kung tatanungin ako hindi ako nagsisisi na minahal ko siya. masakit pero kahit papaano masaya. sana lang hindi lang hanggang dito yung storya namin. andami pa naming plano na gustong tuparin nang magkasama.
mahal na mahal ko ang girlfriend ko.
kahit na may limitsyon yung pagmamahalan namin sa ngayon, hindi ako mawawalan ng pag-asa sa hinaharap. sana ay hindi muna siya makahanap ng iba. sana ‘pag nag-iba ang ihip ng hangin at nagbago ang isip ng parents niya, sana pwede pa rin kami.
sana pag pwede na, pwede pa.
hindi ko alam kung happy ba ang pride month ko dahil wala na ung kinababadingan ko, pero sana happy kayo this month. sa mga nasa closet pa, good luck sa inyo TT
kung may advice kayo, pa-advice naman oh, ano bang dapat gawin ‘pag ganito?

Hello dosto . Me Dehradun Uttarakhand se hu lekin life me kahi nahi hu ...
Saalo beet gye par me wahi hu jaha tha mere kai dost kuch na kuch kar rahe hai magar ab unse me khud baat nahi karta shayad sharam aati h mujhe ...
Bachpan se mera koi goal nahi tha jo dusre bache kehte wo bthaadeta ki muje b yahi banna hai taaki teacher ko kuch bolkar seat pr beth jaau ...
. Lekin 12 th aane tak mere andar mimicry aur acting ka bhoot aaya 11 se 12 tak me sochta tha MR.FAREWELL banunga aur ban b gya 12 th me hahaha. Maza aaya tha.. mene 12 th k baad papa se kaha ki muje actor banna hai tab wo Mumbai me hi rehte the hotel me kaam krte the .. .
Unhone kaha ki pagal mat bann kuch padhle aage laakho log ese hi pade h idhar..meri sabse badi galti hui ki mene socha to MASS COMMUNICATION tha but then i ended up choosing BSC. AGRICULTURE jisme mera interest nahi tha lekin chalagya qki dost mere school ke jaare the mene socha me akela na pad jaau .. .
And that was the day jaha se sab kuch badalne wala tha ...college me bhi mene mimicry karke sabko hasaya mujhe apne aap ko stage pr perform krna pasnd tha ki log muje dekhenge aur taaliya bajayenge sab sochte ki Intro me kya kahenge aur mera fix tha sabko hasana hi to hai ... .
Years passed aur me college jaata raha ghar aata raha kuch nahi socha bss jesa chalra tha chal ra tha kabhi khud se koi extra efforts nahi daale kuch efforts nahi kiye qki shaayd mera interest tha hi nahi agriculture me ...Ek time tha jab mujme bohat confidence tha i felt special about myself me sochta tha ki talent hai mujme qki sab kehte bhi the ....college me anchoring krna aawaze nikalna actors ki it was all fun
. I had my u.tube channel usme b mere aaj bhi hai sabhi dost kehte h me paagal hu par jese jese me bada hua 18 saal se college gaya tha changes aaye mene videos ye sochkar daalna chorda kyuki muje khud lagne laga me bachkani harkat krrha hu ...
par me galat tha par sab kehte banaya kar mera interest usme b kam hone laga kyuki kuch dost college life me kehte GF tabhi banti h jab tum serious rehte ho aur me itna bada chutiya socha ki me ye mimicry wali harkat chordunga serious rahunga to Gf bnaegi par mene wo b kabhi nahi kia ...qki wo meri personality hi nahi thi ...GF bhi nahi bani aajtak 10th me thi ek usne b 2 hafte me bola ki it's not working haha bachpana
. 2022 me i graduated uske baad internship kuch hoti h uska pta chala agriculture field me kya kaam hota h so called HYDROPONICS ki internship ki but dhire dhire pta chala agriculture me private jobs me field work hai aur tagda field work hai din bhar dhoop ka kaam hai
aur salary 10-12k ...mene nahi kia job 15 din me company chord di aur ghar aagya mene mummy papa se kaha me private nahi kr skta ..qki agriculture private sector me u are treated as labour aur jo ki sach hai aur environment bhi aisa hi rehta h aapko majdooro k beech uthna bethna khana sab krna hota hai ...
. Par meri expectations esi nahi thi me darr gya muje kuch pasnd nahi aaya me ghar aaya aur mene kaha me government exams k liye padhunga ...
Aur gharwale b khush huye chalo kuch to socha ...but after one month mere mummy papa ki death hogyi me kayi mahino k liye kuch krne laayak nahi raha i was in trauma ki ab kya karu ..
...sab kuch achanak se badalgya from last year September me aaj tak mummy k sath tha.. papa 2020 se hi aaye the humare sath yaha humara restaurant tha lockdown me khola tha everything was good ....
. College time me bhi i never stayed outside of my state humesha ghar pr raha maa k aanchal me bahar ki duniya nahi dekhi mene ache se ...aur ab lagta hai me kuch nahi hu i am nobody aur ye bhi sochta hu kisike liye kya hi karunga jiske liye karna tha wo to ab hai nahi ....but i have a sister aur Lic aur baaki paiso se uski college ki fees jaati hai par me isolated rehta hu ....uska to hojayega kuch na kuch wo brilliant hai
. Ab mere saare sapne tuttgye kabhi sochta hu haath pair katjaate mere to sarkari naukri lag jaati disability kote me...jo meri mummy ko sapne dikhaata tha bade bade me tv pr aaunga ye wo mummy kehti mera dil kehta h ayega par ab lagta hai kahi kuch naukri miljaye to karlu ...par mera mann nahi krta kuch karne ka ...
. Der se uthta hu consistency nahi h mujhme har 15-20 din 1-2 mahine baad mera kuch aur karne ka mann krta hai kabhi padhta hu kabhi OLA chalata hu form bhare the CPO ke exam hai June last me din raat padta tha me april tak fir chord dia qki postponed hua exam to me relax hogya ab aajkal sochra hu business karu ...par 40-50000 me business b nahi ho skta ....
. Aaj security guard aur kuch ese dhundra tha job...actor banne ka khwab tha lekin reel bannane ki b aukaat nahi rahi ab kuch nhi muje pta nahi konsi chiz rokti h me sochta hu log mujhe judge karenge ki ye to chutiya hai me kuch nhi krta aajkal k iss daur me jaha sab Ai ka use krrhe h kuch kr rahe h kama rahe h aur me bss consumer bankr rehgya hu..... .
Agriculture field mujhe pasnd nahi aur ab futti kodi nahi mere pass ki kuch aur course karu ya kahi aur jaau .....ek langda aadmi bhi haath se cycle chalaakar gutka kurkure bechta h me uss laayak b nahi hu ..mazdoor b din me dhyaadi to karta h .... .
Itna bhi mat padho ki chote kaam krne me sharam aaye aur muje kisi dost se help b nahi maangni hai ...infact me ab apne best friend ka b phone nahi uthata jo 9th se lekar college tak mere sath tha aur usine meri reference b dilaai thi company me ...me apne unsuccessful hone ka ticket b uspar faadra hu ..qki usike piche mene ye course kia ..
. Par kamaane wala to 10-12 fail b crorepati hote h ..mere me hi kaabiliyat nhi hai me kisi kabil nahi hu bss bol sakta hu I AM A LOSER .....I AM A LOSER .....
Mere goals nahi h ab saare dost kuch na kuch krrhe h aur me bss calculator me khyaali nunbers daalke calculate karta hu ki itna hoga paisa to per year kitna hoga 10 saal me kitna hoga ..but present me account me 40-50000 pade h wo bhi mummy ke account me the whi hai mene to aajtak OLA chalakar 5000-6000 hi kamaye honge ....aur haa uss company se b 6600 mila tha jaha me 15 din me bhaag gya tha....
. Na computer chalana aata mujhe dhang se i am lost unsuccessful and a nobody .... Haridwar pass hi h idhar se 80km kuch nahi hua to whi ashram me chala jaunga ...
. Par me to ab bhagwan ke aage na haath jodta na kuch athiest hogya hu kya hi hua wo sab krke bhi mummy b to karti thi fir kyu nahi bachaya ...
. Shaayd mummy papa se dekha nahi jata mera aane wale kal ka ye berozgaar aur nithalapan to bhagwan ne socha ki isko chord do akela aap log ajao ...
. Ye bhi me bass likhra hu likhe jaara hu kyuki samjh nahi aara mujhe kya hai aage ka plan kya karu kya nahi darr bhi lagta h ki kya me esa hi rahunga 23 ka hogya hu par jab dekhta hu koi 27-28 ka hai aur wo b kuch nhi krrha hai to dil me sochta hu arey ye to 27-30 ka h fir b kuch nhi kar ra me to 23 ka hi hu but me b wo age me jaara hu....kabhi ye nahi sochta 19-20 saal ke bhi to laakho crore chaap rahe hai
... No expectations no action no result only regret

Hello dosto . Me Dehradun Uttarakhand se hu lekin life me kahi nahi hu ...
Saalo beet gye par me wahi hu jaha tha mere kai dost kuch na kuch kar rahe hai magar ab unse me khud baat nahi karta shayad sharam aati h mujhe ...
Bachpan se mera koi goal nahi tha jo dusre bache kehte wo bthaadeta ki muje b yahi banna hai taaki teacher ko kuch bolkar seat pr beth jaau ...
. Lekin 12 th aane tak mere andar mimicry aur acting ka bhoot aaya 11 se 12 tak me sochta tha MR.FAREWELL banunga aur ban b gya 12 th me hahaha. Maza aaya tha.. mene 12 th k baad papa se kaha ki muje actor banna hai tab wo Mumbai me hi rehte the hotel me kaam krte the .. .
Unhone kaha ki pagal mat bann kuch padhle aage laakho log ese hi pade h idhar..meri sabse badi galti hui ki mene socha to MASS COMMUNICATION tha but then i ended up choosing BSC. AGRICULTURE jisme mera interest nahi tha lekin chalagya qki dost mere school ke jaare the mene socha me akela na pad jaau .. .
And that was the day jaha se sab kuch badalne wala tha ...college me bhi mene mimicry karke sabko hasaya mujhe apne aap ko stage pr perform krna pasnd tha ki log muje dekhenge aur taaliya bajayenge sab sochte ki Intro me kya kahenge aur mera fix tha sabko hasana hi to hai ... .
Years passed aur me college jaata raha ghar aata raha kuch nahi socha bss jesa chalra tha chal ra tha kabhi khud se koi extra efforts nahi daale kuch efforts nahi kiye qki shaayd mera interest tha hi nahi agriculture me ...Ek time tha jab mujme bohat confidence tha i felt special about myself me sochta tha ki talent hai mujme qki sab kehte bhi the ....college me anchoring krna aawaze nikalna actors ki it was all fun
. I had my u.tube channel usme b mere aaj bhi hai sabhi dost kehte h me paagal hu par jese jese me bada hua 18 saal se college gaya tha changes aaye mene videos ye sochkar daalna chorda kyuki muje khud lagne laga me bachkani harkat krrha hu ...
par me galat tha par sab kehte banaya kar mera interest usme b kam hone laga kyuki kuch dost college life me kehte GF tabhi banti h jab tum serious rehte ho aur me itna bada chutiya socha ki me ye mimicry wali harkat chordunga serious rahunga to Gf bnaegi par mene wo b kabhi nahi kia ...qki wo meri personality hi nahi thi ...GF bhi nahi bani aajtak 10th me thi ek usne b 2 hafte me bola ki it's not working haha bachpana
. 2022 me i graduated uske baad internship kuch hoti h uska pta chala agriculture field me kya kaam hota h so called HYDROPONICS ki internship ki but dhire dhire pta chala agriculture me private jobs me field work hai aur tagda field work hai din bhar dhoop ka kaam hai
aur salary 10-12k ...mene nahi kia job 15 din me company chord di aur ghar aagya mene mummy papa se kaha me private nahi kr skta ..qki agriculture private sector me u are treated as labour aur jo ki sach hai aur environment bhi aisa hi rehta h aapko majdooro k beech uthna bethna khana sab krna hota hai ...
. Par meri expectations esi nahi thi me darr gya muje kuch pasnd nahi aaya me ghar aaya aur mene kaha me government exams k liye padhunga ...
Aur gharwale b khush huye chalo kuch to socha ...but after one month mere mummy papa ki death hogyi me kayi mahino k liye kuch krne laayak nahi raha i was in trauma ki ab kya karu ..
...sab kuch achanak se badalgya from last year September me aaj tak mummy k sath tha.. papa 2020 se hi aaye the humare sath yaha humara restaurant tha lockdown me khola tha everything was good ....
. College time me bhi i never stayed outside of my state humesha ghar pr raha maa k aanchal me bahar ki duniya nahi dekhi mene ache se ...aur ab lagta hai me kuch nahi hu i am nobody aur ye bhi sochta hu kisike liye kya hi karunga jiske liye karna tha wo to ab hai nahi ....but i have a sister aur Lic aur baaki paiso se uski college ki fees jaati hai par me isolated rehta hu ....uska to hojayega kuch na kuch wo brilliant hai
. Ab mere saare sapne tuttgye kabhi sochta hu haath pair katjaate mere to sarkari naukri lag jaati disability kote me...jo meri mummy ko sapne dikhaata tha bade bade me tv pr aaunga ye wo mummy kehti mera dil kehta h ayega par ab lagta hai kahi kuch naukri miljaye to karlu ...par mera mann nahi krta kuch karne ka ...
. Der se uthta hu consistency nahi h mujhme har 15-20 din 1-2 mahine baad mera kuch aur karne ka mann krta hai kabhi padhta hu kabhi OLA chalata hu form bhare the CPO ke exam hai June last me din raat padta tha me april tak fir chord dia qki postponed hua exam to me relax hogya ab aajkal sochra hu business karu ...par 40-50000 me business b nahi ho skta ....
. Aaj security guard aur kuch ese dhundra tha job...actor banne ka khwab tha lekin reel bannane ki b aukaat nahi rahi ab kuch nhi muje pta nahi konsi chiz rokti h me sochta hu log mujhe judge karenge ki ye to chutiya hai me kuch nhi krta aajkal k iss daur me jaha sab Ai ka use krrhe h kuch kr rahe h kama rahe h aur me bss consumer bankr rehgya hu..... .
Agriculture field mujhe pasnd nahi aur ab futti kodi nahi mere pass ki kuch aur course karu ya kahi aur jaau .....ek langda aadmi bhi haath se cycle chalaakar gutka kurkure bechta h me uss laayak b nahi hu ..mazdoor b din me dhyaadi to karta h .... .
Itna bhi mat padho ki chote kaam krne me sharam aaye aur muje kisi dost se help b nahi maangni hai ...infact me ab apne best friend ka b phone nahi uthata jo 9th se lekar college tak mere sath tha aur usine meri reference b dilaai thi company me ...me apne unsuccessful hone ka ticket b uspar faadra hu ..qki usike piche mene ye course kia ..
. Par kamaane wala to 10-12 fail b crorepati hote h ..mere me hi kaabiliyat nhi hai me kisi kabil nahi hu bss bol sakta hu I AM A LOSER .....I AM A LOSER .....
Mere goals nahi h ab saare dost kuch na kuch krrhe h aur me bss calculator me khyaali nunbers daalke calculate karta hu ki itna hoga paisa to per year kitna hoga 10 saal me kitna hoga ..but present me account me 40-50000 pade h wo bhi mummy ke account me the whi hai mene to aajtak OLA chalakar 5000-6000 hi kamaye honge ....aur haa uss company se b 6600 mila tha jaha me 15 din me bhaag gya tha....
. Na computer chalana aata mujhe dhang se i am lost unsuccessful and a nobody .... Haridwar pass hi h idhar se 80km kuch nahi hua to whi ashram me chala jaunga ...
. Par me to ab bhagwan ke aage na haath jodta na kuch athiest hogya hu kya hi hua wo sab krke bhi mummy b to karti thi fir kyu nahi bachaya ...
. Shaayd mummy papa se dekha nahi jata mera aane wale kal ka ye berozgaar aur nithalapan to bhagwan ne socha ki isko chord do akela aap log ajao ...
. Ye bhi me bass likhra hu likhe jaara hu kyuki samjh nahi aara mujhe kya hai aage ka plan kya karu kya nahi darr bhi lagta h ki kya me esa hi rahunga 23 ka hogya hu par jab dekhta hu koi 27-28 ka hai aur wo b kuch nhi krrha hai to dil me sochta hu arey ye to 27-30 ka h fir b kuch nhi kar ra me to 23 ka hi hu but me b wo age me jaara hu....kabhi ye nahi sochta 19-20 saal ke bhi to laakho crore chaap rahe hai
... No expectations no action no result only regret

Hello dosto , . Me Dehradun Uttarakhand se hu lekin life me kahi nahi hu ...
Saalo beet gye par me wahi hu jaha tha mere kai dost kuch na kuch kar rahe hai magar ab unse me khud baat nahi karta shayad sharam aati h mujhe ...
Bachpan se mera koi goal nahi tha jo dusre bache kehte wo bthaadeta ki muje b yahi banna hai taaki teacher ko kuch bolkar seat pr beth jaau ...
. Lekin 12 th aane tak mere andar mimicry aur acting ka bhoot aaya 11 se 12 tak me sochta tha MR.FAREWELL banunga aur ban b gya 12 th me hahaha. Maza aaya tha.. mene 12 th k baad papa se kaha ki muje actor banna hai tab wo Mumbai me hi rehte the hotel me kaam krte the .. .
Unhone kaha ki pagal mat bann kuch padhle aage laakho log ese hi pade h idhar..meri sabse badi galti hui ki mene socha to MASS COMMUNICATION tha but then i ended up choosing BSC. AGRICULTURE jisme mera interest nahi tha lekin chalagya qki dost mere school ke jaare the mene socha me akela na pad jaau .. .
And that was the day jaha se sab kuch badalne wala tha ...college me bhi mene mimicry karke sabko hasaya mujhe apne aap ko stage pr perform krna pasnd tha ki log muje dekhenge aur taaliya bajayenge sab sochte ki Intro me kya kahenge aur mera fix tha sabko hasana hi to hai ... .
Years passed aur me college jaata raha ghar aata raha kuch nahi socha bss jesa chalra tha chal ra tha kabhi khud se koi extra efforts nahi daale kuch efforts nahi kiye qki shaayd mera interest tha hi nahi agriculture me ...Ek time tha jab mujme bohat confidence tha i felt special about myself me sochta tha ki talent hai mujme qki sab kehte bhi the ....college me anchoring krna aawaze nikalna actors ki it was all fun
. I had my youtube channel usme b mere 16k subscribers the in 2019 aaj bhi hai sabhi dost kehte h me paagal hu par jese jese me bada hua 18 saal se college gaya tha changes aaye mene videos ye sochkar daalna chorda kyuki muje khud lagne laga me bachkani harkat krrha hu ...
par me galat tha par sab kehte banaya kar mera interest usme b kam hone laga kyuki kuch dost college life me kehte GF tabhi banti h jab tum serious rehte ho aur me itna bada chutiya socha ki me ye mimicry wali harkat chordunga serious rahunga to Gf bnaegi par mene wo b kabhi nahi kia ...qki wo meri personality hi nahi thi ...GF bhi nahi bani aajtak 10th me thi ek usne b 2 hafte me bola ki it's not working haha bachpana
. 2022 me i graduated uske baad internship kuch hoti h uska pta chala agriculture field me kya kaam hota h so called HYDROPONICS ki internship ki but dhire dhire pta chala agriculture me private jobs me field work hai aur tagda field work hai din bhar dhoop ka kaam hai
aur salary 10-12k ...mene nahi kia job 15 din me company chord di aur ghar aagya mene mummy papa se kaha me private nahi kr skta ..qki agriculture private sector me u are treated as labour aur jo ki sach hai aur environment bhi aisa hi rehta h aapko majdooro k beech uthna bethna khana sab krna hota hai ...
. Par meri expectations esi nahi thi me darr gya muje kuch pasnd nahi aaya me ghar aaya aur mene kaha me government exams k liye padhunga ...
Aur gharwale b khush huye chalo kuch to socha ...but after one month mere mummy papa ki death hogyi me kayi mahino k liye kuch krne laayak nahi raha i was in trauma ki ab kya karu ..
...sab kuch achanak se badalgya from last year September me aaj tak mummy k sath tha.. papa 2020 se hi aaye the humare sath yaha humara restaurant tha lockdown me khola tha everything was good ....
. College time me bhi i never stayed outside of my state humesha ghar pr raha maa k aanchal me bahar ki duniya nahi dekhi mene ache se ...aur ab lagta hai me kuch nahi hu i am nobody aur ye bhi sochta hu kisike liye kya hi karunga jiske liye karna tha wo to ab hai nahi ....but i have a sister aur Lic aur baaki paiso se uski college ki fees jaati hai par me isolated rehta hu ....uska to hojayega kuch na kuch wo brilliant hai
. Ab mere saare sapne tuttgye kabhi sochta hu haath pair katjaate mere to sarkari naukri lag jaati disability kote me...jo meri mummy ko sapne dikhaata tha bade bade me tv pr aaunga ye wo mummy kehti mera dil kehta h ayega par ab lagta hai kahi kuch naukri miljaye to karlu ...par mera mann nahi krta kuch karne ka ...
. Der se uthta hu consistency nahi h mujhme har 15-20 din 1-2 mahine baad mera kuch aur karne ka mann krta hai kabhi padhta hu kabhi OLA chalata hu form bhare the CPO ke exam hai June last me din raat padta tha me april tak fir chord dia qki postponed hua exam to me relax hogya ab aajkal sochra hu business karu ...par 40-50000 me business b nahi ho skta ....
. Aaj security guard aur kuch ese dhundra tha job...actor banne ka khwab tha lekin reel bannane ki b aukaat nahi rahi ab kuch nhi muje pta nahi konsi chiz rokti h me sochta hu log mujhe judge karenge ki ye to chutiya hai me kuch nhi krta aajkal k iss daur me jaha sab Ai ka use krrhe h kuch kr rahe h kama rahe h aur me bss consumer bankr rehgya hu..... .
Agriculture field mujhe pasnd nahi aur ab futti kodi nahi mere pass ki kuch aur course karu ya kahi aur jaau .....ek langda aadmi bhi haath se cycle chalaakar gutka kurkure bechta h me uss laayak b nahi hu ..mazdoor b din me dhyaadi to karta h .... .
Itna bhi mat padho ki chote kaam krne me sharam aaye aur muje kisi dost se help b nahi maangni hai ...infact me ab apne best friend ka b phone nahi uthata jo 9th se lekar college tak mere sath tha aur usine meri reference b dilaai thi company me ...me apne unsuccessful hone ka ticket b uspar faadra hu ..qki usike piche mene ye course kia ..
. Par kamaane wala to 10-12 fail b crorepati hote h ..mere me hi kaabiliyat nhi hai me kisi kabil nahi hu bss bol sakta hu I AM A LOSER .....I AM A LOSER .....
Mere goals nahi h ab saare dost kuch na kuch krrhe h aur me bss calculator me khyaali nunbers daalke calculate karta hu ki itna hoga paisa to per year kitna hoga 10 saal me kitna hoga ..but present me account me 40-50000 pade h wo bhi mummy ke account me the whi hai mene to aajtak OLA chalakar 5000-6000 hi kamaye honge ....aur haa uss company se b 6600 mila tha jaha me 15 din me bhaag gya tha....
. Na computer chalana aata mujhe dhang se i am lost unsuccessful and a nobody .... Haridwar pass hi h idhar se 80km kuch nahi hua to whi ashram me chala jaunga ...
. Par me to ab bhagwan ke aage na haath jodta na kuch athiest hogya hu kya hi hua wo sab krke bhi mummy b to karti thi fir kyu nahi bachaya ...
. Shaayd mummy papa se dekha nahi jata mera aane wale kal ka ye berozgaar aur nithalapan to bhagwan ne socha ki isko chord do akela aap log ajao ...
. Ye bhi me bass likhra hu likhe jaara hu kyuki samjh nahi aara mujhe kya hai aage ka plan kya karu kya nahi darr bhi lagta h ki kya me esa hi rahunga 23 ka hogya hu par jab dekhta hu koi 27-28 ka hai aur wo b kuch nhi krrha hai to dil me sochta hu arey ye to 27-30 ka h fir b kuch nhi kar ra me to 23 ka hi hu but me b wo age me jaara hu....kabhi ye nahi sochta 19-20 saal ke bhi to laakho crore chaap rahe hai
... No expectations no action no result only regret

Hello dosto , . Me Dehradun Uttarakhand se hu lekin life me kahi nahi hu ...
Saalo beet gye par me wahi hu jaha tha mere kai dost kuch na kuch kar rahe hai magar ab unse me khud baat nahi karta shayad sharam aati h mujhe ...
Bachpan se mera koi goal nahi tha jo dusre bache kehte wo bthaadeta ki muje b yahi banna hai taaki teacher ko kuch bolkar seat pr beth jaau ...
. Lekin 12 th aane tak mere andar mimicry aur acting ka bhoot aaya 11 se 12 tak me sochta tha MR.FAREWELL banunga aur ban b gya 12 th me hahaha. Maza aaya tha.. mene 12 th k baad papa se kaha ki muje actor banna hai tab wo Mumbai me hi rehte the hotel me kaam krte the .. .
Unhone kaha ki pagal mat bann kuch padhle aage laakho log ese hi pade h idhar..meri sabse badi galti hui ki mene socha to MASS COMMUNICATION tha but then i ended up choosing BSC. AGRICULTURE jisme mera interest nahi tha lekin chalagya qki dost mere school ke jaare the mene socha me akela na pad jaau .. .
And that was the day jaha se sab kuch badalne wala tha ...college me bhi mene mimicry karke sabko hasaya mujhe apne aap ko stage pr perform krna pasnd tha ki log muje dekhenge aur taaliya bajayenge sab sochte ki Intro me kya kahenge aur mera fix tha sabko hasana hi to hai ... .
Years passed aur me college jaata raha ghar aata raha kuch nahi socha bss jesa chalra tha chal ra tha kabhi khud se koi extra efforts nahi daale kuch efforts nahi kiye qki shaayd mera interest tha hi nahi agriculture me ...Ek time tha jab mujme bohat confidence tha i felt special about myself me sochta tha ki talent hai mujme qki sab kehte bhi the ....college me anchoring krna aawaze nikalna actors ki it was all fun
. I had my youtube channel usme b mere 16k subscribers the in 2019 aaj bhi hai sabhi dost kehte h me paagal hu par jese jese me bada hua 18 saal se college gaya tha changes aaye mene videos ye sochkar daalna chorda kyuki muje khud lagne laga me bachkani harkat krrha hu ...
par me galat tha par sab kehte banaya kar mera interest usme b kam hone laga kyuki kuch dost college life me kehte GF tabhi banti h jab tum serious rehte ho aur me itna bada chutiya socha ki me ye mimicry wali harkat chordunga serious rahunga to Gf bnaegi par mene wo b kabhi nahi kia ...qki wo meri personality hi nahi thi ...GF bhi nahi bani aajtak 10th me thi ek usne b 2 hafte me bola ki it's not working haha bachpana
. 2022 me i graduated uske baad internship kuch hoti h uska pta chala agriculture field me kya kaam hota h so called HYDROPONICS ki internship ki but dhire dhire pta chala agriculture me private jobs me field work hai aur tagda field work hai din bhar dhoop ka kaam hai
aur salary 10-12k ...mene nahi kia job 15 din me company chord di aur ghar aagya mene mummy papa se kaha me private nahi kr skta ..qki agriculture private sector me u are treated as labour aur jo ki sach hai aur environment bhi aisa hi rehta h aapko majdooro k beech uthna bethna khana sab krna hota hai ...
. Par meri expectations esi nahi thi me darr gya muje kuch pasnd nahi aaya me ghar aaya aur mene kaha me government exams k liye padhunga ...
Aur gharwale b khush huye chalo kuch to socha ...but after one month mere mummy papa ki death hogyi me kayi mahino k liye kuch krne laayak nahi raha i was in trauma ki ab kya karu ..
...sab kuch achanak se badalgya from last year September me aaj tak mummy k sath tha.. papa 2020 se hi aaye the humare sath yaha humara restaurant tha lockdown me khola tha everything was good ....
. College time me bhi i never stayed outside of my state humesha ghar pr raha maa k aanchal me bahar ki duniya nahi dekhi mene ache se ...aur ab lagta hai me kuch nahi hu i am nobody aur ye bhi sochta hu kisike liye kya hi karunga jiske liye karna tha wo to ab hai nahi ....but i have a sister aur Lic aur baaki paiso se uski college ki fees jaati hai par me isolated rehta hu ....uska to hojayega kuch na kuch wo brilliant hai
. Ab mere saare sapne tuttgye kabhi sochta hu haath pair katjaate mere to sarkari naukri lag jaati disability kote me...jo meri mummy ko sapne dikhaata tha bade bade me tv pr aaunga ye wo mummy kehti mera dil kehta h ayega par ab lagta hai kahi kuch naukri miljaye to karlu ...par mera mann nahi krta kuch karne ka ...
. Der se uthta hu consistency nahi h mujhme har 15-20 din 1-2 mahine baad mera kuch aur karne ka mann krta hai kabhi padhta hu kabhi OLA chalata hu form bhare the CPO ke exam hai June last me din raat padta tha me april tak fir chord dia qki postponed hua exam to me relax hogya ab aajkal sochra hu business karu ...par 40-50000 me business b nahi ho skta ....
. Aaj security guard aur kuch ese dhundra tha job...actor banne ka khwab tha lekin reel bannane ki b aukaat nahi rahi ab kuch nhi muje pta nahi konsi chiz rokti h me sochta hu log mujhe judge karenge ki ye to chutiya hai me kuch nhi krta aajkal k iss daur me jaha sab Ai ka use krrhe h kuch kr rahe h kama rahe h aur me bss consumer bankr rehgya hu..... .
Agriculture field mujhe pasnd nahi aur ab futti kodi nahi mere pass ki kuch aur course karu ya kahi aur jaau .....ek langda aadmi bhi haath se cycle chalaakar gutka kurkure bechta h me uss laayak b nahi hu ..mazdoor b din me dhyaadi to karta h .... .
Itna bhi mat padho ki chote kaam krne me sharam aaye aur muje kisi dost se help b nahi maangni hai ...infact me ab apne best friend ka b phone nahi uthata jo 9th se lekar college tak mere sath tha aur usine meri reference b dilaai thi company me ...me apne unsuccessful hone ka ticket b uspar faadra hu ..qki usike piche mene ye course kia ..
. Par kamaane wala to 10-12 fail b crorepati hote h ..mere me hi kaabiliyat nhi hai me kisi kabil nahi hu bss bol sakta hu I AM A LOSER .....I AM A LOSER .....
Mere goals nahi h ab saare dost kuch na kuch krrhe h aur me bss calculator me khyaali nunbers daalke calculate karta hu ki itna hoga paisa to per year kitna hoga 10 saal me kitna hoga ..but present me account me 40-50000 pade h wo bhi mummy ke account me the whi hai mene to aajtak OLA chalakar 5000-6000 hi kamaye honge ....aur haa uss company se b 6600 mila tha jaha me 15 din me bhaag gya tha....
. Na computer chalana aata mujhe dhang se i am lost unsuccessful and a nobody .... Haridwar pass hi h idhar se 80km kuch nahi hua to whi ashram me chala jaunga ...
. Par me to ab bhagwan ke aage na haath jodta na kuch athiest hogya hu kya hi hua wo sab krke bhi mummy b to karti thi fir kyu nahi bachaya ...
. Shaayd mummy papa se dekha nahi jata mera aane wale kal ka ye berozgaar aur nithalapan to bhagwan ne socha ki isko chord do akela aap log ajao ...
. Ye bhi me bass likhra hu likhe jaara hu kyuki samjh nahi aara mujhe kya hai aage ka plan kya karu kya nahi darr bhi lagta h ki kya me esa hi rahunga 23 ka hogya hu par jab dekhta hu koi 27-28 ka hai aur wo b kuch nhi krrha hai to dil me sochta hu arey ye to 27-30 ka h fir b kuch nhi kar ra me to 23 ka hi hu but me b wo age me jaara hu....kabhi ye nahi sochta 19-20 saal ke bhi to laakho crore chaap rahe hai
... No expectations no action no result only regret

sorry for my bad narration
mei ek bihari hu aur bangalore mei rahetha hu , aur aapne sahi socha mere bhi papa labour hai aur meri mummy garments company mei kaam karti hai 10 tak life mei jada exposure nhi mila ,aur 11th mei mere papa ne sifarish laga ke mera admission bangalore ke one of best schools mei karvaya , parallely mera bhai 12th pass kar raha tha from bangalore's second best school ( again sifarish se)" jiska fees 1 saal ka 1 lakh hai " , 11th mei jee neet k baare mei pata chala because of competitive nature in my school and decide kiya jee prep karunga aur top iits mei jaunga aur yehi ek tarika hai meri engineering complete karne k liye without being a burden on my parents ,started studying after school hrs didn't make much friends and didnt participate in fest which where too good for a avg middle class guy
PARALLELY MERI LIFE MEI BHAUT KUCH CHAL RAHA THA mere bhai ne 11, 12 mei kuch nhi padha covid mei bus idhar udar time waste karta tha ignoring our finacial conditions aur mere papa ne gold loan le rakha tha uski fees barne k liye, fir kya mere bhai ke 12th results aaye he failed in 2 subs got 55% he attempted sucide by drinking phenyl ( drama tha aise muje lagtha hai daat se bachne k liye ) admitted in hospital, neighbours aur relative ne papa ko bhaut sunaya ki vo hamlog ko bhaut pressurize karte hai padhne k liye .
my father gave him another chance , chathe toh padhai likhai chuda ke aapne sath kaam pe laga sakthe the lekin mere papa visionary the unno suna tha bhaut se bade bade log aapne boards exams fail hoke bhi life mei bhaut kuch kar leta
mere bhai ne drop liya vaise bhi usse koi clg nhi milne wala tha iss marks pe , he started prep for NDA pata nhi kyuu knowing only 300 get selected out of 6lakh people ( he was in ncc may be he had some interest in military) since he wasnt good in academics by the time he could understand the gravity of an competive exam 6 months passed he couldnt even clear written in first attempt , but in last 6months something got into him he really started studying hard , me and my father were happy seeing it and YES miracle happens he cleared written in last attempt and started prepertion for ssb interview
since it was his last attempt my father didn't wanted to take risk and wanted best for my brother , so my brother took coaching for 2 weeks in cavilier's centre ( just for knowledge it is considered to be allen in nda coaching industry ) and again father took loan for this WHICH WAS 20K FOR 2 weeks
After few weeks he went for allahbaad which was his centre (again travelling and clothing expenses ) he some how survived the deadly first day of ssb , GOD fucking playing with my parents emotions and giving hopes for 5 days , after the 5th day he was screened out ( matlab nhi hua ) , my parents were crushed by this , but some how kept smiling thinking that there child being a 12th fail had came this far and reached till last date of SSB
by this my brother got admission in some local clg ,promised my father he will clear cds/ afcat after his 3yrs of graduation . Ye hone k baad , mere 12th start hone wala the mene decide kar liya tha dummy school karunga aur self study karunga ghar se since mera school bhaut reputed tha muje boards pe focus karne k liye force kar rahethe , mene papa ko ye sab bataya aur vo man gye even through bhaut sifarisho ke baad mera admission yeha karvaya tha
after 2 years of jee prep i scored 98.3(29jan) 97.7(8apr) and now in adv i got 110 marks (which im not statisified with) itna mei gen category koi bhi top iit nhi milegi In the mean time my brother had completed his 1st yr and lost all his motivation which he had duringhis nda prep, he does some partime job he earns 3k and spends 5k in things like good clothing and living good clg life even after confronting him he says college life never goona come again he wants to enjoy it little bit
after checking through jossa 2023 im getting ece in some teir2 nit ( not so satisfying) i always dreamed myself studying in top iit and always had this childish dream that i would sell my rank and jo paise aayenge ghar pe deke sare loan khatam kardu parents ka kaam chudha kar char saal loan se padh lunga
ADVICE chahiye now i have two options:

1. koi teir2 nit mei ece lelu aur aaram se 4saal loan se padhu (killing my dream to study at top iit) and leave my parents on there own they dont have any other source of income after than there daily work ( by the way my both the parents are in there late 40's they have some joint pains and diabetes) and i dont except my brother for some help since he has 2yrs for cds/afcat
2. drop lelu koi aachi si offline coaching se , adv mei top 500 rank liye prep karu aur aapna sapna pura karu , aab obviously iss k liye paisa chahiye and again my father being my father and is ready to give away the only asset left for me by my brother (i.e some piece of land)

my father left the decision on me says tum ko jo theek lage karo ham dekhlenge , but adviced not to drop because im already studying from 11th , studying 1 more yr might be tough and depressing
PLEASE GUYS NEEDED SOME GENUINE ADVICE

hi! im looking for friends po. mas okay rin if taga qc or ubelt area especially sa soon to be school ko (feu)
abt me: - loves cats - nagplay genshin - wrld (ikyk) - lagi kinig music hmm mahilig magexplore genre - medj kalog ganon huuhu
abt you: - malapit sa age ko like 19 - 25 - kayang sabayan kaartehan/humor ko - plus points if bading ka whahaha - funny

Blaze 3: Demonic Arc 2: Demon Trial⁵
Mitsugetanesuchiki" What will you do? You have nothing left against me. Time for me to finish this nonsense." Out of nowhere Haden punches MaXx square in the face. MaXx" What was that for?" Haden Is going to do it again but Sid blocks his fist. Haden" If you can't beat them join them. I need to be on a side where the winner resides. If you know what I mean." Haden sides with Mitsugetanesuchiki and continues fighting MaXx.
He stops then walks over to Mitsugetanesuchiki. Mitsugetanesuchiki" Now that you and I are on the same page, it's time to take those two out." Haden" Before I do that, there is something I need to get off my chest first." Haden punches him in his guts and says" Now. You're to gullible Mitsugetanesuchiki." Mitsugetanesuchiki" You got me back." Lightning Bolts appear in a barrier shape. He notices that the lightning bolt is following him. Haden" Try not to move or you'll die faster." MaXx and Sid are forming a dual Spirit Cannon. They launch it. Mitsugetanesuchiki tries to stay still but doesn't care and dies by both moves. Area turns back to normal.
Next area. Renyu Haito. Samantha is shown already in battle. She is fighting Kaganesuchiki. The Body Guard/black female. Samantha" I've just started fighting you and you're already giving me a problem. If my daughter was here, things would be more different. I don't be training like she does. But I'll do my best." Kaganesuchiki "A human like yourself isn't going to win, better yet you shouldn't even consider fighting me." Samantha " Oh I guess you'd like that." Kaganesuchiki " The less of you humans we have to deal with, the easier it'll be to take over. And besides it'll be boring if l beat you and it's over in minutes so I'll play around a bit. Well at least until I get bored."
Samantha " So you tease me. And how do you know how long I'll last. Time for you to see then." Samantha is only bluffing and stalling out util help comes. Fight starts but not a lot happens and Samantha tries to avoid any contact. Kaganesuchiki "I thought you were going to show me off. Guess you have no skils. Just like to sound tough and bold. You typical humans. You are making me bored. " She yawns. Kaganesuchiki" Lets rap this game of yours up." Fights now serious and Kaganesuchiki isn't holding back anymore. They summon their blades. Kaganesuchiki has two blades. Not twin but separate blades. Samantha's blade doesn't have power. Have a descent swordplay and a OK martial artist. Hurata Style. Kaganesuchiki uses both blades. Samantha can't keep up. She throws one of her blades(markings) but Samantha is too slow and flinches.
She falls to the ground at the same time the blade cuts into the ground. The ground shakes and crumbles. Large hole was made and no Samantha around. Kaganesuchiki" There's no way she survived that." Suddenly Samantha is shown hovering w/ Draum's arms. Eyes close, looking scared. Samantha" So this is how it's like to hover on a daily basis. And what took you so long. Tried stalling but that nearly got me killed thanks to certain good for nothing." Draum" So this is how you thank the man that saved your ass moments ago. A GOOD for NOTHING you say. How about I leave you to fend for yourself." Samantha" You wouldn't dare." Draum" Watch me. Watch my feet. I'm turning around(hovering in air) about to take off." Samantha" It was a joke." Draum" Only a good for nothing can't take a joke."
Kaganesuchiki" Enough of your bickering. I already knew she was stalling, by the way she avoided me in battle. Since you've come, give me the proper fight in which I can feast upon. I want to see what you humans are capable of." Draum" Technically I'm a cyborg. Half man half machine." Kaganesuchiki" Nice little lecture there but it won't matter." Draum shows off his abilities. He shoots off his hand but she deflects it with ease and no sword yet. Her speed is very blinding to Draum who struggles to keep up with her. During an attack, Draum fails to follow up and ends up on ground. She appears from the sky and comes down with another attack. Draum can't keep up. Her speed is hard to withstand. Draum" Her speed is impossible. I don't want to admit it but she is even faster than Eyashi. She's moving double the speed. This mess is fucking with my eyes." Draum scans the area but doesn't detect anything. He stops then regroups. Samantha" Did you find anything useful about her?"
Draum" Not a damn thing was detected. Now how in hell are we going beat her if we can't lay anything useful. But we have to beat her somehow." Kaganesuchiki" Awe look at you, still trying to figure it out. Time is ticking." As Draum blocks her punch, she spirit dashes away and he gets attacked from behind. During an attack launched by Kaganesuchiki, Draum blocks her move but she is still moving in front of him. During this, Draum was struck from behind. Draum is puzzled and knows there is a trick to her speed. She can't be this fast. Draum shoots rockets out of his hands but explodes in midair before touching her. Samantha is coming up with a plan and calls Draum over. Draum" So what did you come up with. I'm ready to hear this."
Samantha" She's fast but not that fast. There's no way she could block your attacks without moving or let alone attack from behind without motion as well. This is the work of not one but two people here." Draum" It all makes sense now. Good we know what we're dealing with but our opponent won't reveal themselves." Samantha" Lets see what happens when we get a closer view. We have to get the other person to come out. If we attack her then we'll have no choice but to see our attacker. The only way that can happen is you're going to need my help." Draum you got it." Plan is explained. Both are making their move. Kaganesuchiki" So you're starting to make a move are you. This time you're together." Draum charges his fist up and punches the air. His fist gets stuck. Kaganesuchiki" What are hitting at?" Draum tries to hit her this time but remembers to block.
Samantha appears from behind and strikes. Kaganesuchiki" It seems that you were able get a hit. You don't see that everyday and coming from you measly humans." Samantha" You can tell the other person to show themselves. The jig is up." Kaganesuchiki" Come and show yourself. They already know." She appears and looks like her. She is standing behind them. Draum" She has a clone?" Kaganesuchiki" Not a clone. We're twins. My name is Kaganesuchiki and this is my area." Reinasuchiki" And my name is Reinasuchiki. Despite being twins she is the superior half. She was able to become a Bodyguard. We are both deadly Assassins." Kaganesuchiki" We both had issues dealing with our anger. It was hard dealing with our feelings and hard getting along with people. They look at us like we're hideous monsters. Freaks, outcast. All of the above."
Reinasuchiki" Our parents were deadly Assassins. Top of their class. To be these trained killers they kept their emotions and other things in check." Kaganesuchiki" We were doomed failures and thought very little of ourselves. Nobody wanted to be our friends. We didn't care about these friends like you humans do." Reinasuchiki" When we got older, the strangest thing happened. We started getting some good luck. And here we thought our fate would be nothing. Because our family were assassins, we thought we give it a try. We even became better than our parents in such a quick time and at a young age."
Kaganesuchiki" Now you'd think that any parent who seen there children surpassed them would be happy but no not ours. They hated us! Were jealous at our quick rise to the success."(they have a clan of people/Assassin Academies/etc) Reinasuchiki" A few years later we started making friends. It all felt strange like a weird dream. But all well that ends well. One day we got up to see our friends but were killed. In fact the entire academy was killed as well. Everything we cared for dead before us. Who could have done something so horrific? We already knew the answer. It was our parents. Now you think for one second that we were going to let that slide then you must be stupid."
Kaganesuchiki" We eventually killed them but they went on about testing us to see if we had what it takes to be assassins and to kill. Whatever they say. I killed mother while Reina killed father. I was a bit more reckless than Reina. We both began to crave killing. Now we understood what mother and father were going on about. We continued to quench our thirst for blood. Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill and kill over and over again. Years later after becoming full adults, we pursed something different. Bounty hunters. During this one time, we were told to killed Kissiske. When we were hiding, he was able to sense we were there. He like our style and wanted us join his Dark Phantom group. Within that moment we agreed." Reinasuchiki" As I said before, I'm not as strong as Kagane is. She became a Bodyguard and is the fourth strongest member. Now you know everything about us. You chose the wrong opponents."
Samantha" That was quite the story you told. Everything that the both of you went through to now is insane." Draum" Even after all those people died, you killed your own parents and here you are standing strong today. I haven't crossed paths with that many females but you two are definitely up there as the baddest bitches I met. As far as the wrong opponents go, I think that Samantha and I make a good duo." Draum battles Kaganesuchiki while Samantha fights Reinasuchiki. They stepped their game since earlier. They both have blue hair. Kaganesuchiki has the blade with markings and Reinasuchiki has the other blade. Kaganesuchiki knows that Draum is defenseless and uses it for her advantage however Draum is not defenseless. He pulls out a chainsaw hand.
His body shoots off chainsaws. Moments ago Kaganesuchiki was able to cut Draum's missiles down with ease but his chainsaws are much difficult to deal with. She must use evasive maneuvers in order to keep up. Draum" It seems a certain someone is struggling." Kaganesuchiki" Can it. You sound a little too confident there. Because I don't like hiding things, this blade can cut something and make it heavy. Want to see it?" Draum" I don't think I have a choice." She sticks her weapon into the ground and that part sinks. Kaganesuchiki is unable to cut chainsaws but cuts Draum's right arm. During an attack, he tries to hit but is too slow and she spirit dashes away. His right arm is heavy and hard to fight. Reinasuchiki has a whip weapon. Resembles a sword. As she uses it, it is hard to dodge and very fast paced.
Reinasuchiki" You don't stand a chance against me now." She laughs. Reinasuchiki can also snatch her opponents towards her. Samantha runs away trying to buy time but her weapon is even able to reach. She yanks her up closer and delivers a strike. She can also yank up objects and throw it to her opponents. Samantha somehow grabs the tip but gets swung around so fast that she comes off spinning crazily. Draum catches her. As Draum gets back to his fight, he launches some chainsaws but Reinasuchiki uses her whip to steer it to toward Samantha's direction. Draum" You fool!" While distracted they both team up. Samantha" That was a cheap shot." Reinasuchiki" Hey you do what's got to be done. I'm sure you two would have done same thing."
Kaganesuchiki" Good Reina that was excellent." When Draum shoots chainsaws they are very heavy so it travels slowly. Kaganesuchiki and Reinasuchiki mix it up a bit. They're aren't fighting single opponents but who they want to fight. The whip connects on both of them. Kaganesuchiki tries cutting Draum but gets intercepted by Samantha's blade. Samantha eventually gets her leg cut. Now she's moving/limping slow. Both Draum and Samantha are getting weaker but their bodies feel funny. How will they overcome these odds. They can barely move.
Draum" What's going on with our bodies? It feels very strange." Samantha" My bodies feels light yet I was struck by her blade." Draum" Now that you mention it. I feel the same way." Draum tries to launch but can't. He tries to fight that way but can't. Draum continues to get whipped in his back while Samantha has deep flesh wounds. Samantha calls Draum over. Samantha" Our spirit energy is draining." Draum" So that's what I've been feeling. That whip has to go." Reinasuchiki" You keep impressing us. Because you keep figuring it out, it is time to step it up. I have something to show you. Now watch." The blade transforms into lv2. Has chains and is spikey.
Reinasuchiki" This is lv 2. It is more powerful." Samantha" We barely got pass your first power and now here we go again." Draum" Come on Samantha don't go talking like that." As Reinasuchiki twirls it, the ground starts to get shredded. A lot of damage done to the environment. As time passes, the weapon gets bigger and has more reach. Draum and Samantha doesn't seem to have what it takes. Kaganesuchiki sits back and watches Reina's fight. She even thinks that they will die by Reina and she won't need to fight anymore. The blade is to hard to conquer.
Draum comes up with a plan this time. His body comes apart as if he's dead. Reinasuchiki thinks that it's down to her and Samantha. However Draum appears from below. His body was in pieces then reattached himself. Draum launches chainsaws from his hands but are much faster than before. Eventually Draum's body shattered like a glass into a thousand pieces. Reinasuchiki and Kaganesuchiki both start laughing and think it's over. Draum appears from the ground but in a different spot. The same thing continues to happen. Is this some kind joke to them?" Double trouble. There are now two Draums. After one breaks, another appears. Draum steps it up a bit. More Draums appear. How is he able to keep this up. Samantha is taken out of the equation and gives her some time to think.
Reinasuchiki" How are you able to keep cloning yoursel?" Draum" These aren't your typical clones. These are my machine clones, meaning that they are all artificial. Hell whose to say I'm not the real Draum." He breaks and it continues. Reinasuchiki's foot becomes blade like. She uses her foot blades to take out a few Draums. One of the Draums charges their bodies and shoots flames out. Combustion. Draum launches rockets at Reinasuchiki but uses her foot blades to defend herself. There are more rockets but Reinasuchiki can't defend herself from all of them. She jumps into the ground and a hole/crater was made. She somehow survived. Reinasuchiki wanted to fight by herself. Draum uses the Lightning Ball technique. Haden's move. Haden's has Thunder sound effects/ Thunder Rider does to. The move is a regular move in which others can learn/ use. Draum didn't copy the move. The move is to quick to dodge so she puts her weapon in the way.
It sends her back and and damage taken. Blade is partially damaged. The clones fade away. Draum gets cut with her blade. Blade stuck in arm. Reinasuchiki uses this time to strike. She spirit dashes in front of Draum. She punches but gets block. Reinasuchiki" Why do you keep fighting? It is pointless for you human. Go ahead and die already." Draum" I was just thinking it was pointless of you to not be dead yet. Yet you have a blade piercing through you." Reinasuchiki notices Samantha's blade. Reinasuchiki" Where were you?" Samantha" You see. When Draum had his clones, you took your eyes off the prize. You were only concern with Draum which gave me enough time to rest up and wait for the right time to strike. Not even Kaganesuchiki notice my disappearance. Just like a demon, you don't think at all do you." She laughs. Reinasuchiki" Why you little....." As she falls to the ground. Slow motion scene. "Ka....gane... avenge....my...death..." Finally dies.
Kaganesuchiki's body changes emotions/ Sitting there still and enraged of her sister's death. Kaganesuchiki" You bastards killed Reina and will suffer for that. There will be no mercy on your souls. She will live on with me(low sadistic voice/crazy smile)." Kaganesuchiki eats her sister's soul. Draum" What's she doing?" Kaganesuchiki" Oh you'll find out shortly." She takes both blades and merges them together. Blade Sync.
Hands will be blue. Spirit energy. Both of the tips must touch. If done correctly, tips will glow. This means that the blades can sync into each other. Your hands will be in a clapping position. Blades are in your palm of your hands. Looks like a reverse sword summoning. While still in position, your palms/hands will spread apart. A brand new blade is unveil from your palms. There are two variations to this move. Some weapons have funny shapes so the top of the blade will have spirit energy or a completely different version. Her body has a new look. Draum" Wait. The name of that move is call Blade Sync." Samantha" We have to find a way to kill Kaganesuchiki."
Kaganesuchiki" My name is not Kaganesuchiki anymore so will ya stop calling me that. My name is now Kagareine. I like that name. It has a nice ring to it." She is harder to deal with. As Draum and Samantha attack her, it has no effect. The blade shoots off of some acid like substance. Ground caved in. The blade is way harder to conquer as well. Draum gets in the way and shields Samantha with his chainsaw. Kagareine was using an acid attack. Chainsaw melted. There doesn't seem to be a way to win. Kagareine doesn't see anything interesting in her opponents. Going for the kill. She sticks her blade into the ground and it burns through. Corrosive acids destroy the area. There is no escaping. Kagareine laughs. Draum and Samantha are not dead but were saved by Sammael. They are floating on a green force field.
Kagareine" You keep meddling with me. (Senses he's demon) Ah you must be that Sammael guy then that makes you a trader. Look at what those vile humans did to you. They tainted you." Sammael" No you got it all wrong malady. I chose to aid the humans. This one guy named Eyashi was willing to ask questions rather than beat me up because I was a demon. The humans had something to live for but I was spawned as a soldier. Nothing to live for. Just do what you were told to do. Not having a goal. This is what the humans taught me. They gave me a reason to live on. The humans are not bad the way we make them out to be. Since I joined the humans, I don't have to worry about doing anything I don't want to. I get to make my own decisions unlike you. You're just another demon slave who must do what your master wants or else. That life isn't for me anymore."
Kagareine" That was quite the babbling. I didn't know you could talk on and on about nothing. Do you believe in what you just said? Don't be foolish. I follow orders because it's our job to do so. Here on the Surface World people have jobs to. Were you expecting not to find a job and just be a free man. How long do you think that will last?" Sammael" That's not what I meant." Sammael wants Samantha to step out of the fight. Sammael's special is he can use green force field/barriers. Can't use as often or will burn out spiritit energy. Draum and Sammael use team tactics. Draum handles the front while Sammael handles the rear. Kagareine isn't using the swords power. As Kagareine comes close to attacking Draum, Sammael uses his forced field to move/ to save him. Draum was hovering. Sammael summons his weapon. Looks like a green lightSaber. Kagareine uses her bade power but doesn't work. What's going on here?
Sammael" There's a reason why it took me awhile to get here. When I came here earlier, I saw those two fighting you. I was going to stay but I wasn't prepared for battle yet. When I saw you use that acid powered blade, I needed to get something for this occasion.(A scene shows Sammael talking to a swordsman/blacksmith) Now has an acid proof blade." Kagareine" You think you're smart you son of a bitch. Trying to one up me do you?" Regardless of the blade's resistance to acid he is still outmatched. Time passes. Draum is running away from her avoiding being hit. Draum is on the ground, crawling away. It seems Draum doesn't have much left. Sammael is getting a breather in. Draum has his hands planted firmly on the ground(grasping the round). Kagareine has a sneaky look. About to take her time killing/walks over slowly. Draum raises his head, smiling. What's he up to?
Chainsaw sounds heard. Chainsaws slowly emerge from underground.There is no escaping. She has enough time to maneuver around. She spirit dashes around. Sammael uses his barrier so she is most definitely trapped. Somehow Kagareine has survived. Earlier, Reinasuchiki jumped into the ground and Draum launched a rocket at her. This is where she was hiding. Draum put all he had into that attack. Kagareine charges at draum but Sammael gets cut. Kagareine" Are you really trying to sacrifice yourself for a human?" Sammael" If I die to you at least I died protecting something I care about." Sammael brings up that beating Reinasuchiki is nothing if we can't beat her. Out of nowhere, her voice becomes Reinasuchiki's. Starts acting like her as well.
Samantha yells out call Kaganesuchiki's name. Draum and Sammael catch on to it and do so. They call both names. Body begins shifting. Kagareine's voice is a combination of the both of them while fused. The others were able to attack even Samantha. She can't tame both sides so she spits out other soul. Kaganesuchiki is back. She isn't as strong as before and the others find openings. Sword still fused. Fusion took a toll on her body and she's slowing down. She uses her Demon Form. Has spikes on body and is flexible just Draum's body. She uses her arms and they get tangled with Draum. Tug of war. She is pretty strong and others assist. She is much stronger and pulls them over. Kaganesuchiki's arms are tentacle like and has more tentacles.
She uses her body like a trap and sinks into the ground. Kaganesuchiki's tentacles slowly come off. She goes for a a yanking maneuver on Samantha but as she yanks her closer, the tentacles disappear and Samantha cuts her. Demon Form wears off. The entire time they only got lucky. They don't have anything useful left. Kaganesuchiki" This was a very fun little game. You humans played your role nicely but in the end it all comes down to this." Sammael" As I said I'd give my life for you guys." Draum" You shouldn't talk like that. And besides I'm not done yet. I'll fight to the very end." Samantha" Same here. Let's continue this fight. Give it what we have." Draum has arms are out forward and tries to launch but can't do to a lack of spirit energy. As Samantha fights, she gets sloppy and loses (drops)her blade. When Kaganesuchiki's and Sammael's sword clashes, hers breaks and unfuses. Both blades are broken. She is defenseless but still manages to beat the three of them. Sammael's sword eventually breaks.
Samantha" (talking to Draum)Draum is there something wrong? What's with that look?" Draum" The whole time we've managed to get this far against her. We even survived her Demon Form. But right now we need enough spirit energy to win. I want you both to take care." Sammael" What are you talking about dammit! What the fuck are you plotting?" Draum turns his attention to Kaganesuchiki. Draum" Kaganesuchiki. There's only one to kill you. It'll cause me my life, in the process. I'm putting my body on Self Destruction." Kaganesuchiki laughs. Kaganesuchiki" He's clearly bluffing aren't you. You don't have enough spirit energy and trying to pull one on me. That's a good one." She laughs. Draum" I wouldn't be laughing if I were you. I want you two to get the hell out of here, Sammael and Samantha. Run as far as you can(they do)." Draum wishes them luck. He wasn't expecting himself to meet a demon that befriended them on his journey. Despite not knowing him for that long, he stills has a bond with Sammael.
Sammael uses his last amount of spirit energy on a barrier force field. Kaganesuchiki and Draum are trapped in. Draum charges his body up and a ticking sound is heard. Bomb starts or Kaganesuchiki hits him then it starts. Body turns red and dispatches. The chest is all there is. The chest is the bomb. Kaganesuchiki panics and spirit dashes around. The barrier wears off and an explosion occurs, super effective. Crater was made. Kaganesuchiki and Draum are no where to be found. The area turns back to normal. Samantha and Sammael both mope. They both say a few words. Draum's voice is heard and they look up thinking he's in Heaven. Draum" I'm not up there, I'm right behind you." As they turn around, they see that he's just a head. When Draum dispatch his body, he only had a limited amount of time. His other parts got destroyed. The only reason that Draum is here is because the barrier faded away at the right time. A second late then he'd be dead. His body will regenerate but slower than usual. They are all happy. "To Be Continued"
Note-I wanted to find a scientific way to get rid of her acid powered blade but I couldn't. I came up with a cheap way to rid the blade. It felt really unrealistic to have an acid proof blade made by a blacksmith and just in time as well. I was trying to get the fight over with and was stuck with it.

Since this is my favourite sub and I feel more closer to the people here than anywhere else, I wanted to tell you something heartfelt. As a senior or as big brother, you can choose to take or ignore this advice.
Abhi you all are young and working hard to make your career and be successful. Don’t stop. Keep working hard. Win over failures. Everything will change soon BUT jab kabhi bhi bade aadmi ban jaoge na bas ek cheez ka dhyan rakhna. Yahi ki andar na ego mat aane dena. Degree badi hogi lekin insaaniyat se bda kuch nahi hota. Never ever stop being humble. Paisa, shohrat, daulat sab aa jayega lekin jab jaoge duniya se kuch bhi nahi bachega. Ye jo Zindagi hai na bht halki phulki si hai mere dost, bas zimmedaariyan bojh ban jaati hain.
Spend time with your parents, smile without any reason, eat good food, take that trip you wanted, help poor and needy people, be kind to them. Dekhna kaise unki ek smile tumhare andar changes layegi. Asal ameeri ye hoti hai. Ghar bangla gaadi toh sab le lete hain, tum bhi loge ek din jald lekin bas wo guroor ko apne se bada nahi hone dena. Remember from where you started, from where your parents started, what sacrifices you and they made.
Maanta hun tum kahoge bolna aasan hai and all but trust me life is what we make it. Bhul jayenge log tumhare marne ke kuch dino baad. Bas photo latki hogi ghar mein aur tab wo daulat kuch bank accounts mein reh jayegi bas kaagaz ban ke.
Jis din tumhari kitaboon ka bojh halka hoga, zindagi bhaari ho jaayegi.
Bas yahi kehna tha. Haar mat manna. Lage raho. Sabr aur shukar. Aur ek sher tum sabke naam :
Sabr ka raasta mushkil zaroor hota hai lekin
Sabr Krne walo ki manzil bohat khoobsurat hoti hai

Solved examples se sidha uthke questions aate hain (easy aate hain), vo complex questions jo hote hain NCERT ke bade bade, usme se ek chhota sa part uthake question daal dete hain NEET level ka.
Pichle saal bhi aaye the, iss saal bhi aaye hain.
NCERT tumhari maa , baap , bhagwan sab hai. dhang se padhlena bkl(s)

Pw claimed 90 marks ka paper unke notes se aaya tha : JEENEETards
1) Manta hu har sawal notes se match kr raha... Teaching ke bare mai bhokne ki aukat nahi meri
2) PW ko criticise koi nahi krta tha kabhi bhi. PW se pdhne wale baccho ko krte the... Abhi jaise ye 90 marks ka adv from PW notes wala chiz aa gaya, ab har pw ka banda chai ki tapri pe jake yeh hee bhokta rahega aur cope krega ki uska bhi nikal jayega sirf lecs dekh ke pw ke... lauda pure din edits dekh ke toh hilata h.
3) Agent 247 ne modules ke bare mai bolna chalu kiya tha fir badmein flow flow mai aur bhok diya... Dekha jaye sab chutiye h but 2nd point wale sabse bade hote h...
4) Insablogo se bada chutiya mai hu joh JEE adv ke baad bhi ye likhra hu
Toh at the end of the day, PW ko jis chiz pe criticse krte the(unki janta) usko bhulo mat... decisions hamare sahi hee the bas bhul gaye ham log...