Neend mai chodha

kisi bhi chiz me mann nhi lag rha, pehle physics karne me maza aata tha wo nhi aa rha, maths boring lag rhi hai, chemistry bhul jaa rha hu(ioc), khane me koi interest nhi hai, nahane me koi interest nhi hai, sirf pani peeta hu, meetha khaya fir bhi kuch nhi hua, reddit kholta hu but mann nhi lagta isiliye band kar deta hu, kal mai ~10min tak khali diwar ko dekhta rha mere dimag me kuch nhi chal rha tha bas khali khali sa lag rha tha, kisi bhi chiz me interest nhi rha, sota hu aur thaka hua uthta hu, neend aati hai jab puri tareh se thak jaata hu, apne room(family room basically mummy aur behen idhar hi rehte hai mostly) se bahar zyada nhi jaata hu, baat krne ka mann nhi krta, kuch bhi nhi karne ka mann karta, burnout hogaya tha 1 week pehle lekin mujhe laga mai fir theek ho gaya ab toh pata nhi kya hogaya kuch bhi nhi karna, aisa lagta hai ki jeete hue mar gaya hu bas 4 din aur exam kaisa bhi jaye bas pata nhi kya hoga lekin uske baad shayad better feel karu kya pata waise bhi zyaada accha nhi jaega lol mocks wagera bas eh jaate hai acche aaye ya bure aaye ab toh kuch feel hi nhi hota kafi exams hagg chuka hu

25tard from west india and had joined a renowned coaching which had opened last year, was a self study guy, i didn't went to any coaching or tuition from nursery,
maine join kiya aur mereko weekend comfortable nahi lga, neend aajati class mei itne exhaustive classes hoti, mai apne ko thappad maar deta randomly neend aati to, but nahi huya to mai weekday chla gya, as coaching was far from my home (took atleast 45 minutes to go) i didnt wanted to go, as the money i spent to go there wasnt worth it, to maine 3 mahine pehle coaching chhod di ( though unhone 2L pehle hi le liye the 2 saal ke, iske liye alag taunting mil rahi hai, but yes not a problem at this point, i know money matters but it was better than crying on the result day) to mujhe realise huya ki coaching se to nahi hi hone wala mera, inka planner dekha maine aur inke speed dekhi to mera doubt conifrm ho gya ki inse padh ko mera to nahi hi hoga, to mai ab self kar rha hoon, and ngl i need cut down some procrastination, rest is fire, idk if i fail i will be balmed, if i succeed (hop so) i would never ever look back to any coaching mf, i feel really confident on myself after leaving that shitload of hectic hell, but if i am wrong please tell me, because it has been over a year, and i have seen no improvement, i studied but marks werent coming, but from self i gave a mock or two, and it boosted my confidence
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ek do dino se nightmares aa rhe raat ko, pehli baar ho rha hai aisa. abhi bhi isi wajah se neend khuli aur ab darr lag rha hai sone mein.
exactly yaad nahi reh rha kya dikh rha hai, par death ke baare mein bohot kuchh hai. ek baar kisi ocean mein thi mai, idk. jab aa rhe hai uske baad neend khul rahi hai aur chest mein dard ho rha hai. ek baar rote rote neend khuli.
idk kyu aa rhe hai, par last 1-2 mahino mein meri mental health bekar ho chuki hai. heartbreak, cousin ki death, loneliness, etc. parents ko nahi bata sakti, i tried par wo nahi samajh rhe. usually kisi friend se baat kar leti hu distract karne ke liye, par ab sab soye hai to yaha aa gayi distraction ke liye.
idk kyu post kar rhi, needed to get it off my chest ig. advice hogi to de do, i do need friends anyway.
ji haa mai subah jaldi uthke walk karti hu, paani peeti hu, socialise karti hu, to aisi advice mat hi dena😭

i thought maths and economics mere strong subjects hai and I was aiming for 100%ile in both cuz chemistry is super weak and english aur gt to bhai unpredictable hai. magar kal NTA ne aukaat dikha di. sab kuch perfect tha. invigilators ache the, omr filling ke liye 10 mins diye the, frisking process smooth tha, classroom mei proper ventilation thi, the clock was set right and i still fucked up so badly. eco mei maine sirf 2022 and 2023 ka paper attempt kiya tha and acha score aa raha tha full aa rahe the so i thought ki exam mei bhi i'll be able to score decent. magar bhai itni dates? like i wasnt expecting itne factual questions bro. but jaise taise maine 40 attempt kardiye and ig mere 6-7 galat hai. so eco se to kuch ummeed nahi hai ab. fir maths ke exam mei sirf 27 attempt kiye JUST 27. maine exam dene ke baad gaadi mei aake try kiya ki aur questions solve kar paa rahi thi ya nahi and BRO I COULD SOLVE 6 QUESTIONS IN JUST LIKE 7 MINUTES. imagine mujhe bas 7 minutes aur mile hote i couldve easily attempted 33 questions. magar no. luck has a huge role to play too. ho sakta hai bahot bacho ko emotional drama karke extra time milgaya ho magar i was too drained atp. mera centre was literally delhi-haryana border pe which is about 50 kms from my house. my dad drove me all the way to that place even tho unko recently stitches lage the unke haath pe. and uske baawjood all i did was fuck things up. what im most upset about is how ive disappointed my parents. theyre not upset because mera exam bura gaya, because they know ki maine mehnat kari thi lekn what hurt them most is that i didnt listen to them-unhone clearly bola tha ki kam se kam cuet jaise exam mei where everything is based on how efficient you are, you should get proper sleep taaki your mind is fresh and you dont get anxious during the exam. magar i stayed up all night. moreover, mera eco ka exam was from 10-11 am and fir seedha 5:15-6:15 was maths ka exam. so beech mei 6 hours ka break tha. papa especially booked an ac room in a nearby hotel just so that meri neend poori ho sake cuz maths mei you really need an efficiently working brain. magar no. mai fir bhi un 6 hours mei padh rahi thi. and maine uska result dekh liya. ye end moment ki padhaai doesnt help at all especially cuet jaise exams mei. this aint boards. ho sakta hai agar maine proper rest le liya hota to kam se kam eco aur maths dono mei 4-5 questions aur kar liye hote. which means about 20-25 marks. and ye 20-25 marks ki importance mujhe tab realsie hogi jab mujhe kisi ache college mei admission nahi milega. north campus to gaya mere haath se. i fucked up real bad. i hate myself.

Sorry for posting this I know this is not the right time or the right place to post this but pls yaar bohot dino se vent karna tha. It starts in 2020 I met this girl on discord hum dono bohot acche dost bann Gaye and vo mujhse ek saal choti thi tab mai chutiya tha Sigma ka 14 Banta tha and misogyny bhi karta tha taaki cool lagu but still vo mujhse acche se baat karti thi hum voice calls pe bhi baat karte the. She even used to share her pics (not those ones) but I never did since I was never comfortable sharing pics with someone whom I met online , mujhe bharosa nai tha.
In 2021-22 I left discord. 1-1.5 saal usse baat nahi Hui thi and mujhe uski yaad bhi nahi aati thi uss time because I used to spend most of my time playing cricket with my friends and studying so kaafi acchi thi life.
2023 mai boards dediye and installed Instagram in my summer vacations she was in my friend list and she again stated talking to me kaafi wholesome moment tha for me since after lockdown meri female interaction zero hogayi thi and she was the only one female friend of mine. We used to do voice calls daily even zoom calls sometimes (yeah she once saw my pic from my highlights mai vo pic remove karna bhul gya tha) so isliye ab I was comfortable with her. By every passing day we got more and more close. She even started flirting with me and later she used to share everything with me like she even used to discuss about how much pain she has to bear when she's on periods and other things.
She is SoBo/South Delhi type of girl and lives on a 3hr driving distance from my place. She is loaded as fuck but still she used to talk to me. I never had guts to confess my love for her which I had from the last 4 years because she was way out of my league. Long Hairs , fair skin color , chubby, and mesmerizing eyes. Some days came where she was busy so I couldn't talk to her literally mujhe raat ko neend nahi aati thi.
And finally it happened, she stopped responding to my messages and just used to give short replies like ok , emoji etc. I knew it was over for me ,she completely stopped talking to me and so I did and many days later she unfollowed my ig but didn't removed me from her followers but due to ego issues I unfollowed her. And I was like fuck that shit I'll study hard land at a good college and will make gf but guess what I studied well for few months but later I started stalking her ig again her account was public so I used to watch her stories from a website.
She seemed to be happy in her life chilling with her irl friends and going on vacations with her parents ( her parents are too cool ) , while I just used to watch those stories and think about it the whole day. I stopped doing that but even now when I study or when I try to sleep I get thoughts about her and think that where did I go wrong

its gonna be a long trauma dump.
im 19f, appeared in 12th this year, this would be my first drop. vaise to iss sun pe lurker rehti thi, aaj laga maybe kuch bol hi du to atleast relief rahega kisko dhang se bataya to. vaise to life meri bekar nhi hai overall dekha jaye to. yaha pe logo ka padho bc achhi lagne lagti hai life, and phir agle din vahi rr.
i was five almost, jb mere nana ne pehli baar mujhe touch kiya tha. mummy papa ka office rehta tha and bhaiya ka school to akele chhodne ki jagah nana ko bula lete the vo log ki mera dhyaan rakhe. achha dhyan rakhe the (apna lolzzz). now that i think about the movements and the way he'd shake afterwards, pyare nanaji was most probably cumming in his dhoti holding his five year old granddaughter on his thigh. (i mean, ladke shayad better jaane, kabhi kisi se detail mein puchha nhi iss baare mein. after it had got some action and y'all are ejaculating, do you guys like, freeze for a bit a breathe hard? agar nhi to im sorry for the wrong allegations). anyways that happened for a while. uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nhi. tbh ye bhi nhi yaad tha, until 3-4 saal pehle jb i read a similar scene in a book and ye yaad aaya phir shock mein chali gayi. had two beautiful frnds jinko bataya iss baare mein and they tried to help me out as best as they could. andar se ye bhi lagta tha ki mummy ko kabhi pata bhi chala to nahi manengi, isiliye parents se thoda grudge rehta tha and ladti jhagadati rehti thi.
fast forward to present, mai apne best friend ke saath relationship mein aa gayi and slowly but surely, he made a great impact on my relationship with my family. like uski uske parents ke saath achhe relations hain and ladka bhi sahi hai (haa pyar krti hu usse, mar jaungi ek din) to convince kr liya mujhe ki mere parents bhi pasand krte hain mujhe. and tb se mere relations meri family ke saath significantly improve hue. i even started to trust them.
to kya hai na, mummy and nana ki jamti nhi hai (he's neither a good husband nor a good father), isiliye mummy unse baat nhi krti. ek din recently mummy unhi ke baare mein upset thi and maine mummy se bol diya ki "uss aadmi se to mujhe nafrat hai. royi hu bestfriend ko batate hue" and mummy was like mujhe batao but mana kar di ki abhi nhi.
agle din she came to me and said ki unhe raat mein neend nhi aa rahi thi ye sochte hue ki aisa unhone kya kar diya ki I don't trust her but trust my frnds? phir bohot bolne pe mai unhe puri baat bata di (utni detail mein nhi obviously) and she was very supportive. boli ki "maa baap important hote hain par bachcho se zyada nhi. mai to vaise bhi unhe ghar na bulati but ab to sawal hi nhi uthata. shakal nhi dekhungi unki". and mai apne room mein aake rone lagi ki maine apni maa ko galat samjha ki vo mujhpe yakeen nhi karengi.
then agle din, i think jb mai ghar pe nhi thi tb mummy bhaiya ko ye baat batayi and he told her abt how once i confessed to him i was a lesbian (bisexual boli thi but lauda hai), and pata nhi kaise, mummy ko convince kr doya ki im making this whole story up for sympathy and to seem cool.
mummy aayi and mujhse boli ki "tum jo batayi ho, vo sach mein hua hai ya jo tum ghatiya books padhti ho, uski vajah se dimag mein baitha li ho ki mere saath bhi kuch galat hua hai?" and phir asked me abt that lesbian wala and told me ki inhi sab vajah se my face has lost its innocence and mai kuch nahi kar paayi hu. kaise i didn't deserve the marks i got in boards and sabka entrance exam tha but sab ek event mein aa rahe the but tumne kuch padha nhi tha isiliye nhi aayi (true but jisko neet dena hota vo aise bhi na aata). and how she feels ashamed and unsafe to go out with me varna i would wander off with "bhaiya log". that other girls of my age look smart and innocent and good even of they're fat. and gori ladkiyo ka chehra nhi pink hai, but you have yellowish tone and you never look smart, tumhare andar vo cheez hi nhi. she ended her speech with, "tumhari vajah se maine apne baap ko galat samjha. agar tum jhoote ilzam laga rahi ho to uska anjam dikhega." and then very lightly said, as if she didn't believe it, "aur agar mere baap ne kuch kiya hoga to bhagwan batayenge."
since that day, i haven't been able to look at my family the same way. the love, trust and respect i had for them seems gone. uss din ke baad mummy achhe se baa ki but bhul nhi paa rahi unn words ko. isse pehle bhi aisa bohot kuch boli hain vo jo bura laga tha but ye Dil tod diya. i can't believe my first heartbreak is from my mother itself.
isse pehle bhi she'd questioned my character. mai maanti hu, mai chutiye bachchi thi. nhi samjhti thi kuch. school bus mein achhe bhaiya log mile the to sabko achha samajhti thi and apne age ke logo se ghul mil nhi paati thi. isiliye almost got tricked by a senior jo uss time 11th mein the (i was in 6th, koi dost nhi tha to attention ki bhukhi rehti thi). uske liye mummy branded me as "characterless". I WAS IN SIXTH, NHI PATA THA MUJHE KUCH. phir ek baar humlog kahi gaye the and mummy dusri seat pe chali gayi mujhko leke jbki meri dost pichhe ki seat pe thi. i tried going to her to uss time to mummy bas gusse se dekhi but ghar aake boli ki how im such a bad daughter, achhe ghaf ki ladkiya sirf apne mummy papa ke paas rehti hain but tumko to matakna rehta hai. tumhare jaisi ladkiyo ko characterless rehte hain, kisi ki nhi hoti hain. (this was in class 9th).
ho sakta hai mai apna side leke dekh rahi hu isiliye mai khud ko sahi samajh rahi. but galti kya ki maine ye to koi achhe se explain karo???
recent ye nana wala batane ke baad to bas yahi manati hu roz bhagwan se ki maar daale mujhe. sach nata rahi, jb dekhega na koi sirf meri mummy papa aur bhaiya ko saath mein, to itne perfect lagte hain. and mai manhoos ki yarah aa jaati hu beech mein. (mumma thinks ki mera chehra normal rehne pe mahoos lagta hai, i should be smiling har samay varna apni life barbaad ke dungi aisi shakal bana ke).
marne ka ya relapse krne ka (i used to self harm) roz mann krta hai, but apni best friend aur apne bf ke baare mein sochke ruk jaati hu. sach mein doni pagal pyaar krte hain mujhse. bestfriend ki life already laudi ho rakhi hai, aur nhi pareshan krna, bf ki life mein pehle hi bohot trauma the, ab badhane ka mann nhi. i promised him I'd helo him heal.
ab 15 aur 16 ko cuet hai but padha nhi hai kuch and pata nhi kaise niklega. nikalka bhi zaruri hai varna home life aur fucked up ho jaayegi plus ghar se niklungi to insabme dimag nhi lagega.
samajh nhi aa raha kaise padhu ab, aakhiri din bacha hai, sab kuch padha hai but revise krna hai. idk bhai, higheay sach mein sundar lagne laga hai (srsly)
edit: aaj matashree ko therapy de rahi thi. and pata chala she has shit communication skills and she meant to say ki hopefully ye sab mera vehem hai but boldi kuch aur. and batayi mumma bhaiya bhi bola ho sakta hai vehem ho but he cried when he first heard it. matashree se phir ladi khub ki baat nhi krne aata achhe se ro rahi hu kb se. tumlogo ke comments+ mummy se baat krke jo relief Mila hai na, thankyou yaar. literally verge of suicide se happy kr diye ho.

Is it just me who can't function without 9-10 hours of sleep? Mtlb din mai 3-4 cup coffee bhi pi lo tbhi neend aati hai bhaynkar. Sleep schedule bhi theek thaak hai aur diet bhi

aaj nibha (meri masi ki beti) ne poocha, didi wo purana ghar kaisa tha...apne kaam me vyast maine bina kuch soche smjhe pooch liya ''konsa purana ghar''
nibha: aree whi ghr jiski baithkr aap, mama, tanmay bhaiya, ansh bhaiya, aashi didi baat krte the.....
uss samay, mai bhool gyi apne saare kaam ke baare me aur maano samay yatra krke 2014 ki garmiyo ki chutti me pahuch gyi.......nani ke ghr ki gali me pahuchte hi, mann me bada kathin aur gambhir sawal aa jaata tha.....ki ghr me mukhya darwaze se andar jaau ya fir bade nana ji ki baithak wale ya fir chawk wale ya fir gaaye (cow) ke kamre wale darwaze se..........uss 8 saal ki saumya ke chote se dimag me itni badi samasya........toh socha chawk wale darwaze se andar jaakr sbko aashcharyachakit kr deti hu......ghar me pravesh krte hi sbko namaste bolne ke baad......mama ko dhoondne ka karyakram shuru ho jaata tha.......mama ko itne saare kamro me se dhoondna koi aam baat thodi naa hoti hai......fir mama ke saath computer pr games khelna.....aur sbse kathin kaam aansh aashi ki rah dekhna, unka intezaar krna,,, maano bichde hue premi ka intezaar krna.....roz raat ko khaana khaate hi, mai aur mama teeno baccho ko neeche chorr kr chatt pr bhaag jaate the aur to aur chatt ke darwaze ko band kr dete the......kyuki uss darwaze ko kholna koi aasaan karya nhi hai.....ye teeno uss darwaze ko neeche se pakad pr kheechte the.......aur hum dono upar khade hokar jaal me se inhe dekhkr bohot hasa krte the.......pr ye hasi zyada der tk nhi chlti thi iss hasi ke baad hume daat bhi khaani pdti thi.....fir raat ko sone ke liye sbki khaat (foldings) bichana aur unn khaato pr chaddar aur takiye bichane ka kaam mera aur mama ka tha...aur aashi ka kaam tha nani ke saath sone ke liye ladne ka, nahi nahi usko nani se zyada pyaar nhi tha, nani raat ko haath wala pankha istemal krti thi.....raat ko nana ji ke so jaane ke baad hum sb anushka didi aur unke bua ke baccho se hasi mzak krte the, anushka didi ka ghr humare ghr ke saamne wala hi tha......fir jaise hi nana ji ki aankh khulti toh hume aur daat khaani pdti,,,,,yhi sb krte krte subah 5 bje chatt pr macchar aa jaate the......jaise taise adhuri neend se uthkr park jaane ke liye tyaar hote the hum sb.....pr us adhuri neend me bhi kbhi thakaan mehsoos nhi hui........park se aate hue ganne ke rass peena,,,, aur ghr aakr nashta krte hi chinki masi ke bistar pr so jaana, aaj jha poore bistar pr akele aaram nhi milta uss samay ek single bed pr hum 5 bacche bohot shaanti se so jaaya krte the.....aur chinki masi, wo bechari kursi pr baith kr soti thi.....sach me....bohot pyaara tha purana ghr.....holiday homework ke naam pr sirf aur sirf baatein krna........nahane ke liye bathroom nhi chawki ka istemaal krte the hum bacche.....poora samay handpump pr latke rhna.....storeroom me chipkali se bachte bachate sabun nikaal kr laana.......jhaadu se phle seediyo pr saare joote chappal kone me lgana.....ladai ho jaane pr sb baccho ko alag alag kamro me bitha diya jaata tha.......porra din chutki masi aur divya masi ka wait krna......dophhar me sone ki jagah cartoon dekhna......purane ghr jaisa koi ghr dobara nhi bn skta.......inhi sb vicharo me khoyi thi ki tbhi nibha ne yaad dilaya ki aap apna kuch zaroori kaam kr rhi thi!!!!!

Mere school mai Mother's Day ki practice karai jaa rahi hai jisme mostly 11th class ke bacche hain jiski wajah se class mai koi padhai seriously nahi ho rahi hai, school jake time waste ke siwa or kuch nahi ho raha hai, mai apne parents se keh rahu ke school jake neend kharaab hoyegi or time waste hoga isse behtar mai ghar pe padhlu lekin woh meri baat nahi maan rahe, please help.

Bohut din Sai thek said neend nahi aaraha hai raat 3 hone ka baad so Raha hu and 12 ko uth raha hu . Pura sleep schedule kharab hai and due to this mara padhai nahi ho raha hai . I also have an addition to p**n which I am not able to control. Even though Mai jee 2025 ko dunga mind Mai tension aajata hai ki agar fail hokar mara family ka pura Paisa waste kar raha hu . Also have thought like killing my self but don't wanna tell anyone about this especially my parents pls give me advice

Maine 2023 mai NEET first attempt dia tha. I got 240 Marks. But I was really motivated ki drop lunga aiims wagera phodunga. Aur pw ke tests mai Marks bhi ache aare the then around November our family faced a major problem jiski wajah se sabko alag alag rehna pada. Mai tension ki wajah se padh nahi paya aur December and jan dono waste hogaye then maine Feb se dobara pace pakadne ka try kia lekin mid Feb mai papa phone karke kehte hai ki hamara dog nahi raha(mai 3 din tak toh soo ni paya). I really loved him and he was no more. My mind was really fucked up. Saari family alag hogai upar se my dog. Feb bhi barbaad. Fir maine march se taiyaari karne ki sochi lekin itna syllabus tha backlog dekh ke meri gaand fat gai aur tension and anxiety ki wajah se padh nahi paya. Ghar walo ko umeed thi ki iss dikkat mai kam se kam kuch toh achi news mile. My mother even took fast every Monday. Jab aaj NEET deke aaya toh aukat dikh gai sirf 300 Marks ka hi hopaya. Mujhe iss wakt itna bura lagra hai. Mere itne ache parents ki umeed par maine paani fer dia(They are literally best,and I really love my family). Pata nahi lekim guilt ki wajah se mujhe neend bhi ni aari. The worst year of my life till now. Support ke liye koi aas paas hai ni. My father didn't say anything to me but I knew he was sad lekin fir bhi bola ki next year pakka nikal lega tu. Mujhe dikkat ye hai ki bc mere self confidence ke lode lage hue hai. Apne aap mai bhot incompetent feel kar ra hu. Ye dar lag ra hai ki agar ye drop bhi bekar chala gaya toh mai kya karunga.kya hoga mera. Bhot zada suicidal feelings aari hai and we are a middle class family toh we can't afford lakhs for offline coaching. Bc man kar ra hai ki chat se kuud Jau.
Pls help

Ik dumb question but concentration pe affect hoga toh nahi na. Mai generally raat ko pita hu agar jaagna hota hai toh, waise toh 2-5 me itna mocks practice kar liye hai neend aani nahi chahiye but still pi lu kya 12-1 baje ke as pas?

Hello bhaiyas and didis of reddit, I am your junior now preparing for jee 2026 and there were a few questions I would like to ask that stayed in my mind even after reading through the wiki, etc. (also holy fuck so many resources in one place this is like a gold mine, tyvm for all seniors) Before asking my questions, I would like to provide some context about myself :- 1) A decent student who has scored fairly well ranging between 85% to 95% in his exams till 10th and has performed quite well in extra curricular activities (ik this doesnt matter but chhota sa flex krne do na 😎) 2) I have taken allen digital coaching program and it seems to be going fairly well till now, it has been almost a month since classes began and I am liking it thus far.
Now, the questions I have are -:
1) Apna time kaise efficiently manage karu? (abhi lagbagh 6-7 ghante neend, 5 ghante class, 5-6 ghanta question aur revision daily krta hu par fir yaha pe kai saare seniors ke short notes ke recommendation dekh kar socha ki mai bhi krunga par abhi 12-13 ghante classes jodkar padhai mai lagana abhi meri limit se bahar hai (time ke saath hopefully limit increase hojayegi par tab tak kya karu)
2) Agar kisi concept ko coaching ke sir ke samjhaane ke baad bhi na samjhu toh fir uss specific concept ke liye kiske lecture dekhu? (aisa abtak hua toh nahi but asking just incase)
In the end, thank you for helping me with these questions I have if you do end up responding and dua do ki jee 2026 mai drop ki naubat na aaye aur NTA mere L na laga de 🙏

Bhai yeh cbse date vi nahi deti , to rumours vi chalte rehte. Bsdk neend nahi ati ab itni tension hoti haar Roz. Mai ghut ghut ke jinda hu bhai. Ab nahi ho pa rha

5s2 is cooked to oblivion (maybe 4s2 bhi) Aaram se 210 pe 99 jaane waali hai
Mujhe neend nahi aarhi aaj kal tumhari bhi neend urde
Mujhe gaali Dene se behtar hai remind me lagwalo 5 din ka agar 200 ke neeche 99 ban gyi to mai apne tag ke saath dick pic bhej dunga (shayad not sure)

9s1... purely lage h bhai.... ab nahi man kar raha bhai kuch karne ka... padh kr gaya tha mai... kyu nahi bana kuch mere se... drop year tha... fiitjee kalusarai... (if anyone is trying to go there... don't) bc mera 2 mahina class nahi chala fir online krdia fir saalon ne location change kardiya... teacher last me padhana chhor diye... apne se jitna kar paya kiya but poora nahi ho paya... aaj ka paper dekh kar ab nahi man h rehne ka sansaar me... man kar raha neend me he chala jaaun...

I fu*ked up my Jan attempt due to lack of sleep, well morning shift thi and mai sone toh 9 ke around chla gya tha but actual neend 3 baje ke aas paas aai thi, i fear vo same cheez repeat na ho, anyways something helpful regards the subjects that i should revise?