Bhabi ki chachi ki chudai

This is my first time here. Situation I am describing is a very known situation at many households. But this is happening to me AGAIN and AGAIN.
So, I have an ailing Father in law, completely paralyzed with tracheostomy tube, feeding tube and a catheter, whom we are caregiving in a Tier 2 City since 5+ years, I work from home . I have suffered a missed miscarriage and had a D&E after that in September 2023 at around 12 weeks marks. SInce then we are trying and not had a success. My sister-in-law lives in same city so she comes to support the care. I am a secondary caregiver as I am the only one who is earning. My husband is on career break as the Staff is not permanent & load of caregiving is huge. My mother in law expired in 2020.
My sister in law since marriage was a person I always had doubts on. I make friends for life once I get to know them, but here even if the dynamic was weird, I gave her lots of benefit of doubt & she proved me wrong always. She and my MIL were best friends. They had never included me the way a daughter in law should have been included. So because of my mothe r in law, the home was always under her control. Whenever I used to come, I was being indirectly commented on our stuff lying here and there(we were not having any room, so obv it was to be taken in and out of bags), SIL used to say in a really really bad tone blabbering and going here and there " why do people bring stuff if they don't know how to place" the etc. in short I was never allowed to even touch or know things in house. It has to be done by my sister in law always. For smallest of things, she was always given preference. Please don't take me wrong, but I am from a home where we are 2 sisters and obv I was being trained to handle all the things so that I never ever become dependent. And here I am in a household, where I am being told, "you won't be able to do this" to everything I wanted to attempt. All what I had to do is cooking, which I didn't know much. Btw I was the only working lady that time.
Anyway I don't want to go to my MIL's drama because that was HORRIBLE and I thank God every day for relaxing me!
This is not the first time SIL has done maligning/ bitching, she has been involved to malign the image. It has never happened anywhere that people don't come to talk to me, because I generally listen to the problems and I am amicable! I have lived in Chennai, Mumbai, Pune, but it is only here that I couldn't foster any relationships with anyone! It always was a thought in me which I didn't know had a solid cause. I caught her tarnishing my image on camera (we kept it for FIL) blabbering things like : "She has eaten crab" (Kekde khati hai) which I haven't, I have had fish 2-3 times in my whole life, these guys are purely vegetarian, which I was as well, but I had just shared it with her as a thing! "She is putting pressure on my brother so that we have a fight, and now he came to beg sorry that I did a mistake"(Ary masi, ese hi koi nai karta, jab tak upar se pressure nai aata , and aaya tha maafi maangne fir, ki mujhe maaf kar do, ye to chahti hai ki humari ladai ho jaye and toot jaye relationship) (which I never ever do, I come from a joint family and such adjustments are inbuilt in my nature)
When my husband and herself caught covid, they were isolated, I was at my mother's place and rushed back to support them and fully supported them for 2 weeks managing my work alongwith. Later on during 3rd wave of covid, I had covid and I didn't even was asked for! I missed my parents a lot! She gave the most vile response in that conversation with her Masis. "She got Covid!, She got covid!, Now she will make sure to come to our father's room" (That had broken me that time) (Ab ho gaya usko!, ho gaya!, Ab to aur ayegi papa ke room me) (with an intention to kill him)(I have been dealing with a tough situation where it affected my marriage the most and I had to voice my needs to them as noone was paying any attention to my needs and I wanted to have a family of my own during that time. It was 2020-21, I was 33)
I was a scared bird, I was so so scared of confrontation previously that she exploited a lot out of me. Their home is in a place where people have never gone out of the city so the thoughts are so weird when they see me doing it! For example : employing a maid! Now Imagine ! Her masis are equally involved. When my mother in law was dead, and the rituals were happening, people flocked and populated our home. MIL had 5 sisters, all of them bombarded in the tiny home! and then one of them started saying, "We didn't even get tea! She gets up at 7!"
I am harmless creature, who has never picked up fights, She is argumentative and of a nature where she has to win always which is through talking. I avoid it. If I talk, by hook or crook she will manipulate so that things are in her favor and last sentence is hers. She even called my parents and said "aap logo ko thoda encourage jitna karte ho aur karna chahiye" without my knowledge , and they were speaking for me! and I was at a different city. That was my tipping point! I came back, ignored her for 3 days finally bursting on her. She argued that "are they nothing for me", I said you are not allowed to call without my knowledge, you have to go through ME!!
Coming to problem:
My sister in law just had a baby who is 6 months now. after my miscarriage! 2-3 days before, she left her phone at our place,and asked to forward a number from her mobile. My husband forwarded it and then sifted through her chats. He got into a chat with their cousin sister where my sister in law described me as
"I stopped you to go and made her (me) to go because she puts evil eye on my kid and my baby has stopped drinking milk, you are of pure heart, but not everyone is like that, we dont know what's going on in other's mind"
"Ary behna! Bura mat maniyo, wo nazar lagati hain HAMESHA, Ab bechari doodh bhi nai peeti dhang se, tera dil to saaf hai, lekin sabka nai hota"
I was aghasted by this chat comment. All I gave was a genuine love for the purest soul who is infront of us!
All I do is my job in the only room at this house. Previously I was so disturbed that I took psychologist's support! Can you believe it! SIL problems to psychologist!! And After she had a baby, she became better I thought so, so I forgave her and interacted, went to her home as well. Then I backtraced and found another incident where I could connect the dots:
I was deliberately asked to prepare tea while at her home, her masi were also there, and her masi said, Let me prepare the tea, and she said I want to have her from only her hands!! (While in kitchen I found it weird but I gave her space and didn't come out), Later in remembered that she was feeding her baby! HOW PATHETIC! I am so so hurt by such things happening around me! One of her masi, couldn't bear children and "her nazar" has been talk of town always, another masi she was seperate from all sisters and minded her own business, she has "money" according to all of them(which is for sure hard earned and they are jealous that she earned, kept up with sasural, she didn't give a f**k to such chalak sisters ) her nazar is considered "killing/deadly"! She has been a very kind person when I met ! So when I heard about them from SIL I couldn't believe she is saying all that about her own masi! and now when I heard something about me all I could think of is 20 years in future people will still not talk to me because I put nazar! I thought of confronting her husband as he is humble , talking to her is exhausting and I feel talking doesn't bring any conclusion. I thought of never going to their home, I don't know how feasible that is, so my action plan is to never handle her baby and comment on her like : "dont put your baby with me, she will get nazar" . Or if her husband asked why are you not coming, then I will reveal. But I don't know I am getting anxious, something has shifted inside me for good.
I know this is a difficult phase of my life and I am trying for pregnancy can't leave this place until his father's death. I had been away from family in past and that made me more depressed and abandoned as my husband is crazy for his father and he left everything for him! So I couldn't even ask him during all these years of my needs. He was faced by his mother's death and an ailing father so naturally he had a reaction. I had survived a very very difficult phase alone, we both had different journeys for past 4 years. God has been very kind that my job was there throughout to support my family!
Any suggestions on how to deal are appreciated.

Just got a new SNv4 from SaberFeast on AliExpress (shoutout u/B0BA_F33TT for the rec), and when I was cycling through the preset sound fonts (referencing Stardust Sabers' list - thank you u/Bananagher) to see them all, like half of mine seem misconfigured or inaccurate.
Can anyone help here? Is there a way to reset it to default, or do I have to edit/redownload the SD card files? And if I'm playing around with creating my own saber type (with the available 12 colors, 11 ignition modes, and 9 blade light styles), is that going to "override" or mess up any of the fonts? Could that be why? But it seems weird that half of the fonts would be affected and the other half wouldn't.
Anyway, list below of my suspected issues:

1. D-Maul: He yells "KENOBI!!!" really angrily, lol I don't remember that from Ep1 so I'm not sure why there's that voice line. Anyway, my font has a rainbow blade color instead of red (or even blue for Kenobi?)
2. Dark Sith Red: A robotic voice just states "dark sith red" but then it's a pale/light blue color instead of red.
3. Graflex IX: No clue what this one is supposed to be and I can't seem to find/recreate it, I think it only showed up twice without me realizing it. It was a pale-light blue with kinda an eerie pre-ignition sound but no actual voice. Also one time it skipped over "Dark Sith Red" completely and instead played this one.
4. Cal Kestis: Rainbow color instead of blue.
5. Blue: Again a robotic voice just states "blue" but then it's rainbow color again. Also, this font somehow doesn't usually show up; one time my saber skipped over Cal completely and instead played this one; other times, Cal plays but then this one is skipped.
6. Inquisitor: He states "I am the Inquisitor" but again it's a pale/light blue color instead of red.
7. Ki-Adi-Mundi: He states "Master Mundi" but then it's a rose-pink color instead of blue (Mundi wields blue normally right?)
8. Grievous: He states "General Kenobi" but then it's yellow with "smooth spotty" bands of white, instead of blue (or green).
9. Quinlan Vos: Yellow instead of green.
10. Revanchist Reborn: Teal instead of purple (presuming this is Revan redeemed?)
11. Revanchist Butcher: Rose-pink instead of red (presuming this is fallen Revan)
12. Lost Sister: He states "Ventress" but then it's blue instead of red (unless it's supposed to be redeemed Ventress? But I thought that was yellow)
13. Tulak Hord: Teal color with a slow rev-up ignition, instead of red.
14. Vader: He states "prepare a boarding party" but then it's rainbow color (lol this mistake cracks me up the most).

hi guys i have completed my 2nd year of engineering , I want to utilize this 2 month vacation of mine for CDS/ AFCAT although summer training ki classes h but 1-1:30 ghnta hi , so I have decided to buy PW's Garud batch for afcat so I get the base ready for the cds and other exams , but I wanted to buy cds journey ka batch as the environment is very good and padhai kaafi in detail rhti h ......so any suggestion or advice for any other batch , coz these 2 months are very very imp for me
thank u

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Man, why the hell my choice off friends bad...1 toh, I have to half of job for them like answers do, notes do, then backfire on me ki why have I write it wrong. Khud likhlo. Write it on your own. You are dependent on me. And I am a human. You can't just ask for help and then expect me to be 100% right. They were litteraly forcing me to send all of the answers to PYQ...like u have the same google as me.
Abhi robh jhar rahhe hai ki why have I wrote it wrong. Use ur common fucking sense. I will fix it on paper. Trust me I would love to score higher than you. They don't deserve being helped. From next sem I ain't doing anything for these dumb people.
Now if u say - 'make new friends' our class strength is barely 30....its too late to join another squad.

Hi Dear Mesdom and Sirs,
Ma mammayyaa 1985 batch SI, but he also cleared 3 group-1 prelims. (This thing he revealed when I said I passed group -1 prelims for the first time in 2022). In his last serious attempt he did one mistake. 3 years nundi oka question repeat aythunde anta, in telugu, which is regarding "maandalikaalu" 50 marks question. 3 yrs nundi repeat aythundhi kadha, bongu le e saari raadhu kachithanga ani skip chesaaranta ah concept, but first question adhe vachindhi(optional telugu), so akkade half of the confidence lose ayyaaru..
Ikkadavaraku story baane undhi but ikkade oka twist. He said one thing and he is not talking again regarding that, which is, " nenu telugu medium lo kashta padi chadhukunna, but english lo raasaanu appsc exams because English lo paper easy untadhi, material available undhi ani maa economy sir nannu motivate chesaaru. Kaani NTR gaaru Telugu medium vaallaki anayayam jaruguthundhi ani subject ki 5 marks add chesaaru, total 8 subjects, ante 8*5=40, dhaani valla telugu medium nundi vachi eng lo raasina vaallaki chaala anyayam jarigindhi "
My query: E story authentic ae na kaadha ani thelusukovaalani undhi.. Google lo vethika, "nt rama rao APPSC 40 marks added" keywords tho , but no luck. Ahppude ntr badhulu ethukelle hacker kanipinchaadu google lo🤣🤣... (Context: post "Evadra Veedu?")... Any way, evaranna thelisina bondhas unte ma mama story authentic or not ani cheppagalaru... 🙏🏻🙏🏻
P. S: ( mesdom is plural to madam anta, naaku kuda 10th lo ne thelisindhi, so silly how this English languageis kadha..😂😂)

Spreadsheet with conditions, prices, and availability in the comments. All prices include shipping. Trades that I would consider are color glow teebird3s, color glow toros (preferably puddle topped), and z flx or jawbreaker z flx buzzz ss. (Would potentially trade multiples for the teebird3s and toros). Thanks!

Goku Black found me and tunneled me out of the game, as soon as someone revived me I was instantly downed again and killed. With his insane sniping massive aoe blast he can proxy camp from very far away, which is unfortunate. Why isn’t there an Endurance status effect like in Dead by Daylight? If I’m revived, give me like ten seconds of invincibility or immunity to ki blasts/supers for me to GTFO, at least give me a chance to survive.
Update: Got tunneled out of the game again, this time by a Z cell.

I have finals, and need to study, AND I CAN'T FUCKING TRIGGER MY ANXIETY TO BEGIN DOING ANXIETY THINGS SO THAT I CAN FINISH STUDYING, .....can someone help...?
I know it's not healthy but gOd fUcKiNg dAmN it I can't work otherwise
Edit: I think going to therapy has made me loose y ability to spiral and panic