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I decided that it is finally (after ~6 years) a time to inspect and re-arrange the stones on my stove. I had no idea if the previous owners ever did that... should be done ~yearly, I know, but I've been postponing it for a long time, because I'm lazy and this stove packs at least ~100 kg of stones. So it is a sizeable job, but I just can't postpone it anymore.
Prerequisites: A good lamp, working gloves, some container for the stones, water supply, a wet towel, a vacuum cleaner, at least 2 hours of time and some sauna stones to replace any broken ones.
About photos: 1. The Skamet stove, with stones on the sides. A good stove for my basement sauna, which has the really low ceiling height of 195 cm (6'4"), in a house from 1930's. Provides a good löyly though. More from last year. 2. Rocks coming out. I put them in this container, then I plan to bring a water hose in and rinse them in the sauna. Too much of work to carry any of them out... 3. All stones out. They were in surprisingly good condition - ended up actually discarding only a handful of rocks (in the bucket) from the hottest part of the stove. And even those were not that bad, I've seen worse. 4. Surprisingly little debris and rock dust. (Some fell on to the floor.) The stove is pretty rusty, but intact, and looking alright overall. 5. Stones were kind of tricky to remove from the sides. Especially behind the heater, while leaning over the stove in an awkward position. The gap is really narrow, I couldn't fit my arm to reach the bottom. Had to use my fingers and two screwdrivews from the outside to wiggle the stones high enough so I could reach them. I left the two stones near the bottom... decided that it is not worth the time/effort, since they were visually intact. 6. Filling the container and rinsing the stones. Also vacuumed the stove and the floor from rock debris and wiped the mesh with a wet towel. 7. Stones back in. Not too tight, bigger on the bottom, smaller on the top, somewhat flat ones to the sides. I must have packed them a bit more tightly than they were, since I managed to sink in 1 extra box and did not even remove that many rocks. I've actually taken couple of löyly's after the job and what I can tell it really makes a difference. Heating time seems to be shorter by about 5-10 mins, although I think it still falls within the normal variation. There also seems to be less radiant heat in front of the stove. Higly recommended!

Hey guys
For the level Zip Track Dash did any one ever manage to jump on top of the 3 clouds in the beginning on the level? 1 time I almost made it and I saw there was something up there.
Keeping momentum is very difficult, it resets 99% of time after the first cloud.

This Sub very existence is about critics. Critics about all the less than coherent writting or author intentions. The characters and issues with the world.
I and others have talk about such things as wjat kind of morality the good guys are and what type of hero or anti hero they were.
We talk about how RWBY world tries to be idealist but is cynisme and the writters failed to convey that.
Expectations and if the heroes were that infective and whatnot.
To how bad the villains are.
All this and more in the canon.
Works deserve criticism that is fair. Constructive one that is.
Yet with how big the fandom and all its fanfiction ideas is. Despite RWBY being overall not a good work i must ask.
Can we critics who arent writters or have no experience in writting actual stories really say so many times that we could have done a better job than canon itself?
And this isn't just limited to RWBY too. Many works with a less than desirable reputation are guilty of such a debate if the authors are considered bad bad by fans and fail to live up to expectations or the minimum bar of acceptable work.
Like the Season 8 of GOT is infamous for how much of a dissapointment it is. D&D are now infamous for how stupid and bad their plot in that Season was and direction and interviews that was lamlasted as being full of themselves and convince their Season is grear when factually its not. Promting fans to come up with some many other and better ways to make Season 8 better despite being for the most part people with no experience writting stories.
The same can be said of the rebel moons movies who are bash by tons of people for how painfully shalow they are and how Zack is a director who should not have full control as his ideas are cliche and his direction uninteressting. That he believes himself that his story is outstanding when its not. Its pretty but that pretty much it. It doesn't stand out aside from slowwwww mooooooooo.
Or the Invasion from Apple series. Notorious for having a subreddit like this one but even more so who embrace the sheer awfulness of this shit show. To the point some say its written by an AI. With the creator statement about gushing how awesome or cool it is and its a great series of sci fi with empathic characters. When it is anything but.
All those works have prompt more than 1 person to state they could honestly be better at writting the story or character than the actual screenwritters despite themselves likely having no actual experience to writte a actual story. And even then it would be fanon and not canon. So one could say it wouldn't matter.
And the same can be said of RWBY as so many works of fans came out. Many in response to awful parts of canon. Some hail as better than the canon série.
Hell there is a work of fiction ( A LN to be precise) that i hate with the rage of a thousand sun for many many many reasons. It honestly worse than RWBY in my eyes and suffers the same problems on top of others.
And im convinces me or others could do a much better job than that sorry excuse of a author whose so surreeee that he is good at his shit that i could be able to write better than him and catch people hearts.
And im not a writter. I am not. I wrote like a small fic of something but im no long term writter. Im very self aware though and i know as a critics what flaws are common in so many stories and how people will react to things so i avoid them and i know what people would like.
Yet i question myself. Do writters of such poor quality just never have themselves being watchers or critics like us and thus are blind to the obvious flaws or issues that permates their series. How can they not see it when we can? How are they so blind to such obviously or in hindsight problems that they dont correcte?
Cause i can gurantee that most of us who watch those things have so much pop culture experience with good and bad works that we would not fall into those traps. Yet those suppose experience writters fell into them nonetheless.
The idea of actual writters possesing less sense of story and characters unlike us and inability to recognise what would be bad in a work just bothers me on a fundamental level.
If they so bad compare to us who can recognise so many tropes or device and use or not use them. How do they get to make canon works while we in the fandoms are stuck with better ideas and better senses and yet since we are fans and not official it will never be seeing as true unlike canon.
Sorry for the lenght and weird way its made.
Was something i keep holding not just about RWBY but fiction in general.

I’m sooooo late to the game but i just finished Penacony and GOD the lore was absolutely amazing?? The trippy memory stuff, Acheron’s whole ass character, the Watchmaker and his whole astral express backstory… so many things about the plot were just so new and interesting and felt so harmoniously connected! Feel free to drop your favourite lore nuggets from Penacony here! Mine are [SPOILER WARNING]:

1. literally every single appearance of acheron. i was absolutely floored. i love how the questions she asked Trailblazer recurred throughout the story, and kind of tied everything up at the end! Also love how the old man she was talking to ended up being Tiernan — it just made so much sense, and made her character feel so much more important! The game, through Acheron, tackled a bunch of these deep existential questions and i loved seeing elements of philosophy in the game.
2. FIREFLY!!! MY GIRL 😭😭😭🫰 i love her character so so much, and the pre-memory loss trailblazer x firefly headcanons are so fun to read
3. the trippy memory shit & fake ending was CRAZY and mikhail’s ominous mansion actually creeped me out 🙏 i love how they played with the concept of memory & dreams — these very human concepts that are so hard to grasp, and can be terrifying at times
4. the fact that clockie is a compass and the watchmaker is actually just another trailblazer??? i’ve yet to fully wrap my head around this but the connections between the watchmaker, the astral express, and the astral express gang’s initial mission to find the three trailblazers — i felt like the plot here was dealt with and tied up very well; that we eventually harked back to the gang’s initial mission just made so much sense
5. the fact that the entire region’s design is just a reference to america 🦅 (the artistic & historical inspirations r so fascinating!)

I just came back to star rail after a full year and i’m just so impressed w Penacony! I’m sure hsr isn’t the first game ever to tackle the ideas it did in Penacony, and the story did get really convoluted/ confusing/ even boring at times, but I really did enjoy myself and I found the writing really beautiful at times — I play in Chinese and I have to say, the game is entirely different in its original language; the writing is a lot less awkward (bc of weird translations), and lot more beautiful.
Thanks for reading if you’ve made it so far! Please drop your favourite lore nuggets so I can read & appreciate your interpretations of Penacony as well :-D

TL;DR: My girlfriend shows little enthusiasm in seeing me when I come home, even though I haven't seen her in 9 weeks. Why does she act like this?
I have been dating my girlfriend for 1.5 years. Our relationship has been healthy with no major issues or fights. Last fall, I started medical school 4 hours away. I am only home once every 8-10 weeks. Last weekend, I went home and my girlfriend had known I was coming home 2-3 weeks in advance.
I had called to see if she wanted to grab dinner on Friday night. She said she was having dinner with her grandma and couldn't. I asked her about Saturday. She said we could grab coffee but that she is spending the day with her family. Sunday, we will sit together in church, but she said she is going to breakfast and shopping with her sister afterwards.
My girlfriend is a school teacher. Her weeks are busy and she likes to relax on the weekends, which I completely understand. I don't want to take her entire weekend from her. However, I don't feel like I am being unreasonable here - especially since I haven't seen her in 9 weeks and won't be home again until July. And it's not that family time isn't valuable, but she lives 5 minutes from her family and can see them most any time she wants.
I'm starting to wonder if there's not another guy involved.

25M East African from the UK (not London), I moved here when I was a little kid, originally moved to an area with a lot of different ethnicities and loved that I had friends of all cultures and ones that were immigrants and black like me, then my parents got better jobs so we moved to a majority white and south Asian area.
When I moved here you could probs count the black people on one hand, so whatever I did or wherever I went people knew me or my siblings, when I became a teenager a lot more black people moved to the area, a lot of immigrants/asylum seekers, they rarely came to the school I went to as it was deemed a “successful” all boys school, my brother couldn’t get in when he applied but I somehow managed to, so the school my brother went to was where all the off the boat immigrants, immigrants from European countries, or asylum seekers went to.
When I started high school there was 3 black guys in my year, I’m of African descent and the other two were Jamaican, one of them was a mixed Jamaican, he got kicked out by the end of the first year lmao, but me and the other Jamaican did our thing haha, out of the whole school by my final year, I’d say there still was only about 10 maximum black/mixed kids which I found crazy tbh.
I remember when people in my school knew of a black girl from a nearby mixed school and they wouldn’t stop trying to make us date even though we had never met, didn’t have similar friends, just bcoz we was both black. Alla this shit affects you and you don’t even know your identity, I played for a football team that was 75% black players (soccer to U.S peeps) and the code switching was crazy, somehow I didn’t fit in with my own people anymore and I definitely did not fit in with the white/Asian ones either, I had a lot of friends but it felt like more for show rather than actual friendships.
Really does affect your dating life when it came to that time, white girls didn’t find us attractive (Kim K hadn’t made it cool yet) or they showed interest wanting to find out about BBC being true or not lmao, black girls dated white guys or didn’t date. Then you fast forward and black girls want hood guys or keep it safe with white guys, white girls love black guys now but most times for the thrill of it or also expect you to be hood.
Be interested to see how the rest of your experiences were like
My pros:

• I’m a lot more socially aware of people outside my race
  
• I know what people outside our race think of us and the things they do to bring us down
  
• You find out how much ignorance and delusions their parents project onto their kids
  
• It made me wise up and learn how to conduct myself better in work environments
  
• Less trusting of those outside our race, makes me think what do they get out of it, e.g. token black guy
  

My cons:

• Hella stereotypes and over generalization, thinking we’re all poor, spear chuckers, speak in clicks, eat funny food or eat nothing but chicken, making monkey noises and monkey actions, knuckle dragger (heard all of this directed towards me) makes you wonder what disgusting things their families say about black people behind closed doors
  
• People thinking all black people are Nigerian or Jamaican
  
• People thinking Africa is a country
  
• People clowning my African features or wanting to touch my hair constantly or compare skin complexion when they come back from holiday
  
• Any sport I excelled at I got the cliche “of course you’re good at that you’re black” or they’d find any excuse to discredit me and any I wasn’t the best at from the jump, I got “I thought black people were good at sports”
  
• People expecting me to be as bulked up as Nigerians just because I’m African even though East Africans have different body types lmao
  
• They expected me to speak hood but clown hood people, if I spoke proper I’d be told “you’re the whitest black guy I’ve met” (when they haven’t met any/many) funny now they all speak like they’re from the hood and copy black fashion/mannerisms
  
• Judging my hairstyles and music taste if it wasn’t like theirs
  

Defending the main island of Taiwan (there are territories that are right close to the mainland of China which makes those more of a political question) is more of a military question and I’m not an actual expert but here’s my take :
Things that are certain:
1,Amphibious attack across the channel that is longer than England to Normandy would be insanely hard on that scale, it would dwarfs operation overlord.
2, It would need months to prepare for the ration, ammo, equipment towards the staging area, it would be insanely hard to disguise with modern technology and spies.
3, despite the recent year ship building the US and her allies enjoys a far more superior naval force especially on the east coast of Taiwan which would means that a full blockade of Taiwan more than a few days/ weeks impossible
4, no army has ever attempted to assault/siege a modern MEGA city with millions of population.
Things that are not certain:
1, despite having a rather large force, the ROC army generally lacks training due to the lack of funding and the short compulsory conscription time (4months for now, changing to 1year)
2, Morale of such conscripts can be questioned
In all, Taiwan largely does enjoy great advantages defending itself (the main island at least) although some factors may vary and in few circumstances those factors can result ugly for ROC.

Going off birthplaces from Wikipedia:

• George Washington: "Old Popes Creek." 5/5. Rolls off the tongue.
• John Adams: "Old Braintree" 5/5. I bet his enemies would have called him "Old Tree-brain."
• Thomas Jefferson: "Old Shadwell." 3/5. Sounds like the guy who's under the mask in a Scooby Doo episode.
• James Madison: "Old Port Conway." 2/5. Boring.
• James Monroe: "Old Monroe Hall." 1/5. That's not a nickname. Who is this guy, royalty, that he's born in a palace named for his family?
• John Quincy Adams: "Old Braintree." 2/5. Once is funny, twice is lame.
• Andrew Jackson: "Old Waxhaw." 4/5. Sounds pretty tough, but there's literally a town of Hickory, NC that was incorporated in 1870. If they had called it that earlier, he could have kept his nickname.
• MVB: 5/5. OK was also the OG.
• William Henry Harrison: "Old Charles City County." 1/5. How can he be a city and a county? Make up your mind!
• John Tyler: "Old Greenway Plantation." 2/5. Fitting for a guy who ended his life in the Confederacy that he'd have a name that makes you think of slavery.
• James Polk: "Old Pineville." 4/5 Just sounds too much like a town. Just Old Pine would have seemed like he's being more useful than Jackson.
• Zachary Taylor: "Old Barboursville." 3/5. If you've seen his pictures, he needed an old barber. Or a young barber.
• Millard Fillmore: "Old Moravia." 3/5. Sounds like it should be in Eastern Europe.
• Franklin Pierce: "Old Hillsborough" 4/5. Ever since it was used for the town in the movie "Inherit the Wind," it sounds cool.
• James Buchanan: "Old Cove Gap." 5/5. Would just about confirm those rumors.
• Abraham Lincoln: "Old Sinking Spring." 2/5. Seems like an enemy's nickname, playing off his looks.
• Andrew Johnson: "Old Raleigh." 1/5. Everyone knows where that is, and he certainly didn't "rally" the nation.
• Ulysses S. Grant: "Old Point Pleasant." 5/5. For the irony.
• Rutherford B. Hayes: "Old Delaware." 4/5. For how it would confuse people.
• James A. Garfield: "Old Moreland Hills." 2/5. This should have been Jefferson's, what with the Louisiana Purchase.
• Chester A. Arthur: "Old Fairfield." 3/5. Old fair-to-middling is more like it.
• Grover Cleveland: "Old Caldwell." 5/5. This one just fits.
• Benjamin Harrison: "Old North Bend." 4/5. Would have been a good name for an antebellum anti-slavery president.
• Grover Cleveland: "Old Caldwell." 1/5. This one just doesn't fit.
• William McKinley: "Old Niles." 2/5. I didn't like the Frasier reboot.
• Theodore Roosevelt: "Old New York City." 5/5. That's where they set the Matt Groening show "Pastarama" in an alternate universe.
• William Howard Taft: "Old Cincinnati." 3/5. It's no fun when they're born in actual cities that people have heard of.
• Woodrow Wilson: "Old Staunton." 3/5. I guess it does sound like the nickname for a professor.
• Warren G. Harding: "Old Blooming Grove." 2/5. Another enemy nickname, especially if he had had acne.
• Calvin Coolidge: "Old Plymouth Notch." 3/5. I guess you could do something with, "You couldn't ply his mouth open even one notch," but that's just too complicated.
• Herbert Hoover: "Old West Branch." 5/5. For the guy who wrecked the banks, all that was left of them was...you get it.
• Franklin D. Roosevelt: "Old Hyde Park." 5/5. As a guy from Long Island, this one is funny because we have the town of New Hyde Park here.
• Harry S Truman: "Old Lamar." 2/5. If that had been FDR, his enemies could have called him "Old Lamer."
• Dwight D. Eisenhower: "Old Denison." 2/5. "Old denizen of where?"
• John F. Kennedy: "Old Brookline." 1/5. Come on, this guy should have been "Old Intercourse" or something.
• Lyndon B. Johnson: "Old Gillespie County." 4/5. If it didn't have that "county," it could have sounded like a jowly old dog. Which he was.
• Richard M. Nixon: "Old Yorba Linda." 2/5. Just feels wrong for him to have a Spanish nickname.
• Gerald Ford: "Old Omaha." 3/5. He played football, but that's Peyton Manning's nickname.
• Jimmy Carter: "Old Plains." 5/5. Actually sounds like a thing.
• Ronald Reagan: "Old Tampico." 2/5. Sounds like a business that makes feminine hygiene products.
• George H. W. Bush: "Old Milton." 5/5. Paradise Lost indeed.
• Bill Clinton: "Old Hope." 5/5. I think a lot of people actually know this one. "I still believe in a place called Hope."
• George W. Bush: "Old New Haven." 3/5. The "old-new" thing already came up with TR.
• Barack Obama: "Old Nairobi." Kidding! Kidding! "Old Honolulu." Again, not fun if you know where it is. Well, it would have been fun if I could have listed 45's nickname. Go look it up.

This is probably just going to sound like self glaze but I always seem to do a lot better than the rest of my team in solo-queue. I don't just mean statistically but mechanically and strategically as well. I've been playing this game on and off since launch and it's been a re-occuring theme all throughout. My teammates never seem to know what they're doing, but the enemy team seems perfectly coordinated. It basically just feels like a 1.3v4. There are lots of weapons and play-styles that I want to try but I feel stuck because I know that I can't rely on my team. It's not a paranoia thing- I've tried several times to just have fun and play what I want but I just feel like I'm constantly being dragged down.
This part is important. I don't necessarily consider myself to be all that good at the game. I'm decent at best. I'm like the guy in the friend group who can beat everybody at smash bros but gets destroyed in online matches. Despite this, I very rarely ever match with somebody who I could consider to be my superior or equal. This essentially applies to every mode besides salmon run, because for some reason that seems to be where all the good solo-queue players are hiding. I just want to enjoy the game by playing it normally instead of having to find a team to play with, but I always seem to match WITH players who don't know what they're doing, and AGAINST players who look like they could make decent placements in competitive tournaments if they really wanted to.
I just feel like there's something terribly wrong with the match-making systems, because I would load into anarchy as an S rank player and get teammates who look like they could be no higher than B rank. And series battles aren't fun because I have to try so hard just to fall short because it feels like I'm in a power-up battle for S+ while the rest of my team are trying for A-.
This is a lot of basically just ranting but I don't have anyone to talk to who would understand what I'm going through because none of my friends play Splatoon. I personally have gone through a lot of improvement. I've been playing since the first game and only ever tried using motion controls like a few months before Splatoon 3 came out. Like I said before, I don't consider myself to be a god amongst mortals or anything, I just rarely ever get the chance to team up with players of my actual skill level. They just all get put on the opposite team instead.

So I got DPDR back in 2017 after LSD trip, after that I thought I just flipped from it and I kinda got used to it and sometimes I was okey sometimes I wasnt but I didn't even know what Anxiety and dpdr are
Anyway after bad episodes in covid I was okey till last week. So for 3 year no episode no anything I forgot about it at all. I had hypohondria in 2021 which didn't cause DPDR, but my hypohondria got back few months ago and I was so stressed what's going on with my health that boost my anxiety, fuck up my sleep and DPDR are back.
So I don't know if my dpdr was caused by trauma from LSD or is it from anxiety, it looks like it's from anxiety since I was okey until I started going to doctor every few days for new tests. My doc gave me meds because she said my brain was overwhelmed of all overthinking and I was mentally tired. So I was yawing a lot, got dizzines, little bit problem with balance aafter 30min/hour with my friends. I was so tired and I couldnt sleep properly.
I was presrcibed with Zoloft 50mg 1 after breakfast, rivotril ( in case that have upsets and worries) calixta 2h before bad 15mg and rivotrile 1/4 2mg before sleeps. Keep in mind that i'm 125kg 2 meters, big guy
I have been on calixta and rivotril since monday for sleeping, it's okey, if I don't overthink like I did yestrday I will go to sleep sometimes with sometimes without interruptions. But my DPDR got worse, like especially for colors it's weird, I didn't have that before meds, it was just weird before meds, now color are different. Don't know if it is because of my meds I know they can boost dpdr but I've been on zoloft for 5 days. Not sure should I just quit them and check if they were causing this ( just stay on rivotril for sleep) or should I just keep being on them for next 2 weeks until they start doing what they have to. Nights are good ususally I feel okey and like normal, but days are not good, especially since I cannot just let it go and don't think about it. If I can think about anything else it would be good, just like yestrday when I was on birdtday party in coffee shop
BTW: I doing therapy I had 2 appointments for now, every saturday

So I got DPDR back in 2017 after LSD trip, after that I thought I just flipped from it and I kinda got used to it and sometimes I was okey sometimes I wasnt but I didn't even know what Anxiety and dpdr are
Anyway after bad episodes in covid I was okey till last week. So for 3 year no episode no anything I forgot about it at all. I had hypohondria in 2021 which didn't cause DPDR, but my hypohondria got back few months ago and I was so stressed what's going on with my health that boost my anxiety, fuck up my sleep and DPDR are back.
So I don't know if my dpdr was caused by trauma from LSD or is it from anxiety, it looks like it's from anxiety since I was okey until I started going to doctor every few days for new tests. My doc gave me meds because she said my brain was overwhelmed of all overthinking and I was mentally tired. So I was yawing a lot, got dizzines, little bit problem with balance aafter 30min/hour with my friends. I was so tired and I couldnt sleep properly.
I was presrcibed with Zoloft 50mg 1 after breakfast, rivotril ( in case that have upsets and worries) calixta 2h before bad 15mg and rivotrile 1/4 2mg before sleeps. Keep in mind that i'm 125kg 2 meters, big guy
I have been on calixta and rivotril since monday for sleeping, it's okey, if I don't overthink like I did yestrday I will go to sleep sometimes with sometimes without interruptions. But my DPDR got worse, like especially for colors it's weird, I didn't have that before meds, it was just weird before meds, now color are different. Don't know if it is because of my meds I know they can boost dpdr but I've been on zoloft for 5 days. Not sure should I just quit them and check if they were causing this ( just stay on rivotril for sleep) or should I just keep being on them for next 2 weeks until they start doing what they have to. Nights are good ususally I feel okey and like normal, but days are not good, especially since I cannot just let it go and don't think about it. If I can think about anything else it would be good, just like yestrday when I was on birdtday party in coffee shop
BTW: I doing therapy I had 2 appointments for now, every saturday

Currently looking at purchasing a car. I was recently injured and need to sell my sport bike, which has been my only/daily vehicle for ~6 years. It's now become impractical and I need something else. Unfortunately, I have zero cash reserves due to the injury/medical stuff so I'm looking at a loan either through my credit union or Lightstream, which someone recommended, though I think I'm just at the edge of being able to get qualified for their unsecured loans.
Ideally, I'm looking at a vehicle around $10k which may be impractical in my situation. I could go cheaper but honestly, I'm willing to pay a little more for fun factor.
I net roughly $30k/yr, have about $4k outstanding debt with a 730 credit score with about 12 years of flawless history, ~19% debt to income ratio. I already know you guys are probably going to mention "buying a car that's 1/3 your income is big dumb," and it probably is, but I don't spend on anything else. No clothes, no games, no hobbies, etc. My sport bike was my entertainment/hobby and I'm looking to make my car the same. I'll eat that.
The plan, even though I want to keep it, is to sell the bike and use that as a down payment, cause I know I'll get hosed on a trade-in. I can MAYBE get $4k out of it plus another $1-2k for the DP. I probably should just buy a $2k beater cash but it's Vegas and I don't trust anything that cheap here. Assuming I'm hard stuck on something in the $7-10k range, do my loan options look alright for that?

So I got DPDR back in 2017 after LSD trip, after that I thought I just flipped from it and I kinda got used to it and sometimes I was okey sometimes I wasnt but I didn't even know what Anxiety and dpdr are
Anyway after bad episodes in covid I was okey till last week. So for 3 year no episode no anything I forgot about it at all. I had hypohondria in 2021 which didn't cause DPDR, but my hypohondria got back few months ago and I was so stressed what's going on with my health that boost my anxiety, fuck up my sleep and DPDR are back.
So I don't know if my dpdr was caused by trauma from LSD or is it from anxiety, it looks like it's from anxiety since I was okey until I started going to doctor every few days for new tests. My doc gave me meds because she said my brain was overwhelmed of all overthinking and I was mentally tired. So I was yawing a lot, got dizzines, little bit problem with balance aafter 30min/hour with my friends. I was so tired and I couldnt sleep properly.
I was presrcibed with Zoloft 50mg 1 after breakfast, rivotril ( in case that have upsets and worries) calixta 2h before bad 15mg and rivotrile 1/4 2mg before sleeps. Keep in mind that i'm 125kg 2 meters, big guy
I have been on calixta and rivotril since monday for sleeping, it's okey, if I don't overthink like I did yestrday I will go to sleep sometimes with sometimes without interruptions. But my DPDR got worse, like especially for colors it's weird, I didn't have that before meds, it was just weird before meds, now color are different. Don't know if it is because of my meds I know they can boost dpdr but I've been on zoloft for 5 days. Not sure should I just quit them and check if they were causing this ( just stay on rivotril for sleep) or should I just keep being on them for next 2 weeks until they start doing what they have to. Nights are good ususally I feel okey and like normal, but days are not good, especially since I cannot just let it go and don't think about it. If I can think about anything else it would be good, just like yestrday when I was on birdtday party in coffee shop
BTW: I doing therapy I had 2 appointments for now, every saturday

hello guys,
im looking for shooter games with reality based weapons and crafting / modding systems.
i recently played: ******************* - Singularity: pretty cool theme and lots of weapons, tho i stuck with ar and sniper :D - Homefront: alright kinda game, blasted through it in a day - Homefront Revolution: very repetitive gameplay, tho the weapon modding was a welcomed surprise - ZERO Sievert: 2D tarkov with extraction and looting enemies, awesome weapon modding system - The Division 1 and 2: one of my alltime favorite franchise - FarCry 3 and 4: 1 (or 2?) of ubisoft´s jewels, open world FPS + following Ubi´s typical open world formular - Dead Island 2: awesome gore and stress reliever after a tough day at work
games on my soon to play list: ********************************* - Crysis games - Wolfenstein New Blood: found it in my epic library - Gears 5 - Control: found it in my epic library but WOW what a tough pill to swollow, went back into the pile for now - Quantum Break: people said it was a more action-focused Control
if you have more suggestions, plz let me know. i think u can get a general idea of what im looking for. singleplayer preferred as i play 99% of games solo and i dont care if the games are already older. i dont have the beastiest of machine (2070S + 5600X) but it can do farely well :P
thx

Hello there, I have a few questions regarding forex. Keep in mind that I mainly trade futures,
1.I see that plenty of forex brokers are non-regulated, which is kinda weird, why are people sending their funds to such firms?What regulated brokers do you recommend?
2.When it comes to futures like NQ, I know that 1 point=20$ per contract, I'm able to see the volume, I know how many contracts I can take without too much slippage, how liquid is for example EUUSD?, can you enter with 300-400k$ in a 1m timeframe without breaking level2?

1. Returns. As you can see I don't really understand Forex, I see it as a simple Currency exchange, are the returns simply tied to the difference between the entry and exit price , or it's more like futures and 1 pip( I believe that's how you measure the move) is tied to a specific amount of money that doesn't reflect in the actual move. Hope you got the idea

Many thanks

So netong Friday lang, me (F) and my friends were supposed to go out na museum date ganun. There were originally 6 of us na pupunta, but last minute nag cancel yung apat so isa nalang natira. And itong isang to, he was an ex-crush of mine back when we were in SHS. Aware naman siyang naging ex-crush ko siya HAHAHAHAAH kasi I confessed to him around 2020 pero dahil friends naman kami even before ako nagkacrush sakanya, it became awkward man for a short while pero di siya naka-bother kumbaga sa friendship namin.
Anyway, balik sa gala, so kaming dalawa lang yung natuloy, and first after four years to na kumbaga, kaming dalawa lang uli gumala together, pero instead na museum pinuntahan namin, nag BGC nalang kami kasi nag aya siya na photoshoot nalang daw HAHAHAHA
Edi ayun, while we were there, it was really fun, and he's the type of guy kasi na ang hilig makipag deep talks, and since we walked around a lot, nakapag catch up kami with a lot of things. Then around 9:30 pm, nag aya siya na sponty inom daw. Mag bar daw kami ganun, eh napaka kaladkarin ko kasing tao kaya edi go HAAHAHAHAH
So ayun, while we were there at dahil marami siyang pera, naghati kami sa iisang bote ng Cuervo para masulit HAHAHAHAHA and we're celebrating lang din talaga since parehas mga thesis defended yarn. Pero all throughout the evening, medyo iba na rin makatingin ang bwiset, na di ko malaman kung ano bang nais. like em having some intrusive thoughts na that time na mag make ng move pero kasi HAHAHAHAH BAKA AFTER NAMAN NG GABING YUN, DI NANAMAN KAMI MAG USAP ULI. pero I have some self control naman kaya chill lang.
Then mga bandang 1 am ganon, since siya yung mas extroverted saming dalawa, he started befriending yung mga katabi namin. Then one of the girls dun sa kabilang table said "we actually want to ask for your consent earlier kung pwede namin kayo i-vid kasi you look so sweet together. Gaano katagal na kayo?". At that point medyo nagkatinginan kami and nagpapatagalan kami na ewan sumagot HAHAHAHAAH so sinabi ko nalang na "ay di po, we're good friends lang". Tapos tong other girls pa sa table na yun nagdagdag pa ng "sayang, ang cute niyo pa naman" pero siyempre, forda segway nalang ako ng ibang topic kasi ang tagal tagal niyang sagutin. Pero ayun, may mga kasama rin kasing mga guys yung nasa kabilang table na yun, and one of them were trying to make a move na ganun. Eh medyo hilo na ko that time but still conscious naman HAAHAHAH he held my hand that time na talagang pang-jowa holding hands, na medyo kinainisan ko, sabi ko sakanya "kaya walang lumalapit eh, bakod na bakod ka masyado", sinagot niya nalang ako na "iba na rin kasi hilo mo, I'm just looking out for you lang din."
So fast forward, lumabas kami ng bar kasi nahilo na ng tuluyan ang ate niyo HAHAHAHA tapos habang yakap yakap niya ko dun kasi nagpapa-sober up nalang talaga ako dun, after an hour siya naman tong nahilo hilo't nagsuka HAHAHAHAHAH NAKAKAINIS. Eh parehas pa kaming may mga klase sa morning that time kaya with all my power (and with the help ng mga iba dun sa bar, thank God), nag-grab nalang kami pabalik ng dorm ko kasi di niya na rin keri umuwi.
To add to that, habang nasa biyahe kami, ibang level of lamig yung car tapos parehas pa naman kaming hilo hilo na talaga sa likod, tapos tanungan pa ni kuyang driver, "lasing na lasing po asawa niyo ma'am ha", at that point, nananakit na nga ulo ko kaya sabi ko kay kuya "ay di po kuya, kaibigan lang po. grabe kayo, di pa nga po nakakagraduate, pinag asawa niyo na hahaha" tapos dumaldal pa si kuya na sa ganto raw kasi sila nagsimula ng asawa niya pero di ko na rin napakinggan ng matino kasi di na maprocess ng utak ko yung hilo HHHAHAHAHAH
So pagkarating ng dorm, akbay akbay ko siya kasi mas hilo na talaga siya sakin at that point, and nung nakarating dorm, edi I laid him down sa sofa, eh nagkatinginan na ang landi pa rin ng bwisit para i-push back yung hair ko like KSKSKSSKSKSKSK tapos sabi pa ng bwisit "cuddle tayooo", sabi ko nalang sakanya "ayoko, amoy suka ka, sira". Mga after nun, I just went ahead na palitan damit niya (pang-itaas lang aba), then gave him some meds para mawala hilo niya. And nung I'm all setup for bed na, nanghihingi siya hugs kasi sama raw pakiramdam niya, edi sige, mga 30 mins kaming magkayakapan dun na naabutan pa kami ng roommate ko HAHAHAHAH pero after that, may another sofa pa kasi samin, so dun nalang ako nahiga para kahit papano may kasama siya.
Morning came, tapos medyo sober na kami and buti nalang parehas kami nakareceive notif sa mga class gc namin na malelate daw mga prof namin HHHAAHAHA pero ayun, he said lang na uwi na raw siya, and medyo nagsosorry siya kasi alam niyang ibang level of wasted version of him ang nakita ko HAHAHAHAH edi ayun, he booked for a grab para uwi raw muna siya sakanila then saka siya pupunta school. Nung pagkababa namin ng condo, he hugged me bago umalis and said, "next time uli?" with a smirk, and I just nodded.
So ayun, it was a really nice evening kasi akala ko di na kami makakauwi HAHAHAHAHA DEFINITELY A CORE MEMORY, pero ewan ko ba kung mixed signals or delulu lang talaga ako sa pinaggagagawa netong friend ko, eh medj marupok pa naman ng slight ang ate niyo HAHAHAHAH anyway, just wanted to share this for fun lang din

Summary of my flying for the week:

• Area: Mexico, south-central US, NE US, Midwest.
  
• Aircraft: Airbus A319, A320, A321
  
• Days flown: 3
  
• Flights: 5
  
• Hours flown: ~13
  
• Weather: Mostly clear yesterday and today. Managed to directly avoid the gigantic weather CF in Texas on Thursday the16th, but definitely was affected by it: I picked up an extra trip, a one-day turnaround to San Jose Cabo, that was delayed and then turned into a two day that conflicted with my regular trip on the 17th. Worked out for me, though! Actually ended up with a better schedule for the week.
  
• Overall ride conditions: At least some light chop most days of fairly short duration. Occasionally moderate turbulence. Longest duration of bumps was maybe 15 minutes, even with the Big Scary Weather around.
  
• Maintenance departure delays: 1, just a minor thing for a sticker.
  
• Total departure delays: 2.
  
• Total arrival delays: 2- we had a huge reroute yesterday around Indianapolis Center's airspace because they were restricting flow through there due to lack of controller coverage: An example of how the system adapts to change and staffing issues to keep you safe- they won't over-saturate the airspace beyond what the controllers can handle.
  

Currently on a mid-sequence break. Two flights this evening and home tomorrow.
Pretty easy week. I even went up to NYC for a few days for fun and to see my kid play a show. Both flights on the 737NG/737Max. Clearly not ded :)
Folks, we're getting into the season where it's a really good idea to allow 3 hours between connecting flights at a hub. If you're booking for the rest of Spring into Summer, try not to let an agent or the reservations system schedule you with minimum connection times between flights. No one likes sitting, but that extra time padding can really save your plans if you have it.

My daughter has been just so frustrating to try to feed. I've been pumping and bottle feeding mostly. Supplementing up to half her feedings with formula.
I feel like I was set up for failure in the hospital. I had a c-section, then my daughter needed to be supplemented with formula due to blood sugar issues and every time I asked for a pump I was told I'd get more colostrum from hand expression.... when I got home I immediately started pumping and got significantly more than the 10 drops I was getting in the hospital! She took the breast just fine until she started getting supplemented with formula.
My milk didn't come in until day 5, and I still do not have enough of a supply despite trying to triple feed and power pump every single day since day 3. I pump every 2 hours during the day and every 3 hours during the night. I fight her to take the breast for 30min- 1 hr every feed... pretty much until I just give up and give her a bottle (paced) and pump instead. She's a super sleepy baby and will either spit out my nipple after one suck, not really latching, or she will seal her lips shut entirely. I have tried SNS. I have tried shields. I have tried waiting her out and offering the breast instead of a bottle over and over. I have tried every trick in the book to wake her up and keep her awake to feed at the breast.
I'm honestly about to just give up and give her formula so I can actually enjoy my baby girl instead of being frustrated all day and night.

We had a good relationship. Wasn’t toxic, yes we had our arguments like everyone else but there was a lot of love there.
Before this happened we were bickering about me not wanting to do something he wanted to do but eventually i said yes I would do it.
I was then left on delivered for 3 hours and the next text I got was the breakup text. I was on my phone at the time so i clicked it straight away and tried to reply but i was already blocked. I then went to the other social media we have each other on and i was blocked on them all too. It was literally within less than a minute. Why? I could understand if i was abusive or if it was clear that there was no love there anymore but that wasn’t the case. We were both really loving and affectionate. Actually, 1 hour before this he text me and said “I’m never fucking leaving you.” Like? What? I just don’t understand it

i (F20) have been talking to this guy online (M22) for almost a year now. everything was perfect in the beginning. we developed such a deep connection. but as the months have gone by, i have seen his true self and who he is as a person. i want to remove him off of social media and never talk to him ever again. even though he may have done some things to hurt me in the past, there’s still part of me that deeply cares about him which makes this so hard.
when we first started talking, i thought he was different from all the other guys i had talked to. he made me feel as if i was the only girl in the world. he was my dream guy. he did everything right in the beginning. but as time went on, things started to shift.

1. he would like and follow random girls on instagram weekly and would make up some lame excuses saying either it’s his friends gf (when it wasn’t) or that he just wants more followers.
   
2. there’s been times in the past when he has gone out with his friends to the bars and he would drunk FaceTime me saying that there’s so many attractive women at the bar and that he wants to fuck them.
   
3. he claimed that I’m the only girl that he talks to, but there have been multiple girls from his city who popped up on my quick add on Snapchat.
   
4. there’s been times where at night he would randomly turn off his location and he wouldn’t text me until the next morning.
   
5. sometimes i would be left on delivered on Snapchat but his snapscore would continue to go up.
   
6. there’s been times where he would go out with his friends to the bars and would post on his private story him and his friends at some random girls house. and when i questioned him who those girls are, he would ignore me and remove me OFF HIS PRIVATE.
   
7. in he beginning, we would FaceTime every night and talk about our days. but for the past couple of months, he’s really only ever FaceTimed me when he’s drinking or completely drunk. and when i wanted to ft, he’d make up excuses saying that he’s too tired, playing video games, listening to music, etc.
   
8. he used to give me compliments and save my selfies that i sent him but lately he just hasn’t been doing any of that.
   
9. he doesn’t ask me how my day is or how im doing mentally. I’m the one always checking in on him but he never does it back to me.
   
10. about a month ago, he had removed me off Snapchat and took me off his instagram. he did this because i would question why he followed those random girls. we ended up not talking for 3 days.
    

i don’t know if i can fully remove him off of everything all at once (even tho i know i should). where should i start? i am still very attached to him which makes this difficult. how do i get over him? what do i do?!
TLDR - I’m in a situationship with this guy (M22) who i (F20) met online. we have been talking for almost a year now. he’s done so many things to hurt me and he never seems to actually care. i know i should remove him off of everything but it’s so hard because deep down inside of me i still care about him. he’s the first guy that i formed a deep connection with. how do i bring myself to remove him off of everything even though im very much so attached? how do i get over him? what should i do?