Chachi ke jamkar kari chudai

As I clearly mentioned only females. No males DM me. Ek hawsi chudasi maa chahiye ish hawsi madarchod bete keliyem. maa ek dum hawas se bhari hui chudasi ho. Ushe apne bete se chudna bahot pasand ho. Bete ke lund ki pyasi maa, din raat jo bete se lagatar chudti hi rahe...
Ghar me bhi maa nangi rahe or bete sath bahar jate time adhi nangi hoke jaye taki beta jab chahe tab chudai kre maa ki

Aaj subha Roz ki tarha bus se metro station ja raha tha agla stand hi metro station ke aage hai. Jab bus mein chadne laga to 5-6 log or Chad rahe the normally itne nahi chadte us stand se, fir mein ticket lene laga ticket lete time wo log na to aage ja rahe the or na hi piche or na hi ticket le rahe the mere fir main ticket le hi raha tha or samne se ek aadmi aaya or bola areh hatiya mujhe thukna hai (bus ka gate abhi khula hi hua tha) or dhakka lagne laga piche wo khade hi the. Mujhe Shak hua to phone check kiya or Shak sahi tha kisi ne nikal liya tha phone fir Jo mere piche tha wo aage aane laga maine haath pakada or bola mera phone de wo bolne laga mere paas nahi hai. Maine ticket Wale se bola bhaiya phone dedo call karni hai mera phone chori ho gaya to usne bhi ignore kar diya. Fir wahi jo thukne ke liye piche aaya tha bolne laga ki Tera phone ek ladka le kar utar gaya stand par hi. Maine bus rukwai or stand par bhagne laga pata tha ab wo nahi hoga isliye sidha police station chala gaya police station bus stand se 200-400 meter hi hai. Waha bataya to police wala bolne laga aage wali jeb se nikal liya or pata hi nahi chala? Ab humse kya chahte ho ? Main ro Raha tha maine bola sir phone dhudho bus mera to bola wo to hum dhundege hi. Fir cyber cafe se karwa lete ya khud kar lo main bata deta hu kaise karni hai. Fir main Ghar Jake FIR karne laga Jab nahi hui to dobara police station gaya fir wo bolne laga isko bata kar bheja tha kar hi nahi paya ye fir usne hi Kari. Ab kal cier complaint karunga. Kya lagta hai phone milenga wapas?
Sorry post thodi zyada lambi ho gayi

bhai jitnay bhi offline counsellors se baat kari sab ye kh rh ki itni rank pe kuch nhi milega but online youtube channel pe delhta hu to wo bta r ay ki mil jayega lekin koi sahi sahi suggestive options ni mila pa rha kyuki har koi alag college ke naam ntate ha . Bhot to kaatne ki koshis kr rh , aisey khta ha ki aap mujhe paise dedo m apka is xyz college m kr dunga . Abhi tak koi offline paid sounsellor se baat nhi huyi ha meri koi online counseller miley to btana bhai .

2 saal ki preparation
100+ advance pyqs
Puri cengage
Advanced illustration ke saare question
Chemistry ka ratta......
4 question ho paye bas paper me 🤡
Paper me phir bhi 1-2 marks se cutoff clear​ ho jayegi, paper 2 me to pura blank out hi ho gya, jo easy question the vo bhi nhi par paaya bas 4-5 kare
I gave my best, bohot zyada practice kari, ab bhi nhi ho rha to phir ram ram 🙏 jee advanced ko, me jaata hu apne raaste aap jao apne raaste
Jo bikhra hua pada he confidence usko thoda thoda jodd ke de denge advanced, baaki to phir bhagwan ki marzi

im a fresher, 2024 mai exam diya, 18 saal ka hu
hamesha se jee aur neet ke liye equal passion rakhta tha jee mai 99 lane ka sapna tha, session 1 mai 183 marks aake 96 percentile bachpan se doctor banne ka mann tha, abhi neet mai 550-600 ke bich marks aa rhe neet mai bhi selection nahi hoga mere area mai logo ko iit aur neet se zyada boards ko matlab hai, isliye jab koi jee ko down diya karta tha, i was the only one jo jee ko every single time defend kiya karta tha and yet jeetards online abuse me every single time when they figure out im a 'neetard'.i spent a year and a half in jee coaching, while studying bio from pw at the same time. around october 2023 i switched to lakshya neet full time but even then physics maine alakh sir ke purane videos se kari thi and chem mai khazana se karta the especially organic from amit mahajan sir. i only identify as a neetard because mera main goal neet tha, when in reality ive spent more time around jee coaching and around jee aspirants. agar koi title hota that defined someone who had an equal amount of passion for both neet and jee, that would be me. LMAO bisexual i suppose this passion for jee initially stemmed out when i saw my brother fail to crack his lifelong dream of iit.
i know most log probably bolenge neet clear nahi hone ka reason is because maine jee pe aadha focus diya tha, but the real reason is because of a girl. 1 week before neet i got blocked by a girl i really really liked, and who i was best friends with for since january 2023. i thought i was over it, but exam ke bich mai uska thought dimag mai aagaya and that was when i lost the plot. my average test scores used to be in the 640-650 range, neet 2022 ke paper ke mock mai mai 661 and neet 2023 ke paper mai 688 aaye the, but even then, i failed, in mera khud ka exam.
now im thinking of taking partial drop, i dont wanna study bsc, but im afraid agar btech college join karlu then udhar bhi sabhi log mujhe neetard karte karte bully karenge.
atm i dont have any colleges to consider, i dont have the motivation to study, im just a heartbroken guy and my reluctance to talk about my problems with my friends and family has only led to my mental health declining even more
i see suicide as the only way out at this point, padhai karke kya fayda,2 saal toh mehnat kari thi, phir bhi kuch nahi hua
2 saal paani mai gaya chappak
i just dont see the point anymore we study, just to fail we get up, just to fall down again we protect, just to be betrayed and what hurts most is that the people for who we fight, are the people who fight against us.

Well, Bhai maine classes 9 lectures late join Kari, mujhe kuch samjh nahi aata tha, vectors, mole concept, algebra sab hard lagta tha. Allen ke minor test mein meri batch rank 54/79 aayi, 1050/1496 in ncr in mains. Abhi atomic structure, kinematics etc chal raha he, 2d ke questions mostly bilkul bhi samajh nahi aa rahe, har question mein online solution dekhna pad raha hein, kaise honge questions samajh hi nahi aa rahe.
10 June ko firse minor test hein, syllabus atomic structure, kinematics, log, sequence and series he.
Kinematics mein sabse zyada dikkat aa rahi he, module ke questions toh jaise taise online solutions, hints dekhar jaise taise thoda bohot samajh kar hi ho paa rahe he, sir Jo solved examples karwate he unko bhi practice kar leta hu.
Mein kya karu ki atleast meri 400-600 rank AA jaein, I am happy in that. Bohot kharab rank aayi he kya mooh dikhaunga parents ko.

i thought maths and economics mere strong subjects hai and I was aiming for 100%ile in both cuz chemistry is super weak and english aur gt to bhai unpredictable hai. magar kal NTA ne aukaat dikha di. sab kuch perfect tha. invigilators ache the, omr filling ke liye 10 mins diye the, frisking process smooth tha, classroom mei proper ventilation thi, the clock was set right and i still fucked up so badly. eco mei maine sirf 2022 and 2023 ka paper attempt kiya tha and acha score aa raha tha full aa rahe the so i thought ki exam mei bhi i'll be able to score decent. magar bhai itni dates? like i wasnt expecting itne factual questions bro. but jaise taise maine 40 attempt kardiye and ig mere 6-7 galat hai. so eco se to kuch ummeed nahi hai ab. fir maths ke exam mei sirf 27 attempt kiye JUST 27. maine exam dene ke baad gaadi mei aake try kiya ki aur questions solve kar paa rahi thi ya nahi and BRO I COULD SOLVE 6 QUESTIONS IN JUST LIKE 7 MINUTES. imagine mujhe bas 7 minutes aur mile hote i couldve easily attempted 33 questions. magar no. luck has a huge role to play too. ho sakta hai bahot bacho ko emotional drama karke extra time milgaya ho magar i was too drained atp. mera centre was literally delhi-haryana border pe which is about 50 kms from my house. my dad drove me all the way to that place even tho unko recently stitches lage the unke haath pe. and uske baawjood all i did was fuck things up. what im most upset about is how ive disappointed my parents. theyre not upset because mera exam bura gaya, because they know ki maine mehnat kari thi lekn what hurt them most is that i didnt listen to them-unhone clearly bola tha ki kam se kam cuet jaise exam mei where everything is based on how efficient you are, you should get proper sleep taaki your mind is fresh and you dont get anxious during the exam. magar i stayed up all night. moreover, mera eco ka exam was from 10-11 am and fir seedha 5:15-6:15 was maths ka exam. so beech mei 6 hours ka break tha. papa especially booked an ac room in a nearby hotel just so that meri neend poori ho sake cuz maths mei you really need an efficiently working brain. magar no. mai fir bhi un 6 hours mei padh rahi thi. and maine uska result dekh liya. ye end moment ki padhaai doesnt help at all especially cuet jaise exams mei. this aint boards. ho sakta hai agar maine proper rest le liya hota to kam se kam eco aur maths dono mei 4-5 questions aur kar liye hote. which means about 20-25 marks. and ye 20-25 marks ki importance mujhe tab realsie hogi jab mujhe kisi ache college mei admission nahi milega. north campus to gaya mere haath se. i fucked up real bad. i hate myself.

I was a dropper, gonna join College this year. I am gonna tell you why most of the people like you and me are gonna fail jee.(Not talking about competition and reservation, you can't do jackshit about it) Classes 1st se 10th Tak syllabus easy rehta h, itna easy ki agar consistently roz 3 ghante ya exam ke last week mein bhi padh liya, to exam mein 85% to aaram se aa jate the. Kyunki ye sab memory based tha, maths mein khud hi kaafi theorems ratne ko rehti thi. Tumhe itne saalo se ek cheez nhi thi, aur vo hai mehnat karne ki aadat. But 11th and 12th mein studies mein tumhe apna brain use karna hota h, Jo tumne itne samay mein Kara nhi, aur nahi tumme mehnat karne ki aadat h, ab tumhara brain mehnat karega hi nhi. It will always procrastinate. Tumhare paas vaise hi koi reason nhi h, tumhe aur mujhe pade-pade sab mil gya h. Hamare parents aur grandparents ko majburi thi, to unhone mehnat Kari. Hame kaunsi majboori h? To ab bacche par itna burden padta h aur vo phir sehen nhi pata. Tujhe jee aur college ko chorke koi aur bhi reason chahiye hoga, jaise tu foreign country mein jana chahta hoga etc. Ye tera motivation h Jo tujhe bahut Kam Lena hoga, but zaruri h. Watch David Goggins, that guy will tell you ki mehnat kya hoti That's what I think most people go through. Edit - I am no topper, I am an average student. I didn't clear mains (89%ile), and I am going to join a tier 3 college. Just sharing my experience so that juniors won't have to realise this the hard way and waste their time.

My fellow CUETIES💀. Gave physics paper today, was just lying down and doing some introspection at 2 am💀. As title says mai pcb lekar pachta raha hun. Drop liya tha neet ke liye fir bhi 506 arahe hain(expected). Ye chutiya neet ne gand chod di aur Sala 25lakh lodu Har Saal same paper de rahe hain aur saale badte ja rahe hain.
Bhai agar gandu society ke pressure me aake science he lene thee to mc maths bhi leleta maths me mai theek thak tha(10th me maths me 85+% the). Math se bachne ke liye chutiya biology leli. Lekin interest to sst me tha 🙃. Aur Sst me Mera 98 the marks 10th me wo bhi ek week padhke. Aur sala ye chutiya biology me koi scope he nahi hai sirf mmbs, mds ya Sala chutiya bsc🤡. Wo bhi mmbs karene me 6 Saal fir uske baad 4-5 Saal specialization 💀. Tum 10 saal padhe sirf 1, 2 lakh monthly earn Kama ne liye.
Udhar maths ke bina kuch hai hi nahi hai nahi sst me aur nahi science me, looking at you bio🥲).
Btech bcs karne wale to sirf 4 Saal ke baad hi earn karna start kar dete hain AGAR achi placement mile to. Aur usko karne ke liye 20lakh jee karne ko bhag te hain chodu mals, aka one of the toughest exam of the world with extreme competition. Not including jee adv aka THE TOUGHEST EXAM 💀💀💀💀💀😅 Aur usme be 25 to 30 percent IIT wale jobless hain to socho normal btech karne wale ka kya hoga.
Aur finally sala ye cuet ka bhi physics aur maths ka azeeb sa tha paper 40 mins ( excluding 20 mins of randi rona of signatures by chutiya nta) me esa paper jo tum neet aur jee ke level ke questions karna. Pyq aur mock to bada easy tha bhai ye lodu cuet ne wakt Badal diya jazabat Badal deye. Ye oil drop wala question mene to puri aakash ki module me Asa question na deka mc.
Kash mene apne boards ke marks dekh ke select kari hoti apne stream.🥲🥲

1 ghante ka rasta tha traffic itna tha ki nikala 12 bje ghar se ki auto aur paucha mai 2 29 pe end moment pe inviglator wagera sab thk thee light wagera nhi gyi aur thk thk tha sab andar bag rakhne ke facility bhi thi aur kuch chori nhi hua fir exam mein hame dono exams mein extra time diya 1st mein 5 min aur dusre mein 20 min but padha kuch tha nhi aage baithi ladki se baat krri mene usne maths ke bata diye ans aur phy toh bhagwan bharose but thk thk tha itna bekar nhi bss bkc in bhenkelodon ne ye dikat kari ki admit card nhi liya hamara mene 2 bar pucha bhi tha bkc ab kya hoga😭😭 ghar aake pata chala mujhe

Mai ek company mai job karta hu company mai mere do friend ha jo ki har baat pe kisi na kisi se ladne ki sochte ha aur company chordne ki baat karte h aur har baat pe mujhe koste rehte ha ki "saale tere se kuch nahi ho paayega ladna aana chaiye Varna koi bhi pel ke chala jaayega" mai maanta hu ki hame ladna aana chaiye magar iska matlab ye thodi hai ki hum Bina baat ke kisi se lade jaise ki vo ladte h. Ek baar ki baat h mere se inhi mai se ek ne 1000 rs udhaar liye aur 6 mahine Tak nahi Diya jab mujhe kuch paiso ki jarurat thi toh Maine bola message pe ki bhai mujhe paise chaiye mere 1000 rupees Dede toh Banda gaali deta h ki madarchod mood mat kharab kar kaha milega bata bande leke aarha hu Ghar se uthwadunga uss time par toh Maine kuch nahi bola par baad mai apne paise Lake unse bolna band kar Diya aur dusri company mai job Kari. Mujhe uss din bahut bura laga jis dost ko Maine Bina soche samjhe paise diye ussne paise dete time mujhe hi gaali dedi Jo usse apna bhai maanta tha Jo kabhi apne dost ka toh kya kisi aur ka bhi galat nahi sochta... Aur phir mujhe andar hi andar Aisa laga ki duniya madarchod h madarchod thi aur rahegi sb apne liye hi sochte hai isliye bura banke raho swarthi bano... Please aap log apne vichar bataye toh shayad mujhe behtar samajh milegi.

bhai dekho ill try to be as nice and to the point to be possible
when i came to this subreddit for the time it was the first time me using reddit coz a friend of mine used to share posts of this subreddit and i genuinely enjoyed scrolling jeeneetards but bhai abhi itni negative vibe hogyi h iss sub ki har koi bas dukh ki baate karta h lets come to the first point cheating bhai kitna roge bhai ? cheating karli wow karliya bash usko dedi gaali beetgaya ek hafta ab aage bado na ? kitna rona dhona karoge about ruining jee han i understand jee kharab hojaata h har jagah mehnat kaam nahi karti bhagwan kismat ek chees hoti h i understand but bhai hafto hafto tak bas rote rhoge ki nta esa h wesa h ? kuch kar skte ho to karo nahi to chup betho lekin tmuhe post karna h padayi k ilava dusre exams ki tayyari ko chordkar reddit scroll karna aur post karna h aur jo log khete h saare exams gande gaye bhai tum chutiya ho jo saare exams gande kardiye jee 1st gaya 2nd gaya advanced maanlo cuet gaya vitee bhi gaya? bitsat bhi gaya ? be mtlab rr karna hota h genuine posts karliya karo bhai kabhi to rr k ilava jitna scroll karo all you do IS CRY i guess our youth has to come up with a strong mental state and thoda positive mindset ham bhot jyada hi rr karte hai aur bhot jyada hi negativity se surrounded hote h hobbies ko side rkh dete ho jocheeso ko enjoy karte ho side rkh dete ho bhai maa chudaye jee 2 ghante to kuch esa karo jisme sukoon milta ho maja aata ho thike bhai nahi jayenge iit nahi jaayenge nit make it clear to parents
JEE IS ONLY TO GIVE A BOOST TO YOUR CAREER INSTEAD OF A 6LPA ull get 10-14LPA thats fucking it THHE END FULL STOP thats the only thing of jee to meet good people and give a boost to your career yall have made it your entire fucking life han maine bhi holi chordkar jee ki padayi kari diwali side rkhke padayi kari COZ I LVOED TO STUDY I KNEW MAI ABHI CHOTI UMARMAI MEHNAT KARUNGA TO AAGE JAKAR UTNA PEACEFUL LIFE HOGA i study coz i want to study and i like studying i like solving questions the sense of achivement i get after solving a uqestion aur mock mai 25 mai se 20 sawal ya maths ka tough question hona tests mai questions hona i get the sense of achivement isliye padta hu kisike pressure mai nahi padta hu kisi KE LIYE NAHI PADTAH U APNE LIYE PADTA HU
reservation ke liye bhi rote h ye bache are jee ki padayi karte wakt nahi pata tha kya ki kitne percentile laani h ? tab nahi rona aya ki obc sc st le jaata h seat tumhari ?
are le jaata h to le jaata constitution badlega ? dusre exam ki tayyari karle lagrta h 99% nahi aayegi to loan leke padliyo bitsat clear karle just stop with rr thing
bhot time se mann tha ye vent out karne ka kyuki ccuties se ghirkar tang aagya hu
anyways keep studying work hard bhagwan ki pooja karo mann ko shaant rakho upar wala jo akrega acha karega have a good day

(Going to be a long post ) Ye post unke liye hai jo padh mhi rahe hain par sapne abhi bhi iit se neeche ke nhi hain. Iss saal jee mains diya, boards diye, kuch aur entrances diye . When i was in 12th, after wasting 11th i wanted to become the - abse sirf padhai aur kuch nahi - student. April gaya, may gaya, june , july , august gaya. Mid terms ae, tab laga ab to padhna hi hai . Strategy videos of scoring 99%ile in 4 months took over kyunki 99 percentile se neeche sochna to gunha hain na! Phir ai 99 %ile in 3 months , then 2 months , then 1 month. Phir jan attempt ke ek hafte pehle how to get 90 percentile in one week . Nhi hua kuch boards diye , april attempt diya . Nhi ai yr rank! Mains mein 60 percentile Now, do I regret for not studying? Yes. Can I change the results of this year? No. Will I get a very good govt college everyone dreams of? No. Par ab regret se kya hoga? Kuch nhi Abhi jo log 11th mein hain, 12th mein hain, you might be feeling ki abhi to bohot time hai. Nahi hai. Time aise jaega ki pata bhi nhi chalega. I got 60 percentile in mains. Pata hai jab mains ka score calculate kiye to 47 ban Raha tha. There wasn't one chapter from whole 12th and 11th I could point my finger and say ki isse koi bhi question dedo, I'll do it. Not a single one. Jab marks calculate kiye to laga ki yar agar har mahine pcm mein ek ek chapter bhi Kiya hota to atleast kuch college to mil jata. Kuch to milta. The habits that destroyed me were yt shorts, series, movies, songs. No relationship shit aur anything. It was all me, enough to ruin my exams. Boards ka result check Kiya and you won't believe how fucking happy I was to pass the jee criteria of 75% in boards. How happy. But this is not what I imagined my life to be after 12th, did I? No. Koi nhi karta yr! I'm searching for colleges nowadays. The colleges I've never heard Of, jinke reviews bhi ache nhi , im praying ki usi mein hi jae. Kahi to ho jae. Kisi college mein. Jinke naam tak nhi sune the ,unke bhi cutoff clear nhi ho rahi. And I'll probably go in a college jiska maine 2 saal mein kisi se naam bhi nhi suna tha. I'm searching for a college jiski placement thodi to decent ho. But I. Sab ka kyaal tab kyu nhi aya jab I wasted my time? Jab I did not study when I could fucking have? Ab lagta hai ki kitna aasan tha padhna. Padhi, exam do aur college le jao. I made plans which I never executed Most of my friends have got above 90 percentile. I can't even text or call them without thinking that kya soch rahe honge vo. The worst is disappointing the ones who trusted you, gave you everything you asked for. tumhare sirf ek baar mangne se tumhe vo cheez laake de di. Apne parents. Meri maa ka sapna tha ki main IIT delhi jau. She used to be so happy jab vo bolti thi. I broke it. I fucking broke it. She still supports me, still cooks my fav dishes, still smiles at me , i am lucky and blessed to have a family jo mujhe har failure pe samjhati hai aur support karti hai. My mom still loves and cares for me . She still talks to me. But it still hurts jab unhone bola ki humein bata do agar humein zyada hi expectations laga li ho tumse aur humein hi soch liya ho ki humara bacha to acha kar hi lega. She isn't wrong. She isn't. Ek hota hai aapne mehnat Kari and something happened which was out of your control which led to a bad result. And ek hota hai jab aap mehnat nhi karte and you know you deserve that shitty result . Sabse bura tab lagta hai when i think ki i know i have the brain and i can study and i could have cleared the exam with a good result. But kabhi padhai seriously hi nhi li. No one would believe me if i said ki i like to study. Bhai mujhe sach mein seekhna acah lagta tha. Jab cheezein samajh aati thi to alag hi khishi hoti thi. Alag hi. Par maine kabhi consistently efforts nhi lagae. And that led to the downfall. Life mein na, ek na ek point par aapko ruk kar sochna hoga ki bhai main kar kya raha hu? Hum sab ko pata hai kya karna hai , mujhe bhi pata tha. You all fucking know that YouTube, insta is not going to help you. Ye sab na bolne ki batein hoti hai ki jee doesn't matter, ur rank doesn't decide your futue. My rank is 5L. I don't know what to do. But one thing ik is rank fucking matters. Mere peeche 7-8 lakh bache hain aur aisa nhi hai ki humara kych nhi hoga. Hoga. Kuch to ho hi jaega. Par abhi at this moment i have no fucking idea ki kya hoga. I can't tell about others. But for me i know mere paas time, resources, supportive environment, saare sukh suvidha thi and i could have easily stopped my self and my family from getting into this situation. Drop isn't really an option as my family thinks that 97-96 percentile isn't really possible for someone who scored 60 this year. And vo apni jagah sahi bhi hain . They trusted me and i failed. Now its their decision and i will accept jo bhi vo bolenge. Will yalk about it in some later posts. To abhi bhi time hai , sudhar jao . Meri tuition teacher kehti thi- life mein ek goal hona bohot zaroori hai. And today i understand her words. Ek goal banao. Not necessary ki jee ho. Aur bohot kuch hai duniya mein. Because you might or might not realize, but financially independent hona life mein bohot zaroori hai.Mujhe padhai ke alawa koi aisi skill nhi aati jispe main depended rahu. Time waste mat karo. Kuch seeko. Kuch bhi useful. Don't just pass your time. Just. Don't. Padhai karo. Aur agar vo nhi kar rahe to koi skill develop karo . Downfall hota hai life mein , kabhi aisi cheez ki vajah se jise hum vontrol kar sakte hain aur kabhi aise cheezon ki vajah se jise hum control nhi kar sakte. And it's important, ki jo humare control mein hain , hum usse kharaab na hone de. Life ko jeeyo. I won't say ki sirf padhai karo. Nahi. Live. Be happy. Dance. Enjoy. Padhai ke alawa bhi bohot cheezein aapko success dilati hain . But padhai ek kaafi hadd tak safe and secure way hai to success. Learn and live please All the best (Spelling vagera pe zyada dhyaan mat dena, typing karte hue error ho gaya hoga. Post ko samajhna)
Edit : dekhi yaar mujhe koi enlightenment nhi hui, these are just ny thoughts. Its not a post regarding my regrets. It's a post, un logo ke liye jo jee denge. To show them what goes through when you mess up jee. Not same for all. Sabki life alag hai. Ye meri learnings to likha hai maine . I ain't perfect, love.

I wonder koi aurat itna earn karti ho aur itne properties bana rahi ho khud ke paese se aur wo choti choti baat pe vulnerability dikha rahi hai .... Ye ajeeb lagta hai.
Ye natak ho sakta hai Darna aur pati ki sewa and all lekin females ke liye ek ghalat message hai. Inki viewers to inki nakal karne ki koshish Kari hain na ...
Dabba aur cringika hanikarak hain auraton ke liye.

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usne humanities li thi and ik ke voh banda mast jeeta tha,insta pe humesha kahi ghum rha hai aur ya kabhi party kar rha hai.Tanne iss baath ke nhi ke mere usse kam hai,baath yeh hai ke relatives ne bataya ke usne toh padhna december ke end mein suru kara tha and they keep saying that their son is too smart and told me that"I should have studied harder!!"
I managed jee and boards together but still i got taunted for i studied for 2 years(11 and 12th) but still i am only three percent ahead of him.I feel so bad that day,like meine itni mehnat kari aur meri family ko fark nhi pada,pure dinn uski wajah se mujhe tane mile and i even think that my mental health is damaged. Am i the only one suffering or anyone else was similarly treat?

so , 10th pass kari thi maine , and me covid batch se tha , 10th me utne acche khaase friends the nhi , then uske baad , gaav gaya and announce hua ki sab paas hogaye , july me wapis bangalore aaya , teachers ne result pucha and i was like xx , then unhone pucha "which college beta " , maine kaha mam me issi school me continue karunga , mam ne bola "what tumne abhi tak college join nhi kari ? maine bola no mam . As maine socha ki jaisa chal raha hai chalta rahega , uske baad admission ke time mam ne pucha neet ya jee maine tukka maara neet , (not having the knowlegde about it )and 7 din tak bio padha and uske baad mam se bolke cs me shift hogaya like pcmc . sab kuch accha chal raha tha and din aata hai xx august 20xx , jis din meri crush ne mujhe propose kara (maine bina hich kichaye accept karliya , me jo kisi cheez ke laaayak nhi hu, if usse crush propose kare to socho meri khushi kya hogi ) uske baad 12th boards hogaye and mere xx kuch aaye , uske baad gaav chala gaya and colleges ka koi plan nhi kiya , kcet ka application form aise hi bhardiya and then maze kar raha tha and uss time meri gf bolti hai ki wo drop le rahi hai and mere gaaav ke ek dost ne bhi drop liya tha , so me aise hi influence hoke drop leliya bina kuch soche samjhe bus aise hi maze keliye but june tak time pass kiya and bangalore aake bhi aise hi baitha raha kabhi socha ki business karunga ya kabhi socha ki jee karunga , uske chalte august aagaya and me padh raha tha atleast 6 hours a day accha khasa chal raha tha , then aata hai november jisme meri gf karti hai mujhse break up , uske baad me gaya pooore depression me , lekin kuch din baad approz 10 days baad wapis ek hojate hai and uske baad se mera padhai se mannn uth gaya tha , gym chod di thi aise hi scroll karta tha , then wapis aata feb jisme humaara hota hai break up cuz usse abroad move hona tha , (just ek question hai ki if usse pata tha ki wo jaane waali hai then kyu relationship me aayi ? ) and at last jab maine ye question usse 4-5 baar pucha usne mujhe toxic boldiya , jisne usko support kiya 1.5 years , uski koi importance nhi thi ??? , bola karti thi , "hubby u are like my new home " but then last me boht bura bola , dk meri kya galti thi , and then maine jee attempt 1 and 2 dono diya and okay okay percentile aayi thi 87 something , ab jee advanced ka preparation chalu hai jisme mujhe lagta hai ki acche marks nhi aayenge , plus kcet me 20 marks choot gaye so ab bus 50 marks aayenge out of 141 , and boards ke result ka consideration nhi Hoga as me dropper hu , (kcet results are calculated on the basis of 50%boards and 50 %kcet ) , no state college no iit no nit no vit , ab kya karu , according to me me itna hoshiyar hu ki like me easily 95 score kar sakta tha bus mann nhi tha isliye padha nhi , so please batao ki kya karu , drop lu for nit ? ya koi ghatiya si college me admission lu? and then ?
ps : ( mujhe pata hai meri carelessness thi , but atleast ab batado kya karu ?) -"-"-

I know.Many of you will say "Tere kitne supportive parents hai".NO.Mere jee mains mai 90 percentile hai aur jee adv ke liye qualified hu(OBC).Aur Allen ke adv ke test mai 70-80 aarhe out of 360(I've always scored better in adv in terms of rank).Aur mh cet mai 94-95 percentile expected hai aur mujhe CS hi chaiye aur mh se hu toh mil bhi jayega kisi tier 3 mai.
Thoda lamba post hoga so plz have patience.So after my April attempt I knew ki kuch loda nhi Milne wala.Aur USS time pe Maine ye socha tha ki iss saal ki counselling Tak drop ka padhunga 11th complete kar dunga.Agar mains part tests mai 220 Tak pahunch Paya toh drop le lunga.Toh parents ke pass Gaya aur sab batane ke baat their response was"2 saal 11th strong nhi kr Paya toh 3 mahine Mai kya karega,abhi chupchap adv ke liye padh".And the thing is IIT mai CSE loda nhi Milne wala.So maine cet ki prep Kari.Cet decent gyi.
Now when they are realising ki situation is actually fucked up.They are saying "drop hi lele".Toh maine bola ki agle saal 17 lakh candidates hai aur CS mujhe nhi milne wala NIT or IIT mai.Aur agar kisi Karan padhai nhi Hui toh abhi Jo mil rha wo bhi nhi milega.Aur abb padhai nhi hoo paigi.Toh bol rhe hai ki"Tera vision hi nhi hai aur tera Target hi bohot chota hai,hamne toh kama liya,tujhe badme mai samaj ayega".
Ain't no fucking way I am gonna destroy my life because of parental pressure.And they always act like I am some idiot or something who doesn't know shit.All of this could've been avoided if I was preparing for drop from April so atleast I would've been in a good position to take decision for drop.And now,with 7 months remaining for jee.Loda kuch nhi hone wala. Bhai plz bss niche ke sawaloo pr apna opinion dedijiye.
1)Am I doing the right thing? 2)Will going to tier 2 or 3 gov college CS turn out to be good decision? 3)How do I respectfully tell them they don't know shit about jee.
Important Point-I don't hate my parents.I love and respect them.But they act like they know about jee more than me and my teachers.

I know.Many of you will say "Tere kitne supportive parents hai".NO.Mere jee mains mai 90 percentile hai aur jee adv ke liye qualified hu(OBC).Aur Allen ke adv ke test mai 70-80 aarhe out of 360(I've always scored better in adv in terms of rank).Aur mh cet mai 94-95 percentile expected hai aur mujhe CS hi chaiye aur mh se hu toh mil bhi jayega kisi tier 3 mai.
Thoda lamba post hoga so plz have patience.So after my April attempt I knew ki kuch loda nhi Milne wala.Aur USS time pe Maine ye socha tha ki iss saal ki counselling Tak drop ka padhunga 11th complete kar dunga.Agar mains part tests mai 220 Tak pahunch Paya toh drop le lunga.Toh parents ke pass Gaya aur sab batane ke baat their response was"2 saal 11th strong nhi kr Paya toh 3 mahine Mai kya karega,abhi chupchap adv ke liye padh".And the thing is IIT mai CSE loda nhi Milne wala.So maine cet ki prep Kari.Cet decent gyi.
Now when they are realising ki situation is actually fucked up.They are saying "drop hi lele".Toh maine bola ki agle saal 17 lakh candidates hai aur CS mujhe nhi milne wala NIT or IIT mai.Aur agar kisi Karan padhai nhi Hui toh abhi Jo mil rha wo bhi nhi milega.Aur abb padhai nhi hoo paigi.Toh bol rhe hai ki"Tera vision hi nhi hai aur tera Target hi bohot chota hai,hamne toh kama liya,tujhe badme mai samaj ayega".
Ain't no fucking way I am gonna destroy my life because of parental pressure.And they always act like I am some idiot or something who doesn't know shit.All of this could've been avoided if I was preparing for drop from April so atleast I would've been in a good position to take decision for drop.And now,with 7 months remaining for jee.Loda kuch nhi hone wala. Bhai plz bss niche ke sawaloo pr apna opinion dedijiye.
1)Am I doing the right thing? 2)Will going to tier 2 or 3 gov college CS turn out to be good decision? 3)How do I respectfully tell them they don't know shit about jee.
Important Point-I don't hate my parents.I love and respect them.But they act like they know about jee more than me and my teachers.

kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja kuuteh saleh bhen ke laudeh teri maa ki chut bosdiwaleh teri mayiaa ka bur chodu badwa salaa madar chood ka pilla randi ka baal machr ki jhaat chipkili ke taate gobar putr kuttiya ka pila baapchoda betichod chachi chod mama chod randi ka aulaad sala haram zada suur jahnt ke baal bakri chod chua chod randhwa raand ja jaamai chut marikeh lavda lavdeh ke baal kutaa ke luli bakri ki chut chipkili ke aand randi baaz kukur chod maai ka choda tera bhen ka choda bur phtleh chud ke 100 baap ka chuda hua kutta ka pila hua naali ka keeda taateh massina bur ke chatel chodu bhagat chut mari ka chut ka pilaa gaand ka sodagar chucci chusneh waleh jhaat ka bhaaji land peh chdeh ja

Aaj mere best friend ka birthday tha, mei dummy student hu lekin aaj mere coaching ki chutti thi toh soocha 11th mei pehle baar school chala jao. Meine phone par baat kari school ke management se aur mujhe aane ki permission mil gayi thi par jab school bus mere ghar ke samne khadi thi aur mere hi interzaar kar rahi thi mujhe mere papa inshara de kar bulate hai aur kehte hai, school ke principle ne aane se mana kardiya hai(bkl sali). Haar din jab mei meri coaching ki van ka intezaar karta hu toh mujhe bus jaate hua dikhti hai par jaa nahi sakta school aur dosto se mil nahi sakta.
10vi ka result aaya ahr mere main 5 me 93 bane aur best five mei 94.4 par koi khushi nahi hai kyoki ye marks kuch nahi kehte. mere awaare classmate jisne baas last mahine mei answers raate maar diye uske lag bhagh mere jitni hi aa rahe hai. Mujhe marks se problem nahi hai but meri problem hai ki meine jo marks laane ke liye saal bhar dil lagakar padha aur chizo ko samajne ki kohshis kari out of genuine curiosity and passion of learning, uska koi outcome nahi tha. Mere parivaar wale bohot khush hai lekin mujhe koi khushi nahi ho rahi. Also i know acche marks aaye hai par jitne expect kare the utne nahi aa rahe. ss mei 99 hai, english mei 90 science mei 89, aur maths mei 91, pata nahi kya galat likha tha. ek toh meri handwritings aids dene wali hai aur presentation raadi hai uska kuch aasar hoga, but it doesnt matter and shouldnt really think about it.