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Long story short: Met her 6 months ago at a party I hosted, we had lots in common, and she was in a relationship. She showed interest, invited me over to their house when bf was gone several times. Mentioned their relationship was dying, and she had sex with me a couple weeks before they broke up. Bf never got to know, but was suspicious.
We started "dating" in the sense that she didn't want anything official yet, but we had fun times together and basically behaved like a couple. I wanted it to become more serious, but she held back. We both agreed to go with the flow and just see what happens. We had about five months of fun times together, and I really enjoyed her company.
She started distancing and become more unavailable the last month, I asked why and she said she didn't want anything serious. She didn't want to jump to a new relationship and work on herself and her issues.
Okay, so after some talking we agreed that we could keep it more casual since we loved to hang out together, but she was scared about the intimacy part since she didn't want to be "locked" to me, as she felt like she had to act loyal towards me. She wanted to have her options open. I said it's fine, I didn't expect her to be loyal in a casual friendship that includes sex, and in fact I would've had issues trusting her anyways since she's cheated on her ex twice, at least. I've heard several other unconfirmed stories from people that used to know her too, but I haven't told her that.
Anyways, after I told her that, she flipped out and basically blamed me for not telling her that before, that she had ruined her relationship and life, that I've used her, and didn't talk to me for a couple of days. She said she had hoped that it could've turned into anything serious, even though she said before that she didn't want anything serious right now. Almost like I was supposed to "wait" for her, and it could be a year or more.
So, am I the asshole? Should I have been more clear about my insecurity of her cheating in her past relationship earlier in our "situationship"? I feel like I just dodged a major bullet instead. Feels like she used that comment as an excuse to get mad at me and end it. Now she talks to me like I'm a stranger, and I've kept my distance as best as I can. Shame as I really liked her, and we were so alike.
I have asked her to meet in person and end whatever we had and gather my belongings, hopefully with no hard feelings since I want to be able to stumble upon her at parties without having anything unsaid. We have some friends in common, so it might happen.

I'm sorry, I'm not english speaker but I need to say it because I think I'm going crazy. Six years ago, I was raped by my ex. I left him and he couldn't take it. One day he dragged me into his car, drove me out of town, raped me, threw me out and then tried to escape. He was caught and now he is in prison. It was a huge trauma for me. Since then, I try not to sit in the back seat of a car because I start having panic attacks if I don't know where I'm being taken. And if a certain song starts playing in the car, memories come flooding back. The thing is, everything happened under the song that I used to really like. It was our song, we kissed and had sex for the first time to that song. All my close ones know that I can only sit in the front seat and that song and that band cannot be played around me. I went to therapy, but it didn't help completely; I don't think I will ever fully heal.
A year ago, I started dating an amazing guy. We are happy together and I know he is choosing a ring. He knows about my situation, and I asked him to warn his family that I have certain triggers. They are very understanding; they have never treated me differently after learning my story.
A week ago, his sister, who is currently 25 weeks pregnant, asked me to go shopping for the baby with her and I agreed. When I got into her car, she said her seatbelt was broken and she could only put me in the back seat. Despite my doubts, I agreed. I can ride in the back seat for a short time, but I need to know and control the road; otherwise, I start panicking. Everything seemed fine, though I was nervous. After shopping, she drove me home and on the way she played that song. I asked her to turn it off, but she refused. She said the driver chooses the music and she wants to listen to that song. I had a panic attack. I asked her to stop the car or turn off the music, but she laughed and said I was overreacting. I told her I was having a panic attack, and she just drove faster. When she dropped me off, I had a breakdown; I was crying and ran into the apartment. I sat in the bathroom until evening and only calmed down when I had no more strength to cry. My boyfriend came and comforted me. When I felt better, I asked if he had talked to his sister about my problem, and he said he did, but she probably forgot. After that, he and his parents apologized to me. His sister sent a message saying she was sorry and didn't think I would react so strongly. Now I can't understand if she did it on purpose or accidentally. Everyone says it just happened, but I feel like she knew and wanted to see my reaction. I can't meet and talk to her face to face right now because after this situation she got upset herself and now she needs peace because of the pregnancy. I feel like I'm going crazy because of my doubts. I have already sought emergency consultation and feel a little better, but I want to hear an outside opinion.

I’ve read so many horror stories about getting off depo and it seems like from the various forums including Reddit that the majority of women getting off depo said it was a nightmare.
I’ve (24F) only been on depo for a little over 2 years. But I decided to get off because I’ve been hit with some very unpleasant side effects. Recently for the past month I’ve been dealing with menopausal symptoms like hot flashes, night sweats, bloating, waking up in the middle of the night, mood swings, and decreased libido. It really just came out of nowhere, and the only thing I can attribute this change to is depo (or the very small % chance that the lump in my neck is cancer, seeing an ENT for that).
Now I’m debating whether to stay off birth control for a while and let my body regulate again or go on a different birth control. My fear is that I’m suspected to have endometriosis (been pushing for a lap but women’s healthcare sucks in the US), and my periods are painfully brutal. I can only imagine what my first period in 2 years is gonna look like if I even get it but seeing as though I’ve been cramping hardcore this past week & my next shot is due next Monday I have a bad feeling bleeding will come soon.
I don’t have a lot options seeing as though I can’t use any birth control with estrogen bc of my migraine with aura. My friend thinks I should hold off of birth control, but I have a lot of sex with my partner and pregnancy terrifies me. So I guess has anyone been on the other birth controls like the POP, implant or IUD? And what was your experience? Were you able to have unprotected sex and be protected from pregnancy? How were the side effects? And for those off depo, how was your experience with getting off it?

Did I almost did something nasty while at home due to OCD compulsive checking?
Please note: I did not do this to satisfy the sick and digusting fantasy of CP. And I can assure you, I wasn’t looking or targeting children. I did it because of compulsive checking. And I’m sorry to those who were affected by this IRL.
Context: Last Wednesday night, while I was going to take a shower, I stripped off my bottoms only, leaving my school camp t-shirt on. I live in an apartment flat, above ground. The opposite neighbours are like 200-300m away from where I live, For some reason recently I now I have a habit of fidgeting my private part without wanting to jerk off at home or privately. While beside the window, I was doing it, then suddenly OCD said I committed a crime which might land me onto the sex offender registry. I’m scared children saw it even though the incident happened at around 10pm. I immediately went to shower after that, and keep on checking whether if someone saw it that night while touching my private part, and I keep on going back to the place where it happened.
Main story: And just yesterday I almost did the same thing at home, (accidentally again) except I didn’t unzip my pants and underwear, I did touch my crotch without again, no ejaculation, just to see if a part of the wall supporting the windows blocks out my crotch at my room in my house, facing a daycare center near me but I didn’t watch the kids while doing that and I, again, didn’t ejaculate and stopped doing it after self conscience started catching me up as I realised that this is the wrong place to do it and I closed the blinds right after this.
Fyi I already saw the psychiatrist and now waiting for psychologist appointment next month
I NEED YOUR HELP GUYS I DONT WANT TO BE A PREDATOR.
TL;DR: because I almost done something very nasty

I cheated on my gf, for over a month online. To make a a long story short, we had a long discussion and still currently are. It’s come out that she may be asexual or graysexual and I’m so deeply in love with her I don’t care that I won’t have sex or I’ll have little sex or some weird in between. As a partner, I felt like she was disgusted with me , bc we had sex often when we first got together but not ALL the time. And it eventually dwindled down to her not wanting to make out with me and always rejecting pleasuring me but will let me pleasure her from time to time. So I just felt….ugly yk. How can I cope? I’m searching for help and support. Please be nice. I’m learning and growing, as she is and I wanna support and help and stay with her during this time. I know it’s a lot going on in this situation…

I need to rant a little. This happened a few months ago, but bumabalik lang yung galit. My father got mad at me dahil hindi ko raw sinasagot yung mga tawag niya. He told me na hindi nalang siya magbibigay ng allowance kung ayaw ko siyang kausapin. The real reason why hindi ko siya kayang kausapin? I was uncomfortable talking to him considering na nahuli kong may kabit siya on my 11th birthday. Long story short, he gifted me a phone at nakita ko sa trashbin ng gallery ang picture niya ng kabit niya, naked, though nakakumot sila, parang kakagaling lang sa sex, lol. He probably thinks na porket nagbibigay na siya ng allowance, mamahalin at tatanggapin ko na siya ulit. Kapal naman.
Sinabi na ng mom ko na iniwan kami ng tatay ko dati, but another way I confirmed it was through my childhood photos. Pinanganak ako? Wala siya. Binyag ko? Wala siya. 1st birthday ko? Wala siya. 2nd birthday ko? Wala siya. 1st day of school ko? Wala siya. 3rd birthday ko? Wala siya. 4th birthday ko? Wala siya. He just came back when I was already in kindergarten.
How I wish we could cut him off, and never entertain his tantrums again. But sadly, we can't dahil I need the allowance. Hindi na sapat ang pera ni mommy for all my needs considering na shs student na ko at malapit na ko mag college where mas malala pa ang gastusin.

I only ever got as far as social transition with a close group of people knowing, so I never had a “full” detrans experience.
Some aspects I’d be really curious to hear - not a laundry list of questions, but some topics on my mind.

• How similar, or different, was it to coming out?
• Did you face any resistance? Did you feel “believed”?
• What was the timeline for you “passing” as your birth sex? Was there a period where you had “come out” as detransing but still not quite passing? What did that feel like?
• Do you think people “believe” you are your birth sex again, or do you ever suspect they still see you as somehow “trans”?
• Do you ever worry people see you differently, as “confused” or “unstable”? (This is a slight frustration of mine as a desister)
• Were people close to you, surprised by your decision? Concerned? Happy? Indifferent?

Am i the asshole for wanting to tell my friend I don’t longer want to be their roommate in college
Earlier this year when housing applications were released my friend ( who is in the same major as me and multiple classes with me) asked me If i wanted to be their roommate.
For context my current roommates did not mention wanting to dorm again next year and I brought this up prior to the application process to said friend.
When the applications came out they bombarded me in person about being their roommate. Since this happened while other of our friends were present, I was put in an uncomfortable place where I didn’t want to straight up say no and I didn’t want to lie about having other living arrangements. I expressed that I was unsure about living with a friend due to all the horror stories i have heard and read and they immediately told me that doesn’t apply to us we will be okay . In the following days they kept asking me about it and telling me about their really bad living situations prior to the one they have currently. They told me about being placed with some girls that were to keep the story short were really fucked up. I felt really bad and basically trapped and at some point agreed to be their roommate but I was hesitant the whole time.
Flash forward to a month or so they are trying to figure out a third roommate and ask me if i would be down to room with one of their friends. I said sure. We all signed up to be roommates through the portal and everything was “okay”. In this moment i felt like I couldn’t get out because there was already any other person added.
In the next 2-3 weeks, they asked me to go out to a party to which I was already going to with another friend. I said you can come with my friend and I if you want. All three of us ended up going out drinking and smoking and it was a good time at first. By the third hour we are at a different party and all of us are dancing together suddenly they get in the middle my friend and I and started to get closer and closer to me. Alike to how I have told this story before I am unsure about what actually happened in this next part because I was pretty messed up which was known to both my friends the whole time. As they get close to my body their face started to lean into mine and i feel as if they were trying to kiss me. In this moment i panic and i start dance with my head down and shift my body. Eventually we all went home.
The next day I ask my other friend that was present “hey am so sorry if this is awkward for you but i need to figure out if im just making this up or not” and i explained what i think i saw and felt and my friend says yes i noticed it too but i didt know what was going on. this made me question the situation even more to the point where i am visibly avoiding them whenever i can but i eventually texted them saying “ hey i don’t remember a lot about that night i was messed up so im not sure if i remember right but did you try to kiss me when we went out im just trying to piece what happened together” They denied everything and said no i didn’t try to kiss you .
I decided to drop it because I wanted to trust them. A week later I go i went to my housing application for something and saw that our third roommate was no longer in our roommate group. I text my friend and ask hey what happened to blah blah is she not rooming with us? To which they say “ No she isn’t because i told her about the kiss thing and and said she would feel uncomfortable to live with us”( I was very confused why she would be uncomfortable living with us) and my friend goes on to explain that she had walked into her roommates having sex on her bed one time. Having this information, I can only assume she would feel uncomfortable because of the “ possibility of feelings or something physical happening between me and my friend”
This makes me feel uncomfortable because I am now unsure if the kiss thing was real or what was said to the third roommate in order to make her say that she is uncomfortable. I have not brought it up since but I have also been facing other problems with them too in a more academic setting.
They are very used to being late to classes, this being said they never really know what’s going on and asks me a billion questions then doesn’t listen when i explain and then askes the same things again. On top of this they tend to react like “omg u didn’t invite me or tell me to go eat” if i go out with any one else. I had a recent final exam project with them and they made me waste my whole day waiting at one of the school buildings in order to record and were really inconsiderate of my time and a lot of other tiny things that bother me
What should I do what can i do to leave this situation? Can i leave ? Can I leave without making it weird ? The year is about to end soon and room assignments are completed for more people except for the people living on special community floors ( we got accepted into me of them) i have never needed more advice to how to manage this situation.

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I felt an enormous sense of relief when I discovered that he was a total mess! I’m talking about one of the most revered Buddhist monks of our time. I learned this from a short autobiography, A Mountain in Tibet: A Monk’s Journey. It was written by the current abbot of the Kagyu Samye Ling Tibetan Buddhist monastery in Scotland (UK), Yeshe Losal Riponche.
Having escaped from his war-torn home country (Tibet) and after much other trauma, he found himself in the West, entirely immersed in the sex-drugs-rock’n’roll culture of the 1960s. “Selfish and full of pride,” “surly and miserable,” is how Yeshe Losal Riponche describes his younger self in the book. He didn’t part with this way of being until his late thirties despite having grown up in, and having been surrounded by, the Buddhist culture his whole life.
I too have had an intense period of being “selfish and full of pride,” “surly and miserable” recently. I was overworked, stressed, snappy, judgmental, critical, disappointed with myself, and constantly blaming others. With zero daily practice to carry me through the inner and outer chaos.
Why is it still happening to me? After years’ worth of pursuing a different way of being. After years’ worth of seeking a life free from craving, aversion, and the usual human insanity. Why do I have to go through this never-ending cycle of feeling more mature and more at peace, and then hitting a low point when my mind is as unruly as that of any random person who’s never been exposed to any dharma whatsoever?
The autobiography was a timely gift. It reminded me that I was not in it alone.
We all, every single one of us, travel the same path. With its “ups and downs.” And this whole thing is called life. Ram Dass says that aiming to stay on a spiritual “high” all the time is not just unrealistic. It is a form of spiritual materialism. I become a consumer who wants this one thing (being high and holy) and has a tantrum every time she doesn’t get the goods. The more you fight it, the worse it becomes.
Ram Dass shares the most hilarious and uplifting stories of enjoying (?!) seven hours’ worth of sexual fantasies while pretending to be in deep meditation. Or spending the first nine days of his thirty-day silent retreat watching tv for twelve hours a day. While it’s fun listening to his confessions, one can feel how utterly painful it would have been for Ram Dass to observe himself engage in such behavior.
https://www.spiritualitymeditation.com/2024/05/4-tips-for-failing-better-in-your.html

So a bit of back story;
Been with my current gf 6 years. Happy relationship etc.
One night I was going with her to a family party but she ended up being called into work. As I am still close with her family I decided I'd still go knowing she would meet me there later.
A few hours passed and my gf rang and said she was going to have to stay in all night.
I ended up getting super drunk with her sister (around my age) and we ended up having unprotected sex. In the morning we both agreed it was stupid and we would keep our mouths shut so we didn't break up the family.
Anyway now she is pregnant and told everyone else it was a "one night stand" but it is confirmed mine.
My gf is so excited for her sister to have the baby and it's driving me insane.
What do I do?

I am a normal human. When I realized that my werewolf boyfriend lied to me about being my fated mate, I got drunk and had a ONS with my hot new neighbor. It was the best sex ever, but I ran away the next morning because he is also a werewolf, which means he will also meet his REAL fated mate one day. Unexpectedly, I saw my new neighbor on TV, and he was actually a famous hockey star who publicly announced that he will only admit to an official relationship with his fated mate... Host: “Many of your fans want to know if you are still single...” Him: “No, I am not.” Him: “I’m about to start a relationship with my new neighbor...”
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I’m worried Stolas is going to get off Scott free after his behavior in the most recent episode. I love Stolas, but I always feel like the story is a little too precious about him. He consistently solves issues with his daughter with words over actions, his relationship with Blitzø was revealed to have never started with the desire for sex, he was never in the wrong in his relationship with his ex wife, and in general I just feel like he’s a lot more simple than folks expected him to be after season 1.
And like… that doesn’t ruin the character for me or anything. He’s still likable owl Edgeworth, and I’m engaged by the more simple but still interesting story they went with. However I feel like he hadn’t done anything actively, explicitly toxic until this most recent episode.
And you know what? I love it. For now. The way he callously ignored Blitzø’s efforts and pulled an almost petty feeling reveal of his actions without delving into his intentions first, and not even letting Blitzø apologize or process after the inevitable whirlwind of emotions he experienced.
That’s some good shit. It doesn’t make him irredeemable or anything, and it’s obviously a two sided issue. But it is a strong character flaw… and god am I scared that the text just won’t treat it like one and just pretend everything is on Blitzø. If things are resolved with just Blitzø apologizing, I’ll be extremely disappointed. And if Stolas plays things off like he didn’t realize what he was doing at least subconsciously, I’ll be a little disappointed.
Idk, it’s way too late for me to be writing this. I probably worded a take on a weird way or something. But that’s what I got.

I met a guy in 2019. We dated and he broke up with me in late we 2020. I'm not upset about the breakup as I was thinking about the same thing for a while but I'm always hopeful that things can improve.
My normal rule about stuff is that once I break up with somebody I never interact with them other than a casualhi and bye aka we're not friends. For some reason I broke this rule and we began a friendship / friends with benefits situation. I should point out that after we broke up and started having a physical relationship again it was substantially better than what we had before. I mean if it was a four out of 10 before, and that's being generous, it was now an 8 out of 10. And then April happened and we got into an argument about something and he didn't want to talk to me again.
I am very clear about boundaries. If someone says they never want to speak with me again, whether that's one day or 20 years from now I will walk past them as if they don't exist to respect their wishes. It therefore surprised me when a few months later he wanted to talk again, and so we did. Best turned into the previous situation hanging out and having sex.
If you're smart you know what happens next, we once again get into a big argument and he swears he never wants to talk to me ever again. This lasts for over a year and then one day out of the blue he sends me money on cash app. He says he owes me money for the YouTube premium account I bought and he was on. He knows I make more than enough money that the cost did not bother me and if I cared my personality type would have said something to him a long time ago.
This time is different though. We don't meet up in person instead every now and then we may text on the phone or something, but never in person. He says he doesn't really trust me to not do something he doesn't like again and I say it doesn't matter how much I change you are always going to interact with me as if I'm the person I was years ago. So not seeing each other is what works.
After almost a year of this, he's willing to meet me in person. I want to be clear that I have not asked him to be me in person and have not offered. I recognize that I am not walking on eggshells around him but he is walking on eggshells around me so I had no reason to push him to spend time with me. If you've been following the story, you know what happens next. We start fooling around again.
This time things are good We've been talking for almost a year without any arguments or anything and we've been able to be in person with each other without issues. Sometime over Christmas break we're talking and I admit to him that I am still in love with him and care about him in that way. He makes it 100% clear that he has no intention of ever getting into a relationship with me ever again and he desires nothing long-term with me. His exact words were I can never see myself marrying you ever
Based on our history I can understand that. Remember what I said earlier though I respect boundaries so I am never going to push for anything further than what we have. That also means I do not treat this as a relationship but just someone I'm hanging out with and sometimes we fool around. One of us however starts doing the relationship things. Things such as cuddling, wanting to watch TV shows together, go out to events together, and stuff of that nature. If he stays over, we definitely must cuddle and kiss and all that stuff even if sex is not happening..
I am clear that we are not in a relationship. I'm not sleeping with other people but I know that he has been and that's fine . I am also clear that it has been made clear to me that there is no desire to ever be in a relationship with me ever again. With that said what is going on. I feel like I'm getting mixed signals. I know that he has said nothing to suggest more but I'm starting to feel like this is a toxic relationship. The funny part about this is this is literally all the good parts of our previous relationship except all the time. A part of me doesn't care about this since I'll be moving away in a few months anyway and it'll end then whether we wanted to or not.
I guess my thing is I wanted this but I want it with someone who wants a long-term relationship with me. And being with him gives me that pseudo relationship which encourages someone like me to just rely on that instead.
I guess my question is where do things go from here. I know I'm moving soon and I know that even though I feel the way I feel I know that we would not last in an actual relationship for that long. The only actual harm is that I'm not actually finding someone to spend my life with but I'm also moving so I wouldn't be doing that here anyway.
I guess my question is did I just set myself up for heartbreak. I didn't know I was moving to Texas when this began, but I think the Heartbreak would have been there regardless or worse I just would have stayed in this pseudo relationship. I already have a big fear about moving to Texas and only having my family around since I know no one else there but now I'm leaving behind someone who I was physically and romantically connected to. So do I just go with the flow and just let it be and just focus on Texas and enjoy the moment or should I start slowly distancing myself away?

I (38 F) have been married to my husband (44 M) for almost 7 years now. Looking back, I couldn’t help but blame myself for not realizing I married a total stranger.
Long story ahead: I met my husband a little over 4 years before we got married. I thought he was everything i prayed for and felt so lucky. He was very sweet, caring, sex is great and i felt like i found a person that was exactly like me. Most of the time, we even think alike. We rarely fought and always had fun together. Well, that was then.
Just 2 months after our wedding, I have become pregnant. We were so happy and excited that finally, the much awaited first grandchild of my FIL was just months away to meet him!
On the 4th month of my pregnancy, i found out that my husband was keeping a secret that nobody, not even from his own circle, knew about. He has always maintained a loving and loyal character to everyone for a very long time until i exposed him to his best friend. One morning I was searching for a comb in his bag, and i found condoms in one of the pockets. I was so mad I threw the condoms in his face and kept quiet for a few days. Thoughts rushing through my brain as he gave me some of the stupidest excuses. Back then i chose to give him another chance, maybe because i still hoped that the man i married is still there and this is only a one off situation. Also, i wanted to give our son a chance to have a normal family.
Fast forward to when i was 9 months pregnant i was browsing through his ipad to research something but when i went to use the history as shortcut, i found the searches he made through his phone (synced to his ipad). I saw searches of motels around where he was the night before. I then chose to confront him about it, and he finally admitted it. A mix of total shock and confusion came over me. How can he cheat on me while i was pregnant? We had an explosive fight that night. His reasoning getting dumber and dumber. Somehow i ended up giving him another chance and thought maybe this time he will finally stop and think about our family. You see, in our country a broken family is frowned upon so culturally, the wives usually stick with their husbands no matter how painful things get in the name of having an “Intact” family.
So back to the story, after the fight i did some digging and found that my husband had a tinder profile and that’s where he usually looks for hookups even before we met, and continued even after getting married. I was so disgusted to see messages of him making deals with hookers when “no one is available”. I don’t know why but i felt like this casual hookups became an addiction of his. I encouraged him to go seek therapy and also get tested for STDs but he kept postponing and eventually never went. I tried going to my parents and asking for their advice but as mentioned, they suggested to stick with my husband for the sake of my son. I felt deceived and trapped i didn’t know what to do.
Over the 7 years of our marriage, i still catch him time and time again. Until i can no longer forgive him or myself. I thought, i just wanted to get away and leave everything behind. No more need for explanations, just get up and leave the country. I am now planning an exit strategy but it might take some time. I guess i really need an army to pray that whatever the future holds for me and my son, that things will be alright.
We are still legally married to this day because there is no divorce here and annulment is too expensive and will take YEARS, but i have stopped being intimate with him for almost a year now. I no longer care if he’s home or not. It’s sad to see my marriage slowly dying over the years, but i know in my heart that i tried my darn hardest. But sometimes we are failed by the people who’s supposed to love, protect and support us.
Sorry for the long rant. I guess i just missed my old happy self 🥲 to the ladies in the same situation as me, keep your head up. You matter, and someday we will get through this. 💝

Hi everyone,
Are there any Telugu books, preferably short novels, that I can gift to a school kid studing in 8th class?
I don't want to go for something like Chandamama Kathalu since it's a collection of short stories, I want it to be a short book but one story. Obviously I don't want any love angle or sexual angle in the book. Their parents aren't cool with this stuff.

I’m sixteen and I’ve been suffering with my period since I was twelve. I started birth control last year because the pain has just gotten so bad. I’ve went home so many times and cried in school because of my cramps. I bleed for almost eight days which I guess is normal now but before birth control I would bleed for two weeks straight and bleed two weeks later for a week, they would be months apart with no time at all. But even though it could be normal if I got off birth control now I still can’t do normal days with it. I have really bad fatigue and bowel movements. I get horribly constipated ONLY on my periods and it feels like I’m pushing out knives, I cry every time. My body also aches badly. It feels the same exact way “growing pains” feel. I know I’m sixteen but having sex hurts so bad. I still consider myself never having it because one thrust and I was crying and almost screaming in pain (my boyfriends stopped immediately, we’ve been dating for a year and use contraceptives and I was tested for stds). Any penetration and it feels like I’m having cramps for the next two days no matter how soft the penetration is. I don’t mind not having that right now but I’m so scared for the future and trying to have children. I’ve gone to the gynecologist and they did blood work and ultrasounds and they called back that nothing was out of the ordinary. I have another appointment but not till next month and I’m happy I have an appointment but it’s not for so long it feels like. And my birth control flunked out on me I guess and I just got my period and I’m in so much pain. Body “growing pains” and cramps. I’m so irritable, it makes me feel like another woman. I wanted to share and maybe hear other stories. I think I have endo from also those similar symptoms, but I’m desperate to know what’s wrong with me, I’m scared for my future :P

Hi guys I’m 25F and in an6 year relationship with my 26M boyfriend
To make a long story short, we used to have sex at least 5 days a week (we both lived with our parents) even if they were home, we always found an opportunity, sometimes 2 times a day.
Now we live together the last two months.
This is not enough for me, I discussed it with him because compared to our sex life before I don’t get it
I told him and he said he loves me and likes me and that it just happens.
Also when we do have sex he tries to make me cum before he does, but if I don’t and I’m almost there while he also finishes and he finish first the sex stops
Yesterday late at night we had sex after 3 Days, he made me cum during sex and then I was about to cum again, but he came first. He laid there relieved and sleepy and I was left on fire and coudnt do anything about it I told him that he said that I came once but I said to him I was about to cum for a second time He knew that but said that I came once And then I turned my back said goodnight and he kissed me and slept
I felt terrible Am I wrong? What should I do In my mind sex is fun. Orgasm is not an obligation that once you achieve it you shouldn’t make someone cum 2,3,919292 times I love making him cum. And if he could multiple times I would try multiple times

I left this sub but am going to return for all the folks who are actually concerned with allegations made in a Rap Beef. Not Class A misdemeanor's like sex w/dogs. IDGF about that. 1) Davon, I know you. You actin like you don't care suddenly. K then, take your clown ass tweetin and deletin and move on. You know less than I do...apparently? Or you are a liar? You definitely a coward. So yeah, **** off bruh. * * Now to the crowd, the folks who spend a lot of time trying to do a lotta good. AGAIN, the folks who wanted to see dogs banging people....i ain't talkin to ya'll Class A misdemeanor That's a public image issue not a case the feds care about. Now stuff you may not know to be true but...they are, and since Davon is bowing out, here ya go...
Everything facing Drake was not born outta Kendricks battle. The loathing of the human is all real though. The disses and lyrics are mostly real, not all. K assumed or made some shit up. * Drakes real and now troubles began weeks after Takeoffs Murder The scrutiny by law enforcement ramped up in December 2022 * Ramped up from what? in 2019 an investigation was made into Houstons ties to XXX's murder. A person in Houston requested immunity in exchange for information related to XXX's murder. FDLE would not oblige (C.I. was a suspect in an open homicide case in Texas). Someone in FDLE informed Houston LE as to the info and alias of the C.I. * In December of 2019 another person with information without the baggage, went to feds directly in Georgia. The full statement was taken and the info sans the identity of witness was forwarded to FDLE. Now this was running in parallel to a Homicide investigation by different detectives. It is the building of a conspiracy case related to the initiation, conspiracy and funding of XXX's murder. Funded by Houston. Not Toronto...(conducted for the benefit of person or persons affiliated w/suspect) stated to be Aubrey Graham. That investigation was merged into another. THAT investigation began on a federal level within days of Takeoffs murder. ** Now here's where Drake's problems truly began** December 2022, ATL/FDLE and Houston began a joint investigation related to drug traff/ money laundering/murdeextortion and racketeering (R.I.C.O) One might assume that the silence from J Prince/Mobb Ties/Rap a Lot is inentional and per counsels advice...and that would be a good assumption. * A LOT of people based in Atlanta and people close to Takeoffs camp have been exceptionally helpful. When and if all the facts come out, the critical event that took Houston from a corrupt insulated haven for J Prince to a files open multi agency event was the murder of Takeoff. * Now that we shook the I ain't readin all that crew The mole was not OVO. It was in Houston. And one of them is actually next to you That person would have to leave after K outted him, very uncool and dangerous unless the actually was Drakes phone...and all he accesses, messages, virtual storage etc. were being peeled back layer by layer app by app while Drake snitched on himself. The ease that your whole life can get cloned and watched live is crazy. Drake is a pretty street dumb/tech foolish guy according to what was found. Kendrick knows net rumors, 2nd hand stories and perhaps some media (vids/images) were obtained and given to him. Drake was extremely under secured for a guy with his budget. But none of the info obtained via Feds is in Kendricks possession. As of 3/2024 Drake is in some serious trouble. J Prince as an asset to LE was dumped in 2022 but one of his sons is absolutely NOT going to sit in a cell. Kendrick made no mention of Houston ...?? That woulda been too easy for Drake and we never would have had the self written fiasco that is THP6. DJ AK was also subject to a compromise, as one of his work stations was session hijacked. All of his Social media coulda been deleted in minutes but then he would know he was compromised. His mails and other media were given to LE but they cannot use it. That guy is going to have to be a witness or quietly cooperate. His situation came from a family of a victim who paid a P.I./ white hat to gather evidence (a video). In summary * Davon is a pussy * Drakes issues are born outta ATL/FL/HOU * Kendrick used knowledge( of not from) a probe and help from an army of online peeps to curb stomp a person he loathes. * Diddy news is NOT a distraction from Drakes. I do not know but speculate that info from both sides is being used to hurt each other. None of it is needed though. The work you do The focus on Drakes kids is a detriment to the community. I know for a fact that a gender switch was used to protect the real child but the mothers occupation was left as a real hint. Trust, that it is a real thing but leave kids alone. It hurts the credibilty of people who want justice. Don't diminish yourselves. Some posts about LLC's and other shell companies are part of the picture and LE is aware. This Reddit growing did coincide with some cleanup done by Drake which means he had no idea feds were watching but knew that ya'll were. That's kinda wild. Don't click on links and open files in those links even if they look like a simple file form you are familiar with. This is a great place for people to get excited, throw common sense out the window and ....get compromised. Don't be like Drake...or AK. Happy hunting. People are looking at some of the same stuff you are. Nobody is ignoring criminal activity

Here it is. Every track that was put out by the label Fischkopf Hamburg, from all records they released. Listed, ordered, with a little comment / short review / description added to each one. Note that the "chart" concept might be a bit misleading here: Essentially, we love *all* Fischkopf tracks and think they are great. So, if a track is at number 101 or 124 in this chart, this does not mean it's a bad track - to the contrary! It's all good stuff (but some is a little better ;) We just thought the charts format would be a good idea; to present the label's catalogue, increase awareness of its music, and give somewhat of an overview of the material the label released. (And some of the comments aim to be in the typical tongue-in-cheek, lighthearted attitude, and style of the 90s hardcore fanzines)
More info about Fischkopf Hamburg can be found here:
https://hardcoretechnoprimer.blogspot.com/2021/01/the-story-of-fischkopf.html
But let us begin:
1.Taciturne - Phenprocoumon
very inventive hardcore techno track. a good example of the kind of music Fischkopf Records released. commodore amiga hardcore sound. uses broken, unusual rhythms, not typical 4/4 hardcore techno sequences. very noisy and abrasive. at the same time, a "far eastern" ambient melody is used in this track, which is very calm and soothing. this creates a very interesting clash between the harsh, abrasive elements, and the calm melody.
2.Auto-Psy - Oxyde
A legendary track made by Stella Michelsen. Hardcore Techno. From France. Industrial. Raw. Surreal. Manipulated vocals. Ambient elements. Immortal.
3.No Name - Latex
Aggressive Overture produced by Poka Michelson. Extremely unorthodox. Noisy. Close to avantgarde music. Glorious.
4.Fields Of Defacement - Urticated
Acidcore. Experimental. Project by Lasse Steen. Unusual sound. Hypnotic melody. Very Techno-like.
5.Christoph De Babalon - Babylon 90210
Dreamy. Futuristic. Sci-Fi. Jungle, Breakcore. Done on an amiga 500. By a producer from Hamburg.
6.Amiga Shock Force - Keep Your Enemies Close
By cult producers from germany. Not really hardcore techno. Almost soft, calm. Use of breakbeats. Commodore Amiga sound. Digital, lofi, sizzling. Very good.
7.Cybermouse - My Dorectives
Proto-Doomcore techno track. Very unusual. Entrancing. Techno-style. Drone that gets modulated throughout the track. Mid-tempo. Use of loops. Creates a surreal feel.
8.Eradicator - You're Lieing Pig
The only breakcore track on the "Agit Prop" LP. very lo fi, very thin sound. strange sound fx, bleeps, almost videogame-like sounds. overdriven breakbeat rhythm running throughout the track. sparsely used other elements such as distorted guitars and an aggressive vocal sample. great work by Patric Catani under his "Eradicator" alias.
9.Fields Of Defacement - Bang-Bang (Live In Hamburg 96)
Live recording. Brutal. Acidcore. With gabber and general hardcore elements. Entrancing. Exalted. Shows the power of a hardcore techno live performance.
10.Taciturne - Mourning
Probably the best known track by Taciturne next to "Der Toten". was included in Manu Le Malin's "Biomechanik" compilation. Use of ambient sounds next to a midtempo, industrial hardcore techno drum. very minimal, very few elements, not even hi hats snares or other percussion apart from the drum. crispy noisy 8 bit commodore amiga sound. legendary track.
11.Eradicator - Thou Shall Kill
one of the best tracks on the agit prop LP. fast beats, guitars, synth, noises, and a strange vocal.
12.Cybermouse - Overreacting
electro beats. non four-to-the-floor rhythm. commodore amiga sound.
13.Monoloop - Underwater Trumpet
very interesting. unique early breakcore. drone, ambient sounds mixed with hard and rough breakbeats. very surreal, futuristic. this track could only have been produced in hamburg.
14.Auto-Psy - Neutron
experimental merciless distorted ambient hardcore techno.
15.Burning Lazy Persons - If The Truth Be Known
very brutal. one of the hardest by burning lazy persons. guitars and fast beats.
16.Orderly Chaos - Melt Away Love
pure ambient track. interesting, repeated melody. wonderful track.
17.No Name - Control
one of the most classic and most fierce hardcore tracks. if you haven't heard this one, you are missing out!
18.Mathey Olivier - Residential Volume
heavy and loud drums, noises, funny intro.
19.R.A.W. - Cold War Memory Nightmare
great, great early breakcore. interesting use of sounds and "melody". also a good but haunting cold-war feel.
20.EPC - Where Do You Go?
perfect hardcore track, with radar / space-transmission like sounds. very industrial.
21.Fields Of Defacement - Attached
one of the most bittersweet dark and disturbing melodies in hardcore techno. set to arrhythmic beats and fragile manipulated percussion.
22.Eradicator - Titan
included on the 90s hardcore cd compilation "mururoa test 1". truly experimental hard electronics.
23.Amiga Shock Force - Psycore Pt. 1
slow intro. amiga computer sounds. hissing, noisy, overdriven. surreal feel.
24.Taciturne - In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi
samples the chuch of satan. non 4/4 beats. slow, distorted, noisy. dark and scary.
25.Trash Enemy HQ - Pestilence
truly interesting track. acid sounds. very dark and epic melody. no real hardcore beats and rhythm. close to industrial.
26.Eradicator - Brujeria
perfect bloodthirsty "e-de cologne"-style gabber. shouts and heavy metal guitars.
27.Christoph De Babalon - Pleased With Being Alive
one of our favorite christoph de babalon tracks. pure future and cyberdelic feel. a true classic.
28.Taciturne - Der Toten
the one and only fischkopf track that became a real "hit". was in high demand in the dutch gabber scene and ended up on countless compilations. as you probably already know this track, I don't need to describe it here :-)
29.Cybermouse - War Is Hell
maybe the most brutal track by cybermouse. early speedcore. very minimal. anti-war message.
30.M.C.P. - Overload 30303
arhythmic hardcore inferno
31.Auto-Psy - If
when i played this track, a guy once asked me "what kind of terrorist music is this?". good description!
32.Eradicator - M.C.P.
samples the movie tron. genuine 90s experimental hardcore.
33.No Name - Ydroid
Slick and without mercy.
34.Taciturne - Haematopan F
hardcore to blow your teeth out.
35.Cybermouse - Gulp
also one of cybermouse's most hardcore tracks. midtempo bounding 909 next to acid sounds.
36.Christoph De Babalon - I Own Death
the first track on his fisch 12". long, long intro. then it unleashes its full force with distorted breakbeats and a powerful melody.
37.Eradicator - Used Against Us (Remix)
Experimental gabber, ambient intro, rough sound, metal guitars. Juno hoover rave sounds. Murderous, nasty, and epic.
38.Auto-Psy - Escape
one of the most outstanding "hardcore" tracks ever. a symphony of drones, fx, noises and bassdrums. over seven minutes.
39.Burning Lazy Persons - Hyper Bitch
an early speed record. brutal and shocking.
40.No Name - Koma
so psycho, so evil, so mean. can you take it?
41.Auto-Psy - Go Out
a submarine is out of control, explosions shake the vessel, metal clanking is heard, and people scream in terror. then the sounds fade out into the cold dark blue depths.
42.Monoloop - Underwater Feelings (Live Alone Mix)
one of the most interesting tracks on this ep. fake live act. ferocious early breakcore with sophisticated production values.
43.Monoloop - Underwater Feelings
very sweet, very relaxed ambient sounds, mixed with hard breakbeats. pianos, water splashing, whales' whistling.
44.Amiga Shock Force - 24 Hour Connection
another true amigacore classic! ruthless and heavy.
45.Cybermouse - Datenvernichtung
comparable to early french noisecore. nice and evil.
46.Taciturne - Phenylephrin-Hydrochlorid
everyone knows "mourning" and "der toten", but this one is great too. proto-doomcore with a haunting drone, then gets faster towards the end.
47.Eradicator - Worringen
Heavy track with pounding steel drums, noisy synths, screams, everything you need.
48.Eradicator - Fucking Bitch Called Walker
Is that patric screaming? Menacing uncoventional hardcore gabber techno.
49.Cybermouse - Noishead
Early noise hardcore. The noise treatment for hardcore heads.
50.No Name - 01100010
didn't the german dance act "das modul" have a similar track title? but this one is hardcore, for sure!
51.Cybermouse - Adrenalin Structure
first track of the first fischkopf release. epic. was first released on an commodore amiga diskette magazine. not 4/4 hardcore, but wicked and strange electro sounds.
52.Monoloop - Chill Out
breakcore madness in between being chilled (as indicated by the piano) and being killed (as indicated by the screams).
53.M.C.P. - Overload MS 50
very aphex twin like, great experimental hardcore.
54.EPC - Autoplasie
Noisecore for your mind!
55.Burning Lazy Persons - Frd
a hammer coming down on your skull.
56.P. Server - Wires (Break)
a recording of audio wires that have been broken?
57.Fields Of Defacement - Uptight
melancholic melodic hard core tech-no?
58.EPC - R 624-2
Techno chopped up and turned into noise. Very analogue feel.
59.EPC - Persistance
Oh what a beatiful noise!
60.Eradicator - I Cum Blood
Evil experimental gabber insanity.
61.Auto-Psy - Ovoide
first track on this great ep. sounds that invoke the images of a runaway train accelerating straight to hell.
62.Auto-Psy - Andropose
the tranquil intro might give you the impression it's time to relax now, on this ep. but then the beats hammer on.
63.Eradicator - Destroy It Yourself (Remix)
March into hardcore disturbia..
64.Taciturne - Liquid Theatre
strange ambient intro. cult track.
65.M.C.P. - Overload RZ-1
hardcore machines got out of control and force people to dance to their death.
66.Auto-Psy - Clear
"null... null... null..." when i put on this record for the first time, i totally fell in love with this sound and all that followed.
67.P. Server - Ratings (Terror Unit H.Q.)
cool monotonous acidcore track.
68.M.C.P. - Overload Sigma
mental gabber up your cranium.
69.Amiga Shock Force - Sex, Mord Und Kunst
one of the fastest tracks of its era. hyperfast beats next to crazy rap samples.
70.Taciturne - Boys Don't Cry (Revisited)
robert smith would be proud!
71.No Name - Black Dream
help me. i hear voices. they are distorted. just as the drums.
72.No Name - 0.Vin .I
slowing down a bit. but not one bit less relentless.
73.Mathey Olivier - Easy Recording Aera
the last track of the last official fischkopf release. going out with a bang! and it's good-bye.
74.No Name - Kamasutra
i wonder what kamasutra technique inspires one to produce such devilish hardcore from hell like this. but then, it might be better to not find out.
75.Eradicator - Us Against Us
not as good as the revisit, but great nevertheless. tough experimental gabber.
76.Amiga Shock Force - Violent Geisha
mix between breakcore and early speedcore with an amiga feel.
77.Burning Lazy Persons - Poisoned Radio Wave
ooh, painful audio signals and overly distorted hardcore drums. i'm luving it.
78.Eradicator - Streptocock Gee
one of two true breakcore tracks patric catani did for fischkopf. excellent!
79.Taciturne - Praxis Dr. Fischer
Legendary drone-speedcore track. Doctor Fischer has the cure for you! Just go to his praxis.
80.Monoloop - The Dreamer
already a foreshadowing of the "ambient-breakcore" on fischkopf 13. epic!
81.Burning Lazy Persons - Garden Of The Permanent
this is crazy!
82.Burning Lazy Persons - Nakano Shit
man, this is some of the roughest hardcore that i ever heard.
83.EPC - Infectious Properties
these sounds bash right through your skull.
84.Fields Of Defacement - Found & Lost
Stones and flowers on the ground We are found and lost But love is gonna save us
85.Burning Lazy Persons - Fake
"die maschinen die maschinen die maschinen"? whatever. this machine kills!
86.Eradicator - Impulse To Destroy
the other "oversize" track on the agit prop LP. fierce drums and percussion. plenty of noise.
87.Eradicator - Distorted
Very distorted indeed! Fantastic.
88.Eradicator - Split Wide Open
Powerful radical hardcore with acid elements.
89.Burning Lazy Persons - Catastro
The overdose of noise and drums.
90.Taciturne - Krach-Aran-RMX
Now this is just krach! But a good one.
91.Eradicator - Cologne Boring M.F.
Hyperfast mental metal hardcore madness.
92.Orderly Chaos - 45m
The so real dark ambient experience.
93.Burning Lazy Persons - Kone Kane Dayone
a very very wild ride.
94.P. Server - Pulley
excellent lasse steen production. has some rave elements.
95.Amiga Shock Force - Mass Appeal Madness
one of the most "poppy" tracks on fischkopf as it samples james brown. crazy hardcore gabber.
96.Jean Bach - Tausend Stimmen
very crazy and over the top track by jean bach. heavy distortion.
97.Eradicator - Destroy It Yourself
Sepultura samples, weird noises, gabber drums - perfect!
98.Christoph De Babalon - Promise, Broken
total future psychedelic breakcore.
99.Trash Enemy H. Q. - Braintraining
noise and distortion with a painful sound without drums or anything else.
100.Taciturne - Avarie De Machine
made up of sounds of heavy machinery? great!
101.No Name - Message
we got the message and the message was clear.
102.No name - Help
get on a hardcore trip faster than light.
103.Eradicator - Starving
epic ambient intro.
104.No Name - Start E·nd
it starts and ends in torturous hardcore agony.
105.No Name - A
"a" total french insane techno track.
106.Monoloop - Second Trumpet
in style similar to the other 3 tracks on fisch 13. has a heavy jazz feel.
107.Shangoe - Army Of Darkness
interesting breakcore out of hamburg.
108.Eradicator - Agitprop Troop
interesting noise experiment.
109.Eradicator - Forkboy
early speedcore track. guitars and hyperspeed drums.
110.Taciturne - Dexpanthenol
riots of noise, distortion, and brutality.
111.Monoloop - Drum Da Style
stylish early breakcore.
112.Mathey Olivier - Second Transmission
mad scientist hardcore.
113.Mathey Olivier - Well Done!
the acid sounds from outer space invade the second part of this great french hardcore track. well done indeed!
114.P. Server - Epigraph
lasse steen delivers with this great dark acidtechno track.
115.Taciturne - Krank
total "kranker" hardcore!
116.P. Server - Plunger
all power to the 303!
117.P. Server - Psave
legit 90s acid hardcore. rough production values, almost as if mastered from cassette tape.
118.P. Server - Dispatching
hardcore up your acid!
119.Fields Of Defacement - Dark.R
the 808 gets the full-on distortion treatment.
120.Eradicator - Enter Three Witches
one of two "oversize" tracks on the agit prop LP. on four-to-the floor beats. ambient outro.
121.Eradicator - Widerstand
noisy agit prop sounds!
122.P. Server - Banging Happening
gabber-acid.
123.Fields Of Defacement - Corkscrew
Wonderful monotonous hardcore without bleeps or melodies.
124.Amiga Shock Force - Shoot 'em Breax
A perfect early breakcore track. Hip hop and guitars.
125.Cybermouse - Obstreperous
Very experimental techno / hardcore track. Acid like sounds, great use of percussion, and a sci-fi feel.
126.P. Server - Metal Disposition
acid gabber brutality.
127.Burning Lazy Persons - "R"
vicious nice and nasty track by nawoto suzuki.
128.Burning Lazy Persons - Dorami De Onanie (240 Vers.)
faster onanism.
129.Johnny Ego - Untitled
again an interesting hamburg breakbeat track.
130.Orderly Chaos - Pine
painful sounds and pure ambient.
131.R.A.W. - Sudden Death
the other r.a.w. track from the otaku compilation. impressive as well!
132.EPC & A.N.T.I. - Sharpomatic
noisy hardcore with a total "piss off!" attitude.
133.Burning Lazy Persons - Dorami De Onanie
onanism will give you a mental disorder that allows you to create wonderful nasty hardcore tracks like this.
134.Burning Lazy Persons - Fish Tenpuraaaaa
fish fried well, and served for this solid hardcore dish.
135.Burning Lazy Persons - Mongolian Chop
typical nawoto suzuki. mental and dangerous. awesome.
136.Burning Lazy Persons - Niko Niko Satujin Dan
ooh I'm freaking out.
137.Taciturne - Boys Don't Cry RMX
the original "remix" version. i'm also lovin' it.
138.Taciturne - Evil Dead
a kick straight to the face.
139.P. Server - Intensioner
wonderful acid techno.
140.Eradicator - Liebe Und Verbrechen
very strange and surreal gabber track.
141.Monoloop - For The Lord
monumental, experimental and exceptional breakcore with a runtime of over 7 minutes.
142.Burning Lazy Persons - Rotter…damn
funny piss take on rotterdam hardcore. includes a piano, but not in a typical happy gabber way!
143.Burning Lazy Persons - T.C.H.C.
nasty and nice.
144.Monoloop - Kills Again
a track to die for.
145.Monoloop - Free Man
noone is ever free. except the experimental hardcore resistance! (or, in this case, early breakcore).
146.Taciturne - Nightchildren RMX
lullaby of terror for the night children.
147.Taciturne - Mo Punk RMX
do you feel lucky, punk?
148.Monoloop - She's A Lion
early breakcore from hamburg
So, that's it! Over and out. Did you like our charts? Let us know!