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[F4A]Braless fun and skimpy bikinis
2024.05.31 19:02 beachybeach21 [F4A]Braless fun and skimpy bikinis
I've never liked wearing bras. I find them uncomfortable, and as the proud owner of perky boobs, they're mostly unnecessary. I mostly rock the no bra look at home but occasionally I will run errands in a tshirt or tanktop with no bra on underneath. It's fun when I catch someone noticing. If you like the braless look or just want to chat about the time you saw a hottie out in public then send me a chat.
Another fun topic - skimpy bikinis. This weekend I am away for a family beach trip(I'm actually in the hotel room rn). I realized just how many of my bikinis were too skimpy to wear around my family. Maybe I brought one just in case I have a day to sneak off by myself :)
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Another fun topic - skimpy bikinis. This weekend I am away for a family beach trip(I'm actually in the hotel room rn). I realized just how many of my bikinis were too skimpy to wear around my family. Maybe I brought one just in case I have a day to sneak off by myself :)
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2024.05.31 16:10 crzymamak81 Because you guys can relate!!!
 | Since other people (even my husband) doesn’t fully understand how happy this made me...I just had to share with you all because I know you will understand! Just got back from vacation in Panama. I’m 5 months post-op next week and have been got to wear things I’ve never been able to wear before! submitted by crzymamak81 to Reduction [link] [comments] First pic...a BACKLESS/LOW BACK dress!!! Technically I am wearing a bra...I found a plunging back body suite type bra that I still never could have worn before because it’s not super supportive. I could probably get away without it at all but I feel too exposed without out. Second pic...I’m going braless! Dress has built in cups that never would have held me up before. I felt more than enough support all night! If you ou’re still on the fence ladies...do it! It’s these little thing (well, little to other people but not to me) that make it so worth it! |
2024.05.31 04:53 Beginning-Suspect-31 Why does Chitra Tripathi hate wearing bra? See pics
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2024.05.31 03:15 iaobd Clavicle fracture pain 6 years later. Help!
28F Hello! I've asked my doctor a few times about this and I never get a straight answer.
I was in a car accident 6 years ago and my left clavicle snapped completely in half. I have a titanium rod covering most of my clavicle. My scar from the surgery is actually about 1-1.5 inches below my collar bone. My scar is huge and ugly compared to the many pics I have seen online. I remember the stitching being poorly done as well. I am not sure if this is a factor, but I just have a giant scar that is about 7 inches long. About 6 months after surgey, I was told it wasn't healed and they were confused by it. But it is fully healed now. I've always had issues with numbness in my arm and sometimes numbness in my hand. A few years later I was told I have carpal tunnel in my left hand. I did have hand pain from my accident and major bruising/swelling, but the x-rays came back normal. I remember for about 3 months after the clavicle rod surgery, every time I drank something really hot or cold, I could feel the sensation once it passed the middle of my chest near the incision. It was an odd sensation. My surgeon blamed it on digestive issues, so that was that.
My main concern is that evey now and then, I get a stabbing pain in my chest a little below my scar. If I bend forward or move a certain way the pain is sharp and stabbing. Sometimes I feel a light pins and needle sensation down my left arm. Occasionally, there will be a dull ache around the plate area, especially if my bra strap is hitting it. When these 'episodes' happen, I also have to wear a bra because if I don't the weight of my breast makes the chest pain come on. If I rest I am fine with no pain, but my chest and arm is just uncomfortable. I can't explain it.
Is this normal? Is this nerve pain I'm experiencing? Possible arthritis? It scares me sometimes. Right now, it's been 10 hours since this started + taking pain medication and I'm still uncomfortable.
PS I do not see my surgeon anymore and haven't since 2019 He made me uncomfortable and NEVER listened to me.
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I was in a car accident 6 years ago and my left clavicle snapped completely in half. I have a titanium rod covering most of my clavicle. My scar from the surgery is actually about 1-1.5 inches below my collar bone. My scar is huge and ugly compared to the many pics I have seen online. I remember the stitching being poorly done as well. I am not sure if this is a factor, but I just have a giant scar that is about 7 inches long. About 6 months after surgey, I was told it wasn't healed and they were confused by it. But it is fully healed now. I've always had issues with numbness in my arm and sometimes numbness in my hand. A few years later I was told I have carpal tunnel in my left hand. I did have hand pain from my accident and major bruising/swelling, but the x-rays came back normal. I remember for about 3 months after the clavicle rod surgery, every time I drank something really hot or cold, I could feel the sensation once it passed the middle of my chest near the incision. It was an odd sensation. My surgeon blamed it on digestive issues, so that was that.
My main concern is that evey now and then, I get a stabbing pain in my chest a little below my scar. If I bend forward or move a certain way the pain is sharp and stabbing. Sometimes I feel a light pins and needle sensation down my left arm. Occasionally, there will be a dull ache around the plate area, especially if my bra strap is hitting it. When these 'episodes' happen, I also have to wear a bra because if I don't the weight of my breast makes the chest pain come on. If I rest I am fine with no pain, but my chest and arm is just uncomfortable. I can't explain it.
Is this normal? Is this nerve pain I'm experiencing? Possible arthritis? It scares me sometimes. Right now, it's been 10 hours since this started + taking pain medication and I'm still uncomfortable.
PS I do not see my surgeon anymore and haven't since 2019 He made me uncomfortable and NEVER listened to me.
2024.05.31 01:46 peoniesandewoks Fit check 40F/FF Elomi Matilda and Charley
Based on the calculator my size is UK 40F/FF or US 40H. My measurements are 41 loose, 40 snug, 39 tight, 46 standing, 48 leaning, and 48 lying. For reference I’ve been wearing 42 C (US) with molded cups. I do have asymmetry with my right being smaller. I think I have wide roots. I do not fully understand projection and maybe I am shallow on top? My breasts are really close together in the middle. I ordered the Elomi Matilda in 40F (in pics it is the pink bra). The gore was flat but dug into my left side and I did not fill the cups. I also tried the Elomi Stretch Charley in 40F (in pics tan bra). Gore also dug into left, and feels like I am rather snug on the left especially on top. Some gapping on the right and I have some wrinkling in the cups. The Elomi Stretch Charley in 40FF was more comfortable in the gore and on the left but had more gapping on top on the right. I feel like the 40FF Charley is really good but not quite there. Overall, I think a 40 band is correct. Any suggestions or recommendations? Other sizes or styles to try? I have also ordered the Elomi Morgan Stretch Lace in 40F and 40FF. I am in the US and limited to online ordering. Link to photos.
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2024.05.31 01:42 Sufficient-Face-7509 [Fit Check][Size Comparison] Looking for advice/experience on an unworn style that’s on super clearance at a nearby (ish) shop (but non refundable)
Hi everyone! I want to know if anyone has any experience/advice in comparing how a couple of bras fit.
My size is 32HH, I don’t have my measurements in my phone so I can edit when I get home, just wanted to post before I forget for 3 days lol.
So my favorite, well fitting bras are Panache Envy, Panache Clara, and Cleo Alexis (ultimate favorite). These all fit very comfortably, bands sit correctly, and they do a nice job sort of “masking” the size discrepancy between my breasts, which is a must for me.
My local (ish) shop has a Pour Moi Amour bra on clearance in my size, and it looks fairly similar to some of those styles, based on photos on the website.
I’ve tried searching here and other places including bratabase (still learning how to use that) for reviews/needing to sister size/any comparisons. I have found conflicting information about it being biggesmalleequal to your “typical” size, the amount of coverage, etc.
You can purchase in person or online, but I don’t have time to make the 80 mile round trip drive out to the store and actually try it on until next week, and since it is on clearance it could go quickly. I’ve made the gamble before on a bra that didn’t work out, but it was only $15 so it wasn’t a big deal (no returns on clearance). This one is $25 so not a huge difference, but I would like to find another well fitting bra so I can start to retire my old sister sizes out of the rotation, and the $25 could go towards a bra that COULD be returned if needed.
I know it’s a gamble either way, so I’m hoping there is someone who has an idea of how this bra might compare to the ones I listed, or just general fit info.
I don’t want to post a pic because it’s directly from their website and I don’t know if that’s allowed, but if it is then I will! But it is unlined, NOT padded.
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My size is 32HH, I don’t have my measurements in my phone so I can edit when I get home, just wanted to post before I forget for 3 days lol.
So my favorite, well fitting bras are Panache Envy, Panache Clara, and Cleo Alexis (ultimate favorite). These all fit very comfortably, bands sit correctly, and they do a nice job sort of “masking” the size discrepancy between my breasts, which is a must for me.
My local (ish) shop has a Pour Moi Amour bra on clearance in my size, and it looks fairly similar to some of those styles, based on photos on the website.
I’ve tried searching here and other places including bratabase (still learning how to use that) for reviews/needing to sister size/any comparisons. I have found conflicting information about it being biggesmalleequal to your “typical” size, the amount of coverage, etc.
You can purchase in person or online, but I don’t have time to make the 80 mile round trip drive out to the store and actually try it on until next week, and since it is on clearance it could go quickly. I’ve made the gamble before on a bra that didn’t work out, but it was only $15 so it wasn’t a big deal (no returns on clearance). This one is $25 so not a huge difference, but I would like to find another well fitting bra so I can start to retire my old sister sizes out of the rotation, and the $25 could go towards a bra that COULD be returned if needed.
I know it’s a gamble either way, so I’m hoping there is someone who has an idea of how this bra might compare to the ones I listed, or just general fit info.
I don’t want to post a pic because it’s directly from their website and I don’t know if that’s allowed, but if it is then I will! But it is unlined, NOT padded.
2024.05.30 20:24 twopiecesarebroken Carey Mulligan wore Erdem at Harper’s Bazaar Women Of The Year Awards 2017. Kate Middleton wore the same dress at V&A Museum in 2018. Who wore it best ?
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2024.05.30 13:25 Sensitive_Emu4448 Nervous to post but need your help! TIA
After using the bra calculator, I found that my new measurements are 20J (Aus) / 42J (UK). Previously, I was wearing 22G / 44G.
My measurements are: Loose Underbust: 111cm Snug Underbust: 107cm Tight Underbust: 101cm Standing Bust: 135cm Leaning Bust: 149cm Lying Bust: 140cm
I ordered three bras in size 20J / 42J: See link for pics https://www.idrive.com/idrive/sh/sh?k=u7w2f2q6e7
Both Glamorise bras felt too small in the cup and looked similar to how my old bras fit. However, I do prefer the feel of non-underwired bras.
Feeling a bit disheartened and need any advice and recommendations. (Using a throwaway account for privacy.)
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My measurements are: Loose Underbust: 111cm Snug Underbust: 107cm Tight Underbust: 101cm Standing Bust: 135cm Leaning Bust: 149cm Lying Bust: 140cm
I ordered three bras in size 20J / 42J: See link for pics https://www.idrive.com/idrive/sh/sh?k=u7w2f2q6e7
- Elomi Cate Underwired Full Cup (Hazel)
- Glamorise Magic Lift Active Support (Black)
- Glamorise Magic Lift Cotton Full Figure (White)
Both Glamorise bras felt too small in the cup and looked similar to how my old bras fit. However, I do prefer the feel of non-underwired bras.
Feeling a bit disheartened and need any advice and recommendations. (Using a throwaway account for privacy.)
2024.05.30 06:47 skykias No more gatekeeping, how I stretch my 4A curls to back length
 | Hi guys, submitted by skykias to Naturalhair [link] [comments] I get a lot of compliments and confusion about my hair (fake? texlaxed?) since it’s all natural with no heat damage but I style it in a way that it sits at my mid-back instead of shrinking to my shoulders. Pre-poo - usually olaplex #3, I find it really strengthens my hair and is partially why it’s so long now Wash Routine - detangle with Aussie moist conditioner - shampoo with something, I’ve used mielle and now I’m using k18 detox sometimes too - deep condition with amika soulfood (summer) or amika hydro rush (winter) Style Routine (critical) - squeeze out excess water with towel - apply leave-in (summer, eco slay leave in buttercream) (winter, UFD curly magic since it has a lot of glycerin) - apply A LOT OF STRONG GEL (eco slay Jell-O shot) until curls are pretty clumped - blow dry with some manual tension but be careful not to undo curls, just want to stretch them Before Bed Every Night - stretch ! I use two hair ties to make tight pigtails and then do two large braids as tight as I can. Then I Bobby pin them around my head so they stay stretched and dry like that too. I also do this every night to maintain since I only wash once a week Morning - hair should be lowkey crunchy the first day. That’s good because that means there’s a gel cast so your hair isn’t gonna revert easily. If it bothers you then you can scrunch with some oil - since my personal stretching routine involves splitting my hair in two it leaves a wicked middle part when it dries. I do my best to use two Bobby pins to close the gap but it’s pretty fine after a couple of days since the hair starts to lose the cast a bit I’ve grown my hair from bra-strap length to waist length with this method over the past couple of years. Why it works IMO - hair is stretched most of the time so less chance of it knotting on itself (used to have so much breakage) - washing hair once a week so it’s moisturized - not that much manipulation beyond the initial styling Who this would work for? Tbh? I think maybe any type 4 that sees defined curls with gel? Maybe not 3c as the curls would be overly stretched. It looks good because the “curls” are still there in that the curly strands are separated but they now have more of a wavy pattern since they are stretched. I will admit I have yet to see someone else with hair like mine but if your hair looks like my before then definitely try it out if you’re interested. Note the before is wet and my hair shrinks into pen coil type curls without stretching (so below my shoulders even at this length). Last 2 pics are my hair with more glycerin so you see some slight shrinkage but more of a curl and the other is my hair with no glycerin products so the braid pattern is better maintained. |
2024.05.30 06:41 Comfortable_Bug5600 JulieMay sizing help for 38E: gore doesn’t touch sternum
Here’s the pics. ABTF calculator size is 38E. Underbust: 38 loose, 37 snug, 36 tight. Bust: 43 standing, 43 laying, 44 hanging.
The gore of my JulieMay Mercury bra doesn’t touch my sternum. I ordered 40D according to the size chart, exchanged to 40DD, thinking I needed bigger cups. It’s only slightly improved, so IDK if I need a different size or if this bra just doesn’t work for me.
The Debbie bra in 40DD mostly touches my sternum. It’s almost perfect, but feels like there’s extra material above my nipple.
I love how the material feels and wish these bras would fit more perfectly 😭.
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The gore of my JulieMay Mercury bra doesn’t touch my sternum. I ordered 40D according to the size chart, exchanged to 40DD, thinking I needed bigger cups. It’s only slightly improved, so IDK if I need a different size or if this bra just doesn’t work for me.
The Debbie bra in 40DD mostly touches my sternum. It’s almost perfect, but feels like there’s extra material above my nipple.
I love how the material feels and wish these bras would fit more perfectly 😭.
2024.05.30 05:24 AdvisorMaximum Surgeon recs in CO for moderately tuberous, extremely deflated boobs?
This subreddit has been really healing for me and helped me find the courage and motivation to do something about my BIGGEST insecurity, my boobs.
After many years of kids and breastfeeding and weight fluxuation, my (38F) boobs are completely deflated. Like...pendulous, empty, deflated, collapsed. They basically lie flat on my body as skin bags. My areolas are also very large and I suspect that at least one of my boobs is moderately tuberous. It's impossible to even find a bra that doesn't just, like, fold them in half. So I end up only wearing sports bras that compress everything into my body.
Anyway. I think most of my volume is from skin, not breast tissue, so I think I would try for a lift and a tuberous correction? Does anyone have a reccomendation for a surgeon in CO, preferably female? I know I should post a pic but I am honestly too embarrassed....
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After many years of kids and breastfeeding and weight fluxuation, my (38F) boobs are completely deflated. Like...pendulous, empty, deflated, collapsed. They basically lie flat on my body as skin bags. My areolas are also very large and I suspect that at least one of my boobs is moderately tuberous. It's impossible to even find a bra that doesn't just, like, fold them in half. So I end up only wearing sports bras that compress everything into my body.
Anyway. I think most of my volume is from skin, not breast tissue, so I think I would try for a lift and a tuberous correction? Does anyone have a reccomendation for a surgeon in CO, preferably female? I know I should post a pic but I am honestly too embarrassed....
2024.05.30 03:17 Briebabygirl24 so i’ve been working on my weight loss journey… i used to be 250 (black hoodie pic) i am down to 232 (me in shorts n bra) i know it’s not a lot of difference or looks different… but i wanna share my weight loss progress
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2024.05.29 22:34 eekstaycalm Red warm spot on breast
My cancer screening is in a week, but I developed a tender, warm spot on my breast. I'd had this once before a couple months ago but it wasn't actually red
My breasts are dense and have lots of cysts as is. A couple months ago one was swollen and hurting but I chalked it up to having placed a jar too hard on my chest while opening it
Yesterday the same breast was hurting but this time there was a pink spot. It's not itchy but hurts a lot. Like even just laying down, no bra, boob not resting on anything it hurts
I'm 30 and definitely feeling really scared. Having trouble with the karma limit and commenting so have posted the censored pics on my profile
https://imgur.com/a/amCmKVX
submitted by eekstaycalm to doihavebreastcancer [link] [comments]
My breasts are dense and have lots of cysts as is. A couple months ago one was swollen and hurting but I chalked it up to having placed a jar too hard on my chest while opening it
Yesterday the same breast was hurting but this time there was a pink spot. It's not itchy but hurts a lot. Like even just laying down, no bra, boob not resting on anything it hurts
I'm 30 and definitely feeling really scared. Having trouble with the karma limit and commenting so have posted the censored pics on my profile
https://imgur.com/a/amCmKVX
2024.05.29 20:35 sheerest_of_folly [OFFER] 34GG (Freya), 34G (Victoria’s Secret), two 40C (Fruit of the Loom), and some bra extenders
Imgur links for bra pics - https://imgur.com/a/Z0FenSw
I had my breast reduction surgery in early April (34M > 34C). I’ve donated most of the bras, but here is what I still have (and some stuff about them)
34GG Freya - claimed!
34G Victoria’s Secret - claimed!
40C Fruit of the Loom - I got three different versions of these at three different sizes following my surgery, unsure of what size I’d be after swelling. Both other sizes fit. This one does not. Original tags are off but the tags printed inside on the back are fully intact. I put the white one on once very briefly to see if it fit, and the gray one has never been worn. No underwire. (Color: 1 white, 1 gray)
Bra Extender Straps - 3 claimed, I have 1 left. It has 4 rings.
No cost (I will pay shipping) and all bras will be washed twice before mailing. Will ship worldwide. All sizes listed are in US sizing.
Let me know what you need. I will re-flair once everything is claimed, but will adjust the post accordingly until then. Thanks!
submitted by sheerest_of_folly to RandomActsOfBras [link] [comments]
I had my breast reduction surgery in early April (34M > 34C). I’ve donated most of the bras, but here is what I still have (and some stuff about them)
34GG Freya - claimed!
34G Victoria’s Secret - claimed!
40C Fruit of the Loom - I got three different versions of these at three different sizes following my surgery, unsure of what size I’d be after swelling. Both other sizes fit. This one does not. Original tags are off but the tags printed inside on the back are fully intact. I put the white one on once very briefly to see if it fit, and the gray one has never been worn. No underwire. (Color: 1 white, 1 gray)
Bra Extender Straps - 3 claimed, I have 1 left. It has 4 rings.
No cost (I will pay shipping) and all bras will be washed twice before mailing. Will ship worldwide. All sizes listed are in US sizing.
Let me know what you need. I will re-flair once everything is claimed, but will adjust the post accordingly until then. Thanks!
2024.05.29 10:50 Polypedatess What would you even call this.
I'm sorry, this is a really long post but I'll bullet point most stuff down.
•The one big thing that makes me feel valid is that, when I was 11, my stepdad fingered me in my bedroom. I won't go in to too much detail or anything, it's unimportant. But the entire time he just stared at me and everything was silent, like he was waiting for my reaction. Our relationship has always been odd, so I wanted it. But eventually I got scared and told him something, I don't remember what it was but it got him to stop immediately and he apologised too. I don't remember much after, as in I don't know if he left my room or I left first, but I immediately went to the bathroom. Which was when I discovered I was bleeding. •Around this time, for some strange reason I would repeatedly say to him "fuck me daddy." This would either be in person, or over messages. I remember once, when I was in school, I messaged him that. He told me to stop in case one of my friends saw. I don't know why he didn't tell me to stop for other reasons. •One day, after telling him that in person, we were in my parents bedroom. I was sat on his bed and he was in front of me in his weird chair. He then started going in to detail about how I wanted him to fuck me, I can't remember exactly what he said, it was like I zoned out. Everytime I try to recall it now it literally feels like bugs start to crawl up me, I don't understand why. I remember the last part, and his really disgusting hushed and gentle voice. He asked if I wanted him to "cum inside of me", or he was just explaining how that would finish. I'm not really sure. •Still around this same time period of me being 11-12, I would ask him to 'squish me.' The reason why we would call it that is because I would be on my back, my legs would be up all the way to where my head is and he would be on top of me in a way that would 'squish me'. Basically like that one sex position. I would usually be wearing my school uniform when that would happen, so a skirt. During the 'squishing', he would push down on me, so our crotches would basically be against eachother. I don't know why, but I would continuously ask him to 'squish me' and during it I would even say the whole "fuck me daddy" thing. Only recently have I realised that he was probably just pretending to fuck me. •Other things had happened around that age too, like how we would talk about how many times we masturbated a day and compare it to eachother. Sometimes if I was abruptly going to my room, he would ask if I was going to go masturbate, since we were 'close like that' I would tell him. He would often recommend me NSFW Instagram model accounts. I was once tricked in to sending feet pics to this guy, which really isn't that serious and whenever I brought it up with friends they find it fucking hilarious. But the detail I always leave out is that, I did bring that up with my stepdad and he proceeded to tell me that he already knew. Which means he was spying on me through the crack of the door. If that already didn't bother me, I don't understand why he just allowed me to send those pictures, if he was watching why the hell didn't he stop me? •I'm pretty sure this also happened around the age of 11 as well, recently, a memory resurfaced but I barely remember it. Basically, I was sucking on his neck. I don't remember who said it, but either him or my mum spoke up and laughed, saying that I needed to stop otherwise I would "give him a hickey." The reason why I wouldn't be surprised if my mum was in the room at the time is because she doesn't care about what he does. She knows everything and just doesn't fucking care. •I'm very sure that, around that age, my parents begun to expose me to their loud sex. I wouldn't be surprised if it started even younger, however. Obviously, I tried to bring it up with them at the ripe old age of 11 and my mum immediately shot me down with a "it's natural." This only stopped recently, around this year, because I had a big panic attack over hearing them and my mum finally felt guilty. I started getting panic attacks over it the minute it started, maybe the panic attacks were a sign of the trauma when I was younger, but I'm convinced it is now. I heard it so many times that I began to get paranoid every night, I would start to hear it even if they weren't upstairs (I sound crazy, I know.) I would get so anxious every night in case I would hear it, to the point I started to really resent them from it. I know fine well I could just go to sleep before them, but sometimes they even woke me up with it, on numerous occasions. •I'm convinced my stepdad wanted me to hear it. Around the time of it finally stopping, I got mad because i was hearing it again (I'm unsure if it was due to me hearing shit or they actually were) but it caused me to take my bedding and go downstairs to sleep. In the morning, I was rudely awoken to my stepdad slamming the door open and storming past. He's not usually like that when people are sleeping, so it instantly gave me the impression that he was pissed off and the only reason I can think of is that he was angry I wasn't there to listen. •He used to tease me for my paranoia to. As a way to discourage them from getting intimate, I would leave my door open at night. This happened around this year, but I was doing that again and I messaged my stepdad if they were actually going to sleep. It then somehow turned to him making a dig about how he knew I gets anxious at night and when I asked why he sent me "In case me and your mam have sex. 😜" Before, I tried to resolve this issue by begging them to just tell me if they were gonna have sex or not so I could sleep downstairs (because I was gonna find out the hard way anyways.) And they kept on refusing? Which just gave me the impression that they wanted me to listen more. •Around 11 again, he would often tell me details about his and my mums sex life. Like how he was always good at pulling out and the only time he would wear a condom is right when he was about to finish. But the reason why my sister came to be was because he just failed to pull out that one time and my mum refused to get an abortion. Another time, he went on about how him and my mother had sex during her period and how they had to use towels and they didn't enjoy it because it was too messy. •I don't know if he did things before the age of 11, my memories are very faded and it's like there are major gaps throughout everything. I'm worried that he did, however. When I was very young, I remember having no accidents at all during the night. But then, around the ages of 9, I would have an accident basically every night and would get a lot of water infections. I know that's a classic sign of child sexual abuse, but I don't want to jump to conclusions or anything. •Another reason as to why I believe more things had happened to me than what I know of is because I always seemed to know what sex was when I was young, but I wouldn't know the name or anything specific about it like how to get pregnant or what cum was. Though, even though I didn't know what it was, it was like I always thought about it, I could never not think about sex, it was disgusting. This stayed until I was around 13. I remember where I even asked my 'boyfriend' at the time, we were both around 8, if he wanted to have sex, and I have no idea why. •Over the years, he would flash me frequently. Everytime, I would always believe it was an accident because he'd never acknowledge it, besides from that one time which he always jokes about it and blames me. Everytime he would flash me, it would either be because of a convenient hole in the crotch of his pants or because he was wearing very lose fit shorts and it would just be hanging out. The more I think about it, I'm very sure he would have been able to feel such a thing, especially when it was poking out of the hole, but it was like he was just oblivious. •For some strange reason, when I was younger, I would make comments about small dicks. I don't know if I was commenting on his dick specifically, but he would always say the same thing. "Width matters more than length." •Recently, around 16-17, he made a joke about how he listens to me masturbating. Once he noticed how shocked I looked, he then went on saying about how my vibrator is too quiet to hear. •Around 17 again, I went to use the shower. The shower I use is the one that's connected to my parents room. When I locked the door, he got madish and started making comments about it. I had to defend myself, saying how 'the door would open on it's own if I didn't lock it'. Eventually, he backed off. •I don't understand the point in the fucking door and lock to my bedroom anymore. Whenever I decided to lock my door, my parents start shouting at me through the walls, asking why I locked my door. My stepdad barely knocks, it's like a tap and he doesn't even wait sometimes. I remember seeing a past message from an old friend saying how he tried to walk in when I was changing and that he knew I was changing. I didn't explain myself, I really wish I did because I don't remember this. •(Around 17.) We were messaging eachother and it somehow turned in to him hinting if I saw this one animated video, it was a porn one. I said no, and to that he sent me a screenshot of it. It wasn't anything bad or anything, just the start of it and nothing was revealing, he then asked if I was sure. And how he was surprised that I hadn't. •(Around 17.) I don't really get my period, we still don't know why. But as I was getting a lot of blood tests, my stepdad was trying to check things off the list of what it could be. One of those being that my opening is just extremely tight I guess, because he asked if I ever tried penetrating myself. I admitted that I did, but I couldn't get it to exactly go in. Which he then decided to make a comment saying how It's just my 'technique'. I wonder if the only reason he asked that was to see if I ever tried anything out of morbid curiosity. •(Around 17 again.) He randomly bought me dildo's once, I didn't ask him for them, he just bought them for me and it was wildly uncomfortable. Once he gave me them, he asked if I wanted him to show me how to use them. I said no, which he then said something about how if I ever did then I could ask him. I worry what would have happened if I did say yes. •When I was around 14, I went glamping. I ended up having to share a bed with him. One of the nights, I woke up to his hand just on top my crotch. I tried grabbing it and moving it away but it just fell back down on to it. I don't know if he put it back there on purpose. I still question if it was a dream, I'm very sure it wasn't because I remember going back to sleep, but it still just bugs me. •Around 17, I was upset for some reason and he was comforting me. During this, he randomly grabbed the inside of my thigh. I usually just wear a shirt and boxers, so he basically just grabbed my naked thigh but I don't know if he was doing it in a comforting way. •Usually when I draw, I have my knees up to my chest so it's easier to use my tablet. Considering what I wear for pyjamas, I can always see him looking at my crotch when he comes in to my room. If he really can see everything I don't understand why he doesn't just tell me to put my legs down. •He's made a lot of uncomfortable jokes over the years too. One of the ones that upsets me sometimes is that, when he was measuring me for a binder, I was constantly moving around because it was uncomfortable since I was just in a sports bra. As he was leaving, I think I told him about how it was uncomfortable for me or something along those lines. He then turned around and shouted "oh come on, it's not like i was fingerings your pussy or anything." •Very recently, I asked him if I looked okay before going to college. After a bit of back and fourth he said "I wouldn't kick you out of bed, maybe you could find someone in college who would do the same." •Other times when I asked him if I looked okay, he'd go on tangents about how my ass is great or how he would date me or be too nervous to talk to me if he was my age. •One of the more recent jokes was when I dropped a mayonnaise lid on my lap. Nothing got on me, but my stepdad turned to me then turned to my mum and shouted "if anyone starts accusing us, just tell them it was mayonnaise!" Or something like that. •I remember after we watched the new mean girls film, he started going on saying about how he wanted to rewatch it for the Halloween seen (if you know you know) for the 'panty action'. Which rubs me the wrong way because I'm very sure the girls are supposed to be around my age. •I'm very sure he also made this fake account, pretending to be one of my old groomers that I tried to cut off, just to message me about nsfw topics and ask for pics. It's a whole long yap about paranoia and just suspicions so I won't get into it though. If I tried to provide all the evidence I have, it'll take forever and there's no point.
There's definitely way more things that he's said, joked and done. But I'm only now beginning to realise that they're not okay. Even when I was younger, I was sort of uncomfortable around the jokes so I would just zone out, leading me to not remembering them now.
I probably will never accept that what happened to me was bad, or a big issue. Especially due to the 'lovely' people on here. Thank you for telling me immediately that I was a liar before you even knew what happened, that I shouldn't blame an 'innocent man', that you hope he comes in and rapes me to the point I split open and bleed. Thank you for telling me that my parents were just trying to promote a sex positive household, that some of the things were questionable at most. Thank you so much for saying I deserved it because I didn't send you pictures. You all made me feel like shit and I'm probably never going to tell people in person what happened to me, out of fear I would be ridiculed due to how much of a baby I'm being. I wasn't raped, so I have no place to cry or even think about it. I'm being overdramatic.
If you even read to this point, you're an angel.
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•The one big thing that makes me feel valid is that, when I was 11, my stepdad fingered me in my bedroom. I won't go in to too much detail or anything, it's unimportant. But the entire time he just stared at me and everything was silent, like he was waiting for my reaction. Our relationship has always been odd, so I wanted it. But eventually I got scared and told him something, I don't remember what it was but it got him to stop immediately and he apologised too. I don't remember much after, as in I don't know if he left my room or I left first, but I immediately went to the bathroom. Which was when I discovered I was bleeding. •Around this time, for some strange reason I would repeatedly say to him "fuck me daddy." This would either be in person, or over messages. I remember once, when I was in school, I messaged him that. He told me to stop in case one of my friends saw. I don't know why he didn't tell me to stop for other reasons. •One day, after telling him that in person, we were in my parents bedroom. I was sat on his bed and he was in front of me in his weird chair. He then started going in to detail about how I wanted him to fuck me, I can't remember exactly what he said, it was like I zoned out. Everytime I try to recall it now it literally feels like bugs start to crawl up me, I don't understand why. I remember the last part, and his really disgusting hushed and gentle voice. He asked if I wanted him to "cum inside of me", or he was just explaining how that would finish. I'm not really sure. •Still around this same time period of me being 11-12, I would ask him to 'squish me.' The reason why we would call it that is because I would be on my back, my legs would be up all the way to where my head is and he would be on top of me in a way that would 'squish me'. Basically like that one sex position. I would usually be wearing my school uniform when that would happen, so a skirt. During the 'squishing', he would push down on me, so our crotches would basically be against eachother. I don't know why, but I would continuously ask him to 'squish me' and during it I would even say the whole "fuck me daddy" thing. Only recently have I realised that he was probably just pretending to fuck me. •Other things had happened around that age too, like how we would talk about how many times we masturbated a day and compare it to eachother. Sometimes if I was abruptly going to my room, he would ask if I was going to go masturbate, since we were 'close like that' I would tell him. He would often recommend me NSFW Instagram model accounts. I was once tricked in to sending feet pics to this guy, which really isn't that serious and whenever I brought it up with friends they find it fucking hilarious. But the detail I always leave out is that, I did bring that up with my stepdad and he proceeded to tell me that he already knew. Which means he was spying on me through the crack of the door. If that already didn't bother me, I don't understand why he just allowed me to send those pictures, if he was watching why the hell didn't he stop me? •I'm pretty sure this also happened around the age of 11 as well, recently, a memory resurfaced but I barely remember it. Basically, I was sucking on his neck. I don't remember who said it, but either him or my mum spoke up and laughed, saying that I needed to stop otherwise I would "give him a hickey." The reason why I wouldn't be surprised if my mum was in the room at the time is because she doesn't care about what he does. She knows everything and just doesn't fucking care. •I'm very sure that, around that age, my parents begun to expose me to their loud sex. I wouldn't be surprised if it started even younger, however. Obviously, I tried to bring it up with them at the ripe old age of 11 and my mum immediately shot me down with a "it's natural." This only stopped recently, around this year, because I had a big panic attack over hearing them and my mum finally felt guilty. I started getting panic attacks over it the minute it started, maybe the panic attacks were a sign of the trauma when I was younger, but I'm convinced it is now. I heard it so many times that I began to get paranoid every night, I would start to hear it even if they weren't upstairs (I sound crazy, I know.) I would get so anxious every night in case I would hear it, to the point I started to really resent them from it. I know fine well I could just go to sleep before them, but sometimes they even woke me up with it, on numerous occasions. •I'm convinced my stepdad wanted me to hear it. Around the time of it finally stopping, I got mad because i was hearing it again (I'm unsure if it was due to me hearing shit or they actually were) but it caused me to take my bedding and go downstairs to sleep. In the morning, I was rudely awoken to my stepdad slamming the door open and storming past. He's not usually like that when people are sleeping, so it instantly gave me the impression that he was pissed off and the only reason I can think of is that he was angry I wasn't there to listen. •He used to tease me for my paranoia to. As a way to discourage them from getting intimate, I would leave my door open at night. This happened around this year, but I was doing that again and I messaged my stepdad if they were actually going to sleep. It then somehow turned to him making a dig about how he knew I gets anxious at night and when I asked why he sent me "In case me and your mam have sex. 😜" Before, I tried to resolve this issue by begging them to just tell me if they were gonna have sex or not so I could sleep downstairs (because I was gonna find out the hard way anyways.) And they kept on refusing? Which just gave me the impression that they wanted me to listen more. •Around 11 again, he would often tell me details about his and my mums sex life. Like how he was always good at pulling out and the only time he would wear a condom is right when he was about to finish. But the reason why my sister came to be was because he just failed to pull out that one time and my mum refused to get an abortion. Another time, he went on about how him and my mother had sex during her period and how they had to use towels and they didn't enjoy it because it was too messy. •I don't know if he did things before the age of 11, my memories are very faded and it's like there are major gaps throughout everything. I'm worried that he did, however. When I was very young, I remember having no accidents at all during the night. But then, around the ages of 9, I would have an accident basically every night and would get a lot of water infections. I know that's a classic sign of child sexual abuse, but I don't want to jump to conclusions or anything. •Another reason as to why I believe more things had happened to me than what I know of is because I always seemed to know what sex was when I was young, but I wouldn't know the name or anything specific about it like how to get pregnant or what cum was. Though, even though I didn't know what it was, it was like I always thought about it, I could never not think about sex, it was disgusting. This stayed until I was around 13. I remember where I even asked my 'boyfriend' at the time, we were both around 8, if he wanted to have sex, and I have no idea why. •Over the years, he would flash me frequently. Everytime, I would always believe it was an accident because he'd never acknowledge it, besides from that one time which he always jokes about it and blames me. Everytime he would flash me, it would either be because of a convenient hole in the crotch of his pants or because he was wearing very lose fit shorts and it would just be hanging out. The more I think about it, I'm very sure he would have been able to feel such a thing, especially when it was poking out of the hole, but it was like he was just oblivious. •For some strange reason, when I was younger, I would make comments about small dicks. I don't know if I was commenting on his dick specifically, but he would always say the same thing. "Width matters more than length." •Recently, around 16-17, he made a joke about how he listens to me masturbating. Once he noticed how shocked I looked, he then went on saying about how my vibrator is too quiet to hear. •Around 17 again, I went to use the shower. The shower I use is the one that's connected to my parents room. When I locked the door, he got madish and started making comments about it. I had to defend myself, saying how 'the door would open on it's own if I didn't lock it'. Eventually, he backed off. •I don't understand the point in the fucking door and lock to my bedroom anymore. Whenever I decided to lock my door, my parents start shouting at me through the walls, asking why I locked my door. My stepdad barely knocks, it's like a tap and he doesn't even wait sometimes. I remember seeing a past message from an old friend saying how he tried to walk in when I was changing and that he knew I was changing. I didn't explain myself, I really wish I did because I don't remember this. •(Around 17.) We were messaging eachother and it somehow turned in to him hinting if I saw this one animated video, it was a porn one. I said no, and to that he sent me a screenshot of it. It wasn't anything bad or anything, just the start of it and nothing was revealing, he then asked if I was sure. And how he was surprised that I hadn't. •(Around 17.) I don't really get my period, we still don't know why. But as I was getting a lot of blood tests, my stepdad was trying to check things off the list of what it could be. One of those being that my opening is just extremely tight I guess, because he asked if I ever tried penetrating myself. I admitted that I did, but I couldn't get it to exactly go in. Which he then decided to make a comment saying how It's just my 'technique'. I wonder if the only reason he asked that was to see if I ever tried anything out of morbid curiosity. •(Around 17 again.) He randomly bought me dildo's once, I didn't ask him for them, he just bought them for me and it was wildly uncomfortable. Once he gave me them, he asked if I wanted him to show me how to use them. I said no, which he then said something about how if I ever did then I could ask him. I worry what would have happened if I did say yes. •When I was around 14, I went glamping. I ended up having to share a bed with him. One of the nights, I woke up to his hand just on top my crotch. I tried grabbing it and moving it away but it just fell back down on to it. I don't know if he put it back there on purpose. I still question if it was a dream, I'm very sure it wasn't because I remember going back to sleep, but it still just bugs me. •Around 17, I was upset for some reason and he was comforting me. During this, he randomly grabbed the inside of my thigh. I usually just wear a shirt and boxers, so he basically just grabbed my naked thigh but I don't know if he was doing it in a comforting way. •Usually when I draw, I have my knees up to my chest so it's easier to use my tablet. Considering what I wear for pyjamas, I can always see him looking at my crotch when he comes in to my room. If he really can see everything I don't understand why he doesn't just tell me to put my legs down. •He's made a lot of uncomfortable jokes over the years too. One of the ones that upsets me sometimes is that, when he was measuring me for a binder, I was constantly moving around because it was uncomfortable since I was just in a sports bra. As he was leaving, I think I told him about how it was uncomfortable for me or something along those lines. He then turned around and shouted "oh come on, it's not like i was fingerings your pussy or anything." •Very recently, I asked him if I looked okay before going to college. After a bit of back and fourth he said "I wouldn't kick you out of bed, maybe you could find someone in college who would do the same." •Other times when I asked him if I looked okay, he'd go on tangents about how my ass is great or how he would date me or be too nervous to talk to me if he was my age. •One of the more recent jokes was when I dropped a mayonnaise lid on my lap. Nothing got on me, but my stepdad turned to me then turned to my mum and shouted "if anyone starts accusing us, just tell them it was mayonnaise!" Or something like that. •I remember after we watched the new mean girls film, he started going on saying about how he wanted to rewatch it for the Halloween seen (if you know you know) for the 'panty action'. Which rubs me the wrong way because I'm very sure the girls are supposed to be around my age. •I'm very sure he also made this fake account, pretending to be one of my old groomers that I tried to cut off, just to message me about nsfw topics and ask for pics. It's a whole long yap about paranoia and just suspicions so I won't get into it though. If I tried to provide all the evidence I have, it'll take forever and there's no point.
There's definitely way more things that he's said, joked and done. But I'm only now beginning to realise that they're not okay. Even when I was younger, I was sort of uncomfortable around the jokes so I would just zone out, leading me to not remembering them now.
I probably will never accept that what happened to me was bad, or a big issue. Especially due to the 'lovely' people on here. Thank you for telling me immediately that I was a liar before you even knew what happened, that I shouldn't blame an 'innocent man', that you hope he comes in and rapes me to the point I split open and bleed. Thank you for telling me that my parents were just trying to promote a sex positive household, that some of the things were questionable at most. Thank you so much for saying I deserved it because I didn't send you pictures. You all made me feel like shit and I'm probably never going to tell people in person what happened to me, out of fear I would be ridiculed due to how much of a baby I'm being. I wasn't raped, so I have no place to cry or even think about it. I'm being overdramatic.
If you even read to this point, you're an angel.
2024.05.29 07:56 Substantial_Heron_98 East Coast/West Coast with 2 Weddings
Plus size girl (18-20+) heading to an East Coast West Coast trip with 2 weddings.
Would love your advice, I'm going to try to do a trip report on this as well, with pics.
9 full days, staying mostly hotels. May be able to do a load of laundry one time day 4.
Both weddings have different dress codes (nice but casual, cocktail but on the beach for the other wedding.)
Weather seems similar, but cooler in where we will be on the west coast.
Wedding attire for both: - cobalt district dress (now cobalt street)
- ECCO WOMEN'S FLOWT LX WEDGE SANDAL -black sweater for both events, just in case
-Need to find a strapless bra. This is super hard because I just let go of my old one because it was way too small. - tank dress (eddie bauer) - for other wedding events - 1 thin belt
Need to bring my laptop etc. as I'm working during this trip.
Normal clothes/packing stuff:
Jacket - ll bean anorak (love this, sprayed it so it should be more water resistant)
Summer hoodie - old threadbare - 11 pairs of underwear (including period underwear) - could pair down, but I'm kind of anxious about thjs. - 3 pairs of socks - 2 linen tops, different colors - 1 white spanx air essentials top (testing to see if I like it, not sure yet) - 4 tanks/spagetti straps (will use the tanks in place of a shirt some days and will sleep in the spagetti straps too.) The spagetti straps are also emotional support LOL - 1 pair of sleep shorts - 2 pairs of linen short - 2 honey love bras - 1 pair of cropped leggings (nicer) - 1 pair of running shorts - 1 pair of black leggings - 1 hat packable - 1 one piece swimsuit - 1 button-down jean shirt - travel memory foam side sleeper pillow (can not sleep without) - 1 pair of tevas
-travel outfit - leggings, black tank and t-shirt, socks, and waterproof trail runners, undies
-Toiletries- decanted sunblock, retinol, vitamin C, moisturizer: blush, mascara, mini vasoline, contacts, contact case/solution, glasses, curl cream toothpaste, prescrition drugs & nasal spray, Hairbrush, toothbrush
-Small jewelry
Lastly, a couple snacks, phone holders, fans, big and small heaphones, and a deck of cards.
Bag: 1.5 technically - Backpack , hoping all this crap fits into my north face boriealis with the magic of compression packing cubes. - Personal item - coach mollie bucket bag 22. I love this, and I'm excited to take this on a trip! It fits my over the ear headphones, etc.
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Would love your advice, I'm going to try to do a trip report on this as well, with pics.
9 full days, staying mostly hotels. May be able to do a load of laundry one time day 4.
Both weddings have different dress codes (nice but casual, cocktail but on the beach for the other wedding.)
Weather seems similar, but cooler in where we will be on the west coast.
Wedding attire for both: - cobalt district dress (now cobalt street)
- ECCO WOMEN'S FLOWT LX WEDGE SANDAL -black sweater for both events, just in case
-Need to find a strapless bra. This is super hard because I just let go of my old one because it was way too small. - tank dress (eddie bauer) - for other wedding events - 1 thin belt
Need to bring my laptop etc. as I'm working during this trip.
Normal clothes/packing stuff:
Jacket - ll bean anorak (love this, sprayed it so it should be more water resistant)
Summer hoodie - old threadbare - 11 pairs of underwear (including period underwear) - could pair down, but I'm kind of anxious about thjs. - 3 pairs of socks - 2 linen tops, different colors - 1 white spanx air essentials top (testing to see if I like it, not sure yet) - 4 tanks/spagetti straps (will use the tanks in place of a shirt some days and will sleep in the spagetti straps too.) The spagetti straps are also emotional support LOL - 1 pair of sleep shorts - 2 pairs of linen short - 2 honey love bras - 1 pair of cropped leggings (nicer) - 1 pair of running shorts - 1 pair of black leggings - 1 hat packable - 1 one piece swimsuit - 1 button-down jean shirt - travel memory foam side sleeper pillow (can not sleep without) - 1 pair of tevas
-travel outfit - leggings, black tank and t-shirt, socks, and waterproof trail runners, undies
-Toiletries- decanted sunblock, retinol, vitamin C, moisturizer: blush, mascara, mini vasoline, contacts, contact case/solution, glasses, curl cream toothpaste, prescrition drugs & nasal spray, Hairbrush, toothbrush
-Small jewelry
Lastly, a couple snacks, phone holders, fans, big and small heaphones, and a deck of cards.
Bag: 1.5 technically - Backpack , hoping all this crap fits into my north face boriealis with the magic of compression packing cubes. - Personal item - coach mollie bucket bag 22. I love this, and I'm excited to take this on a trip! It fits my over the ear headphones, etc.
2024.05.29 06:25 LukeQuickscopes didn't know where to post this but
 | this dude tuli on TikTok makes underground videos and I've recently found evidence he might be a pedophile there is also a video of a song he has where the dude on twitter says it's the 14yo saying weird shi that I will post in the comments. This is all very disturbing submitted by LukeQuickscopes to SummrsXo [link] [comments] |
2024.05.29 01:03 newregrets What is this?
My partner recently got these bites (first pic, back of arm) which seemed to appear after our trip to a state park. The second pic (back near underarm) however seemed to appear after she was in a pool teaching our dog how to dock dive. We thought maybe it was a rash from her bra getting wet? I’m concerned it may be bed bug bites because of the way they look and the fact that she has found a few more bites in other areas of her body. These are the only two areas that they’re a big cluster like this though. The others have one or two bites near each other. Thank you in advance!
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2024.05.28 21:45 movetrim bra y’all remember them AI cartoon pics we was doing in the sub 😭😭😭
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2024.05.28 17:18 ReluctantLawyer Fit check for Panache Ana in 36F
Back again for my mom for a fit check (pics with permission).
Previous post with measurements.
She was actually willing to keep it just to have another bra option, but I think she can probably do better. I ordered a 36F because I suspected that the calculator underestimated her size at 36E. I’m not sure if I need to go up to FF or if it’s a shape issue that is causing the flatness in the front. I could tell that the gore was pushing in on her breast tissue, and the bulging in the back was pretty significant (she had her arm lifted slightly so I could take a pic which reduced it, but when her arm was lowered it was much worse). I’m sure others will see a lot of other things that I don’t!
She said that she’s worried about the separation causing shirts to fall into the valley between her boobs which has happened in the past. She’s so used to wearing bras where the gore is floating out to the Sea of Cleaveland and her boobs are snuggled up together that she’s definitely thrown by the lift and separation, but i’m trying to get her used to the idea! I know she will want some lightly lined options once we find the right shape for her.
Thank you!
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Previous post with measurements.
She was actually willing to keep it just to have another bra option, but I think she can probably do better. I ordered a 36F because I suspected that the calculator underestimated her size at 36E. I’m not sure if I need to go up to FF or if it’s a shape issue that is causing the flatness in the front. I could tell that the gore was pushing in on her breast tissue, and the bulging in the back was pretty significant (she had her arm lifted slightly so I could take a pic which reduced it, but when her arm was lowered it was much worse). I’m sure others will see a lot of other things that I don’t!
She said that she’s worried about the separation causing shirts to fall into the valley between her boobs which has happened in the past. She’s so used to wearing bras where the gore is floating out to the Sea of Cleaveland and her boobs are snuggled up together that she’s definitely thrown by the lift and separation, but i’m trying to get her used to the idea! I know she will want some lightly lined options once we find the right shape for her.
Thank you!
2024.05.28 16:31 Bored_Girly2124 my boobs are the reason why i’m celibate
i know that sounds weird. i know a lot of people are probably wondering what my boobs have to do with my decision to stay celibate. and the answer is pretty complicated.
basically i was born with tuberous breast deformity (TBD) and that caused my breasts to grow in a “unconventional” way. instead of having the perfect round mounds on my chest, i was left with these little cones with puffy nipples and way too big areolas for my almost non existent boobs. yayyyy (kill me now 😀) anywayss, when it came to sex, i had a few men interact with my tubular breasts and no one outwardly said anything bad. but sometimes i could feel that aura of being judged. i don’t know if everyone knows what im taking about, but its like i could tell some people were disappointed. and fuck, i’m disappointed too.
when i was younger, i was like so excited to have boobs, which sounds weird but i wanted to be able to fill out dresses nicely and be able to use my boobs as phone holder. but alas, my wishes did not even come true, but they were more like completely squashed. like i couldn’t just have small boobs? i had to have them “deformed” too? like the genetic lottery hates my guts.
but the main issue i have with my chest is that i just don’t feel comfortable with it. i hate the shape, the way they look, how they feel on my body. all of that, i completely hate. i try to spend most of my time trying not to think about them because when i do, i go down a complete rabbit hole about how no one could ever love me because of my boobs. and when i looked up previous reddit responses about tuberous breasts, my thoughts seemed like they were correct. i saw reply after reply underneath one post about tuberous breasts about how unattractive they are and how it’s a deal breaker. and i understand that everyone finds certain things attractive and unattractive but jesus it fucking hurts knowing someone would reject you based upon solely your boobs. to know that i am considered a turn off just makes me not want to make sex again. when i was sexually active, i tried to hide my chest as much as possible. some guys would ask me to take off my bra but i would never take it off myself first. i would prefer having sex doggy style because i just didn’t want to have them look at my chest for an extended amount of time. it’s horrible feeling that you can’t even feel attractive in your body during sex. and i also have PCOS which i think may have contributed to me having tuberous breasts. (PCOS is a common hormonal disorder in women) So it’s so frustrating to me that my body is “fucked up” and there was nothing i could do to fix it or fix the side effects of having a hormonal disorder.
i’m hoping to eventually get a breast augmentation. i need to lose a bit of weight before i can get the operation. also i’m 20 so im not sure if i have to wait because i want to get gel implants but you have to be 22 but technically you could still get them without insurance covering if something goes wrong. idk it’s complicated. so until i get my boob job, i don’t think im going to be dating/having sex. i just can’t bring myself to disappoint or gross someone out. i wouldn’t feel confident because my body image surrounding my breasts is so bad. in all honesty, i think about unaliving myself a lot because i feel like i can’t live like this anymore. i feel so disgusting in my own skin. but it’s one of those things where you have to just deal with it and try to push through. it’s difficult tho.
but yeah that was my confession/rant because i don’t really have anyone i can talk about this with because im so embarrassed to tell friends. my mother is the only person who knows and she’s supportive. but i still feel like i can’t talk to her about it, it feels too weird. but yeah i don’t know if anyone is going to even see this post but i just wanted to type all my feelings out in case anyone wanted to listen.
Edit: a lot of people are asking for boob pics out of curiosity or just plain horniness. i tried to be brave and send them but a lot of people ended up blocking me/not responding so im not sure if im sending any more pics because if anything its confirming my insecurity and putting me a dark place again. and ive been like crying all the time because it keeps happening. but thank you to everyone that has been really nice and supportive. it means a lot to me
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basically i was born with tuberous breast deformity (TBD) and that caused my breasts to grow in a “unconventional” way. instead of having the perfect round mounds on my chest, i was left with these little cones with puffy nipples and way too big areolas for my almost non existent boobs. yayyyy (kill me now 😀) anywayss, when it came to sex, i had a few men interact with my tubular breasts and no one outwardly said anything bad. but sometimes i could feel that aura of being judged. i don’t know if everyone knows what im taking about, but its like i could tell some people were disappointed. and fuck, i’m disappointed too.
when i was younger, i was like so excited to have boobs, which sounds weird but i wanted to be able to fill out dresses nicely and be able to use my boobs as phone holder. but alas, my wishes did not even come true, but they were more like completely squashed. like i couldn’t just have small boobs? i had to have them “deformed” too? like the genetic lottery hates my guts.
but the main issue i have with my chest is that i just don’t feel comfortable with it. i hate the shape, the way they look, how they feel on my body. all of that, i completely hate. i try to spend most of my time trying not to think about them because when i do, i go down a complete rabbit hole about how no one could ever love me because of my boobs. and when i looked up previous reddit responses about tuberous breasts, my thoughts seemed like they were correct. i saw reply after reply underneath one post about tuberous breasts about how unattractive they are and how it’s a deal breaker. and i understand that everyone finds certain things attractive and unattractive but jesus it fucking hurts knowing someone would reject you based upon solely your boobs. to know that i am considered a turn off just makes me not want to make sex again. when i was sexually active, i tried to hide my chest as much as possible. some guys would ask me to take off my bra but i would never take it off myself first. i would prefer having sex doggy style because i just didn’t want to have them look at my chest for an extended amount of time. it’s horrible feeling that you can’t even feel attractive in your body during sex. and i also have PCOS which i think may have contributed to me having tuberous breasts. (PCOS is a common hormonal disorder in women) So it’s so frustrating to me that my body is “fucked up” and there was nothing i could do to fix it or fix the side effects of having a hormonal disorder.
i’m hoping to eventually get a breast augmentation. i need to lose a bit of weight before i can get the operation. also i’m 20 so im not sure if i have to wait because i want to get gel implants but you have to be 22 but technically you could still get them without insurance covering if something goes wrong. idk it’s complicated. so until i get my boob job, i don’t think im going to be dating/having sex. i just can’t bring myself to disappoint or gross someone out. i wouldn’t feel confident because my body image surrounding my breasts is so bad. in all honesty, i think about unaliving myself a lot because i feel like i can’t live like this anymore. i feel so disgusting in my own skin. but it’s one of those things where you have to just deal with it and try to push through. it’s difficult tho.
but yeah that was my confession/rant because i don’t really have anyone i can talk about this with because im so embarrassed to tell friends. my mother is the only person who knows and she’s supportive. but i still feel like i can’t talk to her about it, it feels too weird. but yeah i don’t know if anyone is going to even see this post but i just wanted to type all my feelings out in case anyone wanted to listen.
Edit: a lot of people are asking for boob pics out of curiosity or just plain horniness. i tried to be brave and send them but a lot of people ended up blocking me/not responding so im not sure if im sending any more pics because if anything its confirming my insecurity and putting me a dark place again. and ive been like crying all the time because it keeps happening. but thank you to everyone that has been really nice and supportive. it means a lot to me