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Vegan leather case + Anti reflective screen protector review

2024.06.02 18:27 CheeseDon18 Vegan leather case + Anti reflective screen protector review

to preface this, I have a s24+. I pre ordered it when i became available to the perks I got were $100 of credit for accessories, so i got the case a screen protector.
From the reviews on the Samsung site, the case is overpriced and is Vegan (a lot of people are immediately turned off by the V word) and the screen protector gets scratched easily.
From my use of the case, I specifically have the taupe color, which looks very nice and put together, and the buttons feel amazing and light, with this brushed finish (not too sure what kind of metal but it is none the less), and since ive gotten it i have not had any obvious scuffs and scratches on the faux leather, and it hasn't aged poorly. I am young, so maybe I cant appreciate the smell and feel of real leather. but it feels soft and nice in the hands, and if you don't have to kill a cow, then its good. although the price is pretty hefty, which is why I'm probably reviewing it like its cheaper (trade in credit made it "free") but for what your getting it feels great, also the phone sits flush on a flat surface, and doesn't wobble, which before would drive me nuts when I would rock it caseless sometimes.
the screen protector emulates the anti glare properties found on the s24U (probably the same tech now that i think of it) but it is true that is scuffs easily, although with the brightness of the screen and me using light mode always (ik its a cardinal sin) I never notice it unless i look for it. And it just feels nice to not to max the brightness always when outdoors, since reelections are dumb down by the protector, and i don't always need to max it for the same effect as i would if there wasn't a antireflective layer on top.
If your able to find these products on sale, then i highly suggest you go for them, some people feel as though the s24 series are less premium, so sure you'll not get a new phone from spending the money on a case and screen protector, but in the hands and day to day use, it will feel lovely.
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2024.06.02 18:24 SmileyDay8921 Sleep Mask

I wear a sleep mask.
The sun is so bright through the massive window in my room that it wakes me up if I don't. It also lets in an ungodly amount of heat, though I'm used to that by now. I have curtains, but I didn't bother to measure, so they are the exact size of the window, which isn't what you want in a curtain. You want the curtain to be larger than the window, so the light doesn't barge through anytime there's a gust of wind in the room.
Outdoors, I wear sunglasses. Even at night. The flourescent streetlights cause a pain in my eyes like someone is actively hammering a nail into them. And everyone insists on driving lifted trucks, with those stupid xenon headlights or whatever because they saw it in GTA and thought it would be cool. It may be cool to you, but to me it's like staring directly into the sun. They always have their brights on, I guess.
I also sleep like a vampire, which probably fits my all black aesthetic, or like a mummy, but horizontally. On my back, arms to the side rather than crossed over my chest, in a sleeping bag that feels kinda like a coffin. I sleep on a bed, but no blankets because I roll around like a rotisserie chicken before and during my sleep. I might have that thing where your body isn't locked into place when your brain shuts off. For example: One time I lost a pillow for 3 days. It was under my head when I went to sleep, and when I woke up, it was nowhere to be found. It's like it glitched out of the universe. Like it fell into the backrooms or something. I must've gone down to retrieve it on the third night, though, because when I woke up it was back under my head. And I only have one pillow, so there's no mistaking it for a different one.
I was having some insomnia trouble, not because of the sun, and saw on Google something about sleeping on your back being the most efficient way to get to sleep. So I've been doing that for a few weeks, and it actually works super well. I fall asleep within a minute, two at the most, when previously it would take hours. I also have a white noise machine to drown out whatever sounds may be happening around me. I don't know if it's bad for your hearing, but I keep it right next to my bed, essentially just by my head. I could use it as a pillow it's so close.
There is a downside to sleeping on your back though. You are apparently more likely to get sleep paralysis. The article left that part out, it seems. That's also been happening for a couple of weeks, having started not long after I changed my sleeping position. After the fourth time, you'd think I'd stop, but I can't sleep any other way.
So I had a falling dream, which is pretty common, but when I startled awake, my body didn't startle. I was frozen in place, as a searing pain passed through my nervous system like I was struck by lightning. I guess my body tried to jump, but couldn't. And then I felt that familiar sensation, footsteps on my bed. It's not an animal, because I don't have any pets, and I only ever feel two feet. At least I assume they're feet.
This is also when you realize that a sleep mask is a double-edged sword. If you can't move to take it off, then all you can "see" is pitch black, even with your eyes open. However this creature's proximity to my face is given away by it's surprisingly cold breath. It never speaks, which I think is intentional in order to increase the fear level. I would try and talk to it if I could move my mouth and vocal chords.
This is by no means the first time this has happened, though. Actually, it happens almost every night, and yet the fear never goes away. However, I do tend to miss him a tiny bit when he doesn't show, kinda like a part of my routine was skipped over. But tonight he was there, like my own personal, potentially demonic, alarm clock.
I've gotten pretty good at waking my body up now though, since it happens so often. The trick is to start with the fingers and toes. Just keep trying to wiggle them until it actually starts to work. I was pretty quick at it tonight too, however he left, just before I could get my whole hand going. He vanished without a sound, just as he came in, like he was carried away on the wind, and now I'm up for the rest of the night. I figured I might as well start my day, get on the grind, even if it is 3:30 in the morning.
It's pretty chilly out tonight, but my all black outer layer keeps me from feeling it too much. As usual, I quietly slank (slinked? slunk?) out the door, sunglasses on, and started my seemingly eternal trek. Not really eternal, maybe like 20 minutes or so, but that feels like quite awhile when you're walking. I did my best to avoid the street lights, slipping off of the sidewalk as I encountered them, or if one of those tall trucks passed through. Do they never sleep? Why would anyone be out this early in the morning?
Just barely on time, 3:55. There were more people out tonight, but that's the result of it being Friday night. Or maybe Saturday? All the days run together for me. As I passed by the front of your house, I snuck a glance in the window, making sure you were actually home, and not out with one of these nuisance teens that like to rev their engines when they pass through the neighborhood. Sure enough, you were there. If I had the ability, I imagine this would've been the moment where a big dopamine rush occured. Regardless of the chemical response, I silently crept in through the window in your bathroom that you always forget to lock. When will you figure that out? When will you realize that that's how I get in? As quiet as I am, your white noise machine picks up the slack for me, because I've definitely knocked things down before.
I know your bedroom door has a lock on it, so why don't you use it? It's not like I phased through a wall or anything, I just passed through the openings that you'd left for me. Intentional or not, an unlocked entrance counts as an invitation, you know.
As I peer down at you, fast asleep with that cheap, plastic, noisy pillow you got from Amazon, I can finally remove my sunglasses. I hate wearing them, especially at night. It's so hard to see in the dark with sunglasses on. But my eyes would give me away to anyone driving past, or peering curiously out of their window. Did you know, the interior lights in a cop car are red because that wave of light travels the least? As in, it's the hardest to see from far away. I call bs on that though, because my eyes are all that people ever see.
As I step toward your bed, I always have the same thought: "It's so cute how you swaddle yourself in that sleeping bag." And convenient too! It makes it so much easier to step around you as I make my way toward your face. When I get to the perfect spot, I bend down and get just face to face with you.
"Here goes nothing" I think as I scream in your face as loud as I possibly can. There's no way you don't hear me, but you never seem to react in any way. I always try it as many times as I can before you get that damn finger to wiggle. Tonight I only got one scream out, and 'poof!' just like that, I'm carried away, back to my bed, to startle awake like a falling dream, just as the sun peaks over the horizon, and barges through my window.
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2024.06.02 18:15 adulting4kids Oracle Cards

To cultivate a meaningful practice with Oracle Card Spreads, start by choosing a deck that resonates with you. Establish a sacred space for your readings and set clear intentions. Regularly cleanse and charge your cards. Develop a connection with each card's symbolism through meditation and reflection. Practice various spreads to enhance your interpretive skills. Trust your intuition and incorporate journaling to track your insights.
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The practice involves shuffling the deck, posing a question, and drawing cards to receive guidance. Some use Oracle cards for daily inspiration, while others turn to them during pivotal life moments.
The open-ended nature of Oracle cards encourages users to explore their spirituality, fostering a unique and personal connection with the deck.
Regular use enhances one's intuitive abilities and deepens the bond with the cards.To deepen your Oracle card practice, consider exploring different spreads that cater to specific inquiries or areas of your life.
Develop a ritual around your readings, such as grounding exercises or meditation, to enhance focus and receptivity. Engage with the imagery on the cards through visualization and contemplation, allowing your subconscious to contribute to the interpretation.
Maintain a journal to record your readings, insights, and feelings, fostering a reflective process that helps track patterns and personal growth over time. Remember, the essence of Oracle cards lies in personal connection and intuition, making each reading a unique and enriching experience.
Experiment with combining Oracle card readings with other spiritual practices like meditation, crystal work, or rituals to create a holistic experience.
Join communities or online forums to share experiences and insights with fellow practitioners, gaining new perspectives on card interpretations. Periodically cleanse and recharge your cards to maintain their energy.
Embrace the evolving nature of your practice, allowing it to adapt as you grow spiritually. As you become more attuned to your intuition, you may find that Oracle cards become a powerful tool for self-discovery, guidance, and empowerment.
Consider integrating Oracle card readings into a mindful routine, incorporating them into moments of introspection, gratitude, or goal-setting. Explore different spreads or design your own to tailor readings to specific aspects of your life. Share your insights with others or use Oracle cards in group settings for collective guidance.
As you progress, don't hesitate to explore advanced techniques, such as combining multiple decks or creating your own cards to personalize the experience further. Ultimately, the key lies in cultivating a practice that resonates with you, fostering a deeper connection with the spiritual insights Oracle cards can offer.
To further enrich your Oracle card practice, delve into the symbolism and history behind the specific deck you're using. Understanding the cultural or spiritual context can deepen your appreciation and interpretation of the cards. Explore different spreads for specific purposes, such as love, career, or personal growth.
Additionally, regularly revisit and reassess your personal connection to the cards, allowing your evolving perspectives to influence the readings. Continuously expand your knowledge by exploring diverse decks and attending workshops or classes on Oracle card reading. This ongoing exploration ensures a dynamic and evolving practice tailored to your unique spiritual journey.
Grounding exercises help anchor you in the present moment and connect with the physical world. Here are a few simple grounding techniques:
  1. Deep Breathing: Take slow, deep breaths. Inhale deeply through your nose, hold for a few seconds, and exhale slowly through your mouth. Focus on the sensation of your breath to bring your attention to the present.
  2. Body Scan: Sit or lie down comfortably. Pay attention to each part of your body, starting from your toes and moving up. Notice any tension and consciously release it, bringing awareness to each body part.
  3. Mindful Walking: Take a slow walk and pay attention to each step. Feel the ground beneath your feet, notice the movement of your body, and observe your surroundings. This helps shift your focus from thoughts to the physical experience.
  4. Grounding Objects: Hold onto an object with texture or weight, like a stone or a piece of fabric. Pay attention to its features, temperature, and the way it feels in your hand, bringing your awareness to the present moment.
  5. Visualization: Imagine roots extending from your body into the ground, like a tree. Envision these roots grounding you and providing stability. Connect with the Earth's energy as you visualize this grounding process.
  6. Five Senses Check: Engage your senses by identifying five things you can see, four things you can touch, three things you can hear, two things you can smell, and one thing you can taste. This exercise brings you into the immediate sensory experience.
  7. Affirmations: Repeat positive affirmations or mantras to center your thoughts. Affirmations can help redirect your focus and bring a sense of calmness.
Experiment with these grounding exercises to find what resonates best with you, and use them whenever you need to center yourself or alleviate stress.
To incorporate crystals and rituals into your Oracle card practice, consider the following steps:
  1. Crystal Selection: Choose crystals that resonate with your intentions or the specific energy you want to enhance during your Oracle card readings. For example, amethyst for intuition, rose quartz for love, or clear quartz for clarity.
  2. Cleansing Crystals: Before each reading, cleanse your chosen crystals to remove any previous energies. You can use methods like smudging with sage, placing them in moonlight or sunlight, or using other crystal-clearing techniques.
  3. Crystal Placement: Position your crystals around your Oracle card deck or spread. You can place them in a pattern or intuitively position them based on the energy you want to enhance. Trust your instincts and the energies of the crystals.
  4. Setting Intentions: Before beginning your Oracle card reading, set clear intentions for the session. State your purpose and what guidance or insights you seek. This helps align the energy of the crystals and cards with your intentions.
  5. Ritual Elements: Create a ritual around your Oracle card practice. This might include lighting candles, playing soft music, or incorporating specific colors or symbols that hold personal meaning. Consistency in your ritual can create a conducive environment for your practice.
  6. Meditation with Crystals: Meditate with your chosen crystals before starting the Oracle card reading. This helps attune your energy to the vibrations of the crystals and enhances your intuitive connection.
  7. Crystal Grids: Experiment with creating crystal grids around your Oracle card space. This involves arranging crystals in a specific pattern to amplify energy and intention. Grids can be simple or complex, depending on your preference.
  8. Closing Ritual: Conclude your Oracle card session with a closing ritual. Express gratitude for the insights received, release any energy that no longer serves you, and cleanse both the cards and crystals. This helps maintain a clear and positive energy space.
  9. Crystal Charging: Periodically recharge your crystals to maintain their energy. You can do this by placing them in the sunlight, moonlight, or on a selenite charging plate. This ensures that the crystals remain potent and ready for your Oracle card sessions.
  10. Incorporate Elemental Energies: Align your practice with the elements. For example, use earthy crystals for grounding (e.g., hematite), airy crystals for mental clarity (e.g., clear quartz), watery crystals for emotional insight (e.g., moonstone), and fiery crystals for passion (e.g., carnelian). This adds a elemental dimension to your readings.
  11. Create Ritual Symbols: Develop symbols or gestures that act as anchors for specific energies during your Oracle card readings. For instance, drawing a particular symbol in the air or using hand gestures can amplify your intention and focus.
  12. Moon Phases and Oracle Readings: Leverage the energy of different moon phases for your Oracle card readings. Perform readings during the new moon for new beginnings, the full moon for clarity and manifestation, or the waning moon for releasing and letting go.
  13. Crystal Elixirs: Create crystal elixirs by placing crystals in water under moonlight or sunlight (ensuring the crystals are safe for water). Use the elixir to anoint your cards or drink before a reading, infusing the energy of the crystals into your practice.
  14. Dedicated Sacred Space: Designate a specific area for your Oracle card practice and crystal work. This sacred space can be adorned with meaningful items, creating an energetic container that enhances your connection with the divine and your intuitive abilities.
  15. Intuitive Crystal Pairing: Trust your intuition when combining crystals with Oracle cards. Allow yourself to be drawn to certain crystals based on the energy you sense or the guidance you seek. Intuitive pairings can deepen the resonance of your readings.
Continuously explore and adapt these practices to align with your evolving spiritual journey. The synergy of crystals, rituals, and Oracle cards can create a powerful and personalized experience, enriching your connection with your inner wisdom and the energies around you.
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2024.06.02 18:10 JammaSquee On The Subject of Conservation - [1]

On The Subject of Conservation - [1]
Hey there everyone! This is my first ever fanfic, and it was mostly a spur of the moment thing. I'm still really new to writing so I apologize If this isn't the kind of quality you would expect.
Please let me know If I make any canon mistakes and I'll be sure to fix them either in edits or any upcoming parts I make! This first chapter is more character establishing than anything, so I hope you all enjoy it!
Also, I hope you enjoy the little tool cards I made! I plan on making more in the future so people don't have to look up stuff for this story, also, let me know if you have any questions about anything!
Thank you u/SpacePaladin15 for creating this setting!

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[Subject: Krittoh, Venlil Forestry technician at Bridger-Teton National Forest.]
To think, just a few [years] ago, I was a bookish shut-in who never dreamed about stepping outside, much less moving to a different planet.
Now, I stood at about 11,000 feet of elevation on a planet 16 lightyears away from Venlil prime, Hiking across a ridge with a Pulaski on my shoulder, and listening to my Human sing about a “big Rock Candy Mountain”
I was whistling along occasionally, but my gaze was mostly glued to the magnificent scenery that surrounded me. The mountains rising above the planet, scraping the clouds with their timbered granite peaks. The Gros Ventre range stretched as far as my sight would reach before being obscured by the blue tinge of the planet's atmosphere. Hmph, no fair.
It was so beautiful, so amazing. a claw ago I stood before the Gros Ventre Wilderness boundary with Marshal by my side, eye affixed on the big sign with bold letters that read “This is GRIZZLY BEAR country!”. Of course, Marshal wasn't phased at all! I shouldn't have been either, I work here! But I was still absolutely horrified.
In general, this whole career path has been in the face of my entire species. As a Venlil, it's been drilled into me that I am prey, weak, vulnerable, and tasty to all things that have pointed teeth. It's certainly not as bad sense the fall of the federation, but it's an idea that persists even today in Venlil society.
Yet here I am, on my way to fight an all-consuming force of nature that on all accounts could be compared to a predator. The nature of fire is to consume, and it is very good at it. I have no hatred for fire, as I've since learned that fire creates just as much as it destroys.
“How ya' doing back there?” The voice of my human broke my thoughts, I shook my head and turned my right eye to meet his. He stood tall and straight despite his enormous pack and pick mattock on his shoulder. He adjusted the old brown wide brimmed hat he always wore in the backcountry. “taking in the scenery?” The human partook in the view himself. “Beautiful, ain't it.”
“I don't have the words to describe…” I said, adjusting by bifocals and shifting the smaller pack on my back, along with switching which shoulder I rested my Pulaski on. I took my time to survey the primeval landscape that dominated here in Bridger-Teton National Forest. The human let out a few quick exhales through his nose as though it were a laugh escaping.
“We gotta keep on going, we should see the smoke on the other side of this ridge” Marshal whipped out his phone and checked something, likely his downloaded map. “You need a snack?”
I flicked my tail in the affirmative, taking off my pack and quickly going for the front compartment where I kept all of the goodies. I pulled out an Applesauce squeeze pouch for myself, and a “Monster” sized “Slim Jim” that had been folded to fit inside for Marshal. “Here” I tossed it to him. “so you can satiate your predatory instincts.”
“Ohhoho! Now!” he caught the meat stick and tore open one end of the plastic packaging with his teeth. “thank goodness!” He took a bite “I was just thinking about eating you, good thing you came prepared”
I whistled through my teeth at his reply, squeezing some apple-y goodness into my mouth. “Hmph” I verbalized through a mouthful, before I swallowed. “Sometimes I wonder if I should let your instincts kick in, maybe it would be fun~”
“you've got an interesting idea of fun.” Marshal shot back a smirk at me, “I like it!”
It wasn't long before we crested the ridge we were on, and there it was, a thick plume of smoke drifting lazily into the atmosphere before dispersing in the clouds, this was the fire we came to see, the “Crystal Valley” Fire.
The fire had started about 7 hours ago, and was picked up on the forest service's fire detection software a little later. the last fire of the season, and a pretty big one at that. Procedure usually indicated identifying the cause of the fire, if it were natural, it could be managed and allowed to burn. This one was quickly deduced to be a man-made fire, so the only option was total suppression.
“Bet the smokejumpers are already down there, probably building a fireline-” Marshal pointed to a well-timbered spot in the valley “right there. If I had to guess, Bastion is probably going to-”
Suddenly, the radio on my packstrap came to life! Well, almost. The voice on the other end was clinical in its report, almost bored. It began with the current weather conditions; hot and dry, I knew that much… the direction and speed of the Wind, and the locales most at risk. Jackson, Wyoming. The National Elk refuge. Grand Teton National park.
“Yadda yadda, let me see that, would ya Critter?” Marshal reached his hand towards me, his fingers flexing in a “gimme” fashion. I obliged without much complaint, I didn't have much of a desire to listen to it. I was well aware of what I was up against.
I remember the first time I laid my hands on my radio, I was ecstatic, it took everything in me not to bleat with joy! It made me feel like a professional, it's primitive design sparked my love of vintage things! I “geeked out”, in Marshal's own words. I've since gotten used to it, and it's just another tool that the Forest Service expects you to take care of.
Oh, I took care of my things! As a forestry technician, my duties are varied, typically having to do wth maintenance. Yes, I've had a couple cool experiences with wildlife, and getting my red card was a huge milestone, but usually my work consists of fuels reduction or maintaining historic sites around the Jackson ranger district.
I sort of zoned out as Marshal messed with my radio, I had my mind on other things. While we hiked I dug around in my bag and pulled out my current reading material. I held the book in my paws. It was brand new, only ever having been opened by me a day earlier.
“ “Fire Season: Field notes from a Wilderness lookout” by Philip Connors. Forward and Venlang translation by: Tresta “Forester””. This must be the latest book translated by Tresta! I picked it up just under a week ago from a bookstore in Afton, Wyoming. And it was the first bookstore I had ever seen on earth display Venlang copies of books straight on the shelf! Hell, they had a whole section dedicated to books translated by Tresta, as well as a few of her own books translated into English.
I had almost every one of her translated and original books. I knew a lot about her, it's hard not to in this profession, and given that I'm working in the very same forest that she did! Tresta was the first Venlil to ever work with the US forest service (in none other than Bridger-Teton national forest!) she was also the first to ever complete the pack test and get her Red card, a feat of endurance worthy of human envy in some cases. She was a very vocal naturalist, and many of her books centered around it.
Her response to the Federation attack on earth was her book “On the nature of predators, and the right to existence.”. It was perhaps the most striking piece of literature I had ever read. From her interviews I gathered that it took her one hundred and eleven tries to get it published, and about twelve of those tries almost ended with the publisher trying to get her committed to a facility. Surprisingly low, all things considered.
Tresta's works and translations have sense seemed to penetrate the minds of the Venlil who have read them. The swath of human conservation literature from “A sand county almanac” to “Wilderness and the American mind” have created a vocal group of Venlil who are eager to change things on the homefront. Large swaths of undeveloped land on Venlil prime have since been targeted for potential protection, along with the creatures within it, even the predators.
Tresta herself has proposed the idea of a Xeno-exchange conservation corps program akin to the ones that already exist on earth, a good way for young people of any species to visit another world and work on environmental and sustainable agricultural projects. I wonder how well those are going, another thing to look up when all of this is finished.
My train of thought was interrupted when I heard Marshal say his call code over the radio, he wasn't going to let Sébastien know that he's out here, is he?
My question was answered in less than a moment.
“Marshal Motherfuckn’ Mason” I heard the human voice over the radio, a tone indicating some slight agitation, I didn't think Sébastien would be too pleased with Marshal being out here, but somehow I don't think he was surprised.
“it's nice to talk to you Bastion, I ain't that far away now, you can rest easy! Do you copy?” Marshal snickered to himself, seeming quite pleased with himself.
“i Copy. You know you aren't supposed to be out here, Reggie is going to flip his shit when he finds out. Krittoh is supposed to be coming out in your place. You copy?”
“Copy, you know I can't miss the last fire of the season! It was just a light knock on the head anyway. I have Krittoh with me, I'm using his radio. Do you copy?.”
“You had a concussion, son. The hotshot crew is inbound near Saddlepack. You copy?”
“Copy! that means I'll make it to the fire before they do! Plus, whatever Reggie doesn't know won't hurt him. Do you copy?”
“copy. If I see you out here, I'll fire you myself. I can't be taking these kind of risks, especially on a fire like this. You copy?”
“I copy. Well, then you won't see me! It's a win-win for both of us.” Somehow, Marshal's optimism didn't exactly make me feel any better about my decision to allow him to come with me, I began to feel a tinge of worry creep up my back, and my throat started to tighten in a sure sign of stress.
“You're going to kill yourself, Marshal.”
Seems that his optimism didn't cause Sébastien to feel any better about it either, his voice betrayed no anger, just genuine concern, it made me shudder.
“You worry too much, boss. I'll take it easy though, don't worry about me.”
Marshal was stubborn, perhaps too stubborn most of the time, but that's what attracted me to him. I have never been stubborn, nor have I ever been particularly assertive. Marshal always had a strong, sure optimism in everything he did or said, it was a reassuring confidence.
I met him about three standard human years ago. Marshal had come to Venlil prime for a “Terran environmental” panel being held at the local community center in my town. They wanted a human with experience doing conservation work and Marshal was exactly what they were looking for.
He was well rounded; having been with the National Park Service, Forest Service and Borough of Land Management, And he had stories to tell from his time as a Wildland firefighter. Marshal was also an author of relative renown within the small world of environmental conservation, though most of his work focused around history and outdoor lifestyles.
When I met him, I was clutching one of his books in my arms as if it were a newborn cub. I think he was shocked to see that I had a copy given that it wasn't translated into Venlang.
I must have looked so peculiar to him now that I think about It, a scrawny little Venlil with glasses holding a book he wrote about the ethics of primitive living. I likely looked like the last person who would be interested in the subject.
I asked for a signature with probably ten extra syllables then the question needed to contain, and he asked me about the book I had. He was mostly concerned with the fact that it mentions hunting, and he was curious on how I acquired it in the first place.
I explained that I acquired it through a book exchange program, which was true. It would have been almost impossible to acquire online, and mainstream sites that sell earth literature would never import something like this. The book exchange sites are really good ways to find hidden gems, books that are scarce due to tight regulations on the sort of media that can enter different worlds.
My explanation perplexed him, and he began asking me what my interest in conservation actually stemmed from. I didn't have an answer. Marshal decided to give me his contact information in case I was ever interested in talking with him about the subject.
It was shortly after that day that we started messaging each other online. It started strictly professional in nature, just a few questions about the experiences he drew on for the book. This quickly turned into exchanging stories of our personal lives, my aspirations, my desire to do something that matters.
Even after he went back to earth, we continued to message regularly. We talked about anything that came to mind, but what I loved most was when he would talk about his lifestyle. The passion he had for the outdoors, his love for the natural world around him. He talked about his reverence for animals, even the predators. He made me love everything he talked about.
Soon, I started to love him too.
So I made preparations to uproot my life and move to a new world. Me, a Venlil who was once very comfortable with the idea of never moving out of my hometown. It was as nerve-wracking as it was exciting.
I often think about one of the first paragraphs from the Boon of his that I owned at the time, it's ingrained in my memory, and sums up a lot of what I like about him and his philosophy.
“Reverence for Nature is just as contradictory as Nature is objective. Nature is, and always will be. It has no rhyme, no reason. Humanity -and all sapient creatures- have a propensity to assign philosophical and often idyllic meaning to things that just are. Because of this we also fall victim to the tendency to give nature moral power, which leads to disgust, or a feeling of betrayal when it inevitably does the exact opposite, on account of it just being.” -Marshal Mason. “Ethical dilemmas of the outdoors, and how to live with them.”
All of it lead up to this moment, descending a mountain into a wide and wild valley to face one of nature's greatest and most frightening forces.

Fire.

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2024.06.02 18:09 Plus_Lead_5630 What is this goo on my peach tree?

What is this goo on my peach tree?
My peach tree has been looking kind of sick this year and now there is this weird goo on a bunch of the branches.
I don’t really water it per se since it’s an outdoor mature tree.
It gets full sun/lots of light and has been perfectly healthy until now.
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2024.06.02 18:03 1nutinthewater PD36R PRO Replacement

Love the beam hate the UI and tail switch. Torch just rides around in my truck unused. I now realize I have no need and do not like "tactical" torches. I live on a farm and spend lots of time camping in the great outdoors. Love Anduril and have numerous Hank lights.
Looking for high quality torch with similar beam and side switch- Not really interested in the "budget" brands.
Fairly new to the hobby I bought everything in sight for awhile and have learned so much here! Have purchased 50+ lights and am still weeding them out selling what does not tickle my fancy.
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2024.06.02 18:01 Azythus Can I use Colibri pure butane with the Flex Neck Utility Lighter?

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2024.06.02 17:59 seannunya Outdoor Patio Ceiling Receptacle

Can I add a water resistant/outdoor receptacle to the patio ceiling? I would like to add some plugin lights? I live in Texas.
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2024.06.02 17:54 Ok_Heart_7154 35F International

I am in between jobs, relocating this month to another continent so wasn't sure what country to include in the title.
ME
I am a simple lady that cherishes the simple pleasures in life like:
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2024.06.02 17:45 whoasciencebitch Do I have ADHD or something else?

I am 31F. I've read various articles and don't believe I meet the criteria for ADD or ADHD. I do not believe I have Autism, based on some self-research. I have a professional diagnosis of (C)PTSD and GAD. I also think I'm an HSA because, although I thought I had a fragrance allergy for a long time, I don't mind scents as long as I can regulate them. For example, if I light a candle, I'm fine, but if someone puts on scented lotion, I get a headache or nausea. I am also highly sensitive to bright lights (including the sun) and loud noises I can't control. I can't wear tight collars or certain fabrics, and if my underwear is not seamless, I can't concentrate. I have not been diagnosed, but I am confident I have misophonia since certain sounds (joints popping, mouth noises, etc.) drive me insane and occasionally make me nauseated.
I have always been very good at attention to detail and organization. I generally have good time management skills and do not lack motivation to complete tasks. However, I lose my phone multiple times a day and often forget why I have walked into a room. I have a complete inability to multitask, I suffer from severe fatigue and my brain often feels overloaded. I find it impossible to concentrate on anything when there are bright lights, people chatting, or television on. Sometimes my husband will talk to me while the TV is on which makes me unable to focus on either thing and causes me overstimulation.
I need explanations of what's happening or summaries of the shows we watch on a regular basis. I have horrible reading comprehension (during childhood I was told I had a learning disorder). I can listen to someone tell a whole story and not retain any of it. I am easily distracted, easily uncomfortable, and easily annoyed (short-tempered). I often overshare in conversations. People typically describe me as very empathetic and caring. Despite being childless, I am the "responsible mom friend". If it matters, Myers-Briggs type is ISFJ.
If you have gotten through this wall of text thank you so, so much. Any help or suggestions is much appreciated.
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2024.06.02 17:31 cottage-corefairy Traveling during Litha

I am traveling with my family to see more family and its falls during the summer solstice. Which is one of my favorite pagan holidays to celebrate. I plan to still watch the sun rise and to do a picnic and light a candle with some dried citrus fruit but I love celebrating with others on this holiday along with a bonfire. My family are all strongly Mormon which means they think paganism is disgusting. I have no idea how i'm going to celebrate freely and celebrating alone feels a bit lonely. Does anyone have any ideas?
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2024.06.02 17:15 Salty_Squirrel519 Help with plant

Help with plant
This plant was indoor with indirect light until frost risk was gone. I’m zone 7 and have put it outdoor where it gets some direct afternoon sun (2pm-4pm) but is sheltered from overwatering in the corner. It was turning colours in the centre in the house so I thought outdoor may help. What can I do? Advice needed as I kill succulents but have had other plants for 25 years. (I don’t know the name of plant either so I’m posting as an outsider and hope you can help)
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2024.06.02 17:12 gowings0 H: Wide Variety of Meat Week and Older Plans W: 20 Leaders Each (or 8 Plans for 1 Raven / Winterman / Crazy Guy / Deathclaw)

I'm looking for leaders (20 / plan), though I am willing to bundle 8 plans of your choosing for a Raven / Winterman / Crazy Guy / Deathclaw mask
Thank you!
Meat Week
Other Plans (Prices Negotiable)
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2024.06.02 17:07 DrewV4321 Chapter 8 opinions?

Okay, I gotta talk about one of my favorite parts of the game: the final boss and her cutscenes. The scene of her rising out of her crypt looks amazing, the lighting with the candles looks really good, I love her new sfxs in the remake too. I really love her speech bubble sounds, especially when she's in the Peach form. And her Peach transformation is SO much more unsettling to me, something about the Peach silloete quitely getting up with the backgroubs noises is very creepy to me. And the whole "We Believe in you, Mario!" Scene is so so much better in the remake imo, there's more characters you have met that now shows up in the scene, with rh Crystal Stars lighting up a spot in the darkness, Peach barely hanging on to give Mario and his partners more power before losing control, this scene always gives me Goosebumps and it's SO good in the remake! The Shadow Queen looks amazing in the remake imo, I think everything in Chapter 8 has a HUGE glow up! The music and design of the Palace of Shadow is so good, there's new ambience that fits more when you're walking down the stairs to the crypt, I love how they did the music like Bowser's Castle in PM64, where the closer you get to the end, the more intense the music gets, while still feeling eerie imo. And I LOVE the Shadow Queen new death animation and new shriek you can actually hear, she distengrates and she has a new voice clip of her shrieking that I REALLY enjoyed, I didn't expect it, but I love it so much! Everything in Chapter 8 is a HUGE glow up from the original imo, even when Chapter 8 has always been my favorite since the original!
What are your opinions on the final boss and Chapter 8 in the remake? :)
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2024.06.02 16:59 Zestyclose_Finance40 Very Low Jumping Height

I have this weird jump bug that makes me jump an inch off the ground and my arms start moving like im floating that disappears when i start walking, ive tried using "player.setgs fjumpheightmin" and it has not solved my issue.
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2024.06.02 16:58 Life-Molasses-6664 Making friends ☺️

Hi 😊 I have a few friends in my constellation but I'm definitely wanting my constellation to be as full as possible so I can do daily candle lighting to get more hearts faster and easier 🙈😅❤️ I'd really appreciate it if you want to be friends with a 31 year old Irish guy ☺️🎉 no issues if you don't want to. I don't mind helping you with multiple person quests or challenges. So either leave a message here or drop me a friend code in private message ☺️
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2024.06.02 16:57 Life-Molasses-6664 Making friends

Hi 😊 I have a few friends in my constellation but I'm definitely wanting my constellation to be as full as possible so I can do daily candle lighting to get more hearts faster and easier 🙈😅❤️ I'd really appreciate it if you want to be friends with a 31 year old Irish guy ☺️🎉 no issues if you don't want to. I don't mind helping you with multiple person quests or challenges. So either leave a message here or drop me a friend code in private message ☺️
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2024.06.02 16:52 Ok-Slice3566 Am I the ahole for hating my sister

Hi I’m Li 14 (f) and my sister Dia is 17. It all started in December, my sister asked me and my mom if we could got to our schools rival basketball game, of course me being happy that my sister wanted to hang out with said yes. Little did I know that was a big mistake. During the game me and my sister got separated and she snuck off and left the building so I was alone with a lot of people that I didn’t know. I have extreme social anxiety and I have to calm myself down in big crowds. During that time my sister was hanging out with her foolish friends and got Sa’d. After that there was a shooting that we were caught in the middle of. Thankfully me and her got out because I observed the crowd and noticed that the police were not calm and were putting on vest. Fast forward to January my sister got raped. She snuck out again and I was the one that had to tell my mom. And my mom is really sensitive. But when I told her the only thing that she was talking about was different ways to beat Dia and the scary thing was that she would actually do it, si I begged her to be optimistic about why she might have snuck out. I told my mom to wait to call the police until 9 a.m. During that time I went to what I knew best which was going mute and not talking, crying, and cleaning. I didn’t have thoughts, ideas, it was like there was a black hole inside of me. When I felt like the time was right it told my mom to go outside, and there was a police officer driving past and my mom flagged him down, when the police officer was in the house, I heard crying but when I saw my mom it was her fake cry, not her real one, it made me feel disgusted, and like she only wanted the attention. There was only one person that I knew she could be at but we were on bad terms, and that was my dad. He was the first person that I called, after one ring he answered, and I asked where is she to him crying and sounding defeated, he told me to calm down then we need to talk and that she is okay and it would be best if we meet up. So we all meet up at my great aunts house. I saw my dad for the first time in over a year, and although it wasn’t on the best terms, I still wanted to run up to him and cry, but I didn’t because it wasn’t about me it was about Dia. She told me, my dad, my mom, and my great aunt that she was raped and threatened. My dad being the protective guy that he is said that we should go and talk to the police and got to the hospital to confirm that she was sa’d. We stayed in the hospital for about 10-12 hours taking shifts, because there could only be 2 people back there at a time. My mom and stepmom talked to each other for the first time, and I hung out with my dad and younger sister Ayah. The process took a long time, but it was confirmed that she was raped. After we left the hospital, we went back to our moms house and started packing to stay with our dad until everything was situated. When I got done putting the last suitcase in the trunk, my mom leaned down at the window at 11:50 p.m. and said “ I hope y’all are up and ready for school” after she said that I started crying, like what did she not get by her daughter was raped, it’s not something that goes away in a few hours. I lost so much respect for her after that. And for the next couple of months we were living with our dad full time until the case was figured out. During that time me and Dia would make jokes on our moms mental and physical abuse. One day our stepmom overheard me and asked what we were talking about, and if everything was okay at my moms house, and me and Dia saying yes, because she had normalized the abuse for years. But my stepmom told my dad and they had a talk on abuse and how it wasn’t normal. My dad and stepmom then contacted their lawyer and told him what happened. Then my sister Dia said that we should write letters on how the abuse was carried out, and why. And I agreed that it should be fine, but it wasn’t, during the time of her writing her letters, she would stay up trying to perfect them, she started sleeping in my room because she felt scared, and me being comforting, said yes, but that would be my biggest mistake inviting her in my personal space. One night she climbed up my stairs on my bunk bed and held my hands and stared into my eyes at like 3 in the morning and that scared the heck out of me. I’m not one to have any fears but whenever she came near me she scared me so much as if she was possessed and I can feel when something isn’t right but that’s were she got me. Every time me and her were alone she would say something that made no sense, and I felt like I was going crazy until she left to go to the bathroom and it was me, my stepmom and my dad, I had a panic attack and told them how she was acting, and at first they thought I was jealous, because she was getting all of the attention, but I don’t blame them for thinking that way. That night when they all went to sleep, Dia cried at my doorway where I couldn’t see her face, but there was light behind her, she said “I’m the sacrifice” and then left out of the room and went down to the second floor. I was so scared that night because I thought she was going to be harmed, or do the harming. It didn’t take me that long to fall asleep but I told me too long to wake up. All I could hear was my dad calling my name and I eventually got up. I unlocked my door, I walked out to my sisters outside my room. My little sister playing with cards, cards that I had never seen. And Dia looking menacingly in the corner of her room. My stepmom had jury duty that day and my dad was going to take her. As soon as they left my sister had two phones in her hand, and started talking about how we’re Dominican, mind you we are African American and Indigenous, and my little sister is mixed with African American and Haitian, so I was so confused and I looked at my phone for the time and Dia tried to take it say that the wasn’t real and that everything was fake the she started yelling. And attacked me, I was on the edge of my lower bunk, and my litter sister was right next to me. I put her in the corner of my room, to protect her because I thought I was going to have to fight Dia physically, which I’m 5”2, 115 pounds and I’m buff, and do weightlifting and know mixed martial arts, so I kinda of could hold my own, but she didn’t know her strength, she’s smaller than me, but it felt like I was trying to fight a leopard. But my dad ended up calling me and telling me to bring my little sister down to the car because they didn’t have a good feeling, and by the time he took her in the car Dia was acting as crazy as the joker. And apparently she called the police with my mom and made it seem like there was child abuse going on at my dads house but honestly it was the complete opposite, I’ve never felt a sense of normalcy in years. We went down to the first floor and the police were at the front door, they asked specifically for all the women in the house, because there was an incomplete call and they said it was a women’s voice. The only person that I thought of was my sister Dia because she was the only one with the house phones in her hands. And the police asked if everything was okay and she turned to my stepmom and said she needs to leave and said a lot of bad stuff, but in conclusion, she assaulted two police officers, recorded like she wasn’t acting completely insane, and she also lied and said that me and her were kidnapped and that she’s 18 and I’m 16, which I talked to the police separately and told them that she had been through a lot, and that we were not kidnapped and that we came here on our own terms, and that I’m 14 and she’s 16. The police were very nice and understanding. Because we are black in a mainly white neighborhood my dad begged them to please have mercy on her and I’ve never seen him cry like he did that day, it broke me mentally and cause my trust issues to go up. That day was long a traumatizing because I get really scared when people are yelling at me are shouting. My stepmom and dad fought so hard for my sister and me and now they have major trust issues with everyone, I feel really bad for them because Dia has put our younger sister on the line of possibly being adopted because of her false lies, she also lied and said that I was doing heavy drugs and I had to take a drug test in front on my dad and stepmom which was humiliating and I degraded my name and I felt like I didn’t have purpose on this earth because of my sister Dia. We had court and the judge said that I had to go back with my mom, hi to therapy, and that I wouldn’t be able to see my dad until the next weekend, I took a walk during the court case and I was apparently wanted by 50 different sheriffs, they found me and I was really confused, I gave my dad and stepmom one last hug that day and cried profusely, I saw about three other sheriffs crying as well. My mom made two walk me to her car, and made it seem like I was a prisoner just missing the chains and jumpsuit. I ended up talking to one of the sheriffs and he gave me some good advice to keep my head up and keep going, so that’s what I did and I talked to him about possibly getting myself emancipated, which I don’t really want. I went in the car with my sister and she was yelling a crying the entire time I was in the car and scared the absolute crap out of me. That next Friday I packed my clothes and stuff that I wanted to go to my dad’s house, and my sister started coming at me with words and I tried to take my water bottle back from her and she kicked me in my stomach and told me to start crying but I didn’t and I pushed her back off of me, I’m self defense and I got so mad at the fact that I couldn’t really fight her, so I let out every word that would hurt someone and I never cussed that much in my life but I didn’t notice how much I was cussing until I heard my Nana at the bottom of the stairs, my sister went downstairs and laughed at me, and then she went into the living room where I sleep every night and she took my Beats, phone charger, and epi pen and hid them throughout the house. She’s had so many episodes that I feel like I’m going crazy, I have multiple videos of her episodes out of self defense. My mom told me that I couldn’t text or call my dad, so I snuck and called him to inform him of what has been happening, I believe that it’s child endangerment if my mom leaves me alone with my sister. She honestly does stuff or says stuff when my mom leaves me alone with her. She was jealous of me and tried to attack me, she even threw a full candle at my head because she thought I was the cause of all of the false and childish decisions she made. She still has episodes a lot, and I want to live with my dad. She put such a negative effect on their lives, and now we all have to go to court because of her lies. She even knows who raped her and she protects them with her whole life and lies for them, and she lied about my dad trying to kidnap us, she ruined her relationship with a lot of people and all for what? Just to fit in, it’s really sad how much people change their lives for other peoples judgment. Today is my birthday and I’m at my dads house. I really don’t want to go over to my mom’s house. I really need advice. I just want a better and more peaceful life.
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2024.06.02 16:38 Joelpat Sunset/Sunrise sensor

I feel like it's 99% likely I'm going to feel dumb after posting this, but I'm tired of spending time looking for something I thought would be easy to get...
I want a sensoswitch that will turn on my outdoor lights automatically when it gets dark.
Why am I having such a hard time finding it? Everything is a motion sensor with daylight sensing, but that's not what I want.
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2024.06.02 16:31 ashifromsky Daily Quests Jun 2nd ⛅️ DLP 📍1. Find the candles at the end of the rainbow 🌈 find it at the Caves entrance 📍2. Rid the Vortex of Darkness 🌪️ find it at the far right sanctuary islands 📍3. Light 20 candles 🕯️ use your candle to do it 📍4. Relive the Stretching Guru 🔥 find it at the Caves left side

Daily Quests Jun 2nd ⛅️ DLP 📍1. Find the candles at the end of the rainbow 🌈 find it at the Caves entrance 📍2. Rid the Vortex of Darkness 🌪️ find it at the far right sanctuary islands 📍3. Light 20 candles 🕯️ use your candle to do it 📍4. Relive the Stretching Guru 🔥 find it at the Caves left side submitted by ashifromsky to SkyGame [link] [comments]


2024.06.02 16:30 ashifromsky Daily Quests Jun 2nd ⛅️ DLP 📍1. Find the candles at the end of the rainbow 🌈 find it at the Caves entrance 📍2. Rid the Vortex of Darkness 🌪️ find it at the far right sanctuary islands 📍3. Light 20 candles 🕯️ use your candle to do it 📍4. Relive the Stretching Guru 🔥 find it at the Caves left side

Daily Quests Jun 2nd ⛅️ DLP 📍1. Find the candles at the end of the rainbow 🌈 find it at the Caves entrance 📍2. Rid the Vortex of Darkness 🌪️ find it at the far right sanctuary islands 📍3. Light 20 candles 🕯️ use your candle to do it 📍4. Relive the Stretching Guru 🔥 find it at the Caves left side submitted by ashifromsky to SkyChildrenOfLight [link] [comments]


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