1. Raftaar said in realhit podcast that if badshah say then mafia mundeer will back
2. Recently badshah also clear all grudges with honey singh in concert 3.Ikka give shotout in his recent song feature in webseries jamnapaar ki kahani. What you guys think do we want mafia mundeer back or not ?

The ultimate movie marathon lineup! Must-Watch Movies on JioCinema, Dive into the top picks on JioCinema for an unforgettable cinematic experience
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Hey there movie buffs! Looking for some epic entertainment to spice up your evenings? Well, look no further because I’ve got the inside scoop on the best movies on JioCinema that will keep you glued to your screen!
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Must-Watch Movies on JioCinema

• Drishyam (2015)
• Omkara (2006)
• English Vinglish (2012)
• Vicky Donor (2012)
• Rockstar (2011)
• Devdas (2002)
• Vikram Veda (2022)
• Bloody Daddy (2023)
• Ajab Prem Ki Ghazab Kahani (2009)
• Goliyon Ki Rasleela Ram-Leela (2013)

Drishyam (2015): A Thrilling Rollercoaster of Mystery and Intrigue

If you’re into nail-biting suspense and mind-bending twists, then “Drishyam” is the movie for you! Picture this: a quiet businessman in Goa gets tangled up in a web of deceit and deception after a family crisis. With Ajay Devgn at the helm, this flick will have you on the edge of your seat till the very end!

Omkara (2006): A Desi Twist on Shakespearean Drama

Prepare to be dazzled by “Omkara,” a desi rendition of Shakespeare’s classic tragedy, “Othello.” With Ajay Devgn and Saif Ali Khan leading the pack, this movie serves up a spicy cocktail of power, politics, and betrayal against the backdrop of rural India. Trust me, you won’t want to miss this one!

English Vinglish (2012): A Heartwarming Journey of Self-Discovery

Join the lovable Sridevi on a heartwarming journey of self-discovery in “English Vinglish.” As a homemaker striving to conquer the English language, her adventures will leave you in stitches one moment and reaching for the tissues the next. Get ready for a rollercoaster ride of laughter and tears!
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Previously I have posted to find a song I listened in my childhood where audience have balloons. That is only thing I remember of that song and I didn't find any satisfactory results.
I am posting it again and please help me this time. This is only the detailed description I know
That song have some sort of performance where the audience have gas balloons. Can't remember the year, beat, movie or the performers but the balloons were flying and I am sure that the balloons are filled with gas (hydrogen or helium). So whatever is in your mind (regardless of date of release or who was the performer) just type it in.
Please don't ask me my age or the year I was born. Thanks to my accident, I can't remember most of things I did in my childhood.
Here are the songs which I know but they are not the one I am finding so please exclude these

• Koi Mil Gaya from Kuch Kuch Hota Hai (1998) [and any song from this movie]
• Pyar Kar from Dil Toh Pagal Hai (1997)
• Ye Fizayein from Main Hoon Na (2004)
• Chali Chali from Bhagban (2003)
• Oh Jaana from Tere Naam (2003)
• Kuch Kar Lo from Mehbooba (2008)
• Sanjana I Love You from Main Prem Ki Diwani Hoon (2003)
• Mela Dilon Ka from Mela (2000)
• Aaja Soniye from Mujhse Shaadi Karogi (2004)
• Ajao Meri Tammana from Ajab Prem Ki Ghazab Kahani (2009)
• Tumse hi Tumse from Anjaana Anjaani (2010)
• Jo Pyaar Karta Hai from Ye Raaste Hain Pyaar Ke (2001)
• Munnabhai MBBS Title Song (2003)

I hope you help me in my quest
Thank You

Which side characters' love story is your favorite? For me, the following were quite cute:
1) Preeti-Pushkar's love story in Ek Duje Ke Vaaste 1. I find their love story more cute than Shravan-Suman's tbh. Shravan-Suman barely had any romantic moments as they were always busy quarrelling with each other.
2) Arjun-Shefali's love story in Yeh Un Dino Ki Baat Hai. They were so cute together. Unfortunately, their story had a tragic ending.
3) Bunty-Kanchan's love story in Ek Duje Ke Vaaste 2. Their scenes were quite funny but refreshing to watch.
4) Kabir-Misha's love story in Pyar Ki Yeh Ek Kahani. While hesitant at first, both later acknowledge that they love each other.

Hello dosto, thoda zyada ho jayega please bare with me. I was watching the college bunk arc sometime ago and towards the end of episode 1855 i felt like throwing up and I’ll tell you WHY. So the arc starts with Tapu sena being sincere about studies and going to college, everybody praises them for being the good principled people. Chalo yaha tak sab normal hi tha. Uske baad Bhide je inhe mall mein ghumte dekh liya and gave a reaction that any parent will. He called everyone in the society compound to tell them about what Tapu sena did. When he called Jetha is where the shit starts. After attending his call, Jetha called Mehta and his legit excuse to take Mehta along with him to the society was that he was STRESSED about what tamasha Bhide’s gonna do!!! Bhai usko chhutti lene bol diya boss se bas isliye?? Isn’t he a grown up man who can deal with his own issues??? Mehta jis hisaab se office se zyada society ke chochlo me rehta hai isko wahi kalesh solve karne ki naukri kar leni chahiye, zyada paise milenge.😑
Character development was the worst portrayed in this arc!! I don’t understand wtf is wrong with Mehta in this arc? Saare bachcho ke parents ko unhe publicly humiliate karne ka idea deke khud ko chad samajh raha tha.😮‍💨 I do not understand as to how it was a society matter? Bhai sab involved the. It was the most impractical shit Mehta has ever came up with. I know it’s just a show but thoda realistic ho sakta tha. That’s what the aim of TMKOC was- to be something audience can relate to. It could’ve involved character development and practicality. No one in the world is ever going to accept such public humiliation. If it had happened with me, I would’ve smacked in the face of the person who came up with this thought. It’s a traumatic experience. When Bhide went on to stage to invite Mehta to speak, Anjali was so proud in that moment. Lady, wtf are you proud of? Your husband leaving his real paying job to solve society ke kalesh and giving competition to Champak in gyan chudai? Aur bhai ye kaisa boss hai jo itne irresponsible employee ko kaam se nahi nikalta?🤧
Nobody even gave a second thought of speaking to their kids in private. I know it doesn’t make sense in TMKOC world but this arc was far beyond stupidity.

I am gonna go with the Kitni Mohabbat hai first. Arjun Punj was the boss of Aarohi so, I think their relationship was highly inappropriate. There was such a power imbalance between them.
Also, recently I have been watching Kahiin To Hoga and I am watching this show for the first time. Btw, I am quite surprised that their relationship is going so fast. They have already confessed in epi 12. I don't even know when Sujal started liking Kashish, he did not even like her. All of a sudden he is getting angry that she is talking with Piyush.😀 This show is same as KMH, in this show also Kashish and Sujal have a boss and employee relationship and they are romancing in the office.
There is Shaurya Aur Anokhi ki Kahani as well. In the show, ML who is 29 is the professor of FL who is just 19. They get married in the show too and their relationship was highly inappropriate.
Disclaimer: This post is just for fun and please don't take it too seriously.

Hello ladies and gentleman, this is going to be a long post. I need to get this off my chest and I prefer using a throwaway (I hope the mods approve this)
Jo kahani mein bayan kerne jaa raha hun uss se shayad sab relate na ker sakein lekin apko aek naya perspective zaroor mile ga ke ese log bhi hote hain jo ese bhi sochte hain.
For the past 2 years, I lived a very weird life, I use the word weird because the more I think about it the more it doesnt make sense. Basically, I was living in the delusion that I had found happiness. Being a very emotionally stunted person meant I was taking everything at face value, never was too happy never was too sad, always expected a fluctuation in the the straight line that is life and treated every event as such. So when all of this started, I was stupid enough to let my guard down. Bohot bachaa ke rakha tha apne aap ko, aek dafa ki thi ye ghalti pehle aur socha tha ke ab phirse nahi kerni, lekin;

‎بہک کر باغِ جنت سے چلا آیا تھا دنیا میں، سنا ہے بعد مہشر پھر اُسی جنت میں جانا ہے، چلا تو جاؤں جنت میں مگر یہ سوچ کر چُپ ہوں، میں آدمذات ہوں مجھ کو بہک جانے کی عادت ہے

Coming back to my delusion, I found a girl 😂 How I found her is not relevant, but what is relevant is what I did after finding her. Initially, it was the same old story, boy meets girl, boy likes girl, boy has red flags, girl has red flags, but the chemistry is there and they choose to work through them and make it work. Sounds nice right? Mujhe bhi soch ke kuch aesa hi laga tha 😂 Reality was different, tab socha nahi ke kitne barre imtehan mein apne aap ko daal raha hun.
Thinking back to it, I had to fight for my place. I had to fight other potential candidates, which at the time, felt like the right thing to do. Infatuation, it its most embryonic stage, has a way of blinding you with false hope. Wearing those blinds I fell into what broke me so much more as a human being that all of what I had built myself to become, I found in pieces. It was surprising to see how I had let something take so much control. I wont lie, in the moment, it was perfect, I had everything I wanted.

زلف بردوش کون آیا یہ کس کی آہٹ سے گل کھلے ہیں
مہک رہی ہے فضائے ہستی تمام عالم بہار سا ہے

A big mistake I would say would be that I trusted her with myself. When I say myself, I mean all my weaknesses that I had been hiding from the world to be this person that everyone around me depended on. I know what you must be thinking, a child is typing this and acting as if he has the burden of the world on his shoulders 😂 Unfortunately, Im an adult who is mourning what I believed to be maybe my happy ending after the endless suffering I had been through.
Another mistake from the list of many was that I made earning my forgiveness very easy. Its very normal to mess up, but messing up to a certain point is acceptable, past that point you have to set your limits, which I didnt. Sometimes its surprising to look back at how much I let someone walk over me, thinking that I am conducting constructive dialogue which will prevent this from happening again.

کوشش بھی کر امید بھی رکھ راستہ بھی چن پھر اس کے بعد تھوڑا مقدر تلاش کر

By the end of all of it I had woken up, I knew I was destroying myself. As I type this, Im not sure how to describe it, it was the best nightmare anyone could ask for, being awake I feel like I have been put back in the jail of my own thoughts. I live in isolation, I dont talk to anyone anymore, its like Im back to being myself after learning how to be so much more. I did not get closure, for a number of reasons, which Im okay with, one of us had to live like this, Im just glad it could be me.
I think my brain, due to its limited capacity to process a range of emotions, hid a lot of bad memories so I dont completely shut down. I am very thankful for that, I didnt shut down, and went through all of this to the point where the deep ache in my chest has slowly begun to disappear. It hasnt fully gone away, it has its moments.

میں تو منیرؔ آئینے میں خود کو تک کر حیران ہوا
یہ چہرہ کچھ اور طرح تھا پہلے کسی زمانے میں

The opening scene introducing Yumna’s character was such a rip off of the introduction scene for Alia in Rocky aur Rani ki prem Kahani.
Come on, they could have done better. The scene with had the host passionately speaking about a social issue while getting hair and makeup done in a studio. There are so many ways you could have introduced a journalist, why copy and cheat in the first episode? The show on its own has so much promise but that scene watered its punch. Whyyyyy

(16M) im preparing for JEE, im currently in grade 12, Ive been studying 5-6 hours a day for the past 6 months. I wasted half of my grade 11 and because of that, my parents, especially my dad think of me as inferior to my brother who got IIT BHU and is currently in bits pilani cse. I study mostly from 5 pm to 12. My chemistry teacher literally said "kash mera beta hota" but my dad believes that im not even smart enough to go to college.
He says "any college besides IIT is not worth it" whether it's nit, iiit, bits or anything else.I remember how he acted when my brother made the decision to go for bits cse rather than iit bhu mining. He believes I shouldn't go to college if i can't get iit, instead i should help in his company so that I get 4 years of experience instead of "wasting time" in college. When I try to talk to him about how ive been doing really well in school (so far not a single mark cut in any tests of grade 12) and coaching (completed all current chapters and currently doing pyqs) and all he says is "bolta toh tu bohot hai lekin asli kahani toh number batayenge" in the most ignorant tone. He said yesterday "tu iit rehne de itna important nahi hai, paas ke gurgaon university/amity mein karwa deta hu" that line genuinely hurt me because the kind of kids that want to go to those 'univerisities" are the ones who have an iq of 70. No offence
He has always thought of me as inferior to my brother my entire life. He always used to comment on my height (i was 5'3 in 11th, ~5'7 now. My brother is 6'1). I recently started going to the gym and increasing my weight, trying to build muscle, and he never supports me in that either. He says "kamzor hai tu injury ho jayegi". Ive increased about 15 kg weight since june of last year and have not gotten a single remark from anyone in my life. Family, friends, no one.
No one in my life supports me in anything I do. Everything is either time waste or bakchodi. There was a point in 11th grade that my mental health was basically non existent. Every day was the same. Wake up, go to school, go to coaching, lie awake till 5am. I was working on autopilot, and nothing in my life felt real. Its like i was controlling a character.
From the past two months I've been having sleep paralysis almost every night. I wake up suddenly, can't move, i feel extreme fear, try to scream but can't.
I knew from 9th grade that i wanted to take science stream but my dad always told me to take commerce because "tere bas ki nahi hai". Ive been the top of my class since birth💀. Anyways. If i ever go below 90% the reaction of my parents is disappointment. Anything above that is "tu aur bhi zyada la sakta hai". Every time at the end of the school year, they would see my result, about ~92-93% and say "bhaiya ke zyada aaye the iss class mein". In 10th boards i scored 94% and that was the first time that dad seemed proud of me. And that was when i deserved it the least because i barely studied for boards. Now when I'm actually studying, and my dad comes in my room and passes off some autistic comment i want to smash my head in my fucking table or rip my ears out so I don't have to listen to his bullshit. He belives hes "motivating me" my telling me ki merse nahi hoga, but I don't think he understands how motivation works because all his bullshit has affected my mental health in the past 1-1.5 year. Ive talked to my mom about it and she laughs it off. Everybody that i go to just goes "hehehe" like what the fuck
I don't tell my parents, and my dad especially anything anymore. He once came up to me and said "tu itna acha bacha tha, kya ho gaya ". Surrounded by everyone doing drugs, vaping, failing 2-3 classes, and im not doing any of that. Infact my golden child older brother is the one who used to smoke. My dad needs a fucking reality check or ill fucking kill myself and for that also he will blame me.
One thing i remember(but my perfect parents deny of course) is that in one of my annual day functions in school, they missed my performance, saw my brother's performance, picked him up afterwards and left me. I called them from my teachers phone and they had to come back to get me. That's when i realised that they always prefer my brother over me. Never told anyone this, but there was also one time when my dad told me ki mein galti se ho gaya tha lmao. Expected hi tha since i have 0 value in their eyes. I've never been jealous of my brother. Ive looked up to him for his efforts in studies. It's my parents who automatically assume the worst with me. One time i went to a shop to buy chips and they assumed i bought cigarettes. Ive never touched drugs or anything similar in my life. Idk what i did do deserve this kind of treatment from the people that are supposed to love me the most but im over it. I can't wait to move out and cut off my family. Don't need my dad and his 200cr companies, i would rather just be happy.

Roleplay - brother- sister incest
Personality- you are hot short heighted first cousin who is extremely vibrant and colourful but at the same time dam aggressive you figure is around 32 28 34 perky tits and round ass. Face is attractive and very fair.
Me - tall handsome athletic muscular built body sharp long nose colour is fair
Story revolving around
You have had many boy friends many sugar daddy boyfriends as well. You know all my secrets and i know all your secrets we both are very close and share a very friendly relationship more of as friends we both hang out a lot drink and smoke a lot maybe inside our minds we are fantasising each other in a sexual relationship as well. We both admire and love each other a lot ( but never had the guts to talk about it with each other) we love to talk about marriage sex babies and our idiotic family members. You are at times jealous of my wife and i get jealous of your boy friends as well
PLOT.
So one night me and you are drinking our favourite Budweiser magnum beer and smoking our favourite gold flake lights cigarette while driving in the outskirts of our city
we are getting drunk i pop out the topic that my wife after our marriage has fucked his ex a couple of times and i have caught her while doing that., i tell you that i forgave my wife and she has been very apologetic about it but inside somewhere i have to have sex with someone other than my wife to get rid of that feeling i am getting avenge ful.
As soon as you got to know about it you got angry and wanted to beat the shit out of my wife but i controlled you. Now me and my wife are living separately as of now coz of work and all other things. ( we both are highly drunk at this moment ) I tell you that i am enjoying this freedom of living like a bachelor but you interrupt me and said kis bat ka bachelor tu to daru bhi behen k sath pi raha hai to which i reply tu girlfriend se kam thodi na hai this gave a firing sensation inside you and you tell me.
Me teri girlfriend thodi na hu to which i say girlfriend se kam bhi to nahi hai and you start blushing. Now you push me a bit and tell me gf k sath sirf daru nahi pite hai kuch bhi mat bol bhai its a direct message to me which gave me chills, my dick pushed itself inside my underwear. I gently ask you gf k sath jo karte hai vo tere sath nahi kar sakta na as soon as i said this you laughed out loud and said gf bola mujhe to gf jaise treat kar bhai.
Now theres utter silence in the car we both are staring each other and all of a sudden i grabbed your head and pushed it towards myself and kiss you so hard that you couldn’t breathe you now got rid of me and slapped me hard smiled and said BHAI isi din ka to intezar tha. I took my car to a lonely field
Finally chapter of being a behenchod
Now we start kissing each other passionately my tongue down your throat and your tongue down mine our saliva flowing from the side of our mouth yet we keep on kissing and smooching each other passionately sucking each others lips violently breathing heavily your one hand has reached my dick and my hand has reached to your tits we both are pressing each other hard i am pressing your boobs very hard my hand has gone inside your tshirt i am feeling the warmth of my sisters boobs and its softness, your hand has gone inside my jeans and inside my underwear you are holding my hard cock and your hands are wet with my dicks pre cum. We both are still kissing each other hard our spits inside each others mouth. Now i push my hand from your boobs to your pussy which is entirely wet i start fingering you very hard and you start screaming ahhh bhai ahhh dheere dheere i dont listen to you and keep on fingering you my entire hand is wet with your cum in it i slowly take out my hand and put that wet hand and fingers of mine inside my mouth ahhhh pehli bar behen ki chut ka pani taste kiya mene its so warm and salty you hold my hand and taste yourself from my fingers and kiss me hard while spitting in my mouth now you smile and say bhai hath se mat chat mu se chatle to which i violently grab your boobs hold you tight and throw you in the back seat. You start enjoying the moment while i am coming outside from the gate you start saying sale kab se tadap rahi hu tere liye itne sal se daru pi rahi hu tere sath mujhe kyo nahi chodta tha mujhe pata tha tu behenchod hai. I have come in the back seat now i say chal chut chata bhai ko tu which you gladly opened your jeans grabbed my head and pushed it inside your pussy. It smells so good i start eating your garam garam chut licking you so hard in and out that you start screaming ahhhh bhai chatle pura bhaiiii ahhhhhhh you start pressing my head inside your pussy and start moving your belly like a dancer like moving your pussy in my mouth. Your warm cum and wet pussy tastes so fucking delicious. You start screaming bhai mera hojaega itne zor se mat chat ahhhhh bhai ahhhhh i keep licking you and tell you behen mauka hai aaj bhai ko pani pila de pura chut ka jhad ja mere mu me to which you came so hard you pushed my head inside your pussy i am unable to breath your force is so strong. Your entire cum is down my throat and i ate all of it.
You are all tired and fucked up and now you tell me bhai i am done i need more beer you drank all my fluids so we start drinking some beer again, while drinking i am pressing your boobs now i tell you sunna behen kiss me hard and now make me drink beer from your mouth you started smiling and said pakka wala behenchod hai na tu and i said tu itni badi randi hai lekin aab se sirf bhai ki randi hai hearing this you suddenly got charged and started smooching me you started spitting out your beer from your mouth to my mouth and made me drink it while kissing me you whisper lund chusaega behen ko? And i got crazy after hearing this mene bola ha aur kya karegi behen and you said chusa de yar tadap rahi hu. Now you got on the side of the seat took out my cock and start licking the top of my dick which was full of pre cum you are tasting my salty pre cum and started going down my dick slowly sucking and blowing your brother while you suck me i an sipping my beer and my one hand is in your ass cheeks pressing them hard i am getting so horny that i start pressing your head down my throat till my balls moaning aahhhh behen aaaahhhhhh while sucking you tell me bhai mu me mat cum kar dena mujhe chudna bhi hai i smiled and said chuste reh pehle ache se chudai bhi karenge you are giving me deep throat all sloppy blowjob my backseat is full of your spits and saliva with that spit you suddenly kiss and smooch me giving me the taste of my own pre cum and your saliva ( this was a surprise kiss ) but i liked it like anything
Now you tell me chal chod apni behen ko sale kutte and snatched my beer and started drinking it. Before fucking you i tell you yar condom nahi hai what to do it can be risky and you smiled and said jab tera pani nikalne wala hoga to bata dena me uth jaunga aur mu me lungi.
Mene bola tu apne bhai ka cum swallow karegi? You replied ha bhujha de meri pyas pila de pani apne lund ka apni randi behen ko
Now i grabbed your hairs and smooched you so fucking hard that you started bleeding from your lips and you started riding me hard. Charging like a mad bitch you are riding me so hard in and out we both are dirty talking to each other while fucking. You tell me bhabhi bhi aise hi chudti hai kya tere se i said ha chudti to hai lekin maza tu hi zada de rahi hai you started laughing while jumping on my dick screaming ahhhhh bhai maza aaraha hai zindagi me bohat logo se chudi lekin bhai se chudne ka maza pehli bar mil raha hai ahhhhh bhai itna sukoon kabhi nahi mila mujhe aahhhhhhhhh
Chodte chodte i start pressing your boobs hard and you tell me bhai daba mat chus le unko pura i now start sucking your perky tits i tell you spit on those boobs so that i can taste your spit while sucking them hard and you gladly do so ahhh behen aaj jeewan ka asli maza aaya hai har kisi ko behen chodne ka mauka nahi milta hum dono lucky hai you said mujhe pata tha tu behenchod hai lekin me bhi darti thi kaise chudungi tujhse i also said me bhi darta tha yar lekin tujhe dekh k hilata bohat tha ghar ja k You said ahhhhhh bhai chodte reh tera lund itna bada hai pura andar tak feel ho raha hai mera hojaega i bit your tits. Now we both changed our position in the car and started doing it in reverse cowgirl while you started jumping on my dick i started biting you on your shoulders and holding you from your tits. Ahhh bhai maza aaraha hai tu mere andar pani mat nikalna yar apna baccha pata nahi tujhe papa bolega ya mama we cannot have kids together. I said ha mera nikalne wala hai you asked me while being fucked bhabhi ko kaha lena pasand hai tera pani, i said usko to chut k andar lena pasand hai pura pani you replied swallow nahi karti mene kaha nahi usi chut swallow karti hai and we both started smiling looking at each other
While looking at each other you said mujhe chut me nahi apne mu me lena hai pani bhai pila de mujhe please as soon as i heard this i said nikal jaega and you said pila de jaldi and i started screaming ahhhh aane wala hai and you jumped from my dick and brought your face towards my dick and put my dick inside your mouth and started stroking it like hell hard and came all inside your mouth. Such a huge mess it was you swallowed all my cum and showed me your mouth while doing that but you are such a slut that after swallowing the cum you kissed me hard making me taste my own cum from your tongue. We both had a smoke after that and got ready to go to our homes.
Do you want Chapter 2 ?

This is one of the best written songs to come out this year and the meaning behind some of them is so deep and reflective that it deserves to get noticed. Some breakdown/effort to give some good lines a bit of spotlight because its a 20 song album and it will get lost.
Verses
Let it be known ......I am back on this mic ...........Saki pata nhi bhulta kabhi mehkade ka :
Saki = The one who gives alcoholic drinks to customers in a sharabkhana
Mehkade = Basharabkhana
He says he still have some things to say. And he is like a Saki and the mic/studio is like a sharabkhana, rapping on the mic is like giving alcoholic drinks to his listeners. And nobody should doubt if he will not rap again as a Saki will never forget the road to a sharab khana i.e Anjum will always find his way to the mic
Let it be known qala ko dil se rah meri ............aqal ko kar ikhitalat........par mera dil saaf kya iska hisaab bhi:
qala = art, ikhitalat = familiarity/union, qaza= death, namaz = prayer, qaza meri namaz= missed prayers azaab = consequences of sins,qabr= tomb
He says his art comes from his heart, and his heart understands that but mind needs to accept it. He says he has missed his prayers and is a sinner and feels death(qabr) is the consequences of his sins, but his heart is pure and he wonders if that counts for something
Meri sanjidgi ko wo smjhe meri saadgi :
Sanjidgi = sincerity saadgi= decency
Basically saying he was so immersed in his passion that people mistook him not caring for anything else as his decency.
Samjh ke tu satah pe hai....hum mobb deep:
Satah = Surface, mobb deep = Name of legendary rap duo.
A two layered line, he says others are just scratching the surface and YS are like mobb deep(double entendre on deep) and are deep in the rap game.
Now cash rules everything around me
Reference to a line of a Wu Tang clan song and also
I am too deep in this mix............tum tak awaaz pahunch bhi rhi :
He says he is lost so deep into his passion for the game and the life that his competitor can't reach his level but given he so "deep" into it he wonders if his listeners can actually hear him
Main soch bhi nhi skta tha wo manzar ....band darwaze ke andar dekhe.......sehra ... samundar bhi dekhe
manzar= scenes, sehra = Desert , Samundar = ocean.
He says this rap life has shown him scenes he never thought he would see. I might be wrong but he refers to his time with his lover when he refers to scenes he saw behind closed doors. He says he has seen the deserts and the ocean too.
Sikandar main khud hun maine qalandar bhi dekhe
Sikandar = Alexandar the great, Qalandar = Sufi saint
He says he is a sikandar, and then says he has also met religious saints. There is a reference of to a story here I can't determine it.
Khuda ki jaat mujhpe .....Dil ki haveli.. bharti nhi...insaan marta hai uski talash marti nhi... saans milti nhi:
He says god has been kind to him, but a man's heart is never satisfied. He says a man who is searching for something(by context it seems he probably means searching for peace) his search lives on even after his death and while alive men don't get a moment of peace.
Schedule tight..............Flow me rehti currency :
A double entendre, flow me rehti currency means his rap flows have monetary value and another meaning is that the money keeps flowing because his schedule is tight and he keeps performing shows.
Outro Section
Zindagi Tamasha ban gyi, rote ko dilasa ban gyi, jazbaat ka khulasa ban gyi........ main khud main nhi
jazbaat = Feelings
He says his life feels like a tamasha as since he is a successful artist his life is public , then he references how his life with his struggles and eventual success inspires those who are depressed (rote ko dilasa), and how by choosing to live rap as an artform, his life has become all about expressing himself. Finally he references his habit of losing himself in drugs and says he can't commit to any relationship because most of the time he can't even find himself in him.
Zindagi kahani ban gyi....benishaan nishani ban gyi hawaon ki rawani ban gyi...kabhi ye behta pani ban gyi..
Rawani = Speed
Basically saying his life these days feels it is not real given his success and it feels like he is living in a story . He says his life is fast moving this days with no time for him and sometimes it moves as fast as the wind and sometimes it flows by itself like water living him with no control.

Around the year 2000, I used to read a book in Hindi, might be 'Drakula ki kahani' or something of that type. There are books on Dracula available in the Market/online. But, I want that edition with that cover image which is strongly embedded in mind as a part of my childhood. Vaguely remember a girl's image, she might have fainted.
Would be great if someone give me suggestion on how to get that and where to find it.

I didn’t even know that there are people who genuinely, unironically believe that Katrina can act! Until I came to that sub. I kid you not, that sub worships Kat and thinks she can act and even thinks that she was responsible for hit films such as ZNMD, Tiger series, Singh Is King, etc.
The truth is that she played arm candy/flowerpot in 99% of her films. Bhoi, Akshay Kumar, Aamir, and SRK were what drew the audience to the theatres, not her.
In fact, with the exception of Mere Brother Ki Dulhan’ all films in which she had the starring role were flops.
Don’t bring up ‘New York’ and ‘Ajab Prem Ki Gajab Kahani’, coz in both of these movies, she had limited screen time. The heavy lifting was done by John, Neil Nitin Mukesh and Ranbir.
MBKD is the only hit movie of hers, where she has a pivotal role to play.
In her 20-year-old career, she was good only in 1 film i.e : Zero.
Even in Merry Christmas, she was bad. Her performance is better compared to the atrocious shitshow she usually does in the name of acting, but still is below average.
Like, I don’t get Katrina fans. Why are they so desperate to portray her as a good actress?
What’s the problem in stanning actors for their good looks and screen presence only.
Sidharth Malhotra, Shraddha Kapoor also has fans but none of em are delusional enough to pretend that their fav is some acting powerhouse.
Like, not even Aishwarya fans are this entitled and delusional. And this is when Aish is a far better actress than Kat.
Any criticism of Katrina’s sub-par acting and her passive aggressive attitude to co-stars who refuse to fake praise her acting, is often downvoted and is met with accusations of misogyny.
Just coz Katrina is non nepo, meaning her ridiculously bad acting can’t criticised?

So kahani shuru huyi 10th ke baad se when everything was looking fine. CA banne ka Mann tha par papa chahte the ki mai ek software engineer bnu. To isiliye science le li. Saath hi saath lockdown me kaafi coding kri thi to yeah software engineer suited my mindset too. After that I was enrolled in a local coaching. They litterally brainwashed my parents and everyone. The management was so bad like i didn't have maths classes for 1 month straight. And the change in teachers was also insane. In 11th only i studied from 7 fucking different teachers in physics only and 5 different in maths. And they always said ki "Ye part 12th me Kara denge" and they never did that. So yeah 11th completely ruined and also the coaching counselor brainwashed my dad to get a dummy school. I had no option but to agree. Now joined VMC and started to perform better. Initially scored very low in mocks but started to get better. Also managing 11th on my own along with 12th was such an hectic thing that I actually tried to commit suicide 4 times in my JEE journey. Dheere dheere fir my only source of some motivation and happiness i.e my friends all of a sudden ghosted me and blocked me from everywhere. Now all alone and depressed and no one to talk. Still I had a hope that i will make it through. Attempt 1 came and the worst happened. Firstly 27s2 and secondly had a severe panic attack. So yeah fucked up my exam and scored 64 marks only. Now after all this i had sleepless nights and what not. Crying the whole night and what not. After few days saw some vids of Anup sir and Mohit sir. That again helped me gain some spirit and started the grind again. Boards went okay not too good. Maths went shit. For the second attempt I did the max i could do. Did pyqs of every single chapter in physics and chemistry. Was confident this time and i thought I would make this off. Today calculated the marks and i scored 125. I know kuch nhi hoga isse and all the hardwork and everything went to vain now. I think it was my mistake to enter this rat race when I was not capable of it. I shouldn't have touched this. Hardwork doesn't always pay off. Sometimes you just gotta accept that life doesn't go the way we want no matter how hard you try.