Happy anniversary poems for church

this is a long read because i’ve been holding all of this inside since the beginning of the year and will probably delete this. i’m a young soon-to-be mom, fresh in my 20’s, just the typical story of getting pregnant at an age that is way too early.
i was on contraceptives as soon as i started becoming active with my then partner because my ex would always change the topic whenever i would bring up using protection so as much as i didn’t want to be on hormonal pills i took it upon myself to be responsible for both of our safety, yet somehow i ended up pregnant.
i’ve had my fair share of guys i used to talk to but none of them were ever serious, he was my first everything, and i mean everything talaga. first boyfriend, first guy na i introduced to my family, first kiss, guy who took my virginity, and first person that i genuinely loved not out of loneliness or a need for connection.
we were together for 11 months, oo hindi umabot ng isang taon because he cheated. we got into an argument that day and it was really heated pero we resolved it naman, i don’t know what the fuck went into his head para mag sinungaling sakin and sabihin na aalis sila ng kaibigan niya and iinom sila pero yun pala bar na pinuntahan nila and he approached a girl na he was attracted to while i was messaging him in the middle of the night waiting until dawn for an update from him. he did all of that while i had no idea, a day passed and it was new years, he made all of these promises na sana makasama pa niya ko ng matagal and for more years together pero nagloko pala siya the night before so it was all a lie. a few days passed again and after not seeing each other for a week and finally getting to spend time together he suddenly wanted to break up with me.
ayaw na niya daw ng responsibilidad pero he wants us to be ‘bff’ premium, no label with the perks of being in a relationship, fuck buddies. of course i didn’t know any better, mahal ko yung tao eh edi pumayag ako pero we both had an agreement na we will still try to fix things. it was tormenting, constant mixed signals from him and tsaka ko nalang nalaman na kinakausap niya yung babae he met sa bar pero he never admitted na he cheated on me with the same girl. i got blindsided while i gave up my self-respect and let him use me just because i was still in love with him kasi he wanted us to still be friends, he said i was a big impact in his life and that he still wanted me beside him. i was still hoping na our relationship was going to be fixed.
i wasn’t sober the first month of this year, tangina ikaw ba naman hiwalayan wala pa man isang linggo lumilipas yung bagong taon tapos ang lapit na sana ng anniversary niyo. and because of my alcohol consumption i eventually blacked out sa bar at my friend’s birthday celebration at the end of january after drinking way too many shots and got rushed sa hospital, and as if the breakup i was dealing with wasn’t enough i found out na i was almost 2 months pregnant with my ex’s baby.
i didn’t have a choice whether i can keep the baby or not, so much for being pro-choice bc that decision was snatched away from me by my mom. of course hindi ako ready, hindi kami ready ng pamilya ko, pero ano bang magagawa namin kung hindi tanggapin nalang kung ano yung nangyare? nagkamali ako so i should own up for what i did, pero hindi lang naman ako yung magisang nagkamali dito. so after being discharged from the hospital, my mother contacted my ex to talk to him and we eventually told him na i was pregnant since the beginning of december and we just found out lang when i got hospitalized. sabi naman niya sasabihin niya kaagad sa mommy niya, since he’s from a broken family the only person he could really tell was his mom.
a few days passed and i messaged and asked him for an update, he then got mad at me and started blaming me for everything and sinusumbat niya na hindi siya ready and paano daw siya kukuha ng pang sustento para sa bata, he eventually told his mom tapos nagusap mga magulang namin. my dad asked him to not communicate or chat me muna since they knew na he is the number one reason for all of the stress i was feeling. his family’s side didn’t know whether to tell his dad or not because natatakot silang tigilan siyang pagaralin, pero my family reassured naman na it’s up to them if they’ll tell his dad and that if may support man silang mabibigay tatanggapin namin kung anong kaya nilang ibigay samin, because at the end of the day ayaw namin umabot na tumigil siyang magaral.
after my hospitalization and our family’s conversation i eventually told my friends nung naka-pasok na ulit ako sa school, they were shocked of course pero they showed their full support, my ex got word na i told my friends then he contacted me saying na wala na daw siya sa picture kapag kumalat na buntis ako, of course i took offense sa sinabe niya bc he was specifically asked not to contact me for the time being pero he still went against my parents’ wishes just to show his ‘concern’, things got heated yet again and we had another argument which resulted in him saying na hinding hindi na daw siya babalik sakin and gaslighted me na he didn’t cheat on me (he still didn’t admit it) and i was not able to go to school again because of the stress.
pinalipas ko yung araw and kinapalan ko na mukha ko na mag beg sakanya na bumalik na siya pero siya yung namimilit na ayaw na daw ng parents ko na magbalikan kami, then i started bleeding heavily and almost lost our baby. what happened wasn’t enough na mabukas utak pati mati niya, my mom had a one-on-one conversation with him where nagmamakaawa na siyang buksan niya isip niya para samin ni baby and that she had to clear the air na inaantay niya lang na balikan niya ko pero that was also not enough kaya we just stopped trying.
kada linggo may nababalitaan nalang ako na nasa bar siya, di talaga enough na i was still processing our breakup and coming to terms with my pregnancy, literal na every fucking week may nalalaman akong ayokong malaman. from different girls, to different bars, from stories galing mismo sa mga kaibigan niya, umabot pa sa point na hindi ko na nakayanan and decided to dropout from college and because of that my friend told his friends about what was happening and madami pa kong nalaman literal na di na naubos mga nalaman ko. i got tired and took matters into my own hands and informed the people he would go to bars with about my situation bc i’ve had enough of hearing abt him na nagpapakasaya habang nagdudusa ako magisa.
there was drama where my name got involved and he got mad at me because of it. then i confronted the girl he was talking to while we were trying to fix things, the girl he cheated on me with. after months of being gaslit and questioning myself if i was delusional i finally got the confirmation na i needed, na he truly did cheat on me. he lied to his friends about when we actually broke up, he lied to me about the reason he wanted to break up was because he wanted to focus on himself, he lied about everything.
i confronted him as soon as i found out he cheated, of course another useless argument between us, him saying na “masaya ka na ba dahil may nalaman ka” and like as if that wasn’t enough sinabe pa niya na nagdedecide pa daw sana siya na balikan ako kaso hindi na daw, it really pisses me off how he has the audacity na ipamukha niya sakin na sinira ko chances namin na magkaayos ulit kami when he ignored my messages during the times i still knew nothing and i was asking if we can try again, and how he literally ignored how my mom was practically begging him to fix things between us. like as if that wasn’t enough, his mom has to shoulder HIS responsibilities, from expenses ko sa pagbubuntis ko whenever i have my monthly checkups, to setting appointments for ultrasounds na hindi naman niya trabaho pero siya gumagawa all while having not a single clue about sa mga pinanggagawa niya.
nag lay low ako after that, i was beginning to be filled with rage. syempre nag greet pa si gago nung birthday ko despite ignoring all of my messages calling him out on his bullshit because he started another argument with me, na parang wala lang akong chats sakanya kaya ayos lang na i-greet niya pero di ko nalang pinansin.
i have been seeing a psychiatrist and a psychologist since my hospitalization and was diagnosed with BPD, MDD, and bipolar-ii shortly after, although i cannot go through therapy as of the moment bc i know na we can’t afford it and ayoko nang dumagdag ng dumagdag given the situation my family is in. my doctor’s appointments were rescheduled to an earlier date because of the instances na sumasakit puson ko and he eventually reached out because napansin niya na hindi namin sila binalitaan about sa check-up ko. i told him to just tell his mom to contact my mom because i was already getting tired of communicating with him.
his mom eventually messaged me and asked what was causing me so much stress, i told her na i’ll tell her the next time we see each other and we both agreed. kaso wala eh, nung susunod na check-up ko yung ex ko lang sumulpot which is the first time na sumulpot siya sa lahat ng check ups ko so far, at first i didn’t think much of it kasi gusto daw ni tita na gawin ng anak niya responsibilidad niya kaya pinapunta niya magisa, even though we both agreed to see each other that day and talk. di ko nalang dinibdib, di ko nalang pinansin, pero my ex was starting to post regularly on his socmed accounts again. and i got really triggered seeing him live his life like everything was normal. i asked my mom if i can just chat his mom nalang about everything, she agreed na its the right thing to do since di sinunod ng mommy niya pinagusapan namin and so i told her every single thing that happened and everything i found out na she had no idea about.
the next morning my good for nothing ex messaged me and blocked me on almost everything, of course dahil ang kapal ng pag mumukha niya, he thought the reason why i told his mom was because i assumed na he had a girlfriend because of his stories on insta. he then suddenly started explaining himself na ate lang daw yun ng tropa niya and what not, pati mom niya nagchat sakin na inexplain daw ng anak niya na kapatid lang daw yun ng tropa niya, which made me very confused kasi i didn’t mention anything about him having a new girl. he then suddenly started saying na we wouldn’t work out anymore because the situation we’re in was toxic, and that he wouldn’t apologize after everything because he knows na i will always bring up what happened daw …
the cycle always repeats itself, i had to go back to the hospital again for an emergency checkup because sumakit nanaman puson ko after what happened. his mom accompanied my mom and i and we had a long discussion about everything. she kept insisting na her son will eventually change, all while telling us how hard its been on her part because she doesn’t know how to tell her ex-husband because they are not on good terms nor do they speak to each other, di naman daw siya nagkukulang na pagsabihan ex ko na gawin na niya yung tama, he grew up in a broken family and she does not want him to put our baby in the same position, she keeps urging him not to do the same thing his father did to her and their family.
after all of that i contacted him, kasi at this point i have nothing to lose anymore, literal na walang wala na ko. and i decided to give him the benefit of the doubt kasi naaawa ako sa dinadala ng mommy niya. i suggested na mas maganda if we talk in person kung anong balak niya para sa future ng anak namin and he agreed naman, he said through chat na at the moment he is committed in giving our baby a good life while supporting me so i had a bit of hope and expected something out of the conversation. we met up during my CAS appointment and finally had a conversation na we should’ve had months ago pero it lead to disappointment lang. wala nanaman, walang wala nanaman, he doesn’t want to try again, he doesn’t have any desire to try again, he doesn’t want to apologize, nor does he want to hold himself accountable for the all of the trauma and pain he put me through simply because i will have trust issues if we got back together, na lagi nalang daw akong magdududa, na mahirap na daw ayusin, na maapektuhan lang anak namin if we ever argue, that he had no feelings left for me.
it didn’t matter na i told him i was willing to forgive him for everything he has done so our baby can grow knowing that both of her parents are there together. it literally did not matter na i was willing to set aside our differences and make things work out between us and change what needs to be changed. none of it matters to him, and i have never felt so much rage and anger before in my 20 years of living because of his half-assed answer and sincerity. i have lost everything, from the reputation i built up in school, to the dreams i have to let go of, the opportunity to seek out the world, the chance to meet new people. maybe it is selfish for me to want to have a family after basically losing everything i built from the ground up, maybe it is selfish of me to want him to change and break the cycle. maybe it is selfish for me to want to raise my baby with someone beside me.
walang araw na hindi ko naaalala lahat ng nangyare, walang araw na hindi ko narerelive yung moment na nalaman kong niloko ako, walang araw na hindi ako diring-diri sa sarili ko pati sa katawan ko because for some reason i feel ‘used’ and ‘dirty’. i am in so much pain that i haven’t fully processed all while carrying a baby. i’ve tried just about everything to distract myself and keep my mind off from thinking about what happened to me. hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko sa sarili ko. i don’t know where to put all of this pain and anger inside of me, i don’t know kung paano ako babangon at paano ko tutulungan sarili ko dahil ginawa ko na lahat pero bakit bumibigat lang habang tumatagal?
i love my baby, i love the fact that i am about to meet someone new, someone i could pour out my love to and yet i am so afraid. i’m afraid na i’ll be a bad mom, i’m afraid of raising this child alone, the amount of guilt that i have bottled inside me is eating me up. because why? why do i have to go through all of this? why do i have to feel this immense amount of pain in the most vulnerable stage of my life as a woman? why do i have to go through hell while carrying my baby? my baby doesn’t deserve to feel the pain that i feel, my baby doesn’t deserve any of this and neither do i. i want to feel genuinely happy about this whole situation, but whenever i see posts online about pregnancy announcements, gender reveals, couples celebrating together for the life they created i can’t help but compare them to myself.
ayoko na ganto nalang nararamdaman ko, ayoko na hindi pa man nakakalabas anak ko nakakaramdam na siya ng sakit pati lungkot sa loob ng tiyan ko. this journey has been so fucking painful, how destroyed my self-confidence and self-esteem is, to feeling digusted by my own body and anything sexual, trying to deal with my mental disorders, to constantly having anxiety and ptsd, to being a lethargic mess because of pre-natal depression all while having to worry about the wellbeing of my baby and what the future holds for the both of us. it hurts seeing someone live their life like they didn’t cause irreparable trauma against someone, it pains to see how my baby’s father doesn’t seem to be excited or seem to care as much as i do. i can’t get over how unfair this situation has been, i know nothing in life is fair but what in the actual fuck kasi literal na ako lang talo dito, he can keep running, he can keep avoiding everything, seeing him live his life like he didn’t get his only ex pregnant, i keep seeing his posts about buying and selling expensive perfume online and him just pumping protein into his muscles in the gym using his mom’s money, hit up other girls, he can even switch universities and start over again which is a new issue i have to worry about because to me it seems like he doesn’t want to be associated with anything that ties us together and there’s the possibility of having to wait another 4 fucking years for him to be ‘applicable’ to pay child support since he’s still a student. he keeps getting away with everything and it has been frustrating to see him get his way and get what he wants all the fucking time habang di man niya cinoconsider wellbeing namin mag-ina.
i wish moving on and letting go was easy as it sounds, i wish i could forget about everything so i can carry this child in peace, i wish i wasn’t filled with anger and resentment because i hate it, i hate wanting to see him suffer as much as i am, i hate how i’m wishing the worse for him because this is not who i am. i’ve turned into someone so evil and spiteful and the fact that i can’t fully cut him off from my life because of different factors such as our families and our child’s right to meet her father. i wish in some other universe i am able to nurture my child inside my womb without having to cry my soul out almost everyday, that i could have been put in a better situation so my baby does not have to feel sadness and pain. i am not the perfect person, nor have i made the right decisions in life, my actions have led me to where i am right now yet do i really deserve all of this? will it ever get easier, i really need to know if it’ll eventually get easier kasi pigang-piga na ko. all i could ever wish for as a woman and as a mother is to be able to provide my child with a family and an environment that she deserves to be born and grow up in, lahat nalang pinagdaanan ko pero bakit pati yun pinagkakitaan samin, i will forever be stuck asking myself why my baby and i weren’t enough.

I (26M) am in search of a therapist/behavioral-therapist recommendation in Raleigh/North Raleigh area that you've had personal experience with and felt you had good results. Thank you so much in advance if you decide to read this giant thing. This is a throwaway for obvious reasons. I have medicaid insurance with good coverage thankfully. No religion-centric please. I have been really thankful for Dr. K's videos on YouTube.
I am having trouble with severe depression, debilitating random panic attacks, severe anxiety, low will to live, severe social anxiety.
My background is long, just like everyone's, but I try to just summarize. I was raised in a Christian household but am no longer religious. My parents had a lot of personal troubles in their marriage. They were taught to discipline "with the rod" so I dealt with that until I was 16. I was home-schooled from 3rd grade to graduation. Wasn't allowed to go to college at 18-19 because my parents "didn't trust me with a computer" because I had a history of looking up stuff that teen boys are curious about.
The church that mostly affected me was a reformed baptist church that I attended for over a decade where criticism of all other beliefs, worldviews, and lifestyles as well strict standards of every aspect of life were taught and expected. I never had any real friends growing up because I didn't fit into the cliques that had long been there, and it was never a priority for my parents to facilitate us finding friends. Guilt for all of my sinful thoughts and deeds, both of "commission" and of "omission" was pounded into me for years. I was never taught to socialize with people from different backgrounds. I was never taught the value of friendship or how to gain it. I craved interaction and connection with others but when I opened up about how I was doing or feeling for real, the relationships would become one where I was the one in need of a counselor and they were in the place of an advisor on how I need to fix myself. Further interactions would always be looked through the filter of "How are you doing with 'whatever sin' you told me about earlier? Have you been praying and reading the Bible?" So I learned to close off. I was expected to somehow be ready for marriage and start a family at an early age. If you weren't progressing along an expected path, you were viewed with suspicion and in need of interventions. I and my family experienced rejection, suspicion, conflict and other things with that group of people. Crazy stuff honestly.
I am extremely feeling and empathetic. I get extremely engrossed when I see anyone suffering and if I can, I try to help or alleviate it. The problem is, I have no motivation or will to help myself.
Some of my deepest issues:

• I don't trust anyone. The closest person I have to me is my sister who I've told much but not all to. No one really knows who I am for real. No one knows about the panic attacks or severe depression. No one knows about my deep desires for it all to end. I have walls that are built and I don't know how to navigate them.
  
• The joy I get in life is when I come across a chance to alleviate a human or animals suffering. If someone needs help physically or financially, being able to help gives me energy to live. I've volunteered a few times and it has made me so happy. But I don't have that energy or joy for myself in my personal life. Games, movies, books... I loose interest in them so quickly. I used to literally feel like I could take over the world. I used to have so much energy and creativity and even though I was devastated I couldn't go to college, when I found a job that my old pastor helped me get into, I really believed that I would take over the company one day. After years, I no longer work there due to physical injury/mental stress.
  
• I have a severe, deep fear of commitment. It affects me when I have to make decisions and leads to panic attacks.
  
• Various trauma experiences from childhood that still haunt me.
  
• Panic symptoms when I need to speak in any public area or to strangers, or in any case of potential or real conflict. One of the most hurtful things I've been told was "I hate your voice" by my mom when I was younger. I've realized recently that that one has affected me more than I thought. My voice muscles are messed up from never letting myself speak up properly for a very long time. I think growing up in a patriarchal environment didn't help either.
  
• No friends or associates after leaving Christianity a while ago.
  
• Struggling with debt acquired during a period of manic-depression.
  
• I have a surgery I need to schedule for a rare bone tumor in my foot that will keep me off my feet for months but I can't afford to do so for now so that piles onto the stress.
  
• Feelings that I'm just not meant to be here. I wasn't meant to ever experience the dream of a good life.
  
• I feel like I'm drowning with no relief in sight.
  

I could write a lot more but if any of this resonates with your experience and you've found someone to help you through it, I would greatly appreciate your recommendations. Thank you so much.

So I was asked by a very small Church, (under 50 congregation) to come and train the sounds on the Behringer X32. I'm not a super expert on everything on the console yet, but got some good EQ going and made the room sound a lot better, fixed feedback issues and all kinds of problems. The client was very happy. I have been a sound engineer for a few years, so I felt comfortable explaining everything. I'm going to have more opportunities to really get to know the console in the near future, so I was wondering what people charge to train others on average. I was just charging $50 per hour on this gig, only took me an hour and a half, got paid for two hours. I'm thinking once I get to know the unit really well, charge about $100-$125 per hour? If I was doing a workshop/filming it, doing it in front of a bunch of people maybe charge a LOT more? I'm thinking $1,200-$1,500 or so.

So, first off this is in no way to trash carnivore or discourage anyone. Looking for advice from folks who've been doing this a lot longer than me. From last August to February of this year I lost 60 pounds on carnivore, no cheats at all and have no complaints there. I started adding weight training into my regimen, along with continuing to eat carnivore. I did take about 2 weeks off while vacationing for my 20th wedding anniversary. I expected to gain some weight, and did. I had experimented with a few "cheats" prior to the trip, just to know if I was going to get sick or have other issues on my trip. I had no ill effects from cheating at all. I say all of this just to "disclose" my history. Now the "problem". I'm not losing weight. I've been working out, and while I know I'm adding muscle, I feel like it's also stalled my fat loss. I have gained muscle, have added an inch to my chest measurements along with smaller gains elsewhere.
I know muscle building is good. I want to get stronger and fitter. But I also really want to be lean. Please give me some guidance. I'm not addicted to the number on the scale, but I was so happy to be under 200, now I'm stuck at 210. As a 5'7" guy, that's still pretty fat... I'm tempted to mix calorie deficit with carnivore, I've drastically reduced my dairy intake, no cheats... thanks in advance.

So my mother is a really religious person and she is the one who forced us to go to church or else he will take our phones and ground us for a week if we dont go
I thought church is a place u should go with ur heart but me no my heart was never opened to begin with so i think its pointless for me to go there just sa hear words i dont even understand.
Ive always told her that i never learnt anything nor take any word of gods in my heart. And she said
"You Are Still In My House So U Cant Do Anything About It"
I never had any friends on church nor anyone to talk to i just put my poker face and smile when a pastor comes or someone greet me but deep inside i was never really happy to be there
I would bet my half of arm that once im out of this house i will never ever step a foot on church sry for the words but this is what will happen if u forcing ur child to church againts his will
You will never know what will happen to the future maybe he will change or i will when i became adult and change my perspective on church and lord still a teenager and still have plenty of time.
I wanna know if im the wrong one because i really dont know if i should hate church i love my mom but i hate that he force us to go somewhere we dont want.

I think the worst thing that I've done, after leaving the church, was to live among the Mormons. The way they twist my character to suit them, shun, bully and Harass has been too much. I was thinking about some of the horrible lies told about me since leaving. I was often called to primary and always told that I was one of the best teachers they've had. I studied early childhood Ed. So, that makes sense. Yet, after leaving, neighbors told me not to speak to their children! I told one holier than thou snob that her children had spoken to me. " But, I'll be happy to shun them for you." I said. She continued to teach them how to literally hold up their noses. Ridiculous! I was accused of being some sort of child predator. It was unbelievable. But, I really didn't realize how much this sort of thing hurt me until I began crying about it one morning. These soulless people have accused me of everything under the son. Including driving the spirit from their homes. When, I don't live in their homes. I'm still dressed like I just stepped out of a Mormon closet. And am nice as can be. I don't know how you all maintain a sense of value when being daily shunned. Please, do tell me your secrets. I'm wishing I'd moved years ago and left them and their cultish meanness and abuse behind.

Purtle's Internet Lineup for June 8th, 2024 6:14pm
Pics:

• Archiving is a selfless act, often carried out by people who care too much, for people who care too little. I know this is a basic take but you have to do something because it makes you happy, not because you expect anything in return. Cool people do cool things because it's fun https://twitter.com/KennyLauderdal3/status/1798388039464677453
  
• I have been following this artist via personal ac since 2018. They make an art each time Makoto doesn't get in Street Fighter reveal. I do not even play this character, but I humbly request CAPCOM adds her in next Season just so this artist can be free https://twitter.com/FGC_Daily/status/1799239611706917035
  
• On STAR WARS: Rise of the Resistance at Disney there’s a section where you are taken prisoner. I checked my phone causing a First Order actor to yell “PUT THAT TRANSMITTER AWAY REBEL SCUM!” I said “ok, but https://twitter.com/JoshRJohns16/status/1798535144699040073
  
• Sonic news
  
  • Sonic X Shadow Generations - Summer Game Fest Trailer [1:16] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68T1SVhA47c&ab_channel=PlayStation
  • twitter version https://twitter.com/sonic_hedgehog/status/1799207048028295533
  • THIS IS AN INSANE DEEP CUT https://twitter.com/UltimaShadowX/status/1799203659651420312
  • BLACK DOOM IS THE MAIN VILLAIN? NEW BLACK ARMS POWERS? OPEN ZONE HUB? CHAO RESCUE MISSIONS? SHADOW HAS NEVER BEEN MORE BACK. https://twitter.com/UltimaShadowX/status/1799208128078131335
  • 10 minutes of Sonic X Shadow Generations gameplay from VGC https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shcxMj79cck&t=1s&ab_channel=VGC
• Pokemon news
  
  • Pocket Monsters (1997) is scheduled to leave Hulu Japan on June 30th. The Hulu uploads are known for being less edited than the versions on other streaming sites. Pre-Porygon versions of 1-37, black Rougela, Ookido segments that're edited out of other sites' uploads, etc. https://twitter.com/DogasusBackpack/status/1799295750683390320

Clips:

• In Mario Party 2, a glitch can occur during the Sneak'n'Snore minigame where the Chain Chomp will attack the winning player out of nowhere after the winning animation when the player is seemingly safe, essentially "jumpscaring" that player. https://twitter.com/MarioBrothBlog/status/1799158759358603474
  
• mvc2 clip https://twitter.com/super_unk3800/status/1799090021737332927
  
• bugs bunny and wily coyote https://twitter.com/HannaBarberaCap/status/1799051869916180845
  
• you cannot be serious https://twitter.com/segasaturnhime/status/1799212670974939441
  
• At a special anniversary event in LA, Tetris heads Alexey Pajitnov and Henk Rogers just met Willis Gibson, the teenager who became an internet sensation after he was crowned the first known person to ‘beat’ the original Tetris game on the NES by reaching its true ‘kill screen’. https://twitter.com/Andy_VGC/status/1798906930624442455
  
• fighting games are a thing so great https://twitter.com/sasuraigestatus/1799112147559182779
  
• mvc3 being cheap https://twitter.com/beni_ssb/status/1799020300665065487
  
• More impeccable editing by Boston's video team https://old.reddit.com/nba/comments/1db3siv/more_impeccable_editing_by_bostons_video_team/
  

Videos

• Flashing Effects [Effects] Sakurai [4:12] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mmw39T_dBLI
  
• Street Fighter 6 - Year 2 Character Reveal Trailer [1:16] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVPqv7ZyfWo
  
  • twitter version https://twitter.com/StreetFightestatus/1799192243536072957
  • Street Fighter 6 - M. Bison Gameplay Trailer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dgfrWteSW0
  • According to his bio in the official SFV CFN site, Bison’s ultimate goal isn’t necessarily world domination. Deep down, Bison wanted to fight someone who is worthy enough. Now that he doesn’t remember being the leader, I think his basic instincts is to have really good fights https://twitter.com/Remy2FANG/status/1799339447206760772
  • Bison's Japanese VA for a long time has been the legend Norio Wakamoto (Cell, Johnny from GG, Chiyo's Dad), but as he is approaching 80 years old, the role in SF6 is being taken over by Taiten Kasunoki. He actually has voiced Bison before... 12 years ago in Wreck-It-Ralph https://twitter.com/jiyunaJP/status/1799390043699818707
  • In the back alleys of Metro City, a man awakens with nothing but an unquenchable thirst for power. Even with no memories, he stumbles upon the Ruined Lab with one name echoing in its desolate halls: Bison. Gameplay Details https://twitter.com/StreetFightestatus/1799331985737040292
  • bison died, bison is back https://twitter.com/RelusionH/status/1799210086390219007
  • Brain blast: they had Dictator take over Boxer's body so that after 30+ years, everyone in the world could agree to call him M Bison without worrying about local naming conventions https://twitter.com/ultradavid/status/1799201762509000864

Articles/News/Other

• Summer Games Fest Wario 64 thread https://twitter.com/Wario64/status/1799177006908633186
  
• Innersloth are here to reveal their new indie publishing label… Outersloth! https://twitter.com/summergamefest/status/1799203342713033021
  
  • victoria tran: FINALLY REVEALING WHAT WE'VE BEEN DREAMING OF FOR YEARS. Outersloth is our way of supporting indies, sharing our success, and dream for a more sustainable industry. A game fund with terms we wanted to see.
• Devolver Direct wario64 summary thread https://twitter.com/Wario64/status/1799229610410049610
  
• Offbrand is now a worker co-op https://twitter.com/offbrand_studio/status/1799250052919210311
  
• ludwig and piratesoftware coming together to make a game publishing company - offbrand games https://twitter.com/LudwigAhgren/status/1799259951380209817
  
  • https://twitter.com/offbrand_games
• We are delighted to announce we have entered a three-year partnership with the ESWCgg, bringing our esteemed awards ceremony to the Esports World Cup, the world's largest gaming festival. The Esports Awards will come to you live from Riyadh, Saudi Arabia, on August 24th. https://twitter.com/esportsawards/status/1799065649098199508
  
  • after all the dust settles there will be a book written about the one person who somehow convinced saudi arabia to invest in esports, kinda like the jakarta method but way funnier https://twitter.com/slime_machine/status/1799216288591720745
  • Esports Awards Committee Members resign after Event Moves to Saudi Arabia https://www.twitter.com/INTERRO/status/1799136678461972892
  • thread https://old.reddit.com/LivestreamFail/comments/1dbb36w/esports_awards_committee_members_resign_afte
• A long-lost archive of the DOOM/SNES source code, levels and artwork has been found and preserved here: https://twitter.com/RandalLinden/status/1799488800399253821
  

TDLR: Husband never proposed, I’ve been very sad about it for years and can’t seem to move on.
Eight years ago I (36F) met my now husband (43M). By the sixth month mark we were starting sentences with “when we get married” and were even looking at engagement rings. The proposal never came. Around the 1.5 year mark his father passed away somewhat unexpectedly, and I was there for it all. He didn’t have a great relationship with his family, but it was still hard on him. After a few months I decided that I needed to have a conversation with him about our expected timeline of relationship milestones.
After having a somewhat emotional conversation about family, I decided to break the ice into this conversation by telling him I wanted to get married. He made a joke about me proposing and we laughed about it. A proposal never came, and we just kind of slid into make some mediocre plans to marry at the courthouse. We kind of mutually decided that we wanted our wedding date to be our dating anniversary, and it was approaching fast, we didn’t want to wait over a year so it was planned about 4 months away. He had no interest in planning any part of it and told me to choose whatever I wanted. A friend ended up marrying us , which was very sweet of them. We got married in our pajamas before work and that was that.
It turns out he really did think I was proposing to him and I was expecting a real proposal. Nothing big or fancy, but heartfelt and thoughtful. Too late after the fact. At the time we had purchased wood wedding bands, but as you can imagine they are not durable and we wore through them quickly.
At the time we were married he told me he would buy an official wedding set and we’d take a nice honey moon once we saved the money.
He did end up buying me an engagement ring after I kept insisting, but there was no heartfelt or thoughtful delivery. He asked me to pick out exactly what I wanted online and then send him the link so he could buy it, when it arrived he just handed to me.
There was never a honey moon. We’ve made plenty of money during the past 6 years of marriage to take one, and we’ve even taken a few vacations.
About 4 years into our marriage I brought it up and realized he thought I was actually intending to propose to him that day. I tried laughing about it as a funny story, but the truth is that I don’t find it funny. We’ve talked about it several times over the last few years and I’m just having a really hard time moving on.
He has suggested having a wedding now and a honeymoon, but I don’t find myself motivated to participate. I feel like he’s only doing it to placate me, and the idea makes me uncomfortable. I don’t want to have to explain to guests why we’re having a wedding at this point after being married for almost a decade. I’ve gotten old and frankly a little fat and don’t want to see myself in a dress and imagine what it should have felt like almost a decade ago. We have young children and are both not comfortable with the idea of leaving them with anyone for a honeymoon, so we’d be taking them with and that is a not a honey moon.
I’ve even stopped wearing my “engagement ring” as it makes me sad to look at it. It was supposed to be a sentimental token of the start of our engagement and marriage and it felt like something I had to beg for. It feels like I’m being untruthful and pretending when I wear it.
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We’ve had this conversation about my disappointment a few times over the years because it’s hard for me to hide my sadness. It makes me feel heartbroken when I see our friends and family have heartfelt planned proposals and happy weddings. I wanted that for us too. I wanted the sentimental memories and photos. I wanted him to be emotionally involved in an engagement and wedding.
I can tell he’s frustrated and not interested in beating a dead horse by having this conversation loads of times. But I am having so much trouble getting over it. I normally try to bottle it up and get on with life but sometimes something will bring it to the top of my mind and it stays there for days while I struggle to push it back down.
It also weighs on me that his ex wife’s family still posts his and his exes wedding photos even though they’ve been divorced for over 11 years. It wasn’t planned out but he asked her to marry him. His lack of proposal to me and knowing he proposed to her and an ex fiancé really messes up my self esteem. Why wasn’t I good enough? I am not concerned that he is secretly pining for her. She did a lot of really horrible things to him and his dogs and regrets marrying her in the first place.
How do I get over this? We have been married for 8.5 years and have three beautiful children. I also realize that I should have been more vocal about what I needed during that time, so that is my fault. I have to be able to let this go but I find myself not able to.

My mum is extremely narcissistic and justifies her bad behavior to be her being loyal to God. I grew up in a very strict Christian upbringing trying to gain her validation. My mum was not a good mum when I was a child. She has literally tried to kill me twice (non -intetionally), she has also hit me as a child and has been emotionally abusive. When I was on my early teens she changed her behavior, she wouldn't hit me anymore but was still very controlling and emotionally abusive to me. She does not see this. She thinks she is a good mum and always says she tried her best. When I was 21, I entered a relationship she was not happy with, it was a struggle for her to get on board but she eventually did after thinking she was going to lose having a relationship with me. I am an only child and some of my mum's behavior was not normal, she would expect me to call her daily or text. She also would argue if I didn't answer my phone when she called and would bombard my phone with texts when I missed a call. I was doing a very intense course at university, I used to have placement that required 12 to 14 hours shifts. She would call and expect an answer promptly. I was always terrified of my mum. To the point that I find incredibly hard to stand up to her and I would lie to avoid conflicts because her angry meant she made my life hell - she called family members, friends and people from church getting them involved. They used to call me and be 'worried' about things she exaggerated greatly. When I started dating my now ex she was not happy but after 2 years she treated my ex like a saint and me the devil. She never respected any boundaries I put in place but my ex's she would. My now ex is a trans woman, when she started transitioning my mum acted as if she was accepting of it to a certain extent. We expected her to not talk to me for a while. She has in the past stopped talking to me over me wanting to spend Christmas with my ex's family (she was also invited), we live in a foreign country so it's just as related. I steyed with my ex for 7 years the last 4 her transitioning. My mum started making very transphobic comments regarding my ex, even with her in the room. I really tried defending my ex without causing a lot of fights because I know how my mum blows up and blames everything bad on me. She has done for years. I didn't want to cut her off because she is my mum and also it's going to cause massive issues in the family(this is frowned upon iny culture). She made comments on how my ex was going to leave me for a man, how I was possessed by demons when I said I was attracted to women. She also went absolutely crazy and stalked and me isolated me when I lost my virginity at 20 years old. Not living t her house. She came to the house I rented a room and made a scene. Told her pastor and friends who called me to discuss the matter. It was very embarrassing. My ex and I broke up amicably 2 months before our wedding - I didn't invite my mum she had no idea. My ex and I broke up due to many little things in the relationship that wasn't working including an event where my mum came to the house and insulted my ex in he mother tongue and even though I did stand up to my ex, it was in a very passive way as in I don't agree with what you are doing opposed to get out of the house if you are going to insult my partner. This caused a massive issue in my relationship. I was a coward I get it. But I am terrified of her. I was debating her coming to the wedding but decided against it. When I split up with my ex. It was very emotional even though we are still friends it was painful. We had to cancel the wedding tell everyone a lot earlier than I intended so they could cancel hotels and tickets. We also had to cancel the wedding - which is just as hard as planning one. My ex and I also had to sort living situation and who kept the pets in a space of 2 months. We have been together for 7 years in the process I lost a whole family/support system. I was really close to my ex's family and her mum is someone I trust and was the person I could talk to and vent about any issue I had. Especially issues with my mum making my life difficult. I was treated as family so going through the break up meant that even though I can still be friends with them I have to distance myself so my ex has a support system. I haven't told my mum in 2 months for 2 reasons. I have been working extra hours to be able to afford rent on my own until my friend moves in with me after my ex moves out. It has been so mental and emotionally draining having to go through the grieve of this relationship whilst living with my ex and working in a highly stressful job. Second reasons I know she will be saying things like God answered my prayers and trying ti get involved in my life. I went very low contact with her in the past 2 years as a form of self preservation. When I had a break up before she was trying to force me to live with her even though I said no multiple times. Today she sent me a message saying I have been avoiding her and that she is hurt and doesn't think she is such an awful person for me to be so cruel as her only daughter. The reason I have been ignoring her is because I don't have the mental capacity to talk to her. Every phone call with my mother lasts at least 2hrs. Even when I tell her I need to go she keeps going on about things happening in her life. I have also been working and studying over 45hrs a week. I was trying to find a flatmate and have also been going through a very painful break up. I was engaged for many years. My ex was it for me we were planning a whole life together. It's all gone. I am also having to re-home one of my pets as he is not coping with the changes and is very unhappy with the hours I work and not having me at home for long hours. My life has been hell and having her send me this txt today made me feel so angry and detached. Because I know it is my fault she doesn't know what is going on but at the same time I don't want to be vulnerable with someone that will literally be happy about my misery and act as if is not a big deal. She will aslo find a way to spin and make about herself. I am not ready for that. I am just exhausted trying to take a day at a time whilst I see my life falling apart. I have no family here so my aunt in my home country and therapist have been my anchors together with my pets.

I started learning to design about a year ago, so I'm still new to the game, but I only started it because I didn't have anything better to do and thought it would be fun, so I've just been casual with it and loved every minute of it. But now it's the summer and I want to get into the professional side of things and make some money from this thing. The problem? I have no idea where to start. My biggest project to date was a flyer I made for my former church (I moved to a new country for school), which was added to a local magazine, which I was happy about, but I did that for free since I wasn't taking it seriously. Would you happen to know what to do next? I recently moved so my former connections wouldn't work anymore as the currency there is quite weak so the prices that would be good over there wouldn't help me over here :(

[FS] (34210) - [H] Assortment of Games [W] Venmo, PayPal
Hey all! I have an assortment of games for sale. They’re coming from a smoke-free home and are well cared for. I ship via Pirate Ship and am happy to provide photos upon request.
Betrayal Bundle - $65: Contains Betrayal Second Edition, Widows Walk Expansion(Unopened), and Betrayal at Baldur’s Gate
Zombies!!! Mini Bundle - $60: Contains Zombies!!! Core box with 20th Anniversary upgrade pack, 3D tokens, Museum of Weird expansion, and an unopened copy of Martians!!!
Ghostbusters - $25: Cryptozoic retail version, played twice
SmallWorld - $20: has shelf wear
The Night Cage - $25: Corner has a ding. Played once
Red Dragon Inn Trove Chest - $50: Comes with the core game and character packs 3&5.
The Refuge: Terror from the Deep - $30: played once
The Crow: Fire It Up - $25
Monopoly: Cthulhu Edition - $25: box has some shelf wear
No interest in trades at this time, trying to free up space. Thanks for looking!

Hi all, looking to trade some more items. Let me know what you 're interested in and have to offer, always happy to look through lists!
I have my personal wishlist posted here

System	Item	Condition	Photos
3DS	3DS system blue (dented corners and above screen, outer cameras don't work)	Loose	Pics
3DS	3DS XL Zelda Link Between Worlds edition (charger port is loose, minor crack near port)	Loose	Pics
3DS	Castlevania: Lords of Shadow: Mirror of Fate	Loose
3DS	Conception II: Children of the Seven Stars	Loose
3DS	Gravity Falls	Loose
3DS	Gravity Falls	CIB
3DS	Harvest Moon 3D: A New Beggining	Loose
3DS	Hatsune Miku: Project Mirai DX	Loose
3DS	Jewel Master: Cradle of Egypt 2 3D	CIB
3DS	Kingdom Hearts 3D Dream Drop Distance	Loose
3DS	Kirby Planet Robobot	Loose
3DS	Kirby Triple Deluxe	Loose
3DS	Legend of Zelda: Tri Force Heroes	Loose
3DS	Mario & Sonic at the 2016 Rio Olympic Games	CIB
3DS	Mario Golf: World Tour	Loose
3DS	Monster Hunter 4 Ultimate	Loose
3DS	NCIS	Loose
3DS	One Piece: Unlimited World Red	Loose
3DS	Pilotwings Resort	CIB
3DS	Pokemon Moon (In case with reprinted art)	Loose
3DS	Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Gates to Infinity	Loose
3DS	Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Gates to Infinity	Loose
3DS	Pokemon Sun (In case with reprinted art)	Loose
3DS	Pokemon Super Mystery Dungeon	Loose
3DS	Professor Layton and the Azran Legacy	Loose
3DS	Professor Layton and The Miracle Mask	Loose
3DS	Puzzle & Dragons Z + Puzzle & Dragons: Super Mario Bros. Edition	Loose
3DS	Rabbids Travel in Time 3D	CIB
3DS	Samurai Warriors Chronicles	CIB
3DS	Scribblenauts Unlimited	CIB
3DS	Senran Kagura: Deep Crimson 2	Loose
3DS	Sims 3	CIB
3DS	Skylanders Giants	Loose
3DS	Sonic and All-Stars Racing Transformed	Loose
3DS	Style Savvy: Trendsetters	Loose
3DS	Super Mario 3D Land	Loose
3DS	Yo-Kai Watch	Loose
3DS	Yoshi's New Island	Loose
Analogue	Analogue Pocket pink w/ screen protector, no cables	CIB
Dreamcast	Marvel vs Capcom	Game + case
Dreamcast	Sonic Adventure (Sega All-Stars)	CIB
DS	999: 9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors	Loose
DS	Advance Wars: Days of Ruin	Loose
DS	Advance Wars: Dual Strike	Loose	Pics
DS	Beyblade Metal Fusion	Loose
DS	Bleach Blade of Fate	Loose
DS	Bleach Dark Souls	Loose
DS	Bomberman	Loose
DS	Children of Mana	Loose
DS	Clubhouse Games	CIB
DS	DSi XL red Mario 25th anniversary edition (bite marks along top of screen and plastic)	Loose
DS	Eragon	CIB
DS	Final Fantasy III	CIB
DS	From the Abyss	Loose
DS	Guilty Gear Dust Strikers	Loose
DS	Kirby Planet Robobot	Loose
DS	Legend of Legacy	Loose
DS	Legendary Starfy	Loose
DS	Lunar: Dragon Song	Loose
DS	Mega Man Star Force Leo	CIB
DS	Nostalgia	Loose
DS	Phoenix Wright Trials and Tribulations	Loose
DS	Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Justice For All	Loose
DS	Pokemon Soulsilver	Loose
DS	Pokemon White 2	Loose
DS	Princess on Ice	CIB
DS	Ragnarok Online DS	Loose
DS	Ridge Racer DS	Loose
DS	Rockman ZX (JP)	Loose
DS	Sands of Destruction	Loose
DS	Sims 2	Loose
DS	Sims 2	Loose
DS	Summon Night Twin Age	Loose
DS	Super Princess Peach (minor label damage)	Loose
DS	Trauma Center: Under the Knife	Loose
DS	True Swing Golf	CIB
DS	Urbz: Sims in the City	Loose
GB	Gameboy Pocket Black	CIB
GB	Q*Bert	Loose
GBA	GBA SP 101 graphite (damage on front of box where promo sticker was)	CIB
GBA	Golden Sun	Loose
GBA	Golden Sun: The Lost Age	Loose
GBA	Konami Arcade Advanced	Loose
GBA	Medabots Metabee	Loose
GBA	Metroid Fusion (heavy wear, faded cartridge)	CIB
GBA	Monster Rancher Advance (rough condition box)	CIB
GBA	Pokemon Sapphire	Loose	Pics
GBA	Rebelstar Tactical Command	CIB
GBA	Super Mario Advance (faded label)	Loose
GBA	Super Mario Advance 4 (cartridge dented)	Loose
GBA JP	Super Street Fighter II X Revival	Loose
GBC	Donkey Kong Country	Loose
GBC	Pokemon Pinball (no battery cover)	Loose
GBC	Turok 2	Loose
GCN	Animal Crossing	Loose
GCN	Baldur's Gate: Dark Alliance	CIB
GCN	Donkey Konga	CIB
GCN	Gameboy Player black	Loose
GCN	Gameboy Player Startup disc	CIB
GCN	Harvest Moon Magical Melody	Loose
GCN	Harvest Moon: Another Wonderful Life (heavy art wear)	Game + case
GCN	Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time Master Quest	Game + case
GCN	Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess	Loose
GCN	Magical Mirror Starring Mickey Mouse	CIB
GCN	Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones	Loose
GCN	Sonic Adventure DX	Loose
GCN	Sonic Gems Collection	Loose
GCN	Sonic Heroes (PC)	CIB
GCN	Sonic Mega Collection	Loose
GCN	Sonic Riders	Loose
GCN	Super Mario Sunshine	Loose
GCN	Yu-Gi-Oh Falsebound Kingdom	Game + case
Genesis	Phantom 2040 (heavy box wear)	Game + box
Genesis	Sonic & Knuckles box + manual	Box + manual
LCD	Game & Watch Super Mario Bros	Loose
LCD	Game & Watch Super Mario Bros	CIB
N64	007 The World is Not Enough (Minor liquid damage to label)	Loose
N64	All-Star Baseball 2001	Loose
N64	Banjo-Kazooie (Faded label)	Loose
N64	Banjo-Kazooie (Label has tears and fading)	Loose
N64	Cruis'n USA (Label tears)	Loose
N64	Cruis'n World (Blockbuster sticker on label)	Loose
N64	Doom 64 (Minor label tears)	Loose
N64	Duke Nukem 64 (Label has tears)	Loose
N64	Gex 3: Deep Cover Gecko	Loose
N64	Hexen (Marker on cart, minor label tears)	Loose
N64	Hybrid Heaven	Loose
N64	International Superstar Soccer 98	Loose
N64	Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time (label fading / damage)	Loose
N64	Lode Runner 3D	Loose
N64	Mace: The Dark Age	Loose
N64	Mario Kart 64 (Faded label)	Loose
N64	Mario Tennis (Minor label tears)	Loose
N64	Milo's Astro Lanes	Loose
N64	Mischief Makers (Writing on label)	Loose
N64	N64 Expansion Pak	Loose
N64	Paperboy 64	Loose
N64	Quake II	Loose
N64	Rampage 2 (Blockbuster sticker on label)	Loose
N64	Space Invaders (Blockbuster sticker on label)	Loose
N64	Super Mario 64 (faded label)	Loose
N64	Super Smash Bros (Blockbuster sticker on label)	Loose
N64	War Gods	Loose
N64	Zelda Majora's Mask (Holographic label, scratch along label)	Loose
NES	Adventure Island	Loose
NES	Alpha Mission (dirty front label)	Loose
NES	Castlevania II: Simon's Quest	Loose
NES	Days Of Thunder	Loose
NES	Golf	Loose
NES	Hook	Loose
NES	Ice Climber	Loose
NES	Ice Hockey	Loose
NES	Ikari Warriors	Loose
NES	Jeopardy! Junior Edition	Loose
NES	Kid Icarus	Loose
NES	M.U.S.C.L.E.	Loose
NES	Mega Man	Loose
NES	Ninja Gaiden (Label damage)	Loose
NES	Snoopy's Silly Sports Spectacular	Loose
NES	Super Mario Bros 3 (Label damage)	Loose
NES	T&C Surf Designs	Loose
NES	Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (in clamshell case)	Loose
NES	Top Gun	Loose
NES	Ultimate Basketball	Loose
NES	Wrath of the Black Manta	Game + manual
PS1	Brave Fencer Musashi	Loose
PS1	Bushido Blade 2	Loose
PS1	Chrono Cross	Game + case
PS1	Colony Wars	CIB
PS1	Cool Boarders 2	CIB
PS1	Crash Bandicoot: Warped GH	CIB
PS1	Driver	CIB
PS1	Driver 1 & 2 Twin Pack GH	CIB
PS1	Final Fantasy IX	Game + case
PS1	Final Fantasy VII GH	Game + case
PS1	Final Fantasy VII GH (cracked front of jewel)	Game + case
PS1	Frogger GH	CIB
PS1	Gran Turismo 2 GH	CIB
PS1	Hot Shots Golf 2	CIB
PS1	Mega Man X6	Game + manual
PS1	Metal Gear Solid GH	CIB
PS1	Namco Museum Volume 1 GH	CIB
PS1	Nightmare Creatures	CIB
PS1	Parasite Eve (disc 1 only)	Game + case
PS1	Resident Evil 2	Game + case
PS1	Resident Evil 2 GH	CIB
PS1	Rocket Power Team Rocket Rescue	CIB
PS1	Simpson's Wrestling	CIB
PS1	Sol Divide	CIB
PS1	Space Invaders	CIB
PS1	Tomb Raider GH	CIB
PS1	Tomb Raider II	CIB
PS1	Tony Hawk	CIB
PS1	Tony Hawk's Pro Skater GH	CIB
PS1	WWF War Zone GH	CIB
PS1	WWF Wrestlemania The Arcade Game [Greatest Hits]	CIB
PS1	Yu-Gi-Oh! Forbidden Memories	Game + case
PS2	Art of Figthing Anthology (water damaged art)	CIB
PS2	Barbarian	CIB
PS2	Bloodrayne 2	Game + case
PS2	CSI 3 Dimensions of Murder	CIB
PS2	Dynasty Warriors 5 Empires	CIB
PS2	Fatal Frame II	CIB
PS2	Final Fantasy XII Collector's Edition	CIB
PS2	Frogger: The Great Quest	CIB
PS2	Godai Elemental Force	CIB
PS2	Guitar Hero	CIB
PS2	Hard Hitter Tennis	CIB
PS2	Headhunter Redemption	Game + case
PS2	Jak II GH	CIB
PS2	Kessen	CIB
PS2	Mobile Suit Gundam Journey To Jaburo	Game + case
PS2	NBA Street	CIB
PS2	Ratchet & Clank	CIB
PS2	Samurai Warriors	Game + case
PS2	Samurai Warriors 2 Empires	CIB
PS2	Samurai Warriors 2 Xtreme Legends	CIB
PS2	Shadow Man Second Coming	Game + case
PS2	Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner 2: Raidou Kuzunoha vs. King Abaddon	Game + case
PS2	SSX	CIB
PS2	Star Ocean: Till the End of Time	Game + case
PS2	Star Wars Super Bombad Racing	CIB
PS2	Starsky & Hutch	CIB
PS2	Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2: Battle Nexus	Game + case
PS2	Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 3 Mutant Nightmare	CIB
PS2	Tekken Tag Tournament	Loose
PS2	The Great Escape	CIB
PS2	Thunderstrike: Operation Phoenix	CIB
PS2	Tsugunai Atonement	Game + case
PS2	Yu-Gi-Oh GX The Beginning of Destiny (art damage)	CIB
PS2 JP	Another Century's Episode	CIB
PS3	Ar Tonelico Qoga: Knell of Ar Ciel	CIB
PS3	Assassin's Creed Brotherhood	CIB
PS3	Assassin's Creed III	CIB
PS3	Assassin's Creed IV: Black Flag	CIB
PS3	Batman Arkham City GOTY	CIB
PS3	Bioshock	CIB
PS3	BlazBlue: Calamity Trigger	CIB
PS3	Bleach: Soul Resurreccion	CIB
PS3	Bound by Flame	CIB
PS3	Bulletstorm: Limited Edition	CIB
PS3	Burnout Paradise	CIB
PS3	Call of Duty: Ghosts	CIB
PS3	Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2	CIB
PS3	Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3	Game + case
PS3	Disgaea 3: Absence of Justice	CIB
PS3	Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion GH	CIB
PS3	Enslaved	CIB
PS3	Fairy Fencer F	CIB
PS3	Final Fantasy XIII	CIB
PS3	Final Fantasy XIII	CIB
PS3	Final Fantasy XIII-2	CIB
PS3	Folklore (Water damaged art)	CIB
PS3	Genji Days Of The Blade	CIB
PS3	Heavy Rain	CIB
PS3	Hitman: Absolution	CIB
PS3	inFamous GH	CIB
PS3	Just Cause 2	CIB
PS3	Just Dance 4	CIB
PS3	Kane & Lynch 2: Dog Days	CIB
PS3	Kingdoms Of Amalur Reckoning	CIB
PS3	Madden NFL 15	CIB
PS3	Mirror's Edge	CIB
PS3	Mugen Souls	CIB
PS3	Mugen Souls Z	CIB
PS3	Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Generations	CIB
PS3	NCAA Football 11	CIB
PS3	Ni No Kuni Wrath of the White Witch	CIB
PS3	Ninja Gaiden Sigma	CIB
PS3	One Piece: Unlimited World Red	CIB
PS3	Persona 4 Arena	CIB
PS3	Persona 5	Game + case
PS3	Playstation Move Heroes	CIB
PS3	Portal 2	CIB
PS3	Record Of Agarest War 2 [Limited Edition] (Heavy outer box wear)	CIB
PS3	Red Dead Redemption Undead Nightmare	CIB
PS3	Resident Evil 5	Game + case
PS3	Sacred 2: Fallen Angel	CIB
PS3	Sacred 2: Fallen Angel	Game + case
PS3	Skate 3	CIB
PS3	Star Ocean: The Last Hope International	CIB
PS3	The Darkness	CIB
PS3	Uncharted	CIB
PS3	Uncharted 2	CIB
PS3	Uncharted 3	CIB
PS3	Valkyria Chronicles	CIB
PS3	Valkyria Chronicles	CIB
PS3	Virtua Fighter 5	CIB
PS3	White Knight Chronicles International Edition	CIB
PS3	Witch and the Hundred Knight	CIB
PS4	Borderlands 3	CIB
PS4	Dragon Ball Xenoverse	CIB
PS4	God of War	CIB
PS4	Hasbro Family Fun Pack	Game + case
PS4	Last of Us Part II	CIB
PS4	LEGO Marvel Collection	Game + case
PS4	Ratchet & Clank	Game + case
PS4	Spyro Reignited Trilogy	Game + case
PS4	Uncharted 4: A Thief's End	Game + case
PSP	Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII	CIB
PSP	Final Fantasy IV	CIB
PSP	Growlanser Wayfarer of Time	Game + case
PSP	IL-2 Sturmovik: Birds Of Prey	CIB
PSP	Invizimals: Shadow Zone	CIB
PSP	Kingdom Of Paradise	CIB
PSP	LEGO Indiana Jones The Original Adventures	CIB
PSP	Ratchet and Clank: Size Matters GH	CIB
PSP	Riviera The Promised Land	Game + case
PSP PAL	Pursuit Force: Extreme Justice	CIB
SNES	Batman Forever	Loose
SNES	F-Zero	Loose
SNES	Power Rangers Zeo Battle Racers	Loose
SNES	Spiderman X-Men Arcade's Revenge	Loose
SNES	Star Fox (heavy box wear)	CIB
SNES	Super Baseball 2020	Loose
SNES	Super Gameboy	Loose
SNES	Terminator 2: The Arcade Game	Loose
SNES	Tetris 2	Loose
Switch	Bendy and the Ink Machine	CIB
Switch	Galak-Z: The Void & Skulls of the Shogun: Bone-A-Fide	CIB
Switch	Gigantosaurus: The Game	CIB
Switch	Mario + Rabbids Kingdom Battle	CIB
Switch	My Time at Portia	CIB
Switch	Party Arcade	CIB
Switch	Resident Evil Origins Collection	CIB
Switch	Starlink: Battle for Atlas	CIB
Switch	Tales of Vesperia: Definitive Edition	CIB
Switch	The House of the Dead Remake [Limidead Edition]	NIB
Wii	Batallion Wars 2	Loose
Wii	Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3	CIB
Wii	Classic controller pro gold	Loose
Wii	Dance Dance Revolution Hottest Party 3	CIB
Wii	Dead Space Extraction	Loose
Wii	Dokapon Kingdom	Loose
Wii	Dragon Ball Z: Budokai Tenkaichi 3	CIB
Wii	Excite Truck	CIB
Wii	Gold classic controller pro	Loose
Wii	Guitar Hero: Warriors of Rock	Loose
Wii	Harvest Moon: Magical Melody	Loose
Wii	Hasbro Family Game Night Value Pack	CIB
Wii	Just Dance 2020	CIB
Wii	Just Dance 2020	Game + case
Wii	Luigi Wii remote plus w/ sleeve and wrist strap	Loose
Wii	Mario Wii remote plus w/ sleeve and wrist strap	Loose
Wii	Michael Jackson: The Experience (with glove)	CIB
Wii	Naruto Clash of Ninja Revolution 2	CIB
Wii	SimCity Creator	CIB
Wii	Yoshi Wii remote plus w/ sleeve, no sleeve	Loose
Wii U	Animal Crossing: Amiibo Festival	Game + case
Wii U	Ducktales Remastered	CIB
Wii U	Fast & Furious Showdown	Game + case
Wii U	Madden NFL 13	CIB
Wii U	Monster Hunter 3 Ultimate	CIB
Wii U	Pokken Tournament	Game + case
Wii U	Resident Evil: Revelations	Game + case
Wii U	Tekken Tag Tournament 2	Loose
Xbox	Backyard Wrestling	Game + case
Xbox	Dungeons & Dragons Heroes	Game + case
Xbox	Halo 2 Limited Collector's Edition (no slipcover)	CIB
Xbox	i-Ninja	Game + case
Xbox	Myst IV: Revelation	CIB
Xbox	Oddworld Munch's Oddysee	CIB
Xbox	Tetris Worlds	CIB
Xbox 360	Batman: Arkham Origins	CIB
Xbox 360	Bioshock	CIB
Xbox 360	Bioshock 2	CIB
Xbox 360	Brothers in Arms Hell's Highway	CIB
Xbox 360	Call of Duty: World at War	CIB
Xbox 360	Crackdown 2	CIB
Xbox 360	Darksiders	CIB
Xbox 360	Far Cry 3	CIB
Xbox 360	Grid	CIB
Xbox 360	Just Dance 2017	CIB
Xbox 360	Portal 2	CIB
Xbox 360	Rock Band 2	CIB
Xbox One	Red Dead Redemption GOTY	CIB
Xbox One	Red Dead Redemption: Undead Nightmare	CIB

I also have some extra amiibo:

Item	Condition
8-bit Classic Mario amiibo	NIB
Blathers (Animal Crossing) amiibo	Loose
Bowser	Loose
Chibi-Robo	Loose
Cyrus (Animal Crossing) amiibo	Loose
Daisy [Super Smash Bros]	Loose
Fox amiibo	NIB
Ganondorf amiibo	Loose
Inkling Boy (Splatoon) amiibo	Loose
Inkling Boy amiibo	Loose
Inkling Boy amiibo	Loose
Inkling Girl	Loose
Inkling Girl amiibo	Loose
Inkling Squid	Loose
Inkling Squid - Neon Purple	Loose
Inkling Squid - Neon Purple amiibo	Loose
Kirby - Star	Loose
Link (Smash) amiibo	Loose
Link (Smash) amiibo	Loose
Link (Smash) amiibo	Loose
Little Mac (Smash) amiibo	NIB
Lottie (Animal Crossing) amiibo	Loose
Lucario amiibo	NIB
Lucas (Smash) amiibo	Loose
Lucas amiibo	Loose
Mario - 30th, Classic	Loose
Mario (Wedding) amiibo	Loose
Marth (Smash) amiibo	Loose
Mewtwo amiibo (packaging plastic damages)	CIB
Octoling Boy	Loose
Octoling Girl	Loose
Octoling Octopus	Loose
Peach (Smash) amiibo (figure came loose from stand)	Loose
Pearl / Marina 2-pack amiibo	NIB
Reese (Animal Crossing) amiibo	Loose
Waddle Dee	Loose
Yarn Yoshi - Green	Loose
Boo	Loose
Bowser - Super Mario	Loose
Luigi - Super Mario	Loose
Mario - Super Mario	Loose

Selling my personal collection. Over 800 Games.
Sorry my bad english. Paypal ff.
Free Shipping over $100. More photos at request. Offers are welcome. Most of these Prices are based on Pricharting (and pricecharting price are inaccurate so sorry im lazy to put my prices for these 800 games) Offers are welcome Worst can say is no.There's a problem with letter T jumps to C in switch and vita to A. working on it. Also i have all 3 blaster master games. Want to sell them together with Slipcover.
https://imgur.com/a/ntp4d6Q

Nintendo Switch
13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim	CIB+	32.92 SOLD
1971 Project Helios	New	15.41
AI: The Somnium Files	CIB+	60.5
ARMS	CIB+	30.5
Adventure Time: Pirates of the Enchiridion	New	25.68
AeternoBlade II	New	35.5
Afterparty	New	38
Aggelos	New	38.22
Alex Kidd in Miracle World DX	New	18.98
Alwa's Collection	New	25.62
American Hero	New	40.49
Ancestors Legacy	New	24.07
Annapurna Interactive [Deluxe Limited Edition Collection]	New	230.00
Ape Out [Special Reserve]	New	40.00
Ara Fell & Rise of the Third Power	New	57.24
Arcade Spirits	New	20
Archvale	New	51.25
Ary and the Secret of Seasons	New	12.52
Arzette: The Jewel of Faramore	New	55.00
Assassin's Creed: The Rebel Collection	CIB+	17.48
Astalon: Tears of the Earth	New	50.63
Astral Chain	New	48.99 SOLD
Astronite	New	19.48
Atelier Ryza 2: Lost Legends & the Secret Fairy	New	55.00 SOLD
Atelier Ryza: Ever Darkness and the Secret Hideout	CIB+	49.5
Atelier Ryza: Ever Darkness and the Secret Hideout	New	60.1
Attack on Titan 2: Final Battle	New	65.00
Azure Striker Gunvolt 3	New	48.5
Azure Striker Gunvolt: Striker Pack	CIB+	25.79
BROFORCE [SWITCH RESERVE]	New	40.00
BUTCHER	New	36.9
Balan Wonderworld	New	11.77
Baldur's Gate and Baldur's Gate II: Enhanced Editions	New	120.00 SOLD
Battle Chef Brigade Deluxe	CIB+	32.61
Battle Princess Madelyn: Royal Edition	New	52.88
Black Bird	New	55.5
Blade Runner: Enhanced Edition	New	48.72 SOLD
Blasphemous	CIB+	108.49 SOLD
Blaster Master Zero III	New	34.5
Blaster Master Zero II	New	40.49
Blaster Master Zero	New	44.14
Blazing Beaks	New	30.02
Blazing Chrome	CIB+	65.92
BloodRayne Betrayal: Fresh Bites	New	40.49
Bloodrayne 1 & 2: Revamped Dual Pack w/ Slipcover	New	100.47
Bloodstained: Curse Of The Moon 2	New	28.49
Bloodstained: Ritual of the Night	New	21.23
Blossom Tales II: The Minotaur Prince	New	46.48
Blossom Tales: The Sleeping King	CIB+	150.47 SOLD
Blue Fire	CIB+	28.49
Blue Reflection: Second Light	New	59.83
Bomb Chicken	CIB+	38.14
Boy and His Blob	New	50.49
Bug Fables: The Everlasting Sapling	New	55.93
Bugsnax	CIB+	30.77
Burnout Paradise Remastered	CIB+	14.98
COGEN: Sword of Rewind & Gunvolt Chronicles: Luminous Avenger iX 2 Double Pack	New	80.48
Cannon Dancer: Osman	New	54
Captain Toad: Treasure Tracker	CIB+	30.49
Captain Tsubasa: Rise of	New	Champions
Card Shark Collector's Edition	New	40.00
Carrion: Special Reserve Edition	New	40.00
Castlevania Anniversary Collection	New	40.00 SOLD
Cat Girl Without Salad: Amuse-Bouche	New	40.97
Cat Quest + Cat Quest II: Pawsome Pack	New	49.5
Cathedral	New	66.91
Celeste	New	62.39
Chicken Police - Paint it RED!	CIB+	13.25
Children of Morta	CIB+	22.09
Children of Zodiarcs	New	44.77
Citizens Unite! Earth X Space	New	29.49
Coffee Talk	New	42.15
Collar X Malice	New	30.49
Contra Anniversary Collection Konami Version	New	55.00
Cooking Mama: Cookstar	New	36.11
Corpse Killer: 25th Anniversary Edition	New	42.7
Cosmo Dreamer & Like Dreamer: Double-D Collection	New	25.00
Cris Tales	New	13.99
Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII Reunion	CIB+	25
Crossing Souls - Special Reserve	New	40.00
Crystal Crisis	New	31.52
Cthulhu Saves Christmas	New	45.17
Cult of the Lamb [Special Reserve]	New	72.48
DARQ: Complete Edition	New	38.97
DISC ROOM [SWITCH RESERVE]	New	30.00
DISTRAINT Collection	New	33.76
DOOM Eternal	New	89 SOLD
DOOM: The Classics Collection	New	50.5
DOOM	CIB+	28.9
DRAINUS	New	63.39
Dandara: Trials of Fear Edition	CIB+	41.29
Dark Devotion	New	45.49
Darksiders Genesis	CIB+	18
Darkwood	CIB+	108.46 SOLD
Dawn of the Monsters	New	50.36
Dead Cells: Return to Castlevania Edition	New	32.01
Dead or School	New	52.03
Deadly Premonition 2: A Blessing in Disguise	CIB+	16.77 SOLD
Deadly Premonition Origins	New	38.03
Death Road to Canada	New	40
Death end re;Quest	New	41.97
Death's Door [Special Reserve]	New	33.03 SOLD
Death's Gambit: Afterlife	New	38.72
Demon Throttle [Reserve Edition]	New	25.25
Demon Throttle [Reserve Edition]	New	25.25
Demon Turf	New	40.82
Demon's Tilt	New	44.5
Deponia Collection	New	83.14
Dex	New	48.38
Digimon Survive	New	20.95
Dimension Drive [Limited Edition]	New	65.48
DioField Chronicle	CIB+	25.46 SOLD
Disaster Report 4: Summer Memories	CIB+	25.5
Disgaea 5 Complete	New	39.5
Disney Classic Games: Aladdin and the Lion King	New	18.29
Disney Tsum Tsum Festival	New	26.55
DoDonPachi Resurrection	New	55.38
Dodgeball Academia	New	19.5
Doki Doki Literature Club Plus!	New	20.00
Doom 64	New	45.45
Double Dragon & Kunio-Kun Retro Brawler Bundle	New	52.83
Double Dragon IV	New	33.97
Double Dragon: Neon	New	50.49
Double Switch: 25th Anniversary Edition	New	55.89
Downwell [Special Reserve Edition]	New	60.00
Dragon Ball Z: Kakarot + A	New	Power Awakens Set Used 25.00
Dragon Quest Treasures	New	29.53
Dragon Quest XI S: Echoes of an Elusive Age - Definitive Edition	New	40.00
Dragon Star Varnir	New	45.49
Dragon's Dogma: Dark Arisen	CIB+	24.74
Dragon's Lair Trilogy	New	144.25
Dreamscaper	New	44.72
Dusk	New	44.49
Eastward	CIB+	20.3 SOLD
Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim	CIB+	35.31
Eldest Souls	New	45.5
Elliot Quest	New	28.48
Enclave HD	New	52.67
Ender Lilies: Quietus of the Knights	New	55.00
Endling - Extinction is Forever	New	25.76
Epic Chef	New	15.57
Espgaluda II	New	60.27
FAR: Lone Sails	New	49.69
FINAL FANTASY VII & VIII REMASTERED TWIN PACK	CIB+	37.63
Fairy Fencer F: Advent Dark Force	New	48.41
Falconeer: Warrior Edition	New	18.88
Fast RMX	New	71.73 SOLD
Fatal Twelve	New	44.49
Fault Milestone One	New	28.49
Fight'N Rage	New	45.49
Final Fantasy XII: The Zodiac Age	New	31.61
Fire Emblem Warriors: Three Hopes	New	20.17
Flinthook	New	45.49
Flipping Death	CIB+	28.39
Foretales	New	19.29
Forgotton Anne	CIB+	35.49
Fran Bow	New	111.48
Freedom Finger	CIB+	77.4
Freedom Planet	New	57.39
Friends Of Ringo Ishikawa	New	26.73
Furi	CIB+	48.64
Gal Metal: World Tour Edition	CIB+	17.69
Gato Roboto [Special Reserve Edition]	New	40.00
Ghost 1.0 + Unepic Collection: Standard Edition	New	30.00
Ghost of a Tale	New	66.61
Going Under	New	37.47
Golf Story	New	82.75
Gotta Protectors: Cart of Darkness	New	45.35
Grandia HD Collection	New	82.51
Great Ace Attorney Chronicles	CIB+	30.98
GrimGrimoire OnceMore [Deluxe Edition]	New	42.33 SOLD
Gunbrick: Reloaded	New	24.68
Gunlord X	New	90.00
Guns, Gore & Cannoli 1 & 2	New	140.00
Gunvolt Chronicles: Luminous Avenger iX	New	84.5
Gyakuten Saiban 123: Naruhodo Selection	New	41.49
Hades	New	39.19
Haven	New	45.49
Heaven's Vault	New	32.15
Hero Must Die. Again	New	56.5
Heroland Knowble Edition	New	18.63
Hollow Knight	CIB+	31.5
Horgihugh and Friends	New	28.18
Hot Wheels Unleashed	New	22.03
Hotline Miami Collection [Special Reserve]	New	40.00
ITTA [Steelbook Edition]	New	50.00
ITTA	CIB+	35.00
Ib	New	55.46
Ikenfell	New	42.56
Immortals Fenyx Rising	New	15.22
In Sound Mind: Deluxe Edition	New	21.81
Indivisible	New	19.41
Infernax	New	50.5
Inscryption [Special Reserve]	New	200.00
Ion Fury	New	35.35
Ittle Dew 2+	New	43.45
Jamestown+	New	50.98
Joe Dever's Lone Wolf	New	65.54
Katamari Damacy REROLL	New	23.45
Katanakami	New	42.3
Kaze and the Wild Masks	New	32.44
KeyWe	New	25.49
Killer Queen Black	New	16.13
King's Bounty II	New	17.85
Kingdom Hearts: Melody of Memory	New	20.59
Kingdoms of Amalur: Re-Reckoning	CIB+	19.98
Knights and Bikes	New	45.49
Kotodama: The 7 Mysteries of Fujisawa	New	19.45
L.A. Noire	CIB+	29.99
LEGO Star Wars: The Skywalker Saga	New	20.48
LUNARK	New	49.52
Lair of the Clockwork God	New	39.13
Layers of Fear: Legacy	New	147.86
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel III - Extracurricular Edition	CIB+	31.77
Legend of Tianding	New	45.00
Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom	New	47.46
Letter: A Horror Visual Novel [Limited Edition]	New	73.75
Little Golf Journey	New	29.62
Little Nightmares II	CIB+	20.75
Lonely Mountains: Downhill SRG#46	New	86.79
Loop Hero [Collectors Edition]	New	40.00
Loop Hero	CIB+	25.00
Love Esquire [Limited Edition]	New	90.5
LoveKami Trilogy	New	35.00
Lumines Remastered	New	32.5
MONARK Deluxe Edition	New	37
Mario + Rabbids Sparks of Hope	CIB+	15.42
Marvel Ultimate Alliance 3: The Black Order	CIB	30.00 SOLD
Mato Anomalies	New	19.73
Mega Man 11	New	20.48
Mega Man Zero/ZX Legacy Collection	CIB+	24.5
Megadimension Neptunia VII	New	45.5
Mighty Gunvolt Burst	New	44.45
Mighty Switch Force! Collection	CIB+	45.49
Ministry of Broadcast	New	26.72
Minoria	New	50.47
Miracle Snack Shop [Limited Edition]	New	35.00
Missing	CIB+	35.5
Moero Chronicle Hyper	New	90.35
Moero Crystal H	New	50.77
Momodora: Reverie Under the Moonlight	New	71.68
Monster Hunter Generations Ultimate	New	42.69
Monster Hunter Stories 2: Wings of Ruin	New	31.49
Monster Sanctuary	New	58.46
Monstrum	New	38.5
Mother Russia Bleeds [Special Reserve]	New	45.00
Mother Russia Bleeds [Special Reserve]	New	45.00
Ms. Splosion Man	CIB+	31.98
Mulaka	New	60.00
Mummy Demastered	New	57.71
Murder By Numbers Collectors Edition	New	80.36
Mushihimesama	New	60.7
My Friend Pedro [Special Reserve Edition]	New	45.00
NEO: The World Ends With You	CIB+	20.5 SOLD
Narita Boy	New	45.55
NeoGeo Pocket Color Selection Vol. 1	New	43.06
Neon Abyss	New	42.38
Neversong & Pinstripe	CIB+	37.5
New Super Lucky's Tale	New	33.59
New Super Mario Bros. U Deluxe	New	39.5
Ni no Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch	New	26.5
NieR: Automata - The End of YoRHa Edition	New	39.5
Night Trap: 25th Anniversary Edition	New	56.06
Night in the Woods	New	59.92
Ninja Gaiden: Master Collection	New	50.42
No Man's Sky	CIB+	26.25
No More Heroes 2: Desperate Struggle	CIB+	35.92 SOLD
No More Heroes III	CIB+	15.5
No More Heroes	CIB+	40.5 SOLD
Ocean's Heart	New	53.33
Octahedron	New	45.43
Octopath Traveler II	New	39.99
Octopath Traveler	New	52.43 SOLD
Oddworld - Collection	New	36.25
Okami HD	New	32.99
One Step From Eden	New	34.15
Oniken + Odallus Collection	New	36.51
Opus Collection	CIB+	22.49
Ori: The Collection	New	28.97
Othercide	New	32.45
Outlast: Bundle of Terror / Outlast 2	CIB+	250.00
Overlord: Escape from Nazarick	New	35.97
Owlboy	CIB+	16.48
Oxenfree	New	99.53
Panzer Dragoon	New	40.5
Panzer Paladin	New	48.13
Pathway	New	27.6
Phoenotopia: Awakening [Premium Edition]	New	114.25
Pikmin 3 Deluxe	CIB+	35.00
Pikmin 4	New	42.79
Piofiore: Fated Memories	New	27.95
PixelJunk Eden 2	New	25.49
Pocky & Rocky Reshrined	New	25.49
Pokemon Legends: Arceus	New	41.19
Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Rescue Team DX	CIB+	40.5
Pokemon Sword	CIB+	30.26
Pokemon Violet	New	44.5
Postal Redux	New	25.5
PowerSlave: Exhumed	New	55.00
Prinny Presents NIS Classics Volume 2 [Deluxe Edition]	New	43.99
Prodeus	New	40.67
Project Warlock	New	67.14
Puyo Puyo Tetris	New	17.5
Q.U.B.E. 2	New	51.32
Quake	New	38.49
RED STRINGS CLUB [SWITCH RESERVE]	New	38.5
RUINER [SWITCH RESERVE]	New	45.00
Radiant Silvergun	New	58.09
Rainbow Billy: The Curse of the Leviathan	New	23.82
Razion EX	New	90.00
Red Lantern	New	58.5
Republique: Anniversary Edition	New	35.49
Return of the Obra Dinn	New	58.18
Return to Monkey Island	CIB+	43.09
Return to Shironagasu Island	CIB+	28.5
Risk of Rain 2	New	14.7
River City Girls 2	New	50.5
River City Girls Zero	New	44.49
River City Girls [PAX Variant]	New	142.6
River City Girls	CIB+	80.23
River City: Rival Showdown	New	30.49
Rogue Heroes: Ruins of Tasos	CIB+	30.00
Roki	CIB+	30.00
Rolling Sky Collection	CIB+	20.00
Root Film	New	34.09
Rune Factory 3 Special	New	23.41
Rune Factory 3 Special	New	23.41
Rune Factory 4 Special [Archival Edition]	New	90.00
SENSEs: Midnight [Limited Edition]	New	47.43
SNK Heroines Tag Team Frenzy	New	29.15
Sakuna: Of Rice and Ruin	New	27.5
Sally Face [Deluxe Edition]	New	224.81
Sam & Max Save the World	New	43.5
Sam & Max: Beyond Time and Space Remastered	New	44
Samurai Jack: Battle Through Time	New	70.48
Save me Mr Tako: Definitive Edition	New	33.5
Scott Pilgrim vs. The World: The Game - Complete Edition	New	32.49
Sea Horizon [Limited Edition]	New	42.49
Sea of Solitude: The Director's Cut	New	20.00
SeaBed [Limited Edition]	New	135.38
Seabed	New	40.42
Senran Kagura Reflexions	New	129.74
Senren * Banka	New	70.00
Serious Sam Collection [Switch Reserve]	New	50.00
Seven Pirates H	New	30.00
Seven Pirates H	New	30.00
Seven Pirates H	New	30.00
Shadow Man Remastered	New	48.39
Shadowgate	New	62.5
Shadowrun Trilogy	New	45.00
Shadows of Adam	New	34.49
Shadowverse: Champion's Battle	New	21.95
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse	Box	49.62
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse	New	381.21 SOLD
Shantae and the Seven Sirens	New	50.2 SOLD
Shantae: Half-Genie Hero [Ultimate Edition]	New	38.2 SOLD
Shantae: Risky's Revenge	New	38.51 SOLD
Shantae	New	39.34 SOLD
Shaq Fu: A Legend Reborn	New	19.57
Shikhondo: Soul Eater	New	34.44
Shin Megami Tensei III: Nocturne HD Remaster	New	25.5
Shin Megami Tensei V	New	22.38
Shin Megami Tensei V	New	22.38
Shining Resonance Refrain [Draconic Launch Edition]	New	48.6
Silver Case 2425 Deluxe Edition	CIB	25.00
Sine Mora EX	New	23.02
Skelattack	New	45.00
Slime-san	New	43.74
Smile For Me	New	30.00
Sol Cresta: Dramatic Edition	New	45.48
Sonic Colors Ultimate	CIB+	15.48
Sonic Frontiers	CIB+	21.62
Sonic Mania	New	16.51
Spiritfarer	New	28.95
Splatoon 2	CIB+	19.67
Splatoon 3	New	43.99
Star Wars Pinball	New	19.72
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic II - The Sith Lords	New	59.79
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic II - The Sith Lords	New	59.79
Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic	New	60.49
Star Wars: Republic Commando	New	26.45
Steel Assault	New	48
Streets of Rage 4	New	33.45
Strife: Veteran Edition	New	30.00
Subnautica + Subnautica: Below Zero	New	32.49
Super Blood Hockey	New	60.96
Super Bomberman R	New	20.42
Super Mario Maker 2	CIB+	30.48
Super Meat Boy Forever	New	25.98
Super Meat Boy	New	38.5
Super Monkey Ball Banana Mania	New	13.48
Supraland	New	33.75
Sushi Striker: The Way of Sushido	New	12.17
Taiko no Tatsujin Rhythm Festival	New	15.5
Tails of Iron [Crimson Knight Edition]	New	42.89
TakeOver	New	47.41
Tales of Vesperia: Definitive Edition	New	30.41
Talos Principle	New	40.00
Tandem: A Tale of Shadows	New	20.48
Terraria	New	24.66
The Messenger [Special Reserve Games Edition]	New	280.00
There Is No Game: Wrong Dimension	New	53.51
Thumper	New	45.45
Time on Frog Island	CIB+	17.43
Timespinner [Limited Run]	CIB+	77.28
Tiny Barbarian DX	New	33.97
To The Moon	New	67.98
ToeJam & Earl: Back in the Groove!	CIB+	49.86
Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Encore	New	66.72
Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE Encore	New	66.72
Touryst	New	60.00 SOLD
TowerFall	New	45.5
Travis Strikes Again: No More Heroes	CIB+	24.99 SOLD
Treasures Of The Aegean	New	17.98
Trigger Witch - Limited Edition	New	57.66
Trigger Witch	New	34.59
Trover Saves the Universe	New	37.76 SOLD
Turok / Turok 2: Seeds of Evil Double Pack	New	180.00
Twin Blades of the Three Kingdoms	New	30.00
Two Point Hospital	New	26.5
UnderMine	New	51.08 SOLD
Unravel Two	CIB+	18.35
Unreal Life	New	39.15
Unsighted	New	47.2
Untitled Goose Game	New	22.45
Valfaris	New	39.64
Valis: The Fantasm Soldier Collection II	New	50.5
Valis: The Fantasm Soldier Collection	New	70.61
Valkyria Chronicles 4	New	66.81
Very Very Valet	New	17.77
Wandersong	CIB+	33.99
Warborn	New	16.6
Warhammer 40,000: Mechanicus	CIB+	21
WarioWare: Get it Together!	CIB+	24.55
West of Dead	New	39.1
Wizard of Legend	New	55.00
Wonder Boy: The Dragon's Trap	New	39.14
Wonderful 101: Remastered	New	23.5
World Ends with You: Final Remix	New	53.95 SOLD
World Of Simulators	New	45
Wreckfest	New	25.5
Wulverblade	New	68.83
Xenoblade Chronicles 2: Torna the Golden Country	Loose	30
Xenoblade Chronicles 2	Loose	30
Xtreme Sports	New	50.5
Yoku's Island Express	CIB+	35.5
Yooka-Laylee and the Impossible Lair	New	35.5
Young Souls	New	34.49
Yu-Gi-Oh! Legacy of the Duelist: Link Evolution	CIB+	17.69
Yuppie Psycho: Executive Edition (Elite Edition)	New	45.49
Yurukill: The Calumniation Games (Deluxe Edition)	New	20.73
Zombies Ate My Neighbors and Ghoul Patrol	New	40.09
realMyst: Masterpiece Edition	New	78.08

PS2
Armored Core Nexus	CIB	105.33

PS4
88 Antarctica	New	45.00
Antartica 88 [Variant Cover]	New	185.5
Deadpool	CIB+	76.33
Death Park	New	45
Death Park	New	45
Death Park	New	45
Death Park	New	45
Digimon Survive	New	16.55
Divinity: Original Sin II - Definitive Edition	New	71
Doki Doki Literature Club Plus!	New	21.17
Helldivers [Super-Earth Ultimate Edition]	CIB+	45.00
Minecraft: Story Mode - A Telltale Games Series - The Complete Adventure	CIB+	58.41
Outriders: Worldslayer	New	18.48
Revenge of The Bird King	New	31.99
Saints Row: The Third Remastered	New	15.1
Senran Kagura Burst Re:Newal [At the Seams Edition]	New	60.49
Senran Kagura Burst Re:Newal [Tailor Made Edition]	New	47.99
Senran Kagura: Peach Beach Splash (No Shirt, No Shoes, All Service Edition)	New	71.5
Shadow Warrior 2 [Special Reserve Edition]	New	235.52
Super Perils of Baking Special Edition [SEGA Outerbox]	New	120.00
Swords of Ditto: Mormo's Curse [Special Reserve Edition]	New	40.00
Tamashii	New	450.00
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Mutants in Manhattan	CIB+	40.00
Valkyria Chronicles Remastered Steelbook Edition	New	30.45

VITA
2064: Read Only Memories	New	67.97
88 Heroes	New	40.6
99Vidas	New	125.97
Aegis of Earth: Protonovus Assault	New	26.49
Akiba's Beat	New	30.25
Akiba's Trip: Undead & Undressed	CIB+	25.49
Alone With You	New	38.5
Amazing Spider-Man	CIB+	64.75
Amazing Spider-Man	CIB+	64.75
Angry Birds Star Wars	New	20.48
Another World: 20th Anniversary Edition	New	40.49
Antiquia Lost	New	34.75
Aqua Kitty: Milk Mine Defender DX	New	51.5
Army Corps of Hell	New	23.99
Asdivine Hearts	New	35.46
Astro Aqua Kitty [Limited Edition]	New	64.7
Atari Flashback Classics	New	60.61
Atelier Escha & Logy Plus: Alchemists of the Dusk Sky (Limited Edition)	New	168.49
Awesome Pea Collection [Limited Edition]	CIB+	40.1
Axiom Verge Multiverse Edition	New	56.56
Back in 1995 [Limited Edition]	New	191.4
Bard's Gold	New	33
Bard's Tale: Remastered and Resnarkled	New	50.49
Bastion	New	64.16
Batman: Arkham Origins Blackgate	CIB+	23.67
Bit.Trip Limited Edition	New	33.5
Bit.Trip Presents...Runner2: Future Legend of Rhythm Alien	New	33.49
Bloodstained: Curse of the Moon	New	118.23
Borderlands 2	CIB+	23.49
Breach & Clear	New	308.01
Broken Age	New	33.77
Bunny Must Die: Chelsea and the 7 Devils	New	95
Call of Duty: Black Ops Declassified	CIB+	22.29
Call of Duty: Black Ops Declassified	Loose	18.98
Chaos;Child	New	45.61
Chasm	CIB+	60.49
Child of Light	CIB+	24.56
Claire: Extended Cut	CIB+	35.17
Code:Realize - Future Blessings	Loose	14.9
Code:Realize - Guardian of Rebirth	New	25.5
Code:Realize - Guardian of Rebirth		14.2
Conga Master Go! [Limited Edition]	New	51.83
Corpse Party: Blood Drive	New	58.77
Cosmic Star Heroine	CIB+	43.25
Count Lucanor [Signature Edition]	New	144.47
Criminal Girls 2: Party Favors	CIB+	74.09
Criminal Girls: Invite Only	CIB+	54.49
Croixleur Sigma	New	40.49
Cursed Castilla EX [Limited Edition]	New	60.5
Curses 'N Chaos	New	38.72
Damascus Gear: Operation Osaka	New	40.51
Damascus Gear: Operation Tokyo	New	41
Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair	CIB	19.41
Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair	Loose	19.41
Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls	New	31.5
Danganronpa V3: Killing Harmony	CIB+	58.89
Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc	CIB+	25.97
Dariusburst: Chronicle Saviours	New	47.38
Deadbolt	New	42.44
Death Mark	CIB+	23.22
Death Tales [Limited Edition]	New	40.4
Deemo: The Last Recital	New	34.22
Defender's Quest: Valley of the Forgotten	New	37.86
Demon Gaze II	New	74.66
Demon Gaze	CIB+	25.81
Demon Gaze	Loose	22.22
Demon's Tier+ [Limited Edition]	CIB+	55.49
Dengeki Bunko: Fighting Climax	CIB+	25.5
Devious Dungeon - Limited Edition	CIB+	67.38
Devious Dungeon 2 [Limited Edition]	New	84.5
Digimon Story: Cyber Sleuth	CIB+	65.9
Disgaea 4: A Promise Revisited	CIB+	25.49
Dokuro	New	52.94
Dragon Fantasy: The Black Tome of Ice	New	34.5
Dragon Fantasy: The Volumes of Westeria	New	40.49
Dragon Sinker: Descendants of Legend	New	35.5
Dungeon Travelers 2: The Royal Library & The Monster Seal	CIB+	53
Dynasty Warriors: Next		16.66
EMMA: Lost in Memories [Limited Edition]	New	52.49
Earth Defense Force 2: Invaders from Planet Space	New	28.19
Exile's End	New	39.65
Exist Archive: The Other Side of The Sky	Loose	18.48
Fate/Extella: The Umbral Star Noble Phantasm Edition	New	46.26
Fernz Gate	New	30.69
Final Fantasy X / X-2 HD Remaster	Loose	25.49
Final Fantasy X-2 HD Remaster	New	61.19
Forma.8	New	32.5
Freedom Wars	CIB+	13.48
Furwind [Limited Edition]	CIB+	40.5
Futuridium EP Deluxe	New	45.97
Gal*Gun: Double Peace	CIB+	32.34
Ghoulboy [Limited Edition]	New	160.5
God of War Collection	New	74.75
Grand Kingdom	New	47.6
Gravity Rush	CIB+	44.5
Guard Duty [Limited Edition]	CIB+	47.38
Gundemoniums	New	84.18
Gunhouse	New	30.38
Habroxia 2 [Limited Edition]	New	65.5
Habroxia	New	129.94
Halloween Forever [Limited Edition]	New	74.5
Hole	New	World
Home: A Unique Horror Adventure	New	35.92
Horizon Chase Turbo [Limited Edition]	New	76.81
Hot Shots Golf: World Invitational	New	26.19
Hotaru no Nikki - The Firefly Diary: Limited Edition	New	59.25
House in Fata Morgana: Dreams of the Revenants Edition	CIB+	99.5
House in Fata Morgana: Dreams of the Revenants Edition	M+B	40.1
Hue	New	40.5
Hyperdevotion Noire: Goddess Black Heart	CIB+	35.5
Hyperdimension Neptunia PP: Producing Perfection	CIB+	35.97
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth1	CIB+	47.01
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth1	CIB+	47.01
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth2: Sisters Generation	CIB+	60.49
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth2: Sisters Generation	CIB+	60.49
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth3: V Generation	CIB+	55.95
Hyperdimension Neptunia Re;Birth3: V Generation	CIB+	55.95
Hyperdimension Neptunia U: Action Unleashed	CIB+	43.81
Iconoclasts	New	96.5
Indigo 7 : Quest for Love	New	?
Jak and Daxter Collection	CIB+	50.49
Jet Set Knights [Limited Edition]	New	100.5
Jet Set Knights [Limited Edition]	New	100.5
Just Ignore them + My Big Sister Collection	New	60.49
Kawaii Deathu Desu	New	45.5
Killzone: Mercenary	CIB+	32.68
Killzone: Mercenary	Loose	24.49
King of Fighters '97: Global Match	New	64.81
Knightin' + [Limited Edition]	New	60.45
Knytt Underground	New	128.14
LEGO Batman 2: DC Super Heroes	Losse	11.33
LEGO Jurassic World	CIB+	13.44
LEGO Ninjago: Shadow of Ronin	Loose	17.12
LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens	New	28.75
LEGO Star Wars: The Force Awakens	Loose	12.21
LEGO The Lord of the Rings	Loose	10.49
La-Mulana Ex	New	38.03
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel (Lionheart Limited Edition)	New	72.39
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel II	CIB+	57.82
Legend of Heroes: Trails of Cold Steel	CIB+	36.49
Lone Survivor: The Director's Cut	New	42.49
Longest Five Minutes	New	32.5
Lost Child	New	56.03
Lost Cube [Limited Edition]	New	50.49
Luckslinger [Limited Edition]	New	60.41
Lumines: Electronic Symphony	New	18.61
MUSYNX	New	50.49
Mary Skelter: Nightmares	CIB+	92.87
MegaTagmension Blanc + Neptune VS Zombies	New	37.58
MeiQ: Labyrinth of Death	CIB+	25.39
Mercenary Kings: Reloaded Edition [Limited Edition]	New	106.71
Metagal [Limited Edition]	CIB+	100.35
Metal Gear Solid HD Collection	CIB+	46.49
Metal Slug 3	New	115.48
Mind Zero	CIB+	20.48
Mooseman [Limited Edition]	New	119.05
Mortal Kombat	CIB+	26.99
MotoGP 13	CIB+	23.83
Muv-Luv Alternative	New	66.95
Muv-Luv Complete Set	New	90.5
Muv-Luv	New	53.36
My Aunt is a Witch [Limited Edition]	New	55.5
Mystery Chronicle: One Way Heroics	New	27.94
Need for Speed: Most Wanted - A Criterion Game	CIB+	20.32
Neurovoider	New	35.5
Nicole [Limited Edition]	New	48.22
Night Trap: 25th Anniversary Edition	New	58.99
Nova-111	New	28.67
Nurse Love Addiction	New	59.18
Nurse Love Syndrome	New	50.49
Nurse Love Syndrome	Loose	15.49
Oceanhorn: Monster of Uncharted Seas	New	52
Octodad: Dadliest Catch	New	46.36
Oddworld: Abe's Oddysee -	New	'n' Tasty
Oddworld: Munch's Oddysee HD	New	52.5
Oddworld: Stranger's Wrath HD	New	69.73
Odin Sphere Leifthrasir	CIB+	72.45
Odin Sphere Leifthrasir	Loose	70.5
One More Dungeon	CIB+	60
Operation Abyss:	New	Tokyo Legacy
Oreshika: Tainted Bloodlines	New	93
Papers, Please	New	115.47
Pato Box [Limited Edition]	New	73.23
Penny-Punching Princess	New	45.41
Period: Cube - Shackles of Amadeus	New	54.65
Persona 4 Golden	New	61.12
Persona 4 Golden	Loose	25.37
Persona 4: Dancing All Night - Disco Fever Edition	New	145.5
Phantom Breaker: Battle Grounds	New	53.5
Pix the Cat	New	28.84
Plague Road	New	43.4
PlayStation All-Stars Battle Royale	New	31.74
Proteus	New	36.49
Psychedelica of the Ashen Hawk	New	51.5
Psychedelica of the Ashen Hawk	New	51.5
Psychedelica of the Black Butterfly	CIB+	33.57
Pushy and Pully in Block Land	New	70.45
Rabi-Ribi	New	93.59
Rainbow Moon	New	44.89
Ratchet and Clank Trilogy	CIB+	72.77
Ray Gigant	New	102.84
Rayman Legends	CIB	17.37
Rayman Origins	CIB+	16.71
Retro City Rampage DX [Re-Release]	New	35.00
Revenant Dogma	New	35.36
Revenant Saga	New	29.44
Reverie [Limited Edition]	CIB+	43.49
Riddled Corpses EX	New	40.49
Risk of Rain	New	38
Rock Boshers DX	New	29.34
Rocketbirds 2: Evolution	New	55.5
Rocketbirds: Hardboiled Chicken	New	43.2
Root Double [Xtend Edition]	New	53.5
Root Letter	New	46.11
Rose in the Twilight	New	192
SUPERBEAT: XONiC	New	28.49
Salt and Sanctuary	New	100.49
Salt and Sanctuary	New	100.49
Saturday Morning RPG	New	50.49
Sayonara Umihara Kawase++	New	67.33
ScourgeBringer [Limited Edition]	New	59.97
ScourgeBringer [Limited Edition]	New	59.97
Senran Kagura Shinovi Versus: Let's Get Physical Edition	New	115.5
Senran Kagura: Bon Appetit! Full Course - Collector's Edition	New	185.13
Senran Kagura: Bon Appetit!	New	150.44
Senran Kagura: Estival Versus Endless Summer Edition	New	115.48
Sense: A Cyberpunk Ghost Story	New	155.5
Severed [Limited Edition]	New	100.81
Shakedown: Hawaii	CIB+	36.85
Shantae: Half-Genie Hero	CIB+	37.5
Shinobido 2: Revenge of Zen	CIB+	38.67
Shovel Knight	New	96.49
Sid Meier's Civilization Revolution 2+	CIB+	76.26
Silent Hill: Book of Memories	CIB+	76.38
Sir Eatsalot [Limited Edition]	CIB+	53.08
Siralim 2	New	30.49
Siralim	New	50.5
Skullgirls: 2nd Encore	New	52.81
Sky Force Anniversary	New	75.48
Slain: Back From Hell [Signature Edition]	New	150.65
Sly Cooper Collection	CIB+	52.27
Smart as...	CIB+	9.67
Soldner-X 2: Final Prototype	New	44.12
Sonic & All-Stars Racing Transformed	CIB+	23.56
Sorcery Saga: Curse of the Great Curry God [Limited edition]	New	80.5
Soul Sacrifice Delta	New	105.5
Soul Sacrifice	CIB+	17.36
Spelunky	New	70.5
Spy Hunter	CIB+	24.31
Stay [Limited Edition]	New	130.5
Stealth Inc: A Clone in the Dark (Ultimate Edition)	New	29.13
SteamWorld Dig	New	55.72
SteamWorld Heist	New	52.97
Steins;Gate 0	CIB+	29.49
Steins;Gate	CIB+	30.58
Stranger of sword city limited edition	New	63.57
Super Hydorah	New	47.9
Super Meat Boy	New	60.5
Super Mutant Alien Assault	New	34.9
Super Skull Smash GO! 2 Turbo	New	42.35
Superdimension Neptune VS Sega Hard Girls	New	58.5
Swapper	New	51.48
Swindle	New	27.51
Sword Art Online: Hollow Fragment	New	65.48
Synergia [Limited Edition]	New	110.49
Tachyon Project Limited Edition	New	55.35
Takotan [Limited Edition]	New	51.59
Tales from Space: Mutant Blobs Attack	New	50.24
Tales of Hearts R	CIB+	69.48
Tales of Hearts R		50.5
Task Force Kampas	New	36.5
Tetris Ultimate	New	70.47
Tetris Ultimate	New	70.47
Thomas Was Alone	New	33.5
Tokyo Xanadu	New	49.32
Touch My Katamari	CIB+	33.72
Twin Breaker: A Sacred Symbols Adventure [Limited Edition]	CIB+	47.09
Ultimate Marvel Vs. Capcom 3	CIB+	31.21
UnMetal	New	163.32
Uncharted: Golden Abyss	CIB+	27.23
Uncharted: Golden Abyss	CIB+	27.23
Undertale	New	66.38
Unepic [Limited Edition]	New	274.98
Utawarerumono: Mask of Deception	New	72.27
Utawarerumono: Mask of Truth - Launch Edition	New	36.5
Utawarerumono: Mask of Truth - Launch Edition	New	36.5
VA-11 Hall-A	New	79.91
Valkyrie Drive: Bhikkhuni	CIB+	66.81
Vasara Collection	New	98.5
Velocity 2X: Critical Mass Edition	New	63.05
Volume	New	32.25
Walking Dead: Season Two - A Telltale Games Series	New	22.61
Windjammers	New	35.83
Winter's Daydream [Limited Edition]	New	64.1
Wipeout 2048	New	31.24
World of Final Fantasy	New	33.99
Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition]	New	100.5
Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition]	New	100.5
Xeno Crisis [Limited Edition]	New	100.5
Xenon Valkyrie+	New	68.11
Xeodrifter	New	44.2
Yomawari: Midnight Shadows	CIB+	33.71
Yomawari: Night Alone / htol#NiQ: The Firefly Diary	CIB+	40.5
Ys Origin	New	56.4
Ys VIII: Lacrimosa of DANA	New	72.34
Ys: Memories of Celceta	CIB+	25.99
Yumeutsutsu Re:After [Limited Edition]	New	82.97
Yumeutsutsu Re:Master [Limited Edition]	New	75.48
Zero Escape: Virtue's Last Reward	CIB+	15.5
Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma	New	33.17
Zero Escape: Zero Time Dilemma	Loose	24.51

3DS
Aliens: Infestation	Loose	45.00
Minecraft: New Nintendo 3DS Edition	New	34.72
Senran Kagura 2: Deep Crimson (Double D Edition)	New	70.5
Senran Kagura 2: Deep Crimson (Double D Edition)	New	70.5
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse [Collector's Edition]	New	89.39
Shantae and the Pirate's Curse [Collector's Edition]	New	89.39

Xbox -Dead by daylight Nightmare edition CIB $25 -Fortnite Last Laugh NEW $50 

First, the cowards did it again. Funny how they report and tattle like a bunch of babies. With the anniversary of Ashley’s death coming up, I’ll create more. It actually helps me to talk about and in this place I feel I can. Yet, there cowards will have my account removed again, so I’ll create another. F*ck them.
**I’m writing my memories because it’s a way of healing for me. As I said in other posts, its been two years since Ashley passed and writing helps me in a way that talking to family and friends can not. Now, there is little A. Maybe it’s for her, too. This is a smaller part of our trip that I may post. Or may not.
For Ashley
Hindsight. This, along with the what-if monster, can wreak havoc on our psyche.
October 2009
We had been together for a year now and this was a surprise trip for her. She has always wanted to go to the mountains of TN. In fact, she had talked about it during one of our many conversations while she was in Iraq.
As we were walking in Gatlinburg, we came across this beautiful little white church no bigger than maybe a small gas station. Wedding chapel is probably a better term as hundreds of couples go there a year for destination weddings. Half-joking I said let’s get married here. She squeezed my hand harder and said “it is beautiful.” I didn’t push and let it go.
The next morning found us on our way to Cades Cove and the hike to Abrams Falls. We decided to leave a little early as to beat the leaf-chasing crowds to the park. Turns out, that was a great idea. The changing leaves, along with a touch of frost, made the place that much more majestic.
The Abrams Falls trailhead parking area was empty. Not a soul there. Perfect. It’s a five mile round trip from the parking area and back. We started off hand in hand. I loved the way her hand fit mine. As chilly as it was, the exertion from the hike more than warmed us up - a lot of elevation changes. High and higher we hiked, following Abrams Creek, until we reached the crest. I wish we could post photos here so everyone could see just how beautiful it was.
At the crest of the trail before it makes its descent to the falls is an outcropping. Probably only 20-30 feet higher than the trail itself. Perfect place to look out over the mountains. We climbed it and found a great spot to sit and bask in the sun while admiring nature’s beauty.
Hindsight being what it is, I should have asked her to marry me at that spot. I still kick myself for not doing so. One can’t imagine a better setting - perched high up above everything else and looking out over the mountains. I can still see her sitting there - leaning back with the sun on her face and just staring out in amazement.
From there the trail switches back in a fairly steep descent to the falls. The falls, while not the tallest were stunning due to the sheer amount of water passing over. We found a flat rock to sit and enjoy the scenery. Mother Nature was showing off big time - the different, vibrant hues adding various splashes of color made it seem like we stepped into a painting.
Out of my ruck came snacks, water, and a towel. Always be prepared.
“Do you remember how we talked about this when I was in Iraq? Did you think we’d make it this far,” she asked munching on some trail mix.
“Yep.” She turned to look at me. Maybe study. Nothing ever got past her. “I knew the minute I saw you at the party.”
Now she was completely looking at me. Eyes narrowed. “And that’s not because you said I was beautiful?” The look I’ve seen seen many times - it’s a trap!
“I told you from the beginning. Hell, you make BDUs look sexy. The thing is, it’s you. It’s always been you.”
Her features softened into a smile. With that, she leaned against me for a bit. Maybe even kissed me a time or three.
“Will you take a picture of me on that rock,” pointing maybe halfway across the pool. And before I could say anything, she was off hopping over the rocks.
“Be care…” was all I could get out before she stepped on an algae covered, wet rock. The resulting scream, immediately followed by a huge splash, echoed off the trees.
I stood there. Dumbfounded. Ashley’s the only woman I’ve ever had a healthy fear of. I tried so hard not to laugh because quite honestly, I didn’t know which Ashley would come out of the water.
She was out almost as fast as she went in. “Damn, that’s f****** cold,” she said, snatching the towel as she passed, laughing. Always be prepared.
She was shivering. Looking around to see if anyone was coming, off came her clothes. As she was drying, I couldn’t help but watch. Athlete-fit. Beautiful form.
“You’re staring again,” she said as she tried to dry her hair. I was caught. Couldn’t help it. Then I noticed her biting her lip….much like the night of that first date.
“Here, let me help you with that,” dropping her towel to the side. And right then, Abrams Falls was christened.
We had no sooner gotten our clothes on before we started hearing voices coming down the trail. It was a family who had no clue.
“Enjoy it, it’s…breathtaking,” she said as she let the family leave the log footbridge. Phew. What a morning.
Her wet clothes dried fairly quickly as we started the climb back up. We both were in excellent shape, but she had set a pace that was very taxing. Up and up we climbed until we reached the crest. There was a family up there who kindly took our picture. I still have that picture - with me sweaty and tired, and her looking like, well, a wet dog .
We made it back to the car about five hours after we left. Her clothes were dry, fortunately. We were tired and hungry, so we drove into Pigeon Forge for late lunch at the Old Mill. Followed by a night to remember.
That vacation showed me why I wanted to grow old with her. I still wish I had asked her to marry me that day. I guess everything happens in it’s own time and reason, but I can’t figure out why. I always will regret that. Hindsight.

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It started off like the most romantic movie you've ever seen. I (m, 50s, American) was on a solo trip through Europe in April 2023 when I met her (f, 40s, French) at a super cool neighborhood party I got randomly invited to during my 1-day visit to Austria. We exchanged glances, and got to talking. She was very cute and French. It was so random, seemed like kismet. We connected instantly and we spent the whole night together (very PG and very sweet at first). Have you seen Before Sunrise? Kinda like that.
I left the next day to continue my journey in Europe. But we started texting constantly. Then she wanted to come with me to Istanbul for a few days. It seemed impulsive, but I readily agreed. It was pure bliss.
She was stylish, cute, demur, fun, smart, and she adored me completely. She would do this "flashbulb eyes" thing that would knock me out. Even some random person came up to us in Istanbul and said, "you are such a cute couple" and took our picture. I had been divorced for a few years and the dating scene where I live in California is not so great.
I go back to California and she goes back to Austria where she lives. She told me she had to call her mom 6 times to tell her about how in love she was, but had to hang up because she was crying so much and couldn't talk.
Constant texting, pictures, love messages, calls. It was so nice. She even wrote poems and made songs (they were a bit frantic and weird, but anyway). I told all my friends. They were so happy for me. I was very in love with her.
Then about a month later, I made a casual comment that I admitted to be "demanding", ie., I don't put up with a lot of crap. I could feel the change.
Her nephew came into town to spend a few weeks with her. She started to ignore me. The texts and songs and pictures trickled down. She said she had no time. But she was going to concerts, etc. It was bullshit. When I raised my concerns, she said I was shouting (I was just angry, but did not shout).
Curiously, it felt like a previous relationship that I had. It felt like love bombing and discarding. Finally, when she did get around to calling me, I told her that she can't treat people that way and that this seems like a personality disorder. (This time I really was shouting). So I ended it and blocked her. I was really sad, but I moved on. I went on lonely solo trips and even got back into dating (I actually had some promising dates!)
In October of last year, she slipped past the blockade, reached out, and I responded. I asked why she ditched me. I got no real answer but I wanted to believe. My friends told me don't do it. I knew the risks. I just desperately wanted that love again. I desperately wanted to have my L. She adored me. She was everything I wanted.
We meet up in DC for the most romantic Christmas I ever had. I was finally with someone I really loved. It was lovely. I was still hurt though. I wanted her to "kiss my heart" and tell me that she was sorry. She told me to "let it go". I just sucked it up.
On this trip, she told me about her late husband. She said they were very in love and never fought. He was Mexican and they met in Vienna years earlier. On a trip to visit his family in Mexico, they all were kidnapped, the men were separated from the women, the women were let go a few days later, but all the men disappeared. She told me she looked for him for 3 years before giving up.
So I gave her lots of slack. We also had a language barrier. We spoke English together, but her native language is French. I attributed any miscommunication to that as well.
We agreed to meet up again in Austin. And this is where the cracks really started to show. It was the first episode of her losing it. Right before the trip, she blew up after some text exchange. I don't remember what happened as per usual ("bewildered" is how I felt with these episodes). She said she was devastated and that we shouldn't meet anymore in Austin.
So I stayed up all night talking her off the ledge. We made up and I was happy again. I totally ignored this and following episodes.
We had a nice time in Texas. So much that we decided that we wanted to be together. When we got back to our respective countries, she told me she was moving to California (no discussion with me, just a decision on her part). Shortly thereafter, she told me she was going to start studying to get her master's. Then she was going to apply for another job in Vienna (???) Then she realized that wouldn't be a good idea. Anyway...
I wanted her to be here in California with me but it's really tough to move to the US without being married. She didn't really think anything through, she just thought some company would give her a work visa. It don't work like that, honey. I was ready to marry her (but she still was technically married because she didn't have the death certificate of her late husband who disappeared).
Meanwhile, I had a ticket to meet her in Austria and spend 2 1/2 weeks together. I just wanted to experience "normal boring life" together. We got along so great when we did. She liked all the music I liked, even stuff that she really shouldn't have heard (obscure stuff from the 80s). (Looking back, maybe this was mirroring.)
Right before my trip, I got to worrying that she was coming to live here in August sight unseen. I was afraid I was building up an image of some idyllic life, when in reality California has tons of problems. So I made a video to show her the nice things, but also the bad things of my neighborhood. When I mentioned this, she lost it. "You don't want me to come. I hate you. You're awful. Don't come to Austria." She later called and we made up. Again. This was 12 hours before I got on the plane.
I went to Austria. The first 1.5 days were great. Then her aunt and uncle came to stay with us from France. They are all very close. But her 1 bedroom apartment made for close quarters, especially since I had never met them. Spanish was the common language (I'm fluent, so no problem). I liked them. They were a cute couple and they cared about her a lot. The uncle told me "you know what happened to her. She loves you very much, so please take care of her". I said I would of course. I really loved her.
But the next day her mood changed. She was happy and chipper with them (and her shitshow best friend) but cold to me. I wasn't included in the conversations really. She didn't try to bring me into the fold. Not everyone is a good conversationalist, I reasoned.
The following day, we were all supposed to go to Prague. Romantic Prague. But in the morning, she told me "you were sulking all day yesterday" and "you obviously don't like my aunt and uncle so why don't you just go your own way."
This is on my vacation, mind you.
I felt trapped. But we made up 15 minutes later and all went to Prague. She was still grumpy with me.
That night, on the river in romantic Prague, she called me a robot and said she didn't know who I was. She said I should leave.
So that night, I had to figure out a plan. I still had a bunch of my stuff at her apartment in Vienna. I also had her spare key. I felt the heebie jeebies, worried about my physical safety. I couldn't sleep.
My plan was to take the train to her place in Vienna, grab my stuff, leave her key, and peace out.
But the next morning, she realized I had the extra key, and threatened to call her uncle and the police if I didn't give it to her.
So I found myself walking around romantic Prague at 7am with just some of my crap, no plan, and no sleep. I felt like some refugee. Then she called. "Do you want to talk over coffee?" I had no other plan.
We make up of course. The next day we are hot and heavy in a church tower in a little Czech town. We were back, making out, holding hands, acting like teenagers. It was so nice.
Don't ask me how I could forget what had happened just a few hours prior.
We went back to Austria and had another nice day, making plans to go on adventures. Yes, we were now talking about me moving to Austria.
But the next night, right before the aunt and uncle were to go back to France and we were supposed to go to Budapest, she blew it up again.
She had a knack for blowing things up right before really important events.
I had left the bathroom fan on and she just lost it.
(By the way, all of these blowups where in whispers so that aunt and uncle could not hear. She's very sweet to her family and I guess she can do no wrong.)
We were in bed and now it was my turn to lose it. In a whisper, I said, "you're stupid and you have this ugly evil face".
Then she kicked me while in bed. She was LIVID.
Still in a raging whisper, she told me to get out (in my underwear I guess) and if not, she was going to "make a scene".
I was so scared.
Then she just got into bed. And I followed.
We talked it over. She said I deserved to be kicked. I told her no words should lead to violence.
Back to normal. We went to Budapest for a few days and then back to Vienna. Now we're alone together, at last. And guess what? We had a great time. We rode her bike in the park with her sitting on the back rack, like kids. We went shopping. I treated her to restaurants (I paid for everything on the whole trip, about $2k). We played guitar and sang together. We went to the Prater and rode rollercoasters. We made love.
On the last day, she took me to the airport. We had breakfast and we both were sad. But we had plans for the future.
She walked me to security and we said our goodbyes.
When I got to the gate, I get a text. "You didn't look back when you went through security. I'm so sad. Have a nice flight!" I had to talk her off the ledge again: "I thought you were leaving, I'm so sorry my love. I didn't mean to. I love you so much."
When I got back, I was so exhausted. I thought it was the jetlag, but I was on edge. I was angry and didn't know why. Snipping at my coworkers. My body hurt I was so tired.
But I was looking for jobs in Austria. I still hadn't realized anything.
I had an opportunity to go camping in Yosemite a few days later on Friday. Even though I was so tired, I knew I should take the opportunity (campsites there are hard to get). I called her Friday am, asked her how her day was. She knew I still hadn't packed and had a very important presentation to give too. I realized I need to get ready for that presentation that was starting in just a few minutes. "Sorry my love, I need to go. Got to get ready. I will send you a message when I get to Yosemite."
Then right when my presentation was about to start, I get a message. "You are so cold. You knew I was hurting but you ended the call so abruptly."
That was it. The last straw.
When driving up to Yosemite, I told my friend the whole story. I hadn't told anyone about all the explosions and breakups. I couldn't believe my own ears. Was I actually saying these things?
Then it hit me. I had to end it.
Later that week, I sent her an email to end it. I knew a phone conversation would end badly. Email is not the classiest, but I did what I could.
I got hateful texts, then texts trying to get me back, showing pictures of the stuffed animals I got her. Then her final one.
Then it hit me. This was abuse. The realization has been coming in waves. And this wasn't the first experience I had either. I dated M a few years earlier who actually ENJOYED abusing me. I could even see a little smile when she would throw insults or say things to shock me.
I don't think L is a narcissist. She couldn't help it. She even told me once that I could help her "heal".
EPILOGUE
Looking back, L told me on several occasions that I wouldn't like her once I got to know her. She was right about that one. She said she wasn't smart and that I wouldn't like her (but she spoke 4 languages and has a couple of university degrees and a good job). She said if we lived in Paris, I would leave her for a Parisian girl.
I see all these other things that I ignored. Like how she called herself a "party girl" and would go dancing with her girlfriends, but no guys would ever talk to her. Right.
No guys from the beach volleyball meetup group she organized would ever try to get with her. Right.
The guy who gave her a book of Sufi poetry (very romantic) wasn't hitting on her. Right.
The old guy who she met at the airport and wrote to her and signed off as "ton Ron" ("your Ron") was just some nice old guy. Right.
So right when I met her, she had just moved out of her old place with her ex, even though they had only dated for a couple of weeks and stayed as "roommates" for the remaining 5 years. Then two weeks later you get with me? Right.
I got her and her family a bunch of little gifts and she gave me whatever was in her cupboard and cheap socks with bears with 3 eyes. Meanwhile, she went to great lengths to get gifts for her people.
Maybe she saw me as a ticket to live and study for free in America.
I was a total fool. Maybe she never even loved me. Or am I just telling myself this to make it easier for me?
I wrote a second email telling her a lot of these thoughts, but in a polite tone. I asked her to get help.
I blocked her everywhere of course. But even though I set up a filter to delete any incoming email, I still check my trash box 5 times a day to see if she wrote.
How I wish that she actually got help and that she could actually be in a real relationship with me. I know, I know.
Why did you hurt me, L? I would have done anything for you. I was your bear, your prince, remember? I was perfect for you, remember?
I'm crying as I write this.
I hate this. I don't want to be alone again. You were the one for me.
I miss you.

I hate having CPTSD. I hate the perpetual loneliness spanning (literally) a lifetime. I hate never fitting in. I hate never being able to trust anyone. I hate having to ‘work’ to get what others from a decent upbringing take for granted. I hate battling depression and anxiety , and being perceived as ‘grumpy’ and ‘moody’. I hate watching others easily achieve milestones (marriage, kids, anniversaries, effortless happiness, happy family Christmases and holidays etc). I hate thinking you have met people that ‘get it’. and they abruptly ghost and/ or turn out to be predators. I hate living an existence vs a life. I HATE IT!

I met this girl through a friend at a church event, and we all ended up going to a soccer watching party together. While walking to the party, she playfully and innocently commented that she found me handsome, which sparked my interest. We exchanged Instagram details, and she seemed quite eager to engage with my posts and messages on Instagram.
However, due to my work schedule and preparations for the LSAT exam, I wasn't able to consistently communicate with her through Instagram. To improve communication, I decided to exchange numbers with her and suggested we chat more regularly through text and even phone calls. While I initiated contact a couple of times, I decided to give her some space for more reciprocity from her to gauge her level of interest. Although I will admit that the first time I spoke to her, she kept questioning me about how busy I was and kind of was subtly showing that she wasn't happy that I wasn't consistent with communication on Instagram.
Last weekend, I saw her at my friend's graduation party. While she wasn't cold towards me, she wasn't particularly warm either. What caught my attention was her behavior with other guys at the party. She was engaging in flirtatious conversations and appeared to show more interest in them, making her intentions ambiguous. I think this kind of added to the complexity, she appeared to be flirting and engaging in deep conversations with them, making it evident that she may have an interest in them.
I confided in my friend about this situation, and he mentioned that she is generally very respectable and doesn't like to chase after people. He suggested that I should take the lead in reaching out to her consistently. My friend suggested that I continue taking the lead, but I can't help feeling that for a friendship or potential relationship to blossom, there should be mutual effort.
I don't really think that makes sense. It's not like I'm asking her to ask me out on a date or to make it extremely obvious that she likes me. I feel like I have gotten hints from her that are very subtle, but as someone who has reached out to her two to three times to talk on the phone, I would expect her to reciprocate.

Back in March of 2022, I (F27) entered a long-distance relationship with my boyfriend (M26). We had known each other for a year before that and we were close friends. Early on things were great. We would hang out fairly regularly and we had an overlapping circle of friends on Discord, so we could spend time together while maintaining friendships. He came to see me for my birthday and we had an amazing time. We decided (partly because he's convincing, partly because of family drama) that I would move to him. So, in August of that same year, we moved in with his parents and began the hunt for a place that was just ours. By September all bedroom activities had completely ceased. Any attempt to initiate intimacy was met with the statement "there's nothing going on down there". He had mentioned previously that he had a low sex drive. Not a big deal, we were at least still playing games or doing one-on-one activities once or twice a week. The following month, we moved into our place.
If you thought that the privacy would foster intimacy, or afford us more quality time, you'd be wrong. The games our mutual friend group played died out and a lot of them had other things to deal with (career changes, having a baby, school, etc). Over the next two months, we completely stopped spending time together. In December he said he wanted to have a serious talk and said that he felt like something was wrong and asked if there was anything I was dissatisfied with in our relationship. I let him know he was great and I appreciated him, but it would be nice if we could spend more time together. He agreed that couples should spend more time together and promised to do better. By the time our first anniversary rolled around, I would talk to him for at most 5 minutes a day.
I really missed spending time with him, so I made an effort to learn how to play a game that he'd been really into for the last few years. I hated it, but I played it anyway because it was the only time we had spent together in months. It didn't matter that there were other people there too. The community surrounding this particular game is ridiculously toxic, and my partner is no exception. He has some serious nerd rage when it comes to video games. He's never gotten physical, he just yells a lot (don't worry I'm safe). The game lobby can only accommodate 5 people on a team, and I am admittedly not very good at it. If we had a full lobby and someone even slightly better than me joined the call, I was asked to give up my spot in the lobby. Hurtful, but whatever. For six months I forced myself to play with him. One night after a particularly bad night, he tries to convince the friend group to play a few competitive rounds. Everyone is mad at each other and decides to get off instead. He was pouting about having to queue solo for comp, so I agreed to play a few rounds with him. It was horrible. The other people in the lobby (we were playing with randos and this game has a built-in voice chat feature) were screaming at me, calling me slurs, and one of them told me to kill myself. By the end of the match I was fighting the urge to cry, meanwhile, he didn't say a damn thing the entire game. The match ends and he decides he's done playing for the night. He sees that I'm visibly upset and says "That's what happens when you mess with someone's ELO. They take that shit seriously".
I uninstalled the game that night and refused to play it again. Unfortunately for me, that meant we were back to spending 0 time together. My birthday rolled around and he told me as a "bonus gift" he would play one whole D&D session. I get that it's not his thing, but I spent 6 months forcing myself to play something I hated and that he knew I hated, yet he could only stomach one four-hour session "maybe"? I later tried to take him up on the offer, only to be blown off and reminded that he didn't like D&D.
In February he decided to get me a puppy. We ended up getting two, one for him one for me. It felt like he only did it to placate me.
I missed the quality time. So, at least 2 or three times a week, I would extend an invitation for him to join me and my friend in the game we were actively playing. I would be brushed off and shot down. He later commented on the fact that we don't hang out or talk, and I reminded him that I had repeatedly asked him to hang out. He said that I couldn't give him such short notice and said I should ask earlier in the week so it could be planned ahead. I did. I was once again blown off and shot down. This went on for months.
Additionally, during this time we had a few maintenance issues come up with the house. I would offer a solution, he would say "I'm not so sure about that... let me ask my father." His dad would then proceed to give him the exact same answer I did. Examples include, but are not limited to: how best to deal with fruit flies (I suggested fly spray from a tractor supply store), The bed scuffs the floor when we move it to clean under it (get "feet"/"sliders" for the bed from amazon), The puppies are mostly potty trained, but have accidents during the night while we're sleeping (get a doggy door insert for the sliding back door), His decorative swords got rusty from the humidity (gently sand the blades with high grit sand paper or lightly scour with oil coated steel wool). At this point I don't bother offering solutions, I either acknowledge that there is an issue or handle it myself.
Fast forward to March of this year (2024), and our anniversary. I didn't get a kiss good morning, I didn't get a "happy anniversary", I didn't get attention, or any acknowledgment that that day was important. He doesn't even notice that I'm upset At around 10 pm, I tell him that I hope he enjoyed his gift (I got him manga from a show that we watched while we were still long distance and wrote a thoughtful note) he asks what the gift was for, and I say our anniversary. He proceeded to tell me that I got the date wrong. I ask him why he has it in his calendar if the date is wrong and he deadass asks "What's a calendar". I proceed to show him exactly what a calendar is using his phone and show him that he has it saved. He proceeds to tell me that maybe I got the date wrong and am I not certain it was a different date. I then proceeded to show him the discord message from 3 months into the relationship where we agreed that was the date. I went to bed after that. I still did not get a happy anniversary, and the following day there was no attempt or offer to make it up to me. Two days go by. The date he told me he thought our anniversary was came and went, and once again he didn't wish me a happy anniversary or make plans to hang out or even get me a gift. I was in the middle of a pretty bad depressive episode and this didn't help. He didn't even notice something was wrong.
I didn't talk to him for a couple of days after that, and he finally sent me a message while he was at work about how we needed to have a talk about our relationship. I asked what was wrong and he kept saying we would talk later. I told him it was incredibly disrespectful to send a "we need to talk" message at the beginning of someone's workday, and that if he had something to say, he could say it then. He responded that I felt distant lately and he wanted to make sure that he wasn't about to get dumped. I. Went. Off. I aired every grievance I had built up over the last year and a half. How disrespected and ignored I felt, how he blew me off at every opportunity, how I maybe see him for 5 minutes a day, how my thoughts feelings, and opinions always seemed irrelevant and how frustrated I was by the lack of bedroom activity (That's right folks, we haven't had any spicy time since BEFORE I moved down here). I wrapped things up by stating that I was exhausted and sick of putting in effort that wasn't even noticed, and I said it didn't feel like I was even in a relationship at this point, it felt like I had an overly possessive roommate (he really didn't like that last part). He promised to change and do better and make time for me and blah blah blah. We played games that night and the next night and it was super awkward, like we had both forgotten how to talk to each other. The next day, he was then back to his old ways. The difference this time is I was done chasing him.
A few days later, he gave me one of those glass blocks that have a picture engraved in it (It was a picture from our first in-person date). He said it was for our anniversary, it showed up late and was supposed to be a surprise. He didn't want to spoil it, so he didn't mention it the day of. He was going to mention it later, but I was already mad and he didn't want it to seem like he got it to cover his ass.
A few weeks later, he said he wanted to hand out so he had an excuse not to hang out with his friends. It hurt that the only attention I was getting was as a scapegoat. When his friend joined the call (we live together, but our gaming computers are on opposite ends of the house) and asked to play something he threw me under the bus. He said I'd been nagging him to spend more time together and that I would let him have it if he played something I didn't want to (he wanted to play the game I uninstalled). I said it was fine I didn't mind, and muted. Once they forgot I was there, I disconnected and went to bed.
Fast forward to my birthday a few days ago (June 2024) we went out to dinner and he promised we would spend time together and I could pick whatever I wanted and he'd go along with it. I suggested Dave and Busters since I had a ton of credits and VR credits saved up. He said no. I said I was okay with playing something at home. We get home and he immediately passes out. It doesn't even hurt anymore. At this point, it would be my fault for expecting anything in the first place. I feel like shit because he helped me get out of a really bad financially abusive situation and he's a comparatively good person. Neither of us can afford to live in our city without a roommate and I don't want him to have to move back in with his parents. My "support system" if you can even call them that, lives 14 hours away and I'm still recovering financially. Talking clearly does nothing, distancing myself from him clearly does nothing, and taking an interest in his activities clearly does nothing. I'm falling out of love with someone who used to be my best friend and I don't know how to fix things.
Edit: He's mentioned in the past that he thinks therapy is stupid and a waste of money, so couples' counseling is likely off the table

Hi All
Selling a bunch of records. Tried to price them to market value, trying to clear clutter and make up some expenses hit a financial low.
Down to listen to trades but I'm pretty super picky & prefer to sell.
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A couple of things (since I had 2 occasions of sellers trying to screw me over and getting a free record)

• no refunds (I graded conservatively as I could and even exaggerated bits for transparency)
• Only serious buyers, no flakes Dming me. If you want the record I'll pack it up for you and ship it out asap.
• That being said, I try my best to package as smoothly as I can so we don't have any issues.
• Payment through Paypal usually but willing to do other goods & service options if need be.
• Shipping $6 per record but if you buy multiple I increase it by a $1 per record so you don't have to pay shipping multiple times.
• Feel free to ask me any questions through DM. Easiest way for me to see your message. Always happy to provide pictures too.
• Located in US east coast. Sorry I do not ship out of states, the shipping costs are way too high. However if you buy your own shipping label and send it to me, let's talk.
• PS the prices are listed scroll to the right on mobile it's a table so don't ask me the price lol.

Title ($6 shipping)	ColoEdition	Condition (Vinyl, Sleeve)	Price
Angel Olsen - All Mirrors	Standard Black Vinyl	NM / E	$19
Beastie Boys - Check Your Head	Black Vinyl	NM / E	$35
Beach House - Thank Your Lucky Stars	Green Loser Edition Vinyl	E / E	$30
Beverly Glenn Copeland - s/t	VMP Blue Vinyl	M / M (Sealed)	$15
Bonny Light Horseman - Rolling Gold Holey	Secretly Society color vinyl	Sealed	$15
Bright Eyes -Fever and Mirrors	Merlot Wave Vinyl	Sealed	$25
Bright Eyes - Down in the Weeds where the World Once Was	Secretly Society Color Vinyl (splatter)	Sealed	$20
Broken Social Scene - You Forgot It in People	2003/2004 Pressing Black Vinyl	E / E	$40
Broken Social Scene - S/T	2005 Pressing Pressing Black Vinyl	E / E	$50
Cliff Martinez - The Neon Demon OST	Color Vinyl	NM / E	$80
Cut Copy - In Ghost Colours	Blue Vinyl	VG (has a small scratch) / NM	$60
Danny brown - youknowwhatI'msaying? VMP	VMP Orange Vinyl	E / NM	$60
David Bowie - Low	Orange Vinyl	Sealed	$25
Darkside - Spiral	White Vinyl	NM / NM	$30
Dawn Richard - Fragement	Secretly Society Baby Bone & Blue spaltter vinyl	Sealed	$30
The Doors - S/T Record	Single Black LP	E / E	$15
Empress of - US	VMP Splatter Vinyl	NM / VG (sleeve has a slight crease)	$45
Fontaines DC - Dongrel	Clear Vinyl	NM / NM	$25
Fontaines DC - Skinty Fia	Red Vinyl	NM / NM	$40
Flying Lotus - Pattern Grid World VMP	VMP color vinyl	Sealed	$40
Grizzly Bear - Vecktamieat VMP	VMP color vinyl	Like New	$25
Grizzly Bear - Shields VMP	VMP color vinyl	Like New	$35
Hot Chip - A Bath of Ecstacy	Color Vinyl signed	Played Once	$35
Ivy Soul - overgrown VMP	VMP Color Vinyl	NM / NM	$18
Japanese Breakfast - Soft Sounds From Another Planet	Secretly Society Turoquise Vinyl	Unplayed	$35
Josh Homme - Desert Sessions 11/12	VMP Color Vinyl	NM/NM	$50
Kamaal williams - The Return	VMP REd vinyl	Played Once	$35
Keegan Dewitt - Gemini Soundtrack	Mondo Color Vinyl	Liike New	$15
Jeff Bridges - Sleeping Tapes	Standard Limted Black Vinyl	Brand New Sealed	$60
Joy division - Unknown Pleasures	Red White Vinyl	Brand New Sealed	$65
Loren Kramar - Glovemaker	Color Vinyl	Sealed	$18
Lupe Fiasco - Food & Liquour	10th anniversary purple marble Vinyl	E / VG (sleeve has seam split )	$57
Madlib - Sound Ancestors	VMP color vinyl	G (vinyl has some scratches) ? NM	$40
Main Source - Breaking Atoms	VMP blob on clear vinyl	Played once	$35
The Mars Volta – Octahedron	VMP color vinyl	Sealed	$30
Metric - Old Underground Where Are You?	Black/Yellow Bandbox vinyl	Shrinkwrap still on record but opened	$25
Mount Eerie - Now Only	Black Vinyl	Very good	$15
The National - I Am Easy To Find	Deluxe Color vinyl	NM / E (the plastic poly cover has some creases that can be heated out)	$32
Okay Kaya - Sap	Secretly Society Burnt Sugar Vinyl	Sealed	$10
Outkast - Southernplayalisticadillacmuzik VMP	VMP color vinyl	Like new	$40
Nine inch Nails Bad Witch	Black Vinyl	Sleeve NM / Vinyl VG+	$20
Passion Pit - Manners	Black Vinyl (2016 pressing?)	Vinyl E / (sleeve has a slight crease)	$30
Phoenix - Identical 7"	7 inch	NM/NM	$25
Radiohead kid a	10 inch Vinyl Gatefold	Vinyl E / Sleeve NM	$35
The Roots - Phrennology VMP	VMP Color Vinyl	Vinyl NM / Sleeve E	$55
Run the Jewels - RTJ III	Gold Vinyl	Vinyl E / Sleeve G (has creases and wear)	$35
Queen - A night at the opera	VMP Color Vinyl	NM / E (there's a slight scratch on the sleeve)	$42
Queens of the Stone Age - Like Clockwork	Pallas Deluxe Pressing	E / E (Sleeve's in the Standard gatefold)	$35
Queens of the Stone Age - Villains Deluxe	Deluxe Edition Vinyl	E / E (Sleeve is in standard gatefold)	$30
The Smile - A Light For Attracting Attention	Yellow Vinyl	NM/ NM	$32
Slowdive - S/T	Black Vinyl	VG / E	$15
Slowdive - Everything is Alive	Orange Vinyl SS edition	NM/NM	$40
The Strokes - First Impressions of the Earth	Silver Vinyl	NM / E	$47
Small black - Limits of Desire	Black Vinyl	E / E	$20
Sufjan Stevens - Michigan	Black Vinyl	E / NM	$25
Small Black - Limits of Desire Deluxe	Clear Vinyl	NM / E (the inner sleeves are pretty cheap)	$15
Small Black - Best Blues	Clear Vinyl	E / E	$22
Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross - The Social Network	Black Vinyl 2020 repress	NM / E	$45
Tom Waits - Closing Time	Clear Vinyl	NM / NM	$30
Whitney - Light upon Lake	Clear Secretly Society Vinyl	NM / E (sleeve has some creases)	$25
Wolf Alice - Blue Weekend	Green Vinyl	NM / NM	$40