Kamsin ladki ka balatkar | | Am i in lu…v? 🤡

Toh aj meri mummy mereko jabardasti chitkara le gye counselling ke liye so jaise taise krke ham pahunch gye waha and then pehle toh school enka jaha conselling thi sala college bana rkha tha school pakka ammer log hi jate honge jaise banaya huya tha and then ek ghanta wait krke meri turn aye and maine fir CSE prapt krne ke baad stock market ma paisa laga diya dost ke kehne pe aur 40₹ ka profit bhi krliya so firr jab ma bahar ja rha tha maine socha bc koi hot ladki hi nhi dikhi maza nahi aya and then i saw her … bhai kitne pyari aur sundar thi vo ladki 😖 man toh poora kr rha tha to rizz that level 10 gyat ek toh ma bhi casually agya tha tshirt pajame aur crocks pehenke bhai agar meri mummy pass na hote ha ma uska number nikalwa leta ufff i saw her for 10-20sec uske dekhke meri allen ki baat yaad agye
2 saal pehle ki baat h jab maine allen ma admission li thi and ma hostel ja rha tha class lagake i saw a girl in flower like dress bhai uski ankhei bhi billi jaisi thi mereko vo mysterious girl uske baad kabhi nhi dikhi and aaj laga ki vo vohi ha yrrr kash ma uske sath baat kr pata uff zindigi bhi kitne ajeeb h agar vo ladki yeh mssg dekh rhi h toh neeche bata dena ( intense cope)

I am a 30-year-old man from Delhi, earning a decent amount of money and well-settled here. I have been involved in the AM process for the past few months. Recently, my massi arranged a meeting for me with a girl. She is from a Scheduled Caste, while I am a Rajput. Although caste doesn't matter much in our family, my mother is very open-minded and has modern values.
Last Sunday, the meeting took place, and everything went well. I had a discussion with the girl for about half an hour. She was incredibly passionate about her career, and I admired her eagerness to achieve something on her own and continue working after marriage. It was a genuinely good conversation.
The girl's family was also positive about the match and even insisted on doing the roka on the same day. However, her chacha raised concerns about the caste difference. He said, "aap log badi jaat k ho hum chhoti jaat k hain, kalko humari beti ko koi aake ye na bolde ki tu chhoti jaati se aayi hai."
My chacha, who is quite into casteism, was also present. Despite liking the girl and saying, "chalo achi ladki hai cast se hume koi fark ni padta," he assured the girl's chacha that caste would not be an issue. They agreed to decide on a date and time for the roka ceremony.
It's now Friday, and I've been ghosted. When my mother asked my massi what happened, massi said, "uska chacha ni maan rha, wo keh rha hai k badi jaat mein mat bhejo ladki theek nahi hai. Apni biradri ka koi dhundhna shuru kro."
It turns out her chacha has significant influence in their family since her father passed away when she was very young.
Now, I'm left wondering what the hell is happening. I feel uncertain about whether I will ever find someone. It feels like my marriage will be a compromise because, as I age, I might have to settle for whoever is available. This whole situation has left me feeling really depressed and rejected for various reasons. I'm losing hope of getting married day by day.

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So as a male it is obvious to feel loneliness at some point in my life but what is this i am alone always, i barely have any friends 15 saal ki dosti tut gyi woh mere se 3 saal bada hae toh woh job mae busy rehta hae usko abhi mere liye time nhi rehta hae 1-2 years se baate he nhi hui hamari not even hi hello
college(engineering) khatam hone aara hae fir bhi koi dost nhi ek do log the but those two have made a group and i am here left alone and they added another person with them Mere class mae sbhi logo ne groups bana rkhe hae, stories dalte hae, bahar ghumte hae, bohot enjoy krte hae, aur mae behind the screen unki stories dekhte hue, weird si feeling aati hae
Try krta hu baat krne ka par kuch farak nhi padta firse whi loneliness Aaj annual day hae college mae and again i am sitting all alone, socha logo se baat krunga par they went to their other friends abhi akele baithe yeh post likra hu Meri life aisi he rhi hae har waqt Maybe mere andar he kuch problem hae isiliye log muje avoid krte hae
I am just dying to have some friends Muje farak nhi padta abhi bus muje koi chahiye meri zindagi mae jo muje akela nhi chode Muje farak he nhi padta ladka ho ya ladki bus muje dost chahiye abhi aur sehen nhi hota mujse yeh sab
Pls dating apps mt bolna muje paise nhi dalne usme waise apps mae nhi use krunga And i am focusing on my career anyways whi meri priority hae par loneliness ki wajah se thoda bura lgta hae bus
Thank you!

Story enjoy karo aur suggestion do
Guys mai ek ladki (im a girl myself, so in short mai lesbian hun) ko pasand karti thi in 8th standard and i was 13 back then…. Hamare beech bas baatein hui kuch zyda nahi plus she realised that she was probably bisexual(she was not sure)
Long story short 9th mein lockdown lag gaya and jab 10th shuru hone wali thi she took my number from my friend and texted me saying ki if we can work this out (I was happy actually not realising that she thought that she wasnt fully sure of her sexuality and this might be a mistake and it was)
10th mein bas texting and shit baadme school jab khule I saw her after 2 years on our first day
Jab school khatm hua (we kissed) i was happy and I genuinely liked her
Fir ofc we weren’t like “in a relationship” just messing around and shit (10th ki relationships lmao)
Until one day she texted me This was 3 years ago so i roughly remember the conversation
Her - my name listen i cant date you
Me - that’s okay
Her - i want to focus on boards this is a distraction
Me- i can understand everyone gets distracted
Her - true dat
Story takes a turn
Bas bhai heartbreak toh hua but i was still friends with her and then i got to knnow that
SHE STARTED DATING SOMEONE IN HER SOCIETY ( a boy….and by this point she thought she was bisexual)
Mkc mujhe itna bura laga lekin mai kuch nahi boli ofc 😭😭😭
Fir….mujhe pata chala
Twist ayega
THE TIME WHEN WE KISSED SHE WAS DATING HIM SO SHE BASICALLY CHEATED ON HIM WITH ME
Mujhe khud uss ladke ke liye aur apne liye itna bura laga istg
THODA SA CONTEXT STARTS
11th mein meri iss ladki se baat hui and is par chillaya isko sunaya bhi and she was sorry for everything
And she broke up with that boy (banda genuinely toxic nikla)
Iss ladki ko NEET dena tha initially but she quit that plan and mai isss saal drop leri hun (i gave 2024 mazze mein parents are supporting this decision and mai 2025 dungi)
toh 11th mein she shifted to another place 3 hours away so we were in diff schools and she got into a relationship with another girl
Woh bhi toxic nikli (her words not mine)
This girl ended up being in therapy for 5 months aur woh dikh bhi raha hai i can see the improvement in her
Hmari fir boards ke time baat honi shuru hui (12th boards)
As for me
Guys maine uss ladki ke alawa kisi ko date nahikara hai i did have a crush on another girl in my school lekin school aur aakash (institute) ke pressure mein sab temporararily chodh diya (i was getting cooked in aakash y’all)
Na he kisi ke sath koi physical interaction rakha (ykiyk)
CONTEXT ENDS
BACK TO STORY
Bhai iss bandi ka boards time text aya boards ke time (12th)
Long story short we used to study online on google meet
( Result - i scored 83% in PCB and she scored 85% in PCB as well in boards 2024)
Hum mics mute krke apna cam on rakh kar apna kaam karte the
SPICY DETAIL
after boards she came over to my house
I was angry at her for who she was in 10th but happy at the same time that she changed and got the help she need
Ghar ane ke baad WE MADE OUT
It was so good and truly the highlight of my year
She wants us to stay friends and like keep meeting in future Guys abh dekho maine liya hai drop and woh jari hai college Ofc if not this year then next year we’ll meet
(Mujhe bas padhna hai abhi lmao 😭)
Lekin at the same time if i do date another girl in future toh those relationships would be sus As they’ll probably think that i’m over that girl or I’ll end up cheating on them
Which honestly IS NOT TRUE im not in love with her, nor do i like her like that. honestly just happy ki woh badal gayi and idk kya karna chahie
TOH GUYS BATAO
cut off kardu ? Ya fir dost rehne dun?

Hello bhaiya & Didi All the best for your future.... so ab aapki toh jee journey end ho gayi .... lekin meri start hona wali hai .... please please give your few minutes from your precious time for me
I'm from Rajasthan so kota is preferable location but mai late ho gayi late phase hai and class 11th ma wahi fix batch rehna hai no reshuffle on the basics of test ... and also Counselor was says that aapka course feb march tak hoga lekin ye mera ko unki marketing tricks lagi
1) Should i join allen kota or something else ?? kindly your kota overall experience in you live include all things 2) How do you cope up with the teacher speed ?? because I'm already late ... so I'm pretty sure they will complete syllabus till January 3) kya aap ka 11th ka end ka chapter uda diya gaya tha kya ?? if yes then phir aap usko kesa cover up kiya 4) aapka jaise ranker kaise banu na ki banker for coaching institute 5) What are the extra stuff you used in your journey except coaching ? (like YouTube channel and something else) 6) What will i do if don't understand the concept teach by the teacher in the class ?? 7) Should i go with smartphone or keypad phone?? mai ladki hoon mai keypad lekr jati hu toh mujhe dikkat aya ga na ??? 8) And anyoneelse form here female live in kota kindly also share your experience and precautions measure should i take ?? 9) Your extra guidance and something else form your side ... thanks a lot for your precious time

No wonder not a single soul is happy in their whole baraat sized family:

First of all crowd... oh my god... their house is literally like rail ka dabba. People, more people, more and more people...people people everywhere. People sleep on the floor, eat and drink in plastic disposals. Nobody can have even a little rest at any hour of the day because koi na koi shor macha hi raha hoga. One cant sleep peacefully even at night because tab bhi adha kunba jaga hua rehta hai.
Bullying, more bullying, more and more bullying. With limited resources (read Saba ka paisa), there is unhealthy competition among rest of the free loaders to do chaatam chaat of the queen bee and pull each other down. Everywhere there is jealousy and vileness.
Fakeness, fakeness and more fakeness, ... and that too from their own blood relatives. Kisi ko pta hi nahi hota ki saamne wala jo pyar aur care dikha raha hai wo kitna genuine hai. Pati-patni (shoaib-DKI ho ya Sunny-Saba), maa-beti, maa-beta, nani-naati/naatin, mausi-bhanji....sab ek dusre ko fake pyar dikhate hain. This is so chhi... especially husband-wife and parent-child...jo ki itne close rishte hain... par inke in rishto me bhi milawat hai.
Nobody gives a damn about DKI and papa ibrahim. Pta nahi kya paap kiye hain in dono ne, jo 100 logo ke kunbe me in dono ke liye koi nahi khada hai. These two are the loneliest people on the entire planet of maudaha.
Unhealthy lifestyle...eating junk whole day. Messed up daily routine. Aur India ka adha plastic to inke ghar me hoga.
Shitty men of the house. Nalla is a bad husband, bad father, and a bad son. There i said it. Is aadmi me koi khoobi nahi hai. He cant think of anybody else but himself. To the top of that, one has to see his crappy face all day at home... kaam dhaam pe jata nahi. Ghar me pada rehta hai. Sunny ki freeloading pe to kuch na kaha jaye to kam hai but atleast wo driver ka kaam to karta hai.
Saba ko jhelna to bhai apne aap me ek misery hai. Ye aurat behudapan ka epitome hai. Koi ek quality bta do iski. Duniya bhar ki jitni bad qualities ek aurat me ho sakti hain, un sabki potli banake uparwale ne isme bhar di hain. Upar se iski nithalli maa... sara din bethe bethe kursi todti hai.
Ladka ladki me itna partiality to bhai aaj ke jamane me koi nahi karta jitne ye foohad log karte hain. The difference is so stark... between nalla and saba, between rehan and riza.... to the point that kon sofa pe bethega kon jameen pe bethega ye bhi gender pe decide hota hai.

This khandan and their house is full of gandgi, literally and figuratively both. And nobody can convince me otherwise.

Hola Amigos as promised here is the guide. Somethings I want to say that the post will be big for all students as I cant cater to every student you all are grown up so see accordingly. Here I'll say all the things guidance xyz and will link down the material thing at last so kindly read properly and I'll say each and every word with experience so soch samjh ke bolunga baaki I wont tell motivation, ur why? strategy is sub and yt pe bahut pada hai. Tum sabka same goal hai syllabus same hai the only and only differentiator is your system how well uk the chapter and joh consistent rahega. So first I'll have to categorize you all and see you really lyin it, at last pardon my english dont be a grammar cop. So finally ive written guys pls bear it im really tired joh tha sab likhdia abhi koi poocha 11th barbaad then u r fucking dumb sorry fun fact this post is 9999 words

11th Fresher(1)- 26.....n tards
11th Barbaad(2)- (Mechanics 1) (Bonding, GOC Stereoisomer, Thermo Eq) (Quad Seq and Coordinate) udk all this properly
11th Chad(3) - Diastereomer (2) uk 70% concepts + can do adv pyq.
Droppers(4)- Cant categorize u either u r 2. or u r adv qualified chad so do self analysis
Only MAINS(5)- pdf

SYLLABUS - kids preparing for adv stay with me this is how youll see chap now mains wale can go with the conventional single chap syllabus. Make blocks of chap if you r done with that block then only ur prepared for adv as adv yr by yr is giving multi chapters questions so.
CHEMISTRY BLOCKS
Organic - 1. BOC-(IUPAC, Stereoisomer, GOC) 2. RXn Mechanism-(Haloalkanes to Amines) 3. Extra-(Biomolecule, Polymer, POC, CIEL)
Inorganic - 1. Bonding-(Periodic, Chemical Bonding, Coordination) 2. Block - (SPDF, Salt Analysis) 3. Extra - (Metallurgy, Environmental)
Physical - 1. Thermodynamics-(Mole, Gas, Thermo, Solutions), 2. Equilibrium - (Redox, Chemical&Ionic, Electro, Kinetics), 3. Extra - (Nuclear n Surface Chemistry, Solids)
PHYSICS BLOCKS

Mechanics 1- (Motion, NLM, WPE, Circular, COM, Rotational) Mechanics 2 - (Gravitation, SHM, Waves) 2. Electrodynamics - (Electrostatics, Capacitor, Current, Magnetism, EMI, AC, EMW,Semiconductor*) 3. Optics - (Ray Optics, Wave Optics) 4. Modern - Full 5. Thermal - (Solids, Fluids, Calorimetry, Thermo)

MATH BLOCKS

Algebra - (S&R, Log, Quad, Seq, Complex, M&D, Stats) 2. Combinatorics - (PnC, Binomial, Probability) 3. Coordinate - (SL, Circles, Conics, Vector-3D) Calculus - (Functions and Trigo&ITF) 4. Differential - (LCD, MOD, AOD) 5. Integral - (Indefinite, Definite, AUC, DiffEq)

CATEGORIES

Will repeat it again be consistent n do as teacher says dont fuck up there really isnt much to tell you except see pdf
Well boys listen you fucked up but its okay meri tumharse bhi jyada kharab haalat thi so listen jee waale din sab equal honge jisko joh best aata h he'll perform us din its ok now youve 2 3 days kindly analyse all the blocks what youve done what you can do baaki read the full thing one thing ive realised here ill give u the best chapters and xyz none of it will work sabka system alag h capibilities take my word on it. So listen me jee mai 11th ka nahi aata jee mai upar waale blocks se aaega so yeh thinking dimaag se nikaldo for god sake. being blunt nobody cares about you but i can give assurance if you'll start now u ppl can achieve anything (realistically) and just pick up the blocks and start jee adv mai ques aaega sidha screen pe and usme concepts lagegnge there is nothing 11th 12th baaki i seriously cant tell u guys how to prepare baaki ive seen side mai 2 2 hours waali tbh agar kuch nahi kara toh fir kya faiyda electrostatics shuru karoge nahi aaega samjh adv mai mechanics lagti hai toh tbh no faiyda fake satisfaction ki chapter complete hogya so...
Good boy and just do stuff jaise kara n be consistent main yeh post material cumdump hai (pdf) and for (2) ppl
Ig you people have realised it till now so just fucking study yeh baat unsaid hai pure post mai ab tumhe kutte waali padhai karni padegi
Complete your syllabus by sept anyhow if aiming for mains warna problem hogi after sept do pyq test n revise only.

TIMETABLE - Youve 25 day in a month for studying 6 days studying n 7th day is for 3 1 hr test of PCM every week till sept/oct n 3 4 buffer day for backlog/shaadi/xyz. Youve 2 3 days analyse blocks make rough plan for june like in OC ill complete 1st block u get the point. Either study 66 Hrs for 2 sub or 444 3 sub n lectures sirf half time dekhna h baaki ques dont binge watch expecting 12 hours of studying uske upar is cherry on tits but in that extra time revise/ques no lecture.
SCHOOL - "Bhaiya par school?" fuck school is pure subreddit mai kisi ka admit card ruka ho coz of copy ya attendance toh ping me be a fucking good student and perform well in unit test koi kuch nhi bolega can take my word on it. baaki mai toh hafte mai ek din jaata tha and jis din jaata tha us raat ko padhta tha and school mai neend mai rheta tha fir kya bas 7 8 baje tak sojata tha ik its every toxic way of functioning but school least priority honi chahiye tum sabki fuck copies teacher se banake rakho mai toh batameez tha par tum mat karna pre board mai jab aajate hai toh koi school apna result nahi bigaadna chahta 500 wagera ka fine lagaenge ya dekhlena for jee can do it.
NOTES - Okay so listen me in OC and IOC youve to make notes proper intermediates and gases reagents sab baaki OC and IOC jitni baar questions karoge tabhi yaad hogi yes mai aajtak oc ka topic nahi ratta repetive practice but pls dont put questions into it except the one which were marked * uk good ones methane mai clorination ka ques likhke koi faiyda nahi but kuch important all rxn and side notes. In physical only thermo and equilibrium h main make good notes and baaki har chapter ki proper heading daaldena joh padho really helps(247) but dont flood ur notes with unnecessary things. Maths mai all formulas with heading ke saath only and only joh teacher ques mark karvaye nothing else required and physics FORMULAS and THERE DERIVATIONS MUST MUST MUST plus good illustrations, side note by teacher dont flood it with joh ques tum 10 baar karoge during practice.
REVISION - 1 Hour daily after studying 20(3)/30(2) mins revision karna hai joh us din padhe 20 min se jyada nahi lagna chahiye just revise all formulas and imp illustrations baaki ques time yaad hojaenge and 7th day pe 5 6 hours us week ka revision. (PLS DO)
TEST - As said till sept/oct give chapterwise test on 7th day on NTA abhyas. "bHaIyA pAr lEvEl?" ha dedena sept ke baad mathongo allen abhi sirf chapter karo test do aage badho 2 months honge revise and test dene ke liye so.. baaki analyze wagera yt se dekhlena they can explain better
TEACHERS - pick one teacher n do it from them yes for the full syllabus dont change ull get confused and leave everything.
LECTURES - I'll provide some my recommened teachers but if coaching ke toh follow them baaki follow test and revision apni side se irrespective of anything and dont binge watch extract the most and most imp dont watch it on 2x yes yes dont "bhaiya jldi hojata h" ek baar dheere padhke dekho fir batana yaad rheta h bahut max 1.5x jab samjhaye slow it down. Anhiliate the concept pls if u r studying. Electro mai sabko nearnest eq pata h but is saal aagya theoretical ques so joh samjha rahe h dhyaan se samjho.
BACKLOG - Doesnt matter extra jagke us din ka kaam complete karo ya 7th day ya buffer day par mai nahi bataunga yeh sab yt pe bhramand pada h nothing worked atleast for me so uve 2 3 days analyse the days the blocks and roughly asign kardo task and complete it anyhow.
MAINS - Complete your syllabus anyhow yes full maths either by oneshot or xyz then you'll figure it out then give 2 mock each week and do ALL LAST 5 YEAR PYQ YES ALL
ADVANCED - Now comes the boy so if you are preparing for adv first rule if youve got to love one subject i mean have sex with that subject idc chem phy maths? go extra mile in it simple rule 1 sub cutoff clear karvaega 1 iit or 1 branch. I loved chemistry and im scoring roughly 70-80 in chem adv so. Study by blocks in adv and do multichapteconcept ques rather than tough shm ka modern ke saath pnc ka circles ke saath yes. students preparing for ADV and 11th barbaad pick the blocks u love n watch full lectures, make notes and do quality questions from now.
SOCIAL MEDIA AND RELATIONSHIP AND LIFE - chodhdo ig pls college mai poster lagalena chahe us ladki ka leave it trust me baaki porn wagera ka m bol bhi nhi raha stay away from opposite gender i mean us way mai clg mai karlena baaki search for offline friend or single online friend joh tumhare jaisa ho and goals do ek doosre ko n complete it baaki bf gf jiske h make simple rule no chatting yes only irl meet spend quality time trust me if he/she supports it wife her up or ulta bhi. Please practice one hobby/exercise for 1-2 hours daily/alternate days trust me fuck all this warna depress hojaege jab bhaar jaoge logo ko dekhoge apni problems bahut choti lagti hai and sab vanish hojata h so do something running sports art anything.
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FINAL WORDS - Guys prepare well maybe is post se tumhari madad ho maybe na but study speaking from my heart khushi hogi khudhko piche jab palat ke dekhoge acha lagaga ull have time can do anything baaki pls dont be sheep study for yourself n do something remarkable, though the beautiful stars will shine youll miss it so pls jee will make u learn so much if mehnat karoge baaki one quote by andrew tate i love sorry but yes "there is a secret to this universe that If you actually try you cant loose". baaki ive so much to say tbh but the fucking 10k word limit is coming nearby haha so yeah first i wont answer any ques now neither on chat nor reply im out of this jee world pls tum bhi nikal jana ASAP but if tumhe se ek bhi ek padhke iit clear karjaaye kindly email me can find in the link above yes its the golden ratio. I hope tumhari 1% bhi help kardi ho so ADIOS GUYS, Alexa play Veridis Quo by Daft Punk.

Dropper here
Was it worth I guess yes
Thanks everyone for being a part of my journey of 3 years 22tards (best fellows of this subreddit) are in 3rd year my class mates are my senior but it doesn't matter this year taught me a lot about how unfair is life for lower middle class, importance of luck, importance of starting early, importance of consistency (no matter how hard something is or how unprepared you are just showup), kuch apno ke asli chehre dikhe aur kuch paraye apne ho gye ,pehli baar kisi ladki ne kaha woh mujhe pasand karti hai
Kafi galtiya bhi ki ego me tha 12vi tak ki bina coaching ke jee nikalunga ghanta kuch nhi pada 12vi me aur phir ek saal extra laga ego ke chakkar me , mains ka backup banate banate upna ultimate goal of iit hi bhul gya legit meri coaching walo ne kaha tum logo ka advance nhi hoga mains sudhar lo aur jab mains me decent aya toh samay hi nhi bacha advance ka padhne ke liye (mene adv pyq hi April me start kiye solve karna) jab pyq start kiye toh mujhe laga tha ki mere bas ka hai iit lekin phir samay nikal gya aur drop year ke baad bhi apna potential nhi de paya chutiya hu me sacchi, parents se ladai karta rha saal bhar aur har ladai ke baad dukh hota tha toh padhai nhi ho patai thi, physical health chudwa li etc.
Lekin finally it ends ab jo bhi result ho who cares it was never about the destination it the journey we travelled alongside each other
"Azaadi ka wakt aya toh pinjre se mohabbat ho gyi"
May all this hardwork pays off in future
2025 tards all the best for your respective exams hope mujhe bhi kuch aach sa mil jaye aur haa NTA ki MKC 3 baar
Another 2024tard signin off goodbye

Hello bhaiya & Didi All the best for your future.... so ab aapki toh jee journey end ho gayi .... lekin meri start hona wali hai .... please please give your few minutes from your precious time for me
I'm from Rajasthan so kota is preferable location but mai late ho gayi late phase hai and class 11th ma wahi fix batch rehna hai no reshuffle on the basics of test ... and also Counselor was says that aapka course feb march tak hoga lekin ye mera ko unki marketing tricks lagi
1) Should i join allen kota or something else ?? kindly your kota overall experience in you live include all things 2) How do you cope up with the teacher speed ?? because I'm already late ... so I'm pretty sure they will complete syllabus till January 3) kya aap ka 11th ka end ka chapter uda diya gaya tha kya ?? if yes then phir aap usko kesa cover up kiya 4) aapka jaise ranker kaise banu na ki banker for coaching institute 5) What are the extra stuff you used in your journey except coaching ? (like YouTube channel and something else) 6) What will i do if don't understand the concept teach by the teacher in the class ?? 7) Should i go with smartphone or keypad phone?? mai ladki hoon mai keypad lekr jati hu toh mujhe dikkat aya ga na ??? 8) And anyoneelse form here female live in kota kindly also share your experience and precautions measure should i take ?? 9) Your extra guidance and something else form your side ... thanks a lot for your precious time

Toh mera zindagi ka first gf thi , bina...jo ki mujhe mili thi 4th class mein!! Toh baat ye tha ki , humlog aaise hi class mein baithe hue the , aur teacher humlog ko padha rhe the, toh humlog ka do(2) row hota tha : 1 boys ka aur 1 girls ka...and hua kya, jo teachers hote the, wo padhte padhte, kabhi iss row toh kabhi uss row, chalte chalte padhte the...toh ek din, aaise hi ek teacher padhte padhte, girls ke row ke taraf gye, toh mera nazar teacher par tha!! Toh mera nazar Bina par gya, aur mehne ussko 3-4 sec Tak dekha!! Aur turant nazar haata diya...phir ussi din, mujhe usska WhatsApp par msg aaya!! Q ki humlog aaise hi phele se baat wegra sab karte the!! Toh wo boli ki "tum mujhe aaj aaise q dekhe?? " Toh uss samay mera itna dimag nhi tha!! Toh mehne ussko bol diya ki " I like you " , wo bhi shocked ho gyi, and then wo bhi sharma gyi...and wo boli ki , mujhe tumhe apna bf bana hai!! And I was like " okay , no problem"...toh aaisa karke, wo meri life ki first gf bani... FUN FACT ye hai ki humlog ka relation bas 1 din ke liye chala tha!! Mehne hi ussse breakup kar liya!! Q ki next day humlog ka exam tha, aur mera focus exam par nhi ho rha tha!! Isliye mehne ussko chor diya!!
Toh Bina ke baad mehne ek ladki ko propose kiya tha, jisska naam tha Prachi... Toh baat ye hai ki mera ek achha friend tha jisska naam hai- Sohail, toh wo na Prachi ko pasand karta tha!! Usske picche pura obsessed tha, lekin prachi ussko ekdam bhaao nhi deti thi...toh Sohail bola ki , prachi ko koi propose nhi kar sakta hai!! Wo bahut sidhi hai isliye...toh Sohail mujhe bola ki " chacha, dam hai toh Prachi ko paata ke dikhaao!! Toh mehne bhi soch liya ki ussko propose karke hi chorenge !! Toh uss samay hum bhi tik tok chalte the , aur wo bhi chalati thi, toh humlog phele aaise hi ek dusre ka tiktok like karte the!! Toh ek din , mehne usko tiktok ka msg mein ussko propose kar diya, toh wo reject kar di, ye bol ke ki hum tumlog ko Bhai mante the , aur tumlog aaisa sochte ho!! Toh uss din mehne ussko pareshan kar diya , tha bol bol ke ki mera gf ban jyo!! Lekin wo at the end humko block kar di! Aur ye jo kissa hai , isska impact hoga , future mein phir....
Toh again, mera aur Bina ka baat hone laga WhatsApp par, toh mehne ussko pucha ki mera yaad nhi aata hai kya tumko!! Toh wo boli ki bahut yaad aata hai tumhara!! Toh mehne bola ki , kya humlog phir se relationship mein aa skate hai kya?? Toh wo boli ki yess , we can!! Toh Uss samay humko bahut achha laga ki mera baacha ka relationship phir patch up ho gya!! Toh humlog ka baat roj hota tha , bahut accha chal rha tha humlog ka relationship!! But ussko koi bol diya ki sunny na Prachi ko propose kiya tha!! Toh wo humse puchi ki ye baat sahi hai kya?? Ki tum Prachi ko propose kiya h , toh mehne bola ki "hai" mehne kiya , lekin mera waisa kuch attention nhi tha usske pichhe!! Lekin wo maani hi nhi!! And then , wo mujhse breakup kar li...uss samay life mein pheli baar , Thora dukh hua tha mujhe...
Bina ke baad, mehne aur 2 ladki ko propose kiya tha!! Ki mujhe relationship mein aana tha!! Lekin mujhe unn dono ka naam yaad nhi hai!! Ek ka naam yaad hai - Kavita , jo ki humse senior thi , ek class!! Toh uss samay meri ek didi thi, mehne ussko bol diya ki mujhe usse pyaar hai, toh meri didi ussko bol di, toh wo boli ki , Humko nhi karna hai ye sab , aapne junior se!! Boli ki , apna didi jaisi ladki ko kon pyaar karta hai?? Hum bhi bole ki thik hai , koi dikkat nhi hai...
Toh meri 2nd gf thi- siya, jo ki meri First online gf thi, Toh humlog ka baat shuru tik tok mein!! Toh humlog friend jaise baat karte the!! Toh ussne mujhe aapna Facebook I'd bataya , phir humlog ka baat messenger mein hi hota tha!! Toh ek din aaise hi baat karte karte, hum usse puche ki humlog ka kya relation?? Toh ulta wo humse puchi ki tum kya mante ho , humlog ka relation ko?? Toh mehne bol diya ki , gf-bf, Thora shy tarika se bole!! Toh kya?? Wo accept kar li, mera proposal ko!! Lekin usse baat karte karte, mera maan nhi lag rha tha uss mein!! Toh mehne usse break-up kar liya!!
Toh meri 3rd gf thi- goldy, jissko mehne bas nudes ke liye rakha tha, jaise hi ussne apna photo bheja!! Waise hi mehne usko turant block kar Diya!! Pata nhi , uss samay mera mentality and mindset pura ajeeb tha
Khair mera 4th gf - palak, jo ki meri gf bani thi , 7th class mein, aur hai , mujhe wo pasand thi, q ki wo class ki sabse beautiful girl thi, sabki crush!! Toh...phele toh hum log ek normal friend jaisa baat karte the!! Bas din mein hi Thora bahut hi-hello karte the!! Ekdam normal!! Toh ek din usska b-day tha , toh bahut khush thi , magar uss samay itna Happy feel nhi karte the, q ki past mein itna kuch ho hi chuka tha!! Toh baato hi baato mein wo boli ki tum itna sad q ho?? Toh mehne bola ki Bina ka yaad aa rha hai!! Toh ussne bola ki aaisa baat hai?? Thik hai, aaj humko maan lo, ki hum tumhara Bina hai!! Jo baat karna hai Karo mujhse!! Toh mehne baat kar liya, jaise mehh Bina se baat karta tha!! Toh ending mein mehne usse bola ki " I luv u " , toh palak Puri confused! Ki ye humko bola ki Bina ko?? Toh mehne ussko bola ki mehne tumhe bola hai!! Toh palak Puri shocked! And then, wo boli ki mujhe 1 din sochne ka samay do!! Mehne bola ki thik hai!! And next day usska msg aaya ki meh accept karti hu tumhara proposal!! Toh mehh uss din bahut Khush tha!! Lekin wo boli ki ek promise karna hoga tumko ki humlog ka relationship ke baare mein kisi ko pata nhi chalna chahiye!! Toh mehne bola ki okk!! Toh humlog ka relationship bhi bahut achha chal rha tha!!
Lekin Sohail ke chalte, humlog ka relationship khatm ho gya!! Wahi Sohail jo humko bola tha ki prachi ko propose Karo!! Toh baat ye hai ki palak meri gf thi , ye baat bas ussko pata tha!! Toh wo na , palak ki friends sab ko bol diya ki sunny na palak ka bf hai, toh usski friend log ko viswash nhi hua!! Toh Sohail aur mera roj ek na ek hour baat hota hai!! Aaise hi!! Toh ek din call pe the humlog , toh suddenly wo humko puchta hai ki Tera gf kon hai?? Toh mehne firstly bola ki tumko toh pata hai na!! Toh wo bola ki phir bhi , aur ek bar baatao na , toh hum bol diye ki palak meri gf hai...and then mujhe baad mein pata chala ki Sohail humlog ka call record kar rha tha!! Phir wo ye record palak ka friend log ko bhej diya!! Phir usski friend log ussko boli ki tum uska bf ho, jiska 10 go jaisa gf thi? Aur Jo tumhari best friend ko , i.e, Prachi ko propose kiya hai, tum usski gf ho? Pata nhi kitna hi bhala bura bol diya mujhe aur ussko!!
Phir ek din Sohail msg kiya tha , ki palak na roo rhi thi class mein!! Toh hum ussko msg kiye, bole ki tum roo q rhi thi?? Toh wo boli ki humlog promise kiye the na ki humlog ka relationship ke baare mein kisi ko nhi bolenge!! Lekin tum wo promise break kar diye!! Aaise baat karte karte!! She come at the point ki, tum meri bf aab aur nhi rhe sakte ho!!! Boli ki tum mera friend ban sakte ho!! Toh mehne ye offer reject kar diya!! And then she blocked me...and this point, I was completely broken!! Mujhe kuch achha lagta hi nhi tha life mein!! har pal bas sad hi rhta tha mehh bas!!
Toh palak ke baad, mujhe 2 proposal aaya tha, lekin mehne unnlog ko accept hi nhi kiya!! Q ki palak ne aaisa , heavy impact kar Diya tha mere maan mein!!! I was not ready for any relationship!!
Phir mehhh, 10th mein jaake!! Meri ek achhi friend/sister baani!! Noushin , jo ki 11th mein thi! Usski ek friend se mujhe attraction ho gya!! Jiska naam hai - Ariba!! Toh mehne ussko gf ka khosis kiya!! Ye mera last proposal tha , kisi ladki ke liye!! Mehnne ussko bola ki " i got feelings for you" but wo boli ki mujhe nhi hai! And then , she rejected me, by saying that I'm junior, that's why I can't accept your proposal!!

So the thing is padhai ab ho nahi Rahi bas ho gaya ab nahi hota. 26 ko jee advanced hai papa keh rahe hai isliye Dena padega mujhe nhi lag raha Mera kuchh ho bhi payega. Ab kuchh feel bhi nhi ho Raha
Na padhai ho pa Rahi hai na kisi aur chijh par Kam kar raha hu bas roj uth raha hu kha raha hu aur bas room par pade reh Raha hu. Idk what I am feeling right now.smjh nhi aa raha udas hu, depression hai,ki bas ye sab mere hi dimag me hai
Iske baare me kisi se baat bhi nhi kar pa raha. Sochta hu bohot saare log hai jo mere situation me hai sab to nahi kar rahe randi Rona to Mai kyu aisa feel kar raha hu. Na kuchh karne ka Mann kar raha hai na kisi baat karne ka. ye sab karne ka bas soch Raha hu
Finally socha kisi se baat Karu but apne dosto se ye saari chijhe bolu kaise? Mai to grp ka funny Banda hu na .kaise Karu randi Rona Fir socha ik dost hai ladki bhi hai(use psnd bhi karta hu but kabhi bola nhi) sayad wo smjhe So uske samne kiya ye sab randi Rona Guess what uska reply tha "ho gaya, Mai jau sone?" I feel like shit Do din se baat bhi nhi hue meri Usne bhi kuchh MSG nhi kiya Do din me exam hai and mujhe kuchh smjh nhi aa raha Sayad bhagwan ne hi dimag Kam Diya ho (Aur ha dropper hu aur pichhle saal se bhi rank gir gayi hai aur koi bhi dhang ka college nhi mil Raha Tin saal se Kota me bhi tha ) Mera to metal health Puri trh se chud Gaya hai Apna dekh lo tum log Yaha Tak padh liya ho agar kuchh galat Lage to please mujhe mat batana Mera dimag already kharab hai

Storytime
This event happened on 15th of this month so my fellas I'm a week late to tell my homies this story( kya karu procastination ki gandi aadat ho rakhi hai). English aur General Test ka paper tha mera aur centre ek KV tha mere ghar se around 23 km dur (which I fucking hated). Let's skip to the main part. Mera room waha ke ek class 12th ka classroom tha jaha par 24-25 students ki capacity thi aur mera row gate ke opposite side tha aur mera bench window ke paas. Maine apna bench dekha to dimaag kharab ho gya, behenchodo ne ek small bench aur usse bhi chhoti ek plastic ki chair thama di. Only 4-5 students got such small benches and even those with the small benches like me got a way better chair unlike me( ek ke paas to ghumne wali chair thi🙂). I was frustated as fuck aur uss time class me around bas 10 students the. Gusse mein maine apne pichhe wale bench pe baith gya jo kaafi sahi tha. 10 mins ke baad ek cute girl enters the room. She was wearing a red t-shirt, was fair skin(though I don't care about it much) and was wearing pink specs. She was coming straight towards me so I thought seat uski hi hogi jispe mein viraajmaan hu aur aisa hi hua. She asked me to shift to the seat next to her but I asked her to seat on that seat. I accepted her plead and shifted to the seat next to her. 10 mins later a dude comes and asks me if this seat on which I was sitting was his and I said " Baith jao maine mana kab kiya bhai" (audacity dekho meri). 15 mins later the invigilator comes and I told him about the problem with my chair and he replies "Pichhle shift ka student ispe baith gya tha" which angered me more. I told him ki kuchh karo nahi to exam kisi aur ki seat pe baith kar hi de dunga to usne principal se baat kar batane ko kaha. Usne tab tak mere seat ko iss tarah se arrange karwa diya ki mein thik thak se baith saku.
Meri pichhe wali ladki se meri baat hona shuru ho jaati hai. Mereko chhod ke baaki sab log commerce ke the to usne mera % puchh boards ka. Maine insist kiya ki wo pehle bataye. Usne 70% bola aur thoda uske insist karne pe maine apna bataya 93%. Wo mujhe mujhe topper topper kehke chhidhane lagi par mujhe utna farak nahi para. English exam ke baad ek ghante ka jo break mila usme hamari bahut jyada baat hui. Convo usne start ki aur kya hi sahi tarah se baat hui ham dono ki. Maine uske future plans puchhe ki wo CUET de rahi hai to usse further DU mein Karori Mal jaisa koi college chahiye hoga to which she said ki usse BHU mein chahiye kyuki Bihar and UP are like brother states and the people are too similar. I asked any other reason to which she said nope and I replied " Banaras se pyaar hai kya tumhe", she blushed and said no. Mind you ye shaari baatein aankhon me aankhein daal ke ho rahi thi and the eye contact was not broken unless we were disturbed by the other students around us. We further talked about what we both wanted and she somewhat got emotional and said to me that being a girl is somewhat harsh and even harsher being a single girl child to parents coming from a conservative background. She told me that she had to be limited in her dreams as girls are not supposed to dream big in a country like ours which I supported saying I too have a younger sister for whom I always want the best. She told me marriage is the last option if she fails in her academics. It was nice seeing her trusting me to tell such things or either she was just an open person to all and I was just thinking too much. Nevertheless maine uska naam roll slip pe padh rakha tha to maine usko uske naam se bulaya to which she asked in excitement where I got to know her name. Usne apni pichhe wali ladkli ( jo apparently uski dost thi maybe) ko bataya ki main kitna intelligent hu( nahi hu tbh). Batana bhul gya ki wo mere hi city se hai par uska ghar mere se 25 km dur hai. Humne apne previous school ke baarein me baat kari to usne bola ki wo DAV se padhi hai. Maine usko bataya ki waha to mera boards ka centre tha aur wild guess karke bola ki kahi wo mere school se hi toh nahi. BINGO! guess sahi tha aur wo mere hi dummy school se thi, usne bhi wahi se flying kiya tha aur jab mera guess sahi hua toh mera arm ko jor se hilane lagi aur kahi ki batao nujhe ye sab kaise maloom ( she was looking bloody cute though and I was somewhat embarrased seeing so many dudes looking at me like I had ordered them to give both their kidneys to me). Itne mein wahi chutiya invigilator aake bahut dhimme se kehta hai "pyaar hi karle". Mere aage baithe dono laundo ko sunai de diya par mein aur wo cutie, lets call her X; ko sunai nahi diya. Gusse me maine bhi jor se keh diya ki ab kuchh bolega to pel dunga( uss invigilator ne sun liya tha). X se meri aur kuchh der baat hui aur maine puchha ki kya uski tabiyat kharab hai ( very chutiya thing to ask to keep the convo going) to usne ye bhi detail se bataya ki usko bhookar kaise aur kyu hua. Usne apne luck ke baarein mein bataya jo mujhse to better hi tha. Usno bola ki wo Hanuman Mandir jaati hai exam ke din aure maine uske head aur neck par laal tika notice kiya aur point out kiya, aur shayad neck wale tike pe thoda jyada hi concentrate kar diya. Ye sab ke baad General Test start hone ke pehle usne mere back pe halka hit karke all the best bola aur mujh jaise chutiye ne ye baat usko return mein nahi bola, no wonder aaj bhi itna bada chutiya hu.
General Test ke baad bhadwo ne hame jaldi jaano ko kaha aur humlog waha se nikal gaye. Wo apne dosto ke saath chali gyi aur me akela chala gya. Uska mobile number ya insta id kuchh nahi le paaya aur chutiyo jaisa chala aaya. Kuchh connection to bana tha hum dono ke bichch cuz the eyes Chico they never lie. Par kya karu yahi ziwan hai aage badhte rehna parega . Kaash kuchh bhi usse related le leta to aaj meri bhi baatein ho rahi hoti. And to all my homies out there, all it takes is little bit of confidence to talk to any girl. I'm somewhat above average in looks but still have improved significantly in starting a convo.
TLDR :- Met a cutie in CUET exam and striked a great convo with her but couldn't get her number.

Hello, fellow redditors
Realisation and a rant post. Hindi mein hoga kyunki mentally tayar nhi hu English use karne ke liye.
1 mahine pehle mera ek accident hua jisme mera right arm ke main bones sab ke sab tut gye hai. hath pura damage ho gya hai. 3 surgeries ho gyi hai and ye 1 mahine apne ghar se zyada mein hospital mai zyada rhi hu. Hospital mein rehke kuch cheeze observe ki hai maine as mai ladies ward mein thi. Bohot aurate aayi aur gyi but ek cheez constant thi ki sab aurate ke pati apni wife ka bohot acche se dhyan rakh rhe hai. Kaafi wholesome.
Mere sath hospital mai humesha koi na koi ruka hai mere parents, relatives, neighbours, closed ones, boyfriend aur friends. Sab logo ne mera ek 22 saal ki ladki choti bacchi jaisa khayal rakha. Mere papa jo ek typical dad jaise shant rehte hai unhone mujhe khana khilaya, paani pilaya, davaiya di aur har tarah se mera dhyan rakha. Aisa lag rha tha ki mai unki wo hi choti 2 3 saal ki beti hu aur wo mera dhyan rakh rhe hai. Sab loves ones ne dhyan rakha. Bas ye hi ek cheez se mai khush hu ye incident se ki mujhe atleast pehli baar samjha life mai ki kitne log mujhe pyar karte hai.
Bohot rone ki iccha hoti hai par mai rone lag jati hu toh sab weak ho jate hai isliye khud ko hi control kar leti hu. Kaafi weak ho gyi hu mentally.
Physiotherapy ke sath mera hath diwali tak thik ho jayega. Aap sab bas apni good wishes do mujhe aur waqt mila toh bas ek baar mere liye bhagwan se prarthna karna ki mein thik ho jau jaldi se jaldi.🙏🙏🙏
I promise to be kind to everyone else.